Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[Karmayogee]

This is the best update so far in the story. All lose ends tied. Reunion is completely hopeless. This ends the series true to the title "Knowing my wife, knowing me as well". Hats off to the author. Job well done.

[Paul5]

Excited update till now but i have readen this apisode only once so i am going to read this full story till beginning than i will be able to further comment but for Krish well done you are rock star

[redarc]

good update, piyush se bhi karao

[RCF]

Assumptions and Mistakes!

Krish & Meera both assumed wrong and both made mistakes that are irreparable.

Krish:

He knows Desai well then how come he easily trusted him and doubted Meera?
He just assumed that Meera is the person with whom Desai had sex in the mornings. He failed to think beyond that and even now he doesn’t think beyond that when Meera looked shocked on his accusations. He called names on his wife..disrespected her calling her whore indirectly and using obscene words and broke the trust she had on him for not trusting her on the promise..which caused her to part ways as we have been suspecting that would happen.
Krish has been made a fool in this part who doesn’t use his brain a lot. How can he simply cannot think that when Desai asks Meera about sleeping with Piyush, Meera will not only hate Desai for asking but also hate him for agreeing to it or just for being part of the game, Is he that naïve?
Not only that he also failed to defend himself which is another disappointment. His initial reaction to Desai’s suggestion was to punch him and also yelled at him for suggesting that but he failed to mention that before Meera telling her that Desai convinced him after his initial outburst? How convenient for Author to twist Krish as he needed when he needed…How can Krish be so stupid? Krish is actually very intelligent and sometime even better than Meera in analyzing the situations but for the story sake he is always made a dumb fellow and made to do silly mistakes.
There is no sense or justification as I earlier mentioned that Krish hiding about Piyush unless Author had intentions to use it to break up the couple and it is very convenient to use Krish to make such a silly mistake. He now lost his wife and lost the game with Desai , he might get back on Desai but would he want Meera back?

Personally I would hate him more if he accepts Meera now. For me this couple is done…I hate them both.

Meera:
Hard lesson for me here , never ever get fond of a character in a story..because end of the day she is just a character out of someone’s mind and cannot be flawless. Meera’s character arc has been twisted so badly that I could not recognize her anymore nor relate to her thoughts, One episode could change entire personality then this is it or maybe I failed to see the signs as my fellow readers saw it and tried to explain it..I apologize to them for being stubborn, I have no qualm admitting a mistake if there is one on my part.

Before I jump into the episode..I have to mention one thing..every single time..Meera is beaten to death at the last episodes..she is perfect in her thoughts and analysis on her life then she is twisted to make a mistake so huge that she ends up on the wrong side. Why? Last part..her justification for leaving Krish is well written and even though the couple got separated their games lived on and she participated in the game with Krish and enjoyed with Das..its only when she knew about Ananya and Krish she made the mistake of humiliating him and ended up taking the forgiveness from Krish at the end while it was Krish who had always pushed her and made her participate willingly into his games. Same is repeating here..Meera ended up doing bigger sin and topping all that Krish has ever done to her in one single episode..Why would Meera behave erratically every time in last but one episode? She could have simply walked away from both Desai and Krish but she chose Desai and not only that she said she loved him and took his seed. What kind of twisted nonsensical writing is this one? Sorry KRISH but I will explain why it is nonsensical. Either Meera is playing hard ball to treat Krish for lifetime and change him and using Desai for it or this is a f***king nightmare. By the way relax on pregnancy guys as I am not worried about it..she will take pill in the morning with out Desai knowing it or may be she won’t after what I have seen she has become.

Into the episode..The level of hypocrisy that Meera was subjected to show in this episode is ridiculous…and exactly my reasons for calling this writing as nonsensical..did you even proof read your story’s characters or now they are not worthy to talk?

Before getting into that stuff..though few things were proven right about Meera.

Meera did not have sex with Desai when Krish was bedridden and its apparent from her shocked expression and disbelief on Krish’s accusations. She made a comment that “Is this what you think of me”..expressing her shock and losing trust on her husband who doubted her.

