26-11-2019, 05:11 PM
Kaale ghane baal jo lehron mein neeche ki taraf aa rahe the, mano ugte hue suraj ki roshni mein samundar mein lahrein angdaaiyan le rahi ho.... aankhon mein sharaarat bhari chamak... komal gulaabi honth... jo ki pyaar ka rahasya chupaye hue the...
Vishal?
Uske halke se touch se mano mere sharir mein bijli ka current daud gaya...
Vishal !
Main apne khalayon mein doobe hua tha, apna naam sun ke hosh mein aaya aur Tanya ko meri taraf kheejkar dekhte hue paaya.
Tanya: Ab tumhaara turn hai Vishal, aaj tum kis duniya mein khoye hue ho?
Sharam ko chupaate hue mujhe ahsaaas hua ki main din mein fir se aaj bhi didi ke sapne dekh raha tha, ye aaj pahli baar nahi ho raha tha. Main hosh mein aakar khada hua aur Tanya ke paas se gujarkar bowling ball ko return se uthaane chal pada. Mera pahla shot bekaar gaya. Ball ke return hone ka wait karte maine Tanya ki taraf dekha, wo mujhe ghoor rahi thi aur uski aankhon mein khushi nahi thi.
Mere agle shot mein aur bhi kam pins giri.
Jaise hi main baithne ke liye lauta, to Tanya ne mujhe rok liya. Tanya ne poocha, tumhaare saath problem kya hai Vishal? Aisa lag raha hai jaise tum yahan hokar bhi yahan nahi ho.
Main turant bachhav ki mudra mein aa gaya, aur bola, Tanya, please thoda chup rahogi please, main theek hoon.
Shayad maine galat kaha tha. Maine Tanya ki aankhon par parda daalne ki koshish ki, lekin wo parda ab deewaar ko roop le raha tha. Tanya boli, ok theek hai, aur uthkar bowl karne chali gayi.
Agle aadhe ghante hum dono ke beech shaanti chhayi rahi. Bowling ka khel, maano masti na hokar ek aisa kaam ho gaya tha jise hum jabardasti kar rahe the. Mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha tha. Haalanki aaj Tanya ek dum sexy mast maal lag rahi thi, lekin usne hum dono ke beech physical na hone ki jo deewar bana rakhi thi – ek aise deewar jo mere aur didi ke beech nahi thi. Mujhe ye deewar bilkul pasand nahi thi. Main Tanya ke saath wo sab karna chahta tha jo main didi ke saath kar raha tha. Ye naarajgi ab gusse aur niraasha mein tabdil hoti jaa rahi thi.
Main jaanta tha, main ye sab hote hue dekh raha tha. Mujhe maloom tha ki main ye sab nahi chaahta tha, jo kuch bhi ho raha hai. Main usko apne aap se door kar raha tha.
Finally game khatam hua, humne shoes wapas kiye aue maine payment kar diya. Tanya mera intejaar kiye bina gate se bahar chali gayi. Jaise hi hum bahar nikle, is se pahle ki main kuch bolta aur Tanya se maafi maagta, Tanya ka mobile baj utha. Tanya entrance gate ke side mein chali gayi aur main us ke paas khada ho gaya, Tanya ne apne chhote se purse mein se mobile nikaala aur baatein karne lagi.
Tanya ne usko Namaste kiya, jis kisi ne bhi call kiya tha, Tanya ke chehre ka rang ek dum ud gaya, KYA? Tanya ne poocha. Ek pal ko shaant hokar wo sunti rahi. Kaise.... mera matlab hai Kab? Tanya ki aankhon mein aansoo aa gaye. Phone ko kaan par lagaye hue hi, apne doosre haath se apne gaalon par ludhak rahe aansoo ko poncha. Okay.... theek hai...main.... phir main aapko kal call karoon? Uski awaaj bharra gayi thi. Bye.... Namaste.... Tanya ne call kaat diya, aur najrein upar kar ke sitaaron aur parking mein jal rahi peeli halogen lights ko dekhne lagi.
