30-10-2019, 04:09 AM
After Priya left, I made a vodka shot for me. I was in confused stage. What should I do? I can't figure out what will the right step. Though out my life, I grew up on my confidence and courage to face challenges. Today I feel like, loosing some thing. I was thinking about the changes/ Phases happen in my mind after Priya's confession.
1st expression: Shocking
2nd : Trying to hide the shocking face/ Showing the practical approach- Appreciating Priya for confessing and willingness to change from her past
3rd Changes: My mind thought of What should be my reply to her?
4th Change: Fear of saying No to Marriage: My mind started fearing to say no to Priya. Fear of reaction from my family and her family.
5th Change: Further fear: Mind was feared of the fact , What society will tell about us. Many of the people knows about the relationship. What about the relatives of our family think? 10 years of love and decided to separate before marriage. People will make fun of us.
6th change: Taking every thing into consideration, ( fear of reaction from family, relatives, friends, office, neighbour hood and much more fact of my undisclosed Illicit relationship and child, I decided to go a head with marriage. On self evaluation of my act , I am more guilty than Priya.
7th: Made mind to adjust to the situation
8th: Thought of revealing my truth to Priya
9th: Fear of telling the truth, Whether Priya will accept my sin ? Whether she will use this reason to portray me as culprit and make my family shameful in front of society , then marry Ajay?
10th : Loosing trust or doubting Priya and Ajay, Any hidden agenda behind the confession.
11th : My mind made me believe that Priya is getting married to me only because she doesn't have the courage to tell about her love towards Ajay to her parents. More over, breaking the marriage by herself will result in her character assassination, credibility, trust, respect, social respect of her family. She didn't get a valid reason against me to come out of marriage. She might be planning to get married to me and continue with her love on Ajay.
This came to mind because , When I went to her flat after our engagement, I happen to hear a few conversation between Priya and Ajay.
When I went to her flat and before knocking Namitha came out of the room. Namitha was going out so she closed the door with her keys after I entered the flat. Priya was not aware about my presence. When I reached near to her room, I paused myself due to the phone conversation.
Priya: (Crying) Please don't go away from me. I will be there for you.
Other side phone: XXXX I cant hear (my guess: Ajay: You betrayed me. You gave me the hope and was waiting for you to disclose our relationship to your family. I may be a fool in believing you. I never forced you because I want your comfort. You could have tell the truth to them.
Priya: Try to understand, situation was not like that. Trust me. I don't want to loose your dignity.
Other side: XXXX ( can't hear) My guess: Ajay: I can't think about the situations. You have forced me to have a baby from me. I also want it but controlled myself to keep the purity in our relationship. I love you from my heart.
Priya: Babe please don't curse yourself, I want to have from you only. My promise will remain same.
I didn't think in negative way that time and didn't paused for long. I entered the room and she disconnected the phone. While casual enquiry, she replied about some issues happen in office and she pacifying Ajay for that. I didn't bothered about that incident.
After her confession, I guessed the above dialogue from Ajay. I was comparing Ajay with me. What I did with Nimmy and Arjun. Whether Ajay and Priya plans same ?
Nimmy flew back to Bahrain as per schedule. I request her to stay for one week and can return along with Priya and myself. I was not overjoyed with the sudden approval of our marriage by family. I was really enjoying my life even though no sex with Priya, I am getting better women than her. I have lot of fantasy to full fill on Nimmy. The Mumbai trip gave me sudden twist in life but my evil mind was not ready to sacrifice my entire happiness for Sara. I understand the disappointment in Nimmy after hearing my engagement.
Priya and myself behave normally and we return together. Ajay was invited but not attended due to some reason. I reached my flat in Bahrain at 9 am. Arjun has left already. Before reaching home, I called and enquire Arjun about his life without our presence. I asked him
Sanju: Arjun. I hope you enjoyed our absence. Hope your girlfriends didn't use my bed.
Arjun: What girlfriends. Don't gossip.
Sanju: Are you there at home?
Arjun: No man, reached early. Some important clients to handle. Nimmy is there in home.
Nimmy opened the door for me. I entered the flat and hugged her.
She didn't respond to my hug.
Nimmy: Hows your engagement. Where is Priya? (He voice was cracking)
Sanju: I drop Priya in her apartment. Why you are sad.
Nimmy: I am sorry. I think, I troubled you a lot. I called you frequently during your work in Mumbai.
Sanju: Please don't be sorry. We both knows that I am culprit. Honestly, I was working in double shift to finish my job and come near to you. The work needs minimum 14 days to complete but finished in 6 days. I was not aware about such progress about my marriage in home until I reached home.
Nimmy: Any way . What is wrong in that. I know that we have crossed the limit and should make sure to remain separated from today onwards.
I understand that she is feeling guilty and trying to keep distance . I know that, if I support her, I will loose her. I don't want to loose her. I know that getting Nimmy is most luckiest day in my life. I can't get a girl in my bed with such convenience.
She tried to push me but I can feel that the push doesn't have the sincerity.
I hugged her tightly and kissed her cheeks.
Sanju: Do you think that I don't love you? We both knows that we are tied up with commitments, but why should we loose some special moments in our life. You are so special for me. I made love with you from my heart and sincerely. I was thinking that you also feel same. But now I understand that you don't love me.
