09-11-2019, 02:03 AM
I slowly slipped into sleep. Beautiful memories of my past came in my dream. I smiled on sleep. My dream got broke by Shazia sound. I found Shazia standing near to me.
Shazia: Get up. Enough of sleeping. See your lovely son also following your path.( She pointed at Dan and told)
Sanju: Why you are yelling. Let him sleep for some more time.
Shazia: Sanju. Don't support him. He should idol Sara. How smart she is?
Sanju: I guess then he is more on his Mother.
Shazia face got red. I understand that she didn't like my pity joke.
Shazia: Very funny. Shall I laugh?
I know that she is trying to hide her emotions. I pull her to my body.
Shazia: Leave Sanju. I have work in kitchen. Dan will get up.
Sanju: You are the one who want to wake him. Now what happen?
I kissed her cheeks and hugs her. Shazia tried to come out my grip by force but could not break my grip. She keep on attempt for few minutes and slowly surrendered. I took my hand and grip on her ass and pull her to my top.
Shazia: Leave me Sanju ( He voice was low and soft)
Sanju: Please stay in top of me for some times.
Shazia; You have your secretary .Tell her to sleep on top of you. What is her name. Kirina ?
Sanju: Its not Kirina. Its Crina. Romanian name
Shazia: What ever may be. You go with her. ( taking with grief)
Sanju: What happen ? Why you are so upset ?
Shazia: Sanju. Kindly promise me that you don't hang around with her.
Sanju: Shazia . Don't be childish. She is my secretary as well as she is a nice human being. She is a good companion to me. I accept the fact that we used to hang around after office hours but purely on a friendship base. Trust me. If you give me the the company , I will not go with her.
Shazia: Tomorrow onwards, My self and Dan will come with you to pubs.
I know she has valid point but some time am not able to accept the truth. Shazia priorities has changed after the birth of Dan. We used to travel lot and hang around prior to Dan birth. After Dan birth, her attention shifted to Dan from me. She likes to stay in house or only open during our foreign trip. Priya's passed away when Dan was turning three year. I was almost in verge of depression due to guilty. I was really in need of personal care from Shazia but didn't get from Shazia at that point of time. There can be a mistake from my side on hiding the truth. I used to drink a lot during those days. I met Crina at a pub during those days. Our friendship grew slowly and myself found very comfortable with her. I can say that she is the one who is responsible to come out of my depression stage. Crina is from Romania and shifted to London. She couldn't get proper job in London. She works on part time and stays in a shared flat with her friends. I found her genuine and an ambitious girl. I feel very comfortable with her. We used to share our problems and her guidance always help me. I appointed her as my secretary immediately upon my promotion to VP. She is very good at work and keep a professional relationship in office. I never want Crina to find a body friend and keep distance with me. I always have some sort of possessiveness on her. I always try to control my mind but always fail.My thoughts got break by Shazia voice/
Shazia: Sanju. What are you thinking. Oh!!! Crina. ( I look angry on her face). Sanju please understand , I am fully depend on you. I don't have any place to go.
Sanju: Don't think silly. What all we have is equal for both. I love you my sweet heart..
Shazia: I love you too. I don't know. Feel like your words are not coming from your heart.( disappointed sound)
I want to tell her that same feeling for me while hearing her l love you.
I love her Shazia so much but my charm of expression has lost at some point of time. I have strong feeling towards Shazia but same time can't afford to loose Crina's friendship also. I had sex with only Crina and Razia after my marriage. Sex with Razia is with the consent of Shazia. Sex with Crina is some sort of a bang by me. Her submission was due to her true friendship with me. I forced her and had sex with her on her flat and she forgive me for that day. I never repeated in past 2 years. Crina never let me feel guilty for that day and I always indebted for her. She always advice me to ''not carry my past in mind, I should give attention to my health''. She keep on advising me to restart my fitness activity and restore my body as earlier before getting too late. I have decided to start my daily exercise many times but decision couldn't overcome the resistance from laziness. I introduced Crina to Shazia and she was very happy in initial days. I found envy on Crina's beauty at Shazia's eyes during their initial days. I used to make fun on Shazia. She enjoyed on initial days but later Shazia started restricting me to meet Crina. I spend my most of times with Crina on week days and weekends with family. Earlier, i used to spend time with Crina in weekends also but situation in home force me to stop meeting her on weekends. I suspect the person behind the spying to Shazia is Rizwan.
Rizwan is doing his masters in London. He is the second cousin of Shazia. He is 6 year younger than Shazia. He got introduced by himself three years ago when he reached London for first time. Myself and Shazia welcomed him with extreme happiness. I found the happiness in Shazia after meeting her relative. I understand, everyone have a special soft corner towards their relative. Razia and Shazia is living alone for long years. None of their relatives are in touch with both. Sometimes Shazia feel the loneliness. My family members treat both of them as our relatives and every one loves Razia and Shazia. My parents was so attached to Sara. Probability that might be the reason for change in mind of Shazia about having a kid on her own. Ladies mind is a mystery. We can't predict their thinking and how they react. I still remember the happiest days after our marriage.
I found Shazia as the happiest person by keeping Razia and Sara together with us. I always found the pride in her eyes by gifting my presence with her sister. She want me to give Sara a fatherly love. She doesn't want to bring a kid in between us. The fact she didn't realize that she is a wife and she can't share her husbands love with someone for long time. There was a situation comes when she doesn't like any other person to comes in between our life. Razia understands my situations and she always helped me to over come the situations. We started going to our native place together and travel to many relatives house. Everyone in my family loves them and slowly Shazia start feeling the love of relatives. Initially, she found very difficulty in communication with my parents and relatives but she leaned our language fast to have a better communication with them. I noticed the slow change in her mindset. She interact with my parents and relatives more than me and become pet for them. Slowly she become possessive and started keeping me away from Razia and Sara. I respect Razia for her understanding. When she realized that her sister become possessive, she give her space for me. Luckily, I got the promotion to London office and we moved from Bahrain. Shazia was extremely happy on shifting to London and she got pregnant after reaching few months in London. My parents was with us during her delivery and we enjoyed the happy days.
