The ceiling fan's rhythmic creak became a metronome for the memories replaying behind her eyelids—Rafik's soap-slick muscles trembling under her touch, the guttural noise he'd made when she'd swallowed him whole. Her fingers slipped beneath the waistband of her pajamas before she'd consciously decided to move, the first slow circles drawing a shuddering breath through clenched teeth.
By dawn, she'd ruined two pairs of underwear—one stuffed hastily under the mattress —and performed her morning puja with trembling hands, the holy ash smudging crookedly on her forehead. The Bhagavad Gita lay open to Chapter Two, its verses on detachment glaring up at her as she paced.
Jamal's number burned in her phone for three hours before she finally called. "His stitches came out yesterday," the Kashmiri man said, his voice tinny through the receiver. "Still needs help with groceries." Geeta hung up without committing, then spent the afternoon scrubbing her kitchen tiles raw while phantom sensations of Rafik's cock throbbing against her tongue made her thighs press together.
Seven days. Seven days of cold showers that did nothing to cool the fever under her skin. Seven days of hastily stifled moans into her pillow while Varun snored obliviously beside her. On the seventh morning, Geeta awoke with her nails digging crescent moons into her own palms, the dream of Rafik's beard scbanging her inner thighs still vivid enough to taste.
She crossed the hallway barefoot, her knock more a hammering fist than polite rapping. Rafik stood shirtless at the stove, his healing scars gleaming under kitchen light as he flipped parathas with fingers no longer bandaged. The sight of his bare torso—the way his muscles shifted under skin still slightly bruised—stopped her breath mid-inhale.
The seventh morning dawned with Geeta's thighs still trembling from another sleepless night. She'd scrubbed her skin raw in the shower, yet the scent of sandalwood clung stubbornly to her wrists—or perhaps it was just memory playing tricks. Her morning puja candles guttered as she chanted prayers too fast, the sacred threads slipping through fingers that still remembered Rafik's pulse throbbing against them.
When the neighbor's door finally clicked open at noon, Geeta moved before thought could stop her. She crashed into Rafik's apartment like a monsoon wind, the door slamming behind her with enough force to rattle the framed mountain photographs on his walls.
"You ruined everything!" she shouted, her voice cracking. Rafik stood frozen by the stove, a half-eaten paratha dangling from his fingers. The healing scars on his chest gleamed under kitchen light, the bruises faded to yellowish ghosts.
Before he could speak, Geeta launched herself at him. Her lips crashed against his with enough force to split her own—not that she cared. She sucked his tongue like a woman dying of thirst, chewing his lower lip until copper bloomed between them. Rafik's hands hovered awkwardly at his sides as she ground against him, her damp panties leaving streaks on his pajama pants.
Ten minutes. Twenty. Geeta lost count as the kiss spiraled into something brutal and beautiful. She came with a muffled scream against his mouth, her orgasm ripping through her so violently her vision whited out. When she finally staggered back, lips swollen and smeared with blood, Rafik simply turned on his heel and went to his bedroom and close his door.
geeta went back to her flat and was confused with Rafik's behaviour. Her husband was going to come back so she decided to visit him next morning.
When Rafik opened the door, geeta entered the flat and was silent
Geeta's knees hit Rafik's hardwood floor with a sound that should've hurt, but she felt nothing except the frantic hammering of her pulse. "I love you," she gasped, the words raw and jagged in her throat. Her fingers twisted in his kurta, crumpling the crisp cotton as she pulled him down to her level. The scent of him—sandalwood and salt and something muskier beneath—flooded her senses until she couldn't breathe.
Rafik's hands closed around her wrists, not roughly but with undeniable strength. "You're married," he growled, though his nostrils flared when her pallu slipped, revealing the damp hollow between her breasts. His thumb brushed the gold mangalsutra at her throat—the chain Varun had fastened with clumsy fingers two months ago. "Different castes. You don't even know—"
"I know enough." Geeta pressed her lips to his calloused palm, tasting the ghost of mountain grit still embedded in the creases. When her tongue darted out to trace the lifeline, Rafik shuddered violently. "I know you make me feel alive," she whispered against his skin, her tears splashing hot onto their joined hands. "Isn't that enough?"
