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Chapter 6

Maine apne reflection ko mirror mein dekhte hue ek gehri saans andar li. Lengha ka heavy ghaghra mere kamar par bilkul perfectly fit tha, aur choli itni tight thi ki saans lena mushkil ho raha tha. Itna magical sa lag raha yeh lavendar colour ka lengha mujh par, jaisi kisi movie ke set se laaya gaya ho. Par asli magic toh neeche pehni gayi push-up bra ka tha, jisne mujhe ek aisi figure di thi jo maine kabhi socha bhi nahi thi. Mere chest par proper curves they ab. Breasts... fuller, bigger. Almost real.

Makeup artist kuch der pehle hi ja chuke they, sab kaam khatam karke. Makeup bahut heavy nahi tha, bas itna ki main aaj ke function ki main attraction dikhu. Mom ne makeup artists ke aane ke pehle hi mujhe wig pehna diya tha, taaki main unke saamne awkward na feel karu. Yeh naya wig thoda aur stylish tha, aur isme mere baal curvy aur elegant lag rahe they. Kaano mein clip on earrings, haathon mein bhaari kangan, aur gale mein ek diamond ka necklace, kisi actress se kam nahi lag rahi thi main.



Par is perfection ki bhi ek keemat thi. Pichhle kuch hafton se meri chest kuch jyada hi sensitive ho gayi thi. Main jab bhi saans leti, bra ki sakht wire aur choli ka bhari embroidery wala kapda mere un sensitive tissues par dabta jisse ek teekhi chubhan mehsoos hoti. Yeh dard mujhe baar baar yaad dila raha tha ki maine sirf koi costume nahi pehni thi, mere andar ka badlaav sach tha.

Yeh badlaav hi toh tha jisne mujhe aaj yahan is banquet hall ke room mein khada kar diya tha. Pichhle 4-5 din ek dhundhle sapne ki tarah nikle they. Jab maine Mom ko darte darte haan kaha tha, tab woh meri choice nahi tha balki ek mazboori thi. Dad ki di hui deadline sar par talwar ban kar latak rahi thi. Ya toh main Raj "Uncle" se engagement ke liye haan karti ya fir apni bachi-kuchi pehchaan bhi kho baithti. Pata nahi uske baad Dad ka agla plan kya hota.

Isi ghutan ke beech Raj ka woh "arrangement" mujhe ek safety net ki tarah dikhai de raha tha. Us din ki meeting ke baad mujhe lagne laga tha ki, jo kuch bhi hone wala tha, uska poora control abhi bhi mere haathon mein tha. Main jab chahun is poore natak ko khatam kar sakti thi. Main jaanti thi ki main yeh shaadi kabhi nahi karungi, par filhaal is engagement ke liye haan karna meri zaroorat ban gaya tha.


"Yeh pehen lo," Mom ne mere saamne ek pair of embellished heels rakhte hue mera dhyan kheecha. Chamakdar golden, un ke straps par stones lage hue they, ek dam tacky, totally not my style.

Ek hafte ke andar yeh sab jo bhi shopping aur arrangement hui thi kisi chamatkar se kam thi kya. Mujhe toh pata bhi nahi tha ladkiyon ko ek chhote se function ke liye bhi itna kuch chahiye hota hai.

Maine unhe dekhte hue apna muh banaaya, "Yeh? Yeh pehenna padega kya?"

"Haan, aur kya. Lenghe ke saath yehi jayenge, koi sports shoes toh pehnogi nahi."

Maine reluctantly heels pehenne shuru kiye. Pehle hi ek minute mein mere pair dard karne lage. Heels jyada uchhi nahi thi par tight straps mere toes ko kaat rahe they aur stones mere skin par ragad rahe they.

"Mom... yeh bahut tight hain... aur uncomfortable bhi." Main bas rone hi wali thi.

Mom ne halke se smile ki, ek thaka hua, udaas sa smile, "Yeh toh bas shuruwat hai beta. Heels pehenne ka aadat daalni padegi tumhe. Aur waise bhi..." unhone meri aankhon mein dekhte hue kaha, "ab tumhe samajh aayega ek aurat hone ka asli matlab. Kitna dard sehna padta hai."

Unka yeh filmy dialogue sunkar maine muh banaya. Par mann mein thodi ghabrahat bhi hui, kya sach mein girls ko jyada dard sehna padta hai. Main toh bilkul...

Ding Ding Ding

Text messages ki aawaz ne ekdam se meri thoughts ko distract kiya. Ek ke baad ek lagatar text messages aaye jaa rahe they.

Maine annoy ho kar banquet hall ke is bridal room mein baithe us unwanted guest ki taraf dekha. Ishita Mehra, mere bhai ki girlfriend. Woh apne phone par tezi se type karti hui texts bhej rahi thi. Uske chehre par ek badi si muskaan thi aur beech beech mein uske muh se giggling ki sound nikal rahi thi, jaise koi interesting gossip kar rahi ho.

Use wahan mere saath is kamre mein dekh kar mera khoon phir se khaula. Meri engagement par woh yahan kyun baithi thi! Apni hi duniya mein lost use mujhse koi matlab toh tha na. Aur meri best friend Riya? Use is function mein aane ki permission tak nahi thi.

"Family only," Dad ne kaha tha jab maine Mom se request ki thi ki Riya ko bula lein. "Koi bahar wala nahi."

Par Ishita bhi toh bahar waali hi thi na? Woh toh hamari family ka part nahi thi... abhi tak toh nahi.

Sach toh yeh tha ki woh uninvited aayi thi. Vishal ne use bata diya tha engagement ke baare mein, use pata hona bhi nahi chahiye tha par obviously woh apni girlfriend se kuch chhupa nahi sakta tha. Aur phir Ishita khud aa gayi, "surprise" dete hue.

Dad bilkul khush nahi they. Unka chehra dekh kar pata chal gaya tha. Par phir unhone... koi tamasha na create karte hue... accept kar liya. Kyunki Ishita practically unke ghar ki "future bahu" thi na. Vishal ki hone wali biwi. Toh technically woh bhi family hi thi. 

Mujhe itna gussa aaya tha jab Mom ne mujhe ye logic diya tha. Kaash maine bhi Riya ko bol diya hota ki tu bas aaja, jo hoga dekha jayega. Par nahi... mujhe toh hamesha Dad ki baat sunni hoti hai na.

Maine apne pair mein heels ko adjust karte hue apna gussa control karne ki koshish ki. Yeh mera din tha. Mera function. Meri... meri engagement. Par kuch bhi toh mera nahi lag raha tha.

"Smile!"


Flash ki tez roshni meri aankhon mein chubhi. Maine ghabra kar apni nazrein churayi, par tab tak Ishita ne meri photo kheench li thi.

"Ishita! Yeh kya kar rahi ho? Bina pooche photo kyun li?" Mera gussa ab mere control se bahar nikal raha tha.

"Relax! Tum itni pyaari lag rahi ho." Ishita ne excited hote hue screen mere saamne ki. 

Main isse pehle sahi se photo ko sahi se dekh paati, usne apne phone par jaldi se ungliyaan chalate hue kuch kiya. Aisi aawaz aayi jaise usne abhi kisi ko meri photo send kari ho.

"Photo kisi ko send mat karna! Dad ne mana kiya hai." Meri aawaz mein panic saaf tha.

"Arre, relax Kanika! Maine bas Vishal ko bheji hai," Ishita ne kafi casual tone mein kaha, jaise isme koi badi baat na ho. "Woh kabse dhoond raha tha mujhe, aur kafi nervous bhi lag raha tha. Socha use dikha doon ki uski behen kitni stunning lag rahi hai. After all, usse kya chhupana?"

Vishal ko bhej di!!! Mere dimaag mein ek dhamaka sa hua. Mere liye ye koi normal photo nahi thi, yeh meri poori zindagi ka sabse vulnerable moment tha. Aur Ishita ne use ek cute photo ki tarah forward kar diya tha. Woh bhi ek aise insaan ko jo mere ladki hone se kabhi comfortable nahi hua tha.

"Tumhe... tumhe meri permission ke bina nahi bhejni chahiye thi," mere chehre par naraazgi saaf thi. 

"Oh! Sorry, sorry! Maine socha tumhe achha lagega," Ishita pareshaan hote hue khadi hui aur mere paas aayi. Uska chehra ekdam se innocent aur curious tha. Uski nazrein mere upar neeche ghoom rahi thi, jaise woh kisi exhibition mein rakhe kisi art work ko inspect kar rahi ho.

Maine chalne ki koshish kari par heels mein balance banana namumkin sa lag raha tha. Mere pair kaapne lage aur main haar maan kar stool par dher ho gayi.

"Ouch!" Maine apne toes ko adjust karte hue groan kiya.

"Arre, aise nahi!" Ishita mere paas neeche jhuki aur mere pairon ko position karne lagi. "Tum apna poora weight apni heels par daal rahi ho, isliye dard ho raha hai. Sara weight aage rakho, apne toes par. Heel ko aage ki aur jhuka kar."

Usne mujhe sahara dete hue khada kiya aur maine aage ki aur jhuk kar chalne ki koshish ki, is baar main pehle se thoda jyada successful hui, par ajeeb sa lag raha tha.

Ishita ne mere shoulders pakadte hue peeche ki aur kiye, "Tumhe aage nahi jhukna hai, just your toes. Apne shoulders straight rakho, you don't want to be called the hunchback."

Maine fir se koshish kari, aisa lag raha tha jaise main pose karte hue chal rahi hoon.

"See? Ab better hai," Ishita ne thoda peeche hat kar mujhe aise dekha jaise koi painter apni painting ka final touch check kar raha ho, "Bas apne hips bhi thode se move karo, jyada nahi. I am sure it's all new to you, but you are doing great!"

Ab main Ishita ko kaise samjhati, shoulders straight karne se aisa lag raha tha jaise bra aur choli mere seene mein andar ghus rahi ho. 

"Thanks," maine dheere se bolte hue use ek thaki hui smile di. Aur main phir se jakar stool par baith gayi.

Ishita abhi bhi meri taraf ghoor rahi thi. Uska chehre dekh kar saaf pata chal raha tha woh kuch poochna chahti thi. Woh ab apni curiosity ko aur control nahi kar sakti thi.

"Kanika... waise ek baat pucho..."

Maine dheere se haan mein sar hilaya. Na bhi karti toh woh poochne bina nahi rehti.

"Jab tum yeh sab... yeh wig, lengha, makeup pehenti ho, toh kya tumhe sach mein ladkiyon wali feeling aati hai? Ya phir aisa lagta hai tum pretend play kar rahi ho. Don't mind... I am just curious."

Mera dil ek pal ke liye ruk gaya. Uske sawal mein koi dushmani nahi thi, bas ek kora bachpana tha, par usne mere sabse bade darr par chot ki thi. Kya main sirf ek costume pehen kar ghoom rahi hoon?

Maine uske sawaal ka jawaab sawaal se diya, "Tumhe kaisa lagta hai jab tum dress up hoti ho kisi function ke liye?"

Woh mere sawaal ka jawaab na dete hue apne agle sawaal par bad gayi, "And I must say, tum toh sach mein ek girl ki tarah dikhti ho. I mean, I have seen pictures of Trans women, and they look nothing like you. Look at your belly button, it looks sooo sexy!"

Ishita ki baat sunte hi maine apne haath se apna belly button chhupane ki koshish kari. Uska compliment well meaning that par jaane kyun mujhe ek taane se kam nahi lag raha tha. Use lag raha tha ki woh meri tareef kar rahi hai, par asal mein woh mere poore existence ko ek "successful experiment" ki tarah measure kar rahi thi.

"Matlab," maine rukhi aawaz mein poocha.

"Aree... I just mean you look so natural." Ishita ne excited ho kar kaha. "Tumhe dekh kar no one can tell whether you are a real girl or not. Pata nahi Vishal itna kyun crib karta hai is sab ke baare mein."

Ishita ko kya pata tha ki Vishal ki jin baaton ko woh cribbing stories bata rahi thi, woh mere liye ekdam real thi. Pichhle kuch saalon se jis tarah se woh mere saath behave karta tha mujhe usse nafrat ho chuki thi. Apni girlfriend ke saath mere baare mein baat karne ki zaroorat hi kya thi use.

Ishita ek topic se doosre topic bhaage jaa rahi thi, "I think Raj Uncle is really lucky to get someone as pretty as you. I am just so excited and tumhari marriage ki shopping toh main hi karwayungi."

"Ishita, please..." Maine thaka hua sa saans liya. Mera gala rone jaisa ho raha tha, par mujhe apna makeup bachana tha. "Mujhe thoda... akela rehna hai. Stage par jaane se pehle."

