Fantasy Choti si Bhool By Mr. Jatin ( COMPLETE )

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Maine pucha, kya tum sach mein ye sahar chod kar ja rahe ho.
Vo bola, sahar hi nahi shaayad ye bhi ho sakta hai ki mai kal ka suraj hi na denkhu.
Ye shun kar mai chonk gayi. Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir billu ye kya kah raha hai aur kyo kah raha hai ?
Maine pucha, ye kya majaak kar rahe ho ?
Vo bola, ye majaak nahi sach hai.
Ye kah kar billu ne apna pura ling baahar nikaal liya aur ek jhatke mein phir se mere ander ghussa diya.
Mai man hi man soch rahi thi ki ye billu har vakt ek khel khelta rahta hai.
Phir billu ne achaanak bina rukey meri yoni ko ragadna shuru kar diya.
Jish pal ka mai intezaar kar rahi thi ushke achaanak aane se mai thoda sakpaka gayi aur mere kadam thoda ladkhada gaye.
Par billu ne mujhe mere nitambo par se majbooti se thaam rakha tha jiske kaaran mai sambhal gayi.
Billu kaafi der tak lagataar meri yoni mein dhakke lagata raha aur mai ushke har dhakke ke saath hava mein aage peeche jhulti rahi.
Mai itni jyada madhosh ho gayi ki mujhe kuch hosh nahi raha.
Billu ne pucha, kaisa lag raha hai ?
Maine hadbadaate huve kaha, bahut acha, please rukna mat mere sanyam ka baandh tutane waala hai.
Vo bola, tu chinta mat kar ye gaadi station se pehle nahi rukegi. Vo aur teji se meri yoni mein dhakke maarne laga.
Meri saanse bahut tej ho gayi, mai khud ko rok nahi paayi aur achaanak bhaavnaao ke saagar mein bah gayi.
Maine billu se kaha please ruk jao ab nahi saha ja raha.
Billu turant ruk gaya aur meri yoni se apna ling nikaal liya.
Mai khadi hone lagi to billu ne mujhe rok diya.
Vo bola, thoda ruko aakhri baar teri gaand to maar lu.
Billu mere nitambo ko thaam kar bola, inka to mai dewaana hun.
Ye kah kar vo mere nitambo ko betahaasa chumne laga.
Mai phir se madhosh hone lagi.
Achaanak billu ne kuch ajeeb kiya.
Ushne mere nitambo ko failaya aur meri guda ko apni jeebh se chaatne laga.
Maine pucha, ye kya kar rahe ho.
Vo bola, tujhe pyar kar raha hun taaki tu mujhe hamesha yaad rakhe.
Mujhe vishwaas nahi ho raha tha ki vo mujhe vaha chum raha hai par ye baat sach thi ki mujhe acha lag raha tha.
Meri guda ko theek se gila kar ke billu uth gaya ushka ling mere nitambo par lag raha tha.
Ushne kaha, apni gaand ko dono haato se pakad kar faila lo ander lene mein aasaani hogi.
Mai itni madhosh ho chuki thi ki maine bina jheejak ke apne nitambo ko faila liya.
Ushne mere guda dwar par apna ling laga diya aur bola, chinta mat karna mai aaraam se daalunga.
Ye kah kar ushne meri guda mein apna ling ghussa diya.
Mai phir se dard mein cheella uthi aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
Ushne pucha, jyada dard hai kya ? nikaal lu kya baahar.
Maine kaha, nahi theek hai tum kar lo, par aaraam se.
Billu ne dheere dheere apna pura ling meri guda mein sarka diya.
Ish baar ushne mujhe pareshaan nahi kiya aur dheere dheere mere nitambo mein dhakke lagane laga.
Mujhe phir se maja aane laga. farak sirf itna tha ki ye maja mujhe yoni mein nahi balki meri guda mein aa raha tha.
Achaanak billu tej tej dhakke maarne laga.
Meri saanse phulti chali gayi.
Tabhi achaanak mujhe apne peeche kuch aahat sunaayi di.
Maine peeche mud kar dekha, to mere pairo ke neeche se jamin nikal gayi, meri aankho ke aage andhera chaa gaya.
Billu ke thoda peeche ashok khada tha aur ashok ke saath billu ka dost raju khada tha.
Dono ne apni zip khol rakhi thi aur dono apne haato se apne ling ko sahla rahe the.
Maine billu se cheella kar kaha, hato, varna mai shor machaaungi.
Vo mujhe majbuti se thaame raha aur mere nitambo mein tej tej dhakke lagata raha.
Achaanak mere kitchen ki khidki khuli.
Maine jo dekha vo meri jeendagi ka sabse bada shock tha, ek shock to mai already dekh chuki thi.
Khidki mein sanjay the, mai unhe apne saamne dekh kar sharam se paani paani ho gayi.
Itne bade shock ke kaaran mai lagbhag unconcious ho gayi thi. mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir ho kya raha hai.
Mere haath paanv kaam karna band kar chuke the, billu abhi bhi badi besharmi se mere ander dhakke laga raha tha.
Achaanak maine khidki mein dekha to paaya ki sanjay vaha nahi hai.
Maine behoshi ki haalat mein hi billu se kaha, billu……. hat……… jao.
Par billu nahi maana.
Achaanak mujhe goli ki awaaj sunaayi di.
