[shivanikaur2]

Chapter 48: The Commander and the Doctor

The bell rang at a quarter past seven on Thursday evening, while I was cutting Rajiv's fish into pieces small enough for him to push around his plate.

Didi went to the door. I heard her say "Sir—" in a startled voice, and then a man's voice I had not heard in eight years, deep and clipped and used to being obeyed on the deck of a ship.

"Where is he?"

I put down the knife and wiped my hands and went out into the little hall.

Commander Arunabha Mukherjee, Indian Navy, retired, stood in my doorway in a navy blazer and grey trousers with a crease you could cut paper on. He was seventy-one now and his hair had gone completely white, but he still stood as if the floor might start rolling under him at any moment. Poroma had his eyes. That impossible ice-blue that came, she had once told me, from some Anglo-Indian great-great-grandmother nobody in the family talked about.

He had not spoken to me since our wedding day, when he had shaken my hand at the reception and said, Look after her, since she insists on you, and walked away.

"Commander," I said.

"You've taken my grandchildren."

"The court has given me custody of my children. On an interim basis. Pending a hearing." I kept my voice level. Kimi had taught me that. The one who loses his breathing loses the fight. "Would you like to come in, sir? Nupur's doing her drawing. She'll want to see you."

He looked past me, down the hall. Nupur had heard his voice and come to the door of her room, holding a green crayon, staring.

"Dadu?"

Something happened to the Commander's face. It did not soften exactly. It cracked, a little, along a line that had been there a long time.

"Hello, Nupur," he said, in a completely different voice.

I let him sit with the children for half an hour. He did not take off his blazer. Nupur showed him her drawings, all forty of them, and he looked at each one carefully and said something about it, like an admiral inspecting a line of ships. Rajiv climbed into his lap and pulled at his tie and he let him.

When Didi took them to bathe, he stood up and turned to face me in the small living room with its yellow curtains, and the cracked look was gone.

"Poromita called her mother last night," he said. "In tears. She said she had done something terrible. She wouldn't say what on the phone. We flew from Vizag this morning. I went to the house." His jaw tightened. "My daughter is living alone in that house with no children and no husband, looking like a ghost, and she will not tell her own father what is wrong. Her mother is with her now. So I came here to ask you. Man to man. What have you done to her?"

I had imagined this conversation many times. In the gym at five in the morning, on the treadmill, on the long flights back from Delhi. In my imagination I had always been angry. I had shouted, and listed her crimes, and watched him shrink.

Standing in front of him now, I found I was not angry at all. Only very tired.

"Sit down, sir," I said. "I'll show you."

I showed him the nanny-cam footage. Only that. Not the CCTV from our bedroom, not the photographs, nothing about Rahul. I did not need anything about Rahul.

I opened the laptop on the coffee table and turned it towards him and pressed play, and then I went and stood by the window so I would not have to watch his face.

I knew the footage by heart. I heard it anyway. Nupur's small voice outside the bedroom door. Mamma. Mamma. Mamma, please open the door. Then the silence where Poroma's voice was speaking to someone else inside. Then the door opening. Then the sound.

You would not think a slap could be that loud on a cheap camera's microphone.

Then Nupur crying. And then nothing, for a long time, except the sound of Poroma's bangles as she adjusted her blouse.

When it ended I turned around.

The Commander was sitting very straight on my second-hand sofa with his hands on his knees. He was not looking at the screen. He was looking at nothing. His face was grey.

"Again," he said.

"Sir, I don't think—"

"Play it again."

I played it again. This time I watched him. He did not look away once. When it was finished he reached out and closed the laptop himself, very carefully, with one finger, as though it were something that could explode.

"Who was in the room with her," he said. Not a question.

"My boss, sir. Rahul Mehra."

He nodded slowly. He did not ask anything more. He was a naval officer. He had spent forty years reading situations from small details, and I watched him read this one and understand all of it, the whole shape of the last nine months, from one slap and the sound of bangles.

"Her mother delivered babies for thirty-five years," he said at last, still looking at nothing. "Thousands of them. She used to come home at four in the morning and go straight into Poromita's room and just stand there looking at her sleeping. Every night. For years." His voice did not change. "I never once raised my hand to that child. Not once in her whole life. Not even when she told me she was marrying you."

"I know, sir. She told me."

He stood up. He picked up his car keys from the table.

At the door he stopped and turned back.

"You were right to take them," he said. It cost him something to say it. I could see exactly how much. "I would have done the same."

Then he left, and I heard his footsteps going down all four flights of stairs, very slowly, like an old man.

Poroma's perspective

Her mother did not cry.

Dr. Sharmila Mukherjee had sat across from thousands of frightened women in forty years, and she had learned to listen without moving her face. She sat at the kitchen table in the empty house in her crumpled travel sari and listened while her daughter told her everything.

The shoe shop. The messages. Valentine's night. The Holi party. Mandarmoni. The wishes. Ranjeet sleeping in the guest room. The nights in New Alipore. The Bengali New Year party. The slap.

The video. All of it. Even the seventy seconds.

Poroma told it in a flat, steady voice, staring at the sugar jar, and when she got to the slap her voice did not break. That frightened her more than anything. That she could say it without breaking.

When she finished, the kitchen was completely silent. A gecko clicked somewhere on the wall.

Her mother got up. She filled the kettle and put it on the stove. She took down two cups and the tin of Makaibari tea that Ranjeet bought from a shop in Darjeeling every winter. She did all of it slowly and precisely, the way she scrubbed for surgery.

Then she came back and sat down and took both of Poroma's hands in hers across the table. Her hands were cool and dry and very strong.

"Look at me," she said.

Poroma looked at her.

"I am going to say three things to you," her mother said. "And then I'm going to make tea. Are you listening?"

"Yes, Ma."

"The first thing. What you did to Nupur is the worst thing you have ever done, and you will carry it for the rest of your life. Not the man. Not the parties. Not the lies to your husband. That. A six-year-old knocking on a door for her mother. You will remember that slap when you are eighty and dying. And you should." Her grip did not loosen. "Do you understand me?"

Poroma's eyes filled and spilled over. She nodded.

"The second thing. You are not a victim. I know you want to be. I can see you looking for it. That man is a predator and a criminal, and if I had him on my table I'd know exactly what to do with him. But you walked into his car with your eyes open. You planned that game with him. You chose. And until you stop looking for a way to be the one it was done to, you will never get better. Not as a wife. Not as a mother. Not as anything."

"I know," Poroma whispered. "I know. I said it to myself in the car. I wanted to."

"Good. Say it again tomorrow. And the day after." Her mother's face did not change. "The third thing. You are my daughter, and I love you, and nothing you have told me tonight changes that. Not one word of it. Your father will take longer. He will get there. But I am already there. Do you hear me?"

