25-11-2019, 02:48 AM
Date : 13-02-09
aaj bahut bura lag raha hai. jab mai shaam ko office se aayi to mujhe apne darvaaje ke neeche phir se manhush billu ki ek chit mili. Ye chit wala ushne acha tareeka dhund liya hai ??
chit mein leekha hai :——
“meri pyari ritu,
aaj se mumbai mein kaam karna shuru kar diya hai. kaam chota hai par jaldi hi kuch bada bhi karunga. abhi bas ek taxi driver ban paaya hun. mere paas sirf b.com ki degree hai. samajh nahi aata ushka main kya karun. Ishliye ish chote se kaam se shuru kar raha hun. vaise kaam koyi chota nahi hota.bas inshaan ki lagan honi chaahiye. par tum ye mat sochna ki mai kuch aur nahi karunga. mai tumhaare pyar ke liye sab kuch karunga. jab se tumne ush din gate way of India par mujhe gale lagaaya hai. mai tumhaara aur jyada deewana ho gaya hun. mai tumhaare liye kuch bhi karne ko taiyaar hun. Mai tumse shaadi karna chaahta hun ritu. Meri umar tumse choti sahi par mai tumse jyada mature hun. jeendagi ne badi jaldi bahut kuch seekha diya hai. mujhe pura yakin hai ki main ek pati ka farz nibha paaunga. Mujhe bas ek moka do ritu mai ek acha pati ban kar dheekhunga. Jo maine tumhaare saath kiya ushki koyi bhi saja mujhe de do. Chaho to abhi goli maar do. Par agar tumhe mere prati jara bhi pyar mahsush ho to meri baat par dhyaan dena. Mai tumhaare liye kuch bhi karunga. bas mujhe ek moka do. Mujhe apna lo ritu. Mera ab tumhaare shiva koyi nahi hai. tum hi meri jeene ki ummeed ho. aaj se taxi chalaani shuru kar di hai. jaldi hi main kuch aur bhi karunga. taxi sirf yaha thoda paanv jamaane ke liye shuru ki hai. mujhe ummeed hai tum meri baat samjhogi”
pata nahi kya matlab hai ish bakwaas ka. Vo aisa soch bhi kaise sakta hai ki mai ush se shaadi karungi. Ya to vo apni aukaat bhool gaya hai ya fir jyada oversmart ban-ne ki koshish kar raha hai.
Date : 14-02-09
Aaj jab main office se nikli to jhat se billu ne apni taxi mere aage laakar khadi kar di aur bola, “ritu please baith jao, mai tumhe ghar chhod dunga ishi bahaane kuch baat bhi kar lenge”
Yaha se dafa ho jao billu, ish ghatiya taxi mein jaane ka mera koyi iraada nahi hai.
Mujhe achi tarah yaad tha ki kaise ek baar ushke riksa mein baithna mujhe bhaari pada tha.
Tabhi meri company ki car aa gayi aur main ush mein baith kar ghar aa gayi.
……….
Raat ke 11 baje hai. maine thodi der pehle baahar jhaank kar dekha to paaya ki ek taxi mere flat ke bilkul saamne khadi hai. achaanak taxi ka gate khula aur billu baahar aa gaya. Maine foran khidki band kar di.
Ab ushke paas taxi hai. vo din raat yaha sadak par maje se taxi laga kar ushmein pada rah sakta hai. samajh nahi aata ki ish billu ka kya karun.
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Date : 15-02-09
Aaj subah mandir gayi. phir vahi naatak huva. Billu jaate vakt to mujhe nahi deekha par jab mai vaapas aa rahi thi to mujhe mandir ke baahar mil gaya.
“Ritu thodi der rukogi…. kuch baat karni hai” — billu ne kaha.
Maine gusse mein ushke gaal par apni pancho ungliya chaap di. Ushka chehra laal ho gaya.
Vo hairaan rah kar meri aur dekhta rah gaya. Maine ek aur haath ghumaaya aur ish baar ushke dusre gaal par thappad rasid kar diya.
