Adultery The Language of Her Heart

[yazhiniram]

For mature audiences only – A slow-burn romance (If you expect fast paced, please go away for other thread.)

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In one quiet corner of Chennai’s outer city, behind the polished gates of a neat apartment complex, lives a woman named Pavitra.
She doesn’t stand out. She doesn’t want to.
She walks with grace, smiles politely, and folds her saree pleats just the way her mother taught her.
Twenty-eight years old. Married for eight.
Two sons—both naughty, loud, and the only parts of her life that truly move anymore.
She was born in a small village near Trichy. A girl raised on rules.
Raised to believe silence is strength. That obedience is character.

Long braids, jasmine flowers, folded hands. That was Pavitra.


Her marriage was arranged when she turned twenty.
Kartik, her husband, is 33 now. An engineer.
Tall enough. Calm. Kind. But always busy. Always somewhere else.
He doesn’t hurt her.
He doesn’t control her.
But he doesn’t touch her soul either.
Sex?
If you could call it that.
One minute. Maybe two. No kisses. No word. Just… done.
She never even realized women could feel something more.
She thought maybe this is what marriage means.
Nobody told her otherwise.

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Now she lives in this apartment in Chennai’s outskirts.
From 8 to 4:30, the house is quiet. The boys are at college. Kartik is at work. And Pavitra is alone with her thoughts.
There are neighbors. Friendly ones. Familiar faces.
Women who smile in the lift. A few times she chats over coffee.
But she never crosses lines.
The lines were drawn long before she understood what it means to want more.
And yet… that line?
It’s thinning.

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Sometimes she scrolls quietly through Instagram.
Modern women. Mothers in jeans. Laughter in cafes.
Reels that flash bare legs, soft kisses, bold captions.
She doesn’t like it. Doesn’t comment on it.
But she watches.
And something inside her shifts. Slowly. Quietly.
Like a body remembering it once had heat.

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Pavitra is 5’7. Slim. Long fingers. Small-to-medium breasts.
Her body isn’t bold. But it’s not numb either.
It’s untouched by passion…
…but not unaware of it.
Something in her chest has started to listen.
Something between her thighs has started to speak.

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Kartik comes home late. Sometimes not at all on Fridays.
His office trips are longer now. His calls, colder.
And Pavitra?
She’s left with the rhythm of the fan, the sound of her own footsteps, and the soft, almost soundless voice that’s started to whisper inside her.
When silence stays too long, even the heart begins to speak.
This is her world.
This is her story.
And I am—
Her voice.
Her hunger.
Her secret self.
I ask the questions she’s scared to ask.
I feel the things she dares not speak.
I am her mind. Her heart.
The language no one hears… but her body remembers.

[Projectmp]

Interesting plot

[Gilmalover]

Awesome start

[jiljilrani]

Very different introduction

[xbiilove]

Great way to start. how old is she and the age of the children and which class they are in.

[Saikarthik]

Good continue

[Projectmp]

Update plzzzz

[yazhiniram]

It was Thursday morning, around 10:15.

The house had finally settled.
The floor was swept, the last batch of clothes folded, and the cotton saree clung lightly to Pavitra’s waist—sticky from the heat that had already crept in. She tied her hair into a loose bun, a few strands escaping near her ears, and finally let herself sit down on the edge of the sofa.
One sip of coffee. That’s all she wanted.
But just as the cup touched her lips, her phone buzzed.

Kavita Calling...
A smile flickered on her face.

Pavitra tapped the screen and held it to her ear. “Look who’s calling now.”

K: “Dei! As if you’re better! No call, no message. If I didn’t call, you’d have vanished off the planet.”
Pavitra chuckled. “It’s not like that pa. Mornings are crazy no? Lunch box, uniforms, breakfast… then cleaning.”