Kya hua Tanya? Is se pahle ki main ye bol bhi paata, Tanya beech mein bol padi, Mujhe jaana hoga, thanks for taking me out, Tanya ne bas inta kaha aur apni car ki taraf chal di. Main wahan par mook ban ke khada raha, aur dekhta raha, Tanya ne car start ki, light jalaayi aur drive kar ke chali gayi.
Jaise hi maine apni jeb mein haath daala, mujhe yaad aaya ki aaj to Tanya mujhe apni car mein lekar aayi thi.... mere paas to car thi hi nahi.
Maine poore ghatna kram ko apne dimaag mein dohraya, fir apna mobile nikaal kar didiko dial kiya. Didi ne teesri ghanti par phone uthaya, usko bada haasyaspad laga ki main bowling alley par akela khada hoon. Didi ne meri awaaj sun ke samjah gayi ki kuch to gadbad hai, aur boli tum chinta mat karo bas main kuch der mein wahan pahunchti hoon.
Main parking ki choti si boundary par baith gaya aur jo kuch us shaam hua tha uske baare mein sochne laga. Tanya ke prati apni feelings ke baare mein sochne laga – achhi bhi aur kharaab bhi. Main samajh to raha tha ki us call mein kya baat hui hogi, lekin sure nahi tha. Tanya ne mujhe kuch bhi us baare mein nahi bataaya tha, is ka matlab uski bhaavnaon ko maine bahut thes pahunchaayi thi.
Main jab is aatm chintan mein dooba hua tha, tabhi parking ki boundary ke paas jahan main baitha tha tej speed mein, ek car aakar ruki, main ekdum thithak gaya. Didi mujhe ghabraaya hua dekh ke car ki window mein se jor jor se hansne lagi.
Achha sorry Vishal, ab andar aa jao, mere liye didi ne car ka gate khola aur main car ke andar baith gaya. Kya hua bhai? Wo tumko yahan akela kyon chhod gayi?
Didi ne car back ki, fir parking se bahar nikaal ke sadak par le aayi.
Vishal: Uske mobile par kisi jaan pehchaan wale ka call aaya tha, unki baton se aisa laga ki shayad kisi ka accident ho gaya hai ya aisa hi kuch. Mujhe lagta hai ki shayad wo bhool gayi ki hum dono aaj ek hi car mein aaye the.
Kuch der ki shaanti ke baad didi ne meri taraf najar firayi aur poocha, uh..huh... aur kya hua? Maine didi ki taraf dekha. Didi aage boli, mujhe lagta hai kuch aur bhi hua hai.
Maine apne lips ko ek doosre ke daaton ke neeche dabaate hue kaha, shyad main usko ignore kar raha tha.
Didi ek pal khamosh rahne ke baad boli, tumko pata hai tumne aisa kyon kiya? Mujhe lagta tha ki tum usko wakai mein bahut pyaar karte ho.
Main ab bhi karta hoon didi ! Par pata nahi kyon. Mujhe lagta hai wo ab bhi mujhse doori bana ke rakhna chaahti hai. Main us se kareeb aakar pyaar karne ki umeed nahi rakhta. Lekin mere ko ye baat samajh nahi aati ki wo mujhko apne kareeb samajhti hai ya nahi, us tarah se jaisa hum ek doosre ke saath karte hain.
Thodi der ke liye fir se khaamoshi chaa gayi.
Vishal.... main ye poochna to nahi chaahati, lekin kya tum din mein bhi ye hi sapne dekh rahe the ki hum aaj raat kya karne waale hain? Kahin is wajah se to tum usko ignore nahi kar rahe the?
Maine jhijhakte hue kaha, Haan didi...
Didi ne turant car ko sadak ke side mein rok liya, main ek pal ko chaunk gaya- bahut saari gaadiyan hum ko pass kar ke jaa rahi thi, didine parking lights on kar di.
