25-11-2019, 02:44 AM
Nahi ritu, maarna hai to mujhe maaro, tumhaari koyi galti nahi hai, tumhaare saath jo kuch bhi huva vo mere kaaran huva hai, mujhe goli maaro ritu…. Please” —- billu mere paanv pakad kar bola.
maine fire kar diya. aur vakt jaise tham gaya.
Par kishmat ko meri maut manzoor nahi thi. banduk ki goliya khatam ho chuki thi.
mai vaha se hat gayi aur ladkhadaate huve vaha se chal padi. Andhera ghir aaya tha aur jangal mein tarah tarah ki bhayaanak awaaje gunj rahi thi.
mujhe kuch nahi pata tha ki sadak kish taraf hai, mai bas bina soche samjhe chal padi.
Har inshaan ki jeendagi mein ek aisa pal aata hai, jab vo apne ander jhaank kar dekhta hai ki vo vaakayi mein kya hai. mai ush vakt ishi avastha mein thi. par mujhe ush vakt apne ander jangal se bhi bhayaanak andhera nazar aa raha tha.
Jo kuch vivek ne mere saath kiya tha vo meri bachi kuchi aatma ko maar gaya tha. baaki sab kuch to billu pehle hi khatam kar chuka tha.
“Ritu ruko ye jangal bahut bada hai, kaha ja rahi ho, tum bhatak jaaogi. mai bhi aa raha hun” —– billu ne mere peeche se cheella kar kaha.
Maine peeche mud kar dekha, vo ladkhadaata huva mere peeche aa raha tha. maine ek pathar uthaaya aur ushki aur fenk kar maara. Mujhe yakin nahi huva, vo seedha ushke sar par jaakar laga aur vo gir gaya.
Jab mujhe hosh aaya tha to maine dekha tha ki vivek mujhe kish raste se laaya tha. ushi raste par mai aage badh rahi thi, bina kisi dar ke, bina kisi khauf ke.darta vo hai jishke paas khone ko kuch bacha ho. Mere paas khone ko kuch nahi tha.
Chalte chalte mujhe dur se sadak dheekhaayi di.
Maine sadak par vivek ki car khadi dekhi. Car se thodi dur ek bike khadi thi. shaayad vo billu ki thi. vivek ki car mein mera purse tha aur mobile tha. maine ek bada sa pathar uthaaya aur jor se car ki khidki mein maara. Khidki ka sheesa thoda chatak gaya. Maine ek aur pathar maara aur vo itna tut gaya ki mai ander haath daal kar apna purse nikaal sakun.
Maine purse nikaala aur shunshaan sadak par chal padi. Dur dur tak koyi nahi tha. mere sar par khun laga tha, chehre par mitti thi aur saare kapde dhul se bhare the. Kuch nahi pata tha ki kish taraf jaaun, mai bas chale ja rahi thi.
Koyi 5 minut baad mujhe ek car aati deekhaayi di. Maine socha koyi taxi hogi to hi haath dungi.
Par vo taxi nahi thi, ishliye maine haath nahi diya. aur vo car aage badh gayi.
Mujh se thoda aage ja kar car achaanak ruk gayi aur peeche ki taraf meri aur aane lagi.
“Arey aap ish shunshaan sadak par akeli kya kar rahi hai, ohh aapke sar par to khun laga hai, sab theek to hai” ——- car mein baithi lady ne pucha.
Vo lady akeli thi aur khud hi car drive kar rahi thi.
Maine kaha, “aap please mujhe aisi jagah chhod dijiye jahaan se mai taxi ley kar colaba ja sakun”
“Arey haan haan aao baitho, ye sab kya huva hai aapke saath” ? —— ush lady ne pucha.
“Kuch nahi… jeendagi ne ek bhadda majaak kiya hai, aap please mujhe jaldi kahi chhod do” —- maine rote huve kaha.
“security officer ko phone karun kya” ? — ush lady ne pucha.
