25-11-2019, 02:48 AM
aur ish tarah ish din ka ant huva. Subah se lekar shaam tak kuch na kuch hota raha.
ab billu pyar ki baat kar raha hai. mujhe nahi lagta ki mai ushe dubaara dekhna bhi chaahungi. Ush se pyar to dur ki baat hai. billu se pyar mere liye zahar ke samaan hoga. Ye zahar mai kabhi nahi khaaungi.
Date : 11-02-09
Billu ne jo kuch bhi clinic mein kaha ushe mere liye hazam karna mushkil hai. aisa lagta hai ki vo apne ushi puraane roop mein aa gaya hai. bahut confident ho kar ushne kaha tha ki tumhe aaj bhi seduce kar sakta hun. pata nahi vo khud ko kya samajhta hai.
Par aaj mai jaanti hun ki vo kaun hai. par vo nahi jaanta ki aaj mai vo ritu nahi hun, jo ushki baato mein aa kar bahak jaati thi. bahut gahri chot khaayi hai maine billu ke saath bahak kar. Ye aisi chot thi ki ab mere saare ahsaash hi mar chuke hai. ek aurat hone ka gorav main kho chuki hun. sex naam se mujhe nafrat ho gayi hai. ab mujhe pyar ka bhi ahsaash nahi hota. Tabhi to mai sidharth ke pyar ka jawaab pyar se nahi de pa rahi hun. ishliye mujhe nahi lagta ki main sidharth se shaadi kar ke ek patni ka farz nibha paaungi. Acha yahi hai ki apni baaki ki jeendagi ka safar mai akele hi taiy karun.
Vaise bhi mere paas chintoo hai, ush ke saath baaki ki jeendagi kat jaayegi.
Lekin ek baat mere man mein aa rahi hai. kahin billu apni sister kavita ke ** ki jhuti kahaani to nahi bana raha. ushne shuru se mere saath makkaari ki hai. kahin vo phir se to koyi khel nahi khel raha. jaisa ushka clinic mein behaviour tha ush se to yahi lagta hai ki vo bilkul nahi badla. Pehle seduction kar raha tha ab pyar hai, kya majaak hai ye. Ushki baato mein kishi saajish ki bu aa rahi hai.
Khair ab mai ushe ache se jaanti hun ki vo kya hai, ab mein dubaara dhoka nahi khaaungi.
Date : 11-02-09
Shaam ke 8 baje hai, abhi abhi sidharth yaha se gaya hai.
Aaj maine sidharth ko ye baat saaf kar di ki mai ush se hargeez shaadi nahi kar sakti.
“Kyon ritu kya baat hai, kya tum ab mujhe jara bhi pyar nahi karti” —- sidharth ne pucha.
Maine kaha, “sidharth I respect you a lot, but I can’t marry you. Kyonki mujhe nahi lagta ki mai ek patni ka farz nibha paaungi. Meri aatma tak andhera bhara hai. please meri baat samajhne ki koshish karo. Hum ache dost ban kar rah sakte hai”
“Ritu kab tak yahi baate karti rahogi. Maine kaha to tha ki wait karte hai. jab tumhaara man hoga tabhi shaadi karenge. Ab kya ho gaya. Mai shaadi tumhi se karunga, chaahe tum kuch kar lo” —- sidharth ne kaha.
“Phir mujhe dukh hai sidharth hum dost bhi nahi rah paayenge. Mujh par ye fainsala mat thopo. Mai tum se hi nahi balki kishi se bhi shaadi nahi karna chaahti. Mai bas apne bete ke liye jee rahi hun, varna main kab ki mar chuki hoti. Ab tum jao, hum baad mein baat karenge. Tum meri haalat nahi samajh sakte” —- maine kaha
“ok… ok ritu theek hai, mai ab dubaara shaadi ki baat nahi karunga. theek hai hum dost ban kar rahte hai. ab khus” —- sidharth ne mushkuraate huve kaha.
“sidharth baat khusi ki nahi hai, mai nahi samajhti ki mujhe shaadi karni chaahiye. ye mera decision hai. aur mujhe ummeed hai ki tum mere decision ki izzat karoge” —- maine kaha.
