09-11-2019, 02:26 PM
Mai rikse se utarne lagi to billu bola, ritu ji please ruk jao, mai ab koi galti nahi karunga. Mai apko abhi teji se ghar pahuncha dunga. Ye sun kar, maine apne kadam rok liye. mai hairan thi ki, usne pahli baar, shabhya bhasa ka ishtemaal kiye tha.
Mai vapas rikse me baith gayi, aur usne riksa aage badha diya.
hava ki teji badhti ja rahi thi, aur ab charo taraf ghan-ghor andhera cha gaya tha. Kuch der tak, sab thic raha, aur vo, chupchap, riksa chalata raha.
Par, achanak usne aisi harkat ki, jishe dekh kar mai phir ghabra gayi. Usne teji se riksa ek sunsaan gali me mod diya. mai pareshan ho gai. Charo taraf tanhai thi. shayad mausam ke karan log gharo me baithe the. Mere deemag me chintao ke badal chaa gaye. Mujhe tarah tarah ke bure kheyal aane lage.
Aise me, na jaane kaha se, mujhe achanak, mere college ke dino ki ek khaufnak ghatna yaad aa gayi. Ush din bhi mai aise hi dar gai thi.
Exam ke dino ka vakt tha. Mai college ki, library me exam ke liye, kuch notes bana rahi thi. padhte, padhte, sham ho gayi, aur maine dekha ki, library me sirf mai hi padh rahi hu.
Mujhe laga, mujhe ab chalna chahiye. Maine apna beg uthaya, aur bahar aa gayi. Mujhe achanak pani ki pyas lagi. Maine din bhar se, pani nahi piya tha. Par pani ka cooler, jaha mai khadi thi, uske upar vale floor par tha. Mai pani, pine ke liye upar aa gayi.
Vaha gilaas nahi tha, ishliye mai jhuk kar hath se pani pine lagi. Achanak, mujhe apne nitambo par halka sa dabav mahsus huva, aur maine ushi position me, piche mud kar, dekha. Maine jo dekha, ushe dekh kar, mere hosh ud gaye.
Hamare collega ka peon, Ashok, mere piche khada tha, aur usne apne shari ka vo hisha, jaha aadmi ka ling hota hai, mere nitambo se sata rakha tha. koi agar, dur se dekhta, to ushe aisa lagta ki, vo mere sath ish position me kuch kar raha hai.
Mai pani, peena bhul kar foran sidhi khadi ho gayi. Par vo badi besharmi se vahi khada raha.
Maine dekha ki uski pant me uska ling tana huva tha. Maine gusse me pucha ki ye kya bad-tamiji hai. Vo bola, maidam kuch nahi, mai to yaha pani peene aaya tha, aap pani pee, rahi thi, ishliye mai apke piche, line me khada ho gaya.
Ashok deekhne me, bahut hi badsurat tha, uski naak bahut ghinoni thi, aur chehra ek dam kala tha. par maine, uske bare me, sun rakha tha ki, vah ish college ki, kai ladkiyo ko, pata kar, unki, le chuka hai. Mujhe pura yakin tha ki, aaj vah mujh par dore dal raha hai, aur ushne ye sab mere sath jan-bujh kar kiya hai. Uski pant me, tana ling, bhi yahi gavahi, de raha tha. mujhe bahut, gandi feeling ho rahi thi ki, aise aadmi ne mere sath aisi harkat ki hai. Mai bardast nahi kar pa rahi thi. vo vaha khade, khade mujhe ghur raha tha.
Mai ghabra gai, aur seham gai ki, yaha aas paas koi bhi nahi hai, aur ye badmas aisi, ashlil halat me mere samne khada hai.
Vah meri parvah kiye bagar, apne ling par hath pherte huve bola, madam ji, apko koi galat fahmi ho rahi hai. Aur maine apni najre dusri aur ghuma li.
Mai ushe kaise kehti ki, kya ye tumhari pant me tana huva ling, meri galat fahmi hai.
Maine kuch bhi kahna , munasib nahi samjha, aur chupchap vaha se chal padi.
