Fantasy Dr Neelam ki kahani ( Complete )

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Teenon ke "aaaaaaahhhhh oooooohhhh" se poora jungle goonj raha tha.
Arun to chodte waqt gandi gandi galiyan nikalta tha. Hum teeno buri
tarah hanf rahe the. Mai kafi der tak seat par apne pairon ko failaye
padi rahi.

Mujhe dono ne sahara dekar uthaya. Mere janghon ke jod par age
peechhe dono taraf hi jalan machi hui thi. Dono ke beech mai usi
halat me baith gayee. dono ke saath sex hone ke baad ab aur sharm ki
koi gunjaish nahi bachi thi. Dono mere nagn badan ko choom rahe the
aur ashleel bhasha me baten karte ja rahe the. Dono ke ling sikud kar
chhote chhote ho chuke the.

Kuchh der baad Mukul ne peechhe se ek box se kuchh sandwich nikaale
jo shayad apne liye rakhe the. Hum teenon ne usi halat me apas me mil
baant kar khaya. Pani ke naam par to bus Rum ki bottle hi adhi bachi
thi. Mujhe man kar bhi us bottle se do ghoont lene pade. Do ghoont
peete hi kuchh der me sir ghoomne laga aur badan kafi halka ho gaya.
Maine apni ankhen band kar li. Mai is duniya se bekhabar thi. Tabhi
dono side ke darwaje khulne aur band hone ki awaj aye. Magar maine
apni ankhen khol kar dekhne ki jaroorat bhi mahsoos nahi ki. Mai usi
halat me apni nagnta se bekhabar gadi ki seat par pasri hui thi.

Kuchh der baad wapas gadi ka darwaja khula aur meri banh ko pakad kar
kisine bahar kheencha. Maine apni ankh khol kar dekha ki sadak ke
paas ghaas foos ikattha karke ek alaw jala rakha hai.

Paas hi us fati hui chadar ko faila kar jameen par bichha rakha tha.
Us chadar par Arun nagn halat me baitha hua shayad mera hi intezaar
klar raha tha. Mukul mujhe kheench kar Alaw ke paas le ja raha tha.
Mai ladkhadate huye kadmo se uske saath khinchti ja rahi thi. Do baar
to girne ko hui to Mukul ne mere badan ko sahara diya. Uske nagn
badan ki chuan apne nange badan par pa kar mujhe ab tak ki poori
ghatna yaad a gayee. mai uske panjon se apna haath chhudana chahti
thi magar mujhe laga mano badan me koi jaan hi nahi bachi hai.

Mere alaw ke paas pahunchte hi Arun ne apna hath badha kar mujhe apni
god me kheench liya. Mukul bhi wahi akar baith gaya. Dono wapas mere
nagn badan ko masalne kachotne lage. Mere eke k ang ko tod marod kar
rakh diya. Thakan aur nashe se wapas meri ankhen band hone lagi. Dono
eke k stan par apna haq jamane ki koshish kar rahe the. Dono ki do do
ungliyan ek saath meri yoni ke andar bahar ho rahi thi. Mai uttejna
se tadapne lagi. Mai dono ke siron ko jakad kar apni chaatiyon par
bheench rahi thi.

Arun ghtne ke bal utha aur mere sir ko balon se pakad kar apne ling
par daba diya. Veerya se sane uske ling ko maine apna munh khol kar
andar jane ka rasta diya. Mai unke ling ko choosne lagi aur Mukul
meri yoni aur nitambon par apni jeebh ferne laga. Mujhe don one
hathon aur pairon ke bal par kisi janwar ki tarah jhukaya aur Arun
mere samne se akar apna ling wapas mere munh me daal diya. Tabhi
Mukul ne wapas apne ling ko meri yoni ke andar daal diya. Dono ek
saath mere age aur peechhe se dhakka marte aur mai beech me fansi
dard se karah uthti.

Is tarah jo sambhog chalu hua to ghanton chalta raha dono ne mujhe
raat bhar buri tarah jhijhor diya. Kabhi age se kabhi peechhe se
kabhi munh me to kabhi meri dono chhatiyon ke beech har jagah jee
bhar kar malish kee. Mere poore badan par veerya ka mano lep chadha
diya. Poora badan veerya se chipchipa ho raha tha. Na to unhon ne ise
poncha na mujhe hi apne badan ko saaf karne diya. Dono mujhe tab tak
rondte rahe jab tak na Sambhog karte karte wo nidhaal
ho kar wahin pad gaye. Mai to mano coma me thi. Mere badan ke saath
jo kuchh ho raha tha mujhe lag raha tha mano koi sapna ho. Dono akhir
nidhal ho kar wahin ludhak gaye.