Shazia and me having active sex life even after Dan's birth but slowly it reduced. Our sex life had reduced to limited after Dan grown up to 3 year old. I also didn't bother about sex during those days due to my depression stage. Rizwan entry to home is also in similar time. I encourage him to come home regularly and Rizwan become favourite of Dan. Rizwan presence was a blessing for me. I get my privacy to sit alone and my absence will not affect the happiness in home. Days passed and Rizwan become a member of my family. He started staying in our house frequently. I found Shazia is giving her full attention in taking care of Rizwan. I feel like she is not bothered about me. I started comparing her love & care towards Rizwan and me. She got angry on me for asking her. One day there was a small argument happens with us on Rizwan topic. She blasted on my low class thinking. Similar to all arguments with girls, she won the battle. From my experience in life, I started doubting a scope of Shazia's submission to Rizwan or Rizwan can take advantage of situations. He is young and good looking. More over he has good gym body and have the ability to impress person. I saw many times Shazia hugging him. I felt the intimacy in the hug. I felt jealous due to the reason for lack of such intimacy towards me in these days. Shazia use to keep her head in Rizwan shoulder while we watching television in home. She give priority to Rizwan and Dan always. She always side Rizwan on any debate. Shazia never bothered him touching her body. She used to come to bed only after he sleeps. Our love making also broke due to the bedroom invaded by Rizwan. I always feel to tell her to stop but hold my emotions. I told her one day and she replied me that '' what a person you are? How can you think like that? Your cousin brothers also touching my body, I don't find any offence from you that time''. I know that, I can't win on arguing with her. She told me the valid point that she has given freedom for all my cousin brothers. They all love her more than me. She is very much friendly with all of them and she is the pet for all. I know that my cousin brother will kill me if any of wrong comments against her from my side. But mind is not ready to accept the fact. How a girl will change when she starve for love and care. More than me no one understands. I decided to give full attention and care to Shazia but couldn't keep my decision. I lost my ability to handle situations with patience. I started heat up with Shazia soon. I found herself getting more comfortable with Rizwan during those days. Shazia started sharing everything with Rizwan and that might me the reason he asked me on day '' Bhayia you have any problem with me coming home? With no other option, I smiled and told '' what problem Rizwan. I am happy that Shazia got her brother and Dan got his uncle. Now a days I am busy in office and getting less time with them. I thank you for fulfilling my gaps. He replied me thanks and said '' I will continue to do it even better than now''. Shazia was sitting next to him and she patted in his cheeks and said '' Now you are happy''. I understand that Shazia is passing all information to him about our bed room talks. I understand that he made a strong grip in my house. Since that day, a suffocation started in my mind on Rizwan presence. I didn't find any convincing reason to tell Shazia for keeping him away from coming home. Those were the days I lost myself, I don't have any one to share my feelings. I met Crina and slowly found my comfortableness in her and started sharing my problems. I ignored Rizwan.
I happen to see both of them in doubtful situations but have made up my mind that there is nothing wrong happening. I thought that Rizwan will go after completion of his masters but he joined other course and extended his stay for two more years. I found lot of changes in Shazia. She never understand or talk in double meaning. During the initial years after our marriage, I used to tease her and use such languages while having sex. I used to force her for saying such words and she felt shy. Now past one year, she talks such language frequently and even in front of Rizwan. Rizwan also uses such languages very often during our interactions. She use to speak such languages during our intercourse. Also she started wearing western cloths in home very frequently. She was always conservative in her dressing and she wear western cloths only after several request and compulsion from me. I got surprise by the changes in her. One day when I returns from office earlier, I saw the front door is not locked. I can hear the television sound from living room. I entered the house and no one notice me. Dan is playing games in his Tab by laid down in the L shape of sofa. I can see that Rizwan is watching a movie in television. I found Shazia also laid down in sofa and rested her face and head on Rizwan lap. Rizwan is sitting by leaning back and placed his legs on sofa table. One hand is massaging her head and other hands placed on top of her hands. He placed his wrist on her hand made his hands slips down. I slowly walk and went upstairs. My formal living room has full view from informal living room in upstairs near our bedroom. My villa has two bedroom, one is in ground floor and one is in upstairs. English villas are giving more space for non bedroom area. I understand that everyone is busy in their activities. I stand and looked down. I can clearly see that Rizwan hands are slide almost inside her T-shirt. She is wearing her loose sleeveless T-shirt. Due to her side laid position, the tshirt is wide open. I can see her boobs view from upstairs so Rizwan can see till her tummy. Her left side bra is half outside and Rizwan finger is touching the bulge of her bare boobs. Shazia is keeping her face on his dick and watching movie in television. He was sitting like half laid position. His thighs are outside sofa and that's the reason she kept her face on top of his dick. She has the option to lift her head to keep in his hip or stomach area but I couldn't find any sort of attempt from her side. I can see the face expression of Shazia. Her eyes are getting closed due to the pleasure of getting massaged., I guessed. I was curious to know what will happen next? Rizwan continue in massaging her head.
Shazia: Very good. You are doing very good. Do it with both hands.
Rizwan. You shut up and enjoy. Using both hands will not be a good idea in this position. If you want massage with both hands better we have to do it in Bedroom. Lets go
Shazia: No please don't stop. Continue.
Rizwan: What madam. Bedroom will give you memories of your XXX with Sanju?
Shazia: Chi!! Naughty. We will find a girl for you. Get marry soon.
I got happy by listening to the conversation. I understand that nothing has happen in between them. Bastard Rizwan is trying his luck on her, I guess. I can see that Rizwan is ogling inside her T-shirt without Shazia noticing. His eyes are wide open and I noticed him licking his lips. I can see his hands in her top of her boobs is shivering. I guessed, due to fear of proceeding further.
He changes his eyes position to TV while Shazia look at his face. The English movie has lot love making scenes and both of them watching the same.
Shazia: I think its the time for finding a girl for you. You need to get marry soon. I think some one is poking my face so badly. ( She hints on his harness touching her face)
Rizwan: I am happy with my life. Not interested in girls.
Shazia: Oh!! No. I can't believe.
Rizwan: What ?
Shazia: You are a Guy
Rizwan pressed her head by showing angry in his face. Shazia shake her body due to pain. I can see that Rizwan hands on top of her boobs went further inside by pressing her boobs and massaging on top. Shazia is not bothered on his advancement.
Rizwan: I didn't mean by that. I mean that not showing interested now.
Shazia; Oh!! don't lie. You are a guy. Your little Rizwan is poking at my face while watching the guy in movie. Firstly I thought of heroine. What we will do now? How will we find a guy for you? Now I understand that reason behind your friendship Jose in Sanju office. How will you introduce in house for Filipinos, this is common.
Now I understand the person spying on me for Rizwan. I decided to deal him separately. I understand Rizwan feeling. He wants tell Shazia that he got hard due to her but his mouth will not open due to fear. Also from my experience, no can take such step now. Analysing the situations, I can understand that she is not ready. This is a risky situation. She can turn both side. Higher chance is for keeping him away. Many people pretend to do mistakes at this point but Rizwan handle the situation nicely. I compared him to me during his age . I smiled myself due to relief of pressure from my heart. I got relaxed and find funny to watch what next ?
Rizwan: No nothing like that. Ok madam. I accepted that I am guy. But, If my little boy pokes at your face, why you didn't take your face. I think your face like my little one. For your kind information that is not a little one. He is hiding inside. That's all.
Shazia : Continue your massage. ( I understand that she changed the topic to hide her shame in face)
Rizwan started massage and he continued with same topic. I understand that he is trying to get it bit close to her.
Rizwan: Please try to change you position. You don't worry. I am guy and my body will not do any harms to girls.
Shazia didn't reply to him. I can understand from Rizwan expression that she is teasing him again by placing her head in top of his dick.