Nimmy: Sanju.. please don't make me sad. I don't know how I spend these days without you. I know the reality but some time I become weak. I am a girl Sanju, can't be strong like you.
Sanju: Hey I have a gift for you.
I brought a gift for her with out Priya's notice. LV gift box with a goggles. I fantasied her wearing the googles with white sari and I remove one by one of her dress. Then I will fuck her ass by making her stand in front of the mirror by wearing the goggles.
Nimmy: Sanju, How can I accept this? What will give justification to Arjun.
Sanju: You keep in my wardrobe. We can use in our private space. I told her about my fantacy.
Nimmy: Chi.. you naughty. Nothing else to think.
Sanju: What else to think if someone else is thinking same.
Nimmy; Oh No. Please don't exaggerate. I never thought of some thing like that.
Sanju: ( Lusty voice) What you thought about me?
I pressed her boobs my other hand took her hands on top of my dick.
You thought about this?
Nimmy: Sanju. I thought about sleeping with you by hugging you tightly. I don't think naughty like you.
Sanju: Ok. My fault.
I withdraw my hands from her body.
Nimmy: (Playful voice) Oh my sweetheart got sad. Come near to me.
I started walking towards my room. She came behind me.
Nimmy: where are you running with my boy ( She mean for my dick)
Sanju: That is not belongs to you.
Nimmy: Anyway. That is belongs to me now. Let me think of giving ownership to some. S
she came near to me and hold my dick above my jeans.
Nimmy: I think he is angry with me. Not showing its power. ( My dick was fully erect. Might be I was not naturally flirting with Nimmy. I am acting like a lover to bring her back to sinful life. I got success and understands one fact that girls will be more submissive to their love. They will try to give the full satisfaction to their lover at the point of time.
No one can judge the complexity of women thinking.
Nimmy came in front of her and kissed me passionately. I respond back to her. Time is 9.30 and getting late for office. I got separated from her
Sanju: Nimmy. Its getting late for office.
I saw the disappointed in her face.
Nimmy: You were working extra hours for company in Mumbai. Why can't you take leave. Please don't go today.
I know that there is lot of work to complete same time doesn't want to make Nimmy sad also.
Sanju: If I didn't go you will be in trouble
Nimmy: ( Confused) what trouble
Sanju: I am in different mood.
She looked at my eyes and asked by her eyes movement.
Sanju: Yes my fantasy mood.
She shook her head indicating No chance for that.
I respond with the gesture indicating that I need.
She responded with the gesture of no
I show my sad face gesture as well as pleading face.
Nimmy: Oh no. No way.. My god, please save me from this devil. ( she told with smiling face)
I got happy and kissed her.
Sanju: Thank you my love. Let me call office and try. Get me a coffee.
I called my office but situations demands me to go to office at any time and finish the task.
Nimmy was in kitchen. I walk to kitchen with a cigarette. I lit the cigarette and suddenly Nimmy turns towards me and took the cigarette from my mouth and throw to sink.
Nimmy: You are not going to smoke. Until your marriage, you will obey me.
I wondered and think that whether is dominant girl ? Arjun is away because of that? Then I ignored by thinking that what makes difference for me? Lets focus on fucking her . Don't judgemental, just enjoy till ending the relationship.
I drank the coffee and after got fresh by having bath. I wear lungi only. I didn't bother to wear tshirt. We had breakfast together. I can see her eyes on my bare body and lustful look on my chest and biceps. I informed her that, I will go office in evening and will stay late night for finishing work.
Nimmy: Why to go in evening?
Sanju: Hello Mam. Tell me what we will do that time? Arjun will be here. I may have to join with a drink with him. That's all
Nimmy: Oh you want to avoid Arjun.
Sanju: Thinking of something like that.
Nimmy: As long as Arjun is here. I can be with you. Don't do any thing stupid. You go before he comes.
I was amazed by the reply from her. I can't find any sort of guilty in her mind. Moreover I feel that she enjoys cheating her husband. I feel pity on Arjun but doesn't have big heart to sacrifice Nimmy for stupid sentiments.
Sanju: Hi. I have some email to check. My love, please change your dress according to my fantasy and come to my bedroom fast.
Nimmy: Sanju, Please.. I don't want to change dress. Wearing sari is difficultly and time consuming . We will do it later. At least I can save my ass hole for some time.( She smiles while telling)
Sanju: No problem. I will wait for you and your ass hole.
Nimmy: Sanju it pains. I don't have such experience.
I left immediately to bedroom with out giving attention to her reply.
After half an hour ,she came to my room wearing typical Kerala sari used for celebration. Its not pure white but a cream colour with blue boarder. I was laid in bed and checking email in my laptop.
Sanju: One minute. Am done.
I finished of quickly and got up from bed. She was very sexy in the dress. I watched her body.
Nimmy: what are you staring
Sanju; Shut up. Don't break my concentration. Let my eyes enjoyed this sexy girl body. Oh why didn't we meet earlier. If so, my wedding ring will be in your finger and mangalsutra in your neck.
Nimmy: don't worry. I will not spare you in next reincarnation.
I took the mobile and click her pictures with goggles. She has covered her tummy with sari. I went near to her and make her sari in such a way that will get expose her navels. I click few pictures.
I kept the phone and went near to her and kissed her lips. She responded immediately, she was kissing me crazily. We are hugging each other tightly. I slowly separated our lips and asked her in lusty voice.
