Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[wackthu]

Way too many people are invested in this cuckold psychology..

[bineeshm]

BTW, can someone share PDF of the updated series? Goes straight to the library for regular reading ;)

[RCF]

I stepped out of the bathroom and gave a tight slap across Desai's face.


And thats how it happened!

Very well written man, You could start your own story. 

The way you put your thoughts into words is nicely done. Though I do not agree with majority of the thoughts about Meera, its still wonderfully written. 

~RCF

[fuckandforget]

Bad end.
You told no one is a saint
Krish was about to turn a said
but you painted back to cuck

[Harry Jordan]

Dear Friends,



And thats how it happened!

An Absolute LEGENDARY writing! Big Salute! 

[nooki]

I think after successfully completion of this story, where the writer is now?
Is he busy in writing the epilogue of this story?
Or
Is he working on another story?
Or
Is much busy not respond the readers or fan of the writer?
The suspense is triggered up??

[bineeshm]

Very well written man, You could start your own story. 

The way you put your thoughts into words is nicely done. Though I do not agree with majority of the thoughts about Meera, its still wonderfully written. 

~RCF

An Absolute LEGENDARY writing! Big Salute! 

Dear RCF & Harry Jordan,

Your appreciation truly means a lot to me. Krish_999 created a masterpiece, and I simply added a small touch. I lack the imagination and writing skills, and I consider myself just an admirer (I hope you are teasing me).

As mentioned in my earlier post, I found it hard to believe in Meera's sudden change of heart, Desai's quick surrender regarding Meera, and Meera's carelessness leading to pregnancy. Meera is intelligent, Desai is cunning, and Krish is foolish. It's not appropriate to ask the author to rewrite this section or provide an epilogue justification, as he has already revised the final chapters. The climax is in this chapter, and the epilogue will only cover the aftermath. Epilogues usually reveal twists in suspense thrillers, which this story is not. That's why I attempted my own justification for my peace of mind rather than anyone else's. I addressed all perceived loopholes by incorporating inputs from various users.

RCF, you are the biggest supporter of Meera’s love for Krish and their eventual union. While I supported the ending, I was disheartened by her actions in earlier chapters, especially the 49th. Her dramatic change of heart and repentance seemed unbelievable without a strong reason. That's why I introduced Maitrei to help her see reality.

Maitrei has been intimate with both Desai and Krish. As a psychiatrist, she can see through a person's true character. Who else could help Meera realize her mistakes and correct her course at this crucial moment?

Many readers suggested that Desai might be using chemicals for his inhuman stamina in bed. I added the prosthetic angle to explain his enormous size and the sterility angle to assure Meera was indeed impregnated by Krish. Since Meera knows Desai's secrets, she doesn't idolize him—she knows his flaws, and in turn Desai knows that Meera is aware of his secrets. This makes him rely on role-playing as Krish to feed Meera's fantasies, eventually making her prefer the fantasy over reality. Desai is the most insecure character. When Meera called him out, comparing him to Krish, he ran away rather than be exposed. This way, he could still save face in front of Krish, who admired his performance but was unaware of his use of stimulants. Surrendering and running away was the only face saving option for Desai.

Meera was also confused by Krish's outburst and his determination to push her towards Desai, speaking of her freedom and her love lost or she being conquered. She needed to learn some truths from Nidhi. Although Nidhi didn't reveal Krish's presence during the encounter, she gave enough reasons for Meera to believe Krish knew everything that happened in Alpine Heights. Meera realized the extent of her mistake and the hurt she caused Krish. She resolved to end the game and fight to win Krish back, no matter what it took, even if it meant waiting for him. Nidhi was used for a revelation and to firm up Meera's resolve to fight for Krish.

I also imagined Meera warning Nidhi about Desai and revealing his secrets, guiding her towards a better path. This would explain Nidhi's eventual acceptance of an arranged marriage.

These are the justifications I came up with to address the loose ends and make the ending more believable. Aside from Meera's interactions with Maitrei and Nidhi, the ideas came from other insightful readers.

It’s uncertain if Krish_999 will release an epilogue or when. I believe he made a mistake by missing two deadlines for the final chapter, leading to extensive reader analysis.

[bineeshm]

Excellent bineesh

In just a few sentences, dear friend, you have conveyed Meera's ambivalence, her emotional state, 
her fears and expectations.
You have succeeded in transforming Meera's guilt and atonement into hope and love.
Marvellous ...