Rizwan started pressing her head with more powerfully so as her face will press in his dick. Suddenly there is no sound from both side. I understand that Shazia started enjoying his massage or pressing his dick.
Shazia: Ahh Rizwan. Continue. You are doing good.
Now am confused. I can't separate whether Shazia moan is due to pleasure of pressing his dick or pleasure of getting massage in her head. We had done many times. She likes to get her head massage. She has unique style of rubbing her cheeks on top of my cock and gives pleasure to me. I used to place her in similar position and insert my hands from her back and finger her pussy. Once situations start heated she used to open my pants and took my dick in her mouth and gives a nice blow job. We used to end up either by fucking or sucking each other and reach climax.
I can see the movement in Rizwan finger in her boobs. He started putting pressure in his finger and her boobs get pressed slowly. Immediately Shazia lift her hands and Rizwan hands came out of her T-shirt. I got relief. My relief turned to worry in few seconds. Priya lift her hand for few seconds so as Rizwan will get chance to keep it back below her armpit. She closed her hands along with his hands in her armpit. Now his hand is placed fully on top of her boobs. This move is like a permission for him. I saw that still he is hesitated to press but his hands covered her boobs.
Shazia: Rizwan. What happen ? You are sad due to your hero is not in scene. Don't worry he will come soon.
Rizwan: Stop this nonsense. I am stopping and going ( I know that he is making the drama)
immediately I saw her hands hold his hands above her boobs.
Shazia: Please don't get upset my boy. You are doing good and continue. I was just teasing you ( she laugh). I think you have good experience in giving massage.
Saying this she took her hands from top of his hands and pinched his cheeks. But her hands went back to same position. Rizwan continued to massage and this time he started pressing her face more deeply. Shazia hands in top of Rizwan started pressing his hands. Still Rizwan didn't pressed her boobs hardly. I knows that he is teasing her or waiting for her to initiate. Might he is more smart that he knows that Shazia is not yet ready. Even if he is not pressing her boobs his fingers are massaging the boobs. Shazia hands started pressing his hands fast. She lift her armpit and pull his arms much deep inside. Now I can see that Shazia is holding his arms and rubbing his hands. His arms are in side of her bra cups and each time his hands started pushing her bra cups I can see that with in couple of push her bra will release her nipple. My dick was hard on by enjoying the view. I can see that my wife is loosing slowly. I thought of distracting them. I know that, I can distract for this occasion only. Shazia should realize by herself is the only options. Even I was expecting such punishment from the day Priya died. More over, I was also enjoyed by myself while being in Rizwan position. I deserve to get punished. I thought of going back to room but remain idle in same position and enjoyed the show. This time Rizwan pressed his hands little harder in her boobs and his finger went inside her bra. She lift her head and checked Dan. I immediately pull my face back so as she will not see me. I went to the side corner and start watching.
Shazia: He is sleeping in awkward position.
Rizwan: Shall I make him sleep in bedroom
Shazia: No. Let him sleep here only. Please keep a pillow under his head and cover him with a sheet.
I saw Rizwan got up from his position and went inside the guest room and brought pillow and sheet.
He make all necessary arrangements for his comfort. She was sitting in sofa and watching Rizwan. I can see the affection in her eyes towards Rizwan. Rizwan came and sat in same position. He didn't try to pull her and hold her. He look at television like nothing happen.
Shazia: Rizwan Do you need coffee or tea.
Rizwan: No its too early. I will have after Dan wake up. Today I promised to take him for his cycling till park.
Shazia: Oh!! You are now become his favourite.
Rizwan shows his sad face to her.
Rizwan: Only his favourite
Shazia; Oh!!! Our favourite.
Rizwan: Oh no . I think Sanju doesn't love me.
Shazia: Now you are proving again that you are a Guy. You are behind a Sanju Love.
Rizwan: I didn't mean that. I mean to say that Sanju doesn't like me.
Shazia: Sanju is not a Guy. That's the reason.
Rizwan: Stop teasing me.
Shazia: Sanju is behind that secretary. He even speak about her after drinking. He has only time to praise her after drinking. ( Now I can feel the change in torn of her voice)
I understand that she got hurt by my relationship with Crina. I should have believe in Shazia and share my problems. She might be come up with best solutions. Now anyway there is no point of digging past. I decided to spend time with Shazia and bring her back to our life. I know that, I have to wait for the appropriate time to act.
Rizwan: Yes. She is the one who holds our Sanju. She is using her beauty to keep Sanju in her custody. Sanju is not realizing. She will dump him after her use.
I thought of our people. We are judging the other peoples from our dirty mind. Rizwan is trying to seduce my wife as well as his cousin sister and he is passing negative comments on the integrity of Crina who is searching for true love. I know that Crina loves me but she always restrict herself from crossing our friendship level. She always tell me that, I have a beautiful and caring wife. She is jealous on us. Please don't betray Shazia. Crina promised me that she will be always there for me as a friend in need. I always wish that Shazia should believe and understand Crina one day.
Shazia: You also praising her beauty ( I can feel a jealousy tone in her voice)
Rizwan. I didn't mean like that.
I didn't find any movement from both side. Now I realised the trouble in going down without their notice. I wished them to go back to their mood so as I will get a re entry options.
Suddenly tears started rolling out of Shazia eyes. I saw Rizwan wiping her tears and consoling her.
Rizwan: Please don't cry. I will get hurt. Anyway you look beautiful while crying ( he started teasing her)
Shazia: You too. (she hit on his cheek. She didn't hit hard but the hit was with her loose hand)
Rizwan started acting like he got hurt by keeping is palm on his cheek.
Rizwan: Ouch!! You are wild cat.
I saw Shazia went near to him immediately and tried to pull his arm from cheek.
Shazia: Sorry Rizwan. I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't know, might me my angry at her made it hard.
She keep on trying to pull his hands. Half of her body is fully on his body. He remove his hands from cheek.
Shazia: Oh!! Nothing happen. You are just acting
Rizwan told her by maintains his serious face.
Rizwan: See my face. Your finger mark is there in my face.
Shazia: I can't see any mark. But let me see very close.
she bring her face near to his cheeks. Her face is so close to his cheeks.
Shazia: I think , I need to use a zoom lens to see the mark. ( she giggle)
Rizwan: You are making fun on me.
Shazia: No my boy.
Rizwan try to pull his face by showing angry face. Suddenly she hold his head and kissed on his cheek. She didn't pull his face back after kissing him. She held her lips on his cheek. I can see that Rizwan hands is coming back of her. She released the kiss and told
Shazia: Please forgive me now. (her voice cracked)
Rizwan: Don't be silly. I was not hurt. Even if so. I can't be angry with you.
Now his hands is in her back and holding her. I can see him pushing from her back towards him.
Shazia: Rizwan. We are not doing wrong.
Rizwan: If you feel. You can go back. I know that what I am doing is correct.