Sanju: scared of what I said about you ass hole.
Nimmy: No Sanju. Please don't make a feelings on me by asking permission from me. My body is for you. You can do what ever you like.
Sanju: No dear. I don't want to hurt you or even try some thing not enjoyable to you.
Nimmy: I am enjoying each and every moment with you. Please don't disappoint me by asking such silly question.
Sanju: Do you experience before.
Nimmy: Yes.. Daily Arjun fucks me in ass ( she said in such way that make fun on me). She shouted. He doesn't even bother to speak with me. I think you have experience. You take charge.
Sanju: Its first time for me also. I heard that there is lubrication for same but we will try Vaseline as the lubrication.
Nimmy: Please don't spoil my mood by talking.
By saying this she kissed me back. My hands went freely to her boobs and pressed it above her blouse. We smooched for five minutes. She was not letting me to take my mouth from mouth to kiss her boobs. Her hands were in my bare back and pulls me closer to her.
I can feel the difference in her face expression while pressing her boobs. I enjoyed the sight and continued to press. After few minutes we separated from kiss. I went to my kneels and kissed her navels. Her hands went to my backside of head and pulls to her naval. I licked and inserted my tongue inside her navel. I played with her naval for few minutes. Her back is facing towards my mirror. I can see her ass hides inside the sari. I hugs her and pressed her ass by looking at mirror. I felt a push from her pussy to my dick. My dick and her pussy met each other below the cloths. I pulled the sari from her body slowly. She was standing in her blouse and petticoat. I bend down and bite her boobs. When I took my mouth, I can see the mark of my tooth set in her blouse.
I bite the other boobs also. I can hear a small moan from her mouth while biting.
I pulls her petticoat knot and it fell on ground. She is standing with her lingerie and blouse. Her pose with goggles was looking funny but controls the laugh. She pull my lungi down and fell on ground. I didn't wear underwear after bath. My dick was standing like a rod. She holds the dick and touched the tip with her finger. I removes the hook of her blouse. Before removing it completely, she went on her knees and took my dick in her mouth. I can see her hungriness in taking it in her mouth. She was giving me blow job in an unexplainable way. I want to break the momentum otherwise, I will cum soon. I pushed it hard inside the mouth and hold it her throat. After few seconds she coughed. That break was enough for me to break the momentum. Before she continue blowjob, I brought her up from floor. I removed her blouse and bra. I start sucking her nipples. My hands pulls her lingerie down and she helped in removing it quickly.. My intension is to get access to her ass fast. She brings her pussy near to my dick and guided to her pussy hole in standing position. Her effort was not successful due to our position. I lifted her in my arms. This gave her ample opportunity to guide my dick to her pussy hole. I slowly reduced the grip and her body slides down. My dick grilled to her pussy hole. She hugged me tightly due to pain and pleasure. We fucked in same position for 5 minutes and she felt a orgasm. She continued to move her hips and my dick remain inside her pussy and fucking her. We both kissed passionately.
I thought of removing the goggles from her eyes and enjoy her lust in eyes. I was near to my fantasy and doesn't want to break the momentum. I placed her in floor and turns her. I pushed her near to mirror. I made her to bend down and hold her hands in both side of mirror fleet for grip.
I kneel down in her back. I enjoyed her ass. Its is so silky and soft. I can see her ass hole. I placed by hands in ass and separated further. Her anus projected in front of my eyes. I kissed the anus. I licked it with my tongue. She moan loudly due to pleasure. I want to give her maximum pleasure before the pain. I lick it with my tongue for few minutes. Juice is dripping from her pussy and fell on floor. I fingered her pussy and made my finger soaked in her pussy juice. I took my mouth from her ass and insert my finger in her anus. My finger went inside after a small struggle at entrance. She took her one hand and took the Vaseline from the dressing table beside the full mirror.
She handed over to me. I open the top with my other hand. I can feel her anus is getting dried off. I immediately start fingering her ass hole.
Nimmy: Eeessshhh ( Pain)
Sanju: Is it paining
Nimmy: Yes. But don't stop. Put Vaseline and continue. I insert my other hand finger in Vaseline and bring the finger near to her ass hole. I slowly pulled the finger from her anus.
Nimmy: Eesssshhh ( Pain of tightness in her entrance)
I immediately entered the other finger full of Vaseline in her ass hole and continue to finger. I can feel the relaxation in her body due to her ass hole getting lubricated. I put the other finger in Vaseline and bring near to the fingering. This time I pushed the other finger into ass hole by containing fingering by other finger. I felt little difficult to get the initial grip but as soon as I got the grip, I pushed my other finger into her ass hole without any mercy.
Nimmy cried due to pain
Sanju: Can you handle Nimmy.
Nimmy: You pervert. Shut up and full full you fantasy.
I fingered her ass hole with both finger. Her body started responding after few minutes. I can feel that now my finger is coming in and out smoothly.
My dick was still erect. Now I got up along with Vaseline. I pull my finger from ass and spread Vaseline in my dick. I pour the moisture cream on top of that. From my experience with Razia, I found her ass hole is wide open. There was no screaming from her side. Abdul has made her ass hole like a well by fucking her daily. Nimmy asshole is still gave an opening like a fish mouth open. I placed my dick at her ass hole and pushed hard. My intension is to get inside her ass in few jerk so as she will become comfortable after few strokes. My first push was not success. My dick slips from ass and went to pussy. I felt and invitation from her pussy. In order to not disappointing her pussy, I stroked my dick inside her pussy for a minutes. I took it and placed near her ass hole gain.I made sure to keep my dick tip inside her widen ass hole. This time, My dick head went inside on first push.