"Oh! I'm so sorry! Main hamesha zyada bol jati hoon," Ishita ne jaldi se apna bag uthaya aur muskurayi. "Main bahar jaati hoon. Vishal wait kar raha hoga. Aur tension mat lena, tum ekdum 'Doll' lag rahi ho. Raj Uncle toh bas dekhte hi reh jayenge!"

Ishita ke jaate hi kamre mein ek bhari khamoshi chhaa gayi. Maine mirror mein apne aap ko dekha, ek natural dikhne wali doll, jise uske parents ne sellers ki tarah online list kiya ho, Ishita ne critic ki tarah rate kiya ho aur ab bahar hall mein koi use checkout karne wala tha.

Par main jyaada der akele baith kar soch nahi paayi. Kuch hi minute baad, Mom kamre mein aayi aur mera haath pakad kar mujhe uthane lagi.

"Chalo Kanika."

"Ab kya hoga?" Maine ghabrahat mein unki taraf dekha.

"Abhi filhaal main tumhe bahar stage ke saamne bitha dungi. Abhi stage par Raj aur Vishal aur baaki gents honge. Jab tumhara time aayega tab tumhe bhi stage par le jayenge. Theek hai."

Maine haan mein sar hilaya aur Mom mera haath pakad kar mujhe bahar ki taraf le gayi. Main bahar aate hi buri tarah chaunk gayi. Ye bilkul waisa nahi tha jaisa maine socha tha. Kafi badiya sa decorated hall, aur kam se kam pachaas log! Kaun they yeh log? Main in mein se ek ko bhi nahi jaanti thi.

Maine Mom ka haath thoda zor se pakad liya, par unhone bina meri taraf dekhe mujhe aage le jakar ek reserved seat par bitha diya. Main stage ke bilkul saamne baithi thi aur meri nazrein seedha stage par gayi jahan Raj ekdam relaxed baithe they. Unhone ek dark blue color ka suit pehna hua tha aur kafi handsome lag rahe they. Woh mujhe dekh kar halke se muskuraye.

Raj ki woh muskurahat dekh kar mere pet mein ajeeb si khalbali mach gayi. Woh itne sukoon mein kaise ho sakte they? Yahan mera dum ghut raha tha, mere pair un tacky heels mein tadap rahe they, aur Raj wahan aise baithe they jaise kisi business award ceremony mein aaye hon. 

Wahan stage par unke saath Vishal ko khade dekh kar toh mera gussa aur bhi badne laga. Uske chehre par ek badi si muskaan thi jaise 'brother of the bride' ka role bahut achhe se play kar raha ho.

"Kanika beta," achanak se Raj ki mummy ki aawaz ne mera dhyaan unki aur kheecha. Woh mere paas aakar baithi aur unke saath do-teen aur ladies bhi thii jo mujhe aise dekh rahi thi jaise koi nayi gaadi ka model check kar rahi hon. 

"Bahut hi sundar lag rahi ho," unhone mera gaal chhute hue kaha. "Yeh Raj ki Bua hain, yeh Chachi, aur yeh unki bahu, Megha."

Maine haath jode, par un sab ke chehron par ek ajeeb si smirk thi. Unki aankhon mein ek sawal saaf dikh raha tha - ek itne bade umar ke aadmi ko itni sundar aur jawan ladki kaise mil gayi?

"Toh yeh hai Kanika. Sach mein, Raj ki toh lottery nikal gayi," Bua ne Megha ki taraf dekh kar dheere se kaha. Unka har compliment mujhe ek taane ki tarah lag raha tha, jaise woh mere aur Raj ke is match ke peeche ki keemat dhoond rahi hon.

Megha mere doosri taraf aakar baith gayi aur mera lengha neeche se theek karne lagi. "Bahut hi elegant lag rahi ho is lenghe main," Megha ne softly kaha.

"Dekho... Devrani aur Jethani ne abhi se team bhi bana li." Chachi ne haste hue kaha. "Bas kaash Ananya bhi hoti yahan, apni nayi mummy se mil leti."

Raj ki Mom ka chehra ek pal ke liye utar sa gaya, "Woh... woh apne studies mein busy hai na. Exams sar par hain. Aise mein itni door se kaise aati."

"Maine toh suna hai woh kafi bura maan kar baithi hai," Chachi ne dheere se kaha. "Kal hi toh Nikhil aur uski baat ho rahi thi."

Main conversation ko gaur se sunne ke koshish kar rahi thi, par kafi saare naam they aur kuch alag family dynamics they. Ananya... woh toh shayad Raj ki daughter hai. Uska bura manna, main shayad samajh sakti thi. Is age mein uske Dad kisi jawaan ladki se shaadi kar rahe they. Oh god, woh 'jawaan ladki' main hi toh thi. Ek minute ke liye is family gossip mein main bhool gayi thi ki mera yahan kya role tha.

Tabhi meri Mom meri taraf aayi, "Kanika... Aunty ji... in logo ki rasam poori ho gayi hai. Chaliye, ab Kanika ki baari hai."

Sab log ekdam se khade ho gaye aur Mom mujhe apne saath stage par le gaye. Mujhe wahan beech mein ek chair par bitha diya gaya aur Raj ki family ki ladies rasam ke naam par mera make up karne lagi.

Is sab ke beech Bua ne dheere se kaha, "Aap logo ki side se koi nahi aaya?"

Mom pareshaan hote hue kuch jawaab nahi de paa rahi thi, tabhi Ishita ki chehakti hui aawaz aayi, "Aunty ji... main hoon na... Kanika ki to-be bhabhi."

"Achha... tumhare mummy papa nahi aaye?" Bua ne use teekhi nazro se dekhte hue poocha.

"Actually we were told ki function kafi small hoga, par yahan aakar pata chala ki aap logo ki side se itne log aaye hue hain."

Ufff, is ladki ka koi kuch nahi kar sakta tha. Umar mein chahe hi mujhse badi thi, par isko kab kya bolna hai ise bilkul nahi pata tha.

Sab logo ka dhyan fir se meri taraf ho gaya aur sab log mujhe bridal gifts dene lage - saree, jewelry, aur bhi cheezen. Unki taraf se aisa lag raha tha ki Megha kafi actively sab kuch sambhal rahi thi. Woh umar mein kam se kam mujhse 8-10 saal toh badi hogi, maybe in her late 20's ya early 30's.

Megha ka hath mere kandhe par tha aur uski smile doosron ke muqable thodi soft thi, par uski aankhon ki chamak bata rahi thi ki woh iss saare tamashe ko bade gaur se analyze kar rahi hai.

"Chalo ab rings ki baari hai," bheed mein kisi ne ailaan kiya.

Raj aur baaki saare log bhi stage par aa gaye. Ab tak toh jo mera haal tha woh tha, par ab yeh ring ceremony ko paas aate dekh meri halat aur kharaab hoti jaa rahi thi. Maine kabhi socha nahi tha ki yeh din bhi kabhi meri life mein aayega. Kuch hafte pehle tak main bas Europe jaane aur ek billi rakhne ke sapne dekhti thi. Aur aaj jaane kaise yahan tak pahuch gayi thi.

Mom ne mujhe khada kiya aur Raj mere bilkul saamne aa kar khade ho gaye. Lights tez hui aur cameras ki flash ne meri aankhon ko chundhiya diya. Raj ne jab mera seedha hath thama, toh ek pal ke liye mere badan mein bijli si douri. Unka hath bada aur kafi garam tha, mere thande pairo aur kaanpti hui ungliyon ke muqable. Unhone jab ring meri ungli mein slide ki, toh unki pakad kafi gentle thi, aur unki nazrein seedha meri aankhon mein thi.

Mummy ne mere haath mein doosri ring di, aur maine kaanpte hathon se unhe ring pehnayi, unki badi badi ungliyon mein. Us pal mein, pachaas logon ka shor jaise dhundhla sa ho gaya tha. Ring pehnate hi Raj ne halke se mere kaanpte hue haath ko thaam liya. Aisa lag raha tha jaise yeh koi 'arrangement' nahi, asli ka rishta ban raha ho ek mard aur aurat ke beech.

Photographer stage par hamari photos lene laga aur log dheere dheere stage se khane ki taraf badhne lagi. Dad stage par pareshaan khade hue logon ki taraf dekh rahe they, ya particularly Ishita ki taraf, jo Raj ki family ki ladies se excited ho kar baat kar rahi thi.

Maine dekha Dad ne kaise Vishal ko teekhi nazron se ishara kiya, aur Vishal turant stage se neeche utra aur Ishita ki taraf badha, taaki woh use manage kar sake. Use bhi shayad achhe se pata tha ki Ishita ke paas koi filter nahi tha. Kuch hi pal baad Vishal Ishita ka haath pakad kar use ek corner mein le gaya, aur Ishita ka excited chehra thoda dull sa ho gaya.

Main ye sab stage se dekh hi rahi thi ki photographer ne phir se mujhe focus karne ke liye kaha. Photos ke beech mein maine Raj ko whisper kiya, "Aapne toh kaha tha ki bas ek small function karenge? Yahan toh itne saare log hain. Aur photographer ki kya zaroorat thi?"

"Sorry... woh... mummy ne bina mujhse pooche logo ko invite kar liya. Par yeh log sirf family ke khaas khaas log hain."

Main soch rahi thi ki sirf khaas log they toh poori family kaisi dikhti hogi. Agar hamari shaadi hui toh kya main ek grand wedding mein dulhan hongi? Nahi nahi... yeh shaadi hogi hi nahi.

"Par honestly, tumne itni bheed ko kafi gracefully handle kiya hai. I am really impressed. Dheere dheere tum bilkul comfortable ho jayogi, yehi toh hamara goal hai na." Raj ne meri taraf muskura kar dekha.

Photographer ne hum dono ki ek aakhri candid photo shot liya jisme hum dono ek doosre ko dekh rahe they. 

Mom hum dono ko dinner ki taraf le gayi, aur hume ek badi si table par bitha diya gaya. Thakan ki wajah se mera bura haal ho chuka tha aur bhook bhi kafi lag rahi thi. Par aaj se pehle maine kabhi itne makeup or lipstick mein khana nahi khaya tha. Main soch rahi thi ki pata nahi main kha bhi payungi ya nahi.

Hamare aas paas Raj ki family ke log aakar baith gaye. Kuch bade, kuch young log, kuch bacche.

Unme se ek young ladke ne meri taraf ek fork badayi, "Mami... yeh lo, yeh dish try karo."

Megha ne muskurate hue kaha, "Kanika, yeh hai hamari family ka sabse shaitaan ladka, Bua ji ka pota, Nikhil."

Toh yeh shayad wohi Nikhil tha jiski baat Chachi pehle kar rahi thi. Woh dekhne mein lagbhag meri age ka hi lag raha tha. Fork mein laga khana bilkul mere honthon ke saamne tha aur maine apna muh halke se khola.

Nikhil ne kafi confidence ke saath woh piece mere muh mein dala. Maine use taste kiya, kuch spicy aur rich sa flavor tha, par mera dhyaan uske swaad se zyada Nikhil ki nazron par tha. Nikhil ki aankhen mere chehre par nahi, balki choli ke cleavage par thami hui thi jahan push-up bra ne mere curves ko kuch jyada hi ubhaar diya tha. Uske chehre par ek aisi creepiness aur smirk thi jo mujhe uncomfortable kar rahi thi.

Maine ghabra kar Raj ki taraf dekha, par unka dhyaan us waqt kisi aur se baat karne mein tha. Woh kafi relaxed lag rahe they. Main soch rahi thi ki jaane woh kaisa mehsoos karenge agar kabhi unhone notice kiya ki koi meri taraf is tarah dekh raha hai? Kya woh mujhe protect karenge, ya phir unhe farak bhi nahi padega? 

"Kaisa laga?" Nikhil ne thoda aage jhukte hue poocha. Uski aawaz mein ek ajeeb sa playful flirty tone tha.

"Achha hai," maine bas itna hi kaha aur apni nazrein jhuka li. Main usse nazrein nahi milana chahti thi.

Raj ne bhi ek bite meri taraf bada di, jaane kyun par woh bite lene mein mujhe itni hichak nahi hui. Sab log mujhe bhi Raj ko khilane ke liye bol rahe they. Maine apni plate se dheere se spoon uthayi aur usme thode se chhole chawal lete hue Raj ke saamne kar diye. Raj ne meri aankhon mein dekhte hue woh bite apne muh mein liya. Ek pal ke liye aisa lag raha tha jaise wahan bas hum dono hi hain.

