Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[Lollobionda]

I am sorry you are hurt my friend Lollo but my below comment will hurt you more.. and I apologize..

Stop thinking with your dick all the time.. lol

You were saying to keep sex aside then why are you calling Meera a lowly bitch? Its again to do with being in an affair with Desai that means sex and emotionally getting involved....
Where is justice in that my friend!

~RCF

Dear friend,
we are talking at cross purposes!
Or you just missed the point of my comment.
I am not writing about the sex that Meera and Desai have together. NO!
When I call Meera a bitch, I do not mean it because she prefers bigger cocks and loves with Desai to fuck. Also NO!
She has developed into a bitch (for me!) in the last two chapters.

And by that I mean:

* When someone lies,
* When someone cheats,
* When someone lies in bed next to their partner/husband/wife and thinks about someone else and dreams about 
  him/her,
* When someone opens up completely to the other person, talks and discusses everything with him/her, but simply 
  closes themselves off from their partner/husband/wife,
* If someone is more interested in travelling and having a few days of togetherness for themselves instead of with 
  their partner/husband/wife, but prefers the other person and spends time with him/her... etc.

Is for me and my ‘common sense’,
a BITCH ...
Whether male or female!
In this case it applies to Meera ...


Ciao
Lollobionda

[RCF]

......................

She has developed into a bitch (for me!) in the last two chapters.

And by that I mean:

* When someone lies, - Krish lied about Maithrei..Not even confessed
* When someone cheats, - Krish cheated with Maithrei and many before.. and if you not only think about sex, he has feelings with Parvathi and Daughter Nidhi too lol , he watches their asses and boobs..that's ugly. I know its a male thing to appreciate beauty but mother and daughter both lol  wink wink*
* When someone lies in bed next to their partner/husband/wife and thinks about someone else and dreams about 
  him/her, - Krish dreams about Desai too as if he is Desai fucking Meera, Before he used to think as Shekar or Das..The trend is started by him..asking Meera to imagine him as lover in bed.
* When someone opens up completely to the other person, talks and discusses everything with him/her, but simply 
  closes themselves off from their partner/husband/wife, - That is done by both of them, Krish can talk anything to Nidhi..explain his condition but not to Meera?..will she not understand? He explains his life to Parvathi on the night when they split? Meera precisely never opens up with Krish because of his cuckold nature..Krish might have his reasons.. That doesn't mean only one is innocent here but other is a low life.
* If someone is more interested in traveling and having a few days of togetherness for themselves instead of with 
  their partner/husband/wife, but prefers the other person and spends time with him/her... etc. - That comes with over time dude...Even with Desai she is talking about her most romantic day in her life is with Krish...I guess at this point in time I better not talk to you on this story..we differ a lot.

Is for me and my ‘common sense’,
a BITCH ...
Whether male or female!
In this case it applies to Meera ...

So question is why one should be able to redeem himself by slicing Desai and why other can't redeem themselves but stay as a top tier whore lol ....Agree to Disagree! Peace!

~RCF

[abhinay67]

Dear friend,
we are talking at cross purposes!
Or you just missed the point of my comment.
I am not writing about the sex that Meera and Desai have together. NO!
When I call Meera a bitch, I do not mean it because she prefers bigger cocks and loves with Desai to fuck. Also NO!
She has developed into a bitch (for me!) in the last two chapters.

And by that I mean:

* When someone lies,
* When someone cheats,
* When someone lies in bed next to their partner/husband/wife and thinks about someone else and dreams about 
  him/her,
* When someone opens up completely to the other person, talks and discusses everything with him/her, but simply 
  closes themselves off from their partner/husband/wife,
* If someone is more interested in travelling and having a few days of togetherness for themselves instead of with 
  their partner/husband/wife, but prefers the other person and spends time with him/her... etc.

Is for me and my ‘common sense’,
a BITCH ...
Whether male or female!
In this case it applies to Meera ...


Ciao
Lollobionda

I agree with you brother, Meera is 2 faced lady.
Emotional infidelity is a bigger reason, than actual sex for the couple to separate.
She is sharing everything with Desai and hiding things from Krish and she clearly says she feels suffocated with Krish.
A partner should never humiliate other partner , she has been ridiculing Krish with Desai all along

[RCF]

I agree with you brother, Meera is 2 faced lady.
Emotional infidelity is a bigger reason, than actual sex for the couple to separate.
She is sharing everything with Desai and hiding things from Krish and she clearly says she feels suffocated with Krish.
A partner should never humiliate other partner , she has been ridiculing Krish with Desai all along

The whole reason this part is written is to have Meera develop feelings for Desai..otherwise there is no point in writing part 3 again..its same as part 1 or 2. If she simply has sex and still love Krish, it's same as part 1 or part 2.
Only hope I have since the story is not yet ended is for her to win over her feelings on Desai and reach back to her love - Krish.

