Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[Lollobionda]

From the beginning, both protogonists Meera and Krish touched my emotional level.
There were moments when I wanted to smash one of them against the wall, but in another moment 
I loved them again and vice versa...

In the end, it is only the two of them (Meera and Krish) who moved so much in us readers and made 
this story "unique".

It is true that two out of these supporting actors, namely, Das and Desai participated in the lives of the 
two for a longer period of time and in different situations for a longer period of time and ransacked the two.
Das was there to have Meera on the side and temporarily as a lover for sex, but Desai had the ambition to 
present Meera for a longer period both as a lover *but more importantly as a companion object in his business
environment and sphere of influence*.
On the contrary to Das, he kept bringing his money and influence into play to impress the two; for he knew 
very well that Meera (like almost all of the female sex) is also impressionable with gifts, jewellery, first class 
food and the like.
Thereupon, he made all his plans and worked out patiently and single-mindedly...

But fuct is;
without Meera and Krish, all the other characters; (Sonni, Shakther, Das, Jay,, Desai Asish, Piyus ... and how 
all are called) would simply be "NOTHING". 

Hence the story falls and stands ONLY with Krish and Meera ...

All others are simple "tools" that helped to build the story .. and when it stands they will vacate the place and 
leave the field to the main protogonist Krish and Meera. 
Desai, too, will have to believe in it. The day will be Waterloo for him ... his downfall. (Napoleon also believed 
to be invincible) !

If the headline of the story is correctly interpreted and understood:

"Knowing my wife, knowig me as well"

Meera and Krish will not separate in the end, that would be contrary to the title and the idea of this story.

The life of the two is like a river that flows into the sea as a delta mouth. The sea is the love, friendship 
and partnership that connects Krish and Meera.

As soon as Meera realises that Krish is no longer there and she regains her sobriety, she will realise the gravity 
of the situation.
She will search for him in panic and try to reach him...


In this sense
All the best

Lollobionda

[RCF]

From the beginning, both protogonists Meera and Krish touched my emotional level.
There were moments when I wanted to smash one of them against the wall, but in another moment 
I loved them again and vice versa...

In the end, it is only the two of them (Meera and Krish) who moved so much in us readers and made 
this story "unique".

It is true that two out of these supporting actors, namely, Das and Desai participated in the lives of the 
two for a longer period of time and in different situations for a longer period of time and ransacked the two.
Das was there to have Meera on the side and temporarily as a lover for sex, but Desai had the ambition to 
present Meera for a longer period both as a lover *but more importantly as a companion object in his business
environment and sphere of influence*.
On the contrary to Das, he kept bringing his money and influence into play to impress the two; for he knew 
very well that Meera (like almost all of the female sex) is also impressionable with gifts, jewellery, first class 
food and the like.
Thereupon, he made all his plans and worked out patiently and single-mindedly...

But fuct is;
without Meera and Krish, all the other characters; (Sonni, Shakther, Das, Jay,, Desai Asish, Piyus ... and how 
all are called) would simply be "NOTHING". 

Hence the story falls and stands ONLY with Krish and Meera ...

All others are simple "tools" that helped to build the story .. and when it stands they will vacate the place and 
leave the field to the main protogonist Krish and Meera. 
Desai, too, will have to believe in it. The day will be Waterloo for him ... his downfall. (Napoleon also believed 
to be invincible) !

If the headline of the story is correctly interpreted and understood:

"Knowing my wife, knowig me as well"

Meera and Krish will not separate in the end, that would be contrary to the title and the idea of this story.

The life of the two is like a river that flows into the sea as a delta mouth. The sea is the love, friendship 
and partnership that connects Krish and Meera.

As soon as Meera realises that Krish is no longer there and she regains her sobriety, she will realise the gravity 
of the situation.
She will search for him in panic and try to reach him...


In this sense
All the best

Lollobionda

Every one here is at some degree involved and invested lot emotionally into this story..probably no one as me..as i have personally requested Author not to write part 3 and spoil the ending which i thought was perfect in Part 2 but the aspect which was never explored in earlier parts was explored here..what happens when one tries to win over Meera than to just get her physically. so i got excited about this part as well.
Desai was perfectly suited for this story to explore this option..I thought the whole plot was in writing this part was to explore this with a character and that character fails in achieving that..but how did the outcome resulted in this way..where readers lost the value of Meera's love..Her actions didn't help either...She pretty much failed to stand for her husband...and chose the one character which was written to break them...how can the couple come back from that..can love be transferred to one another so easily that Meera can one morning say she loves her husband and at night say she loves another person...or words do not mean anything in this story..Are we watching a movie or reading a story..if words are not what they are..then on what basis do we analyze here? Would the couple getting together again with perfect explanation for the series of events that happened in this part possible anymore?..yes title suggests that they should be together but so should the story..with out one another..it wouldn't make sense.

[abhinay67]

From the beginning, both protogonists Meera and Krish touched my emotional level.
There were moments when I wanted to smash one of them against the wall, but in another moment 
I loved them again and vice versa...

In the end, it is only the two of them (Meera and Krish) who moved so much in us readers and made 
this story "unique".

It is true that two out of these supporting actors, namely, Das and Desai participated in the lives of the 
two for a longer period of time and in different situations for a longer period of time and ransacked the two.
Das was there to have Meera on the side and temporarily as a lover for sex, but Desai had the ambition to 
present Meera for a longer period both as a lover *but more importantly as a companion object in his business
environment and sphere of influence*.
On the contrary to Das, he kept bringing his money and influence into play to impress the two; for he knew 
very well that Meera (like almost all of the female sex) is also impressionable with gifts, jewellery, first class 
food and the like.
Thereupon, he made all his plans and worked out patiently and single-mindedly...

But fuct is;
without Meera and Krish, all the other characters; (Sonni, Shakther, Das, Jay,, Desai Asish, Piyus ... and how 
all are called) would simply be "NOTHING". 

Hence the story falls and stands ONLY with Krish and Meera ...

All others are simple "tools" that helped to build the story .. and when it stands they will vacate the place and 
leave the field to the main protogonist Krish and Meera. 
Desai, too, will have to believe in it. The day will be Waterloo for him ... his downfall. (Napoleon also believed 
to be invincible) !

If the headline of the story is correctly interpreted and understood:

"Knowing my wife, knowig me as well"

Meera and Krish will not separate in the end, that would be contrary to the title and the idea of this story.