“Theek hai ritu jaisa tum chaaho. Mai tumhe pyar karta tha aur karta rahunga”
“kya tumhe vaakayi mein ab tak koyi ladki pasand nahi aayi” — maine pucha.
“Nahi.. kaha na tumhaare jaisi koyi mili hi nahi” — sidharth ne kaha.
“To ab kishi ko dhund lo, kaho to mai kishi ko talaash karun” — maine pucha
“nahi nahi… ye kaam mein khud kar lunga. Mein ye bardaast nahi kar paaunga ki jishe mein pyar karta hun, vo mere liye ladki dhunde” sidharth ne kaha.
Ye kah kar vo chala gaya.
Mere man mein sidharth ke liye agar jara sa bhi pyar ka ahsaash hota to mein kuch sochti bhi. Ishliye maine sidharth ko saaf saaf kahna sahi samjha. Lagta hai vo ab meri baat samajh gaya hai.
………..
Date : 12-02-09
11:30 pm
Aaj maine sidharth jaise ache dost ko kho diya. aaj ushne mere saath vo kiya jo mai sapne mein bhi nahi soch sakti thi.
lagbhag shaam ke 8 baje mere ghar ki bell baji. Maine darvaaja khola to dekha ki sidharth hai. ushe dekhte hi mai samajh gayi ki vo sharaab pee kar aaya hai.
“Ritu darling ander aa jaaun” —- sidharth ne bahki huyi awaaj mein kaha
mujhe nahi pata tha ki sidharth drink karta hai.
“sidharth ye kya haal bana rakha hai, tum ghar jao, baad mein baat karenge” —- maine kaha.
Vo mujhe peeche hata kar ander ghuss gaya aur bola “baad mein nahi… abhi baat karenge”
“Sidharth tum abhi hosh mein nahi ho, please abhi jao, mujhe vaise bhi office ka kuch kaam karna hai” — maine kaha.
“Ritu darling kaam to hota rahega, aaj mai tumse kuch lene aaya hun” —— sidharth ne kaha.
“Kya baat hai sidharth ? tum bahki bahki baate kar rahe ho” —– maine pucha.
“Mujhe bhi tumhaari chut chaahiye ritu, duniya ne ley li, meri baari kab aayegi” —— sidharth ne bahaki huyi awaaj mein kaha
“sidharth ye kya bakwaas kar rahe ho, foran yaha se chale jao, tum abhi hosh mein nahi ho” —– maine jor se gusse mein kaha.
“Dekho to sahi ritu, my cock is also big like billu you will enjoy it” —- sidharth ne apni zip kholte huve kaha.
Maine foran apni aankhe band kar li. mujhe bilkul vishwaas nahi ho raha tha ki sidharth aisa kar raha hai.
Mai darvaaje ke paas aa gayi aur boli “sidharth jaldi yaha se chale jao, mujhe abhi tumse koyi baat nahi karni”
Sidharth ne aage badh kar darvaaje ki kundi laga li aur mujhe apne haatho mein utha liya.
“Ye kya kar rahe ho sidharth, chhodo mujhe…tumhe kya ho gaya hai” —- maine jor se kaha.
“Mai tumse shaadi karna chaah raha tha aur tumne saaf mana kar diya. arey vo to mai hun jo tumhe aankh meech kar apna raha tha, varna aaj ke din tum par koyi kutta bhi nahi thukega,…..bitch kahin ki” —- sidharth ne kaha.
“Oh no….. sidharth please ye sab kya kah rahe ho… please mujhe chhod do. Hum ish baare mein baad mein baat karenge” —– maine gidgidaate huve kaha.
“First I will fuck you hard… you bitch, mere pyar ka majaak udaati ho. Kya hai ush billu mein. Ush din bade pyar se chaaro aur ushe dhund rahi thi. aur shaam ko share aam ushke gale lag kar khadi thi. mere paas ushke jitna bada hai, ley kar dekh, tu ushe bhool jaayegi” —- sidharth ne kaha.
Mai ushke haatho mein chatpata rahi thi.