I heard a screaming from Nimmy mouth. She controlled her voice of scream.
I pulled back and placed again on ass hole by applying cream and Vaseline. This time, I used my force and pushed my dick. I can see that it go inside by breaking the virginity of her ass.
Nimmy: Ahh...Ammaaaaaa.
I didn't bother to pull out. I know I am close to the fantasy. So I pushed further inside.
Her hands came back and tried to push my body away but I hold her hands.
My dick is almost half went inside. I started to stroke.
Nimmy was screaming and crying. She control her sound.
I keep on stroking and my penetrate inside on each stroke. I continued for few minutes and concentration given to my pleasure only. My dick motion become free and I was in heaven due to the pleasure. I looked at the mirror and fucked her ass. Her mouth is wide open and tears coming out of her goggles. I appreciated my decision to make her wear goggles. Otherwise looking at her angry eyes, I might pull my dick.
Sanju: Nimmy.. Aaahaaa... Aaahhaaa
I called her name in pleasure and stroke my dick. I can see change in her face. She might be satisfied in giving me the pleasure of my life. She started pushing herself to give additional support to me. Her boobs are hanging and I pressed it. Even though Razia ass is loose she is an expert in giving pleasure by some typical movements of hips and ass. Nimmy is not experience and she tried her best to give satisfaction to me. I was about to cum and doesn't try to hold. I unload my cum in her ass. I jerked three time till the last cum. My dick become tiny inside her ass and I pulled out.
I heard a sigh of relief from Nimmy. My dick has bloodstain. I understand that her anus area is wounded due to forced elasticity.
Sanju: Sorry Nimmy for hurting you.
Nimmy: What you think Sanju. I didn't enjoy. I was paining but looking at the satisfaction in your eyes, I am happy. Women like the satisfaction of her men.
Sanju: I will not do it again.
Nimmy: What if I want.
Sanju: Go and clean. My cum is dipping out of you ass.
Nimmy: Oh Thanks for your advice. Next time I need to finger your ass also. I also has some fantasy.
Sanju: No problem, am at your service.
We cleaned our self. I was expecting to not fuck her today but she initiated and we had two climax before I left for office. She was feeling pain in her ass in morning and become neutral by evening.
I fucked her in all possible days. We enjoyed each others, we compliment each other. I fucked her all holes. Three months later through my reference, she got placed in a good company and our relationship become much stronger. Arjun terminated from hospital due to some issues happen with a local lady. Company cancelled the visa but Nimmy's company offered her visa and she shifted to company visa. Hospital management alerted other hospitals and he was not in a position to get a job in Bahrain. Both of their parents told them to return to India but we made a plan and nicely executed.
Let Arjun returns, I will arrange for a job offer him in UAE. I took a flat in Bahrain and Nimmy made them belief that her company allotted a sharing flat for her. Currently she will be alone and other girl will join soon. She got a good offer and company has well diversified business. Working in this company for 1 or two year will be a good experience for her career. She will join Arjun after he settled in UAE. She shifted before he left Bahrain. Arjun got job in a small clinic in Kerala and got an offer after one year due to delay from my side. He borrowed money from different peoples and few of them approached Nimmy and threatens her. I helped in repaying and she took this as a reason to work for repaying my debt. After Arjun left, we stayed together as husband and wife as well as travelled to different countries . I was worried about fining stamp in her passport but she had made her mind strong to live her life on her choice. She was least bothered about Arjun. She collected sold evidence on his illicit relationship and keep in her custody as proof.
She didn't move to UAE even after Arjun joins. Arjun has changed a lot after that incident. He requested me to convince her but my evil mind want to keep her till my marriage. Due to my request Nimmy also agreed to shift to UAE after my marriage by taking a promise from me. She told me that she cannot love Arjun any more but she will stay with him for the sake of her parents. She need to conceive from me and give birth to my child. She will stay happy for rest for her life. She wants me to come and seed inside her womb before Arjun does. I promised her for making them live together. I was already have a commitment of Sara. I really wondered by the way girl thinks. No one can judge them.
From my experience, I made myself believe that Priya is also planning for same. I really doesn't have any proof on this. I was really confused in choosing the right decision from few choices.
Choice 1. Get married to Priya & live in adjustments by accepting the fact that what all happen in Priya's life is the punishments for my actions. So get marry to Priya
Choice 2: Back out from marriage by saying Razia name. Let Priya parents go against me thus Priya's image will not spoil. This will give her chance to introduce Ajay name.
Choice 3: Priya is fucked by Joseph also. Let her marry Ajay, This will be a punishment for Ajay for his act.
Choice 4: Remain unmarried, This will give me the freedom to meet Nimmy , Razia & Sara without fear.
Choice 5: Believe Priya and marry her. Together start a new life
I was really confused to take decision. I decide to speak with Razia. Razia always has the practical approach. I believed she can help me. My wicked mind flashes the idea of marrying Shazia so as Sara and Razia can be with me. Last one year, I went several times to met Razia, Shazia has become very close to me and I loved her approach on her life. She becomes very sexy. None of the girls can compare with her. I fucked Razia many times thinking of fucking Shazia. I created a brotherly approach in home but my dick was erect by her touch and presence. I wanted to try on her but never got the courage.