K: “Ugh, same here. My girl cried this morning because her water bottle didn’t have the cartoon sticker.”
Pavitra winced. “Oh no…”

K: “And I was yelling like a fish market aunty, while my husband? Sleeping like a prince in Taj Hotel.”
She laughed, shaking her head. “Men are like that only.”
K: “Exactly. So what are you doing now? Free-a?”
P: “Just having coffee. Sitting for two minutes. My legs are killing me.”
K: “Good. I called only to gossip. My brain is dying without it.”
Pavitra smiled into the phone. “What happened now?”
K: “Yesterday night Varun was in full-on romance mode.”
She raised her brows. “Suddenly?”
K: “Suddenly only! I was folding clothes, and he came from behind and hugged me.”
Pavitra laughed softly. “At least he fed you?”
K: “Skipped dinner pa. He was all over me. Sweet fellow. Started kissing and everything…”
She felt her cheeks warm. “Don’t give me full details… I’m still sipping coffee.”
K: “Wait wait, I’m being serious. Yesterday was different. He wasn’t rushing. It was… slow. He actually lasted more than ten minutes, I swear.”
There was a small pause.
P: “…Really?”
K: “Yes pa. I even checked the time after. Usually it’s two minutes, light off, snore. But yesterday… full 10 minutes. Soft. Patient. Proper.”
P: “Oh… okay…”

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In Pavitra Mind:
Fifteen minutes? Is that even possible?
Kartik finishes before I even understand what’s happening. I thought that was normal. Isn’t it?
She said slow... proper...
What does that even feel like?
Should I ask her? No… no need. Why compare? Kartik is a good husband. He takes care of me. He never hurts me.
But still…

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“I even… felt the full thing, you know?” Kavita added. “The release. Don’t know how to explain.”
Pavitra kept her voice steady. “Hmm… lucky you.”
K: “What about you? How’s Kartik? Still in work calls day and night?”
P: “Yeah. Work is nonstop. Sometimes Friday night he doesn’t even come home. But he tries. He’s sweet. We just… don’t get much time.”
K: “You both are always so calm. Like two grandmas.”
Pavitra laughed. “Drama-a? We’re like those old couples who sit silently watching TV.”
K: “Come on, pa. You both are still young! Spice it up a little.”
P: “He’s always tired. Even when he’s home, he’s thinking about some issue at office.”

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In Pavitra mind again:
But I’ve never blamed him. He’s not a bad man. He just… doesn’t know.
And I… never asked.
I didn’t even know what to ask.
Amma never said anything. college friends never spoke of this.
Only Kavita… opens these doors in my mind.

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“I keep telling Varun,” Kavita went on, “Even once in a while is enough. Just… make us feel something. Yesterday I felt like… I don’t know… like a woman.”
Pavitra’s voice softened. “I’m happy for you.”
K: “Don’t lie. You’re thinking ‘why not me?’ right?”
She laughed. “No da. You deserve it.”
K: “Don’t stay too comfortable with silence, pa. We’re moms, wives… not corpses. You should feel alive too.”
P: “I haven’t forgotten. I just… don’t think about it much.”
K: “That’s the problem. Now you have time. Kids are gone. Kartik is busy. Do something for yourself.”

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In pavitra mind again:
I have time. But what to do with it?
Even when Kartik touches me, I just lie there.
Like I’m a pillow cover. Just… folded and kept.
I don’t know what I like. I don’t even know if I’m allowed to want more.
Is it wrong to want something deeper?

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K: “Okay okay, I have a work now. Boss will eat my head. Bye!”
P: “Go go. Don’t get scolded.”
K: “Love you!”
P: “Bye.”

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Pavitra placed the phone on the table. Her half-finished coffee was cold.
She stared into it for a moment. Her fingers tightened around the tumbler. Her chest rose in a slow breath.

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In Pavitra mind again:
Maybe I’m just imagining… or maybe I’ve ignored this for too long.
Maybe it’s not about sex or touch. Maybe… I just want to feel something.
To feel like a woman too.

[yazhiniram]

That call with Kavita still sat in my body like something left unfinished.
She always throws these lines so casually.
“He lasted more than ten minutes.”
Then, just like that:
“You have a good figure and curvy body… you’re wasting it inside cotton sarees.”
I laughed at the time. Softly. Like it was nothing.
But it wasn’t nothing.
Those words stayed.
Not on my skin.
Inside.

