25-11-2019, 05:10 AM
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Kabhi kabhi jindagi me aisa waqaya a jata hai ki jine ka matlab hi
badal jati hai. Mai ek 45 saal ka Vidhur admi jo Mumbai jaisi jagah
me rah kar bhi proof reader jaisa nikrist kaam karta ho uske jeevan
me koi chamatkar ki kalpna karma bhi vyarth hai. Magar honi ko kaun
tal sakta hai����..
Mai Raghavendra Dixit 45 saal ka medium kad kathi ka admi hoon. Shakl
soorat waise koi khas nahi hai. Mai Dadar ke ek purani jarjar
building me pahli manjil par rahta hoon. Jab mai chhota tha tab se hi
is makan me rahta aya hoon. Do kamre ke is makan ko aj ki tareekh me
aur aaj ki salary me afford kar pana mere bus ka hi nahi tha. Lekin
is par mere purkhon ka haq tha aur mai bina koi kiraya diye usme kisi
makan malik ki tarah rahta hoon. Yahin par jab mere 25 basant gujare
to mata pita ne ek seedhi sadhi ladki se mera vivah kar diya. 5 saal
tak humari koi santan nahi hui. Rajni udaas rahne lagi thi. Usne har
tarah ke pooja path. Har tarah ke doctor ko dikhaya. Akhir uski
ultiyan shuru ho gayi. Wo bahut khush hui. Lekin ye khushi meri
jindagi me andhera lekar ayee. Kabhi na mitne wala andhera. Jab
bachcha 8 mahine ka tha, ek din seedhi utarte samay Rajni ka pair
fisla aur bus sab khatm. Jachcha bachcha dono mujhe is duniya me
ekdum akela chhod kar chale gaye.
Bujurg mata pita ka saath bhi jaldi chhoot gaya. Ab mai us makan me
akela hi rahta hoon. Us din Press se laut te huye raat ke sadhe barah
baj rahe the. Pata nahi man us din kyon itna uchat raha tha. Sham ko
kafi barsaat ho chuki thi isliye logbag apne gharon me ghuse baithe
the.
Mera akele me man nahi lag raha tha. Raat ke barah baj rahe the. Mai
ghar jane ki jagah sea beach par tahalne laga. Samne park tha. Jisme
subah chhah baje se jodi alingan me bandhe dikhne shuru ho jate hain.
Lekin ab ek dum veeran pada tha. Mai kuchh der ret par baith kar
samdr ki tarangon ko apne kano me kaid karne laga. Halki fuhar wapas
shuru ho gayi. Mai uth kar wapas ghar ki or lautne laga. Pata nahi
kis uddeshya se mai park ke andar chala gaya. Park ki lights bhi
kharab ho rahi thi isliye andhera tha. Achanak mujhe kisi jhadi ke
peechhe koi halchal dikhi. Mai muskura diya "honge Laila Majnu ki koi
jodi. Andhere ka laabh utha kar sambhog me lipt honge." Maine apne
hath me pakde torch ki or dekha fir bina koi awaj kiye ghoom kar
jhadiyon ki doosri taraf gaya. Mujhe ghas par koi manav akriti ukdu
awastha me apne ko jhadi ke peechhe chhipaye hui dikhi.
"ohh" achanak us say eke munh se awaj nikali. Mai chaunk gaya, wo koi
ladki thi. Maine uski taraf torch karke use on kiya. Jaise hi roshni
hui wo apne aap me simat gayee. samne jo kuchh tha use dekh kar mera
munh khula ka khula rah gaya.
Ek koi 30 saal ki mahila bilkul nagn halat me apne badan kio sikod
kar apni nagnta ko meri ankhon se chhipane ka bharsak prayatn kar
rahi thi.
"kaun??? Kaun hai udhar�??" maine awaj lagayee.
"chhod do mujhe chhod do." Kah kar wo apne chehre ko chhipa kar rone
lagi. Uska shareer ke kuchh hisse me keechad laga tha. Wo is duniya
ke bahar ki koi jeev lag rahi thi. Maine use kheench kar uthaya.
"kaun hai tu? Kya kar rahi hai andhere me? Bulaun security officer ko?" ek
saath mere munh se kai sawal nikal pade. Jawab me wo meri chhati se
lag kar subakne lagi.
"mar jane do mujhe. Nahi jeena mujhe�." Wo machalti hui bol rahi thi.
