Romance Mera pyar meri zindagi..

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Main andar hi andar ro raha tha aaj sayad maine apni angel ko kho diya tha, sayad aaj ke baad wo meri kabhi bhi nhi ho sakti par ek baat ki to khushi thi ki wo mere pass hai, bhale hi wo mere naam se nafat karti ho pr wo mere pass thi, par is sawal pe bhi sawal uthne laga tha mere dil me, agar yashmin mere se nafrat karti hai to phir isne aisa kyu bola ki meri do kimti chiz mere se door ho gaye ek maa aur ek mera dosttt...

Update 33

Uski aakho se lagatar aashu nikal rahe the, jisko dekh mere seene me dard ho raha tha, main phir wahi baith gaya aur yashmin se,

Main- yashmin plz chup ho jawo,
Yashmin- aaj rone do yash, aaj ke din hi sab galat hota hai mere sath, kabhi kabhi lagta hai, main apni jaan de du...
Main- aisa nhi bolte yashmin...
Yashmin- yash aaj main tumhe apne baare me bata rahi hu, mujhe pata nhi tum apna dost samjhte ho ya nhi, par pata nhi kyu mujhe apna dard tumhare sath baatne ka man kar raha hai, ho sake to maaf kar dena mujhe yash...

Aaj uski ek ek baat aise dil me khanjar chala rahi thi ki maano dard ka aihsaas ho raha ho par chilla nhi skta..
Main- haaa yashmin main hu na tumhare dost, aur humesa rahunga..

Yashmin- pata hai yash, ek mera dost tha, mera jab janam huwa wo tab se mere sath tha, humesa mere sath hi rehta tha, mera bs ek hi dost tha aur uska bhi main hi thi, Maa batati thi ki jab main choti thi to wo mujhe apne good me le kar khilata tha, wo aur uski mom mujhe Angel bulaya karte the, ye naam mujhe unlogo ne hi diya tha, aur main sirf unhi ke mouh se ye naam sunana chahti thi, baaki koi mujhe iss naam se bulata tha to mujhe bilkul bhi acha nhi lagta tha, uska naam bhi yash tha, mera naam uske hi scholl me likhwaya gaya tha, jab mera pehla din tha to wo mera itezar college gate pr kar raha tha apne papa ke sath,uske sath meri itni achi bounding ban gayi thi ki, usko apna har baat batati thi, aur wo bhi mujhse kuch nhi chupata tha.......

Yashmin ne pura ka pura kahani mujhe bata diya tab tak jab tak ki aunty ka accident huwa tha...

Accident ke din...

Yashmin- jab maa ka accident huwa tha, tab mujhe yash pe bahot ghussa aa raha tha, aur jab maa ne usse mere se pehle andar bulaya to mujhse raha nhi gaya, jab wo bahar aaya to mujhe dekha sayad usko pata chal gaya tha ki main kya soch rahi hu... Wo apne papa ko bol kar apne ghar chala gaya.. jab main maa ke pass pahuchi, to maa usje mom dad se baat ki phir thori der me uncle aunty bahar chale gaye, sayad ye soch kar ki aakhri samaye me apne pati aur apni beti ke pass rahee. Tabhi meri maa boli
Maa- beta mera ek baat manogiii...plzzzz
Main- ( rote huwe) apna sir haa me hilaya
Maa-aaj se aapko bahadur banana hai, aap rona mat beta, aap rote ho to mujhe bilkul acha nhi lagta.. aapki aakho me aashu aata hai to lagta hai jaise main mar jawungi. Aap chahte ho ki main bagwan ke pass bhi ja kar roti rahu...
Main- maa plz mat jayiye na plz mujhe chod kar mat jayiye, main nhi reh paungi aapke binaa...
Maa- main tumhe chod kar kabhi nhi jawungi beti, majn humesa tumhare pass rahungi, aur aapke dad bhi hai na aapke pass, jab bhi meri yaad aaye aap dad ko gale laga lena...
Main-( rote huwe) ye sab yash ki wajah se huwe hai, maine usko mana kiya tha par wo jabarjasti aapko yaha bulaya tha...
Maa- nhi beti aisi baat nhi hai...
Main- nhi maa main usko kabhi maaf nhi karungi usne aapko mujhse chin liyaa...
Maa- nhi beta, uski isme koi galti nhi hai, balki aaj main bahot khus hu ki wo mujhe yaha bulaya tha, jaane se pehle apne bache ka chehra to dekh liya, beti jab kismat me likha rehta hai to wo ho kar hi rehta hai, aaj mere accident likha tha to aaj hona hi tha yaha nhi to kahi ar, par aaj yash ke wajah se main tumlogo ke pass hu.. meri galti ki wajah se hi ye huwa, main tumhare liye ek gift lene gayi thi aur main apne hi dhoon me thi sarak Crosskar rahi thi, samne se aate bus ko nhi dekh payi aur ye sb ho gaya..
Maa- beta yash ka sath kabhi mat chorna wo tere sath kabhi kuch galat nhi karega,
Tabhi maa ki saase tez hone lagi, mere dad ne doctor ko bulaane gaye...
Main-( roote huwe) maa aap thik to hai, maaaaa maaaaa jawab dijiye maaa plz maaaa jawab dijiye maaaaa
Dad- beta maa nhi rahi beta aur wo bhi rone lageee
Main- nhi maaaa plz maaa uth jayiye plz maaa,
Maa ka hath mere hath me tha...main ro rahi thi, uncle aunty bhi bahot roo rahe the par dad ek dam sant jaise sadma lag gaya ho , wo ek back jamin par gir gaye, uncle ne unko sambhala, thora sa paani mere dad ke chehre pe daal to unko hosh aaya, jab hosh aaya to wo maa ke hath ko pakad kar roone lage...

Ek choti bachi ke sir se uski maa ka hath uth gaya tha,mujhe kuch bhi acha nhi lag raha tha, mujhe mere dost ki bahot jarurat thi, jab maa ka kaam ho raha tha, yash maano mujhse naraj sa ho gaya wo mujhe ek najar tak dekna pasand nhi karta tha,maine kitni baar kosis ki usse baat karne ko par wo hi mujhse door door rehne laga, mujhse yaha Jaipur me biklul bhi man nhi lag raha tha, lagta bhi kaise ek maa thi wo mujhse hamesa ke liye chod kar chali gayi thi, aur ek mera dost tha wo mujhse rooth gaya tha...