Ciao
Lollobionda

Job well done bro. Bravo!!! @bineeshm

Thanks a lot for your kind words friends. I hope not take the thunder of Krish_999, but wrote this commentary only to fill the gaps and give peace to myself.
I also made use of your earlier comments & feedback. Thanks to you for that.

[RCF]

Dear RCF & Harry Jordan,

Your appreciation truly means a lot to me. Krish_999 created a masterpiece, and I simply added a small touch. I lack the imagination and writing skills, and I consider myself just an admirer (I hope you are teasing me).

As mentioned in my earlier post, I found it hard to believe in Meera's sudden change of heart, Desai's quick surrender regarding Meera, and Meera's carelessness leading to pregnancy. Meera is intelligent, Desai is cunning, and Krish is foolish. It's not appropriate to ask the author to rewrite this section or provide an epilogue justification, as he has already revised the final chapters. The climax is in this chapter, and the epilogue will only cover the aftermath. Epilogues usually reveal twists in suspense thrillers, which this story is not. That's why I attempted my own justification for my peace of mind rather than anyone else's. I addressed all perceived loopholes by incorporating inputs from various users.

RCF, you are the biggest supporter of Meera’s love for Krish and their eventual union. While I supported the ending, I was disheartened by her actions in earlier chapters, especially the 49th. Her dramatic change of heart and repentance seemed unbelievable without a strong reason. That's why I introduced Maitrei to help her see reality.

Bineeshm,
 
Yes, I have always been a believer in Meera's love for Krish. I fought with some of the most avid followers of this story since part 1 for Meera. There were no threads available now from the days of Xossip. If they were here, you would have seen my comments from part 1 arguing on this same point all the way till part 3 now. 
Reason is very simple, when a story is given with one person POV, other characters are not that transparent enough for us to determine their true thoughts, nature and situational awareness. Things that are perceived from one's POV limit you to understand everyone in a true sense.

These unknowns create assumptions, perspectives and varied variety of reasoning regarding a character. Meera is one character in this story that is most debatable in terms of her actions vs thoughts...Her actions many times conflicted against her words according to many readers in this story, yet her only word vs action that truly resonated across all 3 parts until chapter 42 was her love for Krish, Even though I believe that underlying love for Krish is still intact, her bond with Desai grew into something that it shouldn't have been in the first place.


Only since the rewritten chapters, author showed Meera bond with Desai in a way that was never portrayed in similar fashion across all the series with any other third character. She started feeling the loss of Desai which was weird to me in chapter 43, since then she felt the loss and that feeling kept growing, and you can see the steps they took first with out planning then planned..So you can see even Krish misunderstood her bond with Desai because he can see she was craving him, his attention, his mere presence was making her nervous and uncomfortable. then when they meet she couldn't resist him.…so the person whose POV we have been reading did not understand her stand against Desai vs himself...so only two options for author is either stand behind Krish's assumptions and make Meera realize her true feelings regarding Desai or write sequences that prove it to Krish that bond is insignificant...My biggest gripe with last chapter is author did not do either...he did not prove it to Krish about the bond neither he explained it to us. He again kept majority of readers in the dark even in ending it. 
Some assumed she twisted the ending to her favor to drive Desai away, some assumed she is a bitch who is now blaming both while she enjoyed all this while, some say she only returned to Krish because she is now pregnant, Some say this ending is not sustainable because it is not love but a forcible venture to keep the kid while some say kid is not even Krish's.

So why did the author give us this ending with so much uncertainty and leave it for so much speculation. My point is whether Desai is a cuck or not, whether Desai and Meera bond is strong or not, whether Krish wants to leave her or not, the important aspect that should have been in the last chapter is for Meera to explain her stand on her relationship with Desai to Krish or get a clarity if she is lacking it in the first place, or if she has clarity then that should be revealed in this chapter, neither was done.

So when you tried to bridge the gap with her thoughts, you portrayed it to us that Meera made mistake all series, with the person in Goa, with Das, with Shekar, with Desai but here is the thing, those are not mistakes, Sleeping with someone as part of a game with Krish is never a mistake in this series, that was a preset that this story started with so it won't change in between based on our convenience. 
The only real mistake she made was with Sunny. That’s where it started and she began this chain of events with a mistake...other mistake which never should have been in this story was with Ashish, which did not impact the story line, nor did I understand to this date why it was even included in the story. Unless it was included for making Meera to think that if she can sleep with Ashish and Krish can forgive me, would I be doing wrong in sleeping with Desai, hence she kind of stopping being resistant to Desai later after Ashish...I do not know..we can only speculate as many things in this story.

