Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[RCF]

Read the comments of bro RCF to understand the story. There will be no suhagraat or 2 weeks of bamboo resort in the final chapter. Story will end at the anniversary night. Krish and Meera will get together.

There could be sex scene in final chapter but if at there is one between Meera and Desai, it will be for different reasons not for enjoyment.

[Pundit77]

Revisiting the chapter again...some questions that come up to my mind....

Does Meera and Desai really share a bond sans the sex? Desai admits that they are closest when they have sex, but what about Meera? She says there is nothing beyond sex....is it really?

The last scene in the chapter, the gestures from Desai....."Desai’s eyes met mine, and there was no warmth, no acknowledgment. He wasn’t here for me. His gaze immediately shifted beyond me".....Has Desai really changed? Or has this been a conquest for him ever since?

Hope against hope....I wish Desai turns into this angel who actually works to re-unite Meera and Krish....which means he would have to walk away from the two, which is hard to imagine....but still....hope against hope....

[RCF]

Revisiting the chapter again...some questions that come up to my mind....

Does Meera and Desai really share a bond sans the sex? Desai admits that they are closest when they have sex, but what about Meera? She says there is nothing beyond sex....is it really?

She never said its just sex, she definitely has special place for Desai but its not love. Hoping we could better clarity in last part. If it was just sex then last 2 chapters went overboard with the bond and it doesn't make sense. My personal opinion as I said earlier, she got tempted by Desai and addicted to him as he is giving her what she has always wanted from Krish in bed. Sex with bond or intimacy or closeness whatever we want to name it, by seeking that intimacy she got closer to Desai than intended, hence the bond but its not unbreakable or devastating for her. Her comment on imagining waking with Desai and thinking about him that morning proves my theory, but there could be more, we don't know it yet.

The last scene in the chapter, the gestures from Desai....."Desai’s eyes met mine, and there was no warmth, no acknowledgment. He wasn’t here for me. His gaze immediately shifted beyond me".....Has Desai really changed? Or has this been a conquest for him ever since?

No, I still think he is only seeking Meera, True love means her happiness and not his own happiness.

Hope against hope....I wish Desai turns into this angel who actually works to re-unite Meera and Krish....which means he would have to walk away from the two, which is hard to imagine....but still....hope against hope....

That would be worst ending. Desai walking out will not solve the issue.
Meera and Krish needs to believe that they can start fresh and Desai should be out of their mind through realization.Desai sacrificing would be so out of character and illogical.

In upcoming part, Meera has large role to play..She needs to convince both Desai and Krish, what she needs as well as convince themselves what they truly are, whether its change in Krish or selfishness in Desai. If at all we are getting Desai and Meera ending there is not much to write here for author.

~RCF

[choocha]

Krish to believe that Meera had complete feelings and love towards Desai is the way she has behaved since last two episodes,normally in previous episodes when Desai demanded to spit in his mouth she used to refuse, and she used to inform desai that it is only for her love krish, now since lost two tyrsts without any hesitation she is doing it, that itself is evident that how much she deeply involved in feelings with Desai, in my opinion whatever Krish is doing is correct, and for some time she has to see the real picture of selfishness of Desai then she will reliaese and stay alone, krish will nothave any companian, they may or may not come together

With all thats happened between Krish and Meera, it is hard to say what is correct and what is not correct. 
Theirs is not a traditional marriage, and have proved multiple times that they can't live in a traditional marriage, so applying those standards to say one or the other is correct has no meaning.
Only meaningful suggestion was given by Meera to go for counselling, which would have helped them untangle their thoughts, and come to an agreement on appropriate path going forward. If the house is burning, you need to first go out, and take stock of the situation, rather than stay in the burning house thinking about future. They realised their marriage became dull without Desai, and decided to bring him back, without fully communicating their hidden desires/fears, which is what a counselling would have helped them realise.

[Saradagaa]

With all thats happened between Krish and Meera, it is hard to say what is corre
Only meaningful suggestion was given by Meera to go for counselling, which would have helped them untangle their thoughts, and come to an agreement on appropriate path going forward. If the house is burning, you need to first go out, and take stock of the situation, rather than stay in the burning house thinking about future. They realised their marriage became dull without Desai, and decided to bring him back, without fully communicating their hidden desires/fears, which is what a counselling would have helped them realise.

It's true

[amzad2004]

There could be sex scene in final chapter but if at there is one between Meera and Desai, it will be for different reasons not for enjoyment.