1st expression: Shocking
2nd : Trying to hide the shocking face/ Showing the practical approach- Appreciating Priya for confessing and willingness to change from her past
3rd Changes: My mind thought of What should be my reply to her?
4th Change: Fear of saying No to Marriage: My mind started fearing to say no to Priya. Fear of reaction from my family and her family.
5th Change: Further fear: Mind was feared of the fact , What society will tell about us. Many of the people knows about the relationship. What about the relatives of our family think? 10 years of love and decided to separate before marriage. People will make fun of us.
6th change: Taking every thing into consideration, ( fear of reaction from family, relatives, friends, office, neighbour hood and much more fact of my undisclosed Illicit relationship and child, I decided to go a head with marriage. On self evaluation of my act , I am more guilty than Priya.
7th: Made mind to adjust to the situation
8th: Thought of revealing my truth to Priya
9th: Fear of telling the truth, Whether Priya will accept my sin ? Whether she will use this reason to portray me as culprit and make my family shameful in front of society , then marry Ajay?
10th : Loosing trust or doubting Priya and Ajay, Any hidden agenda behind the confession.
11th : My mind made me believe that Priya is getting married to me only because she doesn't have the courage to tell about her love towards Ajay to her parents. More over, breaking the marriage by herself will result in her character assassination, credibility, trust, respect, social respect of her family. She didn't get a valid reason against me to come out of marriage. She might be planning to get married to me and continue with her love on Ajay.
This came to mind because , When I went to her flat after our engagement, I happen to hear a few conversation between Priya and Ajay.
When I went to her flat and before knocking Namitha came out of the room. Namitha was going out so she closed the door with her keys after I entered the flat. Priya was not aware about my presence. When I reached near to her room, I paused myself due to the phone conversation.
Priya: (Crying) Please don't go away from me. I will be there for you.
Other side phone: XXXX I cant hear (my guess: Ajay: You betrayed me. You gave me the hope and was waiting for you to disclose our relationship to your family. I may be a fool in believing you. I never forced you because I want your comfort. You could have tell the truth to them.
Priya: Try to understand, situation was not like that. Trust me. I don't want to loose your dignity.
Other side: XXXX ( can't hear) My guess: Ajay: I can't think about the situations. You have forced me to have a baby from me. I also want it but controlled myself to keep the purity in our relationship. I love you from my heart.
Priya: Babe please don't curse yourself, I want to have from you only. My promise will remain same.
I didn't think in negative way that time and didn't paused for long. I entered the room and she disconnected the phone. While casual enquiry, she replied about some issues happen in office and she pacifying Ajay for that. I didn't bothered about that incident.
After her confession, I guessed the above dialogue from Ajay. I was comparing Ajay with me. What I did with Nimmy and Arjun. Whether Ajay and Priya plans same ?
Nimmy flew back to Bahrain as per schedule. I request her to stay for one week and can return along with Priya and myself. I was not overjoyed with the sudden approval of our marriage by family. I was really enjoying my life even though no sex with Priya, I am getting better women than her. I have lot of fantasy to full fill on Nimmy. The Mumbai trip gave me sudden twist in life but my evil mind was not ready to sacrifice my entire happiness for Sara. I understand the disappointment in Nimmy after hearing my engagement.
Priya and myself behave normally and we return together. Ajay was invited but not attended due to some reason. I reached my flat in Bahrain at 9 am. Arjun has left already. Before reaching home, I called and enquire Arjun about his life without our presence. I asked him
Sanju: Arjun. I hope you enjoyed our absence. Hope your girlfriends didn't use my bed.
Arjun: What girlfriends. Don't gossip.
Sanju: Are you there at home?
Arjun: No man, reached early. Some important clients to handle. Nimmy is there in home.
Nimmy opened the door for me. I entered the flat and hugged her.
She didn't respond to my hug.
Nimmy: Hows your engagement. Where is Priya? (He voice was cracking)
Sanju: I drop Priya in her apartment. Why you are sad.
Nimmy: I am sorry. I think, I troubled you a lot. I called you frequently during your work in Mumbai.
Sanju: Please don't be sorry. We both knows that I am culprit. Honestly, I was working in double shift to finish my job and come near to you. The work needs minimum 14 days to complete but finished in 6 days. I was not aware about such progress about my marriage in home until I reached home.
Nimmy: Any way . What is wrong in that. I know that we have crossed the limit and should make sure to remain separated from today onwards.
I understand that she is feeling guilty and trying to keep distance . I know that, if I support her, I will loose her. I don't want to loose her. I know that getting Nimmy is most luckiest day in my life. I can't get a girl in my bed with such convenience.
She tried to push me but I can feel that the push doesn't have the sincerity.
I hugged her tightly and kissed her cheeks.
Sanju: Do you think that I don't love you? We both knows that we are tied up with commitments, but why should we loose some special moments in our life. You are so special for me. I made love with you from my heart and sincerely. I was thinking that you also feel same. But now I understand that you don't love me.
Nimmy: Sanju.. please don't make me sad. I don't know how I spend these days without you. I know the reality but some time I become weak. I am a girl Sanju, can't be strong like you.
Sanju: Hey I have a gift for you.