“Ab security officer aakar kya karegi jo hona tha so ho gaya” —– maine ush lady se kaha.
“Kya tumhaare saath ** huva hai” ? agar aisa hai to hamein turant security officer station chalna chaahiye” —- ush lady ne kaha.
“Nahi ** se bhi jyada bhayaanak. aap mujh se kuch mat pucho, mai kuch bhi kahne ki haalat mein nahi hun” —- maine ush lady ko kaha.
“Theek hai….theek hai, aap araam se baitho mai abhi aapko kisi taxi tak pahuncha deti hun” —— vo lady boli.
ushne mujhe ek taxi waale ke paas utaar diya. taxi waala bhi mujhe aisi haalat mein dekh kar hairaani mein bola, “madam ye kya huva hai, aapke sar par to khun laga hai”
maine kaha, “kuch nahi mai gir gayi thi, mujhe jaldi colaba ley chalo”
“Colaba mein kaha jaana hai madam” —- ushne pucha.
Maine kaha, “hotel taj ke paas”
Jaise hi mai apne flat ke baahar pahunchi vaha sidharth khada tha.
Vo mujhe dekh kar bola, “arey ye kya huva hai tumhe ritu, ye chehre par mitti aur ye sar par khun, kaise huva ye sab, mai kab se phone laga raha hun, phone bhi nahi uthaaya tumne”
Mai itni bhaavuk ho uthi ki sidharth ke gale lag kar phoot phoot kar rone lagi
“Arey kya huva ritu, bataao to sahi” —- sidharth ne mere sar par haath rakh kar pucha
par mai kuch bhi bataane ki haalat mein nahi thi
acha chalo pehle tumhaare flat mein chalte hai, araam se baith kar baat karenge” —- sidharth ne mere sar par haath phiraate huve kaha.
Sidharth mera haath pakad kar mujhe mere flat par ley aaya.
“Mai kab se tumhaara phone try kar raha hun, aaj tumhe kuch surprise dena tha, lekin khud tumhe aisi haalat mein dekh kar surprise ho gaya, bataao ye sab kaise huva”
“sidharth mai tumhe kuch nahi bata sakti, ye ek lambi kahaani hai” —- maine kaha
“theek hai ritu tum chinta mat karo baad mein araam se baat karenge. par tumhaare sar par chot lagi hai, mai kisi doctor ko ley kar aata hun” —- sidharth ne kaha.
“Nahi sidharth mein khud patti baandh lungi, doctor ki biwi rah kar bahut kuch seekha hai, mere paas sab samaan hai, tum abhi jao mai abhi akeli rahna chaahti hun” —- maine sidharth ki aur dekh kar kaha
“ritu kya mera tum par itna bhi hak nahi hai ki mai sukh dukh mein tumhaare saath rah sakun. Dekh raha hun ki jab se mili ho, mujh se dur dur rahne ki koshish karti ho. Kya tum vahi ritu ho jo kabhi mujh se shaadi karne ko taiyaar thi” —- sidharth ne pucha
“Nahi sidharth mein vo ritu nahi hun, vo ritu mar chuki hai, tum please abhi jao, baad mein baat karenge” —- maine nazre jhuka kar kaha. aisey kadve bol mai ushki aur dekh kar nahi bol sakti thi.
“theek hai mai ja raha hun, par yaad rakhna mai tumhe bahut pyaar karta hun” ——- vo jaate huve bola.
maine ushke jaane ke baad darvaaja band kar liya aur darvaaje par khade khade hi aanshu bahaane lagi.
sidharth mujhe pyaar de raha tha, aur mai ushe khud se dur dhakail rahi thi. dar-asal mai nahi chaahti thi ki mere jaisi ladki ushki jeendagi mein aaye. vo bahut acha hai, par mai kya hun mai ache se jaanti hun. mai apni baaki ki jeendagi ka safar akele bitaana chaahti hun…………. bilkul akele.