"are batayegi bhi ki kya hua ya aise hi roti rahegi�" maine uske
chehre ko uthaya.
"Saale char haramjaade the�. Sale kutte kai dino se humare ghar ke
charon or sunghte fir rahe the�. Aaj mauka mil gaya saalon ko. Mujhe
akeli dekh kar fusla kar yaha park me le aye aur��aur�." kah kar wo
rone lagi.
Mai samajh gaya ki uske saath bang hua hai. Aur jis tarah wo
bahuvachan ka prayog kar rahi thi Gangbang ki shikar thi wo. Pata
nahi shadishuda thi ya koi kanwari? Iske gharwale shayad dhoondhte
fir rahe honge? Uska geela keechad se sana nagn badan meri bahon me
tha. Mai use bahon me lekar soch raha tha ki is samay kya karma uchit
hoga.
"tumhara naam kya hai?" maine jankari wash usse poochha.
"tumse matlab sale chhod mujhe mai mar jana chahti hoon."
Mera dimag kharab ho gaya. Mai jor se us par chhekha.
"ab ek baar bhi agar tune mujhse koi be sir pair ki baat kin a to
utha kar fenk doonga un kateeli jhadiyon me. Tab se mai tujhe
samjhane ki koshish kar raha hoon aur too hai ki sir par chadhe ja
rahi hai. Tune mujhe samajh kya rakha hai? Kaan khol kar sunle agar
mujhe tujhse koi faida uthana hota to mai baten karne me apna samay
barbaad nahi karta. Apni halat dekh. Is tarah ki koi nangi ladki kisi
aur ko aise andhere me mil jaye to sabse pahla kaam jameen par patak
kar tujhe chodne ka karta."
Meri jhirak sun kar uska aweg kuchh kum hua. Lekin fir bhi wo meri
bahon me subak rahi thi. Usne dheere dheere apna sir mere kandhe par
rakh diya. Aur subakne lagi.
" wo wo .char the. Mujhe akeli sadak se gujarta dekh mera munh band
karke ek maruti me yahan soon san dekh akr le aye aur aur..."
"theek hai theek hai ab rona dhona chhod. Tere kapde kahan hain?"
"yaheen kaheen fenk diya hoga." Usne idhar udhar talashne lagi. itni
der baad use yaad aya ki wo kisi ajnabi ki banhon me bilkul nangi
khadi hai. Usne foran apne badan ko sikod liya aur waheen jameen par
apne badan ko chhipate huye baith gayee. mai torch ki roshni me
charon or dhoondhne laga. Kafi der tak dhoondhne ke naad sirf ek fati
hui bra mili. Mai uske paas akar use us fati hui bra ko dikha kar kaha
"bus yahi mila. Aur kuchh nahi mila. Shayad tere kapde bhi wo sath le
gaye."
"Sale ma.. mujhe poore shahar me nangi karke ghumana chahta tha.
Sale kutte."
" chal ab galiyan dena band kar. Ab ye bata tughar kaise jayegi?
Yahan padi rahi to barsat me bheeg kar thand se mar jayegi. Nahi to
fir kisi kin ajar pad gayee tujh par to raat bhar to tukjhse apni
hawas mitayega aur subah kisi chakle me le jakar bech ayega."
" mujhe nahi jana ghar..mujhe ghar nahi jana"
" kyon?"
" wo sale ghar par tak lagaye baithe honge. Mujhe wapas akeli dekh
kar wapas chadh padenge mere oopar. Sale kutte" kah kar usne nafrat
se thook diya.
" achchha chal tu ek kaam kar." Maine apne shirt ko utar diya. Safed
rang ka shirt barsaat me bheeg kar poori tarah par darsi ho gaya tha.
Andar ki baniyaan bhi utar di.
"Le inhe pahan le. Waise ye jyada kuchh chhipa nahi payenge lekin fir
bhi chalega."
Usne mere kapdon kop mere haath se lekar pahan liya. Mai sirf pant
pahna hua tha. Use utar kar dene ki meri himmat nahi hui.
"chal security officer station." Maine use kaha "rapat bhi likhani padegi aur ?"
"nahin" wo jor se cheekhi "nahin jana mujhe kahinh. Mai nahi jaungi
security officer station. Saale raat bhar mujhe chodenge aur subah wahan se
bhaga denge. Kisi daku se jyada dar to in security officer walon se lagta hai."