Anyways, I give up trying to explain other readers. I understand every reader has their own perspective and I need to respect that and not question it. This would be my last comment for other readers. Here after I talk only to Krish_999.



~RCF

[amzad2004]

The whole reason this part is written is to have Meera develop feelings for Desai..otherwise there is no point in writing part 3 again..its same as part 1 or 2. If she simply has sex and still love Krish, it's same as part 1 or part 2.
Only hope I have since the story is not yet ended is for her to win over her feelings on Desai and reach back to her love - Krish.

Anyways, I give up trying to explain other readers. I understand every reader has their own perspective and I need to respect that and not question it. This would be my last comment for other readers. Here after I talk only to Krish_999.



~RCF

Don't get angry bro. Cool down pls. You are the most intelligent among the all readers here. You are requested to keep explain to other readers with patience. Pls don't feel bad about it. It is duty of intelligent people that explain the loop hole to others.

[RCF]

Don't get angry bro. Cool down pls. You are the most intelligent among the all readers here. You are requested to keep explain to other readers with patience. Pls don't feel bad about it. It is duty of intelligent people that explain the loop hole to others.

I am not that intelligent, I could completely be wrong and all my friends here are correct but I will make one last effort to explain and I am collecting evidence. I usually do not give up that easily

I am not angry lol ..this is not real life to be angry..its just a story. I only think whether I am reading Meera wrong all this while or not and its totally possible I might be wrong here. Anyways, We went to San Diego this holidays and I was having so much fun with family and forgot about this story for some time and its refreshing.  

Man, this story takes a toll on you, since i have invested in it since the beginning.

~RCF

[Harry Jordan]

To everyone arguing in the comments regarding who did what and which character is the worst and who is the bitch. You are all fighting a loosing fight. Because lets be honest there are no good guys here. We're reading and feeling this story through a single person's eyes so in a way we can all agree that we can all understand Krish. But we cannot say the same for either Meera or Desai since they are all POV characters. But just like all of you , why do I myself also want a happy ending for Krish?

The answer is simple. Krish is us , we are seeing and feeling the story through his eyes and deep down we are all aware that Krish was never an ideal person to begin with. Do we relate to Krish as a cuckold because we all are cuckolds? Absolutely Not!

We relate to him because unlike other characters we are aware of his thought process , his feelings , his mindset , his assumptions. But that doesn't mean he can be right all times.

Let me give you an example , in the original ending of this story in Chapter 41 when Desai convinces Meera that he loves her and wants to be with her and Meera agrees and break up with Krish. Krish is shattered as they have sex without a care for Krish's presence there. Krish believed that he truely lost Meera and that she will now only love Desai until he met Parvathy and realized he cannot just let go off her. But when he returned home and listened to the recording of last night he learned that Meera always loved Krish. She admits she walked this path with Krish knowing this was dangerous , but she believed that Krish would care for her and not push it further but he did. She simply wants Krish to move on because she believes Krish will never change as long as Meera is with him. That is when Krish realizes his mistake and he lated on confesses his feelings for Meera and she reciprocates it back. They both have done terrible things but whatever they did , they did it together. They were a team and that is what mattered to them.

The very same thing is happening here , Meera is admiiting she has feelings for Desai , but she is also admitting it because she wants to stay away from the Voyeur Krish. Even now she is not willing to let go off Krish because surprisingly she still loves him but this cuckolding kink and his voyeuristic looks are bothering Meera. And Meera believes Krish is not going to stop because he doesn't want to stop , that is what Meera believes. But last chapter showed that Krish's love for Meera dominates his cuckolding. Despite watching them have sex in that room secretly and up close , not once did Krish jerk off or he ejaculated. He was more heartbroken seeing them behaving like a couple than feel excited. This was the tell tale sign that there can be improvement in Krish's behavior , he can overcome his kink with the right push. But before that he needs to win back his Meera.


At the end of the day , we cannot relate to Meera or Desai anymore than we can with Krish because he is our eyes and ears and we are reading and feeling this story through him. And in many ways we all share our perspective that what the ideal ending to Krish should be. Some usual "Kink Shame" comments would say Meera should be impregnated by Desai and have Krish raise their kids as his own wanting to urge to label Krish as a definite cuckold. Some commentors who prefer "sex" over story would want Meera leave Krish and go with Desai so that they can feel satisfied with the reality that Meera and Desai will spend the rest of their life fucking and sucking. Other "Krish" lovers would either want Krish to break up with Meera because she is a "Bitch".