The life of the two is like a river that flows into the sea as a delta mouth. The sea is the love, friendship 
and partnership that connects Krish and Meera.

As soon as Meera realises that Krish is no longer there and she regains her sobriety, she will realise the gravity 
of the situation.
She will search for him in panic and try to reach him...


In this sense
All the best

Lollobionda

I think Meera has evolved as a person during the 3 series. Krish has also become a bigger cuckold
In the first part, the couple was pretty much in love and they shared most things, both were truthful to each other and there was very less hiding of facts . Meera trusted Krish and she was the one who orchestrated the scenario where Krish was able to see Meera and Shekhar have  sex. This was only possible because she trusted her husband. The chemistry between them was better in the first part.

In the second part, we did not see much chemistry between the couple as they were already separated.

In the third part, both of them had been lying and hiding facts from each other. Why does Krish want to be intimate with Parvati? Why does he want to look at Parvati's daughter having sex? This shows he has become a voyeur and a cuckold. His lack of enjoyment in actual sex could be because he enjoys watching other people having sex.

Meera also has been hiding things from Krish from the start especially when it involves Desai -

1. She did not mention the coffee date where Desai kissed her or the blowjob in the car .

2. She reveals nothing about her sexual encounter with Desai to Krish.

Meera is the bigger culprit of the two as she had been denying Krish the pleasure of seeing her have sex with Desai or even allowing her to listen to their mating. Krish has no choice but to spy on them . If Meera believes that she can have sex with Desai and does not involve Krish in any way then that is a very hypocritical approach.  Then she is just doing it for her enjoyment. She may have fears about not disclosing the details to Krish, but those fears are born out of a lack of trust between the couple and insecurity. Even she hid details about Jai. Somehow the chemistry between them was also lacking in the third part.

So your conclusion that the couple would get back together does not seem feasible because of the very reason that Meera's personality had changed a lot during the 3 parts.

[Jayam Ramana]

Meera called krish as Fake.. Meera is the actual fake..When Desai had some set of plans. Meera had her own set of plans to make Desai completely fall for her.
After anniversary, Meera has completely drawn towards Desai. If given an opportunity to choose between krish and desai. She would have gone only for Desai as she has already concluded him as her second husband. She cannot say no to him for anything. Meera is indebted to Desai and the final show of accepting is seeds could be the only thing Meera could do to Desai for everything she got from him. Desai made her surrender to him. "Our child will be healthy and bright" and not like dumb krish. has made her give up finally. 'I am feeling guilty about keep him iving little reward". "'I cant be unkind to him' Becoming mother of Desai child is the biggest reward that Meera can give and she did it at last. It is not just Lust in her mind. She started loving Desai for his care, money, power and dominance in bed. Even in the last minute desai says 'he deserves to be convinced about whatever step you are taking' Desai is confident that she will come back to her fully and forever. Top notch update

[Gandhi krishna]

Brilliant writing. Comments over 5 pages says about the story more. Hats off to author.

[NovelNavel]

Desai is now king of Meera. Meera is now Queen of Desai. Krish has become "Watch"(half)man of the house. Nothing can get worse than this for Krish in his own house. He deserves it anyway for all his behavior and actions. He distanced himself from Meera after the entry of krish and always interested to know what they are doing. Biggest blunder any husband would ever do. Hope Desai and Meera start a new life and Krish look out for alternatives or hang in some tree on the roadside for losing his wife.

[Vikadakavi]

Knowing My wife, knowing me as well. the title is justified. There is zero chance for Meera and Krish reunion in the next one chapter. Because Next chapter may be all about Meera shifting all the blame on Krish or telling the truth to Krish regarding her actual love towards Desai. Meera may reveal that She was in love with Desai and her affair is the real reason for her break up not the Piyush issue. As always, she will put all blame and cause to Krish and never acknowledge her own manipulations and actions. “Knowing My wife”: Yes, Krish is now knowing about his wife as a selfish, manipulative, Cheating (Having an affair with Desai for a long time behind His back), a person of zero character, not trust worthy, a person who say to her husband sugar cotted promises and assurances as tool for keeping him in dark etc. “Knowing me as well”; Yes he is realizing how stupid he was to trust a person blindly, how stupid he was to become a complete cuckold, how dangerously he become a submissive cuckold and how his fantasy fucked him in a big way and How stupid he was to think with his dick alone, How stupid to think about SEX,SEX only in real life. With that realization, the story will end. Meera will settle with Desai and Krish may find someone who can love him (Off course he may not go with his cuckold fantasy as he realized how dangerous that can be). He will live a life with an agony of losing Meera due to his cuckold fantasy and blind trust on Her and Desai. He will live a life with a agony of how stupid he was to get manipulated by his wife and friend. How stupid He was to think about ony sex rather than live a life. The thought of this will be always a mental torture for him. Only one more chapter is there. In my wild thought, I am feeling author Krish may try to justify meera by saying that she did not sleep with Ashish and she was just testing Krish to know his reaction or passiveness for her adultery or something like that.

Who is the real winner? As Manasi pointed out, As of the now, Krish is the real winner. He is basically getting rid of from a manipulative, selfish, not a trust worthy, cheating wife. At the end he got a company in his own name and escaped from both Meera and Desai. Very soon Meera will come to know about Desai and Desai also realize about Meera’s self-encounters where Krish is not having any role. Afterall Meera will be a burden of Desai and Desai will be a burden of Meera. Their life will be a hell because it is built on lies, cheating and manipulations. No strong foundation of mutual trust and love. Always the memory of how they manipulated/cheated Krish will haunt them.

Now As mansai pointed out, there is a sudden bedroom exchange happened in the last part. They initially went to Desai’s room and later shift to Meera’s room. Later Desai again shift to his own room! I do not want to speculate. Hope all the loose end will be cleared with next chapter. So next chapter is all about realization and clearing the loose ends and there is no chance for Krish and Meera reunion.

When Desai asked meera to convince Krish about her steps, He was so confident about her. And as RCF pointed out, her reasons are hilarious and hypocritic. Let us see some of them.

"Krish, when I decided to talk about what happened on the train, I thought Susheel would hate me. Because it had happened at a time when we were turning down his every proposal of friendship with him”.

SO what Meera? Why do you wanted to think about Desai? It is you and your husband fantasy and it is your body. Even if He hate you, what is the matter ( Unless you are in love with Him). Then what about Ashish? You slept with him before Desai …So Desai will love the fact that your are turning down his offer but sleep with Ashsih? After all How Desai is a concern for you unless you are in Love with Him and fall for him for a long period.

