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[hirarandi]

mera naam Seema gupta hai. mai abhi 35 saal ki hoom. mai dekhane me
theek thaak sundar hu. gora ramg. bara badan. aakarshak chehara. bade
bade tane hue uroj. maamsal jaanghe. ubhare hue koolhe. yaani ki mard
ko priy lagane waali har cheej mere paas he. lekin mai vidhava hoom.
mere paas mard hi nahi hai. mere pati ka dehaant hue saat saal hue
hem. mere ek ladaka hai.usake janm ke samay hi mere pati chal base
the.ab munne ki umar saat saal ki hai. pichale saat saal se mai
vidhava ka jeevan gujaar rahi hum. mera ghar ka bada sa makaan he.
usame mere alaawa kiraayedaar bhi rahate hem. me skool me teechar
hum..ye mere jeevan ki sachchi kahaani hai. aap se kuch nahi
chupaaugi. dara-asal seks ko lekar meri haalat kharaab thi. mene pati
ke gujarane ke baad kisi mard se sambhog nahi kiya. saat saal ho gaye.
din to gujar jaata hai par raat ko badi baicheni rahati hai. mai theek
se so bhi nahi paati hu man bhatakata rahata hai. raat ko apani
jaamghom ke beech takiya laga kar ragadati hoom. kai baar kalpana me
kisi mard ko basa kar usase sambhog karati hoom...aur takiya ragadati
hoom. man me sada yahi hota rahata hai ki koi mard mujhe apani baahom
me le kar pees daale.mujhe choome...mujhe sahalaaye.mujhe dabaaye.mere
saath naana prakaar ki kriyaaye kare. par aisa koi moka nahi hai.
maire vidhava hone ki vajah se pati ka pyaar meri kismat me nahi
hai..yu to mohalle ke bahut se mard mere peeche pade rahate hai par
mera man kisi par nahi aata. mai darati hum. ek to samaaj se ki
doosarom ko maalum padega to log kya kahemge ? paas pados
hai...rishtedaar hai..skool hai..dusare khud se ki agar kahi bachcha
thahar gaya to kya karumgi ? isaliye mai khud hi tadapati rahati hum.
mujhe to sharm bhi bahut aati hai ki ab kisi se kya kahum ki mere paas
mard nahi hai aao mujhe chodo...aap se man ki baat kahi hai. mere din
inhi paristhitiyom me nikal rahe the..inhi manodasha ke beech ek din
mere sambandh mere naukar se ban gaye..hariya, mera naukar.umra, 30-35
ki hai. gaav ka hai. pahaadi taakatawar kasarati deh pholadi badan
thoda kaala ramg badi badi mumche yum rahata saaf suthara hai. pichale
do saal se mere paas naukar hai. maine use apane hi ghar me ek kamara
de rakha hai. is prakaar wo hamaare saath hi rahata hai. usaki beebi
gaamv me rahati hai. bachche hai-paamch ! saal me ek do baar chutti
lekar gaamv jaata hai...baaki samay hamaare saath hi rahata hai.mai
skool jaati hum atah usake rahane se mujhe badi sahooliyat rahati hai.
wah beedi bahut peeta hai. ek tarah se wah hamaare ghar ka sadasya hi
hai..ek aurat ki drashti se dekhum to wah pura mard hai aur usame wo
sab khubeeyaam hai jo ek mard me hona chaahiye...bas jara kaala hai
aur beedi bahut peeta hai..yah kahaani hariya aur mere sambandh ki
hai..us din. shaam ka samay tha. munna ghar se baahar khelane gaya
tha. mai aur hariya ghar me akele the. mai gir padi...giri to jor se
cheekhi...ghabara gayi. hariya daud kar aaya..aur mujhe god me utha
kar palamg par litaaya..bibijee..kaha lagi.doctor ko bulaau
?nahi..nahi.doctor ki kya jarurat hai..wese hi theek ho
jaaugi.tab.aayodeksa laga dum.

[hirarandi]

wah daud kar gaya aur aayodeks ki sheeshi le aaya..kaha lagi hai
bataao..bibijee. usaka vyavahaar dekh mai kah di.yahaam..peeche lagi
he..pomd par.. wah mujhe ulta kar ke lita diya. aur mere pomd par
apane haath laga kar dekhane laga. sacha kahum to usaki harakatem
mujhe achchi lag rahi thi. aaj do saal se wo mere saath haikabhi usane
mere saath koi galat harakat nahi kiya hai. aaj is tarah usaka mujhe
pahale god me uthaanaphir abhi ulat kar pomd sahalaana..wo to meri
chomt dekhane ke bahaane mere pomd ko sahalaane hi lag gaya tha. lekin
usaka haath,usaka sparsha mujhe achcha hi lag raha tha. isaliye mai
chup padi rahi. wah pahale to baitha kar meri saadi par se pomd
sahalaayaa-phir kamar par malham lagaaya. malham lagaate lagaate
bolabibijee tanik saadi dheeli kar lo..neeche tak laga deta hum.saadi
kharaab ho jaayegi.mujhe to dard ho raha tha aur usaka sparsha achcha
bhi lag raha thaath mene thunakate hue haath neeche le ja kar peteekot
ka naada kheech diya..aur saadi peteekot dheela kar diya..mai to ulti
padi thihariya ne jab kaampate haathom se mere kapade neeche karake
mere pomd pahali baar dekhe to janaab ki seeti nikal gayi...mumh se
nikala.bibijee..aap to bahut gori haim.aap ke jaisa to hamaare gaamv
me ek bhi nahi hai. apani taareef sun mai sharama gayi. wo to achcha
tha ki mai aumdhi padi thi..akele bamd kamare me jawaan maalakin ke
saath us ki bhi haalat kharaab thi.kareeb chah mahine se wah apani
beebi ke paas nahi gaya tha. maire gore gore pomd dekh kar usaki
dhadakane badh gayee,haath kaampane laga. par mard ho kar itana achcha
mauka kaise chod deta ?.mere gore gore maamsal nitamb dawaai lagaane
ke bahaane sahalaane laga. dawa kam lagaaihaath jyaada phera..jab
sahalaate sahalaate thodi der ho gayi aur usane dekha ki mai virodh
nahi kar rahi hum to aage badh gaya.khulepan se mere dono kulhom par
haath chalaane laga. pahale ek..phir dusara..jahaam chomt nahi lagi
thi vahaam bhi..phir dono kulhom ke beech ki gahari ghaati bhi..jab wo
maire dono kulhom ko haath se choda karake beech ki jagah dekha to mai
to saams lena hi bhool gayi. wah choda kar ke mera guda dwaar aur
peeche ki or se meri chut tak dekh liya tha. ab aapako kya bataau us
ke haath ke sparsh se hi mai kaamuk ho uthi thi. aur meri chut ki
jagah geeli geeli ho chali thi. meri chut par kaaphi bade bade baal
the..mene apani jhaamtem kai maheenom se nahi banaai thi. mujh vidhava
ka tha bhi kaun..jis ke liye mai apani chut ko saja sawaamr kar
rakhati ? kamare me shaam ka dhumdhalaka to tha par abhi andhera nahi
hua tha. mai ek anokhe daur se gujar rahi thi..mera naukar sahala raha
tha aur mai padi padi sahalawa rahi thi. mera naukar mere guptaamg ko
peeche se dekh raha tha aur mai padi padi dikha rahi thi. yahaam tak
to theekpar jab usane jaanabujh kar ya anjaane mem mere guda dwaar ko
apani umgali se tch kiya to mai uchak padi. shareer me jaise karent
laga ho..ek dam se usaka haath pakad ke hata di aur kah
uthihaay..kya..karate..ho..saath hi haath jhatak kar utha baithi. mai
ghabara gayi thi aur mujh se jyada wo ghabaraaya hua tha. mai usaka
iraada nek na samajha kar palamg se utara padi. parantu mera wo utha
kar khade hona gajab ho gaya. kyom ki meri saadi to khuli hui thi.
khadi hui to saadi aur peteekot dono dhalakakar paavom me ja gire...