She never faked her orgasm before the previous episode and she confessed her faking it.

Everything else dived into abyss on her part..or made to take the fall as I have mentioned earlier.

Her hypocrisy at peaks
1. She has preferred to stay and have sex with Desai than accompany her husband on drive? If she is so thrilled about her husband’s recovery as she says why would she choose sex with Desai over simple pleasures that she should take part with her husband. One way she shows her pleasure is her importance other way she blames Krish for not being a husband for not accompanying to temple and shopping the very same day.

2. She went with Desai openly for many events with out fear and ignored Krish’s warning about not being close in public but expressing the concern with Krish that neighborhood is questioning their ways is hilarious. Who asked her to accompany him when her husband cannot accompany. Now she is worried about Rashmi and some others talking about her and she cannot deal with it? So do not deal with it…its not only Krish’s fault but also yours too for openly roaming around with Desai creating scope for rumors.

3. My main concern so far with the way Meera is portrayed is her blaming her husband for being a whore wife as she called herself. Meera has said many things about this marriage in this episode when she herself has crossed the lines many times alone. I always thought before this episode that she knows Krish is a cuckold but never a bad person or never wants her to suffer nor he never forced her into anything..and I also thought she knows that she equally craves adultery..hence she could never say no to him every time he brings another man into their life. Her confession to him last part confirms this thought process. She left him for cheating but she never showed huge concern on her guilt for having sharing his fantasies..she in fact flirted with him when ever Krish used to bring other men in to their conversations..Now all of a sudden just because Krish suggested Piyush even if that is true she would leave him? How silly and convenient. She blames him for her guilt? How can she carry guilt for having sex with Jai when she herself had sex with Ashish out of compassion? When Krish can forgive her for her adultery..she cannot forgive him for his fantasy? If every time you are burdened by the guilt for having sex..then why is it so difficult for you to say no? There is no justification for being a silent accomplice then later blame it on him for whoring you. I am sure Krish would have not forced you if you simply said NO. Or you could have gracefully left him then not when you have an alternate future now.

4. Another thing I have noticed is..every one in this story when they say something it means they say it for real..they mean it even though they are trying to play a game or manipulating..Doesn’t Meera’s words carry any meaning or truth? She became so worthless in this episode that she is an unknown person to me.
   Few examples:
   1. She said she would rather die than leave Krish for some one in last episode..now she is saying she is choosing to be with Desai to prove it to Krish that she is his past?
   2. "If you've taught me one thing in my whole life, that's to seek pleasure from your scare. Some people call it love for adventure. That may be the reason why it stopped             worrying me and instead started to thrill me". And you know, people change. Our perception of anything can change. More than the event, more than the moments - even those                   heavenly moments - "I'm thrilled about coming back to you, Krish. Because in my mind I never had become someone else's woman. I have always been yours, Krish."               Right after she said this she chose to part ways and not only that she chose Desai..how can you say above stuff and then carry guilt in your marriage that it is making it hell? Either                         you enjoy or you deny it ..it won’t work both ways.
    3. Your experience proved you that you cannot live without Krish but now you chose to part ways again as this marriage is meaning less for you, because he is making you sleep with                        many men..and also not trusting you for who you are…If Krish is guilty of making you sleep with many men and does not deserve you then you also do not deserve Desai who in your mind is         a great man..Doesn’t Desai deserve a good person and not a whore wife as you have to take 50% blame in what you have become? Self introspection is necessary on both ways, why                   only Krish needs the heart break while you seek the pleasures and heal your broken heart. Oh I guess you do not have a heart I forgot.