“I can feel the vibe when I go for my evening walk. People kinda have assumed that I am sleeping with your friend.”- Then why did you encourage his stay in your home when your own husband is bedridden? Then why did you decided to take him for parties and marriage functions? Then why did you behave like a couple in front of the public? Then why you did not discuss about this matter with Krish (after all he is bedridden and no clue about the outside world for two months). As we know that, Krish only come to know about the details of Meera-Desai behaviour in marriage function very recently.

“I don't have the guts to face it, Krish”_ Then Why did not stopped your affair with Desai?

“I know I have to stop but I can't stop welcoming Desai into my bed. Like we jokingly have said many times, he has become my other husband”- YES, now it is evident that you can not stop it. He is your other husband and you are addicted to him. Then you cannot blame Krish for this. You can not put acquisition to Krish about public reactions. Krish already warned you regarding this but you never mind or true to the promise you given to your husband. But you easily put blame on Him!

“ There is nothing I can make me detach from him. Nothing that I can see myself parting ways with him for”—YES that is the reason, You are in affair with Desai. But you do not want to acknowledge this to Krish so that your image will tarnish in front of him. So better put all blame on Krish and his fantasy (by easily avoiding the fact that she is also the partner in crime with Krish fantasy)

“There is nothing that can make me hate him. And when I told him about the Jai incident, he consoled me”—is it SO. Imagine , if you say the truth about Jai incident to Krish, what he might have done? Will he divorce you? will he call you whore? Or wll he consoles you as he done when you fuck Sekhar (for the first time where krish got trapped in room due to door issue), Ashish, Arman and even Desai for the very first time. Did you ever tell to Krish the truth about Jai? If you really felt guilt and burden of guilt, Do you think Krish will force you to fuck around with out your consent? Then again Why you agreed for Desai without guilt? Why you slept with Ashish with out the burden of guilt? No burden of guilt from Sunny, Arman, Desai for the very first time? Nothing but Gas lighting and manipulations at Peak.

“He loves me. And he loves me only”—HA HA, as if Krish is in love with many. Krish is also Love Meera only and you always reciprocate that you also love Krish only. Again, caught by sugar cotted past behavior towards Krish.

“How long can I keep denying it? I have to give him a reply one day”—Why ? Why you need to accept his Love. Any compulsion to accept one sided love? You already replied many times to Deasi that you are not in love with Desai and only loves Krish. So you already replied. But here you revealed yourself that You also in love with him so you do not wanted to make him wait. And you are using the very first opportunity to be with him by putting down the so-called Love towards Krish.

[RCF]

There are still end less possibilities in the last chapter…lot of questions unanswered from Meera’s POV and at the same time..Desai’s true intentions need to be out as well. For once I would like Meera and Krish to be honest about what they think of each and every instance that played out right from the beginning.
I read the last part again second time today..thanks to Christmas holidays and a blizzard got enough time to spare.
Few things to consider to get more clarity on room change..Desai and Meera do not have any idea that Krish can hear them from Meera’s room..so obviously the conversations are not manipulated..and even the hearings we heard are same..in every one of these conversations..we have not heard or got any signs that Desai and Meera are trying to cheat Krish in any way..It was always evident that Desai is manipulating Meera by either dragging Krish and trying to understand Meera’s POV on Krish at the same time maintaining that he doesn’t want to split them…Nor Meera showing any signs that she has been living in this marriage with lot of guilt..she always defended Krish and even mentioned him in fondness in her memories related to the pond or her spitting in his mouth…obviously Krish missed a golden chance by shagging on the door and not listening to the entire night from the door..Desai might have dragged the second reason at some point which might have opened up the conversations related to her guilt..As we all know our Author conveniently made Krish to shag at the right time to take him out of picture for those conversations which should surface in last episode. I say this as convenience because Krish was beginning to question motives of Desai..and becoming wary of his manipulations from the recordings and in no mood to entertain their sex..he is actually trying to investigate and know more about their closeness..yet he chose to imagine them and shag which is again not in the flow and Author took liberty to make Krish shag at right time.Coming to the point where they might have discussed the second reason..Desai obviously surprised her by not hating her but he might have definitely made her realize that she is not living the life that she deserves..He might have argued with her that what ever Krish is doing is wrong and convinced her that Krish is not worthy of her love. They might have argued over this and she might have told him to leave to his room…As per my guess work..Desai is determined to prove it to Meera so he might have asked Krish to come to Shimoga as he discussed with Meera but when Krish asked him to leave so he can claim his wife back..Desai might have panicked that he is losing Meera again as he knew his conversations previous night hit the right spot..and need to plan something quick so he went ahead and changed his plans to fly back and planned for Piyush scam. Rest is what we saw..Meera is broken by the things revealed..names called..her husband think she slept in his bed rest time..on top planning with Piyush..she decided to leave him..still doesn’t explain why she said yes to Desai and slept with him at the same time..that is still beyond me…that’s where I am lost…lost respect on her and now I could not believe she ever loved Krish..anyways but no guesses why they changed to Meera’s room from Desai’s.  
Few more mysteries need to be revealed:
1. Roles of Nidhi and Parvathi and their significance
2. Morning sessions mystery and how those will come into open.
3. Are there any 3rd persons who can contribute to Desai’s infidelity to Meera in these 8 weeks? Piyush? Ashish?
4. Main question is obviously why she decided to leave him for planning with Piyush..it was not convincing as she smiled at him for suggesting another person if not Desai that morning..so it doesn’t make sense. Was she trying to downplay her emotions there and going with the flow?
5.She disclosed all her secrets to Desai and not to her husband..she was the one who always confessed to any mistake she did before including the faked orgasm..so with that conscious mind how did she decide that she will never reveal Jai incident to Krish..what made her to do that?
6. Finally what decision each individual will take and how it impacts others.
7. One more thing I would like to see in last part..I would like to see Krish roar for once in his life on Meera..isn't that’s what she wanted? He has been too soft and too submissive towards his wife on the name of love…it obviously came to a point where he just sits across a room and Desai takes liberties of kissing his wife,putting hands around her as if they are the couple..once they are in the room it doesn’t matter but the nonchalant behavior of those two is irritating…we do not want to see this Krish..we want to see the Krish who can put questions that would take the tongue out of Desai and Meera..confrontation should be in such a way that he is not a friend and husband anymore. Every reader here who put so many questions on Meera should come from Krish of course those one’s that are genuine. Also would like to see how Krish would bring Desai down and want to see Meera’s reaction how wrong she was in her assessment in calling Desai a great man above her own husband...She needs to agree that her cuckold husband is 100 times better than a manipulator in Desai who doesn't know the value of love else there is no fun in the ending.

