Fantasy Choti si Bhool By Mr. Jatin ( COMPLETE )

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ritu mere saamne padi hai aur main ushke saamne baitha huva ye diary leekh raha hun. par ab tak maine ya to ushke chehre ko dekha hai ya phir ushke kadmo ko. Ushke sharir ka koyi aur ang mujhe jaise deekhaayi nahi de raha hai. ish pyar ne mere ander ki havash ko khatam karke rakh diya hai. main bas ritu ko ek baar gale laga kar pyar se kahna chaahta hun, “ritu maine tumhaare har dukh ko mahsush kiya hai. tumhaare sabhi dukho ke liye main zemmedaar hun. mujhe jo saja deni ho de do par ish dukh ko jald se jald bhula do. Hasin pyar ki ek hasin jeendagi hamaara intezaar kar rahi hai. maine hi tumhe ye dukh diye hain ab main hi tumhe ek hasin safar par ley jaana chaahta hun. please mere saath chalo”
Date : 22-08-09
Kal jo huva ushki mahak abhi tak feeza mein faili huyi hai. charo aur rang beerange phool khil aaye hain. Meri aur ritu ki jeendagi ko jaise pankh lag gayein hain. Hum dono bahut unche ud rahein hain. Abhi tak kal ka ahsaash baaki hai. bahut dardnaak vakt tha kal hum dono ke liye par ushke ahsaash bahut pyare the.
Kal main apna mobile ghar hi bhool gaya. Shaam ko call center mein kaafi busy tha. main koyi 12 baje free huva. Mein ritu ko inform bhi nahi kar paaya ki aane mein thodi der ho jaayegi.
Maine raat ke 12 baje ghar ki bell bajaayi
Ritu ne darvaaja khola. Ushke chehre par chinta aur pareshaani saaf deekhaayi de rahi thi.
Maine darvaaja band kiya aur pucha, “kaisi ho jaan”
Ritu mere gale lag gayi aur rote huve boli, “kahan rah gaye the tum, mujhe bahut chinta ho rahi thi, phone bhi nahi kiya tumne”
“ritu tum mere gale lag kar khadi huyi ho. Tumhe pyar karne ka ye matlab nahin hai ki tum mere sharir se khelogi, chalo hato” —- maine hanste huve kaha
ritu hat gayi aur boli, “sorry galti ho gayi, par tum kya ek phone nahi kar sakte the, mujhe apni jaan kahte ho par tumhe meri koyi chinta nahi hai”
“sorry jaan bahut busy tha, dhyaan hi nahi raha ki kab 12 baj gaye, please mujhe maaf kar do” —- maine ritu ke kandhe ki aur haath badha kar kaha
par vo peeche hat gayi aur boli, “chalo haath dho lo main khaana lagaati hun”
ritu kitchen mein chali gayi. bahut naraaj lag rahi thi. jab aapka pyar naraaj ho to kuch acha nahi lagta. Maine pehli baar ushe aise naraaj hote huve dekha tha.
ritu kitchen mein mere liye khaana garam kar rahi thi.
mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kaise manaaun main ritu ko. Mein kitchen ke door mein khada khada ritu ko dekhta raha. ushke najdeek jaane ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi
par phir bhi mujh se raha nahi gaya aur maine ritu ko peeche se baahon mein bhar liya aur kaha, “sorry jaan aage se aisa nahi hoga. Aage se kabhi late huva to turant tumhe phone karke bataaunga, please mujhe maaf kar do”
“tumhaari marji hai jatin, mujhe to bas tumhaari chinta ho rahi thi. bure bure khyaal aa rahe the ki pata nahin tum kahan rah gaye” —- ritu ne kaha
ajeeb baat thi ritu ne mujhe hatne ko nahi kaha. Maine phir meri jaan ko bahut ache se apni baahon mein daboch liya
maine kaha, “ritu main tumhe baahon mein bhar kar khada hun, tum mujhe daant kar hata kyon nahi rahi ho, mujhe daant kar vahi dialogue bolo na sharir se khelne wala…. please”
“tum mere pati ho, ab kya ye bhi bataana padega tumhe, main chaahe chaahun ya na chaahun tum mere saath kuch bhi kar sakte ho, tumhaara mujh par pura adhikaar hai” — ritu ne kaha
main turant hat gaya aur bola, “tumhaari marji ke bina main kabhi kuch nahi karunga jaan, apne pyar ko main kabhi dukh nahi dunga”
ritu ghum kar mere gale lag gayi aur boli, “jatin I love you…. mujhe aise mat sataaya karo. Pata hai dil bahut bhaari ho raha tha. ek phone bhi nahi kar sake tum. Itna busy koyi nahi hota, main 6 baje se aankhe beechaaye baithi hun. ek ek minut bahut mushkil se beeta hai mera”
shaadi ke baad pehli baar hum aise gale lag kar khade the. Vakt maano tahar gaya tha. mujhe bahut acha lag raha tha khud ko ritu ke itne karib paa kar. Mujhe ye ahsaash ho raha tha ki shaayad ritu ab ush safar par chalne ke liye taiyaar hai jo ki ek pati, patni ka hota hai.
maine ritu ke chehre ko apne haatho mein thaam liya
ushne apni aankhe band kar li.