Then there is people like me who want the best for Krish. Like genuinly want Krish to amend and change his ways and let go off his "cuckolding" kink. That is the ending I want and I honestly don't care whether Meera is with him or not , but a part of me would be more happy if Meera is with him. Everytime the author states "There is no such thing as an Ex-Cuckold" it pains me , because I want to see Krish as an Ex-Cuckold. I want Krish to rise from the ground and go from the Underdog to an Achiever. I always envisioned Krish getting materialistic pleasures and fame and becoming a bigger name but still staying the good hearted man that he is. I imagine Vicky Security Service evolve and rebranded into Krish International and becoming a big empire under Krish's leadership soaring to new heights. In a way I believed that loosing Meera would make him focus on better parts in life. Or on the contrary , Meera stays with him as Krish grows and evolves into a much better person.


It's like I said , I understand many people's comments and ideas and I strongly suggest to stop making these characters good or bad because it is not that simple. Just give the author the time he needs to complete it the way he feels and after that we can judge whether we are satisfied with this story or not. One thing is for sure , writers like krish_999 , game40it and now the very recent clearlover are some really good story tellers. And I liked their stories and narration to the point that I myself am trying to dwelve into story telling with my own work which I am working on and I will sharing with you when it is done.


That being said , I request all commentors to wait and see how the author ends the story and then later we can judge it based on our preferences. For now just share your own perspectives and ideas on how you would want to story to end and maybe put forward some ideas for the author to explore.


Have a Nice Day Everyone!

HARRY JORDAN

[RCF]

As promised to give my final version on Meera

Meera’s perspective:

Like I said I could be wrong, and this is my theory in Meera’s cheating…you guys are free to disagree me. Usually, I do not take a no even from my team :  Jk, they like me as their head.
My last attempt though, you will never get it again from me for any other comments defending Meera so bear with me one last time and sorry if i annoyed any one.  

Disclaimer: Take these as substitutes to get the reference.
Krish and Meera’s marriage – Health
Krish – Sweet that’s bland.
Krish’s Cuckoldry – Watching Meera eat other sweets.
Desai – Very Sweet (Bad for health)
What does Meera miss in her life (Healthy marriage):
1. She misses great sex…
2. She misses intimacy that comes from passionate sex, Krish never was able to give her since he fell into habit of watching her having sex with others... If ever they got it, it is through imagining himself as others in his mind or as an after effect of an adventure they did together, we have even seen this case when Mr. Shekar was in their life...but Meera enjoyed it for a while because it gives her what she wants from her husband later…but now in a healthy marriage she wants it straight from her husband
3. Lately Krish and her lost chemistry…since Desai started becoming a regular at Krish’s place even before the chapters rewrite.
4. She misses that spark in her marriage which they used to have...before Desai, even though they together enjoyed many times, she wants the same feeling from her husband.
5. She wishes she had a normal life without temptations that come from Krish’s dark fantasies.
6. She wishes her Krish, instead of seeing her as his object of fantasies, sees her as his wife and love her as his wife and have sex with her as if he is attracted crazily to her like Desai not imagining her as someone who others can enjoy.(Basically How Krish enjoyed with other ladies that he is attracted like Maithrei or Ananya, He has most passionate sex with Ankita I think when they were apart)
7. She wants kids with Krish with a love life filled with passion and caring that only she has in dreams so far…

Points above 5,6 and 7 are main here…

Observation: Everything that we read above is in Desai (Sweet) and he provided her recently and made her experience it in this part 3 multiple times.

Now having listed things that she misses in her life now let’s read the last chapter again.
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“I heard Meera calculating the distance between her office and mine compared to this house and our present one. “

She is calculating the distance for her from her office and not only her but for her Krish as well from this apartment so in her mind she never plans to leave Krish. She is at that apartment to eat her fav sweet despite its unhealthy (marriage)…Let’s assume her marriage is Health, and Desai is her fav sweet just for the sake of it.

"At first, I wasn’t thinking about it," she admitted softly. "But after agreeing to meet you... it became harder to wait. So…yes... You’ve been on my mind."

She never planned it but once she is tempted, she wants to eat this sweet without Krish watching it and judging her and misunderstanding her looking at how crazy she is about that sweet.

“Do you feel the same level of fulfilment with Krish?”
Meera paused for a moment and then broke my heart. “No.”
“I should have met you before he did. I wish I had, baby.”
Meera laughed softly.

Krish wants to watch her eat sweet all the time and make it unhealthy (their marriage suffers). He made her addicted to the sweet by pushing her to eat it so he can watch it but eating sweet is causing her health a problem and she wishes to eat it with all her health intact (She wishes her fav sweet is Krish) , here is she is referring for many things in her marriage not just Krish’s dick.