Raat ko kabhi kisi ki aankh khulti to mujhe kuchh der tak jhinjhorne
lagta. Pata hi nahin chala kab bhor ho gayi. Achanak meri aankh khuli
to dekha charon or lalima fail rahi hai. Mai dono ki god men bilkul
nagn leti hui thi. Mera nasha khatm ho chukka tha. Mujhe apni halat
par sharm ane lagi. Mujhe apne aap se nafrat hone lagi. Kis tarah
maine unhe apni manmaani kar lene diya. Jee me a raha tha ki wahin se
koi patthar utha kar dono ke sir fod doon. Magar uthne lagi to laga
mano mera nichla badan sunn ho gaya ho. Dard ki adhikta ke karan mai
ladkhada kar wapas wahin pasar gayee. Mere girne se dono chaunk kar
uth baithe aur meri halat dekh kar muskura diye. Mere phool se badan
ki halat bahut hi buri ho rahi thi. Jagah jagah laal neele nishaan
pade huye the. Mere stan dard se suje huye the. Dono ne sahara dekar
mujhe uthaya. Mukul mujhe Arun ki bahon me chhod kar mere kapde le
aya tab tak Arun mere nagn sharer se lipta huya mere honthon ko
choomta raha. Ek hath mere stano ko masal rahe the to doosra hath
meri janghon ke beech meri yoni ko masal raha tha. Dono ne mil kar
mujhe kapde pahanne me madad ki magar Arun ne mujhe meri bra aur
panty wapas nahi ki un do kapdon ko usne hamare sambhog ki yaadgaar
ke roop me apne paas rakh liya.

Maine Sumo me baith kar back mirror par najar daali to apni haalat
dekh kar ro padi. Honth sooj
rahe the chehre par veerya sookh kar safed papdi bana raha tha. Mujhe
apne aap se ghinn aarahi thi. Sadak ke paas hi thoda paani jama hua
tha. Jis se apna chehra dho kar apne aap ko vyavasthit kiya.

Dono mujhe apne badan se unke diye nishano ko mitane ki nakam koshish
karte dekh rahe the. Arun mere badan se lipat kar mere hontho ko chum
liya. Maine use dhakel kar apne se alag kiya.
"mujhe apne ghar wapas chhod do." Maine gusse se kaha. Arun ne samne
ki seat par baith kar jeep ko start kiya. Jeep ek hi jhatke me start
ho gayi.

"ye….ye to ek baar me hi start ho gayee…" maine unki taraf dekha to
dono ko mujh par muskurate huye paya. Mai samajh gayi ki yeh sab dono
ki mili bhagat thi. Mujhe chodne ke
liye hi soonsaan jagah me lejakar gadi kharab kar diya. Saara dono ki
mili juli planning ka hissa tha. Mai chup chaap baithee rahi aur dono
ko man hi man kosti rahi.

Ghante bhar baad hum ghar pahunche. Raste me bhi dono mere urozon par
haath ferte rahe. Magar maine dono ko gusse se apne badan sea alag
rakha. Hum jab tak ghar pahunche Sooraj apne kaam par nikal chukka
tha jo ki mere liye bahut hi achchha raha warna usko meri halat dekh
kar saaf pata chal jaata ki raat bhar maine kya kya gul khilayen
hain. Mere liye uski gahree ankhon ko safai dena bhari pad jata.

Maine darwaja khola aur andar gayee. Dono mere peechhe peechhe andar
a gaye. Mai unhe rok nahi payee.

"mai bathroom me ja rahi hoon nahane ke liye tum wapas jate samay
darwaja bhida dena."

"janeman itni jaldi bhi kya hai. Abhi ek ek round aur khelne ka man
ho raha hai." Arun ne badtameeji se apne daant nikale.

"nahi….chale jao nahi to mai Suraj ko bata doongi. Suraj ko pata chal
gaya to wo tum dono ko jinda nahi chhodega." Maine dono ki or nafrat
se dekha.