I brought a gift for her with out Priya's notice. LV gift box with a goggles. I fantasied her wearing the googles with white sari and I remove one by one of her dress. Then I will fuck her ass by making her stand in front of the mirror by wearing the goggles.
Nimmy: Sanju, How can I accept this? What will give justification to Arjun.
Sanju: You keep in my wardrobe. We can use in our private space. I told her about my fantacy.
Nimmy: Chi.. you naughty. Nothing else to think.
Sanju: What else to think if someone else is thinking same.
Nimmy; Oh No. Please don't exaggerate. I never thought of some thing like that.
Sanju: ( Lusty voice) What you thought about me?
I pressed her boobs my other hand took her hands on top of my dick.
You thought about this?
Nimmy: Sanju. I thought about sleeping with you by hugging you tightly. I don't think naughty like you.
Sanju: Ok. My fault.
I withdraw my hands from her body.
Nimmy: (Playful voice) Oh my sweetheart got sad. Come near to me.
I started walking towards my room. She came behind me.
Nimmy: where are you running with my boy ( She mean for my dick)
Sanju: That is not belongs to you.
Nimmy: Anyway. That is belongs to me now. Let me think of giving ownership to some. S
she came near to me and hold my dick above my jeans.
Nimmy: I think he is angry with me. Not showing its power. ( My dick was fully erect. Might be I was not naturally flirting with Nimmy. I am acting like a lover to bring her back to sinful life. I got success and understands one fact that girls will be more submissive to their love. They will try to give the full satisfaction to their lover at the point of time.
No one can judge the complexity of women thinking.
Nimmy came in front of her and kissed me passionately. I respond back to her. Time is 9.30 and getting late for office. I got separated from her
Sanju: Nimmy. Its getting late for office.
I saw the disappointed in her face.
Nimmy: You were working extra hours for company in Mumbai. Why can't you take leave. Please don't go today.
I know that there is lot of work to complete same time doesn't want to make Nimmy sad also.
Sanju: If I didn't go you will be in trouble
Nimmy: ( Confused) what trouble
Sanju: I am in different mood.
She looked at my eyes and asked by her eyes movement.
Sanju: Yes my fantasy mood.
She shook her head indicating No chance for that.
I respond with the gesture indicating that I need.
She responded with the gesture of no
I show my sad face gesture as well as pleading face.
Nimmy: Oh no. No way.. My god, please save me from this devil. ( she told with smiling face)
I got happy and kissed her.
Sanju: Thank you my love. Let me call office and try. Get me a coffee.
I called my office but situations demands me to go to office at any time and finish the task.
Nimmy was in kitchen. I walk to kitchen with a cigarette. I lit the cigarette and suddenly Nimmy turns towards me and took the cigarette from my mouth and throw to sink.
Nimmy: You are not going to smoke. Until your marriage, you will obey me.
I wondered and think that whether is dominant girl ? Arjun is away because of that? Then I ignored by thinking that what makes difference for me? Lets focus on fucking her . Don't judgemental, just enjoy till ending the relationship.
I drank the coffee and after got fresh by having bath. I wear lungi only. I didn't bother to wear tshirt. We had breakfast together. I can see her eyes on my bare body and lustful look on my chest and biceps. I informed her that, I will go office in evening and will stay late night for finishing work.
Nimmy: Why to go in evening?
Sanju: Hello Mam. Tell me what we will do that time? Arjun will be here. I may have to join with a drink with him. That's all
Nimmy: Oh you want to avoid Arjun.
Sanju: Thinking of something like that.
Nimmy: As long as Arjun is here. I can be with you. Don't do any thing stupid. You go before he comes.
I was amazed by the reply from her. I can't find any sort of guilty in her mind. Moreover I feel that she enjoys cheating her husband. I feel pity on Arjun but doesn't have big heart to sacrifice Nimmy for stupid sentiments.
Sanju: Hi. I have some email to check. My love, please change your dress according to my fantasy and come to my bedroom fast.
Nimmy: Sanju, Please.. I don't want to change dress. Wearing sari is difficultly and time consuming . We will do it later. At least I can save my ass hole for some time.( She smiles while telling)
Sanju: No problem. I will wait for you and your ass hole.
Nimmy: Sanju it pains. I don't have such experience.
I left immediately to bedroom with out giving attention to her reply.
After half an hour ,she came to my room wearing typical Kerala sari used for celebration. Its not pure white but a cream colour with blue boarder. I was laid in bed and checking email in my laptop.
Sanju: One minute. Am done.
I finished of quickly and got up from bed. She was very sexy in the dress. I watched her body.
Nimmy: what are you staring
Sanju; Shut up. Don't break my concentration. Let my eyes enjoyed this sexy girl body. Oh why didn't we meet earlier. If so, my wedding ring will be in your finger and mangalsutra in your neck.
Nimmy: don't worry. I will not spare you in next reincarnation.
I took the mobile and click her pictures with goggles. She has covered her tummy with sari. I went near to her and make her sari in such a way that will get expose her navels. I click few pictures.
I kept the phone and went near to her and kissed her lips. She responded immediately, she was kissing me crazily. We are hugging each other tightly. I slowly separated our lips and asked her in lusty voice.
Sanju: scared of what I said about you ass hole.
Nimmy: No Sanju. Please don't make a feelings on me by asking permission from me. My body is for you. You can do what ever you like.