"lekin rapat to likhana hi padega na"
badal jati hai. Mai ek 45 saal ka Vidhur admi jo Mumbai jaisi jagah
me rah kar bhi proof reader jaisa nikrist kaam karta ho uske jeevan
me koi chamatkar ki kalpna karma bhi vyarth hai. Magar honi ko kaun
tal sakta hai����..
Mai Raghavendra Dixit 45 saal ka medium kad kathi ka admi hoon. Shakl
soorat waise koi khas nahi hai. Mai Dadar ke ek purani jarjar
building me pahli manjil par rahta hoon. Jab mai chhota tha tab se hi
is makan me rahta aya hoon. Do kamre ke is makan ko aj ki tareekh me
aur aaj ki salary me afford kar pana mere bus ka hi nahi tha. Lekin
is par mere purkhon ka haq tha aur mai bina koi kiraya diye usme kisi
makan malik ki tarah rahta hoon. Yahin par jab mere 25 basant gujare
to mata pita ne ek seedhi sadhi ladki se mera vivah kar diya. 5 saal
tak humari koi santan nahi hui. Rajni udaas rahne lagi thi. Usne har
tarah ke pooja path. Har tarah ke doctor ko dikhaya. Akhir uski
ultiyan shuru ho gayi. Wo bahut khush hui. Lekin ye khushi meri
jindagi me andhera lekar ayee. Kabhi na mitne wala andhera. Jab
bachcha 8 mahine ka tha, ek din seedhi utarte samay Rajni ka pair
fisla aur bus sab khatm. Jachcha bachcha dono mujhe is duniya me
ekdum akela chhod kar chale gaye.
Bujurg mata pita ka saath bhi jaldi chhoot gaya. Ab mai us makan me
akela hi rahta hoon. Us din Press se laut te huye raat ke sadhe barah
baj rahe the. Pata nahi man us din kyon itna uchat raha tha. Sham ko
kafi barsaat ho chuki thi isliye logbag apne gharon me ghuse baithe
the.
Mera akele me man nahi lag raha tha. Raat ke barah baj rahe the. Mai
ghar jane ki jagah sea beach par tahalne laga. Samne park tha. Jisme
subah chhah baje se jodi alingan me bandhe dikhne shuru ho jate hain.
Lekin ab ek dum veeran pada tha. Mai kuchh der ret par baith kar
samdr ki tarangon ko apne kano me kaid karne laga. Halki fuhar wapas
shuru ho gayi. Mai uth kar wapas ghar ki or lautne laga. Pata nahi
kis uddeshya se mai park ke andar chala gaya. Park ki lights bhi
kharab ho rahi thi isliye andhera tha. Achanak mujhe kisi jhadi ke
peechhe koi halchal dikhi. Mai muskura diya "honge Laila Majnu ki koi
jodi. Andhere ka laabh utha kar sambhog me lipt honge." Maine apne
hath me pakde torch ki or dekha fir bina koi awaj kiye ghoom kar
jhadiyon ki doosri taraf gaya. Mujhe ghas par koi manav akriti ukdu
awastha me apne ko jhadi ke peechhe chhipaye hui dikhi.
"ohh" achanak us say eke munh se awaj nikali. Mai chaunk gaya, wo koi
ladki thi. Maine uski taraf torch karke use on kiya. Jaise hi roshni
hui wo apne aap me simat gayee. samne jo kuchh tha use dekh kar mera
munh khula ka khula rah gaya.
Ek koi 30 saal ki mahila bilkul nagn halat me apne badan kio sikod
kar apni nagnta ko meri ankhon se chhipane ka bharsak prayatn kar
rahi thi.
"kaun??? Kaun hai udhar�??" maine awaj lagayee.
"chhod do mujhe chhod do." Kah kar wo apne chehre ko chhipa kar rone
lagi. Uska shareer ke kuchh hisse me keechad laga tha. Wo is duniya
ke bahar ki koi jeev lag rahi thi. Maine use kheench kar uthaya.
"kaun hai tu? Kya kar rahi hai andhere me? Bulaun security officer ko?" ek
saath mere munh se kai sawal nikal pade. Jawab me wo meri chhati se
lag kar subakne lagi.
"mar jane do mujhe. Nahi jeena mujhe�." Wo machalti hui bol rahi thi.
