09-11-2019, 02:25 PM
Tabhi billu ne piche mud kar dekha, aur bola ki abhi kuch mat bolna, koi piche se cycle par a raha hai, maine pucha, hi ram, kahi vahi aadmi to nahi. billu bola, kaisi baat karti hai, ushe to maine bhaga diya na, ab vo nahi ayega. Mai vakai me billu se khush thi ki usne ush ghinoni surat vale aadmi ko bhaga diya tha. Aur mujhe ye bhi acha laga ki ab vo rikshe ke piche dhyan rakh raha tha.
Thodi dur ja kar, ek ice-cream wale ke samne, usne riksha rok diya. Mai boli, ye kya kar rahe ho, mai late ho rahi hu, aur mausam bhi khrab hai. Usne do ice-cream li aur ek mujhe pakda di. Vo bola ice-cream khao aur man ko thanda karo. Vo riksha chalate-chalate ice-cream khane laga. Mai man hi man soch rahi thi ki, bechara kitni koshish kar raha hai mujhe, patane ki. Mujhe ush par daya aa rahi thi ki, ushe mujh se kuch nahi milega. Ye meri majboori thi.
Achanak mujhe khyal aya ki mai late ho rahi hu. jab mai ghar se chali thi, to sanjay shone ja rahe the. Pichli raat, unhone puri raat clinic me operate karte huve bitayi thi. ishliye vo shayad hi uthey honge. Par chintoo to mausi ko pareshan kar raha hoga (mai chintoo ko padosh me apni ek mausi ke yaha chod aayi thi). maine billu ko kaha, riksha thoda tej chalao, mujhe ghar ja kar khana banana hai.
e sunte hi, usne riksha ek dhabe ke bahar rok diya. vo bola mai ek minut me aaya. Usne kuch khana pack karaya aur mijhe thama diya, aur bola ye lo khane ki chinta khatam,Ye yaha ka sabse acha dhaba hai. Maine pucha, ye sab kyo kar rahe ho, ghar to mujhe jana hi hai. Usne kaha, ghar to mai tujhe le ja hi raha hu, ye khana ishliye hai ki tu tej-tej chalne ki baat na kare, akhir pehli baar tere se mulakat hui hai, aur vo bhi aise mausam me. Khidki se dekne me aur aise tere sath rikshe me farak hai, mai aj bahut khus hu.
Mai sochne lagi ki, bechara kitna tadap raha hai mere liye. Billu piche muda aur meri najro me jhank kar bola, sach bata, tujhe kaisa laga tha, jab maine ush aadmi ko kaha tha ki ‘ha meri biwi hai’. Maine pucha kaha kya matlab ? Vo bola, matlab ki mujhe to, bahut acha laga, ye bol kar ki, tu meri biwi hai, tere jaisi biwi ho to mai din raat ghar par hi rahu, aur din raat teri leta rahu. Usne phir se mujhe sharmane par majbur kar diya aur maine bina kuch kahe najre jhuka li.
Vo bola, bata na, tujhe kaisa lagta, agar mai tere pati hota to, kya tu roj raat ko, mera bada lund jhel pati. Vo aise, sawal puch raha tha, jinke ki, koi bhi bhale ghar ki aurat, jawab nahi de sakti thi. mai ek aise parivar me pali, badhi thi jaha par aurat ko bahut maryadao ka path padhaya jata hai. Aur mai, apni maryadao ka, aadar bhi karti hu. Maine aisi baate, na suni thi, aur na hi kisi se kahi thi. Ishliye, mere paas, uske kisi sawal ka, jawab nahi tha. Ush bechare ko, kya pata tha ki, vo ek haari hui, baaji khel raha hai.
Mai kisi bhi halat me, apne asulo ko, nahi bhula sakti thi. aur mera sabse bada asul tha, apne parivar ke prati imandaari. Aap log bhi ye sab dekh hi rahe honge ki kis tarah burai, ham par hawi hone ki kosis karti hai aur kish tarah hamari paramparye, aur hamari maryadaye, hame bachate hai. Khair mujhe khud par, viswas tha ki, mai khud ki maryadao ka palan karti rahungi.