So, everything else that happened in between with many men that she slept with were all the pawns in the game between Meera and Krish. The game that they played for their pleasure, for them to reinvent their sexual life, for their thrill…that game only changed in the rewritten chapters or maybe 2-3 chapters before...as Desai started to become more than a pawn…hence there need to be explanation.

Your explanation that Desai created a fantasy world for Meera where he became Krish for her or the version of a Krish that she desired which she chose than the reality all this time without her own consciousness is a good theory which I already previously explained with an analogy of her favorite sweet vs her own sweet but author proved both of us wrong in last chapter by stating that she thought Desai was different not the same Krish but finding Desai same as Krish made her end things now, that means she inadvertently forged a bond with Desai because he was everything that Krish was never in her life, that means not a cuck but a possessive lover, caring and attentive lover. So wasn’t that a contradictory theory vs an ending where Desai is a cuck.

She has a bond with Desai, she revealed the true face of Krish to Desai by narrating Jai’s incident, then Desai plays a game with Piyush to prove it to her that Krish did not change, then he slept with Nidhi out of frustration that he did not get to sleep with Meera, He left and keeps coming back for Meera, where is Desai that wanted to be Krish here before chapter 43? Author want us to believe that he was pursuing her all this time for not himself as a perfect partner in life but rather to be with him so she can be that perfect wife where he can share her with his friends? Unbelievable! 
No, I see him as a different person, an alternative multi verse version of Krish where he was not a cuck but then from chapter 43 when author rewrote it, he changed this personality into some one else…he suddenly started bringing Krish in conversations while they were having sex, thinking as him, wanted to be him, then in bed asking Meera to think as him…so for me it’s clear that when author wanted to rewrite these chapters, he came up with this idea of making Desai cuckold or making Desai Krish…hence the rewritten chapters were modified with Krish’s presence in Desai and Meera alone time. I could not get myself convinced that Desai was ever a cuck nor he changed before 43 chapter. He simply is not a cuck but was made one…sorry but I cannot agree to this plot of author even though I told previously that we must agree with author who knows his characters well.
 
The real story line in the last chapter should have been a high point for Meera where she chooses Krish over a perfect Desai because her love for Krish triumphs over everything and that includes a perfect future with Desai too. Even though she went ahead with Krish, either she should have a plan or by natural flow of events should have had clarity or realization that her bond with Desai is nothing for her compared to her love with Krish, her realization should have brought a clarity to Krish as well. I felt this point was so difficult to write and prove it hence the cuckold plot and pregnancy was introduced but felt it spoiled the ending for me.

By adding cuckold angle author proved himself wrong or at least left a lot for speculation now, that if at all Desai is not a cuck, what would have happened here? Would she be still with Krish? Would she have stopped chasing Krish more and accepted her fate with Desai and left with him to his home town, meet his parents and spend 2 weeks in Bamboo resort, then maybe convinced that Krish will have no fantasies in his life without her so she would have divorced Krish or realizing her spent time with Desai, she would have come back to Krish because she loved him..…so much could happen in so many different ways…so her thoughts and ways that her mind worked is very hard to fill and explain the gaps…hence I do not agree with your theory. It doesn’t explain a lot of things irrespective of how well you try to explain her and Desai.

~RCF

[choocha]

So why did the author give us this ending with so much uncertainty and leave it for so much speculation. My point is whether Desai is a cuck or not, whether Desai and Meera bond is strong or not, whether Krish wants to leave her or not, the important aspect that should have been in the last chapter is for Meera to explain her stand on her relationship with Desai to Krish or get a clarity if she is lacking it in the first place, or if she has clarity then that should be revealed in this chapter, neither was done.

There is a saying - Human beings are not rational, rationalizing animals. Unless you have trained your mind to reject impulsive behaviour, in a surcharged atmosphere, like the one Meera was in, how can we expect her to be rational, and explain her thought process? 
Does she really know her mind, does she really have clarity even when Meera and Krish come back together, and even if they have the illusion of clarity in the moment, will it remain strong through out their life? if only life was so simple. A month away from Desai and Krish gave her enough time to rationalize her actions, and come to a decision. Let's be happy that they got back together, and not believe she is a super woman.