"are nahi janeman tum hum mardon se wakif nahi ho. Abhi agar ja kar
maine kah diya ki tumhari biwi saari raat humare saath gulcharre
udane ke liye raat bhar humare paas ruk gayee to tumhara husband hume
hi sahi manega. Deti rahna tum apni safai. Hahaha…." Arun meri bebasi
par hans raha tha mujhe lag raha tha ki abhi dono ka gala daba doon.
Mai chup chhap khadi fati fati ankhon se use dekhti hi rah gayee.

"jao janeman nahalo….badan se paseene ki boo a rahi hai. Naha dhokar
taiyaar rahna aur haan badan par koi bhi kapda nahi rahe. Hum kuchh
der me tumhare patidev se milkar ate hain. Jane se pahle ek baar
tumhare badan ko aur apne paani se bhigo kar jayenge."

Mai chup chaap khadi rahi.

"agar tune hamari baton ko nahi mana to kal tak sara hospital jaan
jayega ki Dr. Neelam apni saheli ke pati aur uske dost ke saath raat
bhar rangraliyan mana kar a rahi hai. Tumhari ye bra aur panty meri
baton ko sabit karenge."

Mai thagi si dekhti rah gayee. Kuchh bhi nahi kah payee. Dono hanste
huye kamre se nikal gaye.

Mai darwaja band kar ke apni bebasi par ro padi. Kuchh der tak bistar
par padi rahi fir uthkar mai bathroom me ghus kar shower ke neeche
apne badan ko khoob ragad ragad kar nahai. Mano un dono ke diye har
nishaan ko mita dena chahti houn.

Bahar nikal kar maine kapdon ki or hath badhaye. Magar dono ki
hidayat yaad karke ruk gayee. Mai kuchh der tak asmanjas me rahi. Mai
akele me bhi kabhi ghar me nagn nahi rahi thi. Fir aaj….khair mane ek
Suraj ka samne se poora khul jane wala gown phana aur bistar par
jakar ludhak gayee. Abhi neeng ka ek jhonka aya hi tha ki door bell
ki awaj se neend khul gayee. Maine uth kar ghadi ki taraf nigaah
dali. Subah ke dus baj rahe the. Dono ko gaye huye ek ghanta ho
chukka tha iska matlab hai ki darwaje par dono hi honge. Mai darwaje
par ja kar apne gown ki dor kheench kar khol di. Gown ko apne badan
se hatana hi chahti thi ki achanak ye vichaar kaundh gaya ki agar
dono ke alawa koi aur hua to? Agar unki Jagah Suraj hi hua to…..kya
sochega mujhe is roop me dekh kar? …..mere badan par bane anginat
nakhoono aur daanto ke nishaan dekh kar?

"kaun hai?" maine poochha.

"hum hain janeman….tumhare ashiq" bahar se awaj ayee. Mere poore
badan me ek nafrat ki aag jalne lagi. Maine ek lambi saans li aur
apne gown ko apne badan se alag hokar jameen par gir jane diya. Aur
darwaje ki sankal neech kar di. Dono darwaje ko khol kar andar a
gaye. Mujhe is roop me dekh kar dono to bus pagal hi ho gaye. Mai na
nukur karti rahi magar meri minnaton ko suune ka kisi ke paas time
nahi tha. Dono andar a kar darwaje ko andar se band kiya. Arun ne ek
jhatke se mere nange badan ko apni god me uthakar bedroom me le gaya.
Mujhe bed par lita kar dono apne kapde kholne lage.

"jaan aaj hum tujhe tere usi bistar par chodenge jis par tu aaj tak
apne Suraj se hi chudti ayee hogi." Arun ne kaha," jara hum bhi to
dekhen ki Suraj ko kitna maja ata hoga tere is najuk badan ko masalne
me."

Dono poori tarah nagn ho kar bistar par chadh gaye. Mujhe chit lita
kar Mukul meri tangon ke beech a gaya aur apna ling meri yoni me ek
jhatke me daal kar mujhe jor jor se chodne laga.