5. She said herself to Krish that what Desai says about him loving her doesn’t carry any meaning as he himself won’t believe it to be true..its only during their lovemaking and in peaks that they say the things they do not mean it. Then why was she not shocked and angry on Desai but ready to accept his confession at the end that what he says about her during their intimate sessions is all true? She questions every god damn thing Krish says or does but never questions Desai’s intentions even if they might hurt her marriage? He has been asking her to marry her ever since they started the relationship and carried her photo , yet she never took it seriously and I believed it because she always have Krish to go back to so it does not bother her..but now looking back..her intention to not question is not about Krish..she accepted the fact that Desai loves her and she is the only woman in his life and she enjoys that feeling of being loved by him more than being loved by Krish. Despite knowing this she comes back to Krish to say she loves him and she chooses to hide all these conversations with Krish. If her intention is always to come back to Krish then she should be truthful to him on her closeness with Desai and not to hide it.

6. Major deviation from the character arc is seen in last few mins in the episode..She said I love you to Desai and not subconsciously like their peak time but in sane mind. I think you do not deserve a man worth loving you. You should end up being alone for your lifetime forsaken by all men who care for you. True to some readers who has seen this coming..I made a mistake in analyzing her properly at least this episode proved it ..previous episodes never gave me different thoughts on Meera...she is selfish.

Unless she is playing a bigger game to treat Krish and show him his future if he continues on his path there by using Desai to teach Krish a lesson which is only hope I have for this outcome ..this is a nonsensical writing on one’s character , How can AUTHOR portray that couple are made for each other and love each other all 3 parts then load this crap in this part where Meera is ready to leave Krish for silliest reason out there. How can one person say two different things in back to back episodes or same episode and still make sense..no matter how the situation has changed..her true feelings for Krish should not change..How can she love Krish and even if that love is broken , how can she turn herself into this shit and behave so ruthlessly at the same time with him..Didn’t she do the same mistake last time with Das. Even now if its proven that Desai is indeed manipulator and really fucked someone in morning sessions  and he truly does not belong to anyone and Krish is not just imagining in his head, would she come back to him after what she has put him through on the name of her love dying in wrong hands? ..does she deserve him? With what face value would you still say I love you to Krish?
 
The so called great man has indeed cheated her with Maitreyi I think and it is evident from this episode that Desai manipulated both of them..story cannot end without revealing this mystery to the couple so what will Meera do about it? Her drastic step to sleep with Desai right after breaking up with Krish and conveying her love to him is a nail to her own coffin.
I feel that there is no redemption for her. Its not her choice now..Krish might show mercy and accept her but she is a selfish piece of shit for the way she treated him and her coming back would not change my perception unless it’s a plan she conceived to teach both men a lesson.

Enjoy the eternity of loneliness Meera. 

Sorry for venting it out!  Thanks KRISH for writing this wonderful story and also ruining it successfully.

[Lollobionda]

Sorry for venting it out!  Thanks KRISH for writing this wonderful story and also ruining it successfully.

My thoughts are similar (ruining it successfully!).

I see the victorious grimace of Desai in front of me, which turns my stomach.
I get the puke ...!
But I still have hope for a better ending ...

grrrrrrrrr !!!

[RCF]

My thoughts are similar (ruining it successfully!).

I see the victorious grimace of Desai in front of me, which turns my stomach.
I get the puke ...!
But I still have hope for a better ending ...

grrrrrrrrr !!!

Desai will not be victorious that much is a given..KRISH cannot be that bad writer. The path to prove that is what deviated from the very belief that was bored into this story. To prove Desai bad the story has to make Meera fall in love with him is what is driving me crazy.

[abhinay67]

Assumptions and Mistakes!

Krish & Meera both assumed wrong and both made mistakes that are irreparable.