Didi: Vishal, sach sach batao, tum usko pyaar karte ho ya nahi?
Yeh koi bahut kathin sawaal nahi tha, maib turant bola, Haan didi, karta hoon....
Kuch bolne se pahle Dolly didi ne meri taraf dekha, to fir tumko hosh mein rahna chahiye, aayi samajh mein, okay? Tumne pahle mujhe bataya tha ki wo jaldi se kisi par vishwaas nahi kar paati. Wo us haadse se abhi poori tarah ubar nahi paayi hai, aur tumne aaj uske dil par gahri chot pahunchaayi hai.
Didi jis tarah se jor jor se mujhse bol rahi thi, wo mere liye chaunkaane wala tha. Jis imaandaari se didi ne ye sab kaha tha, wo mujhe bura lagna chahiye tha, lekin main didike Tanya ke prati daya bhaav ko samajh paa raha tha.
To mujhe kya karna chahiye? Mera matlab, usne phone par baat ki aur bas bye bye kar ke chali gayi... kitni bewkoofi ki baat hai...
Tanya rahti kahan hai? Didi ne poocha. Is se pahle ki main kuch batata didi ne car sadak par chalaani shuru kar di thi.
Didi: Main nahi chaahti ki jo kuch hum dono kar rahe hain us ki wajah se tumhaare aur Tanya ke beech koi gadbad ho. Okay? Aaya samajh mein? Main seriously kah rahi hoon. Main tumhaari behan hoon Vishal, aur hum dono pyaar nahi kar sakte, okay? Tanya tumko utna nahi samajhti jitna main tumko samajhti hoon. Wo tumhaare saath itna jaldi nahi khulegi, jitna jaldi tum chaahate ho.
Kuch door jahan Tanya ke apartment ki building thi, us main sadak par didi ne car ko mod diya.
Vishal: To mujhe kya karna chahiye? Agar in case aaj humaari baatcheet hoti hai, to usko beech mein rok kar, apni relationship ke baare mein baat karne ko, main to us se nahi kah paunga.
Didi ne ek gahri saans li, aur boli, nahi tum apni relationship ke baare mein koi baat mat karna. Ladkiyaan chaahti hain ki tum unka peecha karo, unko baaki logon ke gandi najron se bachao. Hum ladkiyan ummeed karti hain ki jab jaroorat ho tab tum humko protect karoge. Aaj raat tum usko jaroorat se jyaada bhaav do, jis se usko lage kit tum uske liye kisi se bhi ladne ko tayyar ho.
Main didi ko sawaal bhari najar se dekhne laga.
Didi ne mujhe aise dekh ke pehchaan liya, didike honthon par ek kutil muskaan aa gayi. Didiboli, Okay, jab tumne call kiya tha, tab main ek romantic novel padh rahi thi. Ruko, sachhi main sahi kah rahi hoon. Aaj Tanya ke saath aisi bewkoofi bhari koi harkat mat karna, nahi to main tumse kabhi baat nahi karoongi, aisa kahkar didi muskura di.
Hum Tanya ke apartments par pahunch chuke the, didi ne parking mein car ko park kar diya. Ek lambi saans lete hue maine car ka darwaaja khola, aur car se bahar nikal aaya. Ek last baar didi ki taraf ek najar ghumaayi, didi mere ko encourage karne ke liye muskura di, maine apna mobile jeb se nikaala aur Tanya ka number dial karne laga.
Do baar call karne ke baad Tanya ne mera call receive kiya. Uski awaaj se pata chal raha tha ki so bahut thaki hui hai, lekin uski awaaj mein thoda sa maafi maangne wala andaaj tha, usne chootate hi kaha, I’m sorry, main bhool gayi thi ki aaj hum dono ek hi car se gaye the.
Mere dil ki dhadkan badh chuki thi. Maine kaha, Hey, it’s okay, Tanya. Mujhe maloom hai aaj maine bahut bewkoofi bhari harkatein ki, please mujhe maaf kar do.