Poori yoni raat bhar ki chudai se sooji hui thi us par se Mukul ka
mota ling kisi tarah ka raham den eke mood me nahi tha. Aisa lag raha
tha jaise koi meri yoni ko kisi sand paper se ghis raha ho. Arun use
kheench kar mujh par se hatana chaha. pahle meri yoni ki chadhai wo
hi karna chahta tha magar Mukul ne kaha is baar to pahle wo hi
chodega aur usne hatne se saaf saaf inkaar kar diya.

Arun jab mujh par se Mukul ko nahi hata paya to mere stano par toot
pada. Mukul mujhe jor jor se chodne me laga tha. Uske har dhakke ke
saath poora bistar hil jata tha. Ek to poori raat chudai ki thakan
aur upar se dukhta hua badan is baar to mai dard se dohri hui ja rahi
thi. Munh se lagataar dard bhari awajen aur cheekhen nikal rahi thi.

"aaaaaaaahhhh…….huh…..huh……ooooooohhhhh………mmmaaaaaaa………uiiiiiiiiii……
aaaaaaaaaah……..nnnnnnaaaaaahiiii
iiiiiii…………..uuufffffff…….uuuuufffffff
ff…….huh…oooohh" jaisi awajon se karma goonj raha tha.

" mai iske peechhe ghusata hoon tu uske baad iski yoni me apna lund
thokna. Dono saath saath thokenge ise." Arun ne kaha to Mukul ne apna
ling meri yoni se nikaal liya. Arun ne mujhe ghuma kar pet ke bal
lita diya aur mere nitambon ke neeche apne hath dekar mere badan ko
kuchh upar khincha. Mere badan me ab unka kisi bhi tarah ka virodh
karne kin a to koi taqat bachi thi na hi koi ichchha. Maine apna
badan dheela chhod rakha tha dono jaise chah rahe the mere badan ko
us tarah se bhog rahe the. Arun apne ling ko mere guda par set karke
mere upar let gaya. Use isme Mukul madad kar raha tha. Mukul ne apne
hathon se meri tangent faila kar mere dono nitambon ko alag karke
Arun ke ling ke liye rasta banaya. Uske letne se Arun ka ling mere
guda dwaar ko kholta hua andar chala gaya. Aaj hi iski seal Mukul ne
tod di thi isliye is baar jyada dard nahi hua. Mujhe usi awastha me
Arun kuchh der tak chodta raha. Uske hath neeche jakar mere stano ko
wapas nichodne lage.
Kuchh der baad usi awastha me apne ling ko andar dale dale Arun ghoom

gaya. Ab mera chehra chat ki taraf ho gaya tha. Neeche se Arun ka
ling mere guda me dhansa hua tha.

" Arun kuchh bacha bhi hai in doodh ki botlon me? Aaj inko bharne ki
taiyaari karte hain. Dekhte hain dono me se kaun banta hai iske
bachche ka baap. Jab in botlon me doodh ayega to ye khushi khushi
humare lund ko nahlayegi apne doodh se." Mukul hans raha tha. Usne
meri yoni ki fankon ko apni ungliyon se alag kiya aur apne ling ko
andar daal diya. Wapas mai dono ke beech sandwich bani hui thi. Dono
or se eke k ling mere badan ko pees rahe the. Dono ek saath apne ling
thokne lage.

Tabhi Arun ne hath badha kar telephone uthaya.

" are mai to tujhe kahna hi bhool gaya tha. Suraj baat karma chahta
hai tujhse. Kah raha tha ki Neelam se meri baat karwa dena."

Isse pahle ki mai "nnnnaaahi…..
nahiiiiiiii… .abhiiiii. .nahiiiiiiii… .
pleeeeeese……..issss…..haaaalat meee nahiiiiiiiii… .." kahkar use mana
karti Arun ne number dial kar diya tha. Aur uska receiver mere kaan
par laga diya. Har kar maine hath badha kar receiver apne hathon me
le liya.

"Hello…" Doosri or se Suraj ki awaj aye to mere ankhon se ansoo a
gaye. Mai chup rahi. Dono poori takat se mujhe chod rahe the.

"hello.." Suraj ne dobara kaha to maine bhi jawab
diya"hello….Suraj… ..huh…huh…mai Neelam. Mai ghar pahunch gayee hun."

"theek to ho na? raste me koi pareshaani to nahi hui?"

"nahii koi pareshani..offf… .koi pareshani nahi hui..aah… mai theek
hoon…tum huh huh pareshaan mat hona."