"You know, one reason that I came here is to feel… free. It feels suffocating to think of always being watched, always feeling like I couldn’t breathe without Krish knowing,"

She doesn’t want Krish to see it how crazy she is for that sweet, at the same time when she eats that sweet, she is worried that Krish’s addiction to watch her eat will make him more addicted so she is constantly stressed so…she is sneaking in the middle of night to eat it until now ( At home)and in constant fear of Krish watching it from some place and so this time she doesn’t want to eat it worrying about if Krish is watching her eat it or not and get more addicted to his problem of keep watching her to eat sweet. Yet she wants to eat it with no one to judge her or no one for her to worry about it and also savor the fav sweet.

"You know, our meeting – whether it’s here or anywhere else – it’s always been a gift from him. I can’t explain it, but I know he knows about us. He’s too smart not to."

Her eating this sweet is only temporary for her and she knows she will miss it eventually when Krish finds out she is eating it with out him watching it…but her heart says Krish is still  watching it and allowing her to eat it and she feels it’s a gift Krish gave her…Here Sweet means the moments that she gets from Desai shows her the life she imagined with Krish, which she always missed in her life…and now she is just getting it as a gift from Krish for a short period…she is savoring the feeling for short period. Check above Observation on top of my comment (Desai can provide what she has always missed)

"If this is so painful for you, why not leave him? Why stay?"
Meera's reply was quick, before Desai's suggestion could baffle me. "Because I love him,"

So, if Desai is all that she needs in her marriage why not leave her bland sweet and take this her fav sweet as hers, because leaving is not an option for her. She loves her Krish. She can find that healthy sweet elsewhere or even marry her fav sweet (Desai) who can provide her the healthy marriage, but she loves her Krish, and she cannot leave him...Whether there is a good sweet out there or not but, in her heart, her bland sweet is always her sweet whether it provides her the perfect health(marriage) or not. Hence, she said, because I love him, I cannot leave him.

"I wouldn’t have come if I wasn’t attracted to you, Desai," she admitted, her words piercing my heart like a sharp knife, before she spoke further, "But it’s complicated. You’re not him, and you never will be. No need to compare."

You are not my Bland sweet (Krish), and you will never be equal to my bland sweet(Krish) but I am attracted to that one sweet which could have given me the best sweetness which will not destroy health(marriage) as well which I had always dreamed of tasting it and I am only here to savor it for a short time which could help her remember all her life how it would be if I had that perfect health with perfect sweet in My bland sweet.

"I’m sorry for dragging you into this mess. But I needed this – I needed you – to remind me of what I was missing and what I still have."

She was missing the healthy sweet (marriage that provides all the listed things above). Sweet that is not bad for health (which is only Krish, if only Krish is not only interested to watch her eat sweet but if he is interested to become the sweet, she needs).so like I said, she came here to savor the forbidden sweet.

"You haven’t lost control," he said softly. "You’re just scared. You’ve spent so much time living for Krish – worrying about what he sees, what he thinks, what he might do. You need to remember what it’s like to live for yourself."

She for once in her life thought to taste that forbidden sweet and experience how would it be, Krish pushed her to eat that sweet and once she tasted it, she experienced everything that she ever wanted in her sweet is in there but alas it’s not her sweet (Krish) but she wanted to taste it and see at least for short time…She wanted to live for herself once and taste it. In an ideal healthy life, A married women should never taste something that is better than what she has at home, if she does it then it will show her what she is missing. That’s exactly what happened to her with Desai.


"In the morning," she said slowly, her voice soft. Her eyes remained fixed on his for a few seconds before she added, "I really missed you when I woke up."

Every morning, she misses the sweet that she wants in her bed, she wishes her sweet (Krish) to have that sweetness (Desai).

“You never thought of motherhood?”
“I will. Not so soon.” She said and then added, “What about you? Thought of marrying someone and getting into fatherhood?”

She wants family out of her marriage with Krish only, and she is asking Desai about his health (marriage)…she is not planning to or never was planning to make her fav sweet as her sweet, she already has a sweet and she is ok for her sweet to be not that sweet as she wanted it to be…

“You’ve become special to me,” she said, her voice warm and full of affection.
“Have I?” Desai asked, his voice low, filled with the vulnerability of the moment.
“You have,” Meera replied, her smile widening.
“I love these moments, Meera. I love you,” Desai said.

She had many sweets in her life, but she never felt this about any other sweet, in that sense no sweet ever showed her that perfect health (sweetness needed in a marriage) and perfect sweet…. and Desai is her favorite sweet and became a special one.

Meera’s voice trembled, “I’ll do whatever you wish... oh my god; I’m losing my mind... Susheel... aaah... I’ve never met a man like you. I wish... I could make my life yours.”