Vo mujhe bedroom mein ley aaya aur mujhe bed par patak diya.
“Sidharth ye kya ho gaya hai tumhe, please…..hum baad mein araam se baat karenge” —- maine kaha.
“First we will fuck, than we will discuss… ok….., now remove your clothes and spread your legs, I want to fuck you” —– sidharth ne kaha.
Meri majboori ye thi ki mai sidharth par haath nahi uthaana chaahti thi. par jab ushne apni pant neeche sarka di to maine uth kar ek jor daar thappad ushke muh par jad diya.
Par ush par ek thappad ka koyi asar nahi huva.
“You whore,…… mujh par haath uthaati ho, pyar karta tha mai tumse par tumne mujhe kya diya. na pehle shaadi ke liye haan ki aur na ab shaadi key liye maan rahi ho. Ab mai bina shaadi ke hi honeymoon mana kar rahunga. Jab billu kar sakta hai to main kyon nahi” —– sidharth ne kaha.
Bahut hi painfull tha vo vakt mere liye. mujhe phir se jalil hona pad raha tha.
“Ritu dekho araam se cooperate karo. Tum jab billu ke saath itna kuch kar sakti ho to mere saath tumhe kya problem hai, just see my cock and decide” —- sidharth ne apne ling ko haath mein pakad kar kaha.
Maine apni aankhe band kar li. Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki sidharth ko kaise samjhaaun. Vo nashe mein anaap sanaap bake ja raha tha.
“Let me see your pussy now, I want to see why that boy is crazy for you” — sidharth ne kaha.
“Sidharth bas bahut ho gaya, ab chup ho jao aur yaha se chale jao”
sidharth bed par chad gaya aur mujhe jabardasti leta kar mere upar late gaya.
“Bahut nahi huva abhi darling, abhi to saari raat tumhaari chut maarni hai. aaj meri suhaagraat hai. itni jaldi thodi khatam hogi ye raat” — sidharth ne kaha.
Ab paani sar ke upar nikal gaya tha.
Mere bed ke paas meri iron padi thi. maine ushe uthaaya aur sidharth ke sar par de maari. Mujhe bada dukh huve ushe maarte huve par mujhe ye karna pada.
Ushke sar se khun bahne laga aur vo ladkhada kar bed ke paas gir gaya. Mai apne bed par baith gayi aur apni kishmat ko rone lagi. ek paap ki saja mujhe baar baar mil rahi thi. pehle sanjay se mili. Fir vivek se. aur ab sidharth se. upar se vo billu abhi bhi mere peeche pada hai. mai koyi inshaan na ho kar bas ek sharir rah gayi hun.
Mai chupchaap bed par baithi rahi aur meri aankhe rah rah kar chalakti rahi. koyi ek ghante baad sidharth utha aur bola, “ritu….. ohh mai ye kya kar baitha, please mujhe maaf kar do, mai nashe mein tha”
“Sidharth yaha se abhi ke abhi chale jao, mai tumse koyi baat nahi karna chaahti. Tum mein aur vivek mein kya anter rah gaya. Mai tumhaari izzat karti thi. ishliye kishi bhi vakt tumhe ghar aane deti thi. par tum bhi auro ki tarah bas mere sharir ke pyase nikle. Chale jao sidharth…… ab sab kuch khatam ho chuka hai” —– maine sidharth ki aur dekh kar kaha.
“Ohh god mai ye kya kar baitha. Ritu please forgive me. dar-asal mai bardaast nahi kar paaya ki tumne mujhe shaadi ke liye mana kar diya. please forgive me. sab kuch nashe ke kaaran huva hai. hosh mein mai kabhi aisa nahi karta” —- sidharth ne kaha.
“Jo bhi hai sidharth…. par tum ander hi ander mere baare mein kya sochte ho vo aaj baahar aa gaya. Abhi tum jao aur aaj ke baad yaha mat aana. I hate you” —- maine gusse mein kaha.
Sidharth chala gaya aur mai darvaaja band karke apne bed par gir gayi.