That was when Poroma broke.

She put her head down on the kitchen table between their joined hands and sobbed, great ugly heaving sobs that came up from somewhere so deep she had not known it was there. Her mother did not let go of her hands. She did not say shh or it's all right, because it was not all right and they both knew it. She just held on while her daughter cried. And when the kettle started screaming on the stove behind them she let it scream.

Later, when the tea had been made and drunk and made again, her mother asked the only practical question.

"What are you going to do about the video?"

"I don't know."

"Yes you do. I can see it on your face. You've known since last night."

Poroma looked down at her cup.

"Rahul wants me to make Ranjeet lie to his company. Or he'll send it to Ranjeet. And the judge. And Baba."

"Your father has spent his whole life seeing things he didn't want to see," her mother said dryly. "He'll survive one more. What about the other two?"

"The judge will see it eventually anyway. If it comes out at the hearing." Poroma turned her cup round and round on the table. "And Ranjeet—"

She stopped.

"Ranjeet should hear it from you," her mother said quietly. "Not from that man. You know that."

"He'll never forgive me, Ma. Everything he forgave, he forgave because he thought I'd been tricked. If he knows I planned it—"

"Then he won't forgive you." Her mother put down her cup. "Poromita, listen to me. You are not telling him so that he'll forgive you. You've been doing things to make him forgive you for ten months, and look where it's brought you. You tell him because it's true, and because he deserves to hear the truth from the woman he married. For once. Not as a trick. Not as a game. Not in bed. Just the truth, sitting across a table, with your clothes on."

Poroma laughed through her tears, a short shocked sound.

"Ma!"

"I'm a gynaecologist, I'm allowed to say it." Her mother almost smiled. Then the smile went away. "And the recording. The phone call this morning. You said you recorded it."

"Yes."

"Then before you tell Ranjeet anything, you take that recording to his lawyer. That young woman on Park Street. Fatima." Her mother stood up and began clearing the cups, briskly, a woman who has made a diagnosis and moved on to the treatment plan. "Because that man has just committed a crime against you, and whatever else you have done, you are not going to let him use you to commit another one against your husband."

Poroma stared at her.

"You think Fatima will even see me? I'm the other side. I'm the wife he's divorcing."

"I think," her mother said, running the tap, "that a good lawyer will see anyone who walks in with evidence of extortion against the man who has been trying to destroy her client. And from what you've told me about Ranjeet's lawyer, she is a very good lawyer." She turned off the tap. "Now go and wash your face. Properly. With soap. And then go to bed. Tomorrow you are going to Park Street, and I am coming with you."

[Yours_bear_for]

Bro Thank You so much, you take every reader feeling into consideration and then a big thank to you for again starting this story, brother I don't know when you will end it but please don't leave this without completing the story

This update is mind blowing brother after the completion please start new story

[NovelMaster]

Thank u for showing consequences and hope ranjeet never forgive her how much she or her parents her beg him. Her life ending she die has her mother said crying death bed what she did to children no one there her parents gone rahul of course abandoned her and ranjeet children forget has time no one there torch her body.

[Vineeth412]

Hi shivanikaur, thank you so much for continuing this story once again after a break. I was the one who requested you to continue this story if possible long back in your other thread and I am really happy when you took this up. I loved the way you're taking it forward and I'll keep looking forward to further updates. Take care and keep going. I would also love to connect/have a chat with you if that's something you are comfortable with, discuss any stories. My dms are always open.

[shivanikaur2]

Hi everyone, thanks a lot for the encouragement. I will definitely complete this story.

[CoreMadness]

The story that is being continued here is way more better than the credit original writer gave to this one. He started off well but left with not much scope to pull it back and I see new author doing incredible work here, enjoying it thoroughly. I rarely see redemption arcs here, I can see Poromitha's and next in line is Rahul.

Thanks for the time and effort.

[Runer]

Very good update. Waiting for next.

[prshma]

Awesome writing skills. Shows real redemption. Very few writers over here have the guts and morality to illustrate a redemption arc this realistically. Most of the writers here are morally retarded but you are a shining star among authors here.

Please post the next updates as soon as possible. Just can't wait to read them.

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[shivanikaur2]

Chapter 49: The Parking Lot

Fatima called me on Saturday morning while I was standing in the queue at the vegetable market in Lake Market with Nupur on my shoulders.

"Your wife came to see me yesterday," she said without preamble.

I lifted Nupur down and gave her twenty rupees for the man selling roasted peanuts in paper cones, and moved away from the queue.

"Came to see you? She has her own lawyer."

"She didn't come about the divorce. She came with her mother. A very formidable lady, by the way. I would not want to be cross-examined by her." Fatima paused. "Ranjeet, she brought me a recording. A phone call from Rahul, on Wednesday at noon. Eleven minutes. I've listened to it four times."

I watched Nupur at the peanut seller's cart, standing on tiptoe, explaining something to him very seriously.

"What's on it?"

"Rahul demanding that you write to Compliance and say you gave him your password voluntarily. That his changes to your contracts were authorised. That you're withdrawing your complaint." Her voice was cool and precise. "In exchange for deleting an intimate video of your wife, recorded without her knowledge. If you don't, he says he'll send it to you, to Mrs. Chakraborty, and to her father."

The noise of the market, the shouting fish-sellers and the honking and the crows, seemed to fade out for a moment.

"He wants Poroma to make me do it."

"Yes."

"And she brought the recording to you instead."

"Yes," Fatima said. "She came to the lawyer who is taking her children away from her, and handed me evidence of extortion against the man she's been sleeping with for nine months. Without being asked. Without conditions." She paused again. "In fourteen years of family law I have not seen that before."

I did not know what to say.

"I've advised her to file a complaint with the Cyber Crime cell at Lalbazar," Fatima went on. "Section 308 of the new Sanhita for extortion, and the IT Act for the video. Her mother is taking her on Monday. I've also sent a copy of the recording to the Compliance head in Mumbai, with her written consent, because it's an attempt to interfere with a witness in their inquiry. If I know corporate lawyers, Rahul's own lawyer will drop him before Tuesday."

"Fatima—"

"There's one more thing." Her voice changed slightly. "She asked me to tell you that she wants to see you. Not about the custody. Not about the divorce. She says there's something on the video that you need to hear about, and she wants to be the one to tell you. Before anyone else does."

Across the market, Nupur had got her peanuts and was walking back towards me, holding the paper cone in both hands like something precious.

"I'm not ready to see her," I said.

"I told her you'd probably say that." Fatima was quiet for a moment. "Ranjeet. I'm your lawyer, not your friend, so you can tell me to mind my own business. But whatever is on that video, she was more frightened of telling you than she was of Rahul sending it. I watched her face. And she's going to tell you anyway."