aur mai kamar ke neeche namgi ho gayi. is prakaar apane naukar ke aage
namge hone me mere sharam ka paaraawaar na tha. meri to saams hi atak
gayi. mai ghabaraahat mem vahi jamin par baitha gayi.. tab vah mujhe
ek baar phir god me utha kar palamg par daal diya. aur agale pal jo
kiya us ki to maine kalpana tak nahi ki thee-ki aaj mere saath aisa
bhi hoga. usane mujhe palamg par patakaa aur khud mere upar chadhata
chala gaya. ek pal ko mai neeche thi wo upar..doosare pal meri taamge
uthi hui thi..teesare pal wo meri taamgom ke beech tha..chothe pal
usane apani dhoti ke ek aur se apana lund baahar kar liya
tha..paamchawe pal usane haath me pakad kar apana lund meri chut se
ada diya tha..aur...chathe pal...to ek moti si..garam si..kadak
si.cheej mere andar thi. aur...bas.phir kya tha.kamare mem shaam ke
samay naukarmaalakin...aurat aur mard ban gaye the. meri to saams bamd
ho gayi thi. shareer aith gaya tha. dhadakane ruk gayi thi. aamkhe
pathara gayi thi. jeebh sookh gayi thi. mai apane hosh me nahi thi ki
mere saath kya ho raha hai. jo kar raha tha wo wah kar raha tha. mai
to bas chup padi thi. na maine koi sahayog diya.na maine koi virodh
kiya. bas...jo usane kiya wo karawa liya. saat saal baad..ghar ke
naukar se...pata nahi kya hua mai to koi virodh hi na kar saki.
bas.usane ghuseda...aur chod diya...mere mumh se uf bhi na nikali. mai
padi rahi taamgom ko uthaayeaurwo dhakke pe dhakke maarata gaya...pata
nahi kitani der.pata nahi kitani der..usaka mota sa lund meri chut ko
raumdata raha. ragadta rahaa mai behosh si padi karawaati
rahi.phir...ant aaya..wo mere andar dher sa paani chod diya...mai
apane naukar ke veerya se tarabatar ho uthi.. jab wah alag hua to mai
kaampati hui uthi aur namgi hi baatharum chali gayi. mere man me yah
bodh tha ki yah mene kya kar daala..ek vidhava ho kar chudawa li..wo
bhi ek naukar se.apane naukar se..haay yah kya ho gaya.yah galat
hai...yah nahi hona chaahiye tha. ab kya hoga ???????.mai baatharum
gayi. wahaam baitha kar mooti. mujhe badi jor ki pishaab lagi thi.
mene jhuk kar dekha..meri jhaatem usake veerya se chipachipa rahi thi.
mene sab paani se saaf kiya. itane me aur pishaab a gayi. aur mooti.
phir taawel lapet kar baahar nikali to saamane hariya khada tha.mujh
se to nazar bhi na milaayi gai.aur mai bagal se nikal ke apane kamare
me chali gayi..

(dusari baar ).us shaam mai baatharoom se nikal kar bistar par ja
giree. letate hi mujhe khumaari ki gahari Nind aayee.kareeb saat saal
baad maine kisi mard ka land liya thaa. chudaayi anjaane mem hui
thee.beman se hui thee,phir bhi chudaayi to chudaayi thee.mai to aisi
padi ki munna ne hi a kar jagaayaa..raat khaane ki mej par mai hariya
se akhe nahi mila pa rahi thee.badi mushkil se maine khaana
khaayaa...baar baar dil mem yahi khyaal aata ki memne yah kya kar
daalaa-apane naukar se chudawa li..vidhava hokar..kaisa paap kar
daalaa..raat mai khaane ke baad bhi hariya se kuch na bolee.bas
chupachaap munna ke saath ja kar apane kamare mem so gayee. so to
gayi...par meri akhom mem Nind na thi.mai do bhaagom mem bat gayi
thee-dil aur dimaag. dil aaj ki ghatana ko achcha kah raha tha.aur
dimaag buraa. mera dil kahata tha mai vidhava ka jeevan ji rahi
thee.agar bhagawaan ne meri sunakar ek land ka intajaam kar diya to
kya kharaabi hai.par mera dimaag ise paap maan raha thaa..kya
karum..kya na karum...sochate sochate mai munna ke saath leti thee.
munnaabodhko meri manodasha ka gyaan nahi thaa. wah aaraam se so gaya
tha..mai jaag rahi thee. ki darawaaje ki kundi bajee. kon ho sakata
hai.? ghar mem hariya ke alaawa koi nahi thaa. wahi hogaa. kyom aaya
hai ab ? mai chup rahi to kundi phir bajee. tab mai utha kar gayi aur
darawaaja kholaa. wahi thaa. use dekh mai jhemp si gayee..kyom aaye ho
yaha ?bibijeeandar a jaaum ?nahitum jaaoyaha se aur mene darawaaja
band kar liyaa..meri sas tej ho gayee. ma ree.yah to andar hi aana
chaah raha thaa. kya karata andar a kar ? off.kya phir
se..chudaayi.?????? ma..munna hai yaha..dubaara ? na baaba na..to kya
ho gaya is mem.sab to karate hai..ek baar to karawa li ab or kya hai ?
agar dubaara bhi karawa legi to kya bigad jaayega ? bhagawaan ne ek
moka diya hai to usaka maja le.baar baar aise moke kaha milate hai.
saat saal se taras rahi hum..mai padi rahi..sochati rahee. moka mila
hai to rukama us ka phaayada uthaa.jawaani yum hi to nikal gayi
hai.baaki bhi nikal jaayegi.achcha bhala aaya tha bechaaraa..bhaga
diyaa. use to koi dusari mil jaayegee.us ki to aurat bhi hai.tera kon
hai.tujhe kon milega ? paap he..paap he..me hi saari jindagi nikal
gayee.. thodi der ho gayi to mujhe pachataawa hone laga ki bekaar ek
maja lene ka chas kho diyaa. tab mai uthi aur ja kar kundi
kholee.darawaaje ke baahar nikal kar dekhi..o ma..hariya to wahi
deewaar se sata baitha thaa.aur beedi pi raha thaa.mujhe aaya dekhakar
wah beedi phekakar utha khada huaa. mere paas aayaa.mai jhijhakati si
haath mem saadi ka pallu lapetati hui boli...gaye nahi ab tak.. wah
mera haath pakad kar apane haath me le liyaa.apana naram naram naajuk
sa haath usake mardaana haath mem jaate hi mujhapar nasha sa cha
gayaa..mujhe vishawaasa tha ki aap jaroor aaogee. kah kar wah mujhe
apani taraf kheecha to mai nirvirodha usaki taraf khichi chali
gayee.wah mujhe apani baahom mem badh liyaa.usake chode seene se lag
kar mai jawaani ka anokha sukh pa gayee. mai us ke seene mem apana
chehara chupa bol padee..hariya mujhe dar lagata hai...-dar kaisa
beebeejee. wah meri peeth par baahom ka bandhan sakht kar diyaa..mai
kasamasaaee..ek mardaane badan mem bamdhana bada hi sukhad laga raha
thaa..koi dekh lega na..
kramashah.........