Krish:

He knows Desai well then how come he easily trusted him and doubted Meera?
He just assumed that Meera is the person with whom Desai had sex in the mornings. He failed to think beyond that and even now he doesn’t think beyond that when Meera looked shocked on his accusations. He called names on his wife..disrespected her calling her whore indirectly and using obscene words and broke the trust she had on him for not trusting her on the promise..which caused her to part ways as we have been suspecting that would happen.
Krish has been made a fool in this part who doesn’t use his brain a lot. How can he simply cannot think that when Desai asks Meera about sleeping with Piyush, Meera will not only hate Desai for asking but also hate him for agreeing to it or just for being part of the game, Is he that naïve?
Not only that he also failed to defend himself which is another disappointment. His initial reaction to Desai’s suggestion was to punch him and also yelled at him for suggesting that but he failed to mention that before Meera telling her that Desai convinced him after his initial outburst? How convenient for Author to twist Krish as he needed when he needed…How can Krish be so stupid? Krish is actually very intelligent and sometime even better than Meera in analyzing the situations but for the story sake he is always made a dumb fellow and made to do silly mistakes.
There is no sense or justification as I earlier mentioned that Krish hiding about Piyush unless Author had intentions to use it to break up the couple and it is very convenient to use Krish to make such a silly mistake. He now lost his wife and lost the game with Desai , he might get back on Desai but would he want Meera back?

Personally I would hate him more if he accepts Meera now. For me this couple is done…I hate them both.

Meera:
Hard lesson for me here , never ever get fond of a character in a story..because end of the day she is just a character out of someone’s mind and cannot be flawless. Meera’s character arc has been twisted so badly that I could not recognize her anymore nor relate to her thoughts, One episode could change entire personality then this is it or maybe I failed to see the signs as my fellow readers saw it and tried to explain it..I apologize to them for being stubborn, I have no qualm admitting a mistake if there is one on my part.

Before I jump into the episode..I have to mention one thing..every single time..Meera is beaten to death at the last episodes..she is perfect in her thoughts and analysis on her life then she is twisted to make a mistake so huge that she ends up on the wrong side. Why? Last part..her justification for leaving Krish is well written and even though the couple got separated their games lived on and she participated in the game with Krish and enjoyed with Das..its only when she knew about Ananya and Krish she made the mistake of humiliating him and ended up taking the forgiveness from Krish at the end while it was Krish who had always pushed her and made her participate willingly into his games. Same is repeating here..Meera ended up doing bigger sin and topping all that Krish has ever done to her in one single episode..Why would Meera behave erratically every time in last but one episode? She could have simply walked away from both Desai and Krish but she chose Desai and not only that she said she loved him and took his seed. What kind of twisted nonsensical writing is this one? Sorry KRISH but I will explain why it is nonsensical. Either Meera is playing hard ball to treat Krish for lifetime and change him and using Desai for it or this is a f***king nightmare. By the way relax on pregnancy guys as I am not worried about it..she will take pill in the morning with out Desai knowing it or may be she won’t after what I have seen she has become.

Into the episode..The level of hypocrisy that Meera was subjected to show in this episode is ridiculous…and exactly my reasons for calling this writing as nonsensical..did you even proof read your story’s characters or now they are not worthy to talk?

Before getting into that stuff..though few things were proven right about Meera.

Meera did not have sex with Desai when Krish was bedridden and its apparent from her shocked expression and disbelief on Krish’s accusations. She made a comment that “Is this what you think of me”..expressing her shock and losing trust on her husband who doubted her.

She never faked her orgasm before the previous episode and she confessed her faking it.

Everything else dived into abyss on her part..or made to take the fall as I have mentioned earlier.

Her hypocrisy at peaks
1. She has preferred to stay and have sex with Desai than accompany her husband on drive? If she is so thrilled about her husband’s recovery as she says why would she choose sex with Desai over simple pleasures that she should take part with her husband. One way she shows her pleasure is her importance other way she blames Krish for not being a husband for not accompanying to temple and shopping the very same day.

2. She went with Desai openly for many events with out fear and ignored Krish’s warning about not being close in public but expressing the concern with Krish that neighborhood is questioning their ways is hilarious. Who asked her to accompany him when her husband cannot accompany. Now she is worried about Rashmi and some others talking about her and she cannot deal with it? So do not deal with it…its not only Krish’s fault but also yours too for openly roaming around with Desai creating scope for rumors.