I thought about it all day. Through the vegetable market and lunch and Rajiv's nap and an hour on the floor building a train track with Nupur that went under the sofa and out the other side.

Something on the video that you need to hear about.

What could there possibly be? I had seen her through the window at the Holi party with him. I had heard about Mandarmoni in more detail than I had ever wanted. I had seen the hickeys, the CCTV from our own bed, the nanny-cam. I had heard her describe his size and his stamina and the way he made her come, in our bed, to my face, while she rode me. There was nothing left that a video could show me.

And yet she had gone to Fatima. And she was more frightened of telling me than of Rahul.

By six in the evening I had decided I did not want to know, and by half past six I had decided I had to, and at seven I put on my training clothes and left the children with Didi and went to the gym, because it was Saturday and on Saturday evenings there was Kimi's advanced class, and the one place in the world where I could stop thinking was on that mat.

The class was hard. Kimi was in one of her moods. She worked us through ninety minutes of sparring drills until two of the college boys were sitting against the wall with their heads between their knees.

She paired herself with me for the last round. She did that sometimes, when she thought I was holding back.

"You're somewhere else tonight, Ranjeet-da," she said, circling. She was twenty-two and came up to my chin and could put me on the floor in about four seconds when she wanted to. "Your shoulders are up by your ears. Breathe."

"Sorry."

"Don't say sorry. Fight."

She came in fast and low, and I blocked her and stepped off the line and turned her, and for once in seven months, instead of finding myself flat on my back looking at the ceiling fan, I had her wrist locked and her arm extended and she was the one who had to tap.

Kimi straightened up, rubbing her wrist, and looked at me with her eyebrows raised.

"Well," she said. "Whoever you were thinking about just then, keep thinking about them."

The class laughed. I did not.

The gym's parking lot is a narrow strip of broken concrete between the building and the railway embankment behind Gariahat. There is one sodium lamp at the far end that has been flickering since before I joined, and the rest is dark.

I was unlocking my car when I heard footsteps behind me on the gravel, and a voice.

"Sen."

I turned around.

Rahul was standing about ten feet away, between my car and the building. He was in jeans and a leather jacket. He looked different. It took me a second to understand why. He had not shaved in several days, and his hair, which was always so perfect, was flat and greasy on one side, as if he had been lying down on it. In the orange light of the flickering lamp his face looked swollen. When he moved closer I could smell the whisky from six feet away.

"Rahul," I said.

"You fucking clerk." He said it almost pleasantly. "You fucking little clerk. You think you've won something?"

"I think you should go home."

"Home." He laughed. "I don't have a job, Sen. I don't have Patel. My lawyer called me this afternoon to tell me he's no longer comfortable representing me. Comfortable. Some security officer inspector from Lalbazar has left two messages on my phone asking me to come in for a chat about a complaint." He took another step. "You did that. You and your slut."

"I didn't file the security officer complaint," I said. "She did."

That stopped him for half a second. Something moved behind his eyes, surprise, then fury. Then he smiled, slowly.

"Oh, I know. She's very brave all of a sudden, your wife. Very brave." He was close enough now that I could see the broken veins in his eyes. "Has she told you yet? Why she's being so brave?"

I did not answer.

"She hasn't." He laughed out loud, delighted. "She hasn't told you. Oh, Sen. You poor bastard. Nine months. You took her back after the party. You took her back after Mandarmoni. You said thank you. Do you know why you took her back?"

"Rahul. Go home."

"You took her back because you watched her fight." He leaned in, and his voice dropped to a whisper, and it was the most intimate thing anyone had ever said to me, and the most obscene. "Ask her what she promised me on Valentine's night. In my bed. Ask her how many minutes she said she'd fight me for, before she gave up. Ask her who she was performing for."

The lamp at the end of the lot flickered and went out and came back on.

I understood. Not all of it, not the details, but the shape of it, the way you understand from one sentence on the phone that someone has died. I understood what Poroma was afraid to tell me. And for one second I felt the ground go out from under me, exactly as it had on the night of the party, standing in Sutapa's hall with four pairs of hands holding me down while my wife walked past me without turning her head.

Rahul saw it in my face. He had been waiting for it. He stepped back, satisfied, and spread his hands.

"There it is," he said softly. "Now you know what you are."

And then, because he was drunk and had lost everything and wanted one last thing to take with him, he swung at me.

It was a big, wild, looping right hand, the kind of punch a tall man throws when he has never had to fight anyone his own size. Seven months ago it would have broken my jaw.

Seven months ago I had never run two kilometres at five in the morning. I had never spent ninety minutes a night being thrown onto a mat by a twenty-two-year-old girl who told me to breathe.

I did not think. I stepped inside it. The punch went over my left shoulder. My hands closed on his wrist and his elbow, and I turned with him the way Kimi had shown me two hundred times, using his own weight and the whisky and the momentum of that huge swing. Rahul Mehra, six foot three, the man who had been my boss and my wife's lover and the author of a year of my humiliation, went down on the broken concrete face first with his arm locked straight up behind him and my knee in the middle of his back.

He yelled. I put a little more pressure on the wrist, exactly as much as Kimi had taught us, enough to hold and not enough to break, and he stopped yelling and lay there gasping, his cheek pressed into the gravel.

"Get off me," he said. "Get the fuck off me—"

"Breathe," I said.

I do not know why I said it. It was what Kimi always said.

The gym's back door banged open. Running footsteps. Kimi, still in her uniform, and behind her two of the college boys and the old watchman with his lathi.

"Ranjeet-da!" She skidded to a stop and took in the scene: me, the man on the ground, the arm lock. Her eyes narrowed. "Is he armed?"

"No. Just drunk."

"Did he hit you?"

"He tried."

She crouched down next to Rahul's face and looked at him with professional interest, the way she looked at a student who had done something stupid.

"Bad technique," she told him. "Your weight was on your heels. He could have broken your elbow." She glanced up at me. "You could have broken his elbow."

"I know."

"Why didn't you?"

I looked down at Rahul. His face pressed into the dirt. His expensive leather jacket torn at the shoulder. The smell of whisky and sweat and fear. This was the man who had carried my wife up a staircase in front of a cheering room. Who had stood in the doorway of my bedroom at home and squeezed her breasts as he left while my daughter cried on the floor.

I thought about breaking his arm. I thought about it very clearly for perhaps two seconds.

"Because my children have to grow up knowing their father," I said. "Not visiting him."

Kimi looked at me for a long moment. Then she nodded, once, as if I had passed some test I did not know I was taking.