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A soft ticking from the hall pulls my eyes toward the clock.
3:30 PM.
One hour left before the boys come storming in—shouting, running, demanding cake before they’ve even washed their hands.
And Kartik… he’ll be home by four.
He texted.
"Freshen up. We’ll go together.”
Big party today.
Neighbours. Men. Aunties. Too many eyes.
I walk slowly to the cupboard and open it.
Even the creak of the hinge feels louder than usual.

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First thought?
Saree.
That safe yellow cotton one, green border. The one that makes me look… invisible.
The kind of cloth that says, “Good girl, good wife, well-behaved.”
Like a curtain wrapped around my body to hide everything I’m not supposed to feel.
I place it aside.
Then the chudi.
Full-sleeved. Pink. Threadwork at the neck. Covers everything.
Kartik once said, “Looks nice.”
Nice.
Like warm milk.
Like boiled vegetables.

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I pull both out, place them on the bed.
But Kavita’s voice won’t leave.
“If I had your waist, I’d never step out in anything below jeans.”
She was half joking.
But now?
I’m not.
I crouch down, open the lower shelf.
Jeans.
Tight. Soft. Stretchy enough to fit my hips.
Every time I wear it, it hugs my ass so perfectly it makes me feel… seen.
And that pink boat-neck t-shirt.
Sits tight around my breasts. Makes them look full. Round.
If I lift my arms even slightly, the hem rises just enough to show a sliver of skin.
Just enough to make a man wonder what’s beneath.
I remember wearing this once.
To the mall.
Kartik just said, “Different look.”
No stare. No question.
No reaction.
That hurt more than judgment.

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And then… my eyes fall on the corner.
The gown.
Dark navy. Silky. A little shimmer.
Short. Above the knees. Sleeveless. Neckline dips dangerously.
It’s not vulgar. But it’s not innocent either.
It knows exactly what it’s doing.
I remember ordering it during one of those late-night scrolls.
No one was around. Lights off. Just the screen and me.
I told myself it was for some event.
That event never came.
But I tried it once.
Alone. Behind a locked door.
And when I saw myself in the mirror...
For the first time, I didn’t look like a mother. Or a wife.
I looked like a woman with boobs that wanted to be touched.
With thighs that wanted to be spread.
With a body that could make a man lose control.
And that scared the hell out of me.
Because that version of me…
I had no idea what she could do.

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Today isn’t ideal.
Big crowd. Too many aunties.
Raj our neighbour might be there.
What if someone stares?
What if Kartik says something?
He won’t shout. He never does.
He might just look at me like I’ve done something strange.
“You really want to wear this?”
And I’ll nod.
And he’ll nod back, but his eyes will be blank.
Because he won’t understand.
He’s never understood that under these cotton layers…
is a woman with a wet cunt and a beating heart.

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I unwrap the gown.
Let the plastic fall.
I hold it up.
It still smells new. Still soft.
My palms tingle just touching it.
I close my eyes and remember how I looked last time.
Nipples pressing against the fabric.
Thighs smooth and bare.
Ass barely covered.
I didn’t look like a good girl.
I looked like trouble.
And god, it felt good.

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Today, I wear the gown.
Not to tempt.
Not to tease.
Not even to shock Kartik.
Just to feel like me.
The version I saw that night.
The one who deserves more than being fucked half-asleep under a blanket for 90 seconds.

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No more hiding.
Today, the gown.
Because my pussy is not made for silence,
and my heart?
It’s done waiting.

[Karmayogee]

Wow, excellent update

[Arul Pragasam]

Lovely dear, There will be one friend bring the bitch out of a woman in the name of liberty and freedom. Raj is the lucky bastard?

[Tamilmathi]

Excellent story...
The way of narrate the story
Too good ....