The moment stretched—his breath ragged, her heartbeat wild—before Rafik's resolve shattered with an almost audible snap. His mouth crashed down on hers, teeth scbanging her lower lip until copper bloomed between them. Geeta moaned into the kiss, her fingers scrambling at his buttons until the kurta gaped open, revealing the dense forest of chest hair she'd dreamed about for seven sleepless nights.
Her lips followed her hands—down the column of his throat, over the ridge of his collarbone, into the valley between his pectorals where his scent concentrated darkest. Rafik's hands fisted in her hair when her tongue swirled around one flat nipple, his hips bucking upward involuntarily. The taste of him—salt and musk and something faintly metallic from old mountain winds—flooded her senses as she worked lower, her teeth scbanging lightly through the coarse trail of hair leading south.
When her fingers hooked in the waistband of his loose pajamas, Rafik's entire body tensed. "Wait—" he began, but the fabric pooled around his ankles before he could finish protesting. Geeta's breath hitched at the sight springing free—thick, circumcised, and flushed dark red at the tip where precome glistened. The sheer girth of him made her mouth water even as her inner muscles clenched instinctively at the thought of taking him.
"Fuck," Rafik groaned when her tongue flicked out to catch the bead of moisture pearling at his slit. The taste exploded across her tongue—bitter and primal—as her lips stretched impossibly wide to accommodate him. Only the mushroom head fit inside her mouth, the ridge stretching her lips taut as she sucked rhythmically. Her hands worked what her mouth couldn't take, fingers barely meeting around his shaft as she pumped in counterpoint to her bobbing head.
Rafik's thighs trembled violently when she took him deeper, her nose pressing into the wiry thatch at his base. Tears leaked from her squeezed-shut eyes as she fought her gag reflex, her throat muscles fluttering around him. The sensation must have been overwhelming—Rafik's hips jerked upward with a choked curse, his cock pulsing against her tongue before she'd even properly begun.
When she pulled back to breathe, spit strung between her lips and his glistening tip. Rafik didn't give her time to recover. His hands—those massive, rope-roughened hands—dug into her hair as he dragged her upright. Her blouse tore at the shoulder when he yanked it down, exposing one peaked nipple to the cool morning air. His mouth closed over it instantly, teeth scbanging just shy of pain as his free hand wrenched her petticoat down her hips.
Geeta cried out when his fingers plunged into her without preamble, the stretch burning gloriously after months of Varun's timid touches. Rafik's beard scbangd her inner thighs as he knelt before her, his tongue replacing his fingers in one ruthless stroke. She came almost immediately, her back arching off the kitchen table as he lapped at her throbbing clit with relentless precision.
The first thrust stole her breath. Rafik didn't ease in—he sheathed himself to the hilt in one brutal movement, the stretch so intense Geeta saw stars. Her nails carved half-moons into his shoulders as he began moving, each withdrawal nearly tipping her over the edge before he slammed back in. The kitchen table screeched against the tiles with their momentum, dishes rattling in the sink.
When her legs began shaking uncontrollably, Rafik flipped her onto her stomach without breaking rhythm. Her cheek pressed against the cool wood as he dbangd over her back, his teeth sinking into her shoulder as he pistoned into her. The new angle brushed that delicious spot inside her with every thrust—she came again with a sob, her inner muscles clamping down so tightly Rafik growled into her skin.
They didn't make it to the bedroom until the third orgasm left her limp. Rafik carried her down the hallway, her legs wrapped around his waist as he continued thrusting upward with each step. The headboard cracked against the wall when he tossed her onto the mattress, her splayed body barely sinking into the duvet before he was on her again.
Geeta lost count after the fourth climax—somewhere between Rafik lifting her hips to take him deeper and the moment he pinned her wrists above her head. His sweat dripped onto her breasts as he fucked her through another shuddering peak, his pace never faltering even as her thighs trembled around him.