"Arjun," she said to one of the college boys, without looking round. "Call 100. Tell them there's a drunk man who assaulted one of our members in the parking lot. Tell them we have four witnesses and a CCTV camera." She pointed up at the corner of the building, where I had never noticed a small black dome tucked under the eaves. "Raju-da, hold his legs."

The security officer came twenty minutes later in a white Gypsy with a blue light. Two constables and a young sub-inspector who wrote everything down in a notebook and checked the CCTV on the gym owner's computer. He watched Rahul's swing three times. Then he asked Rahul his name, and when Rahul told him he looked up sharply.

"Rahul Mehra? Flat 701, New Alipore?"

Rahul said nothing.

"There's a complaint against you at Lalbazar, sir," the sub-inspector said, almost apologetically. "Cyber cell. Inspector Banerjee has been trying to contact you." He closed his notebook. "I think you'd better come with us tonight."

They put him in the back of the Gypsy. He did not look at me as they drove away.

Kimi came and stood beside me in the flickering orange light.

"Who was he, Ranjeet-da?"

I thought about how to answer that. There were so many true answers.

"Someone who used to be very important in my life," I said finally. "And isn't any more."

She nodded as if that made perfect sense. Then she punched me lightly on the shoulder.

"Monday. Six o'clock. Don't be late. And next time you lock somebody's elbow, keep your back straighter."

I did not go straight home. I drove around for a long time. Down Rashbehari Avenue, along the lake, past the old house in Behala where the lights were on in the kitchen window and two figures were sitting at the table, an old woman and a younger one with her head in her hands.

I did not stop.

Ask her what she promised me on Valentine's night.

I parked by the lake and sat in the car with the engine off and the windows down, listening to the frogs, and I thought about the night of the Holi party. I had replayed it a thousand times. Sutapa forgetting to start the stopwatch. Poroma's eyes flickering to mine and away. The way she had untied her own blouse. The way she had held out, and held out, until exactly forty seconds before the end.

Forty seconds. Of ten minutes. I had thought it was the most heroic, heartbreaking thing I had ever seen.

At a quarter to eleven my phone buzzed. A WhatsApp message. Not Poroma. Sutapa.

Rashmi just told me what happened at the gym. Are you all right? I'm at home. Dilip's in Mumbai till Thursday. Come if you want to. Or don't. Either way, I'm here.

I sat looking at it for a long time. Then I started the car.

[Tarun..]

Your really good i mean really really really good shivani

[Runer]

Chapter 44: How the Audit Began

People in the office would later say the audit came out of nowhere. That Rahul had simply been unlucky, that some routine compliance sweep from the Mumbai head office had happened to land on his desk the same month his personal life was coming apart.

It did not come out of nowhere. It came out of a Tuesday night in October, my laptop, and a question I should have asked a year earlier.

It was Fatima who made me ask it, though she did not know that at the time.

We had been going through the chronology for the custody petition in her chamber, page after page of dates, and she had stopped at a line I had written almost as an afterthought. January last year: client complaints begin. Contracts found to contain errors I did not make.

"Explain this," she said.

I told her. The clients who had called the reception when I was out. The contracts that had reached them with clauses missing, clauses I had personally negotiated over months. The boss calling me in. Rahul being appointed to approve my work before it went out. The promotion that slid out of my reach and into his.

Fatima listened without interrupting. When I finished she tapped the page with her pen.

"These contracts went out from your email ID," she said.

"Yes."

"With your signature block."

"Yes."

"And you did not write those versions."

"No."

She looked at me over her glasses for a long moment. "Ranjeet, either you are lying to me, or someone logged into your account and changed documents before they went out. The first is a professional problem for you. The second is a crime."

I had thought about it a hundred times at the time. Somehow I had never once thought about it like that.

"I assumed I had made mistakes," I said. "Everyone told me I had. My boss. Poroma. Even I started believing it."

"Your wife told you that you had made mistakes," Fatima repeated slowly, and wrote something in her notebook that she did not show me.

Our company runs its email on a corporate server. Every login is recorded: the time, the device, the network address. Nobody ever looks at those logs unless something goes very wrong. I did not have access to them. Rashmi did.

Not officially. But as my secretary she had been given administrative rights to my mailbox and calendar, to manage my schedule while I was on tour, and those rights came with a little screen called Account Activity that nobody in the office had ever bothered to open.

I asked her to open it on a Tuesday night in October, in the back of an Uber parked on Elgin Road, because she still did not trust the office.

She scrolled for a long time without speaking. The streetlights moved across her face.

"Ranjeet," she said finally. "Look at this."

The activity history only went back fourteen months. That was enough. On eleven separate dates in the January to March before the Holi party, my account had been accessed while I was physically somewhere else. Twice while I was on a flight to Delhi. Once while I was sitting in a client meeting in Salt Lake with three witnesses. Each time from the same device, a laptop registered on the company network under an asset number.

Rashmi typed the asset number into the IT inventory portal.

Asset KOL-LT-2291. Assigned to: Rahul Mehra, Sales.

Neither of us said anything for a while. The driver was playing Kishore Kumar softly on the radio.

"He sat at the reception flirting with the girls," I said at last. "That's what I was told. That he just happened to be there when my clients called."

"He was there because he knew they would call," Rashmi said quietly. "He had changed the contracts himself. He was waiting for the complaints he had created."

Eleven logins. A year of my life. A promotion I had worked three years for. And every evening of it I had come home to Poroma and she had told me that Rahul was only trying to help me.

Rashmi took screenshots of everything on her own phone, with the timestamps visible, and emailed nothing. Fatima had been very specific about that.

She also gave me something else that night, in a plain brown envelope. The letter that had come with the gift box of dresses and the ten thousand rupees in cash. The typed instructions: what she would be paid for a handjob in my office, a blowjob, full sex, as long as it happened inside the office and with no other employee present.

"I kept it," she said. "I don't know why. Maybe I knew."

"Who sent it?"

"The courier slip was from a shop in Gariahat. I went there. They remembered the customer because he paid cash and he was very tall and very good-looking and he asked the girl at the counter for her number." She gave a tired little smile. "Some men can't help themselves even when they're committing a crime."

The obvious person to take this to was Patel Sir. He was the senior Vice President for the eastern region, and he was the man who had brought Rahul from Delhi on his personal reference.

That was exactly why I did not go to him.

I had spent four months doing nothing but my job, my training, and my thinking, and somewhere in those months I had started noticing things. That Rahul's targets were always met, and the clients that met them always had something in common. That Patel Sir signed off on Rahul's expense claims personally, which he did for no one else. That nobody in Kolkata knew why Rahul had left Delhi in the middle of a financial year.

So I did something I had never done in ten years at the company. I wrote to the Ethics and Compliance helpline at head office in Mumbai. The one whose number is printed on the back of our ID cards, under a line nobody reads: Report concerns confidentially. Retaliation is prohibited.

