[Mukul@99]

Such a fantastic read. A story with heat, heart, and substance. Passionately demonstrated joy, sorrow, solidarity, love, sex, and a whole range of human emotions. This is an emotional rollercoaster. Packed with anger, doubt, passion, and anguish, and a burgeoning love. The story had my heart palpitating often. Very crafty, not a single gorgeous word is wasted. A work that invades your body and mind. Pacing is spot on & sir you know exactly when to escalate the stakes. Thank you for an absolute surreal reading experience. You are a great storyteller.

[RCF]

My heart started beating in high rates after those images...it told what would have happened.. I know what jay did with anjalai is completely wrong but still my heart wanted jay and niki to join .  But it's all now upto author.. the story is over already...

We do not know in what conditions Jay agreed for affair with Anjali, there is a reason why story started with that episode....

~RCF

[RCF]

Excellently written episode, enjoyed both sides, heat of sex between the lovers and emotional breakdown of Jay both much needed....Wanted Jay to be free for some time now, finally it happened....
Its time Jay start being distant and cold with Nikita(not rude but emotionally disconnected like he lost her)....shows his emotional distance and meaning for his breakdown...He should solve his own problems, no need for Nikita to take blame as bad woman...His mistake he should own, at least now he should come clean with his parents on what happened that night, why he married Nikita. Set her free completely and surprise her...

Hopefully he wouldn't agree to marry his uncle's second daughter in depression that would spoil another woman's life.

~RCF

[RCF]

After the second time, his uncle saw Nikitha buying birth control pills at the medical shop and Sudagaran mentions the same in front of Jay about how people think. Wouldn't that give Jay insight that Nikitha is sleeping regularly with Tarun? He might not know exactly how many times but she buying the pills will be only for having sex with Tarun only no?

Jay is broken down because of various reasons not because he didn't know about their sex before, he knows they were sexually active even before his uncle says she bought pills. 

He is broken down watching Nikita in the act of sex...the sheer intense sex she was having free of guilt, pleasure and pain coursing through her and desperately trying to please Tharun while taking the pain...the intimacy broke Jay. 

What broke him was the fact, the truth that he was forcibly pushing outside his mind all this time and ignoring Nikita's words all this time that she has moved on....That truth is now shoved into his brain cells permanently whether he agrees or not, he came face to face with that fact that Nikita was right, she has moved on from him in real, the sheer guilt less sex and her aliveness in that moment pushed Jay into darkness which showed him the truth of what he had put her through with Anjali's episode, that broke him....

He now knows the pain she went through at that time...this is his ultimate moment of realization that he himself lost her by his own actions and denying that fact forever would not get him anything in return and in turn shows him that he has to let her go now and move on...that realization broke him....

You will see new Jay now....

~RCF

[RCF]

Not yet,  Nikki gonna gift this house to Jay with her copulation memories with Tharun....

Hopefully he divides that as an asset and gives her half as a goodbye gift. She deserves that home as much as Jay, they both put their money into it. 

~RCF

[DesertStorm]

Jay is broken down because of various reasons not because he didn't know about their sex before, he knows they were sexually active even before his uncle says she bought pills. 

He is broken down watching Nikita in the act of sex...the sheer intense sex she was having free of guilt, pleasure and pain coursing through her and desperately trying to please Tharun while taking the pain...the intimacy broke Jay. 

What broke him was the fact, the truth that he was forcibly pushing outside his mind all this time and ignoring Nikita's words all this time that she has moved on....That truth is now shoved into his brain cells permanently whether he agrees or not, he came face to face with that fact that Nikita was right, she has moved on from him in real, the sheer guilt less sex and her aliveness in that moment pushed Jay into darkness which showed him the truth of what he had put her through with Anjali's episode, that broke him....

He now knows the pain she went through at that time...this is his ultimate moment of realization that he himself lost her by his own actions and denying that fact forever would not get him anything in return and in turn shows him that he has to let her go now and move on...that realization broke him....

You will see new Jay now....

~RCF

With Anjali, wasn't it the necessity of keeping their secret that pushed Jay which even Nikita acknowledges with Tarun after the accident episode. Infact she says she knew how he wouldn't stop with Anjali and how he started with Sharmi the previous day. Next episode Sharmila clarifies nothing between them. Shouldn't that have clarified to Nikitha that Jay only did with Anjali to remove any scope of doubt on them. Didn't Nikita start with Tarun on the same premise?

Anyway I think Jay distancing himself is good because him trying to prove how much he loved Nikitha is only increasing her closeness with Tarun at twice the rate. 
Even if Nikita and Tarun don't end up together, with her mis-understandings and mis-communications
(esp with Jay) , they(Jay and Nikita ) can't stay together. 