Sidharth ke jaane ke baad maine apni marham patti ki aur garam paani se naha kar sho gayi. bahut der tak neend nahi aayi par jab aayi to subah 11 baje aankh khuli. Maine uthte hi office phone kiya ki mai aaj nahi aaungi.
maine fire kar diya. aur vakt jaise tham gaya.
Par kishmat ko meri maut manzoor nahi thi. banduk ki goliya khatam ho chuki thi.
mai vaha se hat gayi aur ladkhadaate huve vaha se chal padi. Andhera ghir aaya tha aur jangal mein tarah tarah ki bhayaanak awaaje gunj rahi thi.
mujhe kuch nahi pata tha ki sadak kish taraf hai, mai bas bina soche samjhe chal padi.
Har inshaan ki jeendagi mein ek aisa pal aata hai, jab vo apne ander jhaank kar dekhta hai ki vo vaakayi mein kya hai. mai ush vakt ishi avastha mein thi. par mujhe ush vakt apne ander jangal se bhi bhayaanak andhera nazar aa raha tha.
Jo kuch vivek ne mere saath kiya tha vo meri bachi kuchi aatma ko maar gaya tha. baaki sab kuch to billu pehle hi khatam kar chuka tha.
“Ritu ruko ye jangal bahut bada hai, kaha ja rahi ho, tum bhatak jaaogi. mai bhi aa raha hun” —– billu ne mere peeche se cheella kar kaha.
Maine peeche mud kar dekha, vo ladkhadaata huva mere peeche aa raha tha. maine ek pathar uthaaya aur ushki aur fenk kar maara. Mujhe yakin nahi huva, vo seedha ushke sar par jaakar laga aur vo gir gaya.
Jab mujhe hosh aaya tha to maine dekha tha ki vivek mujhe kish raste se laaya tha. ushi raste par mai aage badh rahi thi, bina kisi dar ke, bina kisi khauf ke.darta vo hai jishke paas khone ko kuch bacha ho. Mere paas khone ko kuch nahi tha.
Chalte chalte mujhe dur se sadak dheekhaayi di.
Maine sadak par vivek ki car khadi dekhi. Car se thodi dur ek bike khadi thi. shaayad vo billu ki thi. vivek ki car mein mera purse tha aur mobile tha. maine ek bada sa pathar uthaaya aur jor se car ki khidki mein maara. Khidki ka sheesa thoda chatak gaya. Maine ek aur pathar maara aur vo itna tut gaya ki mai ander haath daal kar apna purse nikaal sakun.
Maine purse nikaala aur shunshaan sadak par chal padi. Dur dur tak koyi nahi tha. mere sar par khun laga tha, chehre par mitti thi aur saare kapde dhul se bhare the. Kuch nahi pata tha ki kish taraf jaaun, mai bas chale ja rahi thi.
Koyi 5 minut baad mujhe ek car aati deekhaayi di. Maine socha koyi taxi hogi to hi haath dungi.
Par vo taxi nahi thi, ishliye maine haath nahi diya. aur vo car aage badh gayi.
Mujh se thoda aage ja kar car achaanak ruk gayi aur peeche ki taraf meri aur aane lagi.
“Arey aap ish shunshaan sadak par akeli kya kar rahi hai, ohh aapke sar par to khun laga hai, sab theek to hai” ——- car mein baithi lady ne pucha.
Vo lady akeli thi aur khud hi car drive kar rahi thi.
Maine kaha, “aap please mujhe aisi jagah chhod dijiye jahaan se mai taxi ley kar colaba ja sakun”
“Arey haan haan aao baitho, ye sab kya huva hai aapke saath” ? —— ush lady ne pucha.
“Kuch nahi… jeendagi ne ek bhadda majaak kiya hai, aap please mujhe jaldi kahi chhod do” —- maine rote huve kaha.
“security officer ko phone karun kya” ? — ush lady ne pucha.
“Ab security officer aakar kya karegi jo hona tha so ho gaya” —– maine ush lady se kaha.
“Kya tumhaare saath ** huva hai” ? agar aisa hai to hamein turant security officer station chalna chaahiye” —- ush lady ne kaha.