She wishes she could give her life and keep eating that special sweet alas, but she cannot ignore her health(marriage) and her love for her sweet, no health means and nothing to eat even though sweet is there for special occasion.  Health is all that matters, not sweets.
Desai asked her what if you can get that sweetness with all your health intact and no problem…that would be her ideal life. She would give anything to be in that fantasy state. And she would want to live that fantasy even in dreams one day…or would die to get it in her life...

” I watched Meera close her eyes for a moment before opening them and locking them with Desai's. “I love you… Krish… Oh my God… I can’t…”

If you see, she closed her eyes and now she is not seeing Desai, she is seeing Krish in place of Desai and she is feeling and experiencing how it would be to experience what she is experiencing with Desai as with Krish, and it made her heartbeat like crazy…and what came next is not for Desai. It’s for Krish and it came from her soul.
She is imagining eating her favorite sweet and her health (Marriage) is also not getting effected, it’s a dream come true…. Her Krish becoming her perfect sweet with perfect sweetness…

“I love you… Krish… Oh my God… I can’t…” 'Krish… fill me, baby… fill me… give me a child…'

She wants child with a Krish that can give her this feeling…Hence she keeps saying to Krish no for a child. The Krish that we see now is not her Krish. Her Krish is long changed into someone else over his obsession to just watch her eat but not become her sweet to eat.

“How can you be so sure Krish would find peace with us meeting here, having sex like this?”

She is scared that Krish would misunderstand her and leave her…

Finally, Meera spoke, her voice barely audible.  “No.”
Desai leaned closer, his voice steady yet persuasive. “Then you know what to do. Give him what he wants, Meera.”
"so stop punishing yourself for wanting more."

Meera has all her life gave what Krish wanted and always worried about where Krish will lead their health (marriage) into if she keeps feeding into his fantasy of eating other sweets…but now she has tasted her fav sweet and know how eating this sweet could never destroy health, she is addicted to it. Her biggest mistake is…she knows her perfect sweet (Desai); she knows the recipe because she has tasted it. And she also dreams and hopes her bland sweet turn into this sweet, but she never put efforts (open communication) into making her sweet like this …instead she gave into only tasting that perfect sweet but only for a short time. She knows when her bland sweet wants her back she will throw this one and she considers her bland sweet as hers, whether she likes it or not. The question is now whether bland sweet wants her back or not.

If Krish can understand and make himself the perfect sweet that Meera wishes she will not hesitate to throw Desai and welcome, her own sweet with open arms.
Just like Krish sacrifices everything for her Meera, Meera all her life sacrificed for Krish. It will only take a min for her to discard Krish and find a new perfect sweet who is not a cuckold, but that’s not the point for her. She has lived all her life without the perfect sweet and ate other sweets at her husband’s request or at her own will, but she cannot live her life without her sweet.

You can see the above dialogues from Meera, and they resonate with my thinking about her and her mindset. Meera cannot live with Desai in the end without Krish, if that was not the case. She would have agreed to what Desai said about leaving him…. She won’t simply because she cannot leave her Krish as she loves him more than anything in her life. She keeps repeating her mistakes and gets hurt every time she does it, but she doesn’t want to leave her Krish, but I guess ball is not in her court anymore. Once you taste the forbidden sweet, you put your health(marriage) at risk even though perfect sweet showed you a recipe for perfect health and perfect sweetness.
We should see the Krish who pushed her to taste it , would he punish her for now tasting it with out him or if he would understand and promise her that he would become the perfect sweet in her life to claim her back or would he sacrifice her to the perfect sweet whether she would be happy or not and move on.

~RCF

[Hornytamilan23]

Hi RCF,
WELL DONE.

Your last para, very well explained the complexity of this saga.

Once you taste the forbidden fruit, more often you get the temptation to have it again. That the nature of human mind.

The fruit will be not be tastier if its not forbidden. Sometimes cheating and the fear of getting caught makes the sex much more passionate.

Once you have salt, you have to drink water. No wonder meera tasted the uncleaned salty dick of desai.

[RCF]

Hi RCF,
WELL DONE.

Your last para, very well explained the complexity of this saga.

Once you taste the forbidden fruit, more often you get the temptation to have it again. That the nature of human mind.

The fruit will be not be tastier if its not forbidden. Sometimes cheating and the fear of getting caught makes the sex much more passionate.

Once you have salt, you have to drink water. No wonder meera tasted the uncleaned salty dick of desai.

I would have agreed that the nature of having forbidden fruit would have been the recipe for cheating for many stories but not for this story.

In this story..its not the sweet being forbidden that draw Meera towards it..It was everything that she ever wished Krish to be in her marriage..Instead of finding it in Krish, she found it in Desai but she doesn't love Desai, now temptation is there but other side her marriage and her Krish are also there..She picked her temptation for short time..and put her marriage at risk. She took this step because she has always wondered how would it be if her Krish was like this..now she found it in Desai she doesn't want to leave that experience..because in her mind Krish also at some point likes it. Remember she saw Krish masturbated when she returned from Desai's room...If Krish leaves her now explaining that he hates being cuckold again in his life...Meera would be shocked and she would seriously try not to care about this forbidden sweet in my opinion but you never know, my whole theory could be wrong.