I attached the login history. The asset number. The original contracts I had drafted, from my own sent folder, side by side with the altered versions the clients had received. And the honey-trap letter, with a two-line note: I believe this was intended to create a false misconduct case against me. I believe it was sent by the same person.

Then I did the second thing. I called Mr. Gupta.

Mr. Gupta of Gupta Productions had been my client for six years before Rahul took him. I had worked a whole year on the project he finally signed with Rahul. I had always liked him. He was a decent man from Burrabazar who had built a business from one sewing machine.

He agreed to meet me at the Calcutta Club on a Saturday afternoon. He was older than I remembered, and tired.

I did not tell him about Priyanka. I did not need to. I showed him the two versions of his own contract. The one I had drafted for him a year earlier with the price protection clause he had specifically asked for, and the one Rahul had sent him, without it.

He read both twice. Then he took his glasses off and rubbed his eyes.

"Without this clause," he said, "my raw material costs this year have gone up by forty lakhs that I should not have paid."

"Yes, sir."

"And your company made forty lakhs more."

"And Rahul's quarterly bonus was calculated on it."

Mr. Gupta was quiet for a long time. On the lawn outside, a few old men in white were playing croquet very slowly.

"My wife insisted we sign with him," he said finally, very softly. "After New York. She was very insistent." He looked at me. "You know, don't you."

"I know nothing about your wife, sir. I only know about the contract."

He nodded slowly. He understood the kindness, and he did not thank me for it. That was the right response too.

"I will write to your Managing Director on Monday," he said. "As your company's largest client in the east. I will ask for a full review of my account." He stood up and shook my hand. "You should have been the one to sign with me, Ranjeet. I wanted it to be you."

That was how the audit began. Head office took a complaint from a junior sales executive seriously because, three days later, a letter arrived from a client worth eleven crores a year asking exactly the same questions.

That was why, on the morning my papers were served on Poroma, Rahul was sitting in a closed conference room with the internal audit committee. And that was why the two people he had never expected to see in the same room were sitting across the table from him. One was Mr. Gupta. The other was the head of Compliance from Mumbai, who had flown in specifically, and who had already pulled Patel Sir's approval history for every expense claim Rahul had submitted in fourteen months.

I was not in that room. I was at my desk two floors below, doing my job, exactly as Fatima had instructed.

But I knew what was happening up there, and for the first time since the night of the Holi party, I did not feel like the man things were being done to.

There is one more thing I should explain, because people have asked.

When the papers were served, I did not go home that evening.

Fatima had filed two things together. The divorce petition, and an urgent application for interim custody of Nupur and Rajiv, supported by the nanny-cam footage of the slap, the Aya's diary, the missed vaccination record from the clinic, and the written statements from Nupur's teacher and from Rashmi.

The family court judge, a grey-haired woman called Mrs. Chakraborty who Fatima said had raised four children of her own, watched the slap footage twice in her chamber. She did not watch it a third time. She granted interim custody to me the same afternoon, pending a full hearing, with supervised visitation for Poroma twice a week at a neutral place.

I had already signed a lease, three weeks earlier, on a two-bedroom flat in Ballygunge that I had found through a colleague's cousin. I had paid the deposit from my bonus and told nobody. That evening the Aya packed the children's things while Poroma sat at the kitchen table and watched her do it, and the uncle from downstairs drove them over in his old Maruti. Nupur chose the yellow curtains herself, from a shop on Gariahat, the following weekend.

Poroma stayed in the house. Alone.

I did not see her for nine days. I did not answer her calls. Every message I sent her went through Fatima.

I have been asked if it was cruel. Maybe it was. But I had watched her walk away from our crying daughter to straighten her blouse, and I did not trust myself to see her yet.

And somewhere in that house in those nine days, with the children's rooms empty and Rahul no longer answering his phone, Poroma began, for the first time, to understand what she had done.

She told me about those nine days much later. I will let her tell it.

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Chapter 50: Sutapa

Sutapa opened the door before I could ring the bell. She must have been watching from the window.

She was wearing an old cotton nightie with a cardigan over it and her hair was down, and she looked at me standing on her doorstep at eleven at night in my sweat-stained training clothes with gravel dust on my knees, and her face did something complicated.

"You're hurt," she said.

"I'm not. I think I scbangd my knee."

"Come inside."

It was the same house. The same hall where the Holi party had been. The same couch, though they had re-covered it, dark green now instead of cream. The same staircase going up to the bedroom where Sutapa had shouted down to the crowd, Rahul, your bed is ready. I had not been inside since that night. I stood in the doorway and looked at that staircase and felt my breath catch.

Sutapa saw where I was looking.

"I know," she said quietly. "I almost moved. After. I asked Dilip if we could sell it. He said I was being dramatic." She took my hand. "Come into the kitchen. Not here."

She made me sit on a stool in the kitchen while she cleaned the scbang on my knee with Dettol and cotton wool, kneeling on the floor in front of me with her hair falling forward over her face. It stung. I did not say anything. Her hands were very gentle.

"Rashmi said he swung at you," she said, not looking up.

"He was drunk."

"She said you put him on the ground in one second and the gym girl said you could have broken his arm."

"I could have."

She looked up at me then. Her eyes were very dark in the kitchen light.

"Why didn't you?"

It was the second time that night someone had asked me that. I gave her the same answer I had given Kimi, and she nodded slowly, the way Kimi had.

Then she put the cotton wool down on the floor, and put both her hands on my knees, and leaned forward and rested her forehead against my thigh, and stayed there.

"I'm so tired of being afraid of him," she said into my leg. "Eighteen months. Every time my phone rang. Every party. Every time Dilip went on tour and Rahul knew he was gone." Her voice was muffled. "Tonight Rashmi called me and said the security officer took him away in a Gypsy, and I sat down on the kitchen floor and laughed until I cried."

I put my hand on her hair. It was soft and smelled of coconut oil.

"Sutapa," I said. "He said something to me tonight. Before he swung."

She went very still against my leg.

"He told me to ask Poroma what she promised him on Valentine's night. How many minutes she said she'd fight him for. Who she was performing for."

For a long time Sutapa did not move. Then she lifted her head and sat back on her heels on the kitchen floor and looked up at me. Her face had gone pale.

"You already know," she said. "Don't you. You've worked it out."

"I want to hear it from someone who was there."

She closed her eyes.

"He told me," she said. "Not before. Afterwards. About a month after Holi. We were in bed at his flat and he was in one of his moods, boasting. He liked to boast to me about her, because he knew it hurt me." She swallowed. "He said, You thought I won her at your party? She was mine five weeks before your party. She came to that party already mine. She told me exactly how long she'd hold out. Nine minutes, she said. She came in at nine minutes and twenty seconds. She's very punctual, Ranjeet's wife."