Rizwan hand is pushing her to his body and she doesn't show any resistance. Rizwan bring his lips to her face and kissed her lips. I saw Shazia pull her face back. She keep on looking at his face. Rizwan face is coming forward to her face for second time and she remain same. Rizwan kissed her lips again and this time the kiss last for 30 seconds. She looked behind and ensures Dan is sleeping. Third time she kissed him back. I can see her hands is in the backside of head. They keep on smooching for a minutes. I can see Rizwan hands crawling in her back side.
Shazia: Please continue you massage.
Rizwan: Ok.
I know that Rizwan is disappointed. He is desperate to fuck her pussy and make her comfortable for cheating on me for ever. He doesn't know Shazia enjoys soft-core better than hard core.
Rizwan: Will go bedroom and do ?
Shazia: No Rizwan. What's the problem at here ?
Rizwan: Nothing. ( he adjusted his position and told her to laid down)
she bring her head to his lap but this time he hold her head and bring it to his cock directly.
He insert his hands inside her sleeveless gap and placed on top of her boobs with authority. She did not shows any resistance. He tried to push her face to his dick and he found that she is not enjoying. I can see him cursing for breaking the momentum. He started amassing her head. She closed her eyes and enjoyed. Rizwan try to press her boobs but she bring her hand and stops his hands immediately. She didn't take her hands back from the top of his hands. Rizwan understand that he has to bring her back to the mood. He started massaging her head and slowly went down to neck area. He saw the movement in her body while massaging her back. She was feeling tickling and pleasure. He pressed her boobs slowly. She started moving her face and he felt like massaging his dick. He slowly tuns her face further down towards his dick. Now her face is almost facing down. Her mouth can be near to his dick. He continue to massage her neck. His hands slides inside her bra and his finger pressed her nipples. He keep on pressing her face towards his dick and she lift her face due breathless moments.
He pull her up and started kissing her. He pressed her boobs and inserted his hands from down and hugged her.. Both of them started smooching passionately. Rizwan started pulling her T shirt up.
Shazia: No. ( she might want to say NO but her lust made her to say) Not here Rizwan.
Rizwan didn't wait further. She took her in hands and walked towards the bedroom. I was afraid whether he will bring her to our bedroom. They got inside the bedroom and closed the door.
I immediately rushed down and walk slowly to outside house. I made sound of car alarm and slowly get inside the home. I saw the scared face of Shazia rushing towards the main door for welcoming me. These habit has changed in past few years. I can see her face sweating. I decided to give a hint on Shazia.
Sanju: Seems like you are busy with some thing which need to work hard.
Shazia: Nothing.
Before she saw some lie. I asked her
Sanju: Then you are doing something naughty on absence.
I know that she can't say that sweating is due to some work because the temperature is almost 20 degree in London. I can understand that she is not prepared . She is searching for a situational lie. Nothing is coming out of his mouth. Before she could say some thing. I asked her.
Sanju: Rizwan is here ?
Shazia: Yes ( I can see her face got red)
Sanju: where is he?
Shazia: he is in bedroom.
Sanju: What he is doing in bedroom in this evening.
Shazia: Having bath.
Sanju: Oh!! ( I made a sound like she knows his all whereabouts)
Shazia: why there is a despair in your sound. ( her voice got little confidence)
Sanju: Nothing like that. Just need to ask him about one of his friend.
Shazia: Which friend.
Sanju: Is it necessary to reply for every question by standing in door step. May I go inside and reply you after getting fresh up.
Shazia : Oh!! sorry . ( She realized that she is standing by blocking me and made a smile on her face)
I understand that she is nervous and what all she is not as per uncontrolled mind.
Sanju: By the way. Thanks for welcoming me after long time.
I get inside the home and start walking. I paused and turn back and found her standing in doorstep and thinking something. I walked near to her and hugged her. I kissed her head.
Shazia started crying.
Sanju: What happen by love? Why you are crying.
Shazia didn't reply to my question. I hold her and we both walk inside. She walk along with me to living room. I made her sit in sofa and kissed her cheeks. I wipe her tears and asked
Sanju: Please don't curse yourself.
She looked at me. I told that word deliberately to give a hint for her. I need her to get scare of getting caught and should feel guilty. I know that there is no other way to bring her back.
Shazia didn't reply back.
Rizwan came out of room by acting like having bath.
Rizwan: Hi Sanju. You are so early today.
Sanju: No work. Thought of coming home early. Why you are having bath now.
Rizwan paused for a second.
Rizwan: Just get dirty. Thought of fresh up.
Sanju: you are wearing same dress after bath. What's the use of having bath..
Rizwan: I don't have a changing one.
Sanju: You dress is tidy. Then how you got dirty?
Rizwan face got red. I can see the surprise in Shazia's face also. I know that she is expecting some convincing reply from his mouth. Rizwan was searching for an answer. I can feel that Shazia is shivering due to fear. I got happy and decided to give other shock to them.
Sanju: Leave it. You didn't tell me that your friend is working with me.
Rizwan was is desperate situations and immediately he replied
Rizwan: Who... ( He understand his mistake immediately ) Oh sorry, You mean Jose. Yeah ( Rizwan was struggling to hide his face from me)
Sanju: Yes . Jose. Is any one else is your friend in my office. ( My voice was hard)
Rizwan got frighten by my sound. Shazia is shivering due to fear. She tried to get up from Sofa and go away from living room. Before she gets up, I hold her hands and make her sit. I told her to sit there and watch your brothers chameleon face.
Sanju: Why did you not informed me?
Rizwan: I did not find any reason to say.
Sanju: You are staying with him ?
Rizwan: yes we are sharing same flat. We are six and sharing the apartment.
Sanju: How you know him ?
Rizwan: He is the cousin of my classmate and he joins with us after taking the apartment. What happen Bhaiya?
I can understand his fear of getting caught. He also fear that Jose is going to be in trouble soon.
Sanju: What happen ? Do you need my explanations ? ( My sound was harsh). I hope you know what I mean. Better not discuss that.
I know that Shazia is not fully aware about what I am talking. She was already down. I can feel her hands holding my arms tightly.
Sanju: You both are in same room?
Rizwan: No
I understand that its the time to make situation funny and give relief to both.
Sanju: Better stay away from him. I hear that he is behind you. He is a guy and what about you ( I laughed loudly)
Shazia released the grip on my hand and laugh along with me after asking him are you a guy?.
Rizwan face is down and and found his face humiliated. I suspect whether my guess is correct ?
Everyone knows that Jose is a Guy in office. Rizwan is a handsome guy and I am sure that Jose must have try his luck at least once during their stay.
Rizwan was about say some reply but I told him.
Sanju: Leave it Rizwan. Shazia.. get us some tea. Rizwan you just wake Dan. He will not sleep in night. Then both of you go outside and play. You will get relaxed.
Rizwan: How you come to know ?
Sanju: About what?
Rizwan: About Jose
Sanju: You mean your friendship or Other .. ( I didn't complete due not sure about such incident. But from his reaction , I understand that some thing has happen between them)
Rizwan: Jose is behind me Bhaiya. That's the reason I stay away from room most of times.
Rizwan look towards the kitchen and ensures Shazia is not listening before saying this.