"tumhari baton se to lag raha hai ki tumhari tabiyat theek nahi hai.
Tum itni hanf kyon rahi ho?"

" are kuchh nahi….subah gadi ko kafi dhakka lagan pada isliye abhi
tak hanf rahi hoon. Thakaan ke karan hi poora badan dard kar raha
hai. Koi baat nahi abhi koi pain killer le leti hoon shaam tak theek
ho jaungi. Hmmm aahh tum pareshaan mat hona." Kahkar maine jaldi se
phone kat diya. Jyada baat karne se meri halat ka pata chal jane ka
dar tha.

Dono kuchh de baad apne apne ling se dher sara veerya mere dono
chhedo me bhar kar mere badan par se uth gaye. Dono apne kapde pahne
aur wapas chale gaye. Mai kisi tarah lad khadati hui uthi aur usi
halat me darwaje tak a kar use band kiya aur daud kar wapas bathroom
me ghus gayee. dono chhedon se unka ras rista hua janghon tak pahunch
gaya tha. Maine wapas pani se apne badan ko saaf kiya aur bistar me
akar pad gayee. Kab meri ankh lagi pata hi nahi chala. Jab aankh
khuli tab shaam ho chuki thi. Maine pain killer le kar apne dukhte
badan ko kuchh normal kiya jisse Suraj ko pata nahi chale. Aur
taiyaar hokar Suraj ka intezaar karne lagi.

Rachna ki delivery ho gayee. usne ek pyaare se ladke ko janm diya
tha. Us ghatne kebaad Arun kai baar kisi na kisi bahane se aya magar
mai humesha ya to hospital me logon ke beech chhipi rahti ya Suraj ke
saath rahti. Jisse ki Arun ko koi mauka nahi mil paye. Ek do baar
saath me Mukul bhi aya magar maine dono ki chalne nahi di. Dono mujhe
logon se chip kar ashleel ishare karte the magar maine unhe andekha
kar diya. Maine ek do baar dabi awaj me unhe Suraj se shikayat karne
ki aur Rachna ko khabar karne ki dhamki bhi di to unka ana kuchh kum
hua. Mujhe us admi se itni nafrat ho gayee thi ki bayan nahi kar
sakti. Maine man hi man uske is gire huye harkat ka badla lene ki
thaan li thi.



Delievery ke teen maheene baad Rachna wapas a gayee. Arun gaya tha
use lene. Dono bahut khush the. Hum bhi us naye ajnabee ke swagat me
busy ho gaye. Unhon ne apne bete ka naam rakha tha Anil. Bauht cute
hai unka Anil. Bilkul apne baap ki shakl paya hai.



Wapas an eke baad Arun kuchh din tak Rachna ke paas hi raha. Hum dono
ke makan paas paas hi the. Isliye hum aksar kisi ek ke ghar me hi
rahte. Arun mauke ki talash me rahta tha. Mujhe dobara dabochne ke
liye wo tadap raha tha.



Kai baar mauke mile mere badan ko sahlane aur masalne ke liye. Rachna
apne bachche me busy rahti thi isliye Arun ko kisi na kisi bahane
mauka mil hi jata tha. Mai ghar par sir ek jheeni si nighty me hi
rahti thi. Kai baar uski harkaton se bachne ke liye maine androoni
vastr pahanne ki koshish ki magar usne mujhe dhamka kar aisa karne se
rok diya. Wo to chahta tha ki mai subah ghar par bilkul nangi hi
rahoon jisse use kadon ko hatane ki mehnat nahi karni pade. Magar
maine iska jam kar virodh kiya. Ant me mai is baat par raji hui ki
ghar me sirf ek patla gown pahan kar hi rahoongi.