Dosori taraf se koi jawaaab nahi aaya. Didi car mein baithi hui sab dekh rahi thi.
Tanya (kuch pal ke baad) : Haan, tum aaj na jaane kaisi harkatein kar rahe the, par chalo theek hai lam se kam tumko realise to hua.
Vishal: haan seriously, I’m very sorry. Main... bahar... matlab tumhaare apartment ke bahar hi khada hoon. Kisi se lift maang ke yahan tak aaya hoon. Mujhe maloom hai wo jo call aya tha wo important tha aur us se tum pareshaan ho. Main isi wajah se yahan aaya hoon. Mujhe maloom hai ki tum mujhse abhi naraaj ho, aur ye sahi bhi hai, main sab kuch maanane ko tayyar hoon, main tumhaare paas aana chahta hoon.
Tanya (fir se thodi khamoshi ke baad): Tum yahan ho?
"Mm hmm."
Tanya ne gahri saans lete hue kaha, main kisi se nahi milna chahti.
Maine Tanya par jyaada jor nahi daalna chahta tha, lekin...., main kisi tarah aage bola, Tanya main tumhaari wakai mein bahut care karta hoon, sach kah raha hoon. Mujhe nahi pata ki kya hua hai, lekin ek baat pakki hai ki agar tum pareshaan ho, to main bhi tumhaare saath utna hi pareshaan hoon.
Tanya ne kuch bhi bolne se pahle kareeb ek minute tak intejaar kiya. Aur jab boli, to mere dil ki dhadkan mano band ho gayi.
Tanya: Main.... mujhe lagta hai mujhe tumhaari is samay jaroorat hai. Main abhi tum se milne neeche aati hoon.
Mere ko vishwaas hi nahi hua, bas usko sunata hi rah gaya. Maine didi ki taraf thumb-up ka ihsaara kiya, didi muskura di, aur parking mein se apni gaadi nikaal ke drive kar ke chali gayi. Kuch der baad Tanya ki parchaayi entry waale raaste mein lage sheeshe par, jis par dhool jami hui thi, dikhaayi di. Thoda sa darwaaja khulne par wo theek se dikhaayi di, Tanya ki aankhein sooji hui thi aur laal ho rahi thi, baal bikhare hue the, aur usne boxers aur t-shirt pahan rakhe the.
Aaj se pahle wo itni khoobsurat mujhe pahle kabhi nahi lagi thi.
Main aage badhkar uske paas gaya, uski pareshaani se bhari aankhon mein dekha, aur hum dono ne ek doosre ko apni baahon mein le liya. Thodi hi der mein uski aankhon se nikalte aansoo ne meri t-shirt ko kandhe par geela kar diya. Kuch pal ke baad, wo mujhe apne saath upar apne apartment mein le gayi. Door ke paas Buddha ki badi si murti rakhi thi, wo mujhe apne saath andar le gayi. Usne bataaya ki uske mummy aur papa pichle do dinon se gaanv gaye hue hain kyonki Tanya ke dadaji ki tabiyat kuch dinon se kharaab chal rahi thi.
Us raat hone ko kuch nahi hua, lekin bahut kuch badal gaya. Hum dono sofe ke upar ghanton baithe rahe, Tanya ne ek halka sa garam chadar odh rakha tha, usne mujhe bataya ki uske dadaji ki aaj death ho gayi hai, aur wo apne daadu se kitna pyaar karti thi. Wo apne daadu ke saath beete hue palon ki kahaniyan mujhe subah hone tak sunaati rahi, kuch majaak bhari aur kuch dard bhari. Jab wo roti to main us ko sambhaal leta, uski peeth par haath firaata aur usko sambhalne ke liye encourage karta, jo kuch main kar sakta tha, wo best karne ki koshish kar raha tha.
Neend ke aagosh mein jaane se pahle, Tanya ne meri aankhon mein dekha, aur fusfusaayi, I Love You, Thank You. Aur apne kaanpte hue honthon ko mere honthon par rakh diya, aur itna jordaar kiss kiya, jiski maine kalpana bhi nahi ki thi. Uske baad Tanya ne ek gahri saans li, aur mujhse chipak kar so gayi.