"are batayegi bhi ki kya hua ya aise hi roti rahegi�" maine uske
chehre ko uthaya.
"Saale char haramjaade the�. Sale kutte kai dino se humare ghar ke
charon or sunghte fir rahe the�. Aaj mauka mil gaya saalon ko. Mujhe
akeli dekh kar fusla kar yaha park me le aye aur��aur�." kah kar wo
rone lagi.
Mai samajh gaya ki uske saath bang hua hai. Aur jis tarah wo
bahuvachan ka prayog kar rahi thi Gangbang ki shikar thi wo. Pata
nahi shadishuda thi ya koi kanwari? Iske gharwale shayad dhoondhte
fir rahe honge? Uska geela keechad se sana nagn badan meri bahon me
tha. Mai use bahon me lekar soch raha tha ki is samay kya karma uchit
hoga.
"tumhara naam kya hai?" maine jankari wash usse poochha.
"tumse matlab sale chhod mujhe mai mar jana chahti hoon."
Mera dimag kharab ho gaya. Mai jor se us par chhekha.
"ab ek baar bhi agar tune mujhse koi be sir pair ki baat kin a to
utha kar fenk doonga un kateeli jhadiyon me. Tab se mai tujhe
samjhane ki koshish kar raha hoon aur too hai ki sir par chadhe ja
rahi hai. Tune mujhe samajh kya rakha hai? Kaan khol kar sunle agar
mujhe tujhse koi faida uthana hota to mai baten karne me apna samay
barbaad nahi karta. Apni halat dekh. Is tarah ki koi nangi ladki kisi
aur ko aise andhere me mil jaye to sabse pahla kaam jameen par patak
kar tujhe chodne ka karta."
Meri jhirak sun kar uska aweg kuchh kum hua. Lekin fir bhi wo meri
bahon me subak rahi thi. Usne dheere dheere apna sir mere kandhe par
rakh diya. Aur subakne lagi.
" wo wo .char the. Mujhe akeli sadak se gujarta dekh mera munh band
karke ek maruti me yahan soon san dekh akr le aye aur aur..."
"theek hai theek hai ab rona dhona chhod. Tere kapde kahan hain?"
"yaheen kaheen fenk diya hoga." Usne idhar udhar talashne lagi. itni
der baad use yaad aya ki wo kisi ajnabi ki banhon me bilkul nangi
khadi hai. Usne foran apne badan ko sikod liya aur waheen jameen par
apne badan ko chhipate huye baith gayee. mai torch ki roshni me
charon or dhoondhne laga. Kafi der tak dhoondhne ke naad sirf ek fati
hui bra mili. Mai uske paas akar use us fati hui bra ko dikha kar kaha
"bus yahi mila. Aur kuchh nahi mila. Shayad tere kapde bhi wo sath le
gaye."
"Sale ma.. mujhe poore shahar me nangi karke ghumana chahta tha.
Sale kutte."
" chal ab galiyan dena band kar. Ab ye bata tughar kaise jayegi?
Yahan padi rahi to barsat me bheeg kar thand se mar jayegi. Nahi to
fir kisi kin ajar pad gayee tujh par to raat bhar to tukjhse apni
hawas mitayega aur subah kisi chakle me le jakar bech ayega."
" mujhe nahi jana ghar..mujhe ghar nahi jana"
" kyon?"
" wo sale ghar par tak lagaye baithe honge. Mujhe wapas akeli dekh
kar wapas chadh padenge mere oopar. Sale kutte" kah kar usne nafrat
se thook diya.
" achchha chal tu ek kaam kar." Maine apne shirt ko utar diya. Safed
rang ka shirt barsaat me bheeg kar poori tarah par darsi ho gaya tha.
Andar ki baniyaan bhi utar di.
"Le inhe pahan le. Waise ye jyada kuchh chhipa nahi payenge lekin fir
bhi chalega."
Usne mere kapdon kop mere haath se lekar pahan liya. Mai sirf pant
pahna hua tha. Use utar kar dene ki meri himmat nahi hui.
"chal security officer station." Maine use kaha "rapat bhi likhani padegi aur ?"
"nahin" wo jor se cheekhi "nahin jana mujhe kahinh. Mai nahi jaungi
security officer station. Saale raat bhar mujhe chodenge aur subah wahan se
bhaga denge. Kisi daku se jyada dar to in security officer walon se lagta hai."
"lekin rapat to likhana hi padega na"