[hirarandi]

yaha ghar ke ghar mem kon dekhane aayega beebeejee.wah apani baahom ka
bamdhan sakhta kiyaa..mai sharamaate hue usaki chodi chaati mem mumh
chupa lee..munna to hai naa..-are wo to abhi chota hai..wo kya jaanata
hai abhee..mai usaki baahom ke ghere mem kasamasaayee..aur jo kuch rah
gaya to.mai vidhava kya karumgi ?kya ? wah kucha samajha nahi.yahi.mai
jhijhakee..kah na paayee.rukee.sas lee. kahee..arare raam.kahi mai pet
se rah gayi to... hariya ke dwaara garbhavati hone ki baat se hi mujhe
jhurajhuri a gayee.jise usane saaph mahasus kiya..mere jawaan jism ko
baahom me jakada aur peeth par haatha phiraata hua bolaa..bibijee yadi
aisa ho jaaye ki bachcha na hoy to. mai us ki baahom ki garami mahsoos
karati hui budabudaai.kya aisa ho sakata hai ?samajho ki aisa ho chuka
hai..mai nazar uthaai..use dekhee. wah mumcho mem muskara diyaa..abhi
pichali baar chah mahine pahale jab mai gav gaya tha na to mene
aapareshan karava liya thaa..mai us ki chaati mem naak ragadee..kaisa
aapareshan ? yahi..bachche bamd hone kaa.-haay mujhe to bataaya hi
nahi.ab aap ko kya bataata beebeejee...pach bachche to ho gaye.jab bhi
gav jaata hum ek bachcha ho jaata hai...us ke kahane ka dhmg aisa tha
ki.mujhe hmsi a gayee. mujhe hamsata pa usane mujhe aisi jor se
bheecha ki mere uroj usake seene se dab uthe..aur phir wah aaturata se
mere pichawaade par haath lagaaya to mai chihumk kar kah
uthee..hariya..yaha nahi.. mera ishaara samajh hariya mera haath pakad
kheechata hua mujhe apane kamare mem le gayaa. aur mai usake saath
bina na nukur kiye chali gayee. hariya ka kamaraa...mere hi ghar ka ek
kamara thaa. us mem ek khatiya bichi thee. ek kone me mori bani thi.
aur dusare kone mem ek aaliya tha jisamem bhagawaan biraaje the.
kamare mem pahumchakar to mere pav jaise jam se gaye. mai ek hi jagah
khadi rah gayee. tab wah wahi mujhe apani balishta bhujaao mem badha
liyaa.mai chupachaap us ke seene se lag gayee..aap bahut khubasurat ho
beebeejee.wah badabada uthaa.usake haath swatantrata se meri peeth par
ghumane lage. mai khadi kuch der to usaki sahalaawat ka aanand leti
rahee.mujhe bahut achcha lag raha thaa.saat saal baad kisi mard ka
sparsha mila thaa. phir mai kunamuna ke bolee..hariya darawaaja laga
do..-are bibijee yaha kon aayega...-uhum.tum to laga do.. wah ja kar
darawaja laga aayaa. aake mere ko pakadaa.mai
bichakee..hariya..laait..-bibijee rahane do na.andhere mem kya maja
aayega.wah mujhe baahom mem badhaa.mujhe sharam aati hai naa.. wah na
sunaa. bas peeche haath chalaata raha. mai thodi der baad phir
kunamunaaee..laait bamd karo naa. tab wah beman se laait band kiyaa.
kamare me andhera ho gayaa. andhere band kamare me mai abhi thodi si
chen ki sas bhi na li thi ki wah mujhe pakad kar khatiya par patak
diyaa.aur khud mere saath a gayaa..mera dil jorom se dhadak raha thaa.
ab phir se chudane ki ghadi a gayi thee. wah mere saath gutham gutha
ho gayaa.

[hirarandi]

us ke haath meri peeth aur kulhom par ghumane lage. mai us se aur wo
mujhase chipakane lagaa. mere stan baar baar us ke seene se dabaaye.
us ki bhi sas tej thi aur meri bhee. mujhe sharam bhi bahut a rahi
thee. mera usake saath yah dusara moka thaa. ath mai jyada ektiv paart
na lee. bas chupachaap padi rahee jo kiya usi ne kiyaa aur kya kiya ?
are bhaaiwahi kiya jo aap mard log ham auratom ke saath karate ho.
pahale saadi utaaree phir peteekot ka naada dhumdhaa..kheecha..dono
cheeje tago se baahar...mai to kahati hi rah gayee..are kya karate
ho..-are kya karate ho.. wo to sab kheech khach ke nikaal diyaa. phir
baari aayi blaauj kee.wo khula..mai to us ka haath pakad
lee..nahi...yah nahi.. par wah kya sune ?.ulte pakada pakadi mem usaka
haath kai baar mere mammom se takaraayaa. abhi tak wah mere mammom ko
nahi pakada thaa. blaauj utaarane ke chakkar me usaka haath baar baar
mere mammom se chua to bada hi achcha lagaa. aur phir jab usne meri
baadi kholi to meri dasha bahut kharaab thee. sas bahut jor se chal
rahi thee. gaal gulaabi ho rahe the. dil dhad dhad karake baj raha
thaa. shareer ka saara rakta bah kar neeche guptag ki taraph hi bah
raha thaa. usane mere saare kapade khol daale. mai raat ke andhere mem
naukar ki khatiya par namgi padi thee..aur phir andhere me mujhe
sarasaraahat se laga ki wah bhi kapade utaar raha hai. phir do
mardaane haathom ne meri tage utha dee.ghutano se mod dee. choda dee.
kuch garam saa-kadak samardaana amg mere guptag se a tikaa. aur jor
laga kar apana raasta mere andar banaane lagaa. dard ki ek teekhi
lahar si mere andar daud gayee. mai apane hothom ko jor se bheech kar
apani cheekh ko baahar na nikalane dee. shareer aith gayaa..mai bistar
ki chaadar ko mutthi mem jakad lee. wah ghusata gaya aur mai use apane
andar samaati gayee. sheeghra hi wah mere andar pura land ghusa kar
dhakke lagaane lagaa. mard thaa. taakatawar thaa. pahaadi thaa. gav ka
thaa..aur sabase badi baat.pichale chah mahine se apani beebi se nahi
mila thaa. use shahar ki padhi likhi khubasurat malakin mil gayi to
mast ho uthaa. jo iksath baasatha kari to mere liye to sambhaalana
kathin ho gayaa. bahut jor jor se pela kambakta ne..mere paasa aur koi
chaara bhi na thaa. padi rahi pelawaati rahee. hariya ka land dusari
baar meri chut mem gaya thaa. bahut mota sa.kada kada..garam
garam..roj mai kalpana karati thi ki mera mard mujhe aise chodega
waise chodegaa. aaj mai sachamuch chudawa rahi thee.
vaastavik..sachchi ki chudaayee.mard ke land ki chudaayee..na to wah
mere mammom ko haath lagaayaa. na hamaare beech koi chuma chaati huee.