Suraj ke samne wo apni harkaton ko control me rakhta magar hamesha
kuchh na kuchh harkat karne ke liye mauka dhoondhta hi rahta tha. Ab
usi din ki baat lo hum do family ek restaurant me dinner ke liye
gaye. Mai Arun ke samne ki chair par baithi thi aur Rachna Suraj ke
samne. Hum dono hi sari pahne huye the. Achanak maine apni tangon par
kuchh rengta hua mahsoos kiya. Maine neeche najar dali to dekha ki wo
Arun ka pair tha. Arun is tarah baten karne me mashgool tha jaise use
kuchh bhi nahi pata ho ki table ke neeche kya chal raha hai. Usne
apne pair ke panjon se meri sari ko pakad kar use kuchh upar uthaya
aur uska pair mere nagn pairon ke upar firne laga. Wo dheere dheere
apne pair ko uthata hua mere ghutno tak pahuncha. Mai ghabrahat ke
mare paseene paseene ho rahi thi. Wo ek public place tha aur hum par
kisi ki bhi najar pad sakti thi. Meri sari kafi upar uth chuki thi.
Ab wo apne pair ko dono janghon ke beech firane laga. Meri sari ab
ghutno ke upar uth chuki thi. Maine charon taraf najar daudai. Sab
apne apne kam me vyast the kisi ki bhi najar hum par nahi thi.
Doosron ko to chhodo Suraj aur Rachna bhi humari harkaton se bekhabar
chuhal baji me lage huye the. Arun bhi barabar unka sath de raha tha.
Sirf mai hi ghbarahat ke mare kanp rahi thi. Uske pair ka panja meri
panty ko chhu raha tha. Mere honth sookh rahe the.



"kya hua banno tu aaj itni chup chup kyon hai?" mai Rachna ke sawal
par ekdum se hadbada gayee. aur meri chammach se khana plate me gir
gaya.



"nahi nahi…..kuchh nahi mai to….asal me aaj meri tabiyat kuchh theek
nahi lag rahi hai."



"kyon…..Suraj tumne kuchh kar to nahi diya?" Rachna Suraj ki or dekh
kar muskurai, "chalo achhi kahabar hai. Tum logon ki shadi ko kafi
saal ho gaye ab to kuchh hona bhi chahiye." Kah kar Rachna Surak ki
or ek ankh daba kar muskurai.



"han haan aur kya ab to Rachna bhi mummy bun gayee. Tum logon ko bhi
ab precaution hata dena chahiye." Arun Rachna ki baat age badhata hua
meri or dekh kar kaha, "Suraj agar tumse kuchh nahi ho raha ho to
kisi aur ko bhi mauka do." Aur mujhe vasna bhari nigaahon se dekha.



"han haan kyon nahi…" Rachna ne apne husband ko chhedte huye kaha,"
meri saheli ko dekh kar to tumhari shuru se hi laar tapakti hai. Tum
to mauka ho dhoondh rahe hoge dubki lagan eke liye."



Use kya maloom tha uska husband dubki kabke hi laga chukka. Hum
chaaron hansne lage. Achanak Rachna ka rumal hath se fisal kar neeche
gir pada. Ye dekhte hi Arun ne jhatke se apna pair meri panty ke upar
se hata kar neeche kiya magar uska pair meri sari me ulajh gaya.
Maine bhi jhatke se apne dono pair sikod liye. Jisse Rachna ko pata
nahi chale. Magar meri sari me lipta uska pair humare beech chal rahi
chuhal baji ki kahani kah raha tha. Magar shayad Racna ko hum dono ke
beech is tarah ki kisi harkat ki ummed bhi nahi thi. Isliye usne jhuk
kar apna rumal uthaya magar humdono ki uljhi hui tangon par najar
nahi padi. Mera poora badan paseene se bheeg gaya tha.



Isi tarah hum kai baar pakde jate jate bach gaye.



Meri shifts ki duty rahti thi. Isliye kabhi kabhi jab mai subah ke
waqt ghar par hoti aur Suraj Nursary ke liye nikala hota tab Arun
kuchh mangne ke bahane se ya mujhe bulane ke bahane se mere ghar a
jata aur mujhe daboch leta. Mere inkaar ka uspar koi asar hi nahi
hota tha. Wo sabko batane ki dhamki dekar mere chhootne ki koshishon
ki hawa nikal deta. Wo mujhe blackmail karke mere badan se khelne
lagta. Mai uski jaal me is tarah fansi hui thi ki na chahkar bhi chup
rahna padta.



Kai baar usne mujhe daboch kar ek jhatke me mera gown sharer se alag
kar deta. Fir mujhe poori tarah nangi karke mere badan ko choomta
chatta aur apne bada ko bhi mujhse chatwata. Wo apne ling ko theek
tarah se saaf karta tha ya nahi kya pata kyonki uske ling se badbu
ati thi. Mujhe usi ling ko choosne ke liye jabardasti karta tha. Apni
biwi par to uski jabardasti chal nahi pati thi. Rachna uske ling ko
kabhi munh se nahi lagati. Lekin mujhe uske husband ke ling ko apne
munh me lekar chatna padta tha.