Maine nazar utha kar dekha to paaya ki sanjay khidki par vaapas lot aaye hai aur unke haath mein pistol hai.
Achaanak billu mere peeche se hat gaya.
Mai ladkhada kar neeche gir gayi, girte huve maine dekha ki billu ko goli lagi hai. mai man hi man duva kar rahi thi vo mar jaaye aur kaash ek goli mujhe bhi lag jaaye. Ye sab sochte sochte mai behosh ho gayi.
Mai man hi man badbada rahi thi ki kitna bhayaanak sapna hai. mai bechani mein apni taange patak rahi thi.
Aur achaanak meri aankh khul gayi aur maine paya ki mai hospital ke bed par padi hun aur mujhe glucose ki bottle lagi hai.
Sabse pehla khyaal yahi aaya ki hey bagwaan ye sapna nahi sach tha ! ye kaun se janam ki saja mili hai mujhe ?
Maine chaaro aur dekha to yahi laga ki ye jaroor sanjay ka hi clinic hai, kyonki mai kayi baar sanjay ke clinic aa chuki thi, aur mai ish clinic ko ache se jaanti thi.
Mai abhi tak gahre shock mein thi. sanjay ne mujhe jish haalat mein dekha tha, ushey mein unhe kabhi bhi nahi samjha sakti thi. mai ye soch kar ghabra rahi thi ki ab mein kya muh ley kar unke saamne jaaungi.
Kahte hai ki inshaan pahaad se gir kar bach sakta hai par nazro se gir kar nahi. mai sanjay ki nazaro mein to giri hi thi ush se bhi jyada badi baat ye thi ki mai khud apni nazro mein bhi gir gayi thi.
mujhe nahi lagta tha ki mai kabhi khud se nazre mila paaungi
Mujhe apne college ke dino ki ek pustak mein likhi ek baat yaad aa gayi, jishne mujhe aksar jeevan mein prerana di thi.
“In the great scheme of things, what matters is not how long you live, but why you live, what you stand for, and what you are willing to die for”
Aur ye baat soch kar apne aap meri aankho se aansu bahne lage, mai apne jeevan mein bhatak chuki thi, ab charo taraf andhera hi andhera nazar aa raha tha.
Mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha ki “what I stand for ?????” aur maine kyo apni jeendagi ke saath ye ghinona khilwaad kiya ? Mujhe khud se nafrat ho rahi thi.
Jaane anjaane maine jo kuch bhi kiya tha vo maafi ke laayak nahi tha.
Ishi udhaidbun mein maine phir se aankhe band kar li aur gahri chinta mein dub gayi.
Achaanak mujhe khyaal aaya ki billu ko goli lagi thi.
Mai yahi duva kar rahi thi ki kaash vo mar jaaye.
Mai vishwaas nahi kar paa rahi thi ki jishe maine apna sab kuch de diya ushne mujhe phir se itna bada dhoka diya.
Mere deemag mein phir se vo scene daud gaya jab maine peeche mud kar dekha tha. mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir ashok aur raju vaha kya kar rahe the, billu ne to mujhe vada kiya tha ki ab mere aur ushke beech koyi nahi aayega.
Mai ye soch kar aur jyada ghabra gayi ki kahi unka mere saath koyi jabardasti karne ka to iraada nahi tha ??
Phir achaanak ye khyaal aaya ki jab sanjay ne ye sab dekha hoga to unhe kaisa laga hoga.
Ye soch kar mai ander tak kaanp uthi. Mujhe ye ahsaash ho raha tha ki agar koyi bhi hamaari khidki se mujhe aisi haalat mein dekhta to yahi samajhata ki mai teen logo ke saath apni marji se hun.
Ye soch kar mera dil bahut bhari ho gaya. Aisa lag raha tha ki mai ghut kar mar jaaungi. aur sach pucho to mai chaahti bhi yahi thi ki mera vahi dum nikal jaaye.
Mai pade pade yahi sab soch rahi thi ki achaanak kisi ke kamre mein aane ki aahat shunayi di.
Mujh mein itni himmat nahi thi ki mai aankhe khol kar dekh paaun ki kaun hai, mujhe dar tha ki kahi ye sanjay na ho.
Mai aankhe band kiye chupchap padi rahi.
Tabhi kisi aur ke aane ki bhi aahat shunaayi di.
Mujhe shunayi diya, arey sanjay kya huva, bhaabi ko ? mujhe abhi-abhi pata chala, vo yaha clinic mein hai
Sanjay ne kaha, bas puch mat yaar, mujhe khud kuch samajh nahi aa raha, mera deemaag ghum raha hai.
Mai awaaj se samajh chuki thi ki dusri awaaj sanjay ke dost vivek ki hai. Vo sanjay ka bahut acha dost tha.
Vivek bola, bata to sahi aakhir huva kya hai ?
Sanjay ne kaha, mujhe lagta hai, ritu ka ** huva hai aur vo bhi mere ghar ke peeche aur maine khud apni aankho se ye sab dekh bhi liya. mai gahre shock mein hun.
Vivek ne kaha, kya ? tune security officer mein report ki.
Sanjay ne kaha, ushki koyi jaroorat nahi hai, mai un logo ko barbaad kar dunga. Ek ko to maine goli bhi maar di thi, mujhe yakin hai vo mar chuka hoga.