Mom's old diary

[Raja]

This decreased their sex life which cut short to 3-4 times in a month. At the age of 20 she became a mother of a boy child.After her delivery, she find dad not interested in sex. He made sex hardly one or two time in a month, that also when she insist. Also it was like inserting and releasing within minutes. She became fed up and desperate.
Mom used to cry during night, after fad slept. She liked to talk and befriend with all, but her husband was opposite. He never liked to talk, spending more time on his business. There only call was during evening time which was few words. Otherwise when he was in home, he used to spend time in front of TV, and asleep without even talking to her properly. This created a vacum in their relation which got increased day by day. She very much thrived for a friend or companion to share her emotions.
By this time she realized that her in – laws were not rich, but facing a lot of financial problem. They really depend on her husband daily earning to run the house and other expenditure. So mom has no choice but to withdraw to herself. Also since her husband was out from morning 5 to evening 10, she were to do the purchases and take care of daily house requirements. She were to take up this responsibility without choice. Her mother in law was old aged and very tough, accusing her for all.
Mom was not allowed to watch TV. Her mother house was 20 km away, but she was not allowed to go there without permission. She was not allowed to talk on phone. Hence she became very depressed and she felt like becoming mad.