Fantasy Choti si Bhool By Mr. Jatin ( COMPLETE )

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Sanjay ne mujhe vaha ka address de diya, vo jagah ghar se thoda dur thi.
Sanjay ne kaha tum car chalana sheekh lo, ek car kharid dunga, filhaal tum bus se chali jana, koyi 40 ya 50 minut ka rasta hai bus se.
Maine kaha theek hai.
Ek pal ko mai saare dukh bhul gayi. Mai bhul gayi ki thodi der pehle billu ke ghar mere saath kya huva tha.
Par Sanjay ke jaane ke baad mujhe phir se dukh ke baadlo ne gher liya.
Mai jab naha rahi thi to mujhe achanak yaad aa gaya ki ashok kaise mujhe apne saamne jhuka kar mere saath……………………….. aur mai gam mein dubati chali gayi.
Mai naha dho kar leti hi thi ki phone ki ghanti baj uthi.
Maine phone uthaya to paya ki ye ashok ka phone tha.
Vo bola, theek se pahunch gayi naa tu ?
Maine gussey mein kaha, “tumhey ish se kya matlab, yaha dubara phone mat karna” aur ye kah kar phone patak diya.
Phone phir se baj utha,
Phir se ashok hi tha, vo bola, mujhe matlab hai, kitney pyar se di thi tune aaj, sach abhi tak mere lund par teri chut ki garmahat mahsus ho rahi hai, tujhe itney dino baad hi sahi, ek baar paa kar man jhoom raha hai, bata phir kab milegi, mai tujhe jee bhar kar chodna chahta hu.
Maine jhat se phone patak diya, par mere pure sharir mein ye sab shun kar ek ajeeb si halchal ho gayi aur na chahte huve bhi mujhe uska meri yoni mein ek ek dhaka yaad aa gaya. Mai guilt se bhar gayi aur phone ko gussey se jor se dur fenk diya.
Mai pachata rahi thi ki aakhir maine billu ko ye number kyo de diya. agar kabhi sanjay ne utha liya to ?
Mai bed par gir gayi aur kab mujhe gahri neend aa gayi pata hi nahi chala. Peechli raat ki neend jo bhari huyi thi aankho mein.
Mein koyi 7 baje uthi. Chintoo ne jor jor se TV par gaane chala rakhe the, shayad ushi ki vajah se mai thoda jaldi uth gayi varna to shoti rahti.
Par uthtey hi phir se purey din ki ghatna mere deemag mein ghum gayi. Aur mein phir se guilt aur sharmindagi se bhar gayi.
Mai ye soch rahi thi ki ab kya karna hai in logo ka, inhone to badi chalaki se phansaya hai mujhe. Maine faisala kiya ki ab chahey jo ho mai in logo ke jhanse mein nahi aaungi.
Agar vo sanjay ko sab bataate hai to bata de, ab mein kisi bhi haalat mein unke haato ka khilona nahi banugi
Par tab mujhe khyaal aaya ki unhone to mujhe kuch karne ko nahi kaha tha.
par ye sach tha ki ashok ne aisey halaat paida kar diye the ki mujhe khud kahna pada ki mein kuch bhi karungi.
Agar mein unki chaal samajh paati to aisa kabhi naa kahti.
Ush raat mein bahut bechan rahi. sanjay chupchap sho rahe the aur mai baar, baar karvate badal rahi thi.
Rah rah kar pura din meri aanko mein ghum raha tha.
Mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir apney man ko kaise shant karu. Itni badi ghatna ke baad shayad ye sab natural tha.
Par tabhi mujhe achanak vo pal yaad aa gaya jab meri yoni ne ashok ke dhako ke kaaran apna paani baha diya tha. mai samajh nahi paa rahi thi ki aakhir aisa kyo huva tha ?
Par jo bhi tha mai ish kaaran bahut guilt mahsus kar rahi thi
Ishi kasamkash mein achanak mujhe college ke dino ki ek ghatna yaad aa gayi.
College mai ek ladki thi, neha bahut hi sundar aur smart. Vo meri ek saal senior thi, aur college ke paas hi hostel mein rahti thi. uske baare mein charcha thi ki ushke peeche kayi ladke deewane hai. par vo kishi ko bhi line nahi deti thi. meri to ush se koyi bolchal nahi thi, par vo meri friend dipti ki achi dost thi.
ek din ki baat hai mai aur dipti college canteen mein kuch snacks kha rahe the. Saamne se neha aa gayi, aur dipti ne ushe bula liya.
dipti ne ush se pucha, aur aajkal kya chal raha hai ?
vo boli kuch khaas nahi, bas time paas.
Dipti ne majaak mein pucha par time paas bhi acha kar leti ho.
Neha ne pucha kya matlab, mai bhi dipti ke ish majaak par hairan thi.