Fantasy Choti si Bhool By Mr. Jatin ( COMPLETE )

[hirarandi]

Sanjay aur chintoo chaley gaye aur mai bedroom mein aa kar late gayi. Ghadi mein 9:45 baj rahe the.
Aankhe band karte hi meri aankho mein ush din ka najaara ghum gaya jab mein apne ghar ke peeche jhadiyo mein jhuki huyi thi aur billu mere peeche mere nitambo mein ling daale huve tha.
Mai foran hadbada kar uth gayi aur apne dhyaan ko yaha vaha lagaane ki koshis karne lagi. maine ek gilaas pani piya aur phir se late gayi.
Par phir se na jaane kyo vo pal yaad aa gaya jab billu ne mere nitambo mein dhake lagaate huve pucha tha ki, “kaisa lag raha hai” aur maine jawaab diya tha ki “bahut acha”.
Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir aisey vichaar mujhe kyo aa rahe hai.
Mai bed se uth kar kitchen mein aa gayi.
Ish kasamkash mein mujhe dhyaan hi nahi raha ki pura ghar bikhara pada hai.
mai jaise taise apne kaam mein lag gayi par deemag abhi bhi ishi udhaidbun mein tha ki ab mujhe kya karna chaahiye.
Billu aane wala tha, aur mai koyi faisala nahi kar pa rahi thi.
Par itna jarur tha ki mere liye ushke saath chalna mumkin nahi tha.
ushke ghar mein mere saath jo kuch huva tha ushke baad, vaha jaana mere liye kisi bhi haalat mein munasib nahi tha.
10:45 baj gaye aur billu nahi aaya, mujhe laga acha huva mai apne man ki duvidha se bach gayi.
Mai ye soch hi rahi thi ki door bell baj uthi.
Mai phir se bechan ho gayi.
Mujhe yakin tha ki ye billu hi hoga.
Maine halka sa darvaaja khola, saamne billu khada tha.
Vo mujhe dekh kar bola, sorry thoda late ho gaya.
Maine kaha, billu mai tumhare saath nahi ja sakti, tum yaha se chale jao.
Ushne kaha, kyo kya huva ?
Maine kaha, mujhe nahi pata, tum please jao koyi dekh lega.
Ushne darvaaja dhakailte huve kaha, ander baith kar baat karein.
Maine darvaaja jor se thaam kar kaha, nahi tum ab jao.
Ushne kaha, puri raat mai sho nahi paya, saari raat tu mere khayaalo mein ghumti rahi aur ab tu kahti hai ki mai jaaun, mai kaha jaaun ?
Ushne phir se darvaaje ko dhakaila par mai darvaaje ko majbuti se thaame rahi.
Ushne kaha, dekho koyi dekh lega, mujhe jaldi ander aane do, thodi der mujh se baat hi kar lo, mai chala jaaunga.
Mujhe pata to tha ki vo ye sab kyo kah raha hai par phir bhi darvaaje par mere haato ki pakad thodi dheeli pad gayi aur vo jhat se darvaaja dhakail kar ander aa gaya.
Ander aa kar ushne darvaaje ki kundi laga di aur mere saamne khada ho gaya.
Ushne pucha, kya baat hai ?
Maine kaha, kuch nahi mujhe ye sab theek nahi lag raha.
Ushne kaha, ish mein theek lagne, na lagne ki kya baat hai ? ye to ek khel hai, maje se khelo aur bhul jao, tu bekaar mein chinta kar rahi hai.
Maine kaha, tum aadmi ho, ek aurat ki majburi tum nahi samajh sakte.
Ushne kaha, agar mai tujhe majbur kar raha hun to mai jarur galat hun, par agar tera man khud mere saath enjoy karna chaahta hai to, tujhe khud ko jabardasti nahi rokna chaahiye, ye jawani baar baar nahi aayegi.
Maine kaha, par mein kaise bhul jaaun ki mein kisi ki patni hun ? mai ander hi ander ghut rahi hun, mujh se ye sab nahi hoga, tum please jao.
Ushne kaha, kya tujhe yakin hai ki sanjay hi tera pati hai aur mai nahi ?
Maine hairani mein pucha, kya matlab ?
Ushne kaha, kya aisa nahi ho sakta ki shaayad kisi janam mein tum meri patni rahi ho.
Maine gussey mein kaha, haan, haan bilkul ho sakta hai, aur ye bhi ho sakta hai ki vo kamina ashok bhi kisi janam mein mera pati raha ho, tabhi tum mujhe ushke paas ley gaye the.
Billu thoda sakpaka gaya.
Thoda sochne ke baad vo bola, vakt aane par tujhe saari sachayi pata chal jaayegi. Tu ashok ko bhul ja, maine kal maafi to maangi thi, aur tune mujhe maaf bhi kiya tha, kya kal tu naatak kar rahi thi ?