[Gopal Ratnam]

I need justice. Why did you humiliate the unsung hero Desai to cuckold. Dont you think its unrealistic. For the past 6 months, meera was not happy in bed with krish and she confessed it to Desai and told she was missing him. It all happened while krish was watching them. Now what you have done. I did not like the ending.

[RCF]

There is a saying - Human beings are not rational, rationalizing animals. Unless you have trained your mind to reject impulsive behaviour, in a surcharged atmosphere, like the one Meera was in, how can we expect her to be rational, and explain her thought process? 
Does she really know her mind, does she really have clarity even when Meera and Krish come back together, and even if they have the illusion of clarity in the moment, will it remain strong through out their life? if only life was so simple. A month away from Desai and Krish gave her enough time to rationalize her actions, and come to a decision. Let's be happy that they got back together, and not believe she is a super woman.

Of course we are happy with the ending..I was explaining to our friend Bineeshm that its hard to explain and fill the gaps with Meera's thought process without any loop holes in logic. Also we need to make peace with the fact that this series is now over and will miss it.

~RCF

[abhinay67]

I hope a few other readers write their own ending as well, to see their thought process. (of course with permission from the author @Krish99)

[DeanWinchester00007]

 Krish cuckold and they will messed up again but they will never get separated in future at any situation. They will face together the messy situation and solved it together. Meera will never get pregnant by another man. I am supporting the motion to have part 4 instead an epilogue. I will write a comment later containing basic plot to Author Krish. You need to follow my suggestion that I gave earlier. It will take 2 years to grow a brain inside your hollow head.

Hahahah , Nope . KRISH is not CUCK.  . They will never messed up again . Yes , You can write anything you want , It does not matter . 
Go on post your fucked up plot   . At least we will know how small your brain can shrink   .

[DeanWinchester00007]

Dear Friends,

I finally finished reading the last episode of Krish_999's epic. I couldn’t read it in detail when it was first published, but I skimmed through the chapter, got a high-level understanding, and gradually read it bit by bit until last evening. I didn’t want to end up in the ER like one of our friends here!

Wow. Just wow. What an ending! What a ride! My hat's off to Krish_999. He's a master storyteller. He created characters we connected with, put them in situations that had us hooked, and used language so skillfully, it felt like he was speaking directly to us.

I think a lot of the guys here saw a bit of themselves in Krish or Desai, and let's be honest, everyone fell in love with Meera & fantasized about her in their dreams. That's the magic of this story.
I get the mixed reactions to the ending. Everyone's so invested, and their feedback is thoughtful and passionate. It's great how some readers offered explanations for the ending, sharing what they thought Krish_999 might have intended or what the characters were going through. It really helped clarify things for those who had issues.

Ultimately, it's Krish_999's world, and he gets to decide how it ends. He was even gracious enough to rewrite and expand the previous ending, and I agree with RCF that he had this one planned all along. Personally, I'm happy Meera and Krish are together. I hope they've learned their lesson, especially now with a child. They need to be honest with each other.
If I had one complaint, it's that the final chapter was delayed. I think if it had come out as promised, there wouldn't have been so much criticism. The extra time gave everyone a chance to reread, analyze the characters, and come up with these incredible insights (shout out to RCF, Phoenix, Lollo, Amzad, Dean, and others!). It raised expectations sky-high. And then Krish_999 portrayed Desai as…well, not much better than Krish. A lot of us were hoping Desai would be revealed as a total villain, a manipulator, something like that.

That's just my take. Doesn't mean I didn't have my own ideas about how it should end! I actually played out some scenarios in my head, based on my understanding of the story and all the comments and feedback. I did this both before and after the last chapter came out, reading everyone's reactions.
I even imagined a scene from Meera's perspective, where she's thinking things through in the bathroom before she kicks both of them out. I wrote it out in her voice, because I couldn't figure out a better way to organize my thoughts. I'm not trying to pretend I'm Krish_999—I know my limits! I just felt like Meera deserved to have her say.

Krish_999 or anyone is offended by my below post, please let me know and I’ll delete the post.
Now, Meera’s POV that I imagined.


