Fantasy Choti si Bhool By Mr. Jatin ( COMPLETE )

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Ye kah kar ushne phone rakh diya.
Mai sab sun kar bechan ho gayi. Mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir vo kya chahta hai.
Tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki mai hadbadahat me uske bapu ko kya bol gayi, thi.
Ushey vaha se bhejne ke liye mai kuch bhi karne ko taiyar ho gayi thi.
Mai soch rahi thi ki ye kaise narak mein fans gayi hu mai. Meri choti si bhool, ab choti na rah kar bahut badi ban chuki thi. pata nahi ab kya hoga ?
mai raat bhar bechan rahi ki ab kya hoga. Man me baar baar ye khyal aa raha tha ki mujhe sanjay ko sab bata dena chahiye, Shayad vo samajh jaye aur mujhe maaf kar de.
Sanjay karvat liye dusri aur lete huve the, par meri bilkul bhi himmat nahi huyi ki mai unhe utha kar unse kuch kah saku.
Mai chupchap lete huve apni kismat ko roti rahi. mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir billu ke bapu ne mujhe kal kyo bulaya hai ? vo mujhse kya chahta hai?
tab mujhe dhyan aaya ki kaise uska ling uski pant mein tana huva tha, aur mein ye soch kar ghabra gayi ki kahi phir se to mujhe vo sab nahi karna padega.
badi muskil se to maine billu se peecha chudaya tha. kahi phir se vo mujhe apne jaal mein to nahi phasa raha ?
aisey kayi sawal mere deemag mein ghum rahe the.
Subah kab ho gayi pata hi nahi chala, par mai ek pal ko bhi chain se nahi sho payi. saari raat deemag yaha vaha ghumta raha.
Sanjay ne breakfast karte vakt pucha, ritu kya huva aaj dheeli dheeli lag rahi ho, tabiyat to theek hai naa.
Maine kaha haa theek hai tumhe yu hi lag raha hai.
Man to kar raha tha ki main sanjay ko sab kuch bata du. Par meri bilkul himmat nahi huyi. Main ye soch kar ruk jaati thi ki vo bilkul bardast nahi kar payenge.
Sanjay aur chintoo ke jaane ke baad mai sar pakad kar baith gayi.
Badi muskil se maine dheere, dheere ghar ke kaamo ko niptaya.
Mai sab kaam karke nahane chali gayi.
Mai naha kar bahar nikali hi thi ki door bell baj uthi.
Mai jhat se bedroom ki aur bhagi.
Jaldi se, kapde pahan kar mai darvaja kholne aa gayi.
Jaisa ki mujhe lag raha tha, samne billu khada tha.
Vo mujhe dekh kar bola, arey tu abhi tak taiyar nahi huyi 10:30 ho gaye hai. Mera bapu gussa ho jayega, pata hai naa vo badi muskil se mana hai.
Mai hairan thi ki aakhir ye billu itna utawala kyo ho raha hai.
Maine ushe kaha tum rikse par wait karo yaha kisi ne dekh liya to pareshani hogi, vaise hi pareshani bahut hai.
Vo vaha se chala gaya aur mai apne bedroom me aa gayi.
Mai phir se uske bapu se milne nahi jana chahti thi.
par mere paas koyi chara bhi to nahi tha.
mujhe dar tha ki kahi vo phir se yaha naa aa jaye. Mai har haal mein apne parivar ko bachaye rakhna chahti thi.
Dil me ajeeb si halchal ho rahi thi.
Mujhe ye ahsas ho gaya tha ki billu ke bapu ne mujhe kyo bulaya hai. yahi meri chinta ka sabse bada kaaran tha.
Mai khud ko gahre daldal mein jaate huve mahsus kar rahi thi.
jaise daldal se nikalne ki koshis mein hum aur gahre dubtey jaate hai, aisa hi kuch mere sath bhi ho raha tha.
Mai taiyar ho kar, ghar ko lock kar ke chupchap rikse mein baith gayi.
Maine koyi faisala nahi kiya tha ki mujhe billu ke ghar jana chahiye yaa nahi. mai bas chal di thi. shayad aisey faisaley kiye bhi nahi jaa sakte.
Billu thoda dur jaa kar peeche mud kar bola, tu bahut pyari lag rahi hai aaj.
Maine uski baat ka koyi jawab nahi diya. darasal mai ush se koyi baat nahi karna chahti thi. ushi ke kaaran to mein feer se nayi musibat mein thi.
Maine ushey bol bhi diya, tum chupchap chalo mujh se jyada bakwas karne ki jarurat nahi hai.
Par vo nahi maana aur bola, agar mere bas mein hota to mai aisa kabhi nahi hone deta.
Maine gusse mein pucha, par tum to mujhe ghar le jaane ke liye bahut utawale (desperate) ho rahe the.
Vo bola, tujhe ghar le jaana meri majburi hai, tujhe nahi pata, mera bapu bahut gussal hai, agar vakt se, ghar nahi pahunche to ho sakta hai ki vo hame ghar mein ghusne naa de.