Vishal?
Uske halke se touch se mano mere sharir mein bijli ka current daud gaya...
Vishal !
Main apne khalayon mein doobe hua tha, apna naam sun ke hosh mein aaya aur Tanya ko meri taraf kheejkar dekhte hue paaya.
Tanya: Ab tumhaara turn hai Vishal, aaj tum kis duniya mein khoye hue ho?
Sharam ko chupaate hue mujhe ahsaaas hua ki main din mein fir se aaj bhi didi ke sapne dekh raha tha, ye aaj pahli baar nahi ho raha tha. Main hosh mein aakar khada hua aur Tanya ke paas se gujarkar bowling ball ko return se uthaane chal pada. Mera pahla shot bekaar gaya. Ball ke return hone ka wait karte maine Tanya ki taraf dekha, wo mujhe ghoor rahi thi aur uski aankhon mein khushi nahi thi.
Mere agle shot mein aur bhi kam pins giri.
Jaise hi main baithne ke liye lauta, to Tanya ne mujhe rok liya. Tanya ne poocha, tumhaare saath problem kya hai Vishal? Aisa lag raha hai jaise tum yahan hokar bhi yahan nahi ho.
Main turant bachhav ki mudra mein aa gaya, aur bola, Tanya, please thoda chup rahogi please, main theek hoon.
Shayad maine galat kaha tha. Maine Tanya ki aankhon par parda daalne ki koshish ki, lekin wo parda ab deewaar ko roop le raha tha. Tanya boli, ok theek hai, aur uthkar bowl karne chali gayi.
Agle aadhe ghante hum dono ke beech shaanti chhayi rahi. Bowling ka khel, maano masti na hokar ek aisa kaam ho gaya tha jise hum jabardasti kar rahe the. Mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha tha. Haalanki aaj Tanya ek dum sexy mast maal lag rahi thi, lekin usne hum dono ke beech physical na hone ki jo deewar bana rakhi thi – ek aise deewar jo mere aur didi ke beech nahi thi. Mujhe ye deewar bilkul pasand nahi thi. Main Tanya ke saath wo sab karna chahta tha jo main didi ke saath kar raha tha. Ye naarajgi ab gusse aur niraasha mein tabdil hoti jaa rahi thi.
Main jaanta tha, main ye sab hote hue dekh raha tha. Mujhe maloom tha ki main ye sab nahi chaahta tha, jo kuch bhi ho raha hai. Main usko apne aap se door kar raha tha.
Finally game khatam hua, humne shoes wapas kiye aue maine payment kar diya. Tanya mera intejaar kiye bina gate se bahar chali gayi. Jaise hi hum bahar nikle, is se pahle ki main kuch bolta aur Tanya se maafi maagta, Tanya ka mobile baj utha. Tanya entrance gate ke side mein chali gayi aur main us ke paas khada ho gaya, Tanya ne apne chhote se purse mein se mobile nikaala aur baatein karne lagi.
Tanya ne usko Namaste kiya, jis kisi ne bhi call kiya tha, Tanya ke chehre ka rang ek dum ud gaya, KYA? Tanya ne poocha. Ek pal ko shaant hokar wo sunti rahi. Kaise.... mera matlab hai Kab? Tanya ki aankhon mein aansoo aa gaye. Phone ko kaan par lagaye hue hi, apne doosre haath se apne gaalon par ludhak rahe aansoo ko poncha. Okay.... theek hai...main.... phir main aapko kal call karoon? Uski awaaj bharra gayi thi. Bye.... Namaste.... Tanya ne call kaat diya, aur najrein upar kar ke sitaaron aur parking mein jal rahi peeli halogen lights ko dekhne lagi.