Tabhi table par taaliyon aur logo ke comments fir se aane lage aur maine spoon wapas neeche rakh di.

Dinner khatam hone tak main puri tarah tired ho chuki thi. Raj aur mere aas-paas log abhi bhi baaton mein busy they, par mera dhyaan ab sirf is baat par tha ki kab main ye heels utaarungi aur kab ye tight choli mere seene se hategi.

Raj uth kar Dad aur kisi aur se baat karne lage aur maine dekha ki achanak se mere aas paas ka poora group change ho gaya tha. Saath mein Raj ki mummy aur older auraten baithi thi. Woh log mujhe gaur se analyze kar rahi thi, jaise mere andar koi kami dhoondne ki koshish kar rahi ho.

"Vaise Kanika, tumhara skin tone kafi achha hai," Bua ne meri taraf dekhte hue kaha, "Kaun se beauty products use karti ho."

Raj ki mummy beech mein bol padi, "Bilkul natural hai, main mili hoon na isse bina makeup ke. Saalon se jaanti hu ise, bahut hi pyaari ladki hai."

"Bas ab aisi hi pyaari ladki hamare Nikhil ke liye bhi dhoond lena."

"Nikhil hi kyun! Ab toh saare ke saare sapne dekh rahe hain ki kab ham mare aur unhe doosri shaadi karne ka mauka mile." Chachi ne haste hue Megha ko kohni maari.

"Par har kisi ke kismat mein aisi khoobsurat aur jawan dulhan nahi hoti na," kisi aur aurat ne kaha.

"Na kismat mein aur na aukaat mein."

Mera gala bhar aaya. Unka ye aukaat wala comment mujhe aise feel karwa raha tha jaise mujhe khareeda gaya ho. Mere saamne hote hue woh yeh sab bolne se hichak nahi rahi thi, toh pata nahi mere peeche unhone mujhe kis hadd tak gira diya hoga. 

Mere nazrein instinctively Mom ko dhoondne lagi. Woh thodi door khadi kuch ladies se baat kar rahi thi. Kya unhone yeh sab suna tha? Unka chehra... ekdam blank tha. Jaise unhone kuch suna hi nahi. Ya phir... jaan-bujh kar ignore kar rahi thi.

Maine unhe ek baar aur dekha, hoping ki woh meri taraf dekhegi, kuch bolegi, mera saath degi. Par Mom ne apni nazar doosri taraf pher li.

Dad bhi alag khade kisi se baat mein busy they. Aisa lag raha tha unhone mujhe poori tarah akela chhod diya tha.

Raat hote hote logon ki bheed kam hoti gayi, aur aakhir mein sirf hamari family aur Raj aur unki mummy reh gaye they. Dad aur Raj abhi bhi kuch serious sa discussion kar rahe they. Main thakan aur ghabrahat ke beech, jaane-anjaane unke thoda paas ja kar khadi ho gayi. Hall ki sajavat ab utari ja rahi thi, aur wahan ki khamoshi mein unki aawaz saaf sunayi de rahi thi.

"Dekho Raj," Dad ki aawaz mein hichkichahat thi, "Yahan padosi aur rishtedaar... sawal toh uthayenge hi. Kanika ka is tarah rehna aur nikalna, log notice karte hain."

"Main samajhta hoon," Raj ne kafi calm tone mein kaha. "Isi liye maine socha hai ki tum log mere GK wale flat mein move kar jayo. Wahan tum logo ko nahi jaanta, aur Kanika wahan zyada comfortable rahegi."

Dad thoda rukey, "Woh flat... woh toh itna mehnga hai... aise kaise main tumhare flat mein..."

"Koi problem nahi hai," Raj ne unhe beech mein hi kaata. "Main woh flat Kanika ke naam transfer karwa dunga. Toh technically, aap log apne hi ghar mein honge. Koi sawal uthane wala nahi hoga."

Mujhe unki yeh baat sunkar ajeeb sa laga. Ek taraf toh meri privacy ke liye apne ek flat mein rehne ke liye offer kar rahe they, par doosri taraf aaj jo kuch logon ne kaha tha uske baad aur jyada aisa lag raha tha jaise woh meri poori family ko khareedne ki koshish kar rahe hon. It just didn't feel right. Aur Dad... Dad bilkul comfortable lag rahe they is sab se.

Dad ne jaise hi mujhe paas khada dekha, unhone achanak baat rok di aur bina mujhse nazrein milaye wahan se nikal gaye. Unka is tarah katra kar nikal jaana mujhe aur bhi vulnerable mehsoos kara raha tha. Raj meri taraf murey. Unke chehre par abhi bhi woh calm si muskurahat thi.

"How are you? I am sure tired," unhone sahaj hokar poocha.

"Very tired! Itna lamba din tha, aur itne saare log. Pata nahi woh kya-kya bol rahe they. Mujhe nahi lagta main yeh ye natak aur jyada kar payungi," maine apni thakaan aur chidchidahat mein apne mann ki baat bol di.

"Pareshan mat ho," Raj ne dheere se kaha. "Maine mummy se aur tumhare Dad se baat kar li hai. Ab filhaal kafi time tak koi aur function nahi hoga. Main chahta hoon ki pehle tum apne college ka aakhri saal aaram se poora kar lo. Hum tab tak wait karenge."

Mujhe laga shayad thodi rahat milegi, college khatam hone mein abhi 9-10 mahine baaki they, aur yeh mohlat kafi badi lag rahi thi. Par unka agla sentence mujhe wapas reality mein le aaya.

"Lekin is beech, hume apna kaam jaari rakhna hoga. Maine shehar ke best doctors aur specialists ke saath tumhare liye kuch appointments book ki hain. Agla phase thoda mushkil ho sakta hai, par zaroori hai."

Unhone mere kandhe par halka sa haath rakha, par us ek touch mein mein bhi ab poora haq sa tha. "Main abhi 2 hafte ke liye Mumbai ja raha hoon. Jab wapas aaunga, tab hum in appointments ke liye jayenge. Tab tak tension mat lena. And you can call me anytime. Theek hai?"

Maine dheere se haan mein sar hilaya.

Kuch der baad main wapas apne ghar Dad ki car mein jaa rahi thi. Car mein ek ajeeb se chuppi thi, jaise sab log aaj ke is poore drama se buri tarah thak gaye hon.

Maine apni ungli mein pehni hui mehngi si angoothi ko dekha jo bahar se aati lights mein chamak rahi thi. Heels, choli aur push up bra se kahin jyada yeh angoothi bhari lag rahi thi. 

Unhe toh main ghar jakar utaar sakti thi, par yeh mujhe baar baar yaad dila rahi thi ki shayad main apni life ka control kho baithi thi.

[Celebrorn]

If anyone is reading the story, it would be good to get some comments. I understand its not a conventional sex story as posted in this forum. But trying something different, and putting a lot of effort in my writing.

[Hotgiri]

Hi, I am reading out this story

I am looking forward to hot session between Kanika and Raj, if possible pls add Gif

It’s going good till now, keep posting regular update

[Celebrorn]

Hi, I am reading out this story

I am looking forward to hot session between Kanika and Raj, if possible pls add Gif

It’s going good till now, keep posting regular update

Thank you Hotgiri. I tried adding pics but my account got banned. I was told I need to wait till certain updates before I can add pictures or gifs. I will check again with adminstrator.

How do you like the story so far? The hot session between Kanika and Raj is still further away, but other arousing things will happen in between. Raj will be guiding / controlling Kanika for those events.

[Hotgiri]

I am liking this story and stemy and erotic session between Kanika and Raj with pics and gif will spice up the story

[Marishka]

Amazing update dear..

Waiting for next

[Amit Sir]

Marvellous, Fabulous, Excellent, Fantastic Update

[Hotgiri]

Please post the update regularly, taking too much gap would reduce reader’s interest in story, pls add pics and have start kissing n body exploration between Kanika and Raj uncle

[Celebrorn]

Please post the update regularly, taking too much gap would reduce reader’s interest in story, pls add pics and have start kissing n body exploration between Kanika and Raj uncle

Thanks, I will post an update today. Writing good stories takes time and should not be rushed.

But given no interest in the story in terms of comments or likes, there wasnt much motivation for me to write quickly either. The spicy part will start soon. Story needs to be developed appropriately and not rushed.

I feel most people on this forum want only interfaith and rich/poor stuff, and good stories are ignored.

Will look to add pics / gifs later. If someone can help out on that, I would also appreciate that.

[Celebrorn]

Chapter 7

Engagement ko do hafte ho chuke they aur kuch na badal kar bhi sab kuch badal chuka tha. Mom ab jab dekho shaadi ki baat karti rehti - dates, shopping lists, venue options. Ghar mein shayad koi aur unse is sab ke baare mein baat nahi karna chahta tha. Dad aur Vishal ke liye yeh ek formality thi jo sahi samay aane par nipta di jayegi.

Main bhi jitna ho sake in discussions se door bhagti rahi. Par Mom ko sirf Ishita mein woh excitement mili jo unke mann mein thi. Last weekend toh hadd ho gayi - dono living room mein baith kar engagement ki photos TV par dekh rahi thi. "Yeh dekho kitni achhi lag rahi hai!" har photo par commentary. Vishal annoy hokar ghar se nikal gaya. Maine apne aap ko apne room mein band kar liya.

Dad ne Ishita ko clearly bol diya tha ko woh ek bhi photo instagram ya social media par nahi daalegi. Ishita ki shakal dekhne layak thi tab, argue karna chahti thi par darr bhi rahi thi. Poor Ishita, the future bahu of my family.

Aakhir aaj woh doctor appointment ka din tha. Main do hafton se na toh main Raj se mili thi aur na hi unse baat karne ki himmat hui thi. Bas beech beech mein woh mujhe text kar dete aur main unhe ek short sa reply kar deti. Par aaj… aaj phir unse face to face milna, doctor se bhi jyada ajeeb lag raha tha.

Maine apne saare kapde nikaal kar bed par rakh diye they. Mera mann keh raha tha main unke saamne thoda feminine ban kar jayun par mere regular kapdon mein se ek bhi kapda aisa nahi tha jin mein main aisi dikhu. Reluctantly mere paas tshirt aur jeans pehenne ke elawa koi option nahi tha, wohi boys ki regular uniform.

Maine ready ho kar apne aap ko mirror mein dekha. Pichhle do-teen mahino se haircut na hone ki wajah se mere hairs naturally thode se lambe ho gaye they aur mere face par aa rahe they. Bahut jyada nahi par haan noticeable. Maine unhe ungli se samet-te hue apne kaano ke peeche tuck kiya. 

Yeh zara sa change hi itna feminine lag raha tha mujhe. Maine sharmate hue apni aankhen jhuka li.

Tabhi phone par ek text message aane ki aayi. Maine check kiya toh Raj ka hi message tha, “I am here downstairs. Whenever you are ready.”

Maine hadbadate hue apna bag uthaya aur jo medicines aur creams main use kar rahi thi unhe apne bag mein daala. Meri dressing table par engagement ki woh diamond ring bhi laparwahi se rakhi hui thi. Maine use ek-do pal ke liye dekha aur phir use apni mutthi mein bharte hue bag mein baaki samaan ke saath daal diya. Apne kamre se bahar nikalte hi main main door par aa gayi aur apne shoes pehenne lagi.

Filhaal sirf Mom hi ghar par thi, aur woh khadi ho kar bechaini se meri taraf dekhne lagi, jaisi apni jawaan beti ko date par jaate hue dekh rahi ho. Hum dono ek doosre se kuch nahi bole aur main jaldi se ghar se bahar nikal aayi. 

Neeche Raj ek compact par stylish si car mein sunglasses lagaye baithe they. Maine hesitatingly aage ka passenger door khola aur andar baith gayi. Maine nervously muskurate hue unki taraf dekha, unka wohi casual par handsome smiling look tha.

Maine jaldi se seat belt lagayi aur bag ko apni godi mein rakh liya. Car mein unka cologne ki smell thi, same jo engagement par thi.

“How have you been?” Raj ne gaadi chalana shuru karte hue kaha.

“Good.” Maine saamne dekhte hue one word mein answer kiya.

“It’s just been two weeks, par aisa lag raha hai jaise kab se tumse nahi.” Raj ki aawaz mein ek calmness par thoda sa emotion tha. “Tumne call nahi kiya.”

“Aapne bhi toh nahi kiya.” Maine turant unhe wapis jawaab diya. Aur dete hi laga ki main kuch galat bol gayi thi. Unki taraf dekha toh ab unki smile aur bhi wide ho gayi thi.