Wo kabhi sofe par to kabhi deewaar ke saath laga kar to kabhi kitchen
ki patti par mere hath tika kar mujhe chodta. Mere mana karne par bhi
wo meri yoni ko apne veerya se bhar deta tha. Mai pregnancy se bachne
ke liye daily contraceptive lene lagi thi. Kyonki kya pata kab uska
beej asar dikha de. Fir bhi ek dar to bana hi rahta tha.



Kuchh din wahan rah kar Arun ko apne kaam par lautna pada. Rachna ko
duty par bachcha le jane me dikkat rahi thi. Infection ho jane ka
khatra to rahta hi tha. Ghar par bachche ko akela bhi nahi chhod
sakti thi. Maine use apne ghar ko band kar mere aur Suraj ke saath hi
rahne ki salah di.



"nahi Neelam..Arun kya sochega. Wo bahut shakki admi hai."



"kisi ko batane ki tujhe jaroorat hi kahan hai. Jab wo aye to tu apne
ghar chali jana. Ab dekh tu yahan rahegi to tere absence me tere
bachche ki mai hi maa ban kar rahoongi." Maine kaha.



"lekin bachche ko bhookh lagi to kya pilayegi? Tere mummo me to abhi
doodh hi nahi hai." Kahkar usne meri chhatiyon ko masal diye. Mai bhi
uski harkaton par hansne lagi.



"ek baat bata…." Rachna ne poochha," tera pati kuchh sochega to nahi?
Mai agar tere saath rahne lagi to use koi objection to nahi hoga?"



"objection aur use?......" maine un dono ke beech sambandhon ko garam
banana ki thaan lit hi, "teri nikatta se use kabhi objection ho sakta
hai kya? Wo to teri nikatta ke liye chhatpatata rahta hai. Aur waise
bhi do do biwi pakar koi mana karega bhala."



" Neelu ab mai maroongi tujhe" wo mujhe pakadne ke liye meri or
daudi.



"achchha? Jara aine me najar maar tera laal sharm se bhara chehra
tere jajbaton ki chugli kar raha hai. Saaf dikh raha hai ki aag to
dono taraf hi lagi hui hai." Mai hansti hui sofe ke charon or bhagi
magar usne mujhe pakad liya aur hum guttham guttha ho kar sofe par
gir pade.



"tub hi to kam nahi hai. Arun ke saath tub hi bahut ankh matakka
karti rahti hai. Din bhar kisi na kisi bahane se tere ghar ki or
bhagta tha aur adhe ghante se pahle wapas nahi ata tha. Tune kya apni
saheli ko andhi samajh rakha hai."



"budmaas…..shakki……" hum dono ek doosre se lipte huye hans rahe the
ek doosre ko chikoti kat rahe the. Gudgudi de rahe the.



Khair Rachna apna sara saman lekar humare ghar par hi rahne lagi.
Samne hi uske ghar ka darwaja tha. Din me ek adh baar apne ghar bhi
chali jati thi. Jisse Arun aye to use aisa nahi lage ki makan kafi
dino se band ho. Suraj to bahut khush tha Rachna ko apne saath pakar.
Hum teeno mil kar ek family ki tarah hi rah rahe the. Aag aur ghee
saath saath kab take k doosre ko chhuye bina rah sakte hain jab saath
hi unki aag ko hawa den eke liye mai maujood thi. Aksar hum dono ki
duty alag alag shifton me rahti thi. Hum dono me se ek ghar par
rahta. Subah ke alawa jab meri duty shaam ki ya raat ki hoti to Suraj
Rachna ke saath hi rahta. Jab pahli baar meri night shift hui to
Rachna apne makan me sone ke liye jane lagi to maine hi use rok diya.



"yahi so ja na. Suraj to apne bedroom me soyega. Tujhe uske saath son
eke liye thodi kah rahi hoon. Kyon Suraj? Meri saheli ke saath kisi
tarah ki chhed chhad to nahi karoge na?" maine Suraj ki or dekha use
bhi apni or milane ke liye.