3. My main concern so far with the way Meera is portrayed is her blaming her husband for being a whore wife as she called herself. Meera has said many things about this marriage in this episode when she herself has crossed the lines many times alone. I always thought before this episode that she knows Krish is a cuckold but never a bad person or never wants her to suffer nor he never forced her into anything..and I also thought she knows that she equally craves adultery..hence she could never say no to him every time he brings another man into their life. Her confession to him last part confirms this thought process. She left him for cheating but she never showed huge concern on her guilt for having sharing his fantasies..she in fact flirted with him when ever Krish used to bring other men in to their conversations..Now all of a sudden just because Krish suggested Piyush even if that is true she would leave him? How silly and convenient. She blames him for her guilt? How can she carry guilt for having sex with Jai when she herself had sex with Ashish out of compassion? When Krish can forgive her for her adultery..she cannot forgive him for his fantasy? If every time you are burdened by the guilt for having sex..then why is it so difficult for you to say no? There is no justification for being a silent accomplice then later blame it on him for whoring you. I am sure Krish would have not forced you if you simply said NO. Or you could have gracefully left him then not when you have an alternate future now.

4. Another thing I have noticed is..every one in this story when they say something it means they say it for real..they mean it even though they are trying to play a game or manipulating..Doesn’t Meera’s words carry any meaning or truth? She became so worthless in this episode that she is an unknown person to me.
   Few examples:
   1. She said she would rather die than leave Krish for some one in last episode..now she is saying she is choosing to be with Desai to prove it to Krish that she is his past?
   2. "If you've taught me one thing in my whole life, that's to seek pleasure from your scare. Some people call it love for adventure. That may be the reason why it stopped             worrying me and instead started to thrill me". And you know, people change. Our perception of anything can change. More than the event, more than the moments - even those                   heavenly moments - "I'm thrilled about coming back to you, Krish. Because in my mind I never had become someone else's woman. I have always been yours, Krish."               Right after she said this she chose to part ways and not only that she chose Desai..how can you say above stuff and then carry guilt in your marriage that it is making it hell? Either                         you enjoy or you deny it ..it won’t work both ways.
    3. Your experience proved you that you cannot live without Krish but now you chose to part ways again as this marriage is meaning less for you, because he is making you sleep with                        many men..and also not trusting you for who you are…If Krish is guilty of making you sleep with many men and does not deserve you then you also do not deserve Desai who in your mind is         a great man..Doesn’t Desai deserve a good person and not a whore wife as you have to take 50% blame in what you have become? Self introspection is necessary on both ways, why                   only Krish needs the heart break while you seek the pleasures and heal your broken heart. Oh I guess you do not have a heart I forgot.

5. She said herself to Krish that what Desai says about him loving her doesn’t carry any meaning as he himself won’t believe it to be true..its only during their lovemaking and in peaks that they say the things they do not mean it. Then why was she not shocked and angry on Desai but ready to accept his confession at the end that what he says about her during their intimate sessions is all true? She questions every god damn thing Krish says or does but never questions Desai’s intentions even if they might hurt her marriage? He has been asking her to marry her ever since they started the relationship and carried her photo , yet she never took it seriously and I believed it because she always have Krish to go back to so it does not bother her..but now looking back..her intention to not question is not about Krish..she accepted the fact that Desai loves her and she is the only woman in his life and she enjoys that feeling of being loved by him more than being loved by Krish. Despite knowing this she comes back to Krish to say she loves him and she chooses to hide all these conversations with Krish. If her intention is always to come back to Krish then she should be truthful to him on her closeness with Desai and not to hide it.

6. Major deviation from the character arc is seen in last few mins in the episode..She said I love you to Desai and not subconsciously like their peak time but in sane mind. I think you do not deserve a man worth loving you. You should end up being alone for your lifetime forsaken by all men who care for you. True to some readers who has seen this coming..I made a mistake in analyzing her properly at least this episode proved it ..previous episodes never gave me different thoughts on Meera...she is selfish.