“Fair point! Waise family ke kuch log tumhara number maang rahe they tumhe whatsapp group mein add karne ke liye par main tumhari permission ke bina share nahi karna chahta tha.”

“Haan please, abhi kisi se number share nahi karna. Agar kisi ne aise hi call kar liya toh?”

Gaadi chalate hue Raj ki nazar meri ungliyon ki taraf gayi jahan kuch missing sa lag raha tha. Maine unki fingers mein dekha toh meri pehnayi hui ring wahan abhi bhi thi.

“Ring… achhi nahi lagi?”

“Nahi woh baat nahi hai.” Main jaldi se koi excuse dhoondne lagi. “Main bas… thodi clumsy hoon. Toh mom ne apne paas sambhal kar rakh li. Ek din meri ungli se nikal kar sink mein gir gayi thi.”

Mujhe apne mind mein kafi believable sa excuse lag raha tha. Sach bolne ki himmat hi nahi ho rahi thi. Ye bolne ki aapne hi kaha tha ki yeh engagement bas naam ki hai toh phir rings pehen kar dikhawa  kyun karna.

“Mujhe laga tumhe perfectly fit hogi. Par koi nahi, size ko refit kara lenge.”

Sach yeh tha ki ring ekdam perfect size ki thi par mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha Raj ko yeh baat kaise pata thi.

“Nahi… it’s ok. Fingers ka size bhi change hota rehta hai.” Kanika ne ye kaha toh par uski aawaz mein itna conviction nahi tha.

Kuch pal ke liye gaadi mein chuppi ho gayi. Raj ne Kanika ko uncomfortable hote dekh topic change kar diya, “So… yeh doctor… Dr. Bhargava, itni aasani se nahi milti inki appointment. Aur kamaal ki baat hai ki jyada logo ne unka naam bhi nahi suna hai. But I am told he is the best, and we got lucky.”

“Hmmm…” main unki baatein dhyaan se sun rahi thi par woh mujhe calm karne ki jagah aur bhi jyada nervous kar rahi thi. Jaise Jaise jagah paas aati jaa rahi thi meri nervousness badti jaa rahi thi. 

Ghar se jyada door nahi thi yeh jagah par yeh koi bada sa hospital nahi tha. Market area ke backside mein ek kafi simple si dikhne wali building thi. Agar koi kehta ki ye koi warehouse ya chhota sa office hai toh shayad main maan leti, par ek specialist doctor ka office, bilkul nahi! Bahar na toh koi board tha na name plate.

Raj ne apni car ko wahin street parking mein lagaya aur meri taraf dekha. “Tum akele jaana chaho toh mujhe koi problem nahi hai. Jaise tum comfortable feel karo.”

“Nahi nahi, main yahan akele nahi jaa sakti. Aap please mere saath chaliye na.” Main andar akele jaar ke baare mein sochte hi darr rahi thi.

Raj gaadi se utre aur doosri taraf aate hue mera door khola. Unhone mera haath pakadte hue mujhe bahar nikalne mein support kiya, bilkul kisi gentleman ki tarah. Hum dono building ke front door se enter ho gaye.

Andar ghuste hi poora scene badal gaya. Circular lobby. Shining marble flooring. Reception par ek elegant ladki computer dekh rahi thi. Poora vibe posh, elegant. Main bilkul out of place feel kar rahi thi.

Raj do kadam aage bade reception par. Receptionist ne bina dekhe, bina bole saamne screen ki taraf ishara kiya. Raj ne number type kiya. Screen ne room number display kiya. Sab kuch... unusual tha. Aisi doctor ki jagah maine kabhi nahi dekhi.

Circular lobby mein kayi entrances the - room numbers likhe hue. Hum apne number ki taraf chale. Passage se nikle, finally room tak pahuche. Ek nurse ne darwaza khola. Hum andar doctor chamber mein baith gaye.

Kuch pal baad doctor doosre darwaze se enter hue. Woh hamare saamne aakar baithe, jaise koi doctor nahi koi performer ho.

Woh apne desk par rakhe ek ipad ko padte hue bole, “Mister Rajneesh… and Miss Kanika, nice to meet you.”

Rajneesh! Yeh kiska naam tha?! Kya Raj ka poora naam Rajneesh tha, mujhe toh yeh tak nahi pata tha.

“You can call me Raj, doctor.” Raj ne apne cool calm andaaz mein kaha. “We are glad we could get an appointment so quickly with you.”

“Yes I see… you were really lucky! Sorry bahar se yahan tak… yeh sab thoda weird laga hoga but its for the privacy of our clients.”

“Absolutely, makes sense.”

Doctor ne meri taraf dekha. "So Miss Kanika. Why are you here?"

Maine puzzled hote hue Doctor ki taraf dekh, phir Raj ki taraf, aur phir wapas doctor ki taraf. Woh jaante toh they main yahan kyun aayi thi. Mujhse kyun pooch rahe they.

Doctor meri shakal padte hue bole, “Strange question, I know. But it’s one of my first rules. I never offer treatment to someone who has no clarity of what they want. So I ask again, why are you here?”

Main hichkichate hue sochne lagi, kyun aayi thi main yahan, kya tha mere dil mein. “To... completely transform into a girl, I guess.”

“You guess or you know?”

“I know.”

“Hmmm… so tell me what does it mean to be a girl?”

Sawaal mushkil hota jaa raha tha “I don't know... to be… to be able to not hide myself from others that I am a girl.”

Doctor ke chehre par ek muskaan aa gayi, “Not bad, I was expecting a different answer from you.”

Mera mind in intense questions ko handle karte hue zor zor se dhadak raha tha. Raj aaram se chup chaap baithe they, jaise woh bas yahan moral support ke liye aaye ho.”

“It’s very important that you feel free to not hide yourself. Tell me do you dress up freely as a girl outside. Are you dressed as a girl today?”

“Nahi… no.”

“Right… aur aisa kyun hai?” Is baar unhone mere answer ka wait nahi kiya. “Because you are not equipped to be a girl yet. There is a start, no doubt about it, but there is still some way to go."

Unhone pause liya. 

"Now I will only ask what is relevant for me and nothing else, so don’t feel intimidated by me. I know you are still quite young, but I sense a quiet courage in you.”

Maine dheere se sar hilaya aur doctor ne jaldi se sawaalon ki baarish shuru kar di. Main kab se jaanti hu ki main ek ladki hoon, maine kya kiya jab yeh realize kiya, maine kya medicines ya therapy li ab tak. 

Is aakhri question par maine apne bag se medicines nikaalte hue unke aage kar di.

Par unhone door se hi unhone dekhte hue mujhe rok diya, “No No that’s fine, I know what these are. Cheap copies… we will get you on the right track.”

Maine dawai wapas apne bag mein daal di. Kitni aasani se unhone inhe cheap copies bata diya tha, jabki aaj main jo bhi thi inki wajah se hi thi. Par shayad woh sahi bol rahe they bhi. Yeh sochna aur bhi bura laga.  

“So before we discuss medicine, I need to do a physical examination. Is that ok… Mr Raj?” 

Unhone yeh sawaal mujhse na poochte hue Raj se poocha jaise is sab mein meri koi marzi hi na ho.

Raj ne meri taraf dekhte hue kaha, “Yes, sure doctor.”

“Ok. Miss Kanika, aap yahan andar examination chamber mein aa jayo. Nurse aapko change karne ke liye ek gown de dengi. I will be back in 10 minutes while you change.”

Doctor jaldi se khade hokar wahan se chale gaye. Aur main wahan nervous Raj ke saath reh gayi. Mujhe nahi pata tha aisa bhi kuch hone wala tha, main is ke liye bilkul prepared nahi thi.

Raj ne mujhe tense hote dekh kaha, “Bas ek routine medical checkup jaisa hai. Tension lene ki baat nahi hai.”

Maine dheere se haan mein sar hilaya aur us doosre door se ek nurse aakar khadi ho gayi, jaise mera intezaar kar rahi ho.

Maine khade hote hue Raj ko dekha. Shayad yeh agla step mujhe akele hi karna padega.

“I think tum akele is mein jyada comfortable mehsoos karogi.” Raj ne mere mann ki baat dohrayi

Main nurse ki taraf badi aur woh mujhe ek door se le jaate hue ek doosre room mein le gayi jahan ek unchi si medical chair jaisi thi jisme par ek disposable kagaz bichha hua tha.

Nurse se mujhe gown pakdate hue kaha, “Isme change kar lijiye. Kapde utaar kar aap is box mein rakh sakti hain.”

“Kya utaarna hai mujhe.” maine nervously poocha.

“Saare kapde. Undergarments bhi. Aur yeh gown pehen lena.”

Nurse kuch aur kahe bina jaldi se kamre se bahar nikal gayi. Aur main gown pakde khadi reh gayi thi. Apne ghar ek elawa, poore kapde toh shayad maine aaj tak kahin bhi nahi utaare they. Maine nervously kamre mein idhar udhar dekha, check karne ke liye ki safe toh tha na, jaise mujhe pata hi chal jaata agar kahin koi camera hota toh.

Maine dheere se apni tshirt utaari aur uske andar ke camisole ko bhi. Utaarte hi main khud ko kafi exposed sa mehsoos kar rahi thi. Maine jaldi se gown ko apne upar daal diya. Gown pehente hi mujhe realize hua ki gown mein kayi saari jagah slits they, kapda beech mein se khula hua tha. Aage mere chest ke beech mein, peeche meri peeth aur uske neeche, aur saamne meri pant ke area mein bhi. Kitna ajeeb sa gown tha yeh, aisa lag raha tha jaise apne aap ko cover karke bhi main dhaki nahi hui hoon. Maine last mein apni pant aur underwear ko neeche sarkaya.

Mujhe apna underwear dekh kar sharam si aane lagi, ek local brand ka boys ka underwear tha. Mujhe kya pata tha aaj mujhe underwear bhi utaarna padega. Maine turant use ulta karke box mein daal diya, apni jeans ke neeche chhupate hue.

Main nervously gown pehne room mein khadi gayi. Peeche se gown poora khula hua mehsoos ho raha tha.

 

Main doctor ke aane ka wait karne lagi, pata nahi unhe kaise pata chalega ki maine change kar liya hai kya. Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki mujhe darwaza khol kar nurse ko kuch bolna chahiye kya.

Kuch minutes ka wait hi is akele se room mein kafi lamba lagne laga tha par achanak se darwaze par ek knock hui, aur maine hadbadate hue, “Come in,” keh diya.

Darwaza khula aur Doctor kamre mein andar aa gaye. Unhone dheere se apne peeche darwaza band kar diya. Unhone apne chehre par ek surgical mask chadaya aur room mein rakhe ek liquid gel si cheez mein apne haath duboye. Main kafi carefully unki taraf dekh rahi thi.

“This will make my hands warm,” unhone meri curiosity sense karte hue kaha. “Mujhe bare hands se touch karna padta hai toh feel the muscle tissue, and understand kahan change needed hai. Gloves mein achhe se pata nahi chalta.”

Woh apne hand halke se wipe karte hue mere saamne khade ho gaye. Unhe saamne khade hue realize hue ki woh mujhe height mein kafi lambe they. Meri shakal par tension badti jaa rahi thi. “Just relax, it will only take a few minutes. Think of something else if it helps you, main TV on kar sakta hoon. Will that help you?”

Main nervously haan mein sar hilaya aur unhone ek remote se TV on kar diya. Koi english movie chal rahi thi. 

Unhone mujhe mera haath aage karne ka ishaara kiya aur maine theek waisa hi kiya. Unhe meri dono nazuk kalaiyan apne haath mein le li aur unhe dheere dheere dabate hue mehsoos karne lage. Unke haath aage peeche jaate hue mere ungliyon se lekar mere shoulders tak sab kuch check kar rahe they.




“Good… small thin bone structure. That is the hardest to change. Haath upar karo.”

Maine haath upar kiye toh mere underarms unhe dikhne lage, jahan thode thode baal they aur mera chehra sharam se laal ho gaya. Kaash Raj ne mujhe is sab ke liye pehle se prepare karwaya hota.

Woh mere armpits ko chhute hue bole, “Some work needed there… softer tissues… not a problem.” Mujhe wahan chhute hue tickling si honi lagi aur haath seedha rakhna kafi mushkil tha.

Aisa lag raha tha woh mujh se jyada apne aap se bol rahe they. Mere doosre haat ko check karne ke baad unhone mere kandho par haath rakhte hue mujhe dheere se turn kiya aur meri neck aur usse thoda upar mehsoos karne lage. Woh fir kuch badbadaye, shayad ab tak sab theek hi tha.



“I am going to have a look at your back now, ok.” 