I understand that how Rizwan use Jose to spy on me. I went to bedroom without asking further question
Shazia: Get up. Enough of sleeping. See your lovely son also following your path.( She pointed at Dan and told)
Sanju: Why you are yelling. Let him sleep for some more time.
Shazia: Sanju. Don't support him. He should idol Sara. How smart she is?
Sanju: I guess then he is more on his Mother.
Shazia face got red. I understand that she didn't like my pity joke.
Shazia: Very funny. Shall I laugh?
I know that she is trying to hide her emotions. I pull her to my body.
Shazia: Leave Sanju. I have work in kitchen. Dan will get up.
Sanju: You are the one who want to wake him. Now what happen?
I kissed her cheeks and hugs her. Shazia tried to come out my grip by force but could not break my grip. She keep on attempt for few minutes and slowly surrendered. I took my hand and grip on her ass and pull her to my top.
Shazia: Leave me Sanju ( He voice was low and soft)
Sanju: Please stay in top of me for some times.
Shazia; You have your secretary .Tell her to sleep on top of you. What is her name. Kirina ?
Sanju: Its not Kirina. Its Crina. Romanian name
Shazia: What ever may be. You go with her. ( taking with grief)
Sanju: What happen ? Why you are so upset ?
Shazia: Sanju. Kindly promise me that you don't hang around with her.
Sanju: Shazia . Don't be childish. She is my secretary as well as she is a nice human being. She is a good companion to me. I accept the fact that we used to hang around after office hours but purely on a friendship base. Trust me. If you give me the the company , I will not go with her.
Shazia: Tomorrow onwards, My self and Dan will come with you to pubs.
I know she has valid point but some time am not able to accept the truth. Shazia priorities has changed after the birth of Dan. We used to travel lot and hang around prior to Dan birth. After Dan birth, her attention shifted to Dan from me. She likes to stay in house or only open during our foreign trip. Priya's passed away when Dan was turning three year. I was almost in verge of depression due to guilty. I was really in need of personal care from Shazia but didn't get from Shazia at that point of time. There can be a mistake from my side on hiding the truth. I used to drink a lot during those days. I met Crina at a pub during those days. Our friendship grew slowly and myself found very comfortable with her. I can say that she is the one who is responsible to come out of my depression stage. Crina is from Romania and shifted to London. She couldn't get proper job in London. She works on part time and stays in a shared flat with her friends. I found her genuine and an ambitious girl. I feel very comfortable with her. We used to share our problems and her guidance always help me. I appointed her as my secretary immediately upon my promotion to VP. She is very good at work and keep a professional relationship in office. I never want Crina to find a body friend and keep distance with me. I always have some sort of possessiveness on her. I always try to control my mind but always fail.My thoughts got break by Shazia voice/
Shazia: Sanju. What are you thinking. Oh!!! Crina. ( I look angry on her face). Sanju please understand , I am fully depend on you. I don't have any place to go.
Sanju: Don't think silly. What all we have is equal for both. I love you my sweet heart..
Shazia: I love you too. I don't know. Feel like your words are not coming from your heart.( disappointed sound)
I want to tell her that same feeling for me while hearing her l love you.
I love her Shazia so much but my charm of expression has lost at some point of time. I have strong feeling towards Shazia but same time can't afford to loose Crina's friendship also. I had sex with only Crina and Razia after my marriage. Sex with Razia is with the consent of Shazia. Sex with Crina is some sort of a bang by me. Her submission was due to her true friendship with me. I forced her and had sex with her on her flat and she forgive me for that day. I never repeated in past 2 years. Crina never let me feel guilty for that day and I always indebted for her. She always advice me to ''not carry my past in mind, I should give attention to my health''. She keep on advising me to restart my fitness activity and restore my body as earlier before getting too late. I have decided to start my daily exercise many times but decision couldn't overcome the resistance from laziness. I introduced Crina to Shazia and she was very happy in initial days. I found envy on Crina's beauty at Shazia's eyes during their initial days. I used to make fun on Shazia. She enjoyed on initial days but later Shazia started restricting me to meet Crina. I spend my most of times with Crina on week days and weekends with family. Earlier, i used to spend time with Crina in weekends also but situation in home force me to stop meeting her on weekends. I suspect the person behind the spying to Shazia is Rizwan.
Rizwan is doing his masters in London. He is the second cousin of Shazia. He is 6 year younger than Shazia. He got introduced by himself three years ago when he reached London for first time. Myself and Shazia welcomed him with extreme happiness. I found the happiness in Shazia after meeting her relative. I understand, everyone have a special soft corner towards their relative. Razia and Shazia is living alone for long years. None of their relatives are in touch with both. Sometimes Shazia feel the loneliness. My family members treat both of them as our relatives and every one loves Razia and Shazia. My parents was so attached to Sara. Probability that might be the reason for change in mind of Shazia about having a kid on her own. Ladies mind is a mystery. We can't predict their thinking and how they react. I still remember the happiest days after our marriage.
I found Shazia as the happiest person by keeping Razia and Sara together with us. I always found the pride in her eyes by gifting my presence with her sister. She want me to give Sara a fatherly love. She doesn't want to bring a kid in between us. The fact she didn't realize that she is a wife and she can't share her husbands love with someone for long time. There was a situation comes when she doesn't like any other person to comes in between our life. Razia understands my situations and she always helped me to over come the situations. We started going to our native place together and travel to many relatives house. Everyone in my family loves them and slowly Shazia start feeling the love of relatives. Initially, she found very difficulty in communication with my parents and relatives but she leaned our language fast to have a better communication with them. I noticed the slow change in her mindset. She interact with my parents and relatives more than me and become pet for them. Slowly she become possessive and started keeping me away from Razia and Sara. I respect Razia for her understanding. When she realized that her sister become possessive, she give her space for me. Luckily, I got the promotion to London office and we moved from Bahrain. Shazia was extremely happy on shifting to London and she got pregnant after reaching few months in London. My parents was with us during her delivery and we enjoyed the happy days.