Mai sheedhiyo se utar kar, foran niche a gayi aur teji se college ke gate ki aur chal di. Tabhi maine dekha ki vo jish raste par mai ja rahi thi, ushi rastre me, aage khada hai. Shayad vo kisi aur raste se vaha pahunch gaya tha.
Maine foran apna rasta badla aur bhagna suru kar diya aur 2 minut me college ke bahar aa gayi.
Bahar aa kar, maine foran ek auto pakda, aur sidhi ghar aa gayi. Ghar pahunch kar maine apne papa ko puri baat bata di. Mere papa jane-mane advocate hai aur unke ache khase connections hai. Unhone apne connections ka ishtemaal kar ke ushe college se nikalwa diya.
Vo ek din, mujhe college ke bahar mila, aur request karne laga ki, madam mujhe maf kar do. Meri naukri, ka sawal hai, mera ek chota beta hai, ek beti hai, unki ma bhi nahi hai, mai kaise naukri ke bina unko palunga.
Maine ushe kaha, yaha se dafa ho jao, aisi ghinoni harkat karne se pahle, tumhe sochna chahiye tha.
Maine kaha mujhe sab pata hai tum ladkiyo ko fansa kar unke sath kya karte ho. Usne meri ankho me jhank kar pucha, kya karta hu madam.
Aur maine najre pher li, aur ushe dantete huve kaha, chup kar, aur yaha se dafa ho ja. Vo vaha se hila nahi, aur bola madam aap mujhe achi lagti ho, aap bahut sundar ho, ish liye mera man fisal gaya, maine jab apko vaha jhuke huve dekha to, na jane mujhe kya ho gaya, aur mai aapke piche sat kar, khada ho gaya, mujhe maf kar do mai dobara aisa nahi karunga.
Uske muh se ye sab shun kar mera man khrab ho gaya, mai sochne lagi ki ye badsurat mere baare me kaisi baate kar raha hai. Iski himmat kaise hui ye sab sochne ki aur kahne ki.
Maine kaha, chup kar ye apni bakwas, aur ek auto vale ko roka aur ghar chali aayi. Usko college se nikale jane par sabhi ladkiya khush thi.
Uske baad, maine ushe college ke aas paas bhi nahi dekha aur maine chain se college ki degree hansil ki. Thode dino baad, meri shadi sanjay se ho gayi aur mai ish sehar me aa gayi.
Ye ghatna, mujhe ishliye yaad aayi, kyonki aaj bhi, mujhe dar lag raha tha ki, kahi ye, billu mere sath koi, galat harkat na kar de. Mujhe apni aur apne parivar ki ijjat ki chinta ho rahi thi.
par aaj sab kuch meri apni galti ke karan ho raha tha. agar mai, khidki wala kisha, aage na badhne dati, to mai aaj ish musibat me na hoti.
Mai pachata rahi thi ki mujhe ush billu ki baat nahi sun-ni chahiye thi, aur ush dusre rikse me ghar chalna chahiye tha.
Tej hava chal rahi thi aur barish kabhi bhi aa sakti thi. maine pucha ye kon sa rasta hai. Vo bola, tujhe ghar jana hai na, mai tujhe ghar hi le ja raha hu, ye shortcut hai.
Achanak mujhe, apne ghar ke piche ka bhag deekha aur meri jaan me jaan aayi.
Ushne riksha, sidhe meri kitchen ki, khidki ke paas laa kar, rok diya, aur mai saham gayi ki, ab kya hoga.
Charo taraf andhera tha, aur dur-dur tak koi nahi tha. Vaha to, din me hi koi nahi hota tha, raat me to kisi ke hone ka, sawal hi nahi tha. Yehi karan tha ki, mai ghabra rahi thi.
par mujhe ye bhi sekun tha ki ab mai apne ghar ke paas to hu. Mai rikshe se utar gai. Vo bhi utar kar mere paas aa gaya aur bola ki lo tumhara ghar aa gaya.