If there is one sex scene between Meera and Desai then I will have definitely have heart attack and died. Pls request Author Krish to exclude the sex scene as you are the most respectful to him. He will honor your request. Pls mercy on me. I am not joking. I could not bear that sex scene.

[Desi Guy]

nice.......waiting for more stuff

[juman]

Bull Desai will impregnate Meera with his child on the wedding anniversary, as a parting gift Meera will allow Krish and watch them live, and Krish will wank off vigorously in front of Meera.
Females in nature always choose the most powerful male for mating -it is called natural selection, and Meera is just doing that. She submits to Desai, even giving him a blowjob and not caring even when Desai mentions that he is pissed on the flight. Meera was never so subservient to Krish.
Krish cannot match the intensity of love that Desai and Meera share. Even Meera confessed to Desai that Krish does not make her feel so full

[Minki]

Guys, the above post is like a promo of the work. It'll take a while before I'll be ready to follow up. I'm on it.

You can read  the previous parts here:

Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me as Well

Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me as Well - part II


Update: INDEX
Intro: - Page No:1
Chapter No:1 - Page No:3
Chapter No:2 - Page No:4
Chapter No:3 - Page No:5
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Chapter No 44 - Page No 184
Chapter No 45 - Page No 190
Chapter No 46 - Page No 194
Chapter No 47 - Page No 198

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[Paul5]

It's my clear cut opinion that Krish with Meera Krish can't leave his life peacefully he ever leave with infieryty complex that Desai is more capable to satisfied Meera than himself every time he can't forgeted all these things because he himself saw them on there sex time Man mind is not like computer where you can easily handle delete button if Krish wants that he live his life peacefully he must be left Meera and choose any other woman

[Harry Jordan]

It's my clear cut opinion that Krish with Meera Krish can't leave his life peacefully he ever leave with infieryty complex that Desai is more capable to satisfied Meera than himself every time he can't forgeted all these things because he himself saw them on there sex time Man mind is not like computer where you can easily handle delete button if Krish wants that he live his life peacefully he must be left Meera and choose any other woman

You're still stuck in that mindset. Yes , Krish could never be Desai , he cannot be. But that doesn't mean he is a failure in bed , in the past as well he has satisfied Meera. The problem here is that Krish recently starts to idolize Desai in bed thinking that he is the real man that could satisfy a woman. Even during sex he is trying to compete with Desai when he has sex with Meera , which he can never get to that level. He never does that with Maithrei or Ananya or any other woman because he makes love to them as himself. Krish now believes Desai is the man for Meera and he wants Meera to be with him. But Meera will make him realize even though Desai might be good in bed , she will never fall in love with him because in her heart there is only one man that is Krish. Krish will realize this truth and accept Meera devoid of Desai in his head. This will result in Krish performing better and Meera feeling satisfied. That is all that matter.

There won't be an inferiority complex because now Krish will make love to Meera as himself and for their love , not to compete with Desai or outdo him. Sex is not everything in a marriage. Meera and Krish had their fun , now they can find other methods and live a happy family.

[DeanWinchester00007]

If there is one sex scene between Meera and Desai then I will have definitely have heart attack and died. Pls request Author Krish to exclude the sex scene as you are the most respectful to him. He will honor your request. Pls mercy on me. I am not joking. I could not bear that sex scene.

Brother same here   , Worst Nightmare that too on their last anniversary (Probably) , that would be so sad. 

[DeanWinchester00007]

You're still stuck in that mindset. Yes , Krish could never be Desai , he cannot be. But that doesn't mean he is a failure in bed , in the past as well he has satisfied Meera. The problem here is that Krish recently starts to idolize Desai in bed thinking that he is the real man that could satisfy a woman. Even during sex he is trying to compete with Desai when he has sex with Meera , which he can never get to that level. He never does that with Maithrei or Ananya or any other woman because he makes love to them as himself. Krish now believes Desai is the man for Meera and he wants Meera to be with him. But Meera will make him realize even though Desai might be good in bed , she will never fall in love with him because in her heart there is only one man that is Krish. Krish will realize this truth and accept Meera devoid of Desai in his head. This will result in Krish performing better and Meera feeling satisfied. That is all that matter.

There won't be an inferiority complex because now Krish will make love to Meera as himself and for their love , not to compete with Desai or outdo him. Sex is not everything in a marriage. Meera and Krish had their fun , now they can find other methods and live a happy family.

Man , thats The Perfect Response . That is what i have been saying . Making sacrifices like Meera giving up on her lust or Krish giving up his fetish will not hold couple together for long,its only realization that their relationship matters more and they are enough for each other ,and these was all their fantasy and they fulfilled it . I hope they both realize this .  