There is saying which says when you like someone you will ignore major flaws too when you don't like someone even minor flaws become major red flags. 
Here from Nikitha's perspective everything Jay did or didn't do has become an issue based on the circumstances.

 I am eagerly waiting how heyglwriter will take this story forward giving payoff to all the characters involved.

[RCF]

With Anjali, wasn't it the necessity of keeping their secret that pushed Jay which even Nikita acknowledges with Tarun after the accident episode. Infact she says she knew how he wouldn't stop with Anjali and how he started with Sharmi the previous day. Next episode Sharmila clarifies nothing between them. Shouldn't that have clarified to Nikitha that Jay only did with Anjali to remove any scope of doubt on them. Didn't Nikita start with Tarun on the same premise?

No Nikita did not start her affair on that premise, she thought a lot about her life, about Jay, made sure he is fine then took decision, in her book once she decides there is no going back 

Atleast until she thinks over everything from scratch again, that will only happen when her foundation shakes on Tharun, but i feel other way round its too late as well...Jay is broken now, twice now he lost faith on love...he might choose loveless life...

As for Jay and Anjali, whatever reason he took that decision, it broke Nikita similarly so no excuses, there could be excuse why he did it but that does not change the fact that it pained Nikita to this same extent that Jay experiencing now.

[saka1981]

I Felt one thing clear , jay have strong Heart . Because After accident Dr advice to Nikkitha don't give him upsetting or emotionally stressful news . But after accident Nikkitha only giving this kind if news to jay . where is the equality ? . Jay is male chauvinist because Jay had sexual intercourse with Anjali in office . Then what about nikkitha ? ."At that time, Nikitha had a strong body and a strong mind." but now "Jay is now living with a wounded mind and body."Then who is moron ? .

[Arul Pragasam]

Season 1 is over.
Nikitha said divorce me saying that I can't conceive. What if it becomes true. Will mithra as a doctor help her. The real story is just about to start.

[Deepak_The_Writer]

Kick ass update and gif were placed exactly where they need to be well done hegi

[Sarran Raj]

Did nikki gave her anal virginity to Tharun or it is already taken by jay.

I think jay parents will change mind and get them married again in village in front of all relatives

[suryaspk]

Heygi, thanks for the last update, its much needed one. Though I wanted this much earlier it's better happened at last.

I was not happy on how Nikki handled Jay she of all people should know giving hope to Jay will not stop him, he will continue pursuing her. I know she coming back to house to take care of Jay is circumstantial but that's what I hate about the story. It forces characters to take painstakingly annoying route to self-discovery. But despite that people are interested and going through with it shows how good your writing is.

Some of Jay assumptions were cleared, it's not just physical between tharun nikki. Jay doesn't have same place in her heart as he thought. Divorce should give him some me-time, retrospect on what happened and figure out his life.

Comparing jay anjali, nikki tharun doesn't seem right. Back then Nikki had power to stop them but she chose to suppress feeling and suffer in silence. But Jay has no power now.
They are nice people but doesn't mean they should end up together.

[Sarran Raj]

Jay did not touch Anjali outside the office or he did not bring her home. It is where nikki turned and behaved like a cock hungry woman. In the storage room, kiss is possible and not a full fledged sex like they can have in bed. Does nikki doesn't have brain to even think this.

[Joseph Rayman]

Surprisingly jay didn't have a boner seeing them. He would have turned a cuck then.

[Ragasiyananban]

Good one. If jay decided to divorce her, no need to take her to Village.

Any woman will compare the size and pleasure she gets from another man with her husband. Psychologically it is another deciding factor to select him. It means Tharun gives better sex than jay.

[Vicky Viknesh]

Awesomeeee whatta breaking point

[oxy.raj]

Waiting for next episode egarly...

[jaatrangila99]

Why moral policing?

I know it is very cruel for Jay to watch his loved one getting fucked by someone else. It is very painful for him. But why sudden outburst?

Nikita is clearly in relationship with Tharun. Yes she will continue crying for both the man. Like I said earlier. She will cry for Tharun - when she is inside Jay's bedroom and she will cry for Jay - when she is inside Tharun's bedroom.


That's the whole story, isn't it.


I also don't want to see this story turning into a cuckold story. But let's see how author will continue it.

[Vicky Viknesh]

I think, he will gift over the house to Nikki for being wile till now and get married with his uncle's second daughter and live in village happily

Live in village? Is going to do agriculture. Why still she is hiding about clearance of loan. Yes, he can't live in this house with memory of this night. Will Niki come to know jay saw them. It will push her to more guilt as she thinks he is sleeping due to pills. Otherwise she would not have accepted.

[laestat]

The Story is very compelling to read, but, in reality, how many men would stay put even if she had sex with others. Just curious, as I am in a similar condition. (Telegram: @Rouser22)