“Nahi ** se bhi jyada bhayaanak. aap mujh se kuch mat pucho, mai kuch bhi kahne ki haalat mein nahi hun” —- maine ush lady ko kaha.
“Theek hai….theek hai, aap araam se baitho mai abhi aapko kisi taxi tak pahuncha deti hun” —— vo lady boli.
ushne mujhe ek taxi waale ke paas utaar diya. taxi waala bhi mujhe aisi haalat mein dekh kar hairaani mein bola, “madam ye kya huva hai, aapke sar par to khun laga hai”
maine kaha, “kuch nahi mai gir gayi thi, mujhe jaldi colaba ley chalo”
“Colaba mein kaha jaana hai madam” —- ushne pucha.
Maine kaha, “hotel taj ke paas”
Jaise hi mai apne flat ke baahar pahunchi vaha sidharth khada tha.
Vo mujhe dekh kar bola, “arey ye kya huva hai tumhe ritu, ye chehre par mitti aur ye sar par khun, kaise huva ye sab, mai kab se phone laga raha hun, phone bhi nahi uthaaya tumne”
Mai itni bhaavuk ho uthi ki sidharth ke gale lag kar phoot phoot kar rone lagi
“Arey kya huva ritu, bataao to sahi” —- sidharth ne mere sar par haath rakh kar pucha
par mai kuch bhi bataane ki haalat mein nahi thi
acha chalo pehle tumhaare flat mein chalte hai, araam se baith kar baat karenge” —- sidharth ne mere sar par haath phiraate huve kaha.
Sidharth mera haath pakad kar mujhe mere flat par ley aaya.
“Mai kab se tumhaara phone try kar raha hun, aaj tumhe kuch surprise dena tha, lekin khud tumhe aisi haalat mein dekh kar surprise ho gaya, bataao ye sab kaise huva”
“sidharth mai tumhe kuch nahi bata sakti, ye ek lambi kahaani hai” —- maine kaha
“theek hai ritu tum chinta mat karo baad mein araam se baat karenge. par tumhaare sar par chot lagi hai, mai kisi doctor ko ley kar aata hun” —- sidharth ne kaha.
“Nahi sidharth mein khud patti baandh lungi, doctor ki biwi rah kar bahut kuch seekha hai, mere paas sab samaan hai, tum abhi jao mai abhi akeli rahna chaahti hun” —- maine sidharth ki aur dekh kar kaha
“ritu kya mera tum par itna bhi hak nahi hai ki mai sukh dukh mein tumhaare saath rah sakun. Dekh raha hun ki jab se mili ho, mujh se dur dur rahne ki koshish karti ho. Kya tum vahi ritu ho jo kabhi mujh se shaadi karne ko taiyaar thi” —- sidharth ne pucha
“Nahi sidharth mein vo ritu nahi hun, vo ritu mar chuki hai, tum please abhi jao, baad mein baat karenge” —- maine nazre jhuka kar kaha. aisey kadve bol mai ushki aur dekh kar nahi bol sakti thi.
“theek hai mai ja raha hun, par yaad rakhna mai tumhe bahut pyaar karta hun” ——- vo jaate huve bola.
maine ushke jaane ke baad darvaaja band kar liya aur darvaaje par khade khade hi aanshu bahaane lagi.
sidharth mujhe pyaar de raha tha, aur mai ushe khud se dur dhakail rahi thi. dar-asal mai nahi chaahti thi ki mere jaisi ladki ushki jeendagi mein aaye. vo bahut acha hai, par mai kya hun mai ache se jaanti hun. mai apni baaki ki jeendagi ka safar akele bitaana chaahti hun…………. bilkul akele.
Sidharth ke jaane ke baad maine apni marham patti ki aur garam paani se naha kar sho gayi. bahut der tak neend nahi aayi par jab aayi to subah 11 baje aankh khuli. Maine uthte hi office phone kiya ki mai aaj nahi aaungi.
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