But the funny thing is both men here feel inferior to each other , Desai no matter how many times he makes Meera cum the thought that she loves krish and only krish will forever remains in his mind that is why he is roleplaying as Krish, and i also believe he is trying to manipulate her through this act so he can take krish's place in her mind because , After the sex there is nothing desai can offer to Meera .Krish is jealouse of Desai and Desai is jealous of Krish but here Krish is better than Desai in every comparison He is just not seeing it , If i am not wrong every women in the story claimed that he is better than desai but Krish is not seeing this  .  Even if Meera choose to live with desai ,  Desai knows that she is doing this because of Krish or Krish let her go . He knows Krish still holds power over Meera. Meera though i dont believe her words now , and its not her fault there is not enough written material to back her claim that she only loves Krish , If Krish deny her she will not make a single move . Its only Krish's love for her which is making him do stupid things .

[DeanWinchester00007]

So many interesting comment and perspective .

One thing i believe why Meera and Desai relationship does not feel ideal or natural or not gonna last long because because Desai is not Ideal match for Meera , Its all the lust and eroticism between her and him makes us believe that Desai is better for her than Krish .

Why its not seem working because its DESAI , and what have been written for Desai .

But what if , In place of Desai there was someone else with clean past or Younger , charming guy , will most of us still object that Meera should not end up with that guy or not .

In last update , There was a Name which gave this Idea , ASHISH .

Ashish , what if in place of Desai it was Ashish , that meera fall in love with him , and That is why Krish leaving her . I dont think i would deny that possibility, though i feel sad for Krish but It would be still satisfying ending for Meera .

This thing always puzzled me , Why did Meera end up having sex with Ashish ? Krish never suggested him , Never imagine him or wank off .

I think the basis of conception of Ashish character was to make him as potential lover of Meera .

Because Ashish was only one of two ( if my memory served me right , please ignore if i am wrong) Men with Meera had sex because she wanted to not because Krish wanted her to , One of them was goa guy and other is Ashish .

If we read previous chapter , Meera always mention Ashish or talk about him . I think Meera was naturally attracted towards Ashish and always look for his appreciation , attention and his validation . That is why when Ashish was vulnerable Meera jumped on him and had sex with him and then again to boost his confidence she had sex with him again . But as story progressed his place was taken by Desai , But what if Ashish had stayed ?

I think Meera and Ashish would have end up in the same place as Desai and Meera .
I think Ashish was supposed to be blend of Both Krish and Desai .
Charming , loving , handsome personality like Krish and Sexual Dominating Personality like Desai .

Why Ashish ?

And also Ashish character would have been perfect counter for Desai , Because Desai admitted in story that HE FEELS INSECURE because of Ashish and Also told Meera to stay away from him ( again if my memory served me right) . I think Ashish would have made Desai feels what other husband's were feeling when they see their love ones falling for other Men, The feeling of helplessness and defeat when Desai see Meera actually falling for Ashish and He has no control or power or he dont even matter to Meera anymore would have been Perfect Lesson for Desai .
( I know Ashish was married and struggling in his own marriage etc etc ,but again that would be perfect set up for him )

That is why Ashish would have been ideal Match for Meera or What Meera expecting from Krish or What we want Krish to be in order to save his relationship or even himself .

But then again I am glad its not Ashish or some other guy but Desai , Because of Desai there is still hope for Krish , Krish is better than Desai that we can agree on that without even thinking , thats why many of us against this , But if it was some other then it would be difficult to not agree with Meera ending with some one else other than Krish .

I wish if the story has few more chapters , I do believe at this point the story has more potential and can extent upto three or more chapters . At this point where the real drama, tussle , fight , and Heartbreak starts , I dont think A single Chapter can sum up the story or to give satisfying ending . But then again its The KRISH writer . Anything can happen .

But one thing I am sure Desai will walk away without any lesson with or without Meera , He will enjoy and live his life and keep doing what he does .

Peace Out . ( again Ashish , Meera and Desai love triangle was my guess for Chapter 4 )

(Note :- Again, this comment is just an exaggeration.)  

[Harry Jordan]

So many interesting comment and perspective .

One thing i believe why Meera and Desai relationship does not feel ideal or natural or not gonna last long because because Desai is not Ideal match for Meera , Its all the lust and eroticism between her and him makes us believe that Desai is better for her than Krish .

Why its not seem working because its DESAI , and what have been written for Desai .