“Ab bolo kya baat karni hai, ye tumhaare ush letter ka jawaab hai jo tumne kuch din pehle mere ghar choda tha. agar tum sochte ho ki tum mujhe fir se fansa sakte ho to galat ho. Pyar ki baat karte ho tum. Tum hi the na jo badle ki aag mein mujhe barbaad kar rahe the. Vo bhi tum hi the na jo mujhe ashok ke paas ley gaye the. Ab meri baat dhyaan se shuno. Mujhe tumse nafrat hai. itni nafrat hai ki mai tumhaari shakal tak nahi dekhna chaahti. Yaha se foran dafa ho jao varna security officer ko bula lungi….ok” —– maine gusse mein jor se kaha
“Ritu acha kiya tumne thappad maar diya. ek aur maar do. Apni galti ke liye mai bhi sharminda hun. maine tumhe ush din clinic mein kaha bhi tha ki main badle ki aag mein andha to ho gaya tha par mujhe kuch nahi mila. mai tumhaara gunahgaar hun aur rahunga. Par aaj main tumhe pyar karta hun ritu. Bahut pyar karta hun. jaisa ki maine pehle bhi kaha hai, ye ahsaash mujhe bahut pehle ho gaya tha jab maine ush cycle wale ko maara tha. aaj main bas apni aankho mein pyar ley kar khada hun. mujhe khud bhi nahi pata ki aisa kyon hai. mai bas tumhe pyar karta hun” —– billu ne kaha
Tabhi vaha kuch log aa gaye aur bole madam koyi takleef hai kya.
Mai bahut gusse mein thi aur maine un logo se kah diya ki ye ladka mujhe ched raha hai. vaise ye sach hi tha. vo jabardasti hi to mere peeche pada tha.
Logo ne ushe maarna shuru kar diya. mai chupchaap aage badh gayi aur ghar aa gayi.
Acha sabak mila hai billu ko aaj. Ab ushki akal jaroor theekane aa jaayegi.
……..
raat ke 11:30 baje hai aur maine abhi abhi baahar jhaank kar dekha. Sakun mila ki billu baahar nahi hai. aaj jaroor vo samajh gaya hoga ki ab ushki mere liye kya aukaat hai.
Date : 16-02-09
Aaj phir ye kamina billu mere ghar mein ek chit chod gaya, leekha hai,
“ meri pyari ritu
mai apne paapo ki saja bhugatne ke liye taiyaar hun. acha kiya tumne mujhe thappad maara aur phir logo se bhi pitva diya. kal sara din sharir dhukta raha. taxi bhi nahi chala paaya. Haan par mujhe tumse koyi shikva ya shikaayat nahi hai. jo paap maine kiye hai, ushki ye bahut choti si saja hai. jo tumhaare saath kiya vo bahut galat tha. ** meri didi ka huva tha. ushmein tumhaara koyi dosh nahi tha. par pata nahi kyon meri akal par pathar pad gaye the jo tumhaare jaisi achi inshaan ko jhansa de kar fansa liya. tabhi sochta hun ki main tumhaare laayak nahi hun. par phir bhi apne pyar se majboor ho kar ek koshish kar raha hun tumhaare laayak ban-ne ki. maine clinic mein kaha tha ki tumhe aaj bhi seduce kar sakta hun. lekin ab tumhaare tevar dekh kar lagta hai ki vo naamumkin hai. acha hi hai. aaj baat vaise bhi pyar ki hai. mai to tumhaare haato se marne ko bhi taiyaar hun. jish din mujh se bahut pareshaan ho jao to bata dena mai khud sar jhuka kar tumhaare aage khada ho jaaunga, jo karna ho kar lena. Main ab bas tumhaara hun. tumhaare liye hi jee raha hun. meri jeendagi ab bas tumhaare haath mein hai. tumse baat ishliye karne ki koshish karta hun kyonki mere paas aur koyi chaara nahi hai. mai har vakt tumse baat karne ke liye tarasta rahta hun. mai har vakt tumhe sochta rahta hun. aur haan tumhe sochne ka matlab ye nahi hai ki mai tumhaare sharir ko soch raha hun. balki mai to tumhaare sharir ke ander chupi tumhaari aatma ko sochta hun. tum bahut shunder ho ish mein koyi shak nahi hai. par maine pehle bhi kaha hai tumhaare sharir se jyada shunder tumhaara man hai. I love you as a person. Not your body. This love has moved beyond your body. Mai aaj tumse sex nahi balki pyar chaahta hun ritu. Ho sake to kabhi araam se baith kar meri baat par dhyaan dena. Aur haan aaj se main tumhe kahin milne nahi aaunga. Mera tumhe chedne ka koyi iraada nahi hai. pyar karta hun. agar mera pyar sacha huva to tum khud ek din mere paas aaogi. Tab tak mai tumhaare saamne bhi nahi aaunga. Haan kabhi kabhi tumse kuch kahna huva to ek letter tumhaare ghar chhod dunga. Please itna mujhe karne dena. Aur mera letter jaroor padhna. Bahut pyar se leekhta hun…… bye……billu”
baate banaani billu ko khub aati hain. koyi bhi ish letter ko padh kar emotional ho jaayega par maine ishe faad kar fenk diya. aisi bahut saari baate mein ush se pehle bhi shun chuki hun. ab vo mujhe hargeez bevkoof nahi bana sakta.