The kitchen tap was dripping. I counted the drops. One. Two. Three.

"I didn't know whether to believe him," Sutapa whispered. "He lied about everything. I told myself he was lying. But I'd been holding the stopwatch, Ranjeet. I'd watched her face. And at the end, when she screamed it, she looked straight at you. Not at him. At you. I thought it was because she was ashamed." Her voice cracked. "I think now she was checking whether you'd believed it."

I do not know how long I sat on that stool. Sutapa did not move from the floor. She did not try to touch me. She just stayed there, kneeling, while I sat in her kitchen and felt the last nine months rearrange themselves around me like furniture in an earthquake.

Every time I had forgiven her. Every single time. The first night back from Mandarmoni, standing in the hall: You fought. You're correct there. You fought. In our bed, when she rode me and edged me and asked me questions I could not answer. I had told myself that night that she was a good woman who had been tricked, that what I had watched at the party was a defeat, that defeats can be forgiven.

It had not been a defeat. It had been a performance. And I had been the audience it was written for.

"I'm sorry," Sutapa whispered from the floor. "I'm so sorry, Ranjeet. I should have told you months ago."

I looked down at her. Her face was wet. She was holding the edge of my training shorts in one fist, the way Nupur held my shirt when she was frightened in a crowd.

"You're telling me now," I said.

Something in her face broke open.

I do not remember deciding to kiss her. I remember reaching down and taking her face in my hands and lifting her up off the kitchen floor, and her coming up onto her knees between my legs, and then her mouth was under mine and it was salty from crying and she made a sound against my lips, a small helpless sound, and her arms went around my neck.

It was not like the first time, in my flat, gentle and careful. Nothing about it was careful. She kissed me as if she was trying to climb inside me. I stood up off the stool and pulled her up with me and lifted her and set her on the edge of the kitchen counter, scattering a steel tiffin box and a packet of Marie biscuits onto the floor. Neither of us looked.

"Not here," she gasped against my mouth. "Not in this house. Not upstairs."

"Then where?"

"Here," she said. "Here. Right here. Just not up there."

I pushed the cardigan off her shoulders. Under the old cotton nightie she was naked, and I could feel the heat of her through the thin fabric, her nipples hard against my chest. She pulled the nightie up over her head herself and dropped it on the floor among the biscuits. She sat there on her own kitchen counter in the yellow light, completely bare, breathing hard, her thighs open on either side of my hips, and looked at me without any shame at all.

She was full and soft and warm-skinned, heavy breasts with dark wide areolas, a soft round belly with a fine line of hair running down from her navel to the thick dark bush between her legs. A woman's body. Not arranged for anyone. I put my hands on her waist and felt her shiver.

"Look at me," she said. "Not at the stairs. Look at me."

I looked at her.

She pulled my T-shirt off and ran her hands down my chest, over the muscle the gym had put there over seven months, and I watched her eyes widen slightly. She hooked her fingers into the waistband of my training shorts and pushed them down, and I was so hard it hurt. She wrapped her hand around me and stroked me once, slowly, looking into my face.

"You're shaking," she said.

"So are you."

She laughed, a short wet laugh, and pulled me closer by my cock, and I bent my head and took her nipple in my mouth.

She arched back against the kitchen cabinets with a cry. I sucked hard, the way she had shown me she liked the first time, and rolled the other nipple between my fingers, and felt her hips start to move on the counter, grinding against nothing. Her hand on my cock had stopped stroking. She was just holding on.

I slid my hand down over the soft curve of her belly into the hair between her legs and found her soaking. She was so wet my fingers slid into her without any resistance at all, two of them, deep. She grabbed my shoulder and bit down on it to keep from crying out.

"Ranjeet," she said into my skin. "Ranjeet, please. I don't want to wait. Please."

I pulled my fingers out and she whimpered at the loss. I took my cock in my hand and rubbed the head up and down between her lips, slow, once, twice, the way Poroma had taught me to tease. Sutapa grabbed my hips with both hands and pulled me into her, hard.

We both made a sound. She was hot and tight and gripping, and I was in her all the way in one stroke, and she wrapped her legs round the backs of my thighs and locked her ankles and held me there.

"Don't move," she whispered. "Just. Wait. Let me feel it."

I stood there inside her, holding her waist, with my forehead pressed against hers. Her breath shuddered against my mouth. I could feel her pulse around me, tiny clenches, as if her body were testing whether I was real.

Then she started to move. Small rolling movements of her hips on the edge of the counter, grinding me deeper. I started to move with her. Slow at first, long deep strokes, pulling almost all the way out and then sinking back in. Then not slow. The counter was the wrong height and I had to bend my knees, and the cabinet doors behind her rattled on their hinges with every thrust. A steel glass fell into the sink with a clang. Neither of us cared.

"Harder," she gasped. "You can. I want you to. Harder."

I took her hips in both hands and pulled her onto me as I thrust, and she threw her head back against the cabinet and cried out. Her heavy breasts bounced against my chest. Her nails dug into my back. She was wetter than I had ever felt a woman be. I could hear it, the slick sound of me going into her, over the rattle of the cabinets and her ragged breathing and my own.

"I'm close," she said, staring into my face. "I'm close, I'm close, don't stop, don't you dare stop—"

I did not stop. I reached down between us and found her clit with my thumb and rubbed it in the tight fast circles she had shown me in the Ballygunge flat, and she came apart. Her whole body locked. Her legs clamped round me like a vice. She made a long, high, broken sound that I felt as much as heard, and she pulsed around me so hard that I could barely move inside her. I held her through it, still thrusting slowly, until the clenching eased and she sagged forward against my chest, gasping.

"Don't come yet," she whispered against my neck. "Not yet. Please."

"Sutapa—"

"I want to taste you. Please."

She pushed me back gently, and I slipped out of her, and she slid down off the counter onto her knees on the kitchen floor in front of me, among the spilled Marie biscuits.

She took me in her mouth.

I braced one hand on the counter. She was slow and deep and deliberate, sliding her lips all the way down to the base, so far I felt the back of her throat, then all the way back to the tip, her tongue swirling. Her hands held my hips. She looked up at me the whole time with those dark wet eyes. I could taste her own taste on myself when she kissed the tip, and I could feel how close I was, the pressure building in my balls like a held breath.

"Sutapa, I'm going to—"

She held my hips tighter and took me all the way down and kept me there. I came with a groan that seemed to come up from the soles of my feet, pulsing into her mouth again and again. She swallowed and swallowed and did not let go until I was completely spent and starting to soften. Then she let me slip slowly from between her lips and kissed the tip, very gently, once, like a full stop.