bas ek mote land lund ne ek vidhawa chut ko chod daalaa..aur phir jab
khushi ke pal khatam hue to wah alag huaa. apana dher sa veerya vah
mere amdar choda thaa. pata nahi kya hoga meraa.sochati mai utha
baithee.aur namgi hi daud kar kamare se baahar nikal gayee. baatharum
to mai ja kar mene apane kamare me kee. bahut sa veerya mere jagho aur
jhatom par lag gaya thaa.sab mene paani se dho kar saaph kiyaa...

(Agale Din).subah jab mai uthi to badan buri tarah tut raha tha. beete
kal mene apane naukar hariya ke saath suhaagaraat jo manaayi thi. mai
roj ki tarah skool gayi. khaana khaaya..shaam ko pados ki misej varma
a gayi to unake saath baithi. saara ruteen chalabas jo nahi chala wo
yah tha ki mene saara din hariya se nazarem nahi milaayi. raat ko
khaane ke baad jab mai rasoyi me gayi to wah vaheem tha. mera haath
pakad kar bola.bibijee raat ko aaogi na.. mere to gaal sharam se laal
ho uthe. haath chuda kar chali aayi. raat munna ke so jaane ke baad
bhi meri aamkhom me neemd nahi thi. bas hariya ke baare me hi sochati
rahi. kareeb ek ghanta beet gaya.usane intazaar kiya hoga. mai nahi
gayi to wahi aaya. darawaaje ki kundi kya baji mera dil baj utha.
maine dhadakate dil ko saadi se kas kar darawaaja khola.wahi
tha..bibijee..mai andar aaum ?.mai na me garadan hilaayi to wah mera
haath pakad kal ki tarah kheechata hua apane kamare ki or le chala.
mai vidhava apane naukar ke land ka maja lene ke liye usake peeche
peeche chal di. us raat hariya ke kamare me meri do baar chudaai hui.
puri tarah saare kapade khol kar...mai to na na hi karati rah
gayi..wah meri ek na suna. wo bhi nmgamai bhi namgi. andhera kar ke.
naukar ki khatiya par. wahi taamge utha karkal vaale aasan se..ek baar
se to jaise us ka pet hi nahi bhara. ek baar nipatane ke thodi der
baad hi khada karake dubaara ghused diya. bahut saara veerya meri chut
me choda. par na mere mammom ko haath lagaaya na koi chumma chaati
kiya. bas ek pahaadi land shahar ki pyaasi chut ko chodata raha. jab
chud li to kal ki tarah hi uthakar chupachaap apane kamare me a gayi
us raat jab mai soi to maine manthan kiya..sukh kaha hai. takiya daba
ke kalpanik chudaayi me yaa hariya ke pahaadi mote land se vaastavik
chudaayi me. vidhava hu to kya mujhe land se chudawaane ka adhikaar
nahi hai ? jindagi bhar yum hi tadapati rahu ? nahi..mai hariya ka
haath pakad leti hu. naukar he to kya hua. kya usake man nahi hai ?
kya wah mard nahi hai? usame to aisa sab kuch hai jo aurat ko chaahiye
padata hai. phir ? naukar hai to kya hua ? mard to hai. swaabhaav
kitana achcha hai. pichale do saal se mere saath hai kabhi shikaayat
ka mauka nahi diya. are yah to aur bhi achcha hai. ghar ke ghar
me.kisi ko maalum bhi na padega. samaaj ne shaadi ki samstha kyom
banaayi hai? taakiland chut ka milan ghar ke ghar me hota rahe. jab
land ka man ho wo chut ko chod le aur jab chut ka man aaye wo land se
chuda le. har wakt dono ek dusare ke liye avelebal rahem. ab maan lo
mai koi mard baahar ka karati hu to kya hogaa wo aayega to pure
mohalle ko khabar lag jaayegi ki Seema ke ghar koi aaya hai. raat bhar
to wo haragij nahi rah sakega. us ki khud ki bhi femili hogi. hamesha
ek dar sa bana rahega. is se to yah kitana achcha hai. ghar ke ghar me
pura mard chaaho to raat bhar maja lo..kisi ko kya pata padata ki tum
apane ghar me kya kar rahe ho. phir is ki femili bhi gaamv me hai. yah
to gaamv vese bhi saal chah maheene me jaata hai. un logom ko bhi kya
phark padata hai ki hariya yahaam kisake saath maje lut raha hai..to
mai kya karum ?.theek hai- ho gaya jo ho gaya..bhagawaan ki maraji
samajh kabul karati hu..lekin hariya bhi kya ise kabul karegaa?.use
kya chaahiye ?.mujhe maalum hai mard ko kya chaahiye hota hai jo use
chaahiye wo mai use dumgi to wah kyom mana karega bhalaa?.wah bhi to
bina aurat ke yahaam rahata hai.us ka bhi to man karata hoga. man to
karata hi hai tabhi to kal bhi choda aur aaj phir a gaya..yadi mere
jaisi sundar aurat is se raaji raaji se chudaayegi to kyom nahi
chodega bhala ?.dekhate hai aage kya hota hai mere bhaagya me mard ka
sukh hai ya nahi..