Saare fasaad ki jad ye billu hi hai. na vo meri jeendagi mein aata aur na mujhe baar baar jaleel hona padta.
ab billu pyar ki baat kar raha hai. mujhe nahi lagta ki mai ushe dubaara dekhna bhi chaahungi. Ush se pyar to dur ki baat hai. billu se pyar mere liye zahar ke samaan hoga. Ye zahar mai kabhi nahi khaaungi.
Date : 11-02-09
Billu ne jo kuch bhi clinic mein kaha ushe mere liye hazam karna mushkil hai. aisa lagta hai ki vo apne ushi puraane roop mein aa gaya hai. bahut confident ho kar ushne kaha tha ki tumhe aaj bhi seduce kar sakta hun. pata nahi vo khud ko kya samajhta hai.
Par aaj mai jaanti hun ki vo kaun hai. par vo nahi jaanta ki aaj mai vo ritu nahi hun, jo ushki baato mein aa kar bahak jaati thi. bahut gahri chot khaayi hai maine billu ke saath bahak kar. Ye aisi chot thi ki ab mere saare ahsaash hi mar chuke hai. ek aurat hone ka gorav main kho chuki hun. sex naam se mujhe nafrat ho gayi hai. ab mujhe pyar ka bhi ahsaash nahi hota. Tabhi to mai sidharth ke pyar ka jawaab pyar se nahi de pa rahi hun. ishliye mujhe nahi lagta ki main sidharth se shaadi kar ke ek patni ka farz nibha paaungi. Acha yahi hai ki apni baaki ki jeendagi ka safar mai akele hi taiy karun.
Vaise bhi mere paas chintoo hai, ush ke saath baaki ki jeendagi kat jaayegi.
Lekin ek baat mere man mein aa rahi hai. kahin billu apni sister kavita ke ** ki jhuti kahaani to nahi bana raha. ushne shuru se mere saath makkaari ki hai. kahin vo phir se to koyi khel nahi khel raha. jaisa ushka clinic mein behaviour tha ush se to yahi lagta hai ki vo bilkul nahi badla. Pehle seduction kar raha tha ab pyar hai, kya majaak hai ye. Ushki baato mein kishi saajish ki bu aa rahi hai.
Khair ab mai ushe ache se jaanti hun ki vo kya hai, ab mein dubaara dhoka nahi khaaungi.
Date : 11-02-09
Shaam ke 8 baje hai, abhi abhi sidharth yaha se gaya hai.
Aaj maine sidharth ko ye baat saaf kar di ki mai ush se hargeez shaadi nahi kar sakti.
“Kyon ritu kya baat hai, kya tum ab mujhe jara bhi pyar nahi karti” —- sidharth ne pucha.
Maine kaha, “sidharth I respect you a lot, but I can’t marry you. Kyonki mujhe nahi lagta ki mai ek patni ka farz nibha paaungi. Meri aatma tak andhera bhara hai. please meri baat samajhne ki koshish karo. Hum ache dost ban kar rah sakte hai”
“Ritu kab tak yahi baate karti rahogi. Maine kaha to tha ki wait karte hai. jab tumhaara man hoga tabhi shaadi karenge. Ab kya ho gaya. Mai shaadi tumhi se karunga, chaahe tum kuch kar lo” —- sidharth ne kaha.
“Phir mujhe dukh hai sidharth hum dost bhi nahi rah paayenge. Mujh par ye fainsala mat thopo. Mai tum se hi nahi balki kishi se bhi shaadi nahi karna chaahti. Mai bas apne bete ke liye jee rahi hun, varna main kab ki mar chuki hoti. Ab tum jao, hum baad mein baat karenge. Tum meri haalat nahi samajh sakte” —- maine kaha
“ok… ok ritu theek hai, mai ab dubaara shaadi ki baat nahi karunga. theek hai hum dost ban kar rahte hai. ab khus” —- sidharth ne mushkuraate huve kaha.
“sidharth baat khusi ki nahi hai, mai nahi samajhti ki mujhe shaadi karni chaahiye. ye mera decision hai. aur mujhe ummeed hai ki tum mere decision ki izzat karoge” —- maine kaha.