But what if , In place of Desai there was someone else with clean past or Younger , charming guy , will most of us still object that Meera should not end up with that guy or not .

In last update , There was a Name which gave this Idea , ASHISH .

Ashish , what if in place of Desai it was Ashish , that meera fall in love with him , and That is why Krish leaving her . I dont think i would deny that possibility, though i feel sad for Krish but It would be still satisfying ending for Meera .

This thing always puzzled me , Why did Meera end up having sex with Ashish ? Krish never suggested him , Never imagine him or wank off .

I think the basis of conception of Ashish character was to make him as potential lover of Meera .

Because Ashish was only one of two ( if my memory served me right , please ignore if i am wrong) Men with Meera had sex because she wanted to not because Krish wanted her to , One of them was goa guy and other is Ashish .

If we read previous chapter , Meera always mention Ashish or talk about him . I think Meera was naturally attracted towards Ashish and always look for his appreciation , attention and his validation . That is why when Ashish was vulnerable Meera jumped on him and had sex with him and then again to boost his confidence she had sex with him again . But as story progressed his place was taken by Desai , But what if Ashish had stayed ?

I think Meera and Ashish would have end up in the same place as Desai and Meera .
I think Ashish was supposed to be blend of Both Krish and Desai .
Charming , loving , handsome personality like Krish and Sexual Dominating Personality like Desai .

Why Ashish ?

And also Ashish character would have been perfect counter for Desai , Because Desai admitted in story that HE FEELS INSECURE because of Ashish and Also told Meera to stay away from him ( again if my memory served me right) . I think Ashish would have made Desai feels what other husband's were feeling when they see their love ones falling for other Men, The feeling of helplessness and defeat when Desai see Meera actually falling for Ashish and He has no control or power or he dont even matter to Meera anymore would have been Perfect Lesson for Desai .
( I know Ashish was married and struggling in his own marriage etc etc ,but again that would be perfect set up for him )

That is why Ashish would have been ideal Match for Meera or What Meera expecting from Krish or What we want Krish to be in order to save his relationship or even himself .

But then again I am glad its not Ashish or some other guy but Desai , Because of Desai there is still hope for Krish , Krish is better than Desai that we can agree on that without even thinking , thats why many of us against this , But if it was some other then it would be difficult to not agree with Meera ending with some one else other than Krish .

I wish if the story has few more chapters , I do believe at this point the story has more potential and can extent upto three or more chapters . At this point where the real drama, tussle , fight , and Heartbreak starts , I dont think A single Chapter can sum up the story or to give satisfying ending . But then again its The KRISH writer . Anything can happen .

But one thing I am sure Desai will walk away without any lesson with or without Meera , He will enjoy and live his life and keep doing what he does .

Peace Out . ( again Ashish , Meera and Desai love triangle was my guess for Chapter 4 )

(Note :- Again, this comment is just an exaggeration.)  

Because Ashish was a tragic character. If my memory serves correct Ashish was very hostile towards Meera in the beginning and they often had their arguments based on work. It was later we learn that Ashish had his heart broken in the past which is why he had a tough time with women. But Meera liked this vulnerability with Ashish and Ashish didn't have that "Bull" mindset , he genuinely respected Krish and even came clean to him regarding the night with Meera. 

As for Meera and Ashish going further in that , I can give you a simple answer. If they did hook up, it will be because of love and not sexual attraction. Because Ashish was a sane person  , he wasn't a bull like Desai  , neither was he egoistic or close minded like Das and he wasn't old like Sekhar. Ashish doesn't have that dominant male mindset , does he pack more meat than Krish? Maybe possibly , there has to be a reason Meera chose to sleep with him that night. And I believe the best reason is probably that Ashish by heart and behavior was a good guy.

When he did the deed , he felt regret and he apologized to Krish for doing it because he genuinly felt he betrayed Krish.

Plus I believe Meera was attracted to Ashish because he had some similar qualities of Krish. Ashish was willing to be vulnerable which Krish often does with Meera. Ashish gave her respect which might also make her feel attracted. Above all , Ashish is a good guy and not much into kinks or any other BS like that. In short , he was a normal man , which Meera might've felt like a boon considering she was stuck between a beta cuckold Krish and an alpha bull Desai. In many ways , if Meera had feelings , Ashish was hands down the best option to ditch both of these men.


Very few characters in this story has shown some level of sanity or normal mindset here and one of that character is Ashish. Which is why I believe if Meera went with Ashish , the story would've ended way sooner and we wouldn't be getting any cuckold storyline in this setting whatsoever because Ashish and Meera would've left Krish long ago.