~RCF

[Harry Jordan]

As promised to give my final version on Meera


~RCF

An absolute best observation of Meera Mr.RCF. You basically see the same thing I do. People are misunderstanding the idea that Meera is falling in love with Desai , but the truth is Desai is only her addiction. Her love for Krish never changed. She wants her Krish back and last chapter showed that sign that Krish can be changed for the better. He just needs to understand that Meera loves her , and she wants Krish to be his old self. Not a Voyeur one. I have a feeling that will be the role Nidhi will be doing.

Like how in the original ending Parvathi showed him the path of redemption which made Krish to return to Meera and confess his feelings. That can happen again but this time with Nidhi. Just like the original story where Nidhi was the savior of Krish and Meera's marriage , once again it will be Nidhi playing an important role in showing Krish what he wants.

I have already shared my head cannon of how Nidhi will have sex with Krish and make him see that he didn't feel inadequate or trouble giving good sex because he doesn't fuck Nidhi with Desai in mind. Nidhi shows him that this is what Meera misses , if Krish can have sex with Maithrei , Ananya and even Nidhi now and still make them satisfy despite no Desai in his mind , then Krish can do the same with Meera. In fact that is what Meera desires from Krish always , to have sex with her with all the love devoid of any third person. Love her like he always does and fuck her like he mean it. That is the Krish Meera wants to be the father of her child. And I believe that is where we will be going. The story better end with a detailed sex between Meera and Krish where he does is well and Meera orgasms and feel happy that she found her Krish back. I want them to have sex and have an emotional orgasm kissing and sucking each other confessing their love.

[bineeshm]

Gentlemen @RCF @Harry and all, you all deserve a Doctorate for your analysis.
Really appreciate your passion and involvement with this story.
Author Krish has created such a wonderful story, characters, it made us involve so much. Kudos to all.

[Paty@123]

When is going tobe the next update plz

[Durga7777]

Update please

[XOSSIPYian]

hahahaaaahaaaa.......my my my my....comments had become more interesting now....hahahaahahaha....

jokes apart guys hold your horse please it is painful to see the relationship of readers getting sour i could understand why you all feels like it because this damn beloved author of ours, to be honest i love his writing because of the real touch he puts in the story and believe me if we readers are getting so effective with the situation then what is the condition of krish, have you ever thought why he take so long to update he himself is effecting because author lives the life of every character of his story and it is the first time he starts to explore more on other characters other than krish if we all behave like this then he do that again (rush the story to its end) the real reason readers ask him to revisit it because there are so many open questions that are to be answers.

everyone in the story has their pro and con, come call krish wimp loser etc. some call meera slut bitch etc. to be honest the part 1 is the complete story in itself but still there is an open question again that why she leaves him is it for his good or she wants the freedom from the guilt? and here comes the answer after so much of this painful journey in ch.49 where she opens her heart for first time.

it is so easy to blame and point finger on the krish/meera, but here you all are missing the thought of the author, he titled it "knowing my wife knowing me as well" because it is not the same journey it is the journey of them both and it is different from each other.

we all read it in the krish point of view, so we thought that it is their journey as a couple, but it is not.

as you all know how this story begins meera caught cheating on krish but he doen't confront meera about it till now (if i'm wrong then please correct me if i miss the update of this event unfold) beacuse he already has the fear if he confront about the cheating then he will lose meera and she get bad name and it is possible she might commit su***** so there is always a fear and still he has that fear in him till few updates before but now situation are going to be different and that is what i think everyone wants that meera express more how she feels and why she act like it because everyone knows why krish is like this (fear is not to justify his all deeds) but why she is like this it has started to open from ch.49

your all points are correct that krish become this shity person why he perform under because of excitement or stress but he always know when he ask meera is she satisfied and she always replied that she is, I was so disturbed why krish write the krish like this then i read some report on this study why a man become like this despite being a good and mentally fit the only answer is the stress of performance that put doubt on his ability, and it is also true that man become unsecure more than female when it comes to their private parts and nature.

Request to kirsh please don't rush the story take as many as update to conclude it finally it is humbly request to you my friend, like we all die one day so please let it rest this time please but don't rush it krish i know it is hard for you to revisit so much trauma again again to get in the skin of them just endure it my friend because you are not alone in this journey every reader is feeling the same pain.

