25-11-2019, 02:56 AM
aur phir bina soche samjhe maine ek koshish ki. vaise bhi pyar soch samajh kar nahi hota.
maine ritu ke ubhaaro ko thaam liya aur unhe pyar se dabaate huve kaha, “jaan tumhe pyar kar raha hun, jab bhi kuch bura lage to mujhe rok dena, main turant ruk jaaunga”
ritu ne kuch nahi kaha aur apni aankhe band kar li
thodi der tak main ritu ke ubhaaro ko pyar se masalta raha
maine ritu ke chehre ko dhyaan se dekha to paaya ki vo shaanti se aankhe band karke ush pal mein khone ki koshish kar rahi hai. vo koshish hi kar rahi thi kyonki kabhi ushke chehre par sikan hoti thi aur kabhi shaanti. Vo kishi kasam-kash mein deekh rahi thi.
maine bahut pyar se dheere se ritu ki kameez ko upar sarka kar ushke ubhaaro ko thaam liya.
ritu ne bra nahi pahni thi. shaayad raat ko shote vakt vo nahi pahanti hogi. mujhe apni patni ke baare mein pata hi kitna hai.
maine ritu ke ek nipple ko muh mein ley liya aur pyar se choosne laga.
maine nazre utha kar ritu ke chehre ko dekha. Kuch clear nahi ho raha tha ki ushe kaisa lag raha hai.
maine pucha, “ jaan kya main hat jaaun”
“nahin jatin aaj mujhe ye sab face karna hi hoga, varna mai kabhi nahi kar paaungi. Main tumhaari patni hun. tum meri parvaah kiye bina jo man mein aaye karo” — ritu ne kaha
“ye kya kah rahi ho jaan, aisa nahi kar sakta main jaan, chalo kishi aur din try karenge” —- maine kaha
“tum jab mere ubhaaro ko chum rahe the to tumhaare man mein kya tha jatin, havash ya pyar” —– ritu ne pucha
“pyar tha jaan, havash ko to main kab ka tyag chuka hun” —- maine kaha
“to phir ye pyar jaari rakho jatin, tumhaara pyar hi mere un ghaavo ko bhar sakta hai jo tumhaari havash ne kabhi mere sharir ko diye the. Aaj mujhe tumhaari patni hone ka vo ahsaash de do jo har patni ka sapna hota hai. mujhe pyar karo jatin….bas pyar karo” —- ritu ne kaha
maine ritu ke dushre nipple ko honto mein daba liya aur ushe betahasa choosne laga.
par phir bhi ritu ke chehre ke bhaav yahi jatla rahe the ki vo kishi conflict mein hai
maine ritu ki kameez utaar kar ek taraf rakh di aur ushke dono ubhaaro ko thaam kar pyar se masalne laga.
par ritu jaise ek laash ki tarah mere neeche padi thi. ye soch kar meri aankhe bhar aayi ki hey bhagvaan kya haal kar diya hai maine apni jaan ka. mujh se ye sab dekha nahi gaya aur maine ritu ke kadmo ko thaam kar kaha, “jaan mujhe maaf kar do, mujhe tumse kuch nahi chaahiye”
maine ritu ko dekha to vo bhi ro rahi thi.