[hirarandi]

agala din meri jindagi ka khubasurat din tha. mai phesala le chuki
thi. mai hariya se sambandh kaayam rakhugi. jawaani ke maje lumgi.
subah se mene apane roj ke kaam me man lagaaya..nahaate me mene apani
chut ko saabun laga laga kar khub saaf kiya. baad me apani jhaamtadaar
chut ko khub paavadar lagaaya. chut par haath lagaate hue mujhe hariya
ka hi dhyaan aaya. ab tak yah chut hariya ke lund se do dinom me chaar
baar chud chuki thi. ab yah chut hariya ki chut hai..dopahar mai skool
gayi. shaam ko ghar ka dusara kaam kiya. khaane ke baadmai munna ko
lekar apane kamare me a gayi. mujhe intazaara tha ki munna so jaaye to
kuch ho. munna so gaya to socha mai khud hariya ke paas chali
jaaum.phir man me aayadekhu to sahi aaj hariya ki kya riekshan rahati
hai.wah intarested hoga to apane aap aayega. mere kaam sukh ka aage ka
bhavishya usake aane, na aane par hi nirbhar rahega. mai intazaar
karati rahi... mera intazaar vyarth nahi gaya. bhagawaan mujh par
prasanna tha. thodi der baad kumdi khadaki..mera man naach utha. meri
khushi ka thikaana nahi tha.mai to utha kar seedhi devi ma ke
simhaasan ke paas gayi aur unako haath jod kar namaskaar ki ki he ma
mera sab kaam achche se karana.mujhe kisi cheej ki kami nahi hai.ghar
hai,naukari hai,bachcha hai...bas mard nahi haimard ka land nahi
hai.so ab aapane samyog banaaya hai..ise theek se nibhaane dena. itani
der me to kundi dubaara khadak gayi. mene ja kar darawaaja
khola.hariya saamane tha. use saamane pa kar mai na jaane kyom sharama
uthi..so gayi thi beebi ji..usane bade pyaar se pucha..mujhase to mumh
se bol hi nahi phuta. bas na me gardan hila di. tab...hariya..mera
naukar..mujhe haath pakad kal ki tarah hi apane kamare me le gaya.

[hirarandi]

usake saath jaate jaate mera dil kal se bhi jyada jor jor se dhadak
raha tha. is ghadi ka to mai shaam se intazaar kar rahi thi. wahaam.us
ke kamare me..jab wah mujhe pakad kheechane laga to mai chitak kar bol
uthi.darawaaja..wah chupachaap ja kar darawaaja laga aaya..to mai
saadi ka pallu umgali par lapetate hue kahi.har.r.riya..la..i..t. wah
chupachaap ja kar laaeet bujha kamare me andhakaar kar diya.aur paas a
kar mujhe pakada to mai khud usake seene se lag gayi. wah wahi khade
khade mujhe sahalane laga..wah meri peeth par haath phera..peeth se
kamar par aaya.aur phir neeche pomd tak pahumch gaya. aapase sach
kahati hu usake dwaara apane pomd sahalaaye jaane se meri saams
dhokani ki tarah chalane lagi thi. wah khade bahut der tak mere
pichawaade par apana haath pherata raha. usake is tarah haath pherane
se hi mai to geeli ho uthi. aur buri tarah us ke seene me ghusane
lagi..mera gala sukh gaya tha.khade rahana mushkil ho raha tha. aisa
lag raha tha mai behosh ho kar hi gir padumgi. usi haalat me wah mere
kapade utaarane laga to meri haalat aur kharaab hogayi. us ne khade
khade hi andhere band kamare me mere saare kapade khol
daale..saadi.1.peteekot...2.blouse..3.aur ant me bra.4.aapaki
jaanakaari ke liye bata du ki waise skool jaate samay to mai penti
pahanati hu par ghar me rahati hu to utaar deti hu.

aur raat me bhi mai to saadi blaauj me hi soti hu.meksi nahi pahanati
hu..to.mai ek dam namgi ho kar bahut sharamaayi.wo to achcha tha ki
andhera tha. phir pal bhar wo alag hua aur apane kapade khol diya. ab
jo mujhe khade khade apani baahom me liya to wo pal mere liye bahut
aanamd daayak tha. bahut anokha. ek dam alag..namga wonamgi mai.dono
ek dusare se khade khade chipak gaye. wahi mujhe baahom me bheechamai
to bas chupachaap usake seene se lag gayi.mere to sharam ke maare
haath hi na uthe ki use apani baahom me bhar lum. bahut achcha lag
raha tha. wah isi haalat me jab mere pichawaade par haath phiraaya to
bas mujhe laga mai khade khade hi moot dumgi. chut me ajeeb tarah ki
surasuri ho rahi thi. tabhee wah mujhe andhere me khatiya par lita
diya..aur mere upar chadh kar meri taamgom ko utha diya. agale hi pal
usaka mota lund meri chut se a kar ada..aur dabaav ke saath andar hone
laga. mujhe jaamgho ke beech tej dard hua. meri chut mote lund ke
dwaara chodi ki ja rahi thi. mai bistar me pade pade tadap uthi. puri
prawesh kriya ke dauraan mene ek baar karaah ke
kaha.ha..ri..yaaaaaah...dheere..par yah nahi kaha ki hariya mat karo.
aaj meri manhsthiti dusari thi. aaj to mai khud chudawaana chaahati
thi. maine khud apani taangom ko phela kar usaka lund andar karawaaya.
wah andar ghusa chuka to bola..bas beebi ji...ho gaya..lekin ghusa kar
ruka nahi.bas dhakke lagaane shuru kar diye. ab lund andar jaayebaahar
nikale.mai padi padi thusakati jaaum. umhuk..umhuk..umhuk.andar-
baahar.andarbaahar.umhuk..umhuk..umhuk.hariya ne thodi hi der me wo
maja la diya jo mere naseeb me tha hi nahi.jisake liye mai hamesha
tarasati rahati thi. wo maja mujhe takiya laga kar kabhi nahi aata
tha. umhuk..uhumk.umhuk. khatiya ko hilata hua mai saaph saaph mahasus
kar rahi thi. umhuk..uhumk.umhuk. jab usaka mota sa lund andar jaata
tha to mere mumh se apane aap thusakane ki aawaaj nikalati thi. is
tarah kamare me raat ke andhere me do aawaajem badi der tak gumjati
rahi.khatiya ki char char aur meri umhuk um. aur.phir...achche kaam ka
amt to hota hi hai. meri chudaai ka bhi amt hua. wah jhada..ek
dam..achaanak se.phorsaphul..veerya ka phawwaara meri chut me chut
pada. us samay ke lagane waale jhatake bade hi adbhud the.pahale mera
is aur dhyaan hi nahi gaya tha. lundjo ki lohe ki raad ki tarah sakht
thaa-mere andar aisi jor jor se tunaka ki bas pucho mat. usaka
phoolanajhataka lenaaur phirveerya chodana mahsoos kar mai khushi se
paagal ho uthi. aur usi pagalapan me jaanate hai kya hua ?.mera khud
ka skhalan ho gaya. gauratalaba hai ki pichali chudaayeeyom me mera
apana dischaarj nahi hua tha.yah meri aaj ki maanasik awastha ka
parinaam tha ki mai aaj dischaarj hui. ek dam badan dhooja..kampakapi
aayi..aur.meri chut paani chod baithi. mai to behaal...usi awastha me
mujhe na jaane kya soojha ki mai hariya ko pakad kar apane upar gira
li.usake gale me baahe daal di.buri tarah lipat gayi. bekhudi me mere
hoth kah uthe..ha..ri..ya.mere..ra..ja. wah jhad chuka tha. usi
awastha me apana lund mere andar daale hairat se bol pada.raaja ??