Unless she is playing a bigger game to treat Krish and show him his future if he continues on his path there by using Desai to teach Krish a lesson which is only hope I have for this outcome ..this is a nonsensical writing on one’s character , How can AUTHOR portray that couple are made for each other and love each other all 3 parts then load this crap in this part where Meera is ready to leave Krish for silliest reason out there. How can one person say two different things in back to back episodes or same episode and still make sense..no matter how the situation has changed..her true feelings for Krish should not change..How can she love Krish and even if that love is broken , how can she turn herself into this shit and behave so ruthlessly at the same time with him..Didn’t she do the same mistake last time with Das. Even now if its proven that Desai is indeed manipulator and really fucked someone in morning sessions  and he truly does not belong to anyone and Krish is not just imagining in his head, would she come back to him after what she has put him through on the name of her love dying in wrong hands? ..does she deserve him? With what face value would you still say I love you to Krish?
 
The so called great man has indeed cheated her with Maitreyi I think and it is evident from this episode that Desai manipulated both of them..story cannot end without revealing this mystery to the couple so what will Meera do about it? Her drastic step to sleep with Desai right after breaking up with Krish and conveying her love to him is a nail to her own coffin.
I feel that there is no redemption for her. Its not her choice now..Krish might show mercy and accept her but she is a selfish piece of shit for the way she treated him and her coming back would not change my perception unless it’s a plan she conceived to teach both men a lesson.

Enjoy the eternity of loneliness Meera. 

Sorry for venting it out!  Thanks KRISH for writing this wonderful story and also ruining it successfully.

I have mentioned before,  whatever Meera says to Krish cannot be taken at face value. She has been cheating with Krish for a long time, sharing secrets, having office talks  with Desai, and being emotionally involved with him. Her walking out of Marriage just because of the assumption that Krish was open to having her  flirt with Piyush sounds funny and almost sounds like an excuse to end the marriage. On one hand, she does not trust her husband after whatever he has gone through for her, but trusts and loves Desai and believes every word that he tells her. 
She chooses to hide the details about Jai for again a stupid reason ,when she already told Krish  half the reason. She wants Krish to be possessive about her but has been making decisions about Desai without taking his permission and then blames Krish for being weak and a cuckold.

I don't think she ever respected Krish and only got back with him after Das because she had no choice and could not see a better option for herself. She always wanted men with power, money, and authority. Desai has all attributes and naturally, she was attracted to him.

With just one episode remaining, I don't feel the couple would be reunited. Krish is a person with flaws and lies occasionally but is not cunning and manipulative like Meera. He deserves a better partner than Meera. Even if the author decides to separate the couple, I hope he does not leave the character of Krish in a miserable state.

3 possible endings

1. Krish and Meera separate amicably and Meera moves in with Desai. Krish finds another partner and is happy

2. Meera sees through the lies of Desai and regrets and apologies to Krish (basically the same ending as the second part)

3. Meera leaves both of them and starts a new life somewhere else .(least likely)

[abhinay67]

Desai will not be victorious that much is a given..KRISH cannot be that bad writer. The path to prove that is what deviated from the very belief that was bored into this story. To prove Desai bad the story has to make Meera fall in love with him is what is driving me crazy.

She did mention to Krish that she had not fallen for Desai. About professing her love for Desai, she had been made to say these thing by Desai, she had never done it herself. The ultimate betrayal was how she was in a frame of mind to have sex with Desai after a huge fight with her husband, again humiliating him in the same manner as she humiliated him in the second part with Das.

[RCF]

I have mentioned before,  whatever Meera says to Krish cannot be taken at face value. She has been cheating with Krish for a long time, sharing secrets, having office talks  with Desai, and being emotionally involved with him. Her walking out of Marriage just because of the assumption that Krish was open to having her  flirt with Piyush sounds funny and almost sounds like an excuse to end the marriage. On one hand, she does not trust her husband after whatever he has gone through for her, but trusts and loves Desai and believes every word that he tells her. 
She chooses to hide the details about Jai for again a stupid reason ,when she already told Krish  half the reason. She wants Krish to be possessive about her but has been making decisions about Desai without taking his permission and then blames Krish for being weak and a cuckold.