"What have I done?" I thought, the question echoing in the hollow chambers of my heart. "What have they made me do?" Did they see me as a person, someone they claimed to love, or just an object to be bartered, gifted, shared? I'd agreed to meet Desai, a desperate attempt to prove my love for Krish. But what had they both done to me? They'd turned me into someone I didn't recognize, someone capable of sleeping with two men.


I loved Krish. Only Krish. I'd made mistakes, slept with others, been separated from him. But I never imagined he'd stop loving me, never thought he'd push me into another man's arms. I'd been a monster with Das, doing everything to drive Krish away. Yet, he never gave up on us. Now, I'd somehow managed to make him push me away. I knew, deep down, he still loved me. He believed he was doing this out of love, that I'd have a better life, more freedom with Desai. How could I show him that he was my everything?

It all started with the train incident. I should have been honest with Krish about what happened in the bathroom, not just the oral sex. Fear paralyzed me. I was worried he was enjoy it when I started telling him about it, push me into more of those encounters, so I didn’t tell him the truth.
I loved sex, real sex, with romance. Krish gave me all of that. There was no reason to look elsewhere, but I slipped in Goa, then with Sekar. When Krish seemed okay with it, even encouraged things with Sekar, I fell into a terrible habit. After Krish slept with Sekar's wife, I should have talked to him. Instead, I walked out, misjudging the situation he was in. He'd accepted my infidelity, ashamed of his own actions. But I hurt him, then compounded it with Das. If only I'd told Krish I was uncomfortable with the cuckolding fantasy, maybe we could have avoided all this.

Desai was the biggest mistake. He pursued me relentlessly. I hated him initially, but he used his connections, tricks, manipulations to get close to Krish, then to our family. He played the reformed man, the friend, making me confide in him. I thought it was harmless flirtation, treated him like a friend, said things I couldn't say to Krish. Desai saw my love for Krish and used it against me. He started mimicking and roleplaying Krish when we were alone, doing all the things I longed for Krish to do. He created a fantasy world where Desai disappeared, replaced by the Krish I dreamed of. In that world, I shared my deepest thoughts, fantasies, fears, dreams, my Krish. Desai, in Krish's guise, listened, gave advice, eased my guilt about the train incident and everything else. Slowly, I was caught in his web, seduced by the fantasy.

When Krish said that Desai had conquered me, I almost laughed. Desai hadn't conquered me, he'd tricked and betrayed us. He'd tricked Krish into believing he was a chronic cuckold. He'd tricked me with his fantasy world, making us believe he wasn't a threat. But it was all a game for him.

I knew things about Desai. After our first time, I told Krish Desai's "size" was laughable. It was partly true. He was average, but he had penile implants that made his organ very huge. I realized it immediately and couldn't orgasm even after hours of him trying (I was also grieving that I’ve lost Krish by my foolish act). He also took supplements, claiming they were for cholesterol. He kept fit, but his stamina, size, everything was artificial. I even suspected he was sterile. For a while, I thought of using him like a human dildo, but I was no match for his cunningness and manipulations. My arrogance and naivety trapped me.

I am a superstitious person, and I should have paid attention to the signs and trusted my instincts. Our first encounter during our last anniversary was a clear warning of the bad decision I was making. We both went behind Krish's back, had sex, and were caught by others. Those men saw me as a slut, and the memory still haunts me. I should have taken that as a serious omen and stopped this dangerous game, but I blamed Krish and continued the disaster with his blessings.

The next omen was even worse when Krish fell from the balcony. I could have lost my love forever. I should have chased Desai away from our home and ended our affair and Krish's fantasies. But Desai somehow convinced us to let him stay, and he managed to get into my heart. I was too vulnerable, and he provided emotional and romantic support. It's not just men who think with their genitals—I fell for it too. At the very least, I should have seen his true nature when he confessed to banging Nidhi. I was too influenced by him and let it pass.

After Desai left, I was lost. I rejected the idea of kids with Krish, probably when he decided my heart wasn't his. I could have ended it after the concert, but I was blind, intoxicated by Desai's web.
The day after our encounter at Alphine Heights, I couldn't concentrate at work. I felt a heavy weight pressing on me, sensing something bad was about to happen. So, I stepped out alone for a coffee and met Maithrei there. As a psychiatrist, she saw something was wrong. She warned me about Desai, his games, his vile machinations. She told me not to lose Krish. He loved me, despite his flaws, and I had to help him. I went back home intending to confess to Krish about my infidelity and seek his forgiveness for the last time, but I was shocked by his reaction. Somehow, I sensed immediately that he already knew about my infidelity even before I confessed. That day, my world turned upside down, and I realized I had destroyed my own life.