[Acchu]

Yep,story name doesn't guarantee any.Its just krish knowing about himself and meera.

Desai broken their relationship with lies and manipulations,so it can be mended because it happened without any true mistakes from their sides.

But here meera not only burnt bridge of love and trust,
she shattered it into pieces.Its beyond any repair.She went with him to parties and marriage and tried to appear like couple,difference in taking care of krish and desai,keeping desai in house even after knowing what kind of rumors starts spreading.She done all these without any manipulation from desai.

Unless meera done all these for greater good of krish, their relationship is done. If krish well being is her true concern, she definitely should have gone with krish in his first drive.

With krish fantasies and meera fears and guilt separation is a matter time.Sadly her relationship with desai too won't last long,don't think it will even starts.Desai should have shown some more Patience,meera herself may be come out of her relationship and should have make it easy for everyone.

Krish Advance Happy new year, try to give new year treat to us with early update

[Losliyafan]

At last, The unwanted house guest has become the man of the house.
The man of the house became unwanted house guest and left his own house due to sluttiness of the wife.
Krish put fantasy as small seed in the minds of Meera and it has grown and killed him.

Meera kept one thing special and did not give to Desai. Spit on his mouth. She told it is only for krish.
Looks like it is in the bad sense. No woman loving the husband would spit on. It is a kind of humiliation i guess.
She dont want to humiliate her lover Desai.

[Gilmalover]

Looks like it is in the bad sense. No woman loving the husband would spit on. It is a kind of humiliation i guess.
She dont want to humiliate her lover Desai.

Meera should have slapped and spat on the face of krish for not punching Desai and kept calm for his proposal on piyush.  

After enjoying Meera body fully, Desai will say one day. Meera, You left krish who loved you more than anything in the world. I am nothing compared to krish. You will leave me also, if you find another man younger, stronger or richer than me. When i grow old, you will humiliate me sleeping with that man in front of me. You are a whore. Once a whore is always a whore. I will feel insecure like krish. Karma will tame me. The betrayal you and me did to krish will punish me. I dont want you in my life. Get lost for ever.

[Vasanthan]

After reading the comments, i forgot what happened actually. whether Meera separated from krish or its just a dream for him. Author trying to fool the readers after so much of buildups.

[Lollobionda]

The emotions go through. 
Life lies and reality are only separated by a very thin thread...
The wife who was the centre of attention yesterday; 
the desired wife, the respected wife, the beloved wife, the adored wife...

Today, however, the wife moving on the edge, the wife navigating a dark labyrinth....

The wife who is faced with the decision that her future child will be born to his biological father:
Father 
or
Grandfather
should call ...

Lollobionda

* * *
Peter Gabriel and Kate Bush, describe the emotions of Krish best ...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjEq-r2agqc

In this proud land we grew up strong
We were wanted all along
I was taught to fight, taught to win
I never thought I could fail
No fight left or so it seems
I am a man whose dreams have all deserted
I've changed my face, I've changed my name
But no one wants you when you lose
Don't give up
'Cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not beaten yet
Don't give up
I know you can make it good
Though I saw it all around
Never thought I could be affected
Thought that we'd be last to go
It is so strange the way things turn
Drove the night toward my home
The place that I was born, on the lakeside
As daylight broke, I saw the earth
The trees had burned down to the ground
Don't give up
You still have us
Don't give up
We don't need much of anything
Don't give up
'Cause somewhere there's a place
Where we belong
Rest your head
You worry too much
It's going to be alright
When times get rough
You can fall back on us
Don't give up
Please don't give up
Got to walk out of here
I can't take anymore
Gonna stand on that bridge
Keep my eyes down below
Whatever may come
And whatever may go
That river's flowing
That river's flowing
Moved on to another town
Tried hard to settle down
For every job, so many men
So many men no-one needs
Don't give up
'Cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not the only one
Don't give up
No reason to be ashamed
Don't give up
You still have us
Don't give up now
We're proud of who you are
Don't give up
You know it's never been easy
Don't give up
'Cause I believe there's a place
There's a place where we belong

[khemucha]

As I said, I am fixated with the title. So the story in the next episode will also be from Krish's pov. Meera's pov can only happen if she has a heart to heart discussion with Krish ... fat chance of that happening now, or he overhears her discussion with Desai ... unlikely because he will have to return home and the bitterness is so high that its unlikely any sane conversation will happen ... moreover with desai it will not be a un-influenced conversation as Desai will always manipulate it to his advantage, or he reads a letter from her sometime later(before she does something drastic) or hears her version from a friend both trust(Ananya?, Tejas?), or we never see it. But whats sure is that the story will continue from Krish's pov only ... because of the title.

She makes a great deal of the fact that he did not hate her for the jai incident ... but can you hate a person who is just a whore to you ... Desai does not hate her as she is just a whore for him ... something he has to snatch from Krish ... once done he'll go looking for the nearest trash can to dump her ... Desai's hate for Krish is really evident in this episode ... thats his motive ... maybe nobody ever hit him before ... he never forgot nor forgave ... first pointed out by Manasi

As for Meera, till now she has always been a pleasure seeking, blame shifting, resposibility averse manipulative person ... who will get her just desserts ... because as many have pointed out ... reunion is not possible ... except on the death-bedside of the other ... because if the author gives the couple another chance ... it will be grave injustice to the characterization he has built so masterfully till now ... a repeat of part 2 will be ridiculous ... so no part 4 - don't do it.

I think Parvati and Nidhi are the only two people who can now intervene and clear Meera's current wealth-n-phallus induced mind-fog ... because what have they contributed to the story so far ... they need to justify their presence in the story after all and there is just one chapter left. This story deserves a tragic end to be truly great. My most preferred closure scenario is - Desai exposed, Meera kills him, is sentenced to death for murder, before execution either writes or narrates confession to Krish, he forgives her and she goes to the gallows. Till the end she remains his wife, because the title has no reference to an ex-wife. There, that's title fixation for you.