Kya hua Tanya? Is se pahle ki main ye bol bhi paata, Tanya beech mein bol padi, Mujhe jaana hoga, thanks for taking me out, Tanya ne bas inta kaha aur apni car ki taraf chal di. Main wahan par mook ban ke khada raha, aur dekhta raha, Tanya ne car start ki, light jalaayi aur drive kar ke chali gayi.
Jaise hi maine apni jeb mein haath daala, mujhe yaad aaya ki aaj to Tanya mujhe apni car mein lekar aayi thi.... mere paas to car thi hi nahi.
Maine poore ghatna kram ko apne dimaag mein dohraya, fir apna mobile nikaal kar didiko dial kiya. Didi ne teesri ghanti par phone uthaya, usko bada haasyaspad laga ki main bowling alley par akela khada hoon. Didi ne meri awaaj sun ke samjah gayi ki kuch to gadbad hai, aur boli tum chinta mat karo bas main kuch der mein wahan pahunchti hoon.
Main parking ki choti si boundary par baith gaya aur jo kuch us shaam hua tha uske baare mein sochne laga. Tanya ke prati apni feelings ke baare mein sochne laga – achhi bhi aur kharaab bhi. Main samajh to raha tha ki us call mein kya baat hui hogi, lekin sure nahi tha. Tanya ne mujhe kuch bhi us baare mein nahi bataaya tha, is ka matlab uski bhaavnaon ko maine bahut thes pahunchaayi thi.
Main jab is aatm chintan mein dooba hua tha, tabhi parking ki boundary ke paas jahan main baitha tha tej speed mein, ek car aakar ruki, main ekdum thithak gaya. Didi mujhe ghabraaya hua dekh ke car ki window mein se jor jor se hansne lagi.
Achha sorry Vishal, ab andar aa jao, mere liye didi ne car ka gate khola aur main car ke andar baith gaya. Kya hua bhai? Wo tumko yahan akela kyon chhod gayi?
Didi ne car back ki, fir parking se bahar nikaal ke sadak par le aayi.
Vishal: Uske mobile par kisi jaan pehchaan wale ka call aaya tha, unki baton se aisa laga ki shayad kisi ka accident ho gaya hai ya aisa hi kuch. Mujhe lagta hai ki shayad wo bhool gayi ki hum dono aaj ek hi car mein aaye the.
Kuch der ki shaanti ke baad didi ne meri taraf najar firayi aur poocha, uh..huh... aur kya hua? Maine didi ki taraf dekha. Didi aage boli, mujhe lagta hai kuch aur bhi hua hai.
Maine apne lips ko ek doosre ke daaton ke neeche dabaate hue kaha, shyad main usko ignore kar raha tha.
Didi ek pal khamosh rahne ke baad boli, tumko pata hai tumne aisa kyon kiya? Mujhe lagta tha ki tum usko wakai mein bahut pyaar karte ho.
Main ab bhi karta hoon didi ! Par pata nahi kyon. Mujhe lagta hai wo ab bhi mujhse doori bana ke rakhna chaahti hai. Main us se kareeb aakar pyaar karne ki umeed nahi rakhta. Lekin mere ko ye baat samajh nahi aati ki wo mujhko apne kareeb samajhti hai ya nahi, us tarah se jaisa hum ek doosre ke saath karte hain.
Thodi der ke liye fir se khaamoshi chaa gayi.
Vishal.... main ye poochna to nahi chaahati, lekin kya tum din mein bhi ye hi sapne dekh rahe the ki hum aaj raat kya karne waale hain? Kahin is wajah se to tum usko ignore nahi kar rahe the?
Maine jhijhakte hue kaha, Haan didi...
Didi ne turant car ko sadak ke side mein rok liya, main ek pal ko chaunk gaya- bahut saari gaadiyan hum ko pass kar ke jaa rahi thi, didine parking lights on kar di.
Didi: Vishal, sach sach batao, tum usko pyaar karte ho ya nahi?
Yeh koi bahut kathin sawaal nahi tha, maib turant bola, Haan didi, karta hoon....