Even though Krish was pushing me towards Desai, I was determined to win him back. He'd waited a year for me once. I'd wait a decade if I had to. Then I met Nidhi.

I confronted her, afraid she might take Krish from me. She told me Desai had contacted her after leaving our house. Even if they hadn't slept together, I knew he was preparing a backup plan. He was still lying.

Then Nidhi dropped the bomb. Krish knew everything about Alpine Heights, every detail. He even knew about the things I’d done with Desai. He must have bugged the house. That explained everything. Krish thought he was setting me free. In my last encounters with Desai, I'd done things, like spitting in his mouth, that were reserved for Krish. Desai had tricked me, and I'd lost myself, lost Krish. That's when I decided to play along with their plan, get Desai to our house, expose him. Desai meant nothing to me. I wanted Krish. I knew he still loved me. Even if he wasn't over the cuckolding, I'd do anything to free him from it. My body, my life, belonged only to Krish. I'd make him jealous, make him confess his love.

Desai, that manipulative bastard, had made my drink strong and intoxicated me. The warmth spread through me, blurring my resolve. Each time I tried to move closer to Krish, to bridge the growing chasm between us, I saw the raw pain etched on his face, the agony of losing me. It was a twisted, heartbreaking dance. And in that moment of weakness, fueled by the drugged haze and the desperate hope that Krish would finally fight for me, I allowed Desai to lead me to the bedroom. It was a terrible, misguided plan, a last-ditch effort to jolt Krish into action.

But instead of the dramatic confrontation I envisioned, Desai began a grotesque cuckold act, practically offering me to Krish. I can barely remember how it happened, how I allowed it. Despite my resolve to be loyal only to Krish, they corrupted me, forcing me into a three-way nightmare. The shame was unbearable.

Amidst the horror, a sliver of relief pierced through. At least it was Krish who had came in me. Not Desai. That small comfort flickered in the darkness. Desai hadn't come inside me. And even if he had, I doubted his ability to conceive. This had to stop. I couldn't let this madness continue. I had to escape, to put some distance between myself and the toxic web they had spun around me. Krish had to see what he'd done, understand that my heart, my loyalty, belonged only to him. I would wait for him. I would wait as long as it took. And if he didn't come back, I would fight for him. I would claw my way back to him, no matter the cost.

A new thought, both terrifying and hopeful, bloomed in my mind. I was fertile now. There was a chance, a real chance, that Krish had…that I could be pregnant. If I carried his child, I would have something to hold onto, a tangible connection to him, a reason to keep fighting until he returned. But I couldn't, I absolutely couldn't, let this situation fester any longer. I had to sever all ties with Desai, reclaim my life, my destiny. I had to take control.

I stepped out of the bathroom and gave a tight slap across Desai's face.


And thats how it happened!

Kudos to you , Very well written.

[bineeshm]

Bineeshm,
 
...

~RCF

Dear RCF,


You've provided a lot to read and process! I appreciate you taking the time to explain your perspective. I'm also aware of your involvement in the story from Part I and your view of the characters.

I've previously mentioned that the story is from Krish's perspective and suggested that the author should consider writing from Meera's point of view, perhaps as a mini-series (Part IV) or at least one chapter. Only then could we understand her motivations, even if she chose Desai. However, that is unlikely to happen, so we have to make peace with the current ending. However, I find the final chapters contain inconsistencies and lack sufficient justification, leaving me with several unanswered questions.

Specifically, I'm struggling with:

1. Meera's sudden change of heart after her intimate encounter with Desai at Alpine Heights.
   
   
2. Desai's unexpected and complete surrender, given his persistent two-year pursuit of Meera.
   
   
3. The paternity of Meera's child.
   

I've tried to understand Meera's perspective retroactively. Instead of analyzing the story from the beginning, I'm willing to adjust some facts and assumptions to justify the ending and make sense of the key characters' actions. I hope you understand my approach.

Regarding Meera's perceived “mistakes”, I'm not suggesting she necessarily sees them as such. She and Krish played a game, using others for their pleasure. As long as they were honest with each other, there wasn’t an issue. But when they started hiding their true feelings, insecurities, and suspicions, problems arose. Meera is now wondering where she went wrong, where she should have applied the brakes to avoid this situation. She's reflecting on what compounded her misery, where she should have recognized the issues, and what she could have avoided doing or saying to prevent Krish from feeling this way.