aapane mujhe raaja kaha bibijee... mai us se aur jor se lipat gayi aur
jor jor se saamse lete hue boli..ab to tum hi mere sab kuch ho
hariyaaaaaaaaa..is bhaawana ke aate hi mera aur skhalan ho utha. chut
me se paani chuta to mai apane upar sawaar naukar se aur kas kar lipat
gayi. bas yahi jawaani ka sukh tha. wah bhi mujhe andhere me jor se
baahom me jakad liya. dono ke man me bas yahi bhaawana thi ki hame koi
ek dusare se juda na kare. jaldi to koi thi nahi. dono ghar ghar ke
ghar me the. dono isi awastha me bahut der tak pade rahe. lund raam
meri chut me hi dale rahetab takjab tak kidheele ho kar khud hi baahar
na nikal aaye. tab jab bahut der ho gayee aur usake mujh par se
utarane ke koi aasaar na dikhe tab mai neeche se kunamunaai.use uthane
ka ishaara di. tab ja ke wah mujh par se utha.

mai bhi uth baithi.

[hirarandi]

khatiya se utar kar jaane lagi to wah mera haath pakad liya..jaane do
na...ab kya hai.mai dheere se boli.abhi mat jaao na bibijee..abhi man
nahi bhara. wah saralata se bola..sach kahe to man to hamaara bhi nahi
bhara tha. par mujhe baatharum a rahi thi.ath usaka haath chuda dheere
se boli.chodo na..mujhe pishaab a rahi hai.to yahi mori par kar lo
na..wahi paani bhi rakha hai..mai samajh gayi ki abhi ye mujhe chodane
ko taiyaar nahi hai. mai andhere me tatol tatol kar kamare me hi ek
kone par bani mori pe gayi. baithate hi mera to aisi jor se peshaab
chuta ki mai khud hairaan rah gayi. ek dam tej surraati ki aawaaj
nikali to mai khud par hi jhemp gayi.hariya bhi kamare me tha.sun raha
hoga.wo kya sochega.par kya karatimajaboori thi.mere to peshaab aise
hi joradaar aawaaj ke saath nikalata hai. peshaab karane ke baad mene
baalti se paani le kar apani chut ko dhoya. aur andhere me hi
ladkhadaati hui waapas khatiya ke paas aayi to hariya ne pakad kar
phoran apani bagal me leta liya.. namga wahnamgi maibas lipat kar maja
hi a gaya. us ke chode seene me ghus kar mai saare jaha ka sukh pa
gayi.upar se wo peeth aur kamar par haath pherane laga to sone me
suhaga ho gaya. mene khub chipak chipak kar usake sparsh ka aanand
liya. jab mai hariya ke saath thodi kamphartebal ho gayi to mene hi
baat chedi..hariya..mujhe dar lagata hai..-kaisa dar bibijee.- mai
kuch nahi boli,bas us ke chode seene me naak ragad di..wah mere koolhe
par haath le gaya.thapathapaaya..darane ki kya baat hai beebi jee,
aurat marad ka to joda hota hai.ya mai naukar hu,is liye.. mai ek dam
jor se us se lipat gayi..aisa na kaho,hariyaaaa..wah mere koolhom par
haath chalaaya..phir.kya aapaki jindagi me aur koi mard hai ?.mai
andhere me aur jor se us se lipat gayi.. nahi.dhat...tum bhi to ho
mere saath do saal se...hota to kya tumako nahi dikhata ? mai ulta
sawaal ki.mujhe to nahi dikha..mai us ki baahom me kasamasaai..nahi
hai...mujh vidhava ko kaun pasand karega reh..- aapako kya pata
bibijee aap kitani khubasurat ho.-mujhe to bahut dar lagata
hai..hariyaaaaa.mai us se chipak gayi.kyom darati ho..bibijee.sab koi
to karate hai yah kaam.

wah mera daamya kulha pakad ke dabaaya..mera naram maamsal kulha..us
ka khuradura kada haath..kaambeeneshan achcha tha. pahale to sirf
sahala raha tha,jab us ne dekha ki mai koi virodh nahi kar rahi hu to
dabaane bhi laga. mere kulhom ke maams ko daba kar laal kar diya
kambakta ne.par mujhe lag bahut achcha raha tha. mai apani baamh usake
gale me daal kar lipat gayi. aur apane mammom ko us ke seene me dab
jaane di..kahi kuch ho gaya to badi badanaami ho jayegi rehhh...-kuch
nahi hoga bibijee.kaha to tha..aapareshan karawa liya hu.sunate hai
aapareshan phel bhi to ho jaata hai...mene apane man ki shamka
bataayi.to...wah mere jawaan kulhe ka maja liya.to kya..are baaba
aapareshan phel ho gaya to mujh vidhava ka kya hoga bhala ?.wah jor se
mujhe jakad ke mere kulhe ka halawa bana
daala..beebeejeeeeeeeei...mere hote hue aap kaahe ki vidhawa.kaho to
subah mandir me shaadi kar lete hai.. ab chaukane ki baari meri thi.
ye to mere liye seereeyas hai. itana seereeyas..shaadi karana chaahta
hai mujh se.aisa anokha praposal mujhe apani saari jindagi me nahi
mila tha. mere to sunakar hi romye romye khade ho gaye.pure badan me
ajeeb si khushi ka ahasaas ho raha tha..tum.tum..to shaadi shuda ho
na.-to kya hua bibijee.ek marad ki do aurate nahi hoti hai kya ?.o
ma..ye to bade bulund khyaal ka dikhaayi padata hai. mai man me
sochi.shaayad devi maata meri sahaayata kar rahi thi. mai us ki baahom
me ithala kar bol padi..mujh se shaadi karoge ? itani pasamd hu mai
?bahut...bahut..aap bahut jyaada khubasurat ho bibijee. pata hai yaha
pure mohalle me aap se jyaada sumdar koi nahi hai..aur wo mere kulhe
ko masal daala..hamaare gaamv me to aapake jaisi gori ek bhi aurat
nahi hai.aur wo tumhaari aurat ?..devaki...? mujhe us ki gaamv waali
aurat ka naam pata tha.are..wo kya kha kar aapaka mukaabala karegi.wo
to aapake paamv ki dhul bhi nahi hai bibijee..apani taareef sun kar
mujhe bahut achcha laga. usi chakkar me mai phir se garam ho gayi. aur
us se lipatane lagee jor jor se saams chodane lagi. meri uttejana ki
ye haalat dekh hariya phoran mere upar chadh aaya. us ka lund to pata
nahi kab ka khada ho chuka tha. bas mere upar sawaar ho meri taamge
utha di. abaki baar to mene khud bhi sahayog karate hue apani taamgom
ko moda. tab usane andhere me hi apana khada lund meri baalom bhari
chut se tulaate hue kaha...bolo phir.kya kahati ho.karani hai kal
shaadi ?.ek to chut par khade lund ki ragadan aur upar se shaadi ka
praposal..mere to chakke chut gaye. bas kah kuch nahi paayi.usake dono
haathom ko apane dono haathom se pakad kar daba li. wah kuch na bola.
shaayad meri haalat samajh raha tha. bas...dhakka laga kar lund mere
andar ghusa diya.