Kuch bolne se pahle Dolly didi ne meri taraf dekha, to fir tumko hosh mein rahna chahiye, aayi samajh mein, okay? Tumne pahle mujhe bataya tha ki wo jaldi se kisi par vishwaas nahi kar paati. Wo us haadse se abhi poori tarah ubar nahi paayi hai, aur tumne aaj uske dil par gahri chot pahunchaayi hai.
Didi jis tarah se jor jor se mujhse bol rahi thi, wo mere liye chaunkaane wala tha. Jis imaandaari se didi ne ye sab kaha tha, wo mujhe bura lagna chahiye tha, lekin main didike Tanya ke prati daya bhaav ko samajh paa raha tha.
To mujhe kya karna chahiye? Mera matlab, usne phone par baat ki aur bas bye bye kar ke chali gayi... kitni bewkoofi ki baat hai...
Tanya rahti kahan hai? Didi ne poocha. Is se pahle ki main kuch batata didi ne car sadak par chalaani shuru kar di thi.
Didi: Main nahi chaahti ki jo kuch hum dono kar rahe hain us ki wajah se tumhaare aur Tanya ke beech koi gadbad ho. Okay? Aaya samajh mein? Main seriously kah rahi hoon. Main tumhaari behan hoon Vishal, aur hum dono pyaar nahi kar sakte, okay? Tanya tumko utna nahi samajhti jitna main tumko samajhti hoon. Wo tumhaare saath itna jaldi nahi khulegi, jitna jaldi tum chaahate ho.
Kuch door jahan Tanya ke apartment ki building thi, us main sadak par didi ne car ko mod diya.
Vishal: To mujhe kya karna chahiye? Agar in case aaj humaari baatcheet hoti hai, to usko beech mein rok kar, apni relationship ke baare mein baat karne ko, main to us se nahi kah paunga.
Didi ne ek gahri saans li, aur boli, nahi tum apni relationship ke baare mein koi baat mat karna. Ladkiyaan chaahti hain ki tum unka peecha karo, unko baaki logon ke gandi najron se bachao. Hum ladkiyan ummeed karti hain ki jab jaroorat ho tab tum humko protect karoge. Aaj raat tum usko jaroorat se jyaada bhaav do, jis se usko lage kit tum uske liye kisi se bhi ladne ko tayyar ho.
Main didi ko sawaal bhari najar se dekhne laga.
Didi ne mujhe aise dekh ke pehchaan liya, didike honthon par ek kutil muskaan aa gayi. Didiboli, Okay, jab tumne call kiya tha, tab main ek romantic novel padh rahi thi. Ruko, sachhi main sahi kah rahi hoon. Aaj Tanya ke saath aisi bewkoofi bhari koi harkat mat karna, nahi to main tumse kabhi baat nahi karoongi, aisa kahkar didi muskura di.
Hum Tanya ke apartments par pahunch chuke the, didi ne parking mein car ko park kar diya. Ek lambi saans lete hue maine car ka darwaaja khola, aur car se bahar nikal aaya. Ek last baar didi ki taraf ek najar ghumaayi, didi mere ko encourage karne ke liye muskura di, maine apna mobile jeb se nikaala aur Tanya ka number dial karne laga.
Do baar call karne ke baad Tanya ne mera call receive kiya. Uski awaaj se pata chal raha tha ki so bahut thaki hui hai, lekin uski awaaj mein thoda sa maafi maangne wala andaaj tha, usne chootate hi kaha, I’m sorry, main bhool gayi thi ki aaj hum dono ek hi car se gaye the.
Mere dil ki dhadkan badh chuki thi. Maine kaha, Hey, it’s okay, Tanya. Mujhe maloom hai aaj maine bahut bewkoofi bhari harkatein ki, please mujhe maaf kar do.
Dosori taraf se koi jawaaab nahi aaya. Didi car mein baithi hui sab dekh rahi thi.
Tanya (kuch pal ke baad) : Haan, tum aaj na jaane kaisi harkatein kar rahe the, par chalo theek hai lam se kam tumko realise to hua.
