Fantasy Choti si Bhool By Mr. Jatin ( COMPLETE )

[hirarandi]

Mai ish kadar madhosh ho kar billu ke saath kho jaaungi maine socha bhi nahi tha. vo pehli baar tha ki mai thoda sa khul kar billu ke saath kho paayi thi.
Na jaane aisi kya baat thi billu mein ki mai apni shaadi shuda jindagi se khilwaad kar baithi thi. Mujhe baar baar yahi dar sata raha tha ki agar koyi aa jaata to mera kya hota. Mai kahin ki na rahti. Koyi bhi ye baat nahi samajh sakta tha ki maine jo kuch bhi kiya bhaavnao mein bahak kar kiya.
Hosho havaash mein, mai kabhi billu ke saath ye sab nahi kar sakti thi.
Par itna jaroor tha ki sex ka jo anubhav mujhe billu ke saath huva tha, vo mujhe bahut anmol sa lag raha tha, kyonki maine aaj tak aisey sex ki kalpana bhi nahi ki thi.
Billu mujhe sex ki ajeeb si gaharaayi mein ley gaya tha. aisa lag raha tha jaise ki billu mein saaksaat , kaamdev utar aaye ho.
dukh bas ish baat ka tha ki ye anubhav mujhe apne pati ke saath nahi balki billu ke saath huva tha.
yahi baat thi jo mujhe ander hi ander khaaye ja rahi thi. mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki jish rastey par mai jaane anjaane chal padi hun vo mujhe kaha ley jaayega. Mujhe charo taraf andhera hi andhera nazar aa raha tha.
mujhe baar baar yahi dar sata raha tha ki agar sanjay ko kahi se ye sab pata chal gaya to mai unhe kaise samjha paaungi. Kyonki ye sab to meri khud ki samajh se bhi baahar tha. jo bhi ho mujhe apni shaadi shuda jindagi khatre mein lag rahi thi.
par meri chinta ka kaaran yahi sab nahi tha. ek aur baat thi jo ki shuru se mujhe pareshan kiye huve thi.
Ek taraf to mere man mein ye sab karne ke baad guilt aur sharmindagi ki bhaavna ubhar jaati thi, aur ek taraf dubaara yahi sab karne ki icha ubhar aati thi, kish vakt mujh par kaun si baat haavi hogi mujhe kuch pata nahi tha. sab kuch ek maaya jaal ki tarah lag raha tha.
ush din billu ke jaane ke baad mai apne bed par thodi der takiye mein muh chupaya padi rahi. mai pade pade yahi soch rahi thi ki sukar hai billu kisi ke aane se pehle chala gaya.
Meri saanse abhi bhi ukhadi huyi thi. aur dil ki dhadkan to jaise thamne ka naam hi nahi ley rahi thi.
Chintoo aane wala tha ishliye mai jaise taise bed se uth kar ladkhadate huve kadmo se bedroom se baahar aa gayi. Mera pura sharir billu ke kaaran dukh raha tha.
Jaise hi mai baahar nikli chintoo ki college bus aa gayi.
2 baj chuke the, ishliye mai lunch banaane ke liye kitchen mein aa gayi. Khaana banaate vakt achaanak mera dhyaan band khidki par chala gaya.
Mai sochne lagi ki ye khidki to band hai par ishke kaaran meri jeendagi mein jo toofan aaya tha, vo abhi bhi chal raha hai, na jaane mera kya hoga.
Khaana banaane ke baad mai nahaane chali gayi. Nahaate huve mujhe na chaahte huve bhi apne ang ang par billu ke haato ki chuvan mahsush ho rahi thi. maine apne ang ang ko ragad ragad kar saaf kiya ki kahi billu ka koyi nishaan na rah jaaye, par jo ahsaas vo de gaya tha unhe mitaana muskil tha.
Sanjay theek 3 baje aa gaye aur mai lunch serve karne lagi.
Mera kuch bhi khaane ka man nahi tha par mai phir bhi thoda thoda nigalne lagi
Achaanak sanjay ne kuch aisa pucha ki mere gale mein nivaala atak gaya.
Sanjay ne pucha, koyi aaya tha kya ghar mein aaj ?
Maine pucha kyo kya huva ?
Unhone kaha, nahi yu hi sharma uncle ka phone aaya tha ki unhone kisi ladke ko hamaare ghar se nikalte huve dekha hai , vo puch rahe the ki koyi mehmaan aaya hai kya aapke ghar.
Mai dar to bahut gayi thi, par mujhe achaanak billu ki baat yaad aa gayi ki mujhe electrician bata dena.