“Theek hai ritu jaisa tum chaaho. Mai tumhe pyar karta tha aur karta rahunga”
“kya tumhe vaakayi mein ab tak koyi ladki pasand nahi aayi” — maine pucha.
“Nahi.. kaha na tumhaare jaisi koyi mili hi nahi” — sidharth ne kaha.
“To ab kishi ko dhund lo, kaho to mai kishi ko talaash karun” — maine pucha
“nahi nahi… ye kaam mein khud kar lunga. Mein ye bardaast nahi kar paaunga ki jishe mein pyar karta hun, vo mere liye ladki dhunde” sidharth ne kaha.
Ye kah kar vo chala gaya.
Mere man mein sidharth ke liye agar jara sa bhi pyar ka ahsaash hota to mein kuch sochti bhi. Ishliye maine sidharth ko saaf saaf kahna sahi samjha. Lagta hai vo ab meri baat samajh gaya hai.
………..
Date : 12-02-09
11:30 pm
Aaj maine sidharth jaise ache dost ko kho diya. aaj ushne mere saath vo kiya jo mai sapne mein bhi nahi soch sakti thi.
lagbhag shaam ke 8 baje mere ghar ki bell baji. Maine darvaaja khola to dekha ki sidharth hai. ushe dekhte hi mai samajh gayi ki vo sharaab pee kar aaya hai.
“Ritu darling ander aa jaaun” —- sidharth ne bahki huyi awaaj mein kaha
mujhe nahi pata tha ki sidharth drink karta hai.
“sidharth ye kya haal bana rakha hai, tum ghar jao, baad mein baat karenge” —- maine kaha.
Vo mujhe peeche hata kar ander ghuss gaya aur bola “baad mein nahi… abhi baat karenge”
“Sidharth tum abhi hosh mein nahi ho, please abhi jao, mujhe vaise bhi office ka kuch kaam karna hai” — maine kaha.
“Ritu darling kaam to hota rahega, aaj mai tumse kuch lene aaya hun” —— sidharth ne kaha.
“Kya baat hai sidharth ? tum bahki bahki baate kar rahe ho” —– maine pucha.
“Mujhe bhi tumhaari chut chaahiye ritu, duniya ne ley li, meri baari kab aayegi” —— sidharth ne bahaki huyi awaaj mein kaha
“sidharth ye kya bakwaas kar rahe ho, foran yaha se chale jao, tum abhi hosh mein nahi ho” —– maine jor se gusse mein kaha.
“Dekho to sahi ritu, my cock is also big like billu you will enjoy it” —- sidharth ne apni zip kholte huve kaha.
Maine foran apni aankhe band kar li. mujhe bilkul vishwaas nahi ho raha tha ki sidharth aisa kar raha hai.
Mai darvaaje ke paas aa gayi aur boli “sidharth jaldi yaha se chale jao, mujhe abhi tumse koyi baat nahi karni”
Sidharth ne aage badh kar darvaaje ki kundi laga li aur mujhe apne haatho mein utha liya.
“Ye kya kar rahe ho sidharth, chhodo mujhe…tumhe kya ho gaya hai” —- maine jor se kaha.
“Mai tumse shaadi karna chaah raha tha aur tumne saaf mana kar diya. arey vo to mai hun jo tumhe aankh meech kar apna raha tha, varna aaj ke din tum par koyi kutta bhi nahi thukega,…..bitch kahin ki” —- sidharth ne kaha.
“Oh no….. sidharth please ye sab kya kah rahe ho… please mujhe chhod do. Hum ish baare mein baad mein baat karenge” —– maine gidgidaate huve kaha.
“First I will fuck you hard… you bitch, mere pyar ka majaak udaati ho. Kya hai ush billu mein. Ush din bade pyar se chaaro aur ushe dhund rahi thi. aur shaam ko share aam ushke gale lag kar khadi thi. mere paas ushke jitna bada hai, ley kar dekh, tu ushe bhool jaayegi” —- sidharth ne kaha.
Mai ushke haatho mein chatpata rahi thi.
Vo mujhe bedroom mein ley aaya aur mujhe bed par patak diya.