Maine dheere se haa mein sar hilaya aur unhone turant peeche ke ek button ko kholte hue meri poori peeth ughad di. Woh meri back toh acche se feel karte hue meri waist tak aaye, aur mujhe fir se gudgudi hone lagi.

“Ahh you are ticklish. Some waist formation, but we can do better.”

Is baad unhone bina pooche hi apne haath meri ass par rakh diye aur mere muh se ek halki si cheekh nikal gayi. Par woh use nazarandaar karte hue meri apne haath meri ass se le jaate hue meri thighs aur taango se neeche le gaye. Sab kuch kitna ganda sa lag raha tha, ek mard mere shareer ke har hisse ko chhoo raha tha, aur woh bhi pehli baar.

Meri patli taango se neeche aate hue unke haath ekdam kas kar meri ankles par ruk gaye. “Shoes and socks! Ye nahi utaare aapne.”

“Sorry mujhe woh nahi pata tha.”

“Nurse ne samjhaya nahi sahi se. Ok never mind, just take them off now quickly.” Unki aawaz mein thoda impatience sa tha jisne mujhe jaldi se apne shoes aur socks utaarne par mazboor kar diya tha. Main unhe utaarne ke liye mud kar chair par baith aur doctor fir se mere saamne ho gaye they. Woh bilkul khush nahi lag rahe they. 

Jaise hi maine apni socks utaari, woh meri feet ko inspect karne lage.

“Good… like I said, your bone structure is easy to work with. Physically you are blessed already. Now the next part is the most sensitive, I need to feel your breasts and then your scrotum. Ok?”

Main iske liye bilkul prepared nahi thi, mujhe toh yeh bhi nahi pata tha scrotum kise kehte hain. Par maine ek gehri saans li aur apni saans rok li. Unke haath aage se mere gown mein ghuse aur mere breasts ko apne haath se gently cup karne lage. Mujhe aisa lag raha tha jaise main abhi ro padungi. 

“Not bad… depending on the size you want to get you, we can… but we can decide that later with Mr Raj.”

Aur fir achanak se unka haath aage se mere gown ke neeche hisse mein ghusa aur mere penis ke thoda neeche mere balls par aa rakha. Main ek dam hadbada si gayi, mujhe ye nahi idea tha ki woh wahan bhi check karenge. Aisa lag raha tha jaise main abhi ulti kar dungi.

“Relax!” Unhone mujhe thoda sternly bola, “Maine abhi toh kaha tha ki mujhe scrotum bhi check karna padega.”

Unka haath idhar udhar ghoomte hue mere penis par aa gaya aur use halke se sehlane laga. Mere chehra buri tarah sharam se laal ho chuka tha aur maine apna sar jhuka liya. Unka haath kuch second baad bahar nikla, par tab tak main poora tarah violated mehsoos kar chuki thi.

“Good news down there as well. Aap apne kapde pehen kar wapas bahar jaa sakti ho. I will be there in a few minutes.”

Doctor jaldi se bahar chala gaya aur maine ek zor ki saans li. Aansu meri aankhon se behte hue neeche tapak rahe they aur maine apne muh par apna haath rakh diya taaki bahar kisi ko mere rone ki aawaz na aaye. Kuch pal baad jab mere emotions mere control mein aaye maine jaldi se apne kapde pehenne shuru kiye.

Jab main change karke wapas Raj ke paas pahuchi toh main apne chehre par ek jhoothi smile laa chuki thi. Isse pehle ki Raj mujhse kuch poochte, Doctor wapas wahan aa kar hamare saamne baith gaya. Use wahan dekhte hi mere emotions phir se out of control hone lage they. Par main kisi tarah apne dono haathon se apne pairon ko jakda aur poori concentration se uski baatein sunne ki koshish karne lagi.

“Mr. Raj, as I was telling Miss Kanika in the room, there is so much already going right for her. I am going to switch her over to a different better prescription, which you can get at any high end pharmacy. Aur saath hi I would recommend laser hair removal and hair grafting, uske liye main contacts de dunga, we don’t do that here.”

Doctor ne ek pause liya phir continue kiya, “Because she is already so thin, liposuction ki zaroorat nahi padegi, par woh aap baad mein karwa sakte hai for the accentuated waist. She actually does need to get some fat in the right areas, so I will recommend some dietary intakes. And her skin is already soft, but main phir bhi ek cream prescribe kar dunga for some of the more covered areas. Any questions?”

“How long will all of this take Doctor? To show results?”

“Good thing is she started early, even with what she did. But it will still take some time, we are looking at 12-18 months. And then some voice modulation is also needed, gradually she needs to get comfortable with being comfortable with her feminity. But this is one of better, or really really good cases I have seen.”

Raj ke chehre par thodi si shikan aa gayi, “12-18 months?”

“Koi problem? Things take time, kuch magic nahi hai. I would also recommend vaginoplasty at the end of it all, but we can talk about it another time.”

“Koi aur… faster way nahi hai?”

Doctor ek-do pal Raj ki taraf dekhne ke baad bola, “There is one thing… ek drug testing mein hai abhi, with really positive results. It can possibly cut this down to 3 months. Par abhi fully approved nahi hai… I cannot officially prescribe it.”

“Kitna test hua hai aur kya side effects dekhne ko mile hai ab tak?”

“Kafi extensively test ho gaya hai but you know FDA approval takes time. Side effects jyada kuch khaas nahi, bas initially thoda fatigue, headaches, body pain, nothing unmanageable. If you go down that route it will also solve other problems with hair and voice. It’s actually quite incredible, aur kaafi logo ka dhandha band karwa sakta hai. That’s why people are lobbying hard against it. I personally think its safe and better than doing 10 things.”

“Would we… Kanika… be able to get it here in India?”

“Haan… bas thoda expensive hai… but I think money is not a concern?”

Raj ne na mein sar hilaya, “Not an issue at all. It just needs to be safe for Kanika.”

“I will just need to see her on a more regular basis, once a month or so. Quick visits.”

Main ek mook darshak ki tarah unke beech ki is poori conversation ko sun rahi thi. 

Raj ne aakhir mujhse poocha, “Kanika, tumhari kya thoughts hain?”

Maine kuch sochte hue kaha, “Agar safe hai aur results quick hai aur baaki sab bhi nahi karwana padega toh shayad better hai.”

“Much better. Like voice is the hardest thing and there is nothing right now besides voice training that helps it. But this will feel magical almost. You will start seeing results in 2-3 weeks. Oh haan, one thing I forgot to mention.”

Raj aur maine dono ne Doctor ki taraf dekha.

“So estrogen on its own already helps reduce the phallus size and activity, this combined with it also helps reduce scrotum size. Which is what we want ultimately, but… the one thing to note is…” doctor thoda hichkichate hue bola, “Do you still masturbate using your male anatomy?”

Raj ke saamne yeh sawaal ekdam personal aur ajeeb sa lag raha tha aur mere gaal sharam se laal ho gaye they. Samajh nahi aa raha tha kya bolu.

“If you are still using them, then it will take much longer and harder to pleasure and satisfy yourself as your penis will primary function as a urinating tool. So that may have an unintended consequence of you feeling…”

“It’s fine doctor… I am ok with that.” Maine himmat karke unhe beech mein rok diya, main Raj ki presence mein aur embarrass nahi hona chahti thi.

“Great then. Let me write things up and the nurse will give the medicines here. Woh obviously kahin aur nahi milengi. Baaki kuch items still prescription par hai, you can pick it up here or elsewhere.”

“Here is fine,” Raj ee kaha.

Doctor kagaz par kuch likhte hue khada hua aur usne jaane se pehle Raj se haath milaya aur mujhe ek halka sa bye wave kiya. Main itna lost feel kar rahi thi ki shayad maine uske bye ka jawaab bhi nahi fiya tha. Sab kuch ho jaane ke baad aisa lag raha tha jaise main koi clinic nahi science experiment ke liye laboratory aayi hoon.

Raj aur main medicines ka wait karte hue wahin baithe rahe aur thodi der baad ek nurse ne aakar hame saari medicines se run through karwaya. Un special pills ke elawa, additional HRT pills aur kuch creams aur lotion bhi they. Main sab kuch sun rahi thi par mere shareer ka rom rom us jagah se bahar bhaagna chahta tha.

Kuch der baad jab ham wapas Raj ki car tak pahuche toh main already kafi tired sa mehsoos kar rahi thi.

“You must be tired and hungry… chalo lets have lunch.”

Raj mujhe wahin paas ke ek achhe se restaurant mein le gaye jahan filhaan is post lunch timing mein jyada bheed nahi thi. Raj ne unhe hame ek quiet jagah par seat karne ke liye kaha aur server hame thoda andar ki side ek corner mein le gaya.

Main chup chaap baithi thi, Doctor ke clinic mein ghusne se ab tak mere aur Raj ke beech jyada baat nahi hui thi. Menu mere saamne tha par words blur kar rahe they. Aaj ek stranger ne mera poora body check kiya tha. Har inch. Aur maine hone diya tha. Main chahti thi na, yeh sab? Par ab kyun aisa lag raha tha jaise kuch galat ho gaya ho.

Raj ne waiter ko order dene ka ishara kiya, bina mujhse poocha. Usne exactly woh mangaya jo shayad mujhe pasand hota, agar mujhe bhook hoti.

Khana aaya. Main plate ko dekhti rahi.

"Tum khao na," Raj ne dheere se kaha. "Ya kuch aur order karna hai?"

"Haan..." Maine fork uthaya. Rakh diya. "Bas jyada bhook nahi hai."

Kuch pal chup chaap nikle. Raj bhi jyada nahi bol rahe they, jo... unusual tha unke liye. Woh hamesha conversation fill karte they. Aaj woh bas... wahan they. Quietly.

Phir unhone table ke upar se dheere se mere haath par apna haath rakh diya. Mujhe react karne ka bhi mauka nahi mila.

"Aaj jo hua..." Unhone meri aankhon mein dekhte hue kaha "Main jaanta hoon kafi overwhelming tha. Doctor ka andaaz thoda... clinical hai. Par woh best hain. Aur tumhare liye sirf best hi theek hai."

Unke haath ne mere poore haath ko dhaka hua tha. Kafi bada, bhaari aur garam tha unka haath. Mere chhote chhote haath bilkul chhup gaye they aur dheere dheere garam hona shuru ho gaye they. Mann kar raha tha main apne haath peeche kheech lu, par jaane kyun achha sa lag raha tha.

"Kuch bura toh nahi laga na tumhe aaj?" Unhone poocha. Unki awaaz soft thi.

"Nahi," maine jaldi se kaha. "Sab theek tha."

Woh kuch pal chup rahe. Main feel kar sakti thi ki woh mujhe dekh rahe they. Meri jhoothi smile ko, meri neechi nazrein ko. Shayad woh jaante they. Par unhone press nahi kiya.

"Theek hai," unhone bas itna sa kaha.

Kuch seconds baad unka haath dheere se mere haathon se hatt kar wapas apni taraf chala gaya. Maine bhi turant apne haath peeche kheech liye aur apni godi mein rakhte hue unhe apas mein kas ke pakad liya. Is zara se touch ne hi therapy jaisa kaam kiya.

Kuch pal ki chuppi ke baad realize hua ki mujhe sach mein bhook lag rahi thi. Maine fork uthaya. Ek bite liya. Phir doosra. Raj kuch nahi bole. Bas dheere dheere apna khana khatam karte rahe, mujhe apni pace par khane diya. Koi comment nahi, koi hurry nahi.

Restaurant se bahar nikle toh shaam ho chali thi.

Car mein baith kar jab hum mere ghar ki taraf chal rahe they, tab bhi wahi si chuppi thi. Par is baar thodi alag, comfortable si, exhausted si.

Car jaise hi mere ghar ke saamne ruki maine turant apni seat belt khol di. 

"Okay, thank you..." maine bolne ko hue thi ki unhone mera naam lete hue mujhe rok diya.

"Kanika."

Maine ruk kar unki taraf dekha.

Raj ne apna haath mere chehere ki taraf badhaya. Bohot slowly. Jaise mujhe react karne ka time de rahe hon. Unki fingers dheere se mere gaal par aakar ruki aur wahan halke se sehlane lagi.

"Tum bahut brave ho," unhone whisper kiya. "Aaj tumne jo himmat dikhayi hai, yeh easy nahi tha. Main jaanta hoon. It's never been easy for you."

Toh unhone notice kiya tha. Sab kuch. Mere red eyes. Meri jhoothi smile. Change karke bahar aane mein jo zyada waqt laga tha. Mere gale mein kuch bhar aaya. Maine apni aankhein palkein jhapki nahi, control kiya khud ko, nahi toh main ro hi padti.