aaj bahut bura lag raha hai. jab mai shaam ko office se aayi to mujhe apne darvaaje ke neeche phir se manhush billu ki ek chit mili. Ye chit wala ushne acha tareeka dhund liya hai ??
chit mein leekha hai :——
“meri pyari ritu,
aaj se mumbai mein kaam karna shuru kar diya hai. kaam chota hai par jaldi hi kuch bada bhi karunga. abhi bas ek taxi driver ban paaya hun. mere paas sirf b.com ki degree hai. samajh nahi aata ushka main kya karun. Ishliye ish chote se kaam se shuru kar raha hun. vaise kaam koyi chota nahi hota.bas inshaan ki lagan honi chaahiye. par tum ye mat sochna ki mai kuch aur nahi karunga. mai tumhaare pyar ke liye sab kuch karunga. jab se tumne ush din gate way of India par mujhe gale lagaaya hai. mai tumhaara aur jyada deewana ho gaya hun. mai tumhaare liye kuch bhi karne ko taiyaar hun. Mai tumse shaadi karna chaahta hun ritu. Meri umar tumse choti sahi par mai tumse jyada mature hun. jeendagi ne badi jaldi bahut kuch seekha diya hai. mujhe pura yakin hai ki main ek pati ka farz nibha paaunga. Mujhe bas ek moka do ritu mai ek acha pati ban kar dheekhunga. Jo maine tumhaare saath kiya ushki koyi bhi saja mujhe de do. Chaho to abhi goli maar do. Par agar tumhe mere prati jara bhi pyar mahsush ho to meri baat par dhyaan dena. Mai tumhaare liye kuch bhi karunga. bas mujhe ek moka do. Mujhe apna lo ritu. Mera ab tumhaare shiva koyi nahi hai. tum hi meri jeene ki ummeed ho. aaj se taxi chalaani shuru kar di hai. jaldi hi main kuch aur bhi karunga. taxi sirf yaha thoda paanv jamaane ke liye shuru ki hai. mujhe ummeed hai tum meri baat samjhogi”
pata nahi kya matlab hai ish bakwaas ka. Vo aisa soch bhi kaise sakta hai ki mai ush se shaadi karungi. Ya to vo apni aukaat bhool gaya hai ya fir jyada oversmart ban-ne ki koshish kar raha hai.
Date : 14-02-09
Aaj jab main office se nikli to jhat se billu ne apni taxi mere aage laakar khadi kar di aur bola, “ritu please baith jao, mai tumhe ghar chhod dunga ishi bahaane kuch baat bhi kar lenge”
Yaha se dafa ho jao billu, ish ghatiya taxi mein jaane ka mera koyi iraada nahi hai.
Mujhe achi tarah yaad tha ki kaise ek baar ushke riksa mein baithna mujhe bhaari pada tha.
Tabhi meri company ki car aa gayi aur main ush mein baith kar ghar aa gayi.
……….
Raat ke 11 baje hai. maine thodi der pehle baahar jhaank kar dekha to paaya ki ek taxi mere flat ke bilkul saamne khadi hai. achaanak taxi ka gate khula aur billu baahar aa gaya. Maine foran khidki band kar di.
Ab ushke paas taxi hai. vo din raat yaha sadak par maje se taxi laga kar ushmein pada rah sakta hai. samajh nahi aata ki ish billu ka kya karun.
………………….
Date : 15-02-09
Aaj subah mandir gayi. phir vahi naatak huva. Billu jaate vakt to mujhe nahi deekha par jab mai vaapas aa rahi thi to mujhe mandir ke baahar mil gaya.
“Ritu thodi der rukogi…. kuch baat karni hai” — billu ne kaha.
Maine gusse mein ushke gaal par apni pancho ungliya chaap di. Ushka chehra laal ho gaya.
Vo hairaan rah kar meri aur dekhta rah gaya. Maine ek aur haath ghumaaya aur ish baar ushke dusre gaal par thappad rasid kar diya.