main uth kar ushke chehre ke paas aaya aur ushke aanshu punch kar bola, “koyi jaroorat nahi hai ye sab karne ki hamein jaan, hamaara pyar kaafi hai hum dono ke liye”
“I am sorry jatin, main ish liye kah rahi thi ki mujhe ek moka do, main ek jeenda laash ban chuki hun” —- ritu ne rote huve kaha
“bas jaan please… aisi baate mat karo varna main mar jaaunga. Tumhaari ish haalat ke liye main hi zemmedar hun” —- maine kaha
“nahin jatin, tum hi nahi, main khud bhi zemmedar hun. pehle to jo huva so huva, par mera jo ** karne ki koshis ki gayi aur mujhe jish tarah baar baar jalil kiya gaya ushne to mujhe pura khatam kar diya hai. I am very sorry jatin tumhe pyar to karti hun par tumhe kuch dene ke liye mere paas nahi hai,varna to jish din shaadi huyi thi ushi raat khud ko tumhaare kadmo mein beecha deti main. Ishliye tumhe kahti thi ki mujhe moka dena, mein patni ka farz nibhaane ki koshish karungi.” — ritu ne rote huve kaha
“bas ritu, please meri jaan logi kya ab” —- maine kaha
main ritu ke saath bed par late gaya aur ushe baahon mein bhar liya. bahut der tak hum chupchaap pade rahe aur kuch nahi bole. Kab hamein neend aa gayi pata hi nahi chala. Jab meri aankh khuli to paaya ki subah ke 4 baj rahein hain. Kamre ki light jali huyi thi. Ritu mere saath hi paanv sikod kar lati huyi thi. bahut pyara ahsaash tha vo mere liye. hum shaadi ke baad pehli baar ek saath sho rahe the aur hamein ye pata bhi nahi tha.
ritu ka muh meri taraf hi tha. vo sirf salwaar mein thi. ushke ubhaar meri aankho ke biklul saamne the. Vo bilkul ek maasum bache ki tarah sho rahi thi.
maine ritu ko baahon mein bhar liya aur vo hadbada kar uth gayi.
“ohh…. tumne mujhe dara diya” — ritu ne kaha
“tum bahut pyar se sho rahi thi, raha nahi gaya aur tumhe baahon mein bhar liya, I love you jaan” —– maine kaha
“I love you too jatin, kya time huva hai” —- ritu ne pucha
“pure 4 baje hain jaan, kab neend aa gayi pata hi nahi chala. Hum ek saath sho rahe the aur hamein ish baat ka ahsaash bhi nahi tha. tumhe kaisa lag raha hai jaan” —- maine pucha
“acha lag raha hai jatin, vo kaun si patni hogi jo apne pati ke saath sho kar khud ko khusnasib nahi samjhegi” —- ritu ne kaha
aur hum phir se gale lag kar sho gaye.
maine ritu ke ubhaaro ko thaam liya aur unhe pyar se dabaate huve kaha, “jaan tumhe pyar kar raha hun, jab bhi kuch bura lage to mujhe rok dena, main turant ruk jaaunga”
ritu ne kuch nahi kaha aur apni aankhe band kar li
thodi der tak main ritu ke ubhaaro ko pyar se masalta raha
maine ritu ke chehre ko dhyaan se dekha to paaya ki vo shaanti se aankhe band karke ush pal mein khone ki koshish kar rahi hai. vo koshish hi kar rahi thi kyonki kabhi ushke chehre par sikan hoti thi aur kabhi shaanti. Vo kishi kasam-kash mein deekh rahi thi.
maine bahut pyar se dheere se ritu ki kameez ko upar sarka kar ushke ubhaaro ko thaam liya.
ritu ne bra nahi pahni thi. shaayad raat ko shote vakt vo nahi pahanti hogi. mujhe apni patni ke baare mein pata hi kitna hai.
maine ritu ke ek nipple ko muh mein ley liya aur pyar se choosne laga.
maine nazre utha kar ritu ke chehre ko dekha. Kuch clear nahi ho raha tha ki ushe kaisa lag raha hai.
maine pucha, “ jaan kya main hat jaaun”
“nahin jatin aaj mujhe ye sab face karna hi hoga, varna mai kabhi nahi kar paaungi. Main tumhaari patni hun. tum meri parvaah kiye bina jo man mein aaye karo” — ritu ne kaha
“ye kya kah rahi ho jaan, aisa nahi kar sakta main jaan, chalo kishi aur din try karenge” —- maine kaha
“tum jab mere ubhaaro ko chum rahe the to tumhaare man mein kya tha jatin, havash ya pyar” —– ritu ne pucha
“pyar tha jaan, havash ko to main kab ka tyag chuka hun” —- maine kaha
“to phir ye pyar jaari rakho jatin, tumhaara pyar hi mere un ghaavo ko bhar sakta hai jo tumhaari havash ne kabhi mere sharir ko diye the. Aaj mujhe tumhaari patni hone ka vo ahsaash de do jo har patni ka sapna hota hai. mujhe pyar karo jatin….bas pyar karo” —- ritu ne kaha
maine ritu ke dushre nipple ko honto mein daba liya aur ushe betahasa choosne laga.