The first spill came as dawn painted the curtains gold. Rafik's thrusts turned erratic before he buried himself to the root with a guttural groan, his release flooding her in hot pulses. Geeta whimpered at the sensation—so different from Varun's meager spurts—her body milking him through every last twitch.
He didn't withdraw afterward. Simply rolled them sideways, still joined, and let his softening cock coax her through one final, exhausted orgasm. Their sweat-slicked bodies stuck together as morning birds began chirping outside, Rafik's fingers tracing idle patterns on her hipbone.
"I should go," Geeta murmured when the clock struck seven, though neither moved. Her thighs ached deliciously when she finally swung her legs off the bed, sticky trails of their coupling dripping down her inner thighs. Rafik's cum leaked onto the floorboards as she limped toward the bathroom—a sight that sent an unexpected thrill through her.
The mirror reflected a stranger. Bruises bloomed like storm clouds across her throat and breasts, Rafik's teeth marks stark against her pallid skin. Geeta touched a particularly vivid bite on her collarbone, hissing at the sting. No amount of powder would conceal this.
She found Rafik in the kitchen, shirtless and frying eggs with the ease of someone accustomed to mountain camps. The sight of his bare back—the play of muscle beneath scars both old and new—made her breath catch. When he turned with a plate, his gaze dropped to her thighs, where his fingerprints had left faint purple shadows.
They ate in charged silence, Rafik's knee bouncing beneath the table until Geeta pressed her bare foot against it. His nostrils flared when she deliberately spread her legs wider, letting him see the mess he'd made of her. The fork clattered from his fingers.
"You should go," he growled, though his cock strained visibly against his loose pajamas. Geeta merely stood and walked to the bedroom, leaving her breakfast half-eaten. The sheets still smelled of them—sweat and sex and something muskier beneath.
Rafik followed with the inevitability of gravity. He caught her wrist as she reached for the bedside lamp, spinning her roughly against his chest. His erection pressed hot and insistent against her lower back.
"Last chance," he breathed into her hair. Geeta answered by grinding her ass against him, feeling him thicken further through the thin fabric. His groan vibrated through her shoulder blades as his fingers dug into her hips—not restraining, merely holding on as she worked herself against him.
The bedside lamp flickered when Rafik yanked the cord, plunging them into darkness broken only by streetlight filtering through curtains. His teeth found the nape of her neck as his hands slid up her thighs, callouses catching on silk stockings Varun had gifted last Diwali. The fabric tore like rice paper under Rafik's grip.
"Say it again," he demanded against her ear, palming her breasts through the ruined blouse. His thumbs circled her nipples with precision that made her whimper—already painfully hard from hours of stolen glances across their balconies.
"I love—" The words dissolved into a gasp when Rafik pinched both peaks simultaneously, the pain-pleasure radiating down to her clit. His chuckle warmed the shell of her ear as he walked her backward toward the bed, their joined shadows merging into one monstrous silhouette on the wall.
The mattress hit her knees unexpectedly. Rafik's grip on her hips kept her upright as he knelt behind her, his breath hot through her petticoat. "Prove it," he murmured before biting the swell of her ass hard enough to leave marks. The cotton muffled her scream as his tongue soothed the sting, his hands sliding up to undo her waistband with brutal efficiency.
Her petticoat pooled around her ankles alongside shredded dignity. Rafik's index finger traced her spine from cervical vertebrae to tailbone, pausing to circle each mole like a cartographer mapping unknown territory. When he reached the dimples above her buttocks, he pressed two thumbs deep into the hollows—a silent claim that reverberated through her pelvis.
The first touch of his tongue between her thighs stole her breath. Rafik didn't tease—he licked a broad stripe from perineum to clit with the flat of his tongue, humming appreciatively at her taste. Geeta's fingers twisted in the bedsheets when he circled her entrance, his beard scbanging sensitized inner thighs as he inhaled deeply.