Sanju: No dear. I don't want to hurt you or even try some thing not enjoyable to you.
Nimmy: I am enjoying each and every moment with you. Please don't disappoint me by asking such silly question.
Sanju: Do you experience before.
Nimmy: Yes.. Daily Arjun fucks me in ass ( she said in such way that make fun on me). She shouted. He doesn't even bother to speak with me. I think you have experience. You take charge.
Sanju: Its first time for me also. I heard that there is lubrication for same but we will try Vaseline as the lubrication.
Nimmy: Please don't spoil my mood by talking.
By saying this she kissed me back. My hands went freely to her boobs and pressed it above her blouse. We smooched for five minutes. She was not letting me to take my mouth from mouth to kiss her boobs. Her hands were in my bare back and pulls me closer to her.
I can feel the difference in her face expression while pressing her boobs. I enjoyed the sight and continued to press. After few minutes we separated from kiss. I went to my kneels and kissed her navels. Her hands went to my backside of head and pulls to her naval. I licked and inserted my tongue inside her navel. I played with her naval for few minutes. Her back is facing towards my mirror. I can see her ass hides inside the sari. I hugs her and pressed her ass by looking at mirror. I felt a push from her pussy to my dick. My dick and her pussy met each other below the cloths. I pulled the sari from her body slowly. She was standing in her blouse and petticoat. I bend down and bite her boobs. When I took my mouth, I can see the mark of my tooth set in her blouse.
I bite the other boobs also. I can hear a small moan from her mouth while biting.
I pulls her petticoat knot and it fell on ground. She is standing with her lingerie and blouse. Her pose with goggles was looking funny but controls the laugh. She pull my lungi down and fell on ground. I didn't wear underwear after bath. My dick was standing like a rod. She holds the dick and touched the tip with her finger. I removes the hook of her blouse. Before removing it completely, she went on her knees and took my dick in her mouth. I can see her hungriness in taking it in her mouth. She was giving me blow job in an unexplainable way. I want to break the momentum otherwise, I will cum soon. I pushed it hard inside the mouth and hold it her throat. After few seconds she coughed. That break was enough for me to break the momentum. Before she continue blowjob, I brought her up from floor. I removed her blouse and bra. I start sucking her nipples. My hands pulls her lingerie down and she helped in removing it quickly.. My intension is to get access to her ass fast. She brings her pussy near to my dick and guided to her pussy hole in standing position. Her effort was not successful due to our position. I lifted her in my arms. This gave her ample opportunity to guide my dick to her pussy hole. I slowly reduced the grip and her body slides down. My dick grilled to her pussy hole. She hugged me tightly due to pain and pleasure. We fucked in same position for 5 minutes and she felt a orgasm. She continued to move her hips and my dick remain inside her pussy and fucking her. We both kissed passionately.
I thought of removing the goggles from her eyes and enjoy her lust in eyes. I was near to my fantasy and doesn't want to break the momentum. I placed her in floor and turns her. I pushed her near to mirror. I made her to bend down and hold her hands in both side of mirror fleet for grip.
I kneel down in her back. I enjoyed her ass. Its is so silky and soft. I can see her ass hole. I placed by hands in ass and separated further. Her anus projected in front of my eyes. I kissed the anus. I licked it with my tongue. She moan loudly due to pleasure. I want to give her maximum pleasure before the pain. I lick it with my tongue for few minutes. Juice is dripping from her pussy and fell on floor. I fingered her pussy and made my finger soaked in her pussy juice. I took my mouth from her ass and insert my finger in her anus. My finger went inside after a small struggle at entrance. She took her one hand and took the Vaseline from the dressing table beside the full mirror.
She handed over to me. I open the top with my other hand. I can feel her anus is getting dried off. I immediately start fingering her ass hole.
Nimmy: Eeessshhh ( Pain)
Sanju: Is it paining
Nimmy: Yes. But don't stop. Put Vaseline and continue. I insert my other hand finger in Vaseline and bring the finger near to her ass hole. I slowly pulled the finger from her anus.
Nimmy: Eesssshhh ( Pain of tightness in her entrance)
I immediately entered the other finger full of Vaseline in her ass hole and continue to finger. I can feel the relaxation in her body due to her ass hole getting lubricated. I put the other finger in Vaseline and bring near to the fingering. This time I pushed the other finger into ass hole by containing fingering by other finger. I felt little difficult to get the initial grip but as soon as I got the grip, I pushed my other finger into her ass hole without any mercy.
Nimmy cried due to pain
Sanju: Can you handle Nimmy.
Nimmy: You pervert. Shut up and full full you fantasy.
I fingered her ass hole with both finger. Her body started responding after few minutes. I can feel that now my finger is coming in and out smoothly.
My dick was still erect. Now I got up along with Vaseline. I pull my finger from ass and spread Vaseline in my dick. I pour the moisture cream on top of that. From my experience with Razia, I found her ass hole is wide open. There was no screaming from her side. Abdul has made her ass hole like a well by fucking her daily. Nimmy asshole is still gave an opening like a fish mouth open. I placed my dick at her ass hole and pushed hard. My intension is to get inside her ass in few jerk so as she will become comfortable after few strokes. My first push was not success. My dick slips from ass and went to pussy. I felt and invitation from her pussy. In order to not disappointing her pussy, I stroked my dick inside her pussy for a minutes. I took it and placed near her ass hole gain.I made sure to keep my dick tip inside her widen ass hole. This time, My dick head went inside on first push.