“Sidharth ye kya ho gaya hai tumhe, please…..hum baad mein araam se baat karenge” —- maine kaha.
“First we will fuck, than we will discuss… ok….., now remove your clothes and spread your legs, I want to fuck you” —– sidharth ne kaha.
Meri majboori ye thi ki mai sidharth par haath nahi uthaana chaahti thi. par jab ushne apni pant neeche sarka di to maine uth kar ek jor daar thappad ushke muh par jad diya.
Par ush par ek thappad ka koyi asar nahi huva.
“You whore,…… mujh par haath uthaati ho, pyar karta tha mai tumse par tumne mujhe kya diya. na pehle shaadi ke liye haan ki aur na ab shaadi key liye maan rahi ho. Ab mai bina shaadi ke hi honeymoon mana kar rahunga. Jab billu kar sakta hai to main kyon nahi” —– sidharth ne kaha.
Bahut hi painfull tha vo vakt mere liye. mujhe phir se jalil hona pad raha tha.
“Ritu dekho araam se cooperate karo. Tum jab billu ke saath itna kuch kar sakti ho to mere saath tumhe kya problem hai, just see my cock and decide” —- sidharth ne apne ling ko haath mein pakad kar kaha.
Maine apni aankhe band kar li. Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki sidharth ko kaise samjhaaun. Vo nashe mein anaap sanaap bake ja raha tha.
“Let me see your pussy now, I want to see why that boy is crazy for you” — sidharth ne kaha.
“Sidharth bas bahut ho gaya, ab chup ho jao aur yaha se chale jao”
sidharth bed par chad gaya aur mujhe jabardasti leta kar mere upar late gaya.
“Bahut nahi huva abhi darling, abhi to saari raat tumhaari chut maarni hai. aaj meri suhaagraat hai. itni jaldi thodi khatam hogi ye raat” — sidharth ne kaha.
Ab paani sar ke upar nikal gaya tha.
Mere bed ke paas meri iron padi thi. maine ushe uthaaya aur sidharth ke sar par de maari. Mujhe bada dukh huve ushe maarte huve par mujhe ye karna pada.
Ushke sar se khun bahne laga aur vo ladkhada kar bed ke paas gir gaya. Mai apne bed par baith gayi aur apni kishmat ko rone lagi. ek paap ki saja mujhe baar baar mil rahi thi. pehle sanjay se mili. Fir vivek se. aur ab sidharth se. upar se vo billu abhi bhi mere peeche pada hai. mai koyi inshaan na ho kar bas ek sharir rah gayi hun.
Mai chupchaap bed par baithi rahi aur meri aankhe rah rah kar chalakti rahi. koyi ek ghante baad sidharth utha aur bola, “ritu….. ohh mai ye kya kar baitha, please mujhe maaf kar do, mai nashe mein tha”
“Sidharth yaha se abhi ke abhi chale jao, mai tumse koyi baat nahi karna chaahti. Tum mein aur vivek mein kya anter rah gaya. Mai tumhaari izzat karti thi. ishliye kishi bhi vakt tumhe ghar aane deti thi. par tum bhi auro ki tarah bas mere sharir ke pyase nikle. Chale jao sidharth…… ab sab kuch khatam ho chuka hai” —– maine sidharth ki aur dekh kar kaha.
“Ohh god mai ye kya kar baitha. Ritu please forgive me. dar-asal mai bardaast nahi kar paaya ki tumne mujhe shaadi ke liye mana kar diya. please forgive me. sab kuch nashe ke kaaran huva hai. hosh mein mai kabhi aisa nahi karta” —- sidharth ne kaha.
“Jo bhi hai sidharth…. par tum ander hi ander mere baare mein kya sochte ho vo aaj baahar aa gaya. Abhi tum jao aur aaj ke baad yaha mat aana. I hate you” —- maine gusse mein kaha.
Sidharth chala gaya aur mai darvaaja band karke apne bed par gir gayi.
Saare fasaad ki jad ye billu hi hai. na vo meri jeendagi mein aata aur na mujhe baar baar jaleel hona padta.
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