[manasi]

@RCF
 
I am really upset over your personal experiences on relationship front. A relationship need not be confined to man woman. The problem is attachment, the problem is in our brain structure. The continuous interaction within relationship bring forth positive as well as negative sides of any person. As per law of nature,  the negative sides become pre-dominant, when you are assured of the existence of the person. Once the person is lost from your life, the positive attributes become significant. We continue re-evaluation and feel pain for injustice. The only remedy is mind control.
 
Your attachment with Meera character explains a lot about you.   I had stopped interacting on your views to avoid hurting unknowingly.  My sincere prayers for your early meaningful detachment.

 
 Now back to the story:
 
I wish author Krish don’t read this until the end of this part III saga.  In no way I intend to dis-credit him or hurt him. The character aberration observed by me may be due to my lack of apprehension of the characters and poor understanding.
 
I thought of highlighting a few points, may be proved to be interesting. While scanning through various comments, I got tempted to share my thoughts. I will try to keep my thoughts as brief as possible.
 
Please don’t threaten me on the definition and true realization of the word love. Also I believe character's actions and reactions in situations are best for an analysis, unless sudden impulsive force dominates. Conversations mostly are mixed with hidden self interest and need not be correct.

1.      Does Krish love Meera?  If yes, how much?

Immediately after utterly humiliated by Das- Meera, Krish immersed into boozing to forget pain. Next morning he could come to terms with reality and slowly recovered from shock. Within a short span, he was totally out of torment to the level to flirt with Das’s sister in law. He enjoyed her companionship and took her to three square for a joy ride. Nowhere he was near remorse and subsequently had sex with her. Krish didn’t do it out of revenge.
 
Even on the Das-Meera show case day, he got engaged with Ananya in meaning full entertainment.
 
Throughout the story, Meera was never an essential part for him. Meera was a tool for enhancing his sexual fantasies. Without Meera also he could easily enjoy and lead his life.
 
So, Meera walking out of his life to settle with Desai should not have much consequences to Krish as some readers proposing. It’s like, if Meera comes back, accept her and if she doesn’t, no problem.
 
Actually, I strongly believe Krish character has been forced to behave cuckold and so Krish is sometimes behaving abnormally. His behaviour sometimes indicates that he is giving space to Meera solely for her own enjoyment and his enjoyment is not at all connected. That’s why he is forced to sag occasionally on pretext of enjoyment.

One side it has been shown his interests for sex to other women and on opportunity he indulges in. He makes unhealthy advances to different women. On the other side, he has been shown a man of characters to refuse easy preys even on opportunity. Just conflicting.
 
2.      Does Desai love Meera?

Apparently yes. He has made certain changes into himself for Meera. Considering his devotions and commitments, there should not have any doubt.

We have witnessed Desai’s manipulation to Krish. Everything is fair in love and war.

Exceptions: Desai openly grouped Meera in a crowded bus while he was sure to get her in a short while. Chances of getting caught and subsequent thrashing was very very high. We are aware of mob culture. Not only his reputation but Meera’s reputation was at stake. No person would push his love to obvious threats knowingly. This single incident clearly shows his lack of love .

If Desai really loved Meera, he would have never made her sexual encounters with him exposed to third party. He had no love for Maitreyi or Ananya and so he didn’t hesitate to expose them. He treated Meera on same level.
 
It has been claimed by many that Desai is very possessive about his women as echoed by Meera. I beg to differ with this. A man will never expose his woman sexually to third party, if he is possessive about her. You people please correct me if I am wrong.
 
So, possibly Desai wanted revenge against humiliation.
 

3.      Does Meera love Desai? Does Meera love Krish?
 
Apparently looking at her behaviour, the way she reacts on information of plane crash and the type of privileges she grants to Desai  indicate her love. But her agreeing to allow Desai to group her in crowded bus creating situations for public humiliation doesn’t look like.

Only observing keenly her behaviour, it’s prominent that she was wooing Desai with privileges and carrying out experiments to confirm her selection as future life partner. While doing so, she brilliantly withheld crucial informations about her past life. Normally you don’t hide your dark sides in a relationship solely built on love.

In my view, Meera chosen Desai for all other things expect love. Her reaction on news of plane crash is character aberration.
 
Let’s assume Meera loves Krish. Her reaction on learning Krish had sex with Ananya justifies same. Again her leaving Krish on learning his sexual relationship with sheelu confirms.
But she was not bothered to check Krish’s condition aftermath her ugly showcase with Das. Krish could have committed suicide! This incident is sufficient to conclude that she doesn’t love Krish.
 
Again on learning Krish in three square with another woman, she rushed to the place to catch him.  She loved him so much that, not finding him there, she decided not only to abandon search but also accepted Desai’s offer to get fucked.  As revealed subsequently, she was not that drunken and she was not forced. Is not this incidents is ridiculous?
 
You can strengthen your views on her lack of attachment with the fact that she had never considered Krish for any sexual privileges say anal or blowjob on first instance. On her first intercourse we have no knowledge.

So, Meera did not love Krish. She remained married under compulsion. However, there are clear conflict in her behaviour.
 
Did Meera made any sacrifice for Krish. Not a proven single one except the claim that she was used for fulfilling Krish’s cuckold fantasy.

Meera had multiple sex partners. Some are on behest of Krish and others she chose of her own. So, the claim of Meera  submitting to multiple men in order to satisfy Krish’s sexual fantasies is utterly false. Also Krish has never forced Meera in whoring. It was her choice. In fact i doubt whether she had refused opening her legs to anyone when approached. She is projected as a woman ready to be seduced.
 
There could be only two reasons for Meera’s whoring. Meera is sexually unsatisfied ( she needed more than what Krish could provide) and/ or Meera is in search of a better life partner. We have no knowledge about any monetary gain out of Meera’s whoreship.
 



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What could be future from here?
 
Readers are of diversified opinions.
 
Most are with Meera -Desai as couple. After this recent developments, they feel Meera will never understand Desai’s manipulation and so no return back. Meera will never introspect.
Very few think Meera will be back with Krish. They feel that to justify the name of the story, Meera has to be back. Means, it’s author’s  mercy.

Some also suggested many options like suicide by Krish.
 
I think author doesn’t have much choices. Extreme cases like accidental death etc can always be a handy weapon for any author to draw a unexpected end. Otherwise, if characters are allowed to behave naturally, author can’t do much. As I have pointed out many times in this column and in my many earlier postings that the behaviours of the characters are incoherent.  In such cases author has a lot of library to veer the story at any point.