Maine ush se pucha ki kitne paise huve. Vo bola mujhe tere paise nahi chahiye. Mai jaldi se jaldi, vaha se, chal dena chahti thi. maine 50 rupye nikale aur kaha ye rakh lo, par usne nahi liye. maine socha yaha khade rahna thic nahi hai aur, mai apne ghar ki taraf chal di.
Charo taraf ghaas, phus aur lambi jhadiya thi, jo ki andhare ke karan aur bhi bhyanak lag rahi thi.
Achanak, usne aage badh kar, mera hath pakad liya aur bola ki, kya tu thodi der ruk sakti hai.
Maine kaha nahi, aur usne mera hath chod diya, aur bola aaram se ja, mai yahi khada hu, koi darne ki jarurat nahi hai.
Mai jhadiyo se nikal kar, apne ghar ke samne aa gayi, aur apne ghar ka darwaja khol kar, andar aa gayi.
Maine ghar ke andar aa kar chain ki saans li. Maine socha hey bhagwan mai aaj bal-bal bach gayi.
Mujhe ish baat ka, sekun tha ki, billu ne vaha andheri jhadiyo me, mere sath koi galat harkat nahi ki, aur mujhe chupchap ghar aane diya.
Maine pani piya, aur sidhe hamare bedroom me, aa gayi. Maine dekha ki, sanjay soye huve hai. Maine kapde change kiye aur kitchen me khana banane lag gai.
Tabhi mujhe chintoo ka khyal aaya. Maine socha aram se khana banane ke baad mai chintoo ko mausi ke yaha se le aaungi.
Maine billu ka diya khana, jan-bujh kar, uske rikshe me hi, chod diya tha. Maine, rikse me baithe, baithe hi ye soch liya tha ki, ye kisha aj yahi khatam kar dungi.
Mujhe bahut hi, guilty feeling ho rahi thi ki, mai kaise ish ladke ki gandi harkate, aur gandi baate, bardast kar rahi thi. mujhe chulu bhar pani me, dub jana, chahiye tha.
Maine ushe ek baar bhi ye ahsas nahi karaya tha ki mai uske sath kuch karungi ya ushe kuch dungi. Vo khud hi bekar ki ashlil batey kar raha tha. ye sab sochte-sochte khana ban gaya, par sanjay abhi, sho hi rahe the. Maine unhe uthana, sahi nahi samjha.
Mai vapas rikse me baith gayi, aur usne riksa aage badha diya.
hava ki teji badhti ja rahi thi, aur ab charo taraf ghan-ghor andhera cha gaya tha. Kuch der tak, sab thic raha, aur vo, chupchap, riksa chalata raha.
Par, achanak usne aisi harkat ki, jishe dekh kar mai phir ghabra gayi. Usne teji se riksa ek sunsaan gali me mod diya. mai pareshan ho gai. Charo taraf tanhai thi. shayad mausam ke karan log gharo me baithe the. Mere deemag me chintao ke badal chaa gaye. Mujhe tarah tarah ke bure kheyal aane lage.
Aise me, na jaane kaha se, mujhe achanak, mere college ke dino ki ek khaufnak ghatna yaad aa gayi. Ush din bhi mai aise hi dar gai thi.
Exam ke dino ka vakt tha. Mai college ki, library me exam ke liye, kuch notes bana rahi thi. padhte, padhte, sham ho gayi, aur maine dekha ki, library me sirf mai hi padh rahi hu.
Mujhe laga, mujhe ab chalna chahiye. Maine apna beg uthaya, aur bahar aa gayi. Mujhe achanak pani ki pyas lagi. Maine din bhar se, pani nahi piya tha. Par pani ka cooler, jaha mai khadi thi, uske upar vale floor par tha. Mai pani, pine ke liye upar aa gayi.
Vaha gilaas nahi tha, ishliye mai jhuk kar hath se pani pine lagi. Achanak, mujhe apne nitambo par halka sa dabav mahsus huva, aur maine ushi position me, piche mud kar, dekha. Maine jo dekha, ushe dekh kar, mere hosh ud gaye.
Hamare collega ka peon, Ashok, mere piche khada tha, aur usne apne shari ka vo hisha, jaha aadmi ka ling hota hai, mere nitambo se sata rakha tha. koi agar, dur se dekhta, to ushe aisa lagta ki, vo mere sath ish position me kuch kar raha hai.