[RCF]

An absolute best observation of Meera Mr.RCF. You basically see the same thing I do. People are misunderstanding the idea that Meera is falling in love with Desai , but the truth is Desai is only her addiction. Her love for Krish never changed. She wants her Krish back and last chapter showed that sign that Krish can be changed for the better. He just needs to understand that Meera loves her , and she wants Krish to be his old self. Not a Voyeur one. I have a feeling that will be the role Nidhi will be doing.

Like how in the original ending Parvathi showed him the path of redemption which made Krish to return to Meera and confess his feelings. That can happen again but this time with Nidhi. Just like the original story where Nidhi was the savior of Krish and Meera's marriage , once again it will be Nidhi playing an important role in showing Krish what he wants.

I have already shared my head cannon of how Nidhi will have sex with Krish and make him see that he didn't feel inadequate or trouble giving good sex because he doesn't fuck Nidhi with Desai in mind. Nidhi shows him that this is what Meera misses , if Krish can have sex with Maithrei , Ananya and even Nidhi now and still make them satisfy despite no Desai in his mind , then Krish can do the same with Meera. In fact that is what Meera desires from Krish always , to have sex with her with all the love devoid of any third person. Love her like he always does and fuck her like he mean it. That is the Krish Meera wants to be the father of her child. And I believe that is where we will be going. The story better end with a detailed sex between Meera and Krish where he does is well and Meera orgasms and feel happy that she found her Krish back. I want them to have sex and have an emotional orgasm kissing and sucking each other confessing their love.

Thanks Harry

In my opinion we do not need that much head cannon and recipe to repair Krish. His heart break itself will heal him from his affinity towards cuckoldry.

He is at a point in this story where he feels he lost his wife. What I commented earlier from Meera and her statements whether they match the actual theory or not, Krish definitely doesn't think that way. He thinks he lost control of his life. Once done its a temptation and weakness but repeated its a choice. So its clear that Meera chose to be with Desai and betray Krish in his opinion of course it is betrayal even if I explain differently why she did it in above comments, end of the day she is tempted and addicted to spending time with Desai. She doesn't have the will to resist him and she will continue to meet him outside, that was her original plan to keep Krish out of it and just meet with Desai but now she did it, it hurt her with guilt and she doesn't want to do it anymore and pushed by Desai, now she wants to confess so she can continue to meet him with Krish's blessing so you see she will explain that she loves Krish but she wants to meet Desai occasionally.

Only thing I couldn't figure out is why author would add Maithrei and Krish betrayal. What is the significance if not use that as a weapon for Meera to leave Krish..If that was the case then it would not be a good choice of plot and would be forced writing to make sure Meera and Desai end up together, show as if Meera finds it out and makes her choices even more prominent that she was on right path with Desai. In a different plot I would rather have Krish use this against Meera, Krish actually slept with Maithrei because of Meera, In truth he thought he couldn't satisfy his wife and that gave him so much low confidence and doubts on himself that he was pushed to enjoy with Maithrei to make himself feel better. He could argue that her mind and body does not respond to his touch and he was pushed to validate it elsewhere that he did not lose touch. Would make Meera think about her choices.

As for Krish, Like I explained, Krish always wanted to watch Desai and Meera with consent from Meera but she never agreed, Maybe this time Desai is asking Krish to give what he wants...or Maybe give details later and let him be cuckold and not restrict him..,He is manipulating Meera to let Krish be cuckold and not try to change him..But he failed to understand that Krish is now depressed and probably hate watching them and their bond forever so as far as these two are concerned his cuck nature died in that apartment. His choices are limited now, On one end he could simply stop Meera from doing this by force or threatening to leave her which is not his style, Other end he could stand by and watch her meet Desai and see her get more closer to Desai and their bond flourish more, that is also not good for him, so my guess is he will walk away from this marriage, Meera and life. Give company back to Desai and simply give Meera divorce, final letter explaining all his concerns, efforts to be her husband, how he couldn't watch her multiple times with Desai and walk out when she is not here, This could happen after he lets Meera go to Bamboo Resort and then take care of all the stuff while they are away, Would be shocker for Meera when she returns if that happens. He might even go forever with no sign of contact for anyone to reach out to him, Meera on the other hand will be devastated with her loss and will be forced to flush Desai out of her system. As Desai will remind her of her loss when ever she sees him...

Epilogue could be about their meet again after 2 yrs or some longer timeline. That's how I would end it subtle and yet effective.

~RCF

[Harry Jordan]

Thanks Harry

In my opinion we do not need that much head cannon and recipe to repair Krish. His heart break itself will heal him from his affinity towards cuckoldry.