Shazia and me having active sex life even after Dan's birth but slowly it reduced. Our sex life had reduced to limited after Dan grown up to 3 year old. I also didn't bother about sex during those days due to my depression stage. Rizwan entry to home is also in similar time. I encourage him to come home regularly and Rizwan become favourite of Dan. Rizwan presence was a blessing for me. I get my privacy to sit alone and my absence will not affect the happiness in home. Days passed and Rizwan become a member of my family. He started staying in our house frequently. I found Shazia is giving her full attention in taking care of Rizwan. I feel like she is not bothered about me. I started comparing her love & care towards Rizwan and me. She got angry on me for asking her. One day there was a small argument happens with us on Rizwan topic. She blasted on my low class thinking. Similar to all arguments with girls, she won the battle. From my experience in life, I started doubting a scope of Shazia's submission to Rizwan or Rizwan can take advantage of situations. He is young and good looking. More over he has good gym body and have the ability to impress person. I saw many times Shazia hugging him. I felt the intimacy in the hug. I felt jealous due to the reason for lack of such intimacy towards me in these days. Shazia use to keep her head in Rizwan shoulder while we watching television in home. She give priority to Rizwan and Dan always. She always side Rizwan on any debate. Shazia never bothered him touching her body. She used to come to bed only after he sleeps. Our love making also broke due to the bedroom invaded by Rizwan. I always feel to tell her to stop but hold my emotions. I told her one day and she replied me that '' what a person you are? How can you think like that? Your cousin brothers also touching my body, I don't find any offence from you that time''. I know that, I can't win on arguing with her. She told me the valid point that she has given freedom for all my cousin brothers. They all love her more than me. She is very much friendly with all of them and she is the pet for all. I know that my cousin brother will kill me if any of wrong comments against her from my side. But mind is not ready to accept the fact. How a girl will change when she starve for love and care. More than me no one understands. I decided to give full attention and care to Shazia but couldn't keep my decision. I lost my ability to handle situations with patience. I started heat up with Shazia soon. I found herself getting more comfortable with Rizwan during those days. Shazia started sharing everything with Rizwan and that might me the reason he asked me on day '' Bhayia you have any problem with me coming home? With no other option, I smiled and told '' what problem Rizwan. I am happy that Shazia got her brother and Dan got his uncle. Now a days I am busy in office and getting less time with them. I thank you for fulfilling my gaps. He replied me thanks and said '' I will continue to do it even better than now''. Shazia was sitting next to him and she patted in his cheeks and said '' Now you are happy''. I understand that Shazia is passing all information to him about our bed room talks. I understand that he made a strong grip in my house. Since that day, a suffocation started in my mind on Rizwan presence. I didn't find any convincing reason to tell Shazia for keeping him away from coming home. Those were the days I lost myself, I don't have any one to share my feelings. I met Crina and slowly found my comfortableness in her and started sharing my problems. I ignored Rizwan.
I happen to see both of them in doubtful situations but have made up my mind that there is nothing wrong happening. I thought that Rizwan will go after completion of his masters but he joined other course and extended his stay for two more years. I found lot of changes in Shazia. She never understand or talk in double meaning. During the initial years after our marriage, I used to tease her and use such languages while having sex. I used to force her for saying such words and she felt shy. Now past one year, she talks such language frequently and even in front of Rizwan. Rizwan also uses such languages very often during our interactions. She use to speak such languages during our intercourse. Also she started wearing western cloths in home very frequently. She was always conservative in her dressing and she wear western cloths only after several request and compulsion from me. I got surprise by the changes in her. One day when I returns from office earlier, I saw the front door is not locked. I can hear the television sound from living room. I entered the house and no one notice me. Dan is playing games in his Tab by laid down in the L shape of sofa. I can see that Rizwan is watching a movie in television. I found Shazia also laid down in sofa and rested her face and head on Rizwan lap. Rizwan is sitting by leaning back and placed his legs on sofa table. One hand is massaging her head and other hands placed on top of her hands. He placed his wrist on her hand made his hands slips down. I slowly walk and went upstairs. My formal living room has full view from informal living room in upstairs near our bedroom. My villa has two bedroom, one is in ground floor and one is in upstairs. English villas are giving more space for non bedroom area. I understand that everyone is busy in their activities. I stand and looked down. I can clearly see that Rizwan hands are slide almost inside her T-shirt. She is wearing her loose sleeveless T-shirt. Due to her side laid position, the tshirt is wide open. I can see her boobs view from upstairs so Rizwan can see till her tummy. Her left side bra is half outside and Rizwan finger is touching the bulge of her bare boobs. Shazia is keeping her face on his dick and watching movie in television. He was sitting like half laid position. His thighs are outside sofa and that's the reason she kept her face on top of his dick. She has the option to lift her head to keep in his hip or stomach area but I couldn't find any sort of attempt from her side. I can see the face expression of Shazia. Her eyes are getting closed due to the pleasure of getting massaged., I guessed. I was curious to know what will happen next? Rizwan continue in massaging her head.
Shazia: Very good. You are doing very good. Do it with both hands.
Rizwan. You shut up and enjoy. Using both hands will not be a good idea in this position. If you want massage with both hands better we have to do it in Bedroom. Lets go
Shazia: No please don't stop. Continue.
Rizwan: What madam. Bedroom will give you memories of your XXX with Sanju?
Shazia: Chi!! Naughty. We will find a girl for you. Get marry soon.
I got happy by listening to the conversation. I understand that nothing has happen in between them. Bastard Rizwan is trying his luck on her, I guess. I can see that Rizwan is ogling inside her T-shirt without Shazia noticing. His eyes are wide open and I noticed him licking his lips. I can see his hands in her top of her boobs is shivering. I guessed, due to fear of proceeding further.
He changes his eyes position to TV while Shazia look at his face. The English movie has lot love making scenes and both of them watching the same.
Shazia: I think its the time for finding a girl for you. You need to get marry soon. I think some one is poking my face so badly. ( She hints on his harness touching her face)
Rizwan: I am happy with my life. Not interested in girls.
Shazia: Oh!! No. I can't believe.
Rizwan: What ?
Shazia: You are a Guy
Rizwan pressed her head by showing angry in his face. Shazia shake her body due to pain. I can see that Rizwan hands on top of her boobs went further inside by pressing her boobs and massaging on top. Shazia is not bothered on his advancement.
Rizwan: I didn't mean by that. I mean that not showing interested now.
Shazia; Oh!! don't lie. You are a guy. Your little Rizwan is poking at my face while watching the guy in movie. Firstly I thought of heroine. What we will do now? How will we find a guy for you? Now I understand that reason behind your friendship Jose in Sanju office. How will you introduce in house for Filipinos, this is common.
Now I understand the person spying on me for Rizwan. I decided to deal him separately. I understand Rizwan feeling. He wants tell Shazia that he got hard due to her but his mouth will not open due to fear. Also from my experience, no can take such step now. Analysing the situations, I can understand that she is not ready. This is a risky situation. She can turn both side. Higher chance is for keeping him away. Many people pretend to do mistakes at this point but Rizwan handle the situation nicely. I compared him to me during his age . I smiled myself due to relief of pressure from my heart. I got relaxed and find funny to watch what next ?
Rizwan: No nothing like that. Ok madam. I accepted that I am guy. But, If my little boy pokes at your face, why you didn't take your face. I think your face like my little one. For your kind information that is not a little one. He is hiding inside. That's all.
Shazia : Continue your massage. ( I understand that she changed the topic to hide her shame in face)
Rizwan started massage and he continued with same topic. I understand that he is trying to get it bit close to her.
Rizwan: Please try to change you position. You don't worry. I am guy and my body will not do any harms to girls.
Shazia didn't reply to him. I can understand from Rizwan expression that she is teasing him again by placing her head in top of his dick.
Rizwan started pressing her head with more powerfully so as her face will press in his dick. Suddenly there is no sound from both side. I understand that Shazia started enjoying his massage or pressing his dick.