Par mai soch rahi thi ki ish shararti ladke ka kya karu. Ye to har haal me meri……… par aatur hai. Achanak aasman me, bijli kondhi aur mai dar gai. Maine billu ko kaha, billu ab to jaldi karo, tufan aane ko hai. Vo piche muda aur bola ish se bada tufan to aa hi chuka hai, ish se kyo darti ho.
Mai sochne lagi ki, vakai me billu sach bol raha tha. Uska to pata nahi, par meri jindagi jarur ek tufan me fans gai thi. aur ye tufan mere rom-rom me mujhe mehsus ho raha tha. Mai jaanti thi ki, mai billu ko, kuch nahi dungi, par na jane kyo meri yoni ras ki nadiya baha rahi thi. Aisa mere sath, kyo ho raha tha, pata nahi. Maine andaja lagaya ki shayad pehli baar itni erotic baate shun kar aisa ho gaya hai. Billu piche muda aur meri ankho me dekha. Mujhe, uski ankho me, dekh kar aisa laga, mano vo kah raho ho ki, mai har hal me teri……rahunga. Par shayad, ushne bhi meri ankho me, dekh liya hoga ki, mai kishi bhi halat me ushe apni nahi dungi.
Mausam kharab, hota ja raha tha, aur mai ab ghabrane lagi thi. Mujhe ab, billu se dar lag raha tha.
Mai soch rahi thi ki kahi ye koi chalaki to nahi kar raha. Maine ushe aawaj lagai aur boli ki, tum jo mujh se chahte ho vo mai tumhe nahi de sakti, tum bekar me apna vakt barbaad kar rahe ho.
Vo piche muda, aur bola ki tere upar to mai, vakt kya, apna sab kuch barbaad kar sakta hu. Mai soch me pad gai ki, aakhir ye kya mushibat hai.
Samne se, ek khali risha aata huva dikhayi diya to, maine socha, acha moka hai, ish billu ke changul se, nikalne ka, aur maine ushe aawaj lagai, bhaiya jara rukna. Maine billu ko kaha ki tum mujhe yahi chod do, mai ab aur tumhare sath nahi chal sakti.
Ushne riksha nahi roka aur chalta raha. Maine gusse me kaha billu rok riksha mujhe utarna hai. Aur ushne riksha rok diya. dusre riksha wala hamare rikse ke paas aaya, aur bola ki madam koi pareshani hai kya. Billu bola hey, chal tu apna kam kar, yaha koi pareshani nahi hai.
Thodi dur ja kar, ek ice-cream wale ke samne, usne riksha rok diya. Mai boli, ye kya kar rahe ho, mai late ho rahi hu, aur mausam bhi khrab hai. Usne do ice-cream li aur ek mujhe pakda di. Vo bola ice-cream khao aur man ko thanda karo. Vo riksha chalate-chalate ice-cream khane laga. Mai man hi man soch rahi thi ki, bechara kitni koshish kar raha hai mujhe, patane ki. Mujhe ush par daya aa rahi thi ki, ushe mujh se kuch nahi milega. Ye meri majboori thi.
Achanak mujhe khyal aya ki mai late ho rahi hu. jab mai ghar se chali thi, to sanjay shone ja rahe the. Pichli raat, unhone puri raat clinic me operate karte huve bitayi thi. ishliye vo shayad hi uthey honge. Par chintoo to mausi ko pareshan kar raha hoga (mai chintoo ko padosh me apni ek mausi ke yaha chod aayi thi). maine billu ko kaha, riksha thoda tej chalao, mujhe ghar ja kar khana banana hai.
e sunte hi, usne riksha ek dhabe ke bahar rok diya. vo bola mai ek minut me aaya. Usne kuch khana pack karaya aur mijhe thama diya, aur bola ye lo khane ki chinta khatam,Ye yaha ka sabse acha dhaba hai. Maine pucha, ye sab kyo kar rahe ho, ghar to mujhe jana hi hai. Usne kaha, ghar to mai tujhe le ja hi raha hu, ye khana ishliye hai ki tu tej-tej chalne ki baat na kare, akhir pehli baar tere se mulakat hui hai, aur vo bhi aise mausam me. Khidki se dekne me aur aise tere sath rikshe me farak hai, mai aj bahut khus hu.