[xossissippi]

Dear Yazhini, I absolutely loved the introduction with the past updates, It is absolute FIRE.

The way the physical details of the character is slowly built with each update, rather than dumping in the first update and never to visit again was a golden touch. I like this kind of introduction. And I must say with each update a very beautiful and erotic feature of her beauty is introduced, which is very erotic. Especially that wide hip feature... too good!

And just one phone call with her shameless friend changed her ideals on 'how to look after yourself and have fun ;)'. And the fact that she had those outfits neatly tucked away in the corner tells that at some point she used to wear those dresses (may be in her college years) and she might've really enjoyed the attention she got. But due to marriage and societal pressure of how a women should dress especially as a wife made her abandon all those "beauty highlighting dresses" and not draw any 'unwanted' attention that can make her hubby feel insecure. But now this decision will definitely be a beginning to something that changes her life. SOLID START!

Pretty sure in the upcoming party (believe it's a birthday party as the kids are waiting for cake), she will be the center of attention for the entire apartment complex. From young boys and girls, to aunties and 'Uncles' and even the Security guards and sweepers & cleaners in the apartment, who might have already acknowledged her beauty as the top most tier and probably the most beautiful women currently living amongst them.

And NOW with the "BOLD" gown dress that she's going to wear for the party, she'll definitely going to cause a 'huge ruckus' in the community. She is going to be the talk of the town and feed the mouths of these people with gossip, especially by fat old judgemental aunties, whose only job is to 'judge' the new generation of women who dress 'not so sanskarily' and of course their lecherous old husbands or the Uncles of the apartment who have no better work other than to ogle at or 'SCAN THE WIVES' of the young married men but act very pious and cultured with a smile and a 'Namaste Beti' greeting.
                                
All these days, these Uncles had also considered Pavitra as most hottest and the most beautiful women with a beautiful face and friendly smile but very pious and cultured because she always adorned decent Saree which 'covered' her 'properly' in a very graceful way (but also did a very poor job, because her amazing hips can't be hidden! maybe the problem of the 'wide-hipped' women because the dress always get tight around the hips which will always reveal their 'true shape' ;)) And so they thought of her as off-limits and as someone who is a very 'dedicated to her husband and family' type of women probably.

But now after see her in this brand new gown which reveals her thunderous thighs and smooth legs and accentuates her already wide hips and saves little to no imagination of the shape of her ample breasts and cleavage, I feel now these Uncles will literally LOSE THEIR MINDS after they see this drastic change of dress choice for the party! Most of them will loose their eye-sight, many of them will get back their eye-sight and some of them will now start looking at her in a completely new light! These Fat old bastards will definitely 'X-RAY SCAN' Pavitra from head to toe, as now they get to 'FEAST' on the fleshy assets that were hiding beneath those cotton Saree all these days. It is their day in the heaven!
                                Of course these Bald Pot-Bellied Uncles will use this wonderful opportunity to snap as many pics from various angles and some will get even friendly close enough to take many selfies to their heart contents by putting their arms around her. Pavitra will of course be loving all the attention and love and complements she'll be getting from these oldies and the Aunties of course will be cursing her with hatred and jealousy but with a smiling face. And of course after they return in the night they'll jerk off like some one possessed, to their hearts contents, not even caring for their old-age. The apartment whatsapp group will be flooded by the pictures of Pavitra and family from the birthday party, especially those of Pavitra. Even the security and the workers will 'work their members' overnight after their seeing her pictures in her new avatar.
                                
A new beginning, a new rush to the most beautiful Pavitra. Of course these are my 'very small' thoughts ;)

Yazhini you are doing great! can't wait to read further updates and

ALL THE BEST! (WITH LOVE <3)

[yazhiniram]

The bathroom was warm, filled with the light scent of sandal soap and steam curling around the mirror edges. It felt like one of those rare, stolen moments. No kids, no sound, no schedule chasing me.
Just me. Bare. Damp. Alive.
I wrapped the towel slowly around myself. Water still clinging between my breasts, my back damp, thighs slick. My hair twisted into a loose bun, drops trickling from the ends down my spine.
I stood still for a second.
And then walked toward the bedroom.
The gown was waiting.
Dark navy. Still folded perfectly.
Soft shimmer. Almost like it knew tonight wasn’t going to be like every other night.
I picked it up. Ran my fingers across the fabric.
It felt cool… almost like it was teasing me.