Afterwards we sat on her kitchen floor, both naked, with our backs against the cabinets and our legs stretched out among the biscuits, and she rested her head on my shoulder. Neither of us spoke for a long time. Upstairs, the house was dark and silent.

"She's going to tell you herself," Sutapa said eventually. "Isn't she. That's why she went to your lawyer. That's why she filed the complaint."

"Fatima says she wants to see me. To tell me something about the video. Before anyone else does."

"Will you let her?"

I looked at my own bare feet, at the scbang on my knee, at the biscuit crumbs stuck to my calf.

"Rahul wanted to be the one to tell me," I said slowly. "Tonight. In the parking lot. He wanted to see my face when I found out. That was the whole point for him. That was what he wanted out of it."

"And Poroma?"

"Poroma went to Lalbazar and filed a security officer complaint against him, knowing that if she did, he would send me that video out of spite." I closed my eyes. "She knew he'd do it. And she did it anyway. So that I'd hear it from her and not him."

Sutapa lifted her head and looked at me.

"You still love her," she said. Not jealous. Just stating it.

I thought about that honestly, for a long time, sitting on the floor of the house where I had watched my marriage end.

"I don't know what I feel," I said. "I'm not sure there's a word for it yet. But I think I owe her the chance to tell me the truth to my face. Once. Because that's the only thing she's never given me."

Sutapa nodded. She kissed my shoulder, softly, where she had bitten it.

"Then go and hear it," she said. "And then come and have dinner with us on Sunday. Nupur wants to show me how she does the cobra's voice."

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[NovelMaster]

Super update! ending of chapter 50 he confuse about love for the wife who always betrayed every chance he gave her and would have continue do if he didn't divorce her. She shouldn't deserve second chance, especially how she treated the children . Maybe move away from these city get some promotion our even leave country . Live happy life children and let bitch rot alone. Other women equal sluts like her . Hope u not make hum end with one of them either. He should start new life away from all the sluts.

[S Darko]

Great!

[prshma]

Awesome update. that son of a bitch Rahul has been taken care of. That bastard's career is destroyed and his life now is going to be a living hell.

But Rahul is not the main villian in the story, that title goes to none other than Poroma. Rahul could not have done anything if this bitch hadn't opened her legs for him. This perverted sick bitch deserves the harshest punishment for providing lifelong trauma to her two closest persons. According to me this lowclass streetwalker Poroma deserves extreme mental as well physical punishment.   

[shivanikaur2]

Chapter 51: The Last Confession

I sent her a message on Sunday morning. My first message to her in eleven days that did not go through Fatima.

Three o'clock. The flat. The children will be out with Didi.

She replied within a minute.

I'll be there.

She rang the bell at exactly three. She had always been punctual. I remembered Rahul's voice in Sutapa's kitchen. She's very punctual, Ranjeet's wife. I had to stand with my hand on the door latch for a moment before I could open it.

She looked terrible. That was my first thought, and it was not unkind. She had lost weight. Her face had gone thin and there were dark smudges under her eyes. She was wearing a plain white cotton saree with a thin red border, the kind her mother wore, and no jewellery at all. No mangalsutra. No sindoor. Her hair was tied back in a simple knot. For the first time in all the years I had known her, she looked her age.

And she looked straight at me. Not down, not away, not up at me through her lashes the way she used to when she wanted something. Straight at me, with those ice-blue eyes.

"Thank you," she said. "For letting me come."

"Come in."

She stepped inside and stopped. She looked around the little living room. The yellow curtains. The train track still running under the sofa. Nupur's drawings taped along the wall, forty of them. Rajiv's red car on the floor. Her face did not change, but her hand went out and touched the back of the sofa, as if she needed to hold on to something.

"Nupur chose the curtains," I said.

"I know. Didi told me." She swallowed. "They're very yellow."

"She wanted them to look like sunshine when she wakes up."

Poroma closed her eyes for a second. Then she opened them.

"Can we sit at the table?" she said. "My mother told me to do this sitting across a table. With my clothes on." A ghost of something that was almost a smile. "She was very specific."

We sat across from each other at the small dining table by the window. I had made tea because I did not know what else to do. Neither of us touched it.

She put a small grey pen drive on the table between us. She pushed it towards me with one finger and then took her hand away and folded both hands in her lap.

"That's the video," she said. "The only copy I have. Rahul gave it to me in August. I never watched it until eleven days ago. I watched it the night before he called me."

"Fatima told me about the call."

"I know. I'm glad she did." She looked down at the pen drive. "I'm not going to ask you to watch it. You can if you want to. You can give it to Fatima, or the security officer, or throw it in the lake. It's yours. I'm going to tell you what's on it. Just the part that matters. You've seen enough of the rest."

I said nothing.

She took a breath. I watched her chest rise and fall under the white cotton. Her hands in her lap were gripping each other so tightly the knuckles had gone pale.

"Rahul told you something last night," she said. "In the gym parking lot. Didi heard from the uncle downstairs, who heard from someone. I don't know what he said exactly. I can guess."

"He told me to ask you what you promised him on Valentine's night."

She nodded slowly, as if that was exactly what she had expected.

"Then I'll tell you," she said.

And she did.

She told it plainly. No tears. No pauses for effect. No touching my hand across the table. She told it the way you would read out a list of dates. The car near the Victoria Memorial. The forty minutes back at the party so people would see her. The side gate past the pool. Rahul's flat in New Alipore. The camera on top of the wardrobe that she never saw. His fingers inside her while he explained the plan.

The story with our names in it that he had been sending her in pieces for a month, which she read in our bathroom at night while I slept.

Sutapa holding the stopwatch. Sutapa being slow to start it.

"He said that if I just went to him, I'd be a cheating wife," Poroma said, looking at me. "But if he won me in a game, in front of you, if you watched me fight and lose, then it wouldn't be my fault. You'd be angry and humiliated. But you'd forgive me. Because you'd have seen me fight."

Her voice did not shake.

"And I said—"

For the first time she stopped. She looked down at the table. Then she made herself look up again.

"I said I'd fight him for nine minutes. Nine and a half. That I'd make it look real, so you'd believe it. And then I'd say it, loud, so everyone heard. And you'd forgive me, because you loved me. And you'd never know I chose it." She held my eyes. "Those are my words, Ranjeet. On the video. I'm not paraphrasing. I watched it four times. I'll fight you so he sees me fight."

The clock on the wall ticked. A pressure cooker whistled in someone's kitchen across the lane. Down on the street a man was calling out sheel-nora, sheel-nora, the man who sharpens the grinding stones, the same call I had heard every Sunday of my childhood in Behala.