"Fuck," he groaned against her flesh, the vibration making her knees buckle. "Been imagining this since I saw you hanging laundry." His fingers replaced his tongue—two thick digits plunging in without preamble—while his mouth closed over her clit with devastating precision. The stretch burned gloriously after Varun's timid touches; Rafik's knuckles pressed against her inner walls with every thrust, his palm slapping her ass when she rocked back for more.
Her orgasm crashed over her like a collapsing glacier—sudden, violent, all-consuming. Rafik drank her convulsions greedily, his tongue milking every last pulse as she screamed into the mattress. When he finally pulled away, his chin gleamed wet in the lamplight. "One," he counted against her trembling thigh.
The bedframe protested as he flipped her onto her back. Geeta barely registered the movement before Rafik's mouth sealed over her left nipple, teeth grazing the peak just shy of pain. His free hand squeezed her right breast roughly, fingertips leaving pale imprints on her fair skin that darkened to plum within seconds. The dual sensation—sharp pleasure-pain radiating from both peaks—sent fresh slickness trickling down her thighs.
"Look at you," Rafik murmured against her sternum, his tongue swirling through sweat pooled in her clavicle hollow. "Made for this." His fingers slid between her legs again, this time circling her swollen clit with relentless pressure. Geeta's back arched off the mattress—another climax building impossibly fast—just as his teeth sank into the soft flesh of her inner thigh.
White light exploded behind her eyelids. Her hips jackknifed violently, her calves locking around Rafik's shoulders as she came with a sound more animal than human. Through the aftershocks, she felt him positioning himself—the broad head of his cock nudging her soaked entrance, stretching her wider with each millimeter.
"Wait—" Geeta gasped when the stretch became unbearable, her fingers scrambling at his forearms. Rafik froze instantly, his entire body trembling with restraint. The veins on his forehead stood out in sharp relief as he held himself still, his cock twitching against her sensitive flesh.
She'd expected him to push through. Instead, Rafik withdrew completely, flipping her onto all fours with surprising gentleness. "Breathe," he ordered, kneading the tense muscles of her lower back. His thumbs dug into the dimples above her buttocks, the pressure somehow easing the ache between her legs. When he entered her again—slow as rising tide this time—Geeta's nails clawed at the bedsheets, her body adjusting inch by impossible inch.
Rafik's groan vibrated through her spine when he finally bottomed out. His hips pressed flush against her ass, the coarse thatch of his pubic hair tickling her sensitive skin. "Move," Geeta begged, pushing back against him. The resulting thrust stole her breath—not from pain now, but from the shocking fullness, the way his girth stretched her beyond anything she'd imagined possible.
Their rhythm built gradually—Rafik's hands gripping her hips hard enough to leave bruises, Geeta meeting each thrust with increasing urgency. The headboard's rhythmic thud against the wall marked time like a metronome, their sweat-slicked skin slapping together in a wet symphony.
When Rafik's fingers found her clit, Geeta shattered instantly. Her inner muscles clamped down violently around him, triggering his own release with a guttural shout. His cock pulsed inside her—seemingly endless—each hot spurt wringing another shuddering climax from her overstimulated body.
Afterward, Rafik cleaned her with surprising tenderness, dabbing gently between her thighs where she'd bled. Geeta watched through half-lidded eyes as he tucked a towel beneath her hips—an unspoken understanding passing between them when she caught him staring at the crimson streaks staining the fabric.
Morning found them entwined in Rafik's narrow bed, Geeta's back pressed flush against his chest. His morning erection prodded her thigh insistently—already hard again despite their marathon night. When she reached back to stroke him, Rafik caught her wrist. "Breakfast first," he murmured against her shoulder, though his hips rocked forward involuntarily.
The kitchen became their battlefield—Rafik pinning her against the refrigerator as she buttered toast, Geeta straddling him at the table when he paused mid-bite. Their lovemaking grew increasingly desperate as Varun's return loomed—Rafik bending her over the couch, Geeta riding him raw on the balcony where anyone might see.