Regarding Desai creating a fantasy world for Meera with Krish, I believe that's the case. Desai is a master manipulator and an excellent mind reader. He understood Meera's love for Krish better than Krish did, so he focused on addressing her needs first, rather than directly pursuing Meera. Desai helped Meera realize her fantasies that she struggled to communicate with Krish. Over time, Meera became attached to this fantasy, preferring it to reality, and eventually, the "actor" (Desai) over the real person (Krish). She didn't recognize this and the unresolved issues with Krish only made her seek out Desai. Meera initially thought she could use Desai out of naivety, but Desai was too skilled to be played like that—it was his game, and he ultimately won without Meera realizing it. Her longing for Desai is like an addict's withdrawal symptoms—they know it's wrong, but the craving remains and resurfaces when an opportunity arises.

In short, I'm attempting to retroactively adjust my understanding of the story to fit the given ending, focusing on the unresolved questions from the final chapters.

[RCF]

Specifically, I'm struggling with:
 

1. Meera's sudden change of heart after her intimate encounter with Desai at Alpine Heights.
   

It’s not a sudden change, I am not really sure why you are struggling to this point, it’s a reaction to infidelity, She felt she cheated Krish, every time she couldn’t resist Desai and lets him in for her cravings but once that goes away she feels depressed with self-loathing for lack of morals, lack of enough resistance to fight Desai and cheating Krish…its not about emotional bonding that she is depressed about but lack of her will to resist Desai is bothering her more and more…on top she is comprising her love for Krish every time she meets with Desai behind his back so its natural she jumps guns, then comes back with more tears and blocks Desai. After Alpine heights, she felt she has gone too far with Desai and her cravings, so she thought of only way possible to block him for ever is to distract both of them away from Desai and that is to get pregnant, hence she suggested that the first thing when she confessed. Change of heart is to take control of her life with Krish…

  2. Desai's unexpected and complete surrender, given his persistent two-year pursuit of Meera.

He really didn’t have a choice once he swapped with Krish on that bed, he saw her getting fucked with Krish, whether it was written to give Meera a chance to prove it to him that he changed into Krish or if that was the way author wanted to end it is for us to introspect.


3. The paternity of Meera's child.
Why does everyone think seed belong to Desai? It’s clear Krish is father so there is nothing to struggle to understand this point.

I've tried to understand Meera's perspective retroactively. Instead of analyzing the story from the beginning, I'm willing to adjust some facts and assumptions to justify the ending and make sense of the key characters' actions. I hope you understand my approach.

Yes, aren’t we all doing the same in different ways since the story ended so I get why you wrote your perspective from Meera’s POV.

Regarding Meera's perceived “mistakes”, I'm not suggesting she necessarily sees them as such. She and Krish played a game, using others for their pleasure. As long as they were honest with each other, there wasn’t an issue. But when they started hiding their true feelings, insecurities, and suspicions, problems arose. Meera is now wondering where she went wrong, where she should have applied the brakes to avoid this situation. She's reflecting on what compounded her misery, where she should have recognized the issues, and what she could have avoided doing or saying to prevent Krish from feeling this way.

Yes if she truly has hidden something then there should be purpose behind it, that needed explanation, if she truly loved Krish then she needed to explain her secret meeting with him, If Krish is blaming her for her bond with Desai then she needed to explain that, but your theory that she was lost in Desai’s manipulation and his web doesn’t seem right to me simply because it would seem as she lacks clarity about her feelings about Desai and she was lost with his game, but my understanding is she absolutely has full clarity on her feelings towards Desai, she never agreed to him that she loves him, she always told him that he could get hurt one day if he goes on this path of loving her, as she will never be a couple with him, and she knows its not love, she knows her love is only for Krish…she kept telling that several times to Krish in chapter 50 but he wouldn’t listen so hence my hesitancy with your theory that she was lost in Desai’s manipulations might not be the right theory, Meera always knows what she was doing, She might have got tempted with Sex but her bond with Desai she did not even acknowledge with Krish, she only accepted to go ahead with the plan because Krish said being together will not solve their problem irrespective of Desai is in their life or not.