"Main do hafte mein wapas aa jaunga," unhone kaha, haath abhi bhi mere gaal par. "Doctor ki next appointment tab tak set ho jaayegi. Tab saath jayenge."

Unka thumb halke se mere honthon ke neeche fira. Ek slow, deliberate movement.

"Tab tak is naye treatment ko start karo. Aur..." ek pause, "agli baar ho sake toh apni ring pehen lena."

Maine unki aankhon mein dekhte hue dheere se haan mein nod kiya.

"Apna khayal rakhna."

"Aap bhi," maine turant barely whisper mein kaha.

Woh mujhe kuch pal aise hi dekhte rahe aur phir unka haath neeche aa gaya. Mujhe ab car ka door khol kar neeche utarna tha par mere haath hi nahi chal rahe they.

"Jao ab," unhone muskurate hue kaha. "Tumhari Mom wait kar rahi hogi."

Main jaldi se car se utri aur do kadam apni building ki taraf chali. Peeche mud kar dekha toh unki car abhi bhi wahin khadi thi. Mujhe peeche nahi mudna chahiye tha. Car ki window se woh abhi bhi mujhe dekh rahe they.

Main turant wapas mud gayi aur gaal par apna haath rakhe apne ghar ki taraf chal padi. Andar jaane se pehle maine ek pal ke liye rukkar apne bag mein haath daala. Thoda dhoondne par aakhir ring wahin bag mein mil gayi. Maine use nikaal kar apni ungli mein pehen liya.

Main kafi jyada tired feel kar rahi thi aur aaj shayad kafi dino baad ghar pahuchne ke liye thodi betaab thi. Ek kafi ajeeb sa din aakhir khatam ho gaya tha.

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Chapter 8

Jab Doctor Bhargava ne us din quick results ki baat ki thi, toh mujhe nahi laga tha ki sab kuch itna quick bhi ho sakta hai. Pehle do-teen din toh maine socha shayad main pagal ho rahi hoon.

Subah uthti toh aisa lagta jaise raat bhar koi mere andar kuch badal gaya ho. Subah uth kar apne aap ko mehsoos karti toh aisa lagta main hallucinate kar rahi hu. Pehle din yeh socha ki shayad meri neend poori nahi hui. Doosre din socha shayad bukhar aa raha hai. Teesre din... teesre din maine apne baalon ka ek strand pakad kar measure kiya.



Aadha centimeter! Ek raat mein. Main mirror ke saamne khadi rahi us strand ko pakde hue. Scissors bhi uthayi apne baal kaatne ke liye par phir ruk gayi.

College mein jo hua woh alag hi tha. Attendance ke time par jab teacher ne mere naam "Kanak" pukara, mere muh se "Present" sunte hi poori class ki hasi chhoot gayi. 

Meri awaaz... woh meri awaaz nahi thi. Kuch ajeeb, squeaky sa nikal gaya tha. Jaise koi radio ki frequency theek se tune nahi ho rahi ho. Maine apna muh band kar liya aur nazar neeche kar li. Kuch log abhi bhi hans rahe they, kuch curious hokar dekh rahe they.

Ghar aakar akele khadi hokar maine kayi baar dheere se "hello" kehte hue bolne ki practice ki. Apni hi awaaz sun kar ajeeb sa lag raha tha, na poori tarah woh purani awaaz, aur na hi ladkiyon jaisi. Beech mein kahin atki hui. Jaise mere andar koi taar toot raha ho aur doosra abhi bana nahi tha.

Kapde bhi ab ajeeb lag rahe they. Wohi purani t-shirts, wohi jeans, par jaise woh mere liye bane hi nahi they. Fabric kuch alag jagahon par khinch raha tha. Mere bade hote curves aur lambe hote baalon ko chhupana har roz aur bhi mushkil hota jaa raha tha.

Riya ne bhi mujhse poochna chaha, "Tu theek hai na?"

Par maine use kuch jyada details nahi batayi, bahut hi ajeeb sa lag raha tha usse bhi kuch bhi share karna. 

Bas ek-do baar beech mein Raj ka phone aaya tha poochne ke liye ki main kaisi hoon. Maine unhe jyada kuch nahi bataya, bas yehi ki doctor ki di hui medicines se transformation kafi jaldi shuru ho gaya tha.

Yeh poora transformation apne saath jo physical pain laaya tha woh ek alag hi level ka tha. "Level sabke niklenge" wala meme yaad aa gaya.

Doctor ne bataya tha fatigue, headaches. Par yeh toh... yeh toh poore shareer mein buri tarah dard hone laga tha. Jaise poora shareer fir se reshape ho raha ho.

Mere jabdon mein dard hota - jaisa ki daant hil rahe hon, par hil nahi rahe they. Aisa lag raha tha meri jawline badal kar thodi gol aur soft ho rahi ho. Chin pe haath rakhti toh ajeeb sa lagta.

Kamar aur ke dono taraf lagatar ek dard sa rehta. Aisa lagta tha jaise meri skin ke neeche koi garam magnetic field chal raha ho, jo meri bones ko andar hi andar kahin se kheech aur kahin se daba raha ho.

Seena toh pehle se hi kafi sensitive tha, par ab seedha kapda bhi touch kare toh ek sharp pain hota. Sone ke liye koi bhi position comfortable nahi bachi thi. Main subah uthti toh neend na milne ki wajah se already thaki hui aur chidchidi hoti.

Do hafte ke mark tak toh ye transformation aur bhi tez hota chala gaya. Mere baal badh kar meri chin tak pahuchne lage they. Aur baaki body ka toh poocho hi mat. 

Mujhe ab apne kamre se bahar nikalte bhi sharam aane lagi thi. Apne hi ghar mein rehna, Dad ya Vishal ke saamne aana kafi uncomfortable sa lag raha tha. 

Ek raat toh mujhe aisa mehsoos hua jaise koi darwaze ke paas khada mujhe jhaank kar dekh raha ho. Maine aadhi khuli aankhon se dekha - mere kamre ka darwaza thoda khula hua tha, aur us dheemi roshni mein kisi jaane pehchaane ki chhaaya thi. Maine zara sa uthte hue us taraf apna sar ghumaya aur ab wahan koi nahi tha. 

Shayad yeh medicines mujhe sab hallucinate karwa rahi thi. Par us raat ke baad maine apne kamre ka darwaza hamesha lock karna shuru kar diya.

Dad ka reaction toh kafi jyada unexpected sa tha, ya shayad expected, pata nahi. Mujhe apne room se aawaz aa rahi thi jab woh Raj se zor ki aawaz mein baat kar rahe they. Main Raj ki aawaz toh nahi sun sakti thi par mujhe yakeen tha woh apne calm andaaz mein Dad ko jawaab de rahe they.

Dad unse pooch rahe they ki yeh kaisa naya treatment shuru karwa diya tha unhone mera, jisme main itni badal gayi. Par Dad ko mere liye concern se jyada shayad logo ki fiqr thi, ki agar woh mujhe aise dekhenge toh kya kahenge. Woh is building mein rehne layak nahi rahenge.

Kuch der baad unhone phone rakha aur woh Mom se baat karne lage. Main dhyan se apne kamre se unki baatein sun rahi thi.

"Kya keh raha tha Raj? Use pata hai ki Kanika kitni pareshaan hai." Mom ki aawaz mein thoda impatience tha.

"Woh pareshaan hai ya hum?" Dad ka wohi typical response aaya. "Usne toh already baat kar li thi Raj se."


"Woh aise kaise hame bataye bina use kisi doctor ke paas le gaya?" Mom alag hi tareeke se pareshaan ho rahi thi.

"Woh ab uski honi wali wife hai. Woh jo marzi kare uske saath. Par haan use hamara sochna chahiye tha. Meri image, Vishal ke friends, kya kahenge sab."

"Par shaadi ka matlab yeh toh nahi ki Kanika hamari kuch nahi ab."

Dad bilkul chup ho gaye aur phir thodi der ke baad bole, "Usne GK wale mein move karne ka offer diya hai. Movers bhi arrange karwa dega. Mere khayal se shaadi tak wahin shift karna better hoga."

"Par aise kaise poora ghar utha kar..."

"Toh tum hi samjhayo logon ki tumhare ghar mein reh rahi yeh ladki kaun hai aur tumhare bete ko achanak kya hua." Dad ne bhadakte hue kaha.

"Wahan se sab kaise hoga? Aapka office, Vishal aur Kanika ka college? Yahan se sab paas hai."

"Usko filhaal college jaane ki zaroorat nahi hai. Raj ne kaha hai ki woh principal se baat kar lega."

"Par..."

"Par war kuch nahi, maine keh diya na bas. Packing start karo."

Poori conversation sunte hi mere mann mein ek ajeeb si halchal hone lagi. Hum log Raj ke flat mein shift hone wale they, aur main ghar mein kaid. Yeh transformation toh mujh par pehle se bhi jyada restrictions le aaya tha. Ab lag raha tha isse pehle hi sab theek tha.

Chaar paanch din baad movers aur packers hamare ghar mein shifting ke liye aa gaye they. Jab baaki saara ghar pack ho raha tha toh Mom ne mujhe ek kamre mein kaid kar diya. Is beech maine jaldi se apna saara sensitive samaan - medicines, kapde, under garments, books, sab ek bag mein pack karke rakh li. Main nahi chahti thi unhe koi bhi haath lagaye. Na toh mom aur packing wale log toh bilkul bhi nahi.

Jab woh mere kamre tak pahuche, Mom ne unhe thoda break lene ke liye bolte hue mujhe apne kamre mein shift kar diya. Aisa lag raha tha jaise woh mujhe har kisi se chhupana chahte they. Par pata nahi woh is sab mein kitna kamyaab hone wale they.

Shaam ko mujhe Vishal ki ek badi si tshirt aur ek hat pehna kar neeche gaadi tak le jaya gaya. Mom, Dad aur Vishal mujhe aise ghere hue they jaise main koi celebrity hoon. Ya koi ajeeb jaanwar jise logon ki nazar se bachana tha.

Car mein aage Dad drive kar rahe they, Mom passenger seat par. Peeche Vishal aur main. Hum dono ne ek doosre ko dekha. Dono ke muh ban gaye. Maine turant khidki ki taraf dekha. Hum chaaro kuch nahi bol rahe they, bas gaadi ke chalne ki aawaz aa rahi thi.

Phir Vishal ne achanak se poocha, "Baal kab se itne lambe kar liye?"

Maine koi jawab nahi diya. Bas arms cross karke bahar dekhti rahi. Woh shayad abhi bhi meri taraf dekh raha tha jisse main aur bhi uncomfortable mehsoos kar rahi thi.



"Wahan jaate hi t-shirt de dungi. Pareshaan mat ho," maine chidhte hue kaha.

"Maine maangi hai kya t-shirt? Aur ab mujhe chahiye bhi nahi. Tu hi rakh le ab ise." Woh bhadak kar bola.

Aage se Mom ne peeche mud kar hamari taraf dekha aur shayad hamari ladayi rokne ke liye topic change karne ki koshish kari, "Beta Ishita ko bata diya ki hum shift ho rahe hai aaj?"

"Haan." Vishal ne ek shabd mein jawaab diya. "Woh keh rahi thi ki kal ya parso aayegi."

Dad chup chaap baithe they, ekdam annoy ho kar bole, "Itni jaldi kya hai aane ki."

"Mujhse milne nahi aa rahi hai." Usne meri taraf annoy ho kar dekha. "Use toh bas ab isse hi milne aana hota hai."

"Toh mana kar de use. Na main use invite karti hoon aur na hi mujhe uski annoying baatein tolerate karne ka shauk hai."

Meri aawaz nikli toh woh aaj kuch jyada hi feminine lag rahi thi. Ek pal ke liye Vishal bhi meri shakal dekhta reh gaya tha aur phir usne turant doosri taraf muh kar liya.

Maine apna muh neeche kiya toh Vishal ki tshirt se aa rahi smell mujhe irritate kar rahi thi. Main bas naye ghar pahunchne ka intezaar kar rahi thi taaki is t-shirt ko utaar kar uske muh par maar sakun taaki uski is smell se aazad ho jayu.

Gadi jaise hi Greater Kailash ki un gehri aur shaant sadkon par rudi, mujhe ehsas hua ki hum ab ek bilkul alag duniya mein they. Purani building ki woh bheed aur shor peeche chhoot chuka tha, yahan har taraf ghane ped aur ek ajeeb si khamoshi thi.