By noon, Geeta could barely walk straight. Rafik's cum leaked down her thighs as she limped home, her mangalsutra heavy against her bruised throat. The elevator doors opened on Varun—his suitcases piled neatly beside him, his smile oblivious as he sniffed her hair. "New shampoo?" he asked, missing the way her legs trembled when she stepped over the threshold.
That night, Geeta lay rigid beside her snoring husband, Rafik's seed still warm inside her. The ceiling fan's rhythmic creak became a countdown—each rotation marking another minute her body might still conceive a child not her husband's. Her fingers crept downward, tracing the tender flesh between her legs where Rafik had stretched her beyond recognition.
Across the courtyard, a light flickered in Rafik's window. Geeta's breath caught when his silhouette appeared—broad shoulders backlit by a single bulb as he peeled off his shirt. Their eyes met through the glass, the distance humming with unsaid promises. Rafik's hand drifted to his waistband, his fingers curling in unmistakable invitation.
Geeta's toes had already touched the cold floor when Varun rolled over with a grunt. "Nightmare?" he mumbled into his pillow. She froze—her husband's sleep-softened face guileless in the moonlight—before forcing a smile.
"Just thirsty." The lie slid smoothly from her lips as she padded to the kitchen. The fridge's hum covered the sound of the balcony door unlatching.
Rafik caught her before she'd fully crossed the threshold, his mouth hot and demanding against hers. Geeta melted into the kiss, her fingers tangling in the wiry curls at his nape. When they broke apart, her lips tingled—already swollen from earlier—and her knees threatened to buckle.
"I can't stop thinking about you," she confessed against his collarbone. The words tasted foreign yet true—like speaking a language she'd always known but never used.
Their month-long affair unfolded in stolen hours—Varun's business trips stretching into weeks, Geeta's "yoga classes" lasting entire afternoons. Rafik's apartment became their sanctuary, the bed permanently rumpled from their relentless coupling. He took her against every surface—the kitchen counter still sticky with their passion, the balcony railing leaving bruises on her thighs.
Each encounter left Geeta more addicted. Rafik's stamina astonished her—where Varun spent after two feeble thrusts, Rafik could last hours, bringing her to shuddering climaxes again and again before finally spilling inside her with a guttural groan. She grew to crave that moment—the hot flood of his release, the way his hips stuttered against hers as he emptied himself deep.
By the third week, Geeta stopped wearing underwear altogether. The constant arousal made fabric unbearable, and the knowledge that Rafik's seed might leak out at any moment sent illicit thrills through her. She caught him staring at her thighs in the marketplace once—his nostrils flaring at the telltale shine on her skin—and had to rush home to finger herself to completion.
The changes in her body became impossible to ignore. Her breasts grew heavier, nipples perpetually peaked and oversensitive. When Varun touched her during his rare visits home, she had to bite her lip raw to keep from comparing his timid strokes to Rafik's demanding hands.
One sweltering afternoon, Geeta found herself bent over Rafik's balcony railing, his cock pistoning into her with enough force to rock the wrought iron. The neighbors' curtains twitched suspiciously, but neither cared—Rafik's fingers dug into her hips hard enough to leave bruises as he pounded into her, his sweat dripping onto the small of her back.
"Come for me," he growled against her shoulder, his teeth scbanging her damp skin. The command alone nearly sent her over—her inner muscles clamping down instinctively as Rafik's cock swelled even thicker inside her. When he came with a hoarse shout, his release flooded her so intensely she felt it trickling down her inner thighs before they'd even separated.
Afterward, Geeta lay sprawled across Rafik's sweat-damp sheets, his cum still leaking from her well-used cunt. She traced idle circles around her swollen belly button—already slightly rounded from weeks of his relentless breeding—while Rafik smoked by the window. The afternoon light painted gold across his battle-scarred torso as he exhaled slowly, his gaze locked on her splayed legs.
"Still hungry?" he asked when he caught her staring at his softening cock. The dark amusement in his voice made her cheeks burn even as her thighs pressed together reflexively. Before she could answer, Rafik stubbed out his cigarette and crossed the room in three strides. His mouth covered hers roughly—tasting of tobacco and salt—as his fingers slid between her legs to gather his own spend.