Her words that it’s time to see what’s in the heart of Desai proves my theory because she never cared about what’s Desai feelings for her and his love for her, as she never bothered to reciprocate with her heart until last chapter when she was tired of trying to get back to Krish. Last chapter was started with lot of uncertainty from both Meera and Krish in their minds, but your theory meant that she has clarity to end with Desai even before it began, as she met with Maithrei and Nidhi before last chapter, if that was the case her body language would have been the one driving the last chapter not Desai and also she would know how much to drink, how well to control the situation, her excessive drinking shows that she is losing Krish and she is numbing that pain and giving into the situation rather than trying to conceive a plan to expose Desai.....It’s well written and a good try from your end my friend but I agree to disagree. no offense. 

Regarding Desai creating a fantasy world for Meera with Krish, I believe that's the case. Desai is a master manipulator and an excellent mind reader. He understood Meera's love for Krish better than Krish did, so he focused on addressing her needs first, rather than directly pursuing Meera. Desai helped Meera realize her fantasies that she struggled to communicate with Krish. Over time, Meera became attached to this fantasy, preferring it to reality, and eventually, the "actor" (Desai) over the real person (Krish). She didn't recognize this and the unresolved issues with Krish only made her seek out Desai. Meera initially thought she could use Desai out of naivety, but Desai was too skilled to be played like that—it was his game, and he ultimately won without Meera realizing it. Her longing for Desai is like an addict's withdrawal symptoms—they know it's wrong, but the craving remains and resurfaces when an opportunity arises.

It’s a good theory and maybe you could be right too to certain extent though my theory from the start had been slightly different as everything that Meera did was as a reflection to Krish’s actions, as much as he portrayed to her that he preferred her to be in arms of Desai, the more she will do it to get away from the imbalance in her life to seek a balance so it kind of align with your theory to certain extent but not from Desai's standpoint but more from Meera creating that fantasy herself away from Krish than Desai creating it for her. Hence, she always says this to Krish, if you can keep yourself away from your fantasies then I can easily keep myself away from others. That was the case even in last chapter. She is addicted to sex always and the pleasure that Desai gives like every other women in this story like Nidhi, Maithrei…even in last chapter we can see that Nidhi is still drawn to Desai for sex, so my theory is not about emotional bonding though author wrote it to make us believe that there is something between these two, in reality there is nothing, she is only with Desai for the sake of sex and the bonding we see it just familiarity with a person with whom you had an intense affair for extended period of time. If Krish can let his fantasy go and become her Krish again then she won’t turn back to look at Desai…so her getting messed up in Desai’s manipulations is a no for me, for some reason I think she has clarity on her feelings with Desai , always…I don’t know why author did not clearly explain this to Krish and us readers. Anyways, I appreciate you taking this discussion further and giving a chance to put my perspective as well… thanks


In short, I'm attempting to retroactively adjust my understanding of the story to fit the given ending, focusing on the unresolved questions from the final chapters.

Yes, understood.  I am at peace with this ending, I wanted them together and we got it, so we are good.

~RCF

[amzad2004]

I would like to request Author Krish to revoke his decision to not write part 4. Instead of write an epilogue pls write part 4 on young character plot. It will help to develop your diversity writing skill. You are our Marvel studio. As like marvel studio does not end their super hero series you also should not end your super hero and heroine series. You must write 3 more parts on young character plot. Pls consider my plea. Take your time to think about it pls.

[choocha]

I find the final chapters contain inconsistencies and lack sufficient justification, leaving me with several unanswered questions.

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Regarding Meera's perceived “mistakes”, I'm not suggesting she necessarily sees them as such. She and Krish played a game, using others for their pleasure. As long as they were honest with each other, there wasn’t an issue. But when they started hiding their true feelings, insecurities, and suspicions, problems arose. Meera is now wondering where she went wrong, where she should have applied the brakes to avoid this situation. She's reflecting on what compounded her misery, where she should have recognized the issues, and what she could have avoided doing or saying to prevent Krish from feeling this way.

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In short, I'm attempting to retroactively adjust my understanding of the story to fit the given ending, focusing on the unresolved questions from the final chapters.

There is a concept and book by that name - The Tipping Point. May be Alpine Heights proved to be the tipping point for Meera, and anniversary for Desai. Krish still struggled with his inner demons.

[Paty@123]

Required an lengthy epilogue or part 4 for loose ends and unanswered questions Krish_999 sir, And there should be an update or part in the view of meera, since entire story runned in krish view