He is at a point in this story where he feels he lost his wife. What I commented earlier from Meera and her statements whether they match the actual theory or not, Krish definitely doesn't think that way. He thinks he lost control of his life. Once done its  a temptation and weakness but repeated its a choice. So its clear that Meera chose to be with Desai and betray Krish in his opinion of course it is betrayal even if I explain differently why she did it in above comments, end of the day she is tempted and addicted to spending time with Desai. She doesn't have the will to resist him and she will continue to meet him outside, that was her original plan to keep Krish out of it and just meet with Desai but now she did it, it hurt her with guilt and she doesn't want to do it anymore and pushed by Desai, now she wants to confess so she can continue to meet him with Krish's blessing so you see she will explain that she loves Krish but she wants to meet Desai occasionally.

Only thing I couldn't figure out is why author would add Maithrei and Krish betrayal. What is the significance if not use that as a weapon for Meera to leave Krish..If that was the case then it would not be a good choice of plot and would be forced writing to make sure Meera and Desai end up together, show as if Meera finds it out and makes her choices even more prominent that she was on right path with Desai. In a different plot I would rather have Krish use this against Meera, Krish actually slept with Maithrei because of Meera, In truth he thought he couldn't satisfy his wife and that gave him so much low confidence and doubts on himself that he was pushed to enjoy with Maithrei to make himself feel better. He could argue that her mind and body does not respond to his touch and he was pushed to validate it elsewhere that he did not lose touch. Would make Meera think about her choices.

As for Krish,  Like I explained, Krish always wanted to watch Desai and Meera with consent from Meera but she never agreed, Maybe this time Desai is asking Krish to give what he wants...or Maybe give details later and let him be cuckold and not restrict him..,He is manipulating Meera to let Krish be cuckold and not try to change him..But he failed to understand that Krish is now depressed and probably hate watching them and their bond forever so as far as these two are concerned his cuck nature died in that apartment. His choices are limited now, On one end he could simply stop Meera from doing this by force or threatening to leave her which is not his style, Other end he could stand by and watch her meet Desai and see her get more closer to Desai and their bond flourish more, that is also not good for him, so my guess is he will walk away from this marriage, Meera and life. Give company back to Desai and simply give Meera divorce, final letter explaining all his concerns, efforts to be her husband, how he couldn't watch her multiple times with Desai and walk out when she is not here, This could happen after he lets Meera go to Bamboo Resort and then take care of all the stuff while they are away, Would be shocker for Meera when she returns if that happens. He might even go forever with no sign of contact for anyone to reach out to him, Meera on the other hand will be devastated with her loss and will be forced to flush Desai out of her system. As Desai will remind her of her loss when ever she sees him...

Epilogue could be about their meet again after 2 yrs or some longer timeline. That's how I would end it subtle and yet effective.

~RCF

Regardless I believe the final chapter should be longer. There is a lot to unfold and I don't think and simple touch and go approach like the recent chapters would give the much needed closure it needs.

Though I am not a big fan of your idea of the epilogue but since I feel epilogue will most likely be short and sweet. However , I always wanted a break up to make the story work but I also believe if we break up now , its either for a bad ending or the story will continued for a part 4 , since the latter isn't happening then I am not a big fan of the bad ending either. I sense to believe that Krish will deny Meera permission to go but Meera will go anyways. Krish will be devastated but later he learns that Meera went to Desai only to end it with him , to tell him that she is moving on. She believes if Krish can choose his love over his kinks and start fresh with her then she can do the same by letting Desai go and return to Krish. Desai might just be either pissed or get over it and Meera will return to Krish and they will happily rejoice. Then the epilogue will just show them living in their dream house they wanted with children and the story ending with Krish telling Meera that they finally "Know" each other now. 

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i know what will happen in the last chapter ... meera will not tell anything to krish, and goes with desai for her honeymoon to the cottages enjoy with him as her wife for 15-20 days then return back, started living normally with krish.... then after few days krish broke the news to her one day that desai met with an accident or some disease he got due to which he is dead... meera heart felt bad for it...she then tell krish all about her visit to that cottage and those endless fucking sessions in all her holes... and suddenly she feel a urge to vomit... and later finding she is pregnant with desai seeds ....and request krish to have the baby so here after a couple of years krish and meera go to meet desai parents with baby desai...

this is how the story will end lol...

[masud93]

i know what will happen in the last chapter ... meera will not tell anything to krish, and goes with desai for her honeymoon  to the cottages enjoy with him as her wife for 15-20 days then return back, started living normally with krish.... then after  few days krish broke the news to her one day that desai met with an accident or some disease he got due to which he is dead... meera heart felt bad for it...she then tell krish all about her visit to that cottage and those endless fucking sessions in all her holes... and suddenly she feel a urge to vomit... and later finding she is pregnant with desai seeds ....and request krish to have the baby so here after a couple of years krish and meera go to meet desai parents with baby desai...

this is how the story will end lol...

kya kaho, samajh mein nahi aa raha hai,,par baat aisa bhi ho sakta hai