Shazia: Ahh Rizwan. Continue. You are doing good.
Now am confused. I can't separate whether Shazia moan is due to pleasure of pressing his dick or pleasure of getting massage in her head. We had done many times. She likes to get her head massage. She has unique style of rubbing her cheeks on top of my cock and gives pleasure to me. I used to place her in similar position and insert my hands from her back and finger her pussy. Once situations start heated she used to open my pants and took my dick in her mouth and gives a nice blow job. We used to end up either by fucking or sucking each other and reach climax.
I can see the movement in Rizwan finger in her boobs. He started putting pressure in his finger and her boobs get pressed slowly. Immediately Shazia lift her hands and Rizwan hands came out of her T-shirt. I got relief. My relief turned to worry in few seconds. Priya lift her hand for few seconds so as Rizwan will get chance to keep it back below her armpit. She closed her hands along with his hands in her armpit. Now his hand is placed fully on top of her boobs. This move is like a permission for him. I saw that still he is hesitated to press but his hands covered her boobs.
Shazia: Rizwan. What happen ? You are sad due to your hero is not in scene. Don't worry he will come soon.
Rizwan: Stop this nonsense. I am stopping and going ( I know that he is making the drama)
immediately I saw her hands hold his hands above her boobs.
Shazia: Please don't get upset my boy. You are doing good and continue. I was just teasing you ( she laugh). I think you have good experience in giving massage.
Saying this she took her hands from top of his hands and pinched his cheeks. But her hands went back to same position. Rizwan continued to massage and this time he started pressing her face more deeply. Shazia hands in top of Rizwan started pressing his hands. Still Rizwan didn't pressed her boobs hardly. I knows that he is teasing her or waiting for her to initiate. Might he is more smart that he knows that Shazia is not yet ready. Even if he is not pressing her boobs his fingers are massaging the boobs. Shazia hands started pressing his hands fast. She lift her armpit and pull his arms much deep inside. Now I can see that Shazia is holding his arms and rubbing his hands. His arms are in side of her bra cups and each time his hands started pushing her bra cups I can see that with in couple of push her bra will release her nipple. My dick was hard on by enjoying the view. I can see that my wife is loosing slowly. I thought of distracting them. I know that, I can distract for this occasion only. Shazia should realize by herself is the only options. Even I was expecting such punishment from the day Priya died. More over, I was also enjoyed by myself while being in Rizwan position. I deserve to get punished. I thought of going back to room but remain idle in same position and enjoyed the show. This time Rizwan pressed his hands little harder in her boobs and his finger went inside her bra. She lift her head and checked Dan. I immediately pull my face back so as she will not see me. I went to the side corner and start watching.
Shazia: He is sleeping in awkward position.
Rizwan: Shall I make him sleep in bedroom
Shazia: No. Let him sleep here only. Please keep a pillow under his head and cover him with a sheet.
I saw Rizwan got up from his position and went inside the guest room and brought pillow and sheet.
He make all necessary arrangements for his comfort. She was sitting in sofa and watching Rizwan. I can see the affection in her eyes towards Rizwan. Rizwan came and sat in same position. He didn't try to pull her and hold her. He look at television like nothing happen.
Shazia: Rizwan Do you need coffee or tea.
Rizwan: No its too early. I will have after Dan wake up. Today I promised to take him for his cycling till park.
Shazia: Oh!! You are now become his favourite.
Rizwan shows his sad face to her.
Rizwan: Only his favourite
Shazia; Oh!!! Our favourite.
Rizwan: Oh no . I think Sanju doesn't love me.
Shazia: Now you are proving again that you are a Guy. You are behind a Sanju Love.
Rizwan: I didn't mean that. I mean to say that Sanju doesn't like me.
Shazia: Sanju is not a Guy. That's the reason.
Rizwan: Stop teasing me.
Shazia: Sanju is behind that secretary. He even speak about her after drinking. He has only time to praise her after drinking. ( Now I can feel the change in torn of her voice)
I understand that she got hurt by my relationship with Crina. I should have believe in Shazia and share my problems. She might be come up with best solutions. Now anyway there is no point of digging past. I decided to spend time with Shazia and bring her back to our life. I know that, I have to wait for the appropriate time to act.
Rizwan: Yes. She is the one who holds our Sanju. She is using her beauty to keep Sanju in her custody. Sanju is not realizing. She will dump him after her use.
I thought of our people. We are judging the other peoples from our dirty mind. Rizwan is trying to seduce my wife as well as his cousin sister and he is passing negative comments on the integrity of Crina who is searching for true love. I know that Crina loves me but she always restrict herself from crossing our friendship level. She always tell me that, I have a beautiful and caring wife. She is jealous on us. Please don't betray Shazia. Crina promised me that she will be always there for me as a friend in need. I always wish that Shazia should believe and understand Crina one day.
Shazia: You also praising her beauty ( I can feel a jealousy tone in her voice)
Rizwan. I didn't mean like that.
I didn't find any movement from both side. Now I realised the trouble in going down without their notice. I wished them to go back to their mood so as I will get a re entry options.
Suddenly tears started rolling out of Shazia eyes. I saw Rizwan wiping her tears and consoling her.
Rizwan: Please don't cry. I will get hurt. Anyway you look beautiful while crying ( he started teasing her)
Shazia: You too. (she hit on his cheek. She didn't hit hard but the hit was with her loose hand)
Rizwan started acting like he got hurt by keeping is palm on his cheek.
Rizwan: Ouch!! You are wild cat.
I saw Shazia went near to him immediately and tried to pull his arm from cheek.
Shazia: Sorry Rizwan. I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't know, might me my angry at her made it hard.
She keep on trying to pull his hands. Half of her body is fully on his body. He remove his hands from cheek.
Shazia: Oh!! Nothing happen. You are just acting
Rizwan told her by maintains his serious face.
Rizwan: See my face. Your finger mark is there in my face.
Shazia: I can't see any mark. But let me see very close.
she bring her face near to his cheeks. Her face is so close to his cheeks.
Shazia: I think , I need to use a zoom lens to see the mark. ( she giggle)
Rizwan: You are making fun on me.
Shazia: No my boy.
Rizwan try to pull his face by showing angry face. Suddenly she hold his head and kissed on his cheek. She didn't pull his face back after kissing him. She held her lips on his cheek. I can see that Rizwan hands is coming back of her. She released the kiss and told
Shazia: Please forgive me now. (her voice cracked)
Rizwan: Don't be silly. I was not hurt. Even if so. I can't be angry with you.
Now his hands is in her back and holding her. I can see him pushing from her back towards him.
Shazia: Rizwan. We are not doing wrong.
Rizwan: If you feel. You can go back. I know that what I am doing is correct.
Rizwan hand is pushing her to his body and she doesn't show any resistance. Rizwan bring his lips to her face and kissed her lips. I saw Shazia pull her face back. She keep on looking at his face. Rizwan face is coming forward to her face for second time and she remain same. Rizwan kissed her lips again and this time the kiss last for 30 seconds. She looked behind and ensures Dan is sleeping. Third time she kissed him back. I can see her hands is in the backside of head. They keep on smooching for a minutes. I can see Rizwan hands crawling in her back side.