Mai pani, peena bhul kar foran sidhi khadi ho gayi. Par vo badi besharmi se vahi khada raha.
Maine dekha ki uski pant me uska ling tana huva tha. Maine gusse me pucha ki ye kya bad-tamiji hai. Vo bola, maidam kuch nahi, mai to yaha pani peene aaya tha, aap pani pee, rahi thi, ishliye mai apke piche, line me khada ho gaya.
Ashok deekhne me, bahut hi badsurat tha, uski naak bahut ghinoni thi, aur chehra ek dam kala tha. par maine, uske bare me, sun rakha tha ki, vah ish college ki, kai ladkiyo ko, pata kar, unki, le chuka hai. Mujhe pura yakin tha ki, aaj vah mujh par dore dal raha hai, aur ushne ye sab mere sath jan-bujh kar kiya hai. Uski pant me, tana ling, bhi yahi gavahi, de raha tha. mujhe bahut, gandi feeling ho rahi thi ki, aise aadmi ne mere sath aisi harkat ki hai. Mai bardast nahi kar pa rahi thi. vo vaha khade, khade mujhe ghur raha tha.
Mai ghabra gai, aur seham gai ki, yaha aas paas koi bhi nahi hai, aur ye badmas aisi, ashlil halat me mere samne khada hai.
Vah meri parvah kiye bagar, apne ling par hath pherte huve bola, madam ji, apko koi galat fahmi ho rahi hai. Aur maine apni najre dusri aur ghuma li.
Mai ushe kaise kehti ki, kya ye tumhari pant me tana huva ling, meri galat fahmi hai.
Maine kuch bhi kahna , munasib nahi samjha, aur chupchap vaha se chal padi.
Mai sheedhiyo se utar kar, foran niche a gayi aur teji se college ke gate ki aur chal di. Tabhi maine dekha ki vo jish raste par mai ja rahi thi, ushi rastre me, aage khada hai. Shayad vo kisi aur raste se vaha pahunch gaya tha.
Maine foran apna rasta badla aur bhagna suru kar diya aur 2 minut me college ke bahar aa gayi.
Bahar aa kar, maine foran ek auto pakda, aur sidhi ghar aa gayi. Ghar pahunch kar maine apne papa ko puri baat bata di. Mere papa jane-mane advocate hai aur unke ache khase connections hai. Unhone apne connections ka ishtemaal kar ke ushe college se nikalwa diya.
Vo ek din, mujhe college ke bahar mila, aur request karne laga ki, madam mujhe maf kar do. Meri naukri, ka sawal hai, mera ek chota beta hai, ek beti hai, unki ma bhi nahi hai, mai kaise naukri ke bina unko palunga.
Maine ushe kaha, yaha se dafa ho jao, aisi ghinoni harkat karne se pahle, tumhe sochna chahiye tha.
Maine kaha mujhe sab pata hai tum ladkiyo ko fansa kar unke sath kya karte ho. Usne meri ankho me jhank kar pucha, kya karta hu madam.
Aur maine najre pher li, aur ushe dantete huve kaha, chup kar, aur yaha se dafa ho ja. Vo vaha se hila nahi, aur bola madam aap mujhe achi lagti ho, aap bahut sundar ho, ish liye mera man fisal gaya, maine jab apko vaha jhuke huve dekha to, na jane mujhe kya ho gaya, aur mai aapke piche sat kar, khada ho gaya, mujhe maf kar do mai dobara aisa nahi karunga.
Uske muh se ye sab shun kar mera man khrab ho gaya, mai sochne lagi ki ye badsurat mere baare me kaisi baate kar raha hai. Iski himmat kaise hui ye sab sochne ki aur kahne ki.
Maine kaha, chup kar ye apni bakwas, aur ek auto vale ko roka aur ghar chali aayi. Usko college se nikale jane par sabhi ladkiya khush thi.