I had known since last night. Since the parking lot. Since Sutapa's kitchen floor. I had known, and I had driven home and lain awake in the dark knowing it. I had thought that hearing it from her would change nothing, because I already knew.

I had been wrong. Hearing it in her voice, at my table, in my children's home, was like being hit by a train I had watched coming for a mile.

"Nine minutes and twenty seconds," I said. My voice sounded strange to me. "Sutapa said Rahul told her that. You came in at nine minutes twenty. Very punctual."

Poroma flinched. It was the only time she flinched the whole afternoon.

"Yes," she said.

"I stood behind Sutapa's shoulder watching that stopwatch," I said. "I nudged her to start it. Twice. I thought she'd forgotten. I thought she was just... caught up in it. And I watched you. Holding on. Shaking your head. Biting your lip." I could hear my voice rising and I could not stop it. "I thought it was the bravest thing I had ever seen, Poroma. I thought my wife was fighting with everything she had to save my honour in front of my colleagues, and losing, and I was so proud of you and so heartbroken for you I could barely stand up. And it was a show. It was a show and I was the only one in that room who didn't have a ticket."

"Yes," she said again.

"And when you came back from Mandarmoni and I'd packed my suitcase and was ready to walk out, you stood in the hall and said, You were there. You saw how he tricked me. You saw how hard I fought. And I stood there and couldn't find a single thing wrong with what you said. And I unpacked. I unpacked, Poroma."

"I know."

"Everything since then. Every single thing I swallowed. Every night I lay in the guest room. Every thank you I said to that man at the office for the clients he threw me like bones. All of it. All of it was because I believed I was forgiving a woman who'd been tricked."

"I know," Poroma said. Her eyes were very bright now, but she did not look away and she did not let the tears fall. "I know. That's why I had to tell you. That's why it was the only thing I was ever really afraid of. Not the sex. Not you seeing me with him. This. That you'd know the one thing you forgave me for never happened."

I got up from the table. I walked to the window and stood looking down at the street, at the knife-grinder on his bicycle, at two boys playing cricket against a wall with a plastic bat. I stood there for a long time. Behind me Poroma did not move and did not speak.

When I turned around, she was still sitting exactly as I had left her. Hands folded in her lap. Back straight. Looking at me.

"Why now?" I said. "You've had nine months. You could have told me any night. Why now?"

"Because Rahul was going to tell you. One way or another." She said it simply. "When he called and told me what he wanted, I realised he'd always been going to tell you, in the end. The video was never really about keeping me. It was about this moment. Him telling you, and watching your face." She paused. "He took everything else from you. I wasn't going to let him have this too."

"So you went to Lalbazar."

"I went to Lalbazar so that he couldn't use me to make you lie for him. And I knew that once I did, he'd send it to you out of spite. So I had to tell you first." She looked down at her hands for the first time. "That's not courage, Ranjeet. Don't make it into courage. It's just the least I could do. It's about ten months too late to be courage."

I came back and sat down at the table. I looked at the pen drive. Small and grey and ordinary, like something you would find in the bottom of a drawer.

"I'm not going to watch it," I said.

She nodded.

"I'm going to give it to Fatima. And the security officer, if they want it. Because he made it without your knowledge, and that's a crime, and what's on it is evidence that he fixed that game with Sutapa." I looked up at her. "That's all it is to me now. Evidence."

"Yes," she said quietly. "That's what it should be."

"Poroma." I made myself say it. "You understand that this is the end. Not the custody. Not the divorce. Those were already happening. I mean the other thing. Whatever part of me was still waiting for you to come back. Hoping that if Rahul went away and enough time passed, we could—" I stopped. "That's gone. It was built on that nine minutes, and the nine minutes was a lie, and there's nothing left underneath it."

She did not argue. She did not plead. She did not reach for my hand. Ten months earlier she would have done all three, and wept, and climbed into my lap, and talked and talked until I could not remember why I was angry.

She just nodded, once. And for the first time, a single tear spilled over and ran down her cheek. She did not wipe it away.

"I know," she said. "I knew before I came. My mother told me I wasn't telling you so you'd forgive me. She said I'd been doing things to make you forgive me for ten months, and I should try telling you something just because it was true." She took a breath that shook. "I'm not asking you for anything, Ranjeet. Not one thing. I've asked you for enough."

We sat there for a while. The tea had gone completely cold.

Then she said, "There's one more thing. Not a request. Information."

"Go on."

"Inspector Banerjee at Lalbazar. The cyber cell." She wiped her face finally, with the edge of her white saree. "Rahul got bail this morning. The assault last night is minor, and the extortion is just a phone recording, his word against mine. Banerjee says it won't hold unless they can get the original files. The camera, the laptop, wherever he keeps the source. With a warrant, at the moment he's using them. While he's actually threatening me."

I felt something cold settle in my stomach.

"He wants you to meet him."

"He's already messaged me. From another number, this morning, after he got out." She took her phone out and turned it towards me. "You've made a big mistake, Mrs. Sen. Come to the flat tomorrow at eight and we'll discuss how you fix it. Come alone. Bring nothing."

"No," I said.

"Banerjee has a team. They'll be outside. I'll wear a recorder. Fatima's arranging it with them. The moment he shows me the files or threatens to release them, they come in with the warrant."

"Poroma, no. He's not stable. You didn't see him last night. He was drunk and he'd lost everything and he swung at me in a parking lot in front of a CCTV camera. If he's alone with you in that flat—"

"Then the security officer will be on the other side of the door." Her voice was very calm. "Ranjeet. I've spent nine months going to that flat because I told myself I had no choice. Let me go once because I do have a choice." She looked straight at me. "Let me do one thing right. Just one. Before the hearing. So that when Nupur is old enough to ask what her mother did, there's at least one thing on the list that isn't on that pen drive."

I looked at her across the table for a long time. At the white saree and the empty parting in her hair and the thin, stubborn, terrified face of the woman I had married.

"I'm coming," I said.

"You can't. He'll see you."

"I won't be in the building. I'll be in the van with Banerjee and Fatima." I stood up. "I'm not asking, Poroma. I've spent ten months being told where to wait while things were done to my family. Tomorrow night I'm not waiting at home."

She looked at me for a long moment. Something moved in her face, something very old, from before any of this. From Presidency College, a girl across a corridor deciding something about a boy.

"All right," she said quietly.

At the door, she stopped and turned back. She looked past me at the yellow curtains for a long moment.

"They really do look like sunshine," she said.

Then she went down the four flights of stairs, and I stood in the doorway listening to her footsteps until they were gone.

[NovelMaster]

Awesome yet again! I think rahul will attack knife or something she died and he go lifetime prison or even hang.

[CoreMadness]

Brilliant updates. This story had turned full U turn into a masterpiece.