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I slipped it on. Slowly. Carefully.
The silky material slid across my skin like a whisper.
No sleeves. The neckline dipped low—not tvulgar, but enough to make my nipples feel seen.
The hem stopped just above my knees. When I moved, it rose just a little more.
And fuck, it felt good.
Not “nice.” Not “sweet.”
It felt like I was wearing something my pussy approved of.
I adjusted the neckline in the mirror, smoothing the side where my cleavage peeked out just slightly.
This wasn’t bold. It wasn’t loud.
But it made my body feel like a body. Not a bedsheet with a face.

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A light kajal.
Studs in my ears.
Lip balm.
No lipstick. I wasn’t here to seduce.
But even my own reflection made my thighs clench.
I’d never say it aloud, but… my tits looked fucking amazing in this.
Not pushed up. Not exposed. Just… there. Soft. Round. Real.
Like they finally belonged to me—not just to someone who pressed them for five seconds before finishing inside me.

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I heard the sound then.
Keys turning.
Bags hitting the floor.
That rushed chaos of children who know cake is coming.
“Mummy! Cake party starts now-aa?”
And there it was—life again. The chaos I love. The noise that anchors me.
Kartik’s voice followed.
“Pavi, I’m home. You ready?”
I stepped out of the bedroom.
He was bent near the shoe rack, helping our younger one with socks.
He looked up.
And he paused.
His eyes moved from my feet to my face. Slowly.
Like he was trying to understand what he was seeing.
Not with anger.
Just surprise.
Like his wife had turned into someone else for a moment.
“This gown? Little too modern, no? It’s just a birthday party…”
His voice was soft. Almost shy. Like he didn’t want to offend me.
I stood near the table, holding my clutch.
My heart beat once. Then again. That little nervous drum only women know when their body is being truly seen.
“Yeah… it’s a little different. But I just felt like wearing it today. I’m still comfortable. Whether in saree or this.”
I didn’t blink. I didn’t smile too much. Just… honest.
He looked at me again.
His eyes lingered on my legs for a second. My collarbones. The dip of the neckline.
I knew what he was seeing.
He was seeing the swell of my breasts. The soft skin of my thighs.
And maybe wondering…
Is this the same woman who lies beside me every night like a soft pillow?
“Chudi would’ve been safer maybe. It’s just… everyone from the apartment will be there.”
His voice wasn’t accusing.
Just unsure.
He wasn’t worried about himself. He was worried about me.
And I liked that too.
“It’s okay… I’ll be careful. It’s not too much. Just… something I wanted to try.”
He looked again.
Not long.
But long enough for me to know that my body had done something to him.
That my gown had brought something back to life inside him.
“Okay then. You wear what you feel. You always look… decent.”
Decent.
That word. So sweet. So safe. So fucking boring.
But this time, I let it go.
Because I saw the way his eyes kept darting back.
My nipples were hard under the gown.
My pussy… already wet.
Not because of him.
But because for the first time… I was wearing something for me.
He turned to wash the kids’ hands, scolding gently.
I stood there quietly.
One more breath. One more heartbeat.
I picked up my clutch. Slid a comb inside. Stepped into my flats.
The lift was already open.
Kartik was outside with the kids.
He looked back at me once.
Not a compliment. Not a command.
Just a glance.
She looks… different.
And I followed.
Not bold. Not ashamed. Not proud.
Just sure.
Because for the first time in years…
My body belonged to me.
And my pussy?
It was finally awake.
Just like me.