The scent of sandalwood lingered in Geeta's nostrils even as she dialed Rafik's number for the seventeenth time that morning. The same robotic female voice answered—*"The number you have dialed is currently switched off"*—before the call disconnected with a finality that made her fingers tremble against the phone.
By sunset on the second day of Rafik's disappearance, Geeta's nausea had worsened until she collapsed in the kitchen mid-prayer, her forehead smearing turmeric on the tiles as she retched violently. Varun rushed her to the clinic with uncharacteristic urgency, his thick fingers drumming nervously on the steering wheel while she curled around the car's sick bucket.
When the gynecologist smiled over her clipboard, Geeta's blood turned to ice. "Congratulations," the woman said, oblivious to the way Varun's hand clenched around hers. "Twins, by the look of the hormone levels."
The ultrasound gel felt like burning acid against her belly as the wand moved. Two pulsing gray blobs flickered on the screen—lifeforms conceived during stolen afternoons when Rafik had pinned her against his balcony railing, his release flooding her womb with ruthless efficiency. Varun wept happy tears into his handkerchief while Geeta counted backward in her head—thirty-seven days since her last menstruation, thirty-eight since Rafik had last taken her raw.
She spent the next week calling every number in Rafik's phone—the climbing gym, the mechanic who fixed his motorcycle, even the tea stall owner who'd winked at them during their last shared samosa. Each call ended the same: *"This number is currently switched off."* The silence grew teeth that gnawed at her ribs until she woke screaming from nightmares where mountain lions dragged Rafik's body into shadowed ravines.
The newspaper headline struck like a physical blow when she saw it three months later—*DELHI BOMB BLAST MASTERMIND IDENTIFIED*—above Rafik's passport photo. The grainy image showed him younger, cleaner-shaven, but those wolfish eyes were unmistakable. Geeta's breakfast tea sloshed onto the classifieds as her fingers traced the paragraph describing his alleged involvement with insurgent groups in Kashmir.
*You don't even know—* His voice echoed through her memory as the newspaper fluttered to the floor. She'd silenced him with her mouth, her body, her desperate need to remain blissfully ignorant. Now his warnings pooled around her bare feet like bloodstains, seeping between her toes as Varun babbled excitedly about baby names from the breakfast table.
Her belly swelled grotesquely over the next six months—a living monument to Rafik's absence. Varun's family celebrated with sweets and gold bangles, pinching her cheeks as if she were some fertile goddess instead of an adulteress carrying a terrorist's twins. At night, she lay rigid beneath Varun's tentative touches, her stretched skin thrumming with the memory of Rafik's teeth marking what was his.
The delivery came suddenly during monsoon season—two squalling boys with Rafik's mountain-dark skin despite Varun's milky pallor. Geeta watched through tear-blurred eyes as Varun lifted *his sons* for the first time, her heart fracturing when their tiny fists grasped his fingers with instinctive trust.
In the courtyard below their hospital window, monsoon winds tore petals from hibiscus blossoms—scarlet fragments swirling toward gutters where forgotten things collect. Geeta touched her mangalsutra absently as one twin latched onto her breast with Rafik's same ruthless hunger, his dark eyes already knowing secrets she'd take to her grave.
*"The seeds were always yours,"* she thought when Varun kissed her forehead, blissfully ignorant of the bomb ticking softly in their marriage bed. Outside, thunder rumbled like distant gunfire—or perhaps just monsoon clouds collapsing under their own weight. The twins wailed in unison as lightning split the sky, illuminating Geeta's face for one naked moment before the hospital lights flickered back on.
Years later, when the boys had grown tall enough to reach the balcony where Rafik once took her against iron railings, Geeta would catch herself searching their profiles for traces of him. The elder twin's hands—broad-palmed and strong-veined—would pause while tying his college tie, sensing her stare. "What, Amma?" he'd ask, flashing Varun's benign smile with Rafik's wolfish teeth beneath.
The END.