[hirarandi]

andar pahale ka paani bhara tha. aur mai dubaara geeli bhi ho rahi
thi.lundaraaj aise ghuse jaise makkhan me churi. lekin churi to churi
hoti hai. rokate rokate bhi mere mumh se seetkaar nikal padi. andhera
band kamara meri jor ki seetkaar se gumj utha..seeeeeeee.badan kada
pad gaya. bistar ki chaadar haathom se pakad noch li. usane to ek hi
dhakke me pura lund jad tak andar ghusa diya. jab ghus gaya to mene
yah soch kar ki yah kahi abhi ka abhi shuru na ho jaaye-use apane upar
gira liya.aur us ke gale me baahe daal di. aur aur achaanak mujhe na
jaane kya huaa ki mai ro padi. subak subak kar ro padi. raat ke
andhere me...hariya ki khatiya par..ekadam maadarajaat namgi.hariya ka
mota lund apani chut me phul ghusawaaye hue.mai jor jor se ro rahi
thee bechaara hariya to hakka bakka rah gaya..wah apana lund to nahi
nikaalaa-par lund ko chut me sthir kar baar baar puchane laga.kya hua
bibijee. mai bahut der tak roti rahi.wah chupachaap lund ghusede mere
baalom me umgaleeya phiraata raha. jab mai thoda naaramal hui to
subaki bhar us se boli..mujhe chod ke mat jaana hariya...-mera
tumhaare siwa koi nahi hai...aap bilkul mat daro bibijee..mai aapako
kyom chodumga.mujhe aapake jaisi sundar aurat kaha milegi.mujh par
bharosa karo bibijee..aur jaanate hai kya hua..?.hariya ne khachaak se
apana lund meri chut se kheech liya. utha. khaat se utara. mujhe haath
pakad kar uthaaya. kheech ke mujhe deewaar ki taraph le gaya.
aur.khat..awaaj ke saath kamare ki tyub laaeet jal uthi. aajeeb
drashya tha. mai aur wo dono maadarajaat namge the. us ka mota sa
kaala lund abhi bhi tan kar khada tha.mere aage lakadi ke dande jaisa
jhul raha tha..ek dam kaalamotalamba.usame teenom hi khubeeya thi.itta
bada lund mene to jindagi me pahali baar dekha tha. meri to saams hi
tham gayi. lajja ke maare mera bura haal tha. wah mujhe kheech kar
bhagawaan ke aaliye ke paas le gaya. aur mai kuch samajh paatee is ke
pahale hee us ne waha se sindur le kar meri maamg bhar di. o maam yah
kya kiya reeh mujh vidhava ki maamg me sindur !!!!!!!!! mai to
ganagana kar wahi jami par baith gayi. hariya ne pakad kar mujhe
uthaayaa aur khatiya par le gaya. wah meri bagal me letane laga to mai
kunamunaayi..la..i..t. wah mumchom me muskaraaya..ab laaeet to rahane
do bibijee..kam se kam mai tumhe dekh to sakum. aur wah bhi mere paas
a leta. mai roshani me sharamaati hui boli..-yah kya kiya ? meri maamg
bhar diye ? aur usake seene me mumh chupa li..wah mujhe apani baahom
me bhar liya..aap naaraaj to nahi ho na ? usaka haath meri peeth par
tha. mujhase sharam ke maare kuch bolate nahi bana.bataao na
bibijee..apane man ki baat khul kar kaho. mai tab bhi kuch na boli.bas
apani baahe usake gale me piro kar apane mamme usake seene se daba
di..mere mammom ka madhur dabaav mahsoos kar wah apana jawaab pa gaya.
aur bas agale hi kshan wah mere upar tha. mai apani taangom ko khud hi
mod kar us ke liye jagah banaate hue soch rahi thi ki ye aakhir cheej
kya hai.kitani der ho gayi abhi tak apana lund khada hi kiye
hai.pahale meri me goch chuka thaa-phir nikaal ke, utha kar le
gayamaamg me sindur bharaa-phir khatiya par a kar ghusaane ko taiyaar
hai.kab se khada hai isakadusare ka hota to abhi tak kabhi ka dheela
ho jaata. aur mene taamge modi hi thi ki mere pyaare naukar ne apana
lund pakad kar meri chut se laga diya. wah dhakka de use andar karata
us ke pahale hi mai usaka haath pakad kah uthi..ha..ri..yaaaaa
dhi..re...-wah muskara diya..

[hirarandi]

ab kamare me tyub laaeet ka ujaala thaa,is wajah se mujhe apane naukar
ke aage bahut sharam a rahi thi.mene use muskaraata pa sharama kar
apana haath kuhani se mod kar aamkhom par,chehare par rakh liya. usane
dhakka diya to lmd pravesh ki peeda se mai ek baaragi tadap uthi. par
mumh ko kas ke band kiye rahi..bibijee..dard ho raha hai kya ? mai
kahi to kuch nahi,par dard mahasoos jaroor kar rahi thi.bahut mota aur
kada lund tha saale ka.jyaada dard ho raha ho to nikaal lu ? wah mujhe
cheda..mai kat ke rah gayi. 35 saal ki meri umar ek bachche ki maam
yah theek hai ki mene saat saal baad liya thaa par yah to samsaar ka
aathawa aaschary hota ki dard ki wajah se use lund nikaalana pad
jaata. mai kanakhiyom se use dekhi. maalakin ki chut me lund ghusa
bada khush nazar a raha tha..beebi ji.(wah thoda sa lund bahar ki
taraph kheecha.)um...(mai ganagana kar kamar hilaayee)bola karo...(wah
jhat se pura andar kar diyaa) mujhe sharam aati hai na.(mai dhakke se
hil uthee)are isame kaisi sharam.yah to sab koi karate hai.(wah mere
ghutane pakad chode kar diyaa)bataaokarate hai ki nahi.(aur ek majhola
dhakka maaraa) ka..ka..karate..hai..(mai aanand se vihal ho
uthi.)aurat marad ka to joda hota hai bibijee..isame kaisi sharam.(wah
lund andar karaa).( mai mote lund ki maar se vyaakul ho takiye par
upar khisak padee) bibijee.dekho..sharam karogi to maja nahi
aayega...(wah apane lundaraam ko itana baahar nikaala liya ki andar
bas supaara hi bachaa)..(mai chuppi maarechehare par kuhani modepadi
rahi.)bibijee. (wah meri taamgo ko bharapur umcha utha kar lund
ghusaaya.)..(mai saat saal baad mard ka maja le rahi thi.jawaab na
di.bas chup padi rahi )bibijee...bolo na..apane man ki bhaavana ko
pragat karo..aise chup na raho...mujhe chup khol kar padi rahane waali
aurate pasand nahi hai..(aur gachaak se lund ghusedaa).