I heard a screaming from Nimmy mouth. She controlled her voice of scream.
I pulled back and placed again on ass hole by applying cream and Vaseline. This time, I used my force and pushed my dick. I can see that it go inside by breaking the virginity of her ass.
Nimmy: Ahh...Ammaaaaaa.
I didn't bother to pull out. I know I am close to the fantasy. So I pushed further inside.
Her hands came back and tried to push my body away but I hold her hands.
My dick is almost half went inside. I started to stroke.
Nimmy was screaming and crying. She control her sound.
I keep on stroking and my penetrate inside on each stroke. I continued for few minutes and concentration given to my pleasure only. My dick motion become free and I was in heaven due to the pleasure. I looked at the mirror and fucked her ass. Her mouth is wide open and tears coming out of her goggles. I appreciated my decision to make her wear goggles. Otherwise looking at her angry eyes, I might pull my dick.
Sanju: Nimmy.. Aaahaaa... Aaahhaaa
I called her name in pleasure and stroke my dick. I can see change in her face. She might be satisfied in giving me the pleasure of my life. She started pushing herself to give additional support to me. Her boobs are hanging and I pressed it. Even though Razia ass is loose she is an expert in giving pleasure by some typical movements of hips and ass. Nimmy is not experience and she tried her best to give satisfaction to me. I was about to cum and doesn't try to hold. I unload my cum in her ass. I jerked three time till the last cum. My dick become tiny inside her ass and I pulled out.
I heard a sigh of relief from Nimmy. My dick has bloodstain. I understand that her anus area is wounded due to forced elasticity.
Sanju: Sorry Nimmy for hurting you.
Nimmy: What you think Sanju. I didn't enjoy. I was paining but looking at the satisfaction in your eyes, I am happy. Women like the satisfaction of her men.
Sanju: I will not do it again.
Nimmy: What if I want.
Sanju: Go and clean. My cum is dipping out of you ass.
Nimmy: Oh Thanks for your advice. Next time I need to finger your ass also. I also has some fantasy.
Sanju: No problem, am at your service.
We cleaned our self. I was expecting to not fuck her today but she initiated and we had two climax before I left for office. She was feeling pain in her ass in morning and become neutral by evening.
I fucked her in all possible days. We enjoyed each others, we compliment each other. I fucked her all holes. Three months later through my reference, she got placed in a good company and our relationship become much stronger. Arjun terminated from hospital due to some issues happen with a local lady. Company cancelled the visa but Nimmy's company offered her visa and she shifted to company visa. Hospital management alerted other hospitals and he was not in a position to get a job in Bahrain. Both of their parents told them to return to India but we made a plan and nicely executed.
Let Arjun returns, I will arrange for a job offer him in UAE. I took a flat in Bahrain and Nimmy made them belief that her company allotted a sharing flat for her. Currently she will be alone and other girl will join soon. She got a good offer and company has well diversified business. Working in this company for 1 or two year will be a good experience for her career. She will join Arjun after he settled in UAE. She shifted before he left Bahrain. Arjun got job in a small clinic in Kerala and got an offer after one year due to delay from my side. He borrowed money from different peoples and few of them approached Nimmy and threatens her. I helped in repaying and she took this as a reason to work for repaying my debt. After Arjun left, we stayed together as husband and wife as well as travelled to different countries . I was worried about fining stamp in her passport but she had made her mind strong to live her life on her choice. She was least bothered about Arjun. She collected sold evidence on his illicit relationship and keep in her custody as proof.
She didn't move to UAE even after Arjun joins. Arjun has changed a lot after that incident. He requested me to convince her but my evil mind want to keep her till my marriage. Due to my request Nimmy also agreed to shift to UAE after my marriage by taking a promise from me. She told me that she cannot love Arjun any more but she will stay with him for the sake of her parents. She need to conceive from me and give birth to my child. She will stay happy for rest for her life. She wants me to come and seed inside her womb before Arjun does. I promised her for making them live together. I was already have a commitment of Sara. I really wondered by the way girl thinks. No one can judge them.
From my experience, I made myself believe that Priya is also planning for same. I really doesn't have any proof on this. I was really confused in choosing the right decision from few choices.
Choice 1. Get married to Priya & live in adjustments by accepting the fact that what all happen in Priya's life is the punishments for my actions. So get marry to Priya
Choice 2: Back out from marriage by saying Razia name. Let Priya parents go against me thus Priya's image will not spoil. This will give her chance to introduce Ajay name.
Choice 3: Priya is fucked by Joseph also. Let her marry Ajay, This will be a punishment for Ajay for his act.
Choice 4: Remain unmarried, This will give me the freedom to meet Nimmy , Razia & Sara without fear.
Choice 5: Believe Priya and marry her. Together start a new life
I was really confused to take decision. I decide to speak with Razia. Razia always has the practical approach. I believed she can help me. My wicked mind flashes the idea of marrying Shazia so as Sara and Razia can be with me. Last one year, I went several times to met Razia, Shazia has become very close to me and I loved her approach on her life. She becomes very sexy. None of the girls can compare with her. I fucked Razia many times thinking of fucking Shazia. I created a brotherly approach in home but my dick was erect by her touch and presence. I wanted to try on her but never got the courage.
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