I have already explained earlier that in the event of Meera walking out with Desai, Krish is the winner. Krish has already proven in earlier occasion that Meera walking out of his life doesn’t  disturb him much. So, committing nuisance is ruled out.
 
Let’s  inspect some basic human behaviour. Women are more prone to this.

Any woman is pleased when you praise her beauty irrespective of her actual beauty. Even a beautiful woman who is well aware of her beauty will be extremely happy on praise.
Now think differently. Just tell to an ugly looking woman that she is ugly. Can you imagine the reaction? She is ugly looking and she knows that. But she can’t tolerate the same when she is reminded.

You can’t call a lame man in similar fashion. He will be tremendously offended and mostly will react wildly.
 
Let’s see another example. A thief by virtue of his profession indulges in thefts. He is  well known to security officer. Whenever he is caught on charge of actual theft, sometimes he protests but not vigorously. But whenever he is charged for false crime which he has not been committed, he doesn’t keep mum. He vehemently protests, and tries his best to prove that he is not involved.
 
Now compare Meera with above examples.

Meera knows that her sexual orientation is comparable with whore and she accepted the same many times. But when she was reminded the truth, she reacted violently.
 
Meera knows that she had not cheated Krish by indulging in sex with Desai in morning. She may have cheated Krish many times. But here she is charged with some crime which she has not been committed. She can’t keep quiet. Like the example of thief, she will always try to prove her innocence. This could lead to many discoveries.
 
Author can’t ignore this basic human behaviour.

And

Don’t forget, Meera is playing a well calculated dangerous game. She may have access to some secrets of Susheel Desai.




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I would like to make some small ammendment to my earlier speculation.

Earlier I had opined that Meera agreed to move on with Desai and she wanted to convey the same to Krish. I think I am wrong here. If her decision was final, she didn't require to sleep with Krish again. She could just convey and walked out.

Now I ammend as follows:

Meera agreed to make a visit to Shimoga with Desai to confirm her acceptability to Desai's parents. It was her last experiment before taking the shot. In case her calculations failed, she needed to be back to Krish. She wanted to keep her options open. So she needed Krish's permission for Shimoga visit.

But Desai got impatient. He didn't like the idea of sharing her to Krish anymore. He made plans accordingly. Meera got derailed from her planning, courtesy to basic human behaviour.

[abhinay67]

@RCF
 
I am really upset over your personal experiences on relationship front. A relationship need not be confined to man woman. The problem is attachment, the problem is in our brain structure. The continuous interaction within relationship bring forth positive as well as negative sides of any person. As per law of nature,  the negative sides become pre-dominant, when you are assured of the existence of the person. Once the person is lost from your life, the positive attributes become significant. We continue re-evaluation and feel pain for injustice. The only remedy is mind control.
 
Your attachment with Meera character explains a lot about you.   I had stopped interacting on your views to avoid hurting unknowingly.  My sincere prayers for your early meaningful detachment.

 
 Now back to the story:
 
I wish author Krish don’t read this until the end of this part III saga.  In no way I intend to dis-credit him or hurt him. The character aberration observed by me may be due to my lack of apprehension of the characters and poor understanding.
 
I thought of highlighting a few points, may be proved to be interesting. While scanning through various comments, I got tempted to share my thoughts. I will try to keep my thoughts as brief as possible.
 
Please don’t threaten me on the definition and true realization of the word love. Also I believe character's actions and reactions in situations are best for an analysis, unless sudden impulsive force dominates. Conversations mostly are mixed with hidden self interest and need not be correct.

1.      Does Krish love Meera?  If yes, how much?

Immediately after utterly humiliated by Das- Meera, Krish immersed into boozing to forget pain. Next morning he could come to terms with reality and slowly recovered from shock. Within a short span, he was totally out of torment to the level to flirt with Das’s sister in law. He enjoyed her companionship and took her to three square for a joy ride. Nowhere he was near remorse and subsequently had sex with her. Krish didn’t do it out of revenge.
 
Even on the Das-Meera show case day, he got engaged with Ananya in meaning full entertainment.
 
Throughout the story, Meera was never an essential part for him. Meera was a tool for enhancing his sexual fantasies. Without Meera also he could easily enjoy and lead his life.
 
So, Meera walking out of his life to settle with Desai should not have much consequences to Krish as some readers proposing. It’s like, if Meera comes back, accept her and if she doesn’t, no problem.
 
Actually, I strongly believe Krish character has been forced to behave cuckold and so Krish is sometimes behaving abnormally. His behaviour sometimes indicates that he is giving space to Meera solely for her own enjoyment and his enjoyment is not at all connected. That’s why he is forced to sag occasionally on pretext of enjoyment.

One side it has been shown his interests for sex to other women and on opportunity he indulges in. He makes unhealthy advances to different women. On the other side, he has been shown a man of characters to refuse easy preys even on opportunity. Just conflicting.
 
2.      Does Desai love Meera?

Apparently yes. He has made certain changes into himself for Meera. Considering his devotions and commitments, there should not have any doubt.

We have witnessed Desai’s manipulation to Krish. Everything is fair in love and war.

Exceptions: Desai openly grouped Meera in a crowded bus while he was sure to get her in a short while. Chances of getting caught and subsequent thrashing was very very high. We are aware of mob culture. Not only his reputation but Meera’s reputation was at stake. No person would push his love to obvious threats knowingly. This single incident clearly shows his lack of love .

If Desai really loved Meera, he would have never made her sexual encounters with him exposed to third party. He had no love for Maitreyi or Ananya and so he didn’t hesitate to expose them. He treated Meera on same level.
 
It has been claimed by many that Desai is very possessive about his women as echoed by Meera. I beg to differ with this. A man will never expose his woman sexually to third party, if he is possessive about her. You people please correct me if I am wrong.
 
So, possibly Desai wanted revenge against humiliation.
 

3.      Does Meera love Desai? Does Meera love Krish?
 
Apparently looking at her behaviour, the way she reacts on information of plane crash and the type of privileges she grants to Desai  indicate her love. But her agreeing to allow Desai to group her in crowded bus creating situations for public humiliation doesn’t look like.

Only observing keenly her behaviour, it’s prominent that she was wooing Desai with privileges and carrying out experiments to confirm her selection as future life partner. While doing so, she brilliantly withheld crucial informations about her past life. Normally you don’t hide your dark sides in a relationship solely built on love.