ham bol to rahe
haim.(mai kunamuna ke usake dhakke ka maja li.)bolojyaada dard to nahi
hai andar.(wah mere ghutane ko sahalaayaa)jyada nahi hai...(mai
sharama ke kahee)nikaal lu ?dhat..-phir.(wah hamsaa)mai kya
jaanum.(mere gaal laal ho gaye)chodum...(wah gapaak se andar
kiyaa)haamaaa.(masti ke maare mere mumh se ha nikal padee)maja pa rahi
ho na.(wah baahar kheechaa)haamaaaa..(mujhe laga ki mai jannat me
hu.)jor se chodu ?... (wah meri jaamgh par haath pheraa)nahi...(mai
uttejana ke shikhar par pahumch rahi thi.)phir..(wah pura ka pura lund
andar kar diya.) dheere..haay..dheere seeee reeee..(mai dard se karaah
uthee).wah dheere se nikaala.dheere se ghusaaya..aise ? ( meri taraph
dekh muskaraayaa)haam...aiseeee eeeeeeeei..(mai dhakkom ke jor se
uchak padee)maja aaya ?(use malakin ki chut par kabja karane ki apaar
khushi thee)seeeeeei..(mai jor se seetkaar uthi.par us ka jawaab na
dee)bolo..(wah apana kadak lund meri chut me jad tak pel diya.)kya..
(mai dhakke ke jor se takiye par upar ki taraph khisak gayi.)kaisa lag
raha hai...

(wah jaldi waala dhakka maara )seeeeeeeeeei...hariyaaaaaa..mar
jaaumgeeeeeeeei..(mai chehare se haath hata usaka haath pakad li.).wah
to tesh me a aur teen chaar haath kuda diya. mai jharane ke kagaar par
pahumch gayi. uttejana ki charam seema par pahunch meri saari sharam
pata nahi kaha ghus gayi. mene apane naukar ka haath pakad use apane
upar gira liya aur dono haathomdono paavomse use buri tarah jakadate
huai jor se sisakari si bhari..o harrriyaaa rehhhhh..mera shareer
dhuja utha. mai hariya ke neeche ekadam patte ki tarah kampakapaane
lagi. jaise koi judi taap bukhaar chadha ho. mere mumh se bas
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeei ki aawaaj nikal rahi thi. chatura
hariya samajh gaya ki mera dischaarj hua hai. wah useeme kas ke teen
chaar dhakke mar diya. aur lo usaka bhi ho gaya..lund mere andar tunak
tunak ke apana maal giraane laga. mai apane naukar ki kreeda par
nihaal ho gayi..dono ek dusare ko aise jakad liye ki ab kabhi juda hi
nahi hona hai...Rukmini 5.----.aurat ki jindagi me mard ke pahale
chubamn ki bahut jyaada ahamiyat rahati hai. shaayad mard ko bhi
rahati ho. aap ko yah jaanakar taajjub hoga ki mai pichale dinom apane
naukar hariya dwaara chodi to gayi thi..par na to usane mera mamma
dabaaya tha aur na hi mujhe chuma tha. pata nahi usake yaha in baatom
ka riwaaj bhi tha ya nahi. par usake meri mag bhar kar chodane ke
tareeke se mai bahut thrild thi. haalaki maine kai baar mard ke saath
kalpana me chudaayi ki thi. par hariya ka khayaal usake naukar hone ki
wajah se kabhi nahi aaya tha. ek aise vyakti se chudaayi karawaane ka
maja kuch aur hi hota hai jisake baare me aapane pahale kabhi socha hi
nahi ho. mene to kabhi kalpana hi nahi ki thi ki kisi din apane naukar
hariya se chudawaaumgi. haalaaki wah mere saath pichale do saal se
hai..to mai baat kar rahi thi pahale chumban kee. mujhe hariya se
pahala chumban aaj shaam ko mila. jab mai skool se aayi to darawaaja
kholanewaala hariya tha. mai andar aayi to wah phoran darawaaja bamd
kar mujhe baahom me bhar liya. ek dam din dahaade usaki is harakat se
mai ghabara si gayi. usaki baahom se nikalane ki koshish ki.
chatapataayi..chodo na..-kya karate ho..-koi dekh lega na.. mai
chatapata kar usaki baahom se aajaad hone ki koshish karati rahi. par
mera yah prayaas vyartha tha. mard ke aalimgan se chutana ham auratom
ke liye itana aasaan nahi hota hai. aur phir agar mard hariya ke jaisa
kadiyal ho to bilakul bhi nahi. ulte is chakkar me mere blaauj me kase
uroj usake chode seene se ragad ragad uthe. aur tab wah mujhe chuma.
ek chumban..mera pahala chumban.mere daayem waale gaal par..hariya
sawala ramg hamesha dhoti aur bamdi pahanata hai. 30-35 ki umar
pahaadi mard kasarati deh pholaadi bahe tej beedi ki mahak mere
nathunom me ghusati chali gayi. badi badi jhaau muchem mere gore gore
gaal par gad uthi.

sharam ke maare mere to gaal hi gulaabi ho uthe. mai chumban kha jor
laga kar us se chut gayi aur waha se bhaag ke apane kamare me ghus
gayi. jab mai apani saadi se apana gaal pomchi to us pal ka ahasaas
karate hi mere gore gaal phir se gulaabi ho uthe..thodi der baad jab
wah khaana bana raha tha to mai kisi kaam se kichan me gayi. wah moka
na choda. mujhe phoran se kamar me haath daal lipata liya..kya karate
ho.-chodo..-koi dekh lega...wah jor se aalimgan me badh liya. ek baar
phir mere supusht ubhaar usake seene se ragada uthe..yaha koi nahi hai
bibijee.-munna.mai kisi tarah sharamaayi si boli.saath hi kuch
jaanabujhakar kar hi apane mamme usake seene se ragadi.wo to baahar
khel raha hai..mai chup rahi to wah mujhe bhich liya..bibijee...usake
haath meri peeth par sakhta ho gaye.humuu..mai chipak kar jawaab
di.naaraaj to nahi ho na..wah pucha..dara asal wah dar raha tha. wah
naukar mai maalakin dono ke star me bada phark tha. wah mujhe skool se
aate hi chum liya tha.is kaaran ab dar raha tha ki kahi maalakin
naaraaj ho jaaye aur usaki naukari chali jaaye. par kya aap bhi
samajhate hai ki usaki naukari jaane waali thi ? nahi bhai nahi are
usaka to pramoshan hone waala tha. wah to naukar se mera hasabemd
banane waala tha. mera praaeevet hasabemd. praaeevet hasabemd
yaanee samaaj ki najaro me mera naukar paramtu ghar me mera wo..hi hi