Lift se 10th floor par upar pahuch kar flat mein ghuse toh phir se realize hua ki woh sach mein kafi alag tha. Teen kamare, bada sa living area, modern kitchen. Hamare poore purane ghar se jyada jagah. Poore ghar mein kafi classy sa furniture aur decorations thi, unhe dekh kar pata chal raha tha ki woh Raj ki pasand thi.

Mera kamra toh kuch jyada hi achhe se decorated tha. Soft pastel pink color ka bed aur matching colour mein wardrobe aur dresser. Aur jab maine un dressers ko khola toh main hairaan reh gayi. 



Woh khaali nahi they, unme pehle se kuch kapde rakhe hue they. Female kapde, ek dam new, tags abhi bhi lage hue. Kafi expensive brands ki dresses, skirts, tops. 

Raj ne kab yeh sab mere liye arrange kiya mujhe toh kuch samajh nahi aa raha tha. Mere size ke hisaab se, mere rang ke hisaab se. Bina pooche, jaise woh jaante they main kya chahungi, mere jaanne se pehle. Woh kapde dekh kar ek ajeeb si feeling thi - grateful, par uncomfortable bhi. 

Maine unhe call karke thank you bolna chahti thi, par hichkichahat si ho rahi thi. Shayad kal, jab Dad aur Bhai ghar par nahi honge, tab better hoga call karna. 

Chahe ghar aur kamra naya tha, par problems abhi bhi wohi thi. Bed thoda aur naram tha, par neend aani abhi bhi mushkil si lag rahi thi. Meri thighs mein itna dard sa tha ki maine bas sikud kar ek ball banke sone ki koshish kari.

Agle din mujhe call karne ki zaroorat hi nahi padi. Raj ka khud hi call aa gaya. Maine kuch second rukte hue phone uthaya.



"Hello?"

"Kanika." Unki awaaz mein woh familiar warmth thi. "Pahunch gayi thi safely?"

"Haan."

"Kaisa laga flat?"

"Theek hai." Maine khidki se bahar dekhte hue kaha. Actually mein view kafi jyada achha tha.

"Sirf theek?" Unhone halke se hasa.

"Achha hai," maine correct kiya. "Spacious hai."

Kuch pal chuppi, mujhe laga abhi woh kapdon ka bhi jiqr karenge par unhone nahi kiya.

"Kanika... kaisi ho sach mein? Medication se... kuch problem toh nahi aa rahi?"

Main kuch pal chup rahi. Kya batati. Ki meri awaaz squeaky ho gayi hai aur college mein log hanse the? Ki raat ko dard se neend nahi aati? Ki ab main kisi ki bhi nazron mein aane se darti thi? Ki Dad ne unka flat isliye le liya kyunki unhe mujhe kahin chhupana tha?

"Thodi tired hoon," maine kaha. "Adjust ho rahi hoon."

"Hmm." Woh jaante the ki main poora nahi bol rahi. Par unhone press nahi kiya. "Theek hai. Rest karo. Next appointment mein doctor se sab discuss kar lenge."

"Haan."

"Aur Kanika, maine tumhare Dad se baat kar li hai. College mat jaao abhi kuch din. I know thoda restrictive feel hoga, but it's for a little bit of time. Is beech agar kuch bhi chahiye toh main bhijwa dunga - books, movies, games, kuch bhi."

"Aisa lag raha main ab kabhi college nahi jaa payungi" Maine thoda udaas hote hue apni mann ki baat share ki unse.

"Absolutely not. Main two weeks mein aata hoon, aur wahan rahunga kuch din. Besides the Doctor, main tumhe college le chalunga, tumhari principal se bhi baat karni hai."

"Principal se? Kis baare mein?" maine chaunkte hue poocha.

"Is sudden change ke baad tumhare liye Kanak banke college attend karna impossible hai." Unki baat sunkar mujhe laga mere saare fears sach hone wali they, par unhone aage continue kiya. "But this is a special case. And it deserves a special solution. Mere mind mein kuch hai, discuss karte hai jab main aata hoon."

Main kafi curious thi aur poochna chahti thi ki kya special solution tha unke mind mein. Par pooch nahi paayi.

"Ok... sure."

"Good. Main jald hi milta hoon. Tab tak apna khayal rakhna."

Unse phone par baat karke thoda better sa mehsoos ho raha tha. Jaise pain aur mann dono thoda halke ho gaye they. 

Maine apne aap ko is naye mirror mein dekha. Mujhe jo yeh nayi figure mili thi, woh bhi bina kisi push up bra ke, use dekh kar yakeen hi nahi ho raha tha. Mujhe ab shayad kisi wig ki zaroorat nahi padne wali thi. Meri skin aur bhi jyada shine kar rahi thi. Sab kuch shayad itna bhi bura nahi tha jitna mujhe pichhle do-teen hafton se lag raha tha.

[Marishka]

Mind blowing update dear..

Apki story sabse hatke aur wonderful hai.

Keep updates more.

[Celebrorn]

Mind blowing update dear..

Apki story sabse hatke aur wonderful hai.

Keep updates more.

Haanji par comments aur likes nahi aate. Story is about to get very interesting and erotic, but due to the lack of interest I get discouraged to write.

[Shahid Khan]

Fantastic, behad hi shaandar update

[Celebrorn]

Chapter 9

Maine aakhri baar mirror mein khud ko dekha. Wohi same grey t-shirt - jo maine kai baar pehni thi aur uske saath jeans, thodi si faded. Yehi kapde ek ded mahine pehle tak mujhe kafi loosely fit aate they. Par aaj mujhse poori tarah chipke hue mere body ki ek curvy outline bana rahe they. Tshirt ke andar se mere tank top ki clear outline ban rahi thi.

Maine apne arms cross karte hue apne chest par rakhe, apne boobs se just neeche. Phir jaldi se unhe uncross kar diya. Kitna ajeeb lag raha tha, cross-armed karne se toh woh aur bhi jyada obvious ho rahe they. 

Mere boobs... koi push-up bra nahi thi, bilkul natural. Waist pehle se patli, hips wider, aur jeans ke andar ek rounded curve leti hui meri ass clearly dikh rahi thi. Yeh sab mere kapdon ke through visible tha chahe main kitna bhi chhupane ki koshish karti. 

Maine ek jacket dhoondne ke baare mein socha, par na toh mere paas koi jacket thi jo is body par fit aati aur na yeh mausam tha jacket pehenne ka.

Maine apne baalon ko dekha - ab woh mere kandhe se thoda sa neeche tak pahuch gaye they. Kafi jyada messy aur uneven lag rahe they, mujhe lambe hairs sambhalne aate hi nahi they. Pichle ek hafte mein main unhe alag alag tarah se baandhne ka try kar chuki thi, par kuch bhi work nahi kar raha tha. Aaj phir peeche se unhe apne haath mein pakadte hue baandha, par fir naak sikodte hue chhod diya. 

Jo bhi tha ab yehi tha. Aaj main aise hi apne kamre se bahar jaane wali thi, aur bahar Raj baithe hue they! Sochte hi mere pet mein ek tight knot si bandh gayi.

Phir ek gehri saans lete hue maine khud se kaha, "Main yeh kar sakti hoon."

Is naye ghar mein move kiye hue 2 hafte se thoda jyada ho chuke they aur Raj bhi yahan aane mein thoda late ho gaye they. 

Maine dheere se apne kamre ka darwaza khola aur ek kadam liya hi tha ki Dad ki aawaz mere kaano mein padi.

"Dekho Raj, aage se jo bhi medical treatment hon, humein informed rakha karo. Aakhir hum uske parents hain." Dad Raj se aise bol rahe they jaise kuch hafte pehle unhone hi nahi kaha tha ki 'woh jo marzi kare uske saath.'

Raj ne koi behas nahi ki. "I apologize, Vijay. Mujhe tumhe aur Sudha ko bhi loop mein rakhna chahiye tha."

Maine dheere se ek-do kadam aur aage liye taaki main un logo ki shakal dekh payu. Dad ke face par ek victorious si smile thi, aakhir unhone abhi Raj ko sorry bolne par mazboor kar diya tha.

"Raj iss sab ka koi side effect toh nahi hai na?" Mom ki aawaz mein pareshaani saaf jhalak rahi thi.

"Nahi Sudha. Trust me, main Kanika ko koi harm nahi hone dunga. I..." Raj kuch kehne hi wale they ki unki nazar mujh par padi.

Maine jaldi se ek kadam peeche le liye par tab tak der ho chuki thi.

Living room se Raj ki aawaz aayi, "Kanika... Good morning."

Main awkwardly unke saamne aayi, sar jhukaye hue jaise meri chori pakdi gayi ho. Dad aur mom dono meri taraf dekh rahe they, shayad ye sochte hue ki main kabse wahan khadi thi.

"Hum bas Raj se baat hi kar rahe they ki tum kitni pareshaan thi pichhle kuch hafton se." Mom ne chuppi todte hue kaha.

Unki baat sunkar kafi embarrassing sa lag raha tha, jaise main koi teenager hoon aur Mom ne meri koi personal baat publicly share kar di ho.

"Main... main theek hoon ab," maine dheere se kaha, abhi bhi nazar neeche rakhe hue.

"So paa rahi ho ab tum?" Raj ne bina kisi hichak ke poocha. 

Shayad maine hi unhe ek call par bataya tha ki dard ki wajah se main so bhi nahi paa rahi thi. Specifically kahan kyun dard tha, obviously woh mention nahi kiya tha. Par ab jab woh saamne they toh mujhe dekh kar woh shayad guess kar paa rahe honge. Yeh sochte hi aur sharam aane lagi.

"Haan... pichhle kuch dino se better hai."

Raj ki nazrein mere messy baalon par thami hui thi. "Baal kafi jaldi bade ho gaye. Lagta hai medicines ka asar itna fast hua hai ki tumhein adjust karne ka waqt hi nahi mila. I take full responsibility for this."


Maine apne haath nervously apne baalon tak le gaye. "Haan, woh kafi messy ho gaye hain... main theek se sambhal nahi pa rahi..."

"Agar aapki permission ho," Raj ne Mom aur Dad ki taraf dekha, "toh main Kanika ko ek salon le jaa sakta hoon? I think uske hairs ko ek proper trimming aur styling ki zaroorat hai."

Dad ne meri taraf ek nazar daali, woh mere bikhre hue baal aur badalti hui body se kafi uncomfortable lag rahe they. Unhone Raj ki taraf dekhte hue halke se haan mein sar hila diya. 

Mom ne thodi chinta ke saath mujhse poocha, "Kanika, tum comfortable ho jaane mein?"

"Haan," maine bina soche samjhe turant kaha. "Main... chali jaungi."

Mere dimaag mein bas yeh dhun sawaar thi ki mujhe apne baal theek karwane they. Yeh bhi nahi socha ki uske liye mujhe ghar se bahar jaana padega, ya log mujhe is halat mein dekhenge. Par jaise hi woh words mere muh se nikle, mujhe apni galti ka ehsas hua aur mere pet mein ek ajeeb si halchal hone lagi.

"Main change karke aayu kya?" maine apni t-shirt ko thoda sa adjust karte hue poocha.

"Nahi nahi," Raj ne khade hote hue mera haath gently pakad liya. "Tum bilkul theek lag rahi ho. Aise hi chalte hain."

Raj ne jab mera haath pakda mere poore shareer mein ek bijli si daud gayi. Unka haath garam tha, pakad bahut mazboot nahi thi, par fir bhi aisi jise main aaram se chhuda na payu.

Maine apne shoes pehente hue Mom ki taraf ek aakhri baar dekha. Unki aankhon mein ek halka sa concern dikh raha tha, ya phir shayad ek guilt. Kehna mushkil tha.

Shoes pehente hi main Raj ke saath ghar se nikal gayi. Maine andar bra nahi pehni hui thi toh chalte hue aisa mehsoos ho raha tha jaise mere chest kuch jyada hi upar neeche ho rahi ho.

Lift mein jaate hue maine apne arms apne chest ke upar cross kar liye, par phir lift ke door par apni reflection ko dekhte hi jaldi se sar neeche kar liya. Raj ne shayad notice kiya par kuch bole nahi.

Building se bahar nikalte hi dhoop tez lagi. Maine apni aankhein halki si meenchte hue Raj ki car ki taraf aa gayi. Wohi us din wali sleek stylish car. 

Jab main seat belt laga rahi thi, tab unka dhyaan meri ungliyon par gaya jahan aaj ek chamakti hui ring thi.

"Tumne pehni hai aaj," unhone smile karte hue kaha.

Maine apna haath dekha. Shit. Kal raat aise hi pehen li thi aur main utaarna bhool gayi.