In my view, Meera chosen Desai for all other things expect love. Her reaction on news of plane crash is character aberration.
 
Let’s assume Meera loves Krish. Her reaction on learning Krish had sex with Ananya justifies same. Again her leaving Krish on learning his sexual relationship with sheelu confirms.
But she was not bothered to check Krish’s condition aftermath her ugly showcase with Das. Krish could have committed suicide! This incident is sufficient to conclude that she doesn’t love Krish.
 
Again on learning Krish in three square with another woman, she rushed to the place to catch him.  She loved him so much that, not finding him there, she decided not only to abandon search but also accepted Desai’s offer to get fucked.  As revealed subsequently, she was not that drunken and she was not forced. Is not this incidents is ridiculous?
 
You can strengthen your views on her lack of attachment with the fact that she had never considered Krish for any sexual privileges say anal or blowjob on first instance. On her first intercourse we have no knowledge.

So, Meera did not love Krish. She remained married under compulsion. However, there are clear conflict in her behaviour.
 
Did Meera made any sacrifice for Krish. Not a proven single one except the claim that she was used for fulfilling Krish’s cuckold fantasy.

Meera had multiple sex partners. Some are on behest of Krish and others she chose of her own. So, the claim of Meera  submitting to multiple men in order to satisfy Krish’s sexual fantasies is utterly false. Also Krish has never forced Meera in whoring. It was her choice. In fact i doubt whether she had refused opening her legs to anyone when approached. She is projected as a woman ready to be seduced.
 
There could be only two reasons for Meera’s whoring. Meera is sexually unsatisfied ( she needed more than what Krish could provide) and/ or Meera is in search of a better life partner. We have no knowledge about any monetary gain out of Meera’s whoreship.
 



**************//****************


 
What could be future from here?
 
Readers are of diversified opinions.
 
Most are with Meera -Desai as couple. After this recent developments, they feel Meera will never understand Desai’s manipulation and so no return back. Meera will never introspect.
Very few think Meera will be back with Krish. They feel that to justify the name of the story, Meera has to be back. Means, it’s author’s  mercy.

Some also suggested many options like suicide by Krish.
 
I think author doesn’t have much choices. Extreme cases like accidental death etc can always be a handy weapon for any author to draw a unexpected end. Otherwise, if characters are allowed to behave naturally, author can’t do much. As I have pointed out many times in this column and in my many earlier postings that the behaviours of the characters are incoherent.  In such cases author has a lot of library to veer the story at any point.

I have already explained earlier that in the event of Meera walking out with Desai, Krish is the winner. Krish has already proven in earlier occasion that Meera walking out of his life doesn’t  disturb him much. So, committing nuisance is ruled out.
 
Let’s  inspect some basic human behaviour. Women are more prone to this.

Any woman is pleased when you praise her beauty irrespective of her actual beauty. Even a beautiful woman who is well aware of her beauty will be extremely happy on praise.
Now think differently. Just tell to an ugly looking woman that she is ugly. Can you imagine the reaction? She is ugly looking and she knows that. But she can’t tolerate the same when she is reminded.

You can’t call a lame man in similar fashion. He will be tremendously offended and mostly will react wildly.
 
Let’s see another example. A thief by virtue of his profession indulges in thefts. He is  well known to security officer. Whenever he is caught on charge of actual theft, sometimes he protests but not vigorously. But whenever he is charged for false crime which he has not been committed, he doesn’t keep mum. He vehemently protests, and tries his best to prove that he is not involved.
 
Now compare Meera with above examples.

Meera knows that her sexual orientation is comparable with whore and she accepted the same many times. But when she was reminded the truth, she reacted violently.
 
Meera knows that she had not cheated Krish by indulging in sex with Desai in morning. She may have cheated Krish many times. But here she is charged with some crime which she has not been committed. She can’t keep quiet. Like the example of thief, she will always try to prove her innocence. This could lead to many discoveries.
 
Author can’t ignore this basic human behaviour.

And

Don’t forget, Meera is playing a well calculated dangerous game. She may have access to some secrets of Susheel Desai.




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I would like to make some small ammendment to my earlier speculation.

Earlier I had opined that Meera agreed to move on with Desai and she wanted to convey the same to Krish. I think I am wrong here. If her decision was final, she didn't require to sleep with Krish again. She could just convey and walked out.

Now I ammend as follows:

Meera agreed to make a visit to Shimoga with Desai to confirm her acceptability to Desai's parents. It was her last experiment before taking the shot. In case her calculations failed, she needed to be back to Krish. She wanted to keep her options open. So she needed Krish's permission for Shimoga visit.

But Desai got impatient. He didn't like the idea of sharing her to Krish anymore. He made plans accordingly. Meera got derailed from her planning, courtesy to basic human behaviour.

The character aberration of Meera is not because of lazy writing on part of the author, it is true of the nature of Meera she is a lying, cunning, and  calculative lady. Because the story was told from the pov of Krish we have understood Meera to be a truthful, loving, and caring wife . 

"I took a step towards them. "Meera just think about it. Today morning we were in a temple and had everything perfect. What has changed in a matter of eighteen hours?  Have I become a stranger in just eighteen hours? And how is this Desai suddenly became so close to your heart that you became confident enough to tell him all the secrets that you haven't even told me?"

"Talk to him, Meera," Desai said softly and kept her back on her feet. "He deserves to be convinced about whatever step you are taking."
Meera looked at him and her eyes became calm."

By reading the above lines it is pretty clear that Krish is also surprised by the sudden change in Meera's behavior from the morning(character aberration as you pointed out). Desai's confidence in Meera also points to the fact that Meera has been lying and had been planning behind Krish's back. He was just waiting for an opportunity to leave Krish. Krish was foolish enough to trust his wife and let a stranger spend an entire night and days(when he was injured) with his wife contributed to the closeness between Meera and Desai. His over-trustful and gullible nature is the reason for his downfall.

I hope Krish gets redemption of some sort and does not become a loser. He has been shown to be weak and pathetic at times, I hope he stands up for himself once.

About Parvati and Nidhi, I think they were introduced for Krish to get married to one of them.

I don't think Desai's parent's acceptability is an issue here and matters much.

[khemucha]

A
... Also I believe character's actions and reactions in situations are best for an analysis, unless sudden impulsive force dominates. Conversations mostly are mixed with hidden self interest and need not be correct.