“Ab bolo kya baat karni hai, ye tumhaare ush letter ka jawaab hai jo tumne kuch din pehle mere ghar choda tha. agar tum sochte ho ki tum mujhe fir se fansa sakte ho to galat ho. Pyar ki baat karte ho tum. Tum hi the na jo badle ki aag mein mujhe barbaad kar rahe the. Vo bhi tum hi the na jo mujhe ashok ke paas ley gaye the. Ab meri baat dhyaan se shuno. Mujhe tumse nafrat hai. itni nafrat hai ki mai tumhaari shakal tak nahi dekhna chaahti. Yaha se foran dafa ho jao varna security officer ko bula lungi….ok” —– maine gusse mein jor se kaha
“Ritu acha kiya tumne thappad maar diya. ek aur maar do. Apni galti ke liye mai bhi sharminda hun. maine tumhe ush din clinic mein kaha bhi tha ki main badle ki aag mein andha to ho gaya tha par mujhe kuch nahi mila. mai tumhaara gunahgaar hun aur rahunga. Par aaj main tumhe pyar karta hun ritu. Bahut pyar karta hun. jaisa ki maine pehle bhi kaha hai, ye ahsaash mujhe bahut pehle ho gaya tha jab maine ush cycle wale ko maara tha. aaj main bas apni aankho mein pyar ley kar khada hun. mujhe khud bhi nahi pata ki aisa kyon hai. mai bas tumhe pyar karta hun” —– billu ne kaha
Tabhi vaha kuch log aa gaye aur bole madam koyi takleef hai kya.
Mai bahut gusse mein thi aur maine un logo se kah diya ki ye ladka mujhe ched raha hai. vaise ye sach hi tha. vo jabardasti hi to mere peeche pada tha.
Logo ne ushe maarna shuru kar diya. mai chupchaap aage badh gayi aur ghar aa gayi.
Acha sabak mila hai billu ko aaj. Ab ushki akal jaroor theekane aa jaayegi.
……..
raat ke 11:30 baje hai aur maine abhi abhi baahar jhaank kar dekha. Sakun mila ki billu baahar nahi hai. aaj jaroor vo samajh gaya hoga ki ab ushki mere liye kya aukaat hai.
Date : 16-02-09
Aaj phir ye kamina billu mere ghar mein ek chit chod gaya, leekha hai,
“ meri pyari ritu
mai apne paapo ki saja bhugatne ke liye taiyaar hun. acha kiya tumne mujhe thappad maara aur phir logo se bhi pitva diya. kal sara din sharir dhukta raha. taxi bhi nahi chala paaya. Haan par mujhe tumse koyi shikva ya shikaayat nahi hai. jo paap maine kiye hai, ushki ye bahut choti si saja hai. jo tumhaare saath kiya vo bahut galat tha. ** meri didi ka huva tha. ushmein tumhaara koyi dosh nahi tha. par pata nahi kyon meri akal par pathar pad gaye the jo tumhaare jaisi achi inshaan ko jhansa de kar fansa liya. tabhi sochta hun ki main tumhaare laayak nahi hun. par phir bhi apne pyar se majboor ho kar ek koshish kar raha hun tumhaare laayak ban-ne ki. maine clinic mein kaha tha ki tumhe aaj bhi seduce kar sakta hun. lekin ab tumhaare tevar dekh kar lagta hai ki vo naamumkin hai. acha hi hai. aaj baat vaise bhi pyar ki hai. mai to tumhaare haato se marne ko bhi taiyaar hun. jish din mujh se bahut pareshaan ho jao to bata dena mai khud sar jhuka kar tumhaare aage khada ho jaaunga, jo karna ho kar lena. Main ab bas tumhaara hun. tumhaare liye hi jee raha hun. meri jeendagi ab bas tumhaare haath mein hai. tumse baat ishliye karne ki koshish karta hun kyonki mere paas aur koyi chaara nahi hai. mai har vakt tumse baat karne ke liye tarasta rahta hun. mai har vakt tumhe sochta rahta hun. aur haan tumhe sochne ka matlab ye nahi hai ki mai tumhaare sharir ko soch raha hun. balki mai to tumhaare sharir ke ander chupi tumhaari aatma ko sochta hun. tum bahut shunder ho ish mein koyi shak nahi hai. par maine pehle bhi kaha hai tumhaare sharir se jyada shunder tumhaara man hai. I love you as a person. Not your body. This love has moved beyond your body. Mai aaj tumse sex nahi balki pyar chaahta hun ritu. Ho sake to kabhi araam se baith kar meri baat par dhyaan dena. Aur haan aaj se main tumhe kahin milne nahi aaunga. Mera tumhe chedne ka koyi iraada nahi hai. pyar karta hun. agar mera pyar sacha huva to tum khud ek din mere paas aaogi. Tab tak mai tumhaare saamne bhi nahi aaunga. Haan kabhi kabhi tumse kuch kahna huva to ek letter tumhaare ghar chhod dunga. Please itna mujhe karne dena. Aur mera letter jaroor padhna. Bahut pyar se leekhta hun…… bye……billu”
baate banaani billu ko khub aati hain. koyi bhi ish letter ko padh kar emotional ho jaayega par maine ishe faad kar fenk diya. aisi bahut saari baate mein ush se pehle bhi shun chuki hun. ab vo mujhe hargeez bevkoof nahi bana sakta.
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