[yazhiniram]

The party was finally over.
The sounds lingered. Laughter, clinking plates, the sugary smell of cake, the fake smile I’d worn around aunties asking pointless questions — it all stuck to my skin like the faint shimmer of the gown I had just taken off.
The lift ride home was quiet.
Kartik held the return gifts.
One of the boys was passed out on his shoulder. The other… barely awake but clutching his balloon like it was treasure.
We reached home around 9:30.
The smell of rasam still floated faintly in the air. A bit of perfume too — mine.
The kind that clings to the fabric and reminds you of the version of yourself you don’t see often.
I placed the gift bags on the table, slipped out of my sandals, and stood still for a second.
The house looked the same.
But something inside me had shifted.
Small. Quiet. But real.
“Boys, go brush your teeth. Tomorrow’s a holiday, but don’t sleep without brushing. And don’t say you’re hungry after lights off.”
They grumbled but moved. One dropped straight onto the sofa and didn’t get up.

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I went to change.
The gown came off slow, like silk sliding off memory.
It was damp around the waist. From sweat… or from how turned on I’d been since evening, I wasn’t sure.
The fabric still smelled faintly of my skin. My arousal.
I folded it gently and set it on the edge of the shelf like something fragile.
Slipped into my nightie.
Cotton. Loose. Soft.
The neckline didn’t hug my breasts. The fabric floated instead of holding.
Safe.
But… boring.
I checked on the boys.
One was snoring, open-mouthed.
The other was curled into a ball, still shifting restlessly.
I sat beside him. Ran my fingers through his hair.
Hummed something without knowing what song it was.

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Kartik was in the study.
Laptop open. Headset on.
“One last call,” he’d said.
I didn’t even reply.
Just nodded.
It didn’t need words. It never did.
I turned off the ceiling light, left the bedside lamp glowing.
That familiar yellow warmth painted the walls like memory.
I slid under the blanket.
Turned to one side.
Adjusted my pillow.
Listened to the night.
But I couldn’t sleep.

---

My eyes were heavy, but my body was not at peace.
I was still replaying everything.
Every glance. Every whisper. Every flick of someone’s eyes on my thighs.
The way the gown hugged my breasts, the slight bounce as I walked.
The air brushing my bare arms.
I had felt… present.
Alive.
And people had noticed.
Some women stared. One aunty whispered something near the samosas.
Was it about me?
Maybe.
Maybe not.
But the way a man’s eyes flick down your cleavage before pretending to look away?
That wasn’t imagination.
And Kartik…
He didn’t say anything.
Not during the party.
Not after.
Not now.
Just that one pause earlier. That hesitation.
Did he like it?
Was he aroused?
Or confused?
He didn’t touch me.
Didn’t sit close at the party.
Didn’t glance again once we got home.

---

And here I am, lying under a soft blanket… but my nipples still hard.
Still aching.
God, I want someone to bite them.
To suck, not just grab. Lick like they belong to him.
I want my boobs treated like something other than background furniture.
My pussy was wet during the entire party.
No one knew. No one saw.
But I could feel it.
I was dripping inside that gown.
Every step made my inner thighs brush against each other.
Every smile I gave was hiding a throbbing between my legs.

---

Now I’m in this nightie.
Cotton. Soft. Loose.
And still…
I can feel it.
That slow pull. That needy pulse.
I want fingers. Not mine.
I want a tongue.
I want someone to spread my legs and ask, "Do you want more?"
And not stop until my moan fills the room.

---

But I lie here. Silent.
Because this isn’t about sex.
Not completely.
It’s about that flicker.
That version of me in the mirror.
Wearing that gown.
Feeling like a fucking goddess.
Not a pillow.
Not a servant.
Not just "Wife or Mother"
But a woman with curves, scent, hunger.
And she’s not going back to sleep so easily.

---

I pull the blanket higher.
Try to shut my thighs.
But it’s too late.
The heat is awake.
The ache is real.
And deep down, I know...

Tonight didn’t end at the party.
It’s just beginning inside me.

[Arul Pragasam]

Super dear

[zulfique]

Fantastic narration

[parottamaster]

Very beautiful updates

[Rockket Raja]

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