Uske baad, maine ushe college ke aas paas bhi nahi dekha aur maine chain se college ki degree hansil ki. Thode dino baad, meri shadi sanjay se ho gayi aur mai ish sehar me aa gayi.
Ye ghatna, mujhe ishliye yaad aayi, kyonki aaj bhi, mujhe dar lag raha tha ki, kahi ye, billu mere sath koi, galat harkat na kar de. Mujhe apni aur apne parivar ki ijjat ki chinta ho rahi thi.
par aaj sab kuch meri apni galti ke karan ho raha tha. agar mai, khidki wala kisha, aage na badhne dati, to mai aaj ish musibat me na hoti.
Mai pachata rahi thi ki mujhe ush billu ki baat nahi sun-ni chahiye thi, aur ush dusre rikse me ghar chalna chahiye tha.
Tej hava chal rahi thi aur barish kabhi bhi aa sakti thi. maine pucha ye kon sa rasta hai. Vo bola, tujhe ghar jana hai na, mai tujhe ghar hi le ja raha hu, ye shortcut hai.
Achanak mujhe, apne ghar ke piche ka bhag deekha aur meri jaan me jaan aayi.
Ushne riksha, sidhe meri kitchen ki, khidki ke paas laa kar, rok diya, aur mai saham gayi ki, ab kya hoga.
Charo taraf andhera tha, aur dur-dur tak koi nahi tha. Vaha to, din me hi koi nahi hota tha, raat me to kisi ke hone ka, sawal hi nahi tha. Yehi karan tha ki, mai ghabra rahi thi.
par mujhe ye bhi sekun tha ki ab mai apne ghar ke paas to hu. Mai rikshe se utar gai. Vo bhi utar kar mere paas aa gaya aur bola ki lo tumhara ghar aa gaya.
Maine ush se pucha ki kitne paise huve. Vo bola mujhe tere paise nahi chahiye. Mai jaldi se jaldi, vaha se, chal dena chahti thi. maine 50 rupye nikale aur kaha ye rakh lo, par usne nahi liye. maine socha yaha khade rahna thic nahi hai aur, mai apne ghar ki taraf chal di.
Charo taraf ghaas, phus aur lambi jhadiya thi, jo ki andhare ke karan aur bhi bhyanak lag rahi thi.
Achanak, usne aage badh kar, mera hath pakad liya aur bola ki, kya tu thodi der ruk sakti hai.
Maine kaha nahi, aur usne mera hath chod diya, aur bola aaram se ja, mai yahi khada hu, koi darne ki jarurat nahi hai.
Mai jhadiyo se nikal kar, apne ghar ke samne aa gayi, aur apne ghar ka darwaja khol kar, andar aa gayi.
Maine ghar ke andar aa kar chain ki saans li. Maine socha hey bhagwan mai aaj bal-bal bach gayi.
Mujhe ish baat ka, sekun tha ki, billu ne vaha andheri jhadiyo me, mere sath koi galat harkat nahi ki, aur mujhe chupchap ghar aane diya.
Maine pani piya, aur sidhe hamare bedroom me, aa gayi. Maine dekha ki, sanjay soye huve hai. Maine kapde change kiye aur kitchen me khana banane lag gai.
Tabhi mujhe chintoo ka khyal aaya. Maine socha aram se khana banane ke baad mai chintoo ko mausi ke yaha se le aaungi.
Maine billu ka diya khana, jan-bujh kar, uske rikshe me hi, chod diya tha. Maine, rikse me baithe, baithe hi ye soch liya tha ki, ye kisha aj yahi khatam kar dungi.
Mujhe bahut hi, guilty feeling ho rahi thi ki, mai kaise ish ladke ki gandi harkate, aur gandi baate, bardast kar rahi thi. mujhe chulu bhar pani me, dub jana, chahiye tha.
Maine ushe ek baar bhi ye ahsas nahi karaya tha ki mai uske sath kuch karungi ya ushe kuch dungi. Vo khud hi bekar ki ashlil batey kar raha tha. ye sab sochte-sochte khana ban gaya, par sanjay abhi, sho hi rahe the. Maine unhe uthana, sahi nahi samjha.