Mai sochne lagi ki, bechara kitna tadap raha hai mere liye. Billu piche muda aur meri najro me jhank kar bola, sach bata, tujhe kaisa laga tha, jab maine ush aadmi ko kaha tha ki ‘ha meri biwi hai’. Maine pucha kaha kya matlab ? Vo bola, matlab ki mujhe to, bahut acha laga, ye bol kar ki, tu meri biwi hai, tere jaisi biwi ho to mai din raat ghar par hi rahu, aur din raat teri leta rahu. Usne phir se mujhe sharmane par majbur kar diya aur maine bina kuch kahe najre jhuka li.
Vo bola, bata na, tujhe kaisa lagta, agar mai tere pati hota to, kya tu roj raat ko, mera bada lund jhel pati. Vo aise, sawal puch raha tha, jinke ki, koi bhi bhale ghar ki aurat, jawab nahi de sakti thi. mai ek aise parivar me pali, badhi thi jaha par aurat ko bahut maryadao ka path padhaya jata hai. Aur mai, apni maryadao ka, aadar bhi karti hu. Maine aisi baate, na suni thi, aur na hi kisi se kahi thi. Ishliye, mere paas, uske kisi sawal ka, jawab nahi tha. Ush bechare ko, kya pata tha ki, vo ek haari hui, baaji khel raha hai.
Mai kisi bhi halat me, apne asulo ko, nahi bhula sakti thi. aur mera sabse bada asul tha, apne parivar ke prati imandaari. Aap log bhi ye sab dekh hi rahe honge ki kis tarah burai, ham par hawi hone ki kosis karti hai aur kish tarah hamari paramparye, aur hamari maryadaye, hame bachate hai. Khair mujhe khud par, viswas tha ki, mai khud ki maryadao ka palan karti rahungi.
Par mai soch rahi thi ki ish shararti ladke ka kya karu. Ye to har haal me meri……… par aatur hai. Achanak aasman me, bijli kondhi aur mai dar gai. Maine billu ko kaha, billu ab to jaldi karo, tufan aane ko hai. Vo piche muda aur bola ish se bada tufan to aa hi chuka hai, ish se kyo darti ho.
Mai sochne lagi ki, vakai me billu sach bol raha tha. Uska to pata nahi, par meri jindagi jarur ek tufan me fans gai thi. aur ye tufan mere rom-rom me mujhe mehsus ho raha tha. Mai jaanti thi ki, mai billu ko, kuch nahi dungi, par na jane kyo meri yoni ras ki nadiya baha rahi thi. Aisa mere sath, kyo ho raha tha, pata nahi. Maine andaja lagaya ki shayad pehli baar itni erotic baate shun kar aisa ho gaya hai. Billu piche muda aur meri ankho me dekha. Mujhe, uski ankho me, dekh kar aisa laga, mano vo kah raho ho ki, mai har hal me teri……rahunga. Par shayad, ushne bhi meri ankho me, dekh liya hoga ki, mai kishi bhi halat me ushe apni nahi dungi.
Mausam kharab, hota ja raha tha, aur mai ab ghabrane lagi thi. Mujhe ab, billu se dar lag raha tha.
Mai soch rahi thi ki kahi ye koi chalaki to nahi kar raha. Maine ushe aawaj lagai aur boli ki, tum jo mujh se chahte ho vo mai tumhe nahi de sakti, tum bekar me apna vakt barbaad kar rahe ho.
Vo piche muda, aur bola ki tere upar to mai, vakt kya, apna sab kuch barbaad kar sakta hu. Mai soch me pad gai ki, aakhir ye kya mushibat hai.
Samne se, ek khali risha aata huva dikhayi diya to, maine socha, acha moka hai, ish billu ke changul se, nikalne ka, aur maine ushe aawaj lagai, bhaiya jara rukna. Maine billu ko kaha ki tum mujhe yahi chod do, mai ab aur tumhare sath nahi chal sakti.
Ushne riksha nahi roka aur chalta raha. Maine gusse me kaha billu rok riksha mujhe utarna hai. Aur ushne riksha rok diya. dusre riksha wala hamare rikse ke paas aaya, aur bola ki madam koi pareshani hai kya. Billu bola hey, chal tu apna kam kar, yaha koi pareshani nahi hai.