"Haan... woh... aise hi pehen li thi," maine awkwardly safai dete hue kaha.

"Achhi lag rahi hai," Raj ke chehre par ek satisfaction bhari smile thi. Jaise unhone koi small victory achieve ki ho.

Road par nikalte hi maine window ke bahar dekhna shuru kar diya. Apne arms apni godi mein tight pakde rakhe. Har speed breaker par, har turn par - mujhe apne body ka ehsaas ho raha tha. Bina bra ke kafi uncomfortable mehsoos ho raha tha, par mere paar koi proper bra bhi toh nahi thi.

"Dard ab better hai?" Raj ne achanak se poocha.

"Haan," maine bahar dekhte hue kaha.

"Sorry woh Doctor ki appointment thodi move karni padi, later this week. Main thoda busy ho gaya tha."

"Koi baat nahi," maine dheere se kaha.

"Woh kapde jo maine rakhe they... try kiye?"

"Abhi nahi."

"Kyun? Achhe nahi lage?"

"Nahi... aisa nahi hai. Kafi achhe hain, bas abhi comfortable nahi laga unhe pehenna." Maine seat par shift hote hue apne haath apni thighs ke neeche rakh liye.

"Kanika, woh tumhare hi hain ab. Tum unhe try kar sakti ho. Karogi na?"

"Haan..."

Maine gaadi se bahar dekha toh hum log South Ex ki market mein they. Raj ne ek bheed bhare area mein gaadi roki aur ek posh se dikhne wale salon ki taraf mujhe le jaane lage.

Salon ke andar ki air conditioning ki thandi hawa mere chehre par lagi, par mera sharir ghabrahat se garam ho raha tha. Har taraf sheeshe lage they aur har sheeshe mein mujhe apni wahi tight t-shirt aur bikhre hue baal dikh rahe they.


Raj ne stylist se kuch baat ki aur phir meri taraf mud kar bole, "Kanika, main bas 15-20 minute mein aata hoon. Tab tak tum relax karo, okay?"

Maine bas dheere se sar hila diya. Raj ke jaate hi mujhe aisa laga jaise mera sahara chala gaya ho. Stylist ne mujhe chair par baithaya aur mere baalon ke saath khelna shuru kiya. "Don't worry, ma'am. Hair kafi healthy hain, bas halki si trimming aur deep conditioning ki zaroorat hai," usne smile karte hue kaha.

Stylist ke muh se ma'am sunna hi itna ajeeb lag raha tha. Aaj tak mujhe shayad kisi ne ma'am nahi bulaya tha. Kya main sach mein sab ko ladki hi lag rahi thi.

Usne mere baalon ko thande paani se wash kiya aur apni fingers se massage karne lagi. Bahut hi jyada relaxing lag raha tha yeh sab. Phir usne mere baalon ko neeche se halka sa trim kiya taaki woh even lage aur phir blow dry karte hue unhe ek wavy sa look de diya. 

Stylist ne meri taraf ek nazar daali aur phir gaalon par halka sa blush laga diya, "Haan ab perfect hai, you are so pretty ma'am!"

Main mirror mein dekhte hue believe nahi kar paa rahi thi yeh main hi thi. Is naye haircut mein mera face ke curves aur bhi soft lag rahe they, cheekbones pichhle kuch hafton mein sarak kar upar ki taraf ho gayi thi. Honth thode aur patle aur gulaabi ho gaye they. Wow... main ek hot ladki lag rahi thi.



Main apne aap ko mirror mein dekh hi rahi thi ki salon ka darwaza khula aur Raj andar aaye. Mujhe mirror se dekhte hue kuch second ke liye woh wahin ruk gaye. Unki aankhen badi ho gayi aur ek pal ke liye unke face par wahi shock tha jo shayad mere khud ke face par tha.

Unki nazrein mere naye haircut se hote hue mere blush lage gaalon par ruki. Unke chehre par ek aisi satisfaction wali smile aayi jaise unka koi bahut bada sapna poora ho raha ho. Woh dheere se chalte hue mere peeche khade ho gaye. Sheeshe mein hamari nazrein mili.

"Maine kaha tha na," Raj ne dheere se kaha, unki aawaz thodi bhari ho gayi thi. "Tumhe bas thoda sa touch-up ki zaroorat thi. Now you look exactly how you should."

Unhone stylist ko kafi achhi tip di aur phir mera haath thama. Salon se nikalte hi mujhe asliyat ka ehsas hua. Bahar aisa lag raha tha jaise har nazar mujh par aakar ruk rahi ho, ek dam chubhti hui si. Hum log jaldi se car mein baith kar paas ke ek maal ki taraf chal pade, Raj abhi mujhe kapdon ki shopping karana chahte they.

Mall ke entrance par pahunchte hi meri dhak-dhak aur badh gayi. Raj ne gaadi park ki aur hum jaise hi andar enter hue, mujhe aisa laga jaise main kisi stadium mein aa gayi hoon jahan saari spotlight mujh par hai.

Main abhi bhi wahi tight white t-shirt aur jeans mein thi, aur naye haircut ke saath main shayad itni pretty lag rahi thi ki log mud mud kar mujhe dekh rahe they.

Saamne se ek young couple aa raha tha. Ladke ne mujhe dekha aur dekhta hi reh gaya. Ladki ne bhi mujhe aur uski nazar ko notice kar liya tha. Saamne se nikalte hi uski smile ekdam se gayab ho gayi aur usne ladke ka haath kas ke pakad liya, jaise main use usse chheen na lu.

Do-teen ladke side mein khade they. Ek ne apne friend ko elbow maari. Unhone meri taraf dekh kar aapas mein kuch whisper kiya aur ek ki aawaz mere kaan mein saaf aakar padi, "Bhai dekh... kya lag rahi hai!"

Maine sharam se sar neeche kar liya aur tez chalte hue Raj ke aur kareeb ho gayi. Upar jaate hue Escalator par bhi kuch aisa hi haal tha, saamne se neeche jaate hue esclator par ladke meri taraf lalchayi nazron se dekh rahe they aur ladkiyan bhi ek alag jalan bhari nazar se mujhe dekh rahi thi.

Mujhe bahut ajeeb lag raha tha. Ek taraf toh darr tha ki kahin koi mujhe pehchaan na le, par doosri taraf ek ajeeb sa, naya sa power mehsoos ho raha tha. Kya main sach mein itni 'hot' lag rahi thi ki ladke apna hosh kho rahe they aur ladkiyan mujhse jal rahi thi?

"Chalo, idhar," Raj mujhe bheed se door ek corner mein le gaye jahan kafi classy aur shaant sa ek Indian boutique tha. Mall ki bheed ka shor yahan achanak kam ho gaya.

Boutique ke andar ki fragrance kafi premium thi aur har cheez bahut organized thi. Saleswoman turant hamari taraf aayi aur smile karte hue boli, "Welcome Ma'am, Welcome Sir. Aap kis tarah ka collection dekhna chahenge?"

'Ma'am'... phir wahi word. Par ab mujhe yeh sunkar itna ajeeb nahi lag raha tha, aadat si padti jaa rahi thi.

Raj ne sidhe ek rack ki taraf ishara kiya jahan Indian dresses thi. Unhone kafi saari dresses scan ki aur phir ek peach-colored kurti aur churidar set uthaya. Fabric kafi soft, silky aur thoda translucent sa lag raha tha jo body-hugging hone wala tha.

"Yeh try karo," Raj ne mujhe woh kurti aur churidar set pakdate hue kaha. Maine hichkichate hue kapdo ko pakda.

Saleswoman mujhe ek fitting room ki taraf le gayi. Main door close karke us silky si dress ko pakde rahi. Kafi ajeeb sa lag raha tha yahan yeh dress try karna, par shayad utna nahi jitna us din doctor ke office mein laga tha.

Maine apni purani t-shirt aur jeans utari aur us silky peach kurti ko apne badan par sarkate hue pehna. Kapda itna soft aur mehanga tha ki meri skin ko chhu kar mere andar ek ajeeb si siharan hone lagi.

Jab maine mirror mein khud ko dekha, toh meri saans atak gayi. Woh kurti mere naye curves par jaise chipak gayi thi, meri patli waist aur wide hote hips ko itne khoobsurat tareeke se dikha rahi thi ki mujhe yakeen nahi aaya ki ye main hoon. Peach colour mere naye soft complexion par khil kar aa raha tha. Maine dheere se apne baalon ko jhatka aur trial room se bahar nikli.

Raj wahan wait kar rahe they. Jaise hi unki nazar mujh par padi, woh sofa se khade ho gaye. Unki aankhon mein ek aisi chamak thi jaise unhone koi taj-mahal dekh liya ho. "Stunning," unhone bas ek word kaha, par unki nazron ne poori kahani bayaan kar di.

Main jaldi se kaanpti hui wapas change room mein ghus gayi aur apni tshirt aur jeans pehen li. Bahar aakar unhone mere haath se woh dress lete hue use bill karwa liya aur saath hi 2-3 aur kurti bhi.

Shopping ke baad mujhe zor se bathroom jaane ki zaroorat mehsoos hui. Ghabrahat aur excitement mein mera dimaag jaise sunn ho gaya tha. Maine tezi se bathroom ki taraf kadam badhaye aur bina upar dekhe ek darwaze ke andar enter ho gayi.

Andar kadam rakhte hi thanda sannata chha gaya. Maine sar uthaya toh dekha ki saamne row mein teen-chaar aadmi aur ladke khade hokar urinate kar rahe they. Sab ke sab ek saath mude aur woh hairaan aankhon se meri taraf dekhne lage. Ek ladka jo haath dho raha tha woh behte paani ko bhool kar meri taraf ghoorne laga.

Mera chehra tam-tama gaya. Mujhe ehsas hua ki main galti se Men’s Toilet mein aa gayi hoon. Main bina kuch bole, wahan se palat kar itni tezi se bhagi ki mere pair ladkhada rahe they. Bahar nikal kar maine ek lambi saans li, mera dil aise dhadak raha tha jaise bahar nikal aayega. Kitni sharam aa rahi thi mujhe is tarah men's toilet mein jaane mein jab tak ab tak main hamesha men's toilet mein hi gayi thi.

Jab aakhir kaar main female toilet se aayi toh Raj muskura rahe they, pata nahi unhe meri embarrassment ka andaza tha ya nahi. 

"Chalo, ek aakhri stop baaki hai," unhone kaha aur mujhe ek exclusive Lingerie shop ke samne le gaye.

"Main bahar wait karta hoon. Tum andar jaakar apne liye kuch zaroori cheezein le lo," Raj ne mujhe akela chhodte hue kaha.

Main darrte-darrte andar gayi. Charon taraf lace, silk aur satin ke bras aur panties tangi hui thi. Ek shop girl mere paas aayi. "How can I help you, Ma'am? Specific size ya style?"

Maine nervously apni ungliyan counter par feri. "Actually... main pehli baar lingerie khareed rahi hoon."

Woh ladki mujhe dekh kar thoda surprise hui, itni pretty ladki aur pehli baar? Par usne turant apne aap ko sambhala aur smile karte hue mujhe options dikhane lagi. Maine kafi hichkichate hue kuch cotton aur lace bras aur matching panties select ki. Billing ke waqt mera sar sharam se jhuka hua tha.

Ghar drop karte waqt Raj ne car roki aur meri taraf mud kar dekha. "Kal tumhara college ka pehla din hoga is naye look mein. Main tumhe apne saath lekar chalunga."

"Raj, main ab is tarah college kaise jaa sakti hoon?" maine ghabra kar pucha.

"Itna ghabra kyun rahi ho, tum itni badli hui lag rahi ho ki shayad hi koi tumhe pehchaan paaye." Unhone steering se ek haath chhodte hue mere haath pakda.

"Par kisi ne pehchaan liya toh... sab wahan mujhe jaante hai."

"Trust me," unhone kaha, meri aankhon mein dekhte hue. "Tum ready ho. Aaj tumne dekha na, salon mein, mall mein, stores mein. Sab ne tumhe ek normal ladki ki tarah dekha. Kyunki tum ek normal ladki hi ho."

Mera haath abhi bhi unke haath mein tha aur meri himmat nahi ho rahi thi use chhudane ki. Main window se bahar dekhte hue kal ke baare mein soch rahi thi aur meri ghabrahat badti jaa rahi thi.

Kal... main... Kanika ban ke... college jaane wali thi.

[Hotgiri]

Nice update, awaiting for hot session between Kanika and Raj along with relevant pics

[Godzilla]

Really it's different. Let's wait for next update for more excitement.