par phir bhi ritu ke chehre ke bhaav yahi jatla rahe the ki vo kishi conflict mein hai
maine ritu ki kameez utaar kar ek taraf rakh di aur ushke dono ubhaaro ko thaam kar pyar se masalne laga.
par ritu jaise ek laash ki tarah mere neeche padi thi. ye soch kar meri aankhe bhar aayi ki hey bhagvaan kya haal kar diya hai maine apni jaan ka. mujh se ye sab dekha nahi gaya aur maine ritu ke kadmo ko thaam kar kaha, “jaan mujhe maaf kar do, mujhe tumse kuch nahi chaahiye”
maine ritu ko dekha to vo bhi ro rahi thi.
main uth kar ushke chehre ke paas aaya aur ushke aanshu punch kar bola, “koyi jaroorat nahi hai ye sab karne ki hamein jaan, hamaara pyar kaafi hai hum dono ke liye”
“I am sorry jatin, main ish liye kah rahi thi ki mujhe ek moka do, main ek jeenda laash ban chuki hun” —- ritu ne rote huve kaha
“bas jaan please… aisi baate mat karo varna main mar jaaunga. Tumhaari ish haalat ke liye main hi zemmedar hun” —- maine kaha
“nahin jatin, tum hi nahi, main khud bhi zemmedar hun. pehle to jo huva so huva, par mera jo ** karne ki koshis ki gayi aur mujhe jish tarah baar baar jalil kiya gaya ushne to mujhe pura khatam kar diya hai. I am very sorry jatin tumhe pyar to karti hun par tumhe kuch dene ke liye mere paas nahi hai,varna to jish din shaadi huyi thi ushi raat khud ko tumhaare kadmo mein beecha deti main. Ishliye tumhe kahti thi ki mujhe moka dena, mein patni ka farz nibhaane ki koshish karungi.” — ritu ne rote huve kaha
“bas ritu, please meri jaan logi kya ab” —- maine kaha
main ritu ke saath bed par late gaya aur ushe baahon mein bhar liya. bahut der tak hum chupchaap pade rahe aur kuch nahi bole. Kab hamein neend aa gayi pata hi nahi chala. Jab meri aankh khuli to paaya ki subah ke 4 baj rahein hain. Kamre ki light jali huyi thi. Ritu mere saath hi paanv sikod kar lati huyi thi. bahut pyara ahsaash tha vo mere liye. hum shaadi ke baad pehli baar ek saath sho rahe the aur hamein ye pata bhi nahi tha.
ritu ka muh meri taraf hi tha. vo sirf salwaar mein thi. ushke ubhaar meri aankho ke biklul saamne the. Vo bilkul ek maasum bache ki tarah sho rahi thi.
maine ritu ko baahon mein bhar liya aur vo hadbada kar uth gayi.
“ohh…. tumne mujhe dara diya” — ritu ne kaha
“tum bahut pyar se sho rahi thi, raha nahi gaya aur tumhe baahon mein bhar liya, I love you jaan” —– maine kaha
“I love you too jatin, kya time huva hai” —- ritu ne pucha
“pure 4 baje hain jaan, kab neend aa gayi pata hi nahi chala. Hum ek saath sho rahe the aur hamein ish baat ka ahsaash bhi nahi tha. tumhe kaisa lag raha hai jaan” —- maine pucha
“acha lag raha hai jatin, vo kaun si patni hogi jo apne pati ke saath sho kar khud ko khusnasib nahi samjhegi” —- ritu ne kaha
aur hum phir se gale lag kar sho gaye.