Vishal: haan seriously, I’m very sorry. Main... bahar... matlab tumhaare apartment ke bahar hi khada hoon. Kisi se lift maang ke yahan tak aaya hoon. Mujhe maloom hai wo jo call aya tha wo important tha aur us se tum pareshaan ho. Main isi wajah se yahan aaya hoon. Mujhe maloom hai ki tum mujhse abhi naraaj ho, aur ye sahi bhi hai, main sab kuch maanane ko tayyar hoon, main tumhaare paas aana chahta hoon.
Tanya (fir se thodi khamoshi ke baad): Tum yahan ho?
"Mm hmm."
Tanya ne gahri saans lete hue kaha, main kisi se nahi milna chahti.
Maine Tanya par jyaada jor nahi daalna chahta tha, lekin...., main kisi tarah aage bola, Tanya main tumhaari wakai mein bahut care karta hoon, sach kah raha hoon. Mujhe nahi pata ki kya hua hai, lekin ek baat pakki hai ki agar tum pareshaan ho, to main bhi tumhaare saath utna hi pareshaan hoon.
Tanya ne kuch bhi bolne se pahle kareeb ek minute tak intejaar kiya. Aur jab boli, to mere dil ki dhadkan mano band ho gayi.
Tanya: Main.... mujhe lagta hai mujhe tumhaari is samay jaroorat hai. Main abhi tum se milne neeche aati hoon.
Mere ko vishwaas hi nahi hua, bas usko sunata hi rah gaya. Maine didi ki taraf thumb-up ka ihsaara kiya, didi muskura di, aur parking mein se apni gaadi nikaal ke drive kar ke chali gayi. Kuch der baad Tanya ki parchaayi entry waale raaste mein lage sheeshe par, jis par dhool jami hui thi, dikhaayi di. Thoda sa darwaaja khulne par wo theek se dikhaayi di, Tanya ki aankhein sooji hui thi aur laal ho rahi thi, baal bikhare hue the, aur usne boxers aur t-shirt pahan rakhe the.
Aaj se pahle wo itni khoobsurat mujhe pahle kabhi nahi lagi thi.
Main aage badhkar uske paas gaya, uski pareshaani se bhari aankhon mein dekha, aur hum dono ne ek doosre ko apni baahon mein le liya. Thodi hi der mein uski aankhon se nikalte aansoo ne meri t-shirt ko kandhe par geela kar diya. Kuch pal ke baad, wo mujhe apne saath upar apne apartment mein le gayi. Door ke paas Buddha ki badi si murti rakhi thi, wo mujhe apne saath andar le gayi. Usne bataaya ki uske mummy aur papa pichle do dinon se gaanv gaye hue hain kyonki Tanya ke dadaji ki tabiyat kuch dinon se kharaab chal rahi thi.
Us raat hone ko kuch nahi hua, lekin bahut kuch badal gaya. Hum dono sofe ke upar ghanton baithe rahe, Tanya ne ek halka sa garam chadar odh rakha tha, usne mujhe bataya ki uske dadaji ki aaj death ho gayi hai, aur wo apne daadu se kitna pyaar karti thi. Wo apne daadu ke saath beete hue palon ki kahaniyan mujhe subah hone tak sunaati rahi, kuch majaak bhari aur kuch dard bhari. Jab wo roti to main us ko sambhaal leta, uski peeth par haath firaata aur usko sambhalne ke liye encourage karta, jo kuch main kar sakta tha, wo best karne ki koshish kar raha tha.
Neend ke aagosh mein jaane se pahle, Tanya ne meri aankhon mein dekha, aur fusfusaayi, I Love You, Thank You. Aur apne kaanpte hue honthon ko mere honthon par rakh diya, aur itna jordaar kiss kiya, jiski maine kalpana bhi nahi ki thi. Uske baad Tanya ne ek gahri saans li, aur mujhse chipak kar so gayi.