Maine aage badh kar ritu ke honto par apne hont tika diye.
aur phir mere aur ritu ke honto ke beech vo kiss huyi jishki maine sapne mein bhi kalpana nahi ki thi.
hamaare hont kya jude, aisa lag raha tha jaise ki hum dono ki aatma jud gayi ho aur jud kar ek ho gayi ho. Bahut pyara ahsaash ho raha tha mujhe ritu ko kiss karte huve. Jish tarah main ritu ke honto ko apne honto mein dabaata tha ushi tarah ritu bhi mere honto ko apne honto mein dabaane ki koshish karti thi. mere honto ki har ek movement ka jawaab ritu apne honto ki similar movement se de rahi thi. Koyi 15 minut hum yu hi kitchen mein khade khade ek dushre ko betahaasa kiss karte rahe. Hamaari saanse bhi tej tej chalne lagi thi.
Aisi kiss ke baad mujhe bilkul vishwaas ho gaya ki ek aadmi aur aurat ke beech kiss pyar ka izhaar karne ka sabse pyara tareeka hai. ek dushre ko kiss karte karte main aur ritu pyar ki ush gahraayi tak pahunch gaye jishki hamne kalpana bhi nahi ki thi.
Jish tarah hum ek dushre ko kiss kar rahe the, ush se aisa lag raha tha ki hum ek dushre ke liye janmo se pyase hain.
Ritu achaanak hat gayi aur boli, “chalo khaana kha lo, tumhe bhook lagi hogi”
“Nahin aaj bhook nahin hai” — maine kaha aur kah kar phir se ritu ke honto ko apne honto mein daba liya.
hum phir se ush pyari si kiss mein kho gaye. Mere liye khud ko sambhaalna mushkil ho raha tha.
maine ritu ko apni godi mein utha liya aur ushke bedroom ki taraf chal pada
“jatin ye kya kar rahe ho, khaana thanda ho raha hai” — ritu ne kaha
“ho jaane do thanda, aaj hamaari suhaagraat hai jaan, bhul jao sab kuch aur ish pal mein kho jao” —- maine kaha
ritu ne aankhe band kar li
maine ritu ko bedroom mein la kar pyar se bed par leta diya.
maine ushke chehre par sikan dekhi. Shaayad vo phir se kuch bura mahsush kar rahi thi.
mujh se dekha nahi gaya aur maine kaha, “chalo ritu khaana khaate hain”
“nahin jatin please mujhe chhod kar mat jao, mujhe baahon mein bhar lo please” —- ritu ne rote huve kaha.
Main bahut bhaavuk ho gaya aur ushe apni baahon mein bhar liya.
“Kya baat hai jaan ro kyon rahi ho main tumhaare paas hi to hun” —- maine kaha
“Jatin jab bhagvaan ko hamaare dil mein ye pyar ka phool hi khilaana tha to hamein itne lambe raste se kyon ghumaaya ki hum ghum ghum kar thak jaayein, aur ish pyar ke phool ki khusbu tak ko mahsush na kar paayein” —- ritu ne pucha
“pata nahi ritu, hum dono ish vishaal duniya ke aage bahut chhote hain. Hamein bas itna pata hai ki hamein pyar hai. puri kahaani to bas bhagvaan hi jaante hain. Kya pata hamaara janmo ka rista ho. Ish janam mein galti se tum sanjay ki patni ban gayi aur phir bhagvaan ne ish galti ko sudhaar diya. kuch bhi ho sakta hai jaan. Ye duniya bahut anokhi hai aur rahashyon se bhari hai. hum jaante hi kitna hain ish duniya ko” — maine kaha
itne pyar mein jab pati patni ek dushre ke gale lage hon to unke beech ek khubsurat sex ki sambhaavna ban jaati hai. aisa hi kuch mere aur ritu ke beech ho raha tha.
pati hone ke naate mujhe ek koshish karne ki jaroorat thi. par mujhe bas ritu ka dar tha. main ushe koyi dukh nahi dena chaahta tha. vo bahut emotional ho kar mujh se leepti huyi thi. main ush ke itne karib hone ke kaaran bahakta ja raha tha.