Shazia: Please continue you massage.
Rizwan: Ok.
I know that Rizwan is disappointed. He is desperate to fuck her pussy and make her comfortable for cheating on me for ever. He doesn't know Shazia enjoys soft-core better than hard core.
Rizwan: Will go bedroom and do ?
Shazia: No Rizwan. What's the problem at here ?
Rizwan: Nothing. ( he adjusted his position and told her to laid down)
she bring her head to his lap but this time he hold her head and bring it to his cock directly.
He insert his hands inside her sleeveless gap and placed on top of her boobs with authority. She did not shows any resistance. He tried to push her face to his dick and he found that she is not enjoying. I can see him cursing for breaking the momentum. He started amassing her head. She closed her eyes and enjoyed. Rizwan try to press her boobs but she bring her hand and stops his hands immediately. She didn't take her hands back from the top of his hands. Rizwan understand that he has to bring her back to the mood. He started massaging her head and slowly went down to neck area. He saw the movement in her body while massaging her back. She was feeling tickling and pleasure. He pressed her boobs slowly. She started moving her face and he felt like massaging his dick. He slowly tuns her face further down towards his dick. Now her face is almost facing down. Her mouth can be near to his dick. He continue to massage her neck. His hands slides inside her bra and his finger pressed her nipples. He keep on pressing her face towards his dick and she lift her face due breathless moments.
He pull her up and started kissing her. He pressed her boobs and inserted his hands from down and hugged her.. Both of them started smooching passionately. Rizwan started pulling her T shirt up.
Shazia: No. ( she might want to say NO but her lust made her to say) Not here Rizwan.
Rizwan didn't wait further. She took her in hands and walked towards the bedroom. I was afraid whether he will bring her to our bedroom. They got inside the bedroom and closed the door.
I immediately rushed down and walk slowly to outside house. I made sound of car alarm and slowly get inside the home. I saw the scared face of Shazia rushing towards the main door for welcoming me. These habit has changed in past few years. I can see her face sweating. I decided to give a hint on Shazia.
Sanju: Seems like you are busy with some thing which need to work hard.
Shazia: Nothing.
Before she saw some lie. I asked her
Sanju: Then you are doing something naughty on absence.
I know that she can't say that sweating is due to some work because the temperature is almost 20 degree in London. I can understand that she is not prepared . She is searching for a situational lie. Nothing is coming out of his mouth. Before she could say some thing. I asked her.
Sanju: Rizwan is here ?
Shazia: Yes ( I can see her face got red)
Sanju: where is he?
Shazia: he is in bedroom.
Sanju: What he is doing in bedroom in this evening.
Shazia: Having bath.
Sanju: Oh!! ( I made a sound like she knows his all whereabouts)
Shazia: why there is a despair in your sound. ( her voice got little confidence)
Sanju: Nothing like that. Just need to ask him about one of his friend.
Shazia: Which friend.
Sanju: Is it necessary to reply for every question by standing in door step. May I go inside and reply you after getting fresh up.
Shazia : Oh!! sorry . ( She realized that she is standing by blocking me and made a smile on her face)
I understand that she is nervous and what all she is not as per uncontrolled mind.
Sanju: By the way. Thanks for welcoming me after long time.
I get inside the home and start walking. I paused and turn back and found her standing in doorstep and thinking something. I walked near to her and hugged her. I kissed her head.
Shazia started crying.
Sanju: What happen by love? Why you are crying.
Shazia didn't reply to my question. I hold her and we both walk inside. She walk along with me to living room. I made her sit in sofa and kissed her cheeks. I wipe her tears and asked
Sanju: Please don't curse yourself.
She looked at me. I told that word deliberately to give a hint for her. I need her to get scare of getting caught and should feel guilty. I know that there is no other way to bring her back.
Shazia didn't reply back.
Rizwan came out of room by acting like having bath.
Rizwan: Hi Sanju. You are so early today.
Sanju: No work. Thought of coming home early. Why you are having bath now.
Rizwan paused for a second.
Rizwan: Just get dirty. Thought of fresh up.
Sanju: you are wearing same dress after bath. What's the use of having bath..
Rizwan: I don't have a changing one.
Sanju: You dress is tidy. Then how you got dirty?
Rizwan face got red. I can see the surprise in Shazia's face also. I know that she is expecting some convincing reply from his mouth. Rizwan was searching for an answer. I can feel that Shazia is shivering due to fear. I got happy and decided to give other shock to them.
Sanju: Leave it. You didn't tell me that your friend is working with me.
Rizwan was is desperate situations and immediately he replied
Rizwan: Who... ( He understand his mistake immediately ) Oh sorry, You mean Jose. Yeah ( Rizwan was struggling to hide his face from me)
Sanju: Yes . Jose. Is any one else is your friend in my office. ( My voice was hard)
Rizwan got frighten by my sound. Shazia is shivering due to fear. She tried to get up from Sofa and go away from living room. Before she gets up, I hold her hands and make her sit. I told her to sit there and watch your brothers chameleon face.
Sanju: Why did you not informed me?
Rizwan: I did not find any reason to say.
Sanju: You are staying with him ?
Rizwan: yes we are sharing same flat. We are six and sharing the apartment.
Sanju: How you know him ?
Rizwan: He is the cousin of my classmate and he joins with us after taking the apartment. What happen Bhaiya?
I can understand his fear of getting caught. He also fear that Jose is going to be in trouble soon.
Sanju: What happen ? Do you need my explanations ? ( My sound was harsh). I hope you know what I mean. Better not discuss that.
I know that Shazia is not fully aware about what I am talking. She was already down. I can feel her hands holding my arms tightly.
Sanju: You both are in same room?
Rizwan: No
I understand that its the time to make situation funny and give relief to both.
Sanju: Better stay away from him. I hear that he is behind you. He is a guy and what about you ( I laughed loudly)
Shazia released the grip on my hand and laugh along with me after asking him are you a guy?.
Rizwan face is down and and found his face humiliated. I suspect whether my guess is correct ?
Everyone knows that Jose is a Guy in office. Rizwan is a handsome guy and I am sure that Jose must have try his luck at least once during their stay.
Rizwan was about say some reply but I told him.
Sanju: Leave it Rizwan. Shazia.. get us some tea. Rizwan you just wake Dan. He will not sleep in night. Then both of you go outside and play. You will get relaxed.
Rizwan: How you come to know ?
Sanju: About what?
Rizwan: About Jose
Sanju: You mean your friendship or Other .. ( I didn't complete due not sure about such incident. But from his reaction , I understand that some thing has happen between them)
Rizwan: Jose is behind me Bhaiya. That's the reason I stay away from room most of times.
Rizwan look towards the kitchen and ensures Shazia is not listening before saying this.
I understand that how Rizwan use Jose to spy on me. I went to bedroom without asking further question
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