B
3.      Does Meera love Desai? Does Meera love Krish?
 


C
... Meera agreed to make a visit to Shimoga with Desai to confirm her acceptability to Desai's parents. It was her last experiment before taking the shot. In case her calculations failed, she needed to be back to Krish. She wanted to keep her options open. So she needed Krish's permission for Shimoga visit.

A - agree 100% ... conversations in stories, like in real life, are motivated by (character's)self-interest. its the primary tool for manipulation. That is why they say - actions speak louder than word ...

B - possesivness is not love ... she was possesive ... but for her he was the goldfish ... once she had him back she abandoned the goldfish - as she herself said - why would I need a namesake when I have the real Krish ... a rare moment of honesty nobody - including smug Krish - picked up on ...

C - this hypothesis about Meera's thinking sounds more and more convincing ...

[RCF]

3.      Does Meera love Desai? Does Meera love Krish?
 
Let’s assume Meera loves Krish. Her reaction on learning Krish had sex with Ananya justifies same. Again her leaving Krish on learning his sexual relationship with sheelu confirms.
But she was not bothered to check Krish’s condition aftermath her ugly showcase with Das. Krish could have committed suicide! This incident is sufficient to conclude that she doesn’t love Krish.

Agreed she should have come back and checked on him but she was equally devastated and ashamed of what she has done..so she asked Das to reach out (He called 3 times same night on Meera's behest) and check on him..though it is not enough i still think you can give benefit of doubt here
 
Again on learning Krish in three square with another woman, she rushed to the place to catch him.  She loved him so much that, not finding him there, she decided not only to abandon search but also accepted Desai’s offer to get fucked.  As revealed subsequently, she was not that drunken and she was not forced. Is not this incidents is ridiculous?

She did not rush to Square to catch him..she went there to confirm its not Ananya and what Krish was saying is the truth but once she checks him with Nikita..she confirms one more thing that Krish might have really moved on..she could have been in so much pain and she wants distraction and only thing that can provide her could be Desai who might have been following her a lot..and his timing could have been right so she might have finally given in..as for her at that point it didn't matter all she wanted was she doesn't want to be alone.
 
You can strengthen your views on her lack of attachment with the fact that she had never considered Krish for any sexual privileges say anal or blowjob on first instance. On her first intercourse we have no knowledge.

Is it..I do not think Desai was the first for her sexual privileges nor Das..She always have tried those with Krish before or maybe i am wrong i do not remember.

So, Meera did not love Krish. She remained married under compulsion. However, there are clear conflict in her behaviour.

I always thought she did..and believed in that but one thing I can agree based on recent events and looking back on few instances.. there are many contradicting statements now that we have a confession from Meera that she was living her marriage on guilt which was truly not aligning with what we have read so far.
 
Did Meera made any sacrifice for Krish. Not a proven single one except the claim that she was used for fulfilling Krish’s cuckold fantasy.

Same is the case from Krish..did he make any sacrifice for her? If we could believe that despite on many instances Krish shared his wife and would love to see his wife fucked by many men and yet he can love her..why can't we believe the same for Meera that despite Meera crossing line many times on her own accord and also for Krish..she loved Krish?

Meera had multiple sex partners. Some are on behest of Krish and others she chose of her own. So, the claim of Meera  submitting to multiple men in order to satisfy Krish’s sexual fantasies is utterly false. Also Krish has never forced Meera in whoring. It was her choice. In fact i doubt whether she had refused opening her legs to anyone when approached. She is projected as a woman ready to be seduced.

Agreed 100% she is only claiming this in last episode..we have never seen her claiming that he is whoring her and she is carrying that guilt in her marriage and it is killing her. There were instances of her yelling at Krish for making her seduce men sometimes but once she is in she has always loved it.
 
There could be only two reasons for Meera’s whoring. Meera is sexually unsatisfied ( she needed more than what Krish could provide) and/ or Meera is in search of a better life partner. We have no knowledge about any monetary gain out of Meera’s whoreship.

I do not believe she is seeking sex outside for satisfaction and to compensate what she is missing with Krish nor she is in search for better life partner..Her character was etched in incoherent details like you have mentioned..On one episode we see her yelling at Krish for his cuckold nature and blaming him for being same old Krish and other instances we see her give in to Desai and others like Ashish and Jai with complete cooperation and enjoying the moment...She has never said a firm no till now to either Krish's fantasies or other's advances and yet her beliefs are completely opposite..so its hard to comprehend but i believe one thing to be true until this last episode that she loved Krish.

Thanks Manasi for being considerate.

I agree i have avoided commenting on your views as well. As our views are at opposite ends of a spectrum and there by contradicting each other's views will see no end..though i believe we could agree to disagree.

I will take liberty to put forth my comments one last time on few of your thoughts since we are anyways almost at the end of the story. I have marked my comments above.

Thanks for your analysis as always.

[frank00ch]

Why is nobody talking about how Desai found out that Piyush came to know of the secret sessions of Meera with Desai without Krish nor Piyush telling him? Only chance is Piyush telling him and Desai and Piyush planning their dialogue to convince Meera when asked.

[RCF]

Why is nobody talking about how Desai found out that Piyush came to know of the secret sessions of Meera with Desai without Krish nor Piyush telling him? Only chance is Piyush telling him and Desai and Piyush planning their dialogue to convince Meera when asked.

That my friend is because Desai never found out that...You should read the sentence again to understand. They are equally surprised to know that Piyush knows about them. Desai just hit a dart in the dark with Piyush..He never expected Meera will ask him to call him. He just got lucky that Piyush was not nurturing any thoughts about Meera even after knowing about them,If he had or instantly realizing that this is an opportunity Desai game would have been backfired instead it did on Krish as he revealed exactly what happened that night.

"I know about what is going on between you and Desai. Krish is also aware that I know."

Piyush's reply had both Desai and Meera look at me. I knew I had landed in hot waters, yet again. 

Also i am surprised Krish didn't argue with Meera as it was her and Desai's stupidity that got them into the mess with Piyush..Knowing there is a guest in the house they couldn't keep their pants on and in turn now he got to take the blame and i still do not know why Krish had to hide these details..maybe its just to save himself from accepting the fact that he had to drill the holes in the door..Stupidity again..confessing holes in the door is a simple thing compared to the fact that an outsider knows about her and Desai..if he had realized that ..Meera would have probably stopped the affair long back.