I don't think she ever respected Krish and only got back with him after Das because she had no choice and could not see a better option for herself. She always wanted men with power, money, and authority. Desai has all attributes and naturally, she was attracted to him.

With just one episode remaining, I don't feel the couple would be reunited. Krish is a person with flaws and lies occasionally but is not cunning and manipulative like Meera. He deserves a better partner than Meera. Even if the author decides to separate the couple, I hope he does not leave the character of Krish in a miserable state.

3 possible endings

1. Krish and Meera separate amicably and Meera moves in with Desai. Krish finds another partner and is happy

2. Meera sees through the lies of Desai and regrets and apologies to Krish (basically the same ending as the second part)

3. Meera leaves both of them and starts a new life somewhere else .(least likely)

I still may not agree every thing you have just mentioned..Though last episode did shine light into dark corners of her nature for the first time which it did not previously..I am still getting into terms with it. I believe third option is apt one. Krish and Meera needs a fresh start and one which does not include each other. Maybe Meera dates Ashish and Krish settles with Parvathi...sad but better than being with each other after this episode.

[RCF]

She did mention to Krish that she had not fallen for Desai. About professing her love for Desai, she had been made these thing by Desai, she had never done it herself. The ultimate betrayal was how she was in a frame of mind to have sex with Desai after a huge fight with her husband, again humiliating him in the same manner as she humiliated him in the second part with Das.

No ultimate betrayal is her confessing her love and of course what you have mentioned about being in a state to have sex right after her break up..who does that shit? No one who love truly can do that to her lover even in a fucked up world.....no one can make any one do things that they do not want to..its that simple..Just like her participation in every fantasy is not a forced one..her confession is not a forced one. Exactly why i have mentioned there is no redemption this time for her..Maybe her love for Krish died or not doesn't matter but this time she surely killed his love for her.

[Karmayogee]

When meera got shocked to hear the news that flight that desai travelled met with accident, her feelings and emotions for desai is out. Desai played his cards perfectly by giving the company to krish and taking his wife in return. Nothing comes for free. Meera was just testing desai by telling that she is only for krish and there is no meera without krish only to see desai reaction whether he is really possessive about her. She has already made up her mind and set desai as her second husband. Krish had been her husband only for document sake. She got all the happiness and pleasures only for other men. In the heat of the moment, desai had made meera say i love you and accept her to carry his seeds in her womb. Will she realize this in the morning and take pills to avoid further damage. She is not official wife of Desai yet. She has not divorced krish either.

[Bigil]

Four years of marriage has become useless in one day. If meera can find a old man for her. Krish too can find a old lady for him.

[veeravaibhav]

Wonderful update

Krish finally got punished for his deeds.
Meera and Desai finally got rewarded for their deeds.

[Steven Rajaa]

The view points of Desai and Meera are 100% right.

Krish cannot leave his cuckold behavior and he will surely make Meera open the legs for many other men in future. All he needs is a story or scene of wife getting fucked by other men for him to masturbate.

Krish never talk to meera about forming a family, as childbirth will change meera and more responsibilities will come and his fantasies may not work.

Krish himself a insecure person with more inferiority complex. He never exhibited a manly attitude or behavior. He is not a person dependable to live with. No woman can feel secure with krish. He is a wimp and will become a pimp easily calling it as fantasy.

Meera rightly said, he is a moron that never change. It is the right time that meera had taken the decision of starting a new life with Desai. She knows that desai is very possessive about her. If she is around, he will not look for other woman. He is well settled with good money, manliness and power. She will be proud to call such person as her life partner. She cannot do the same with krish.

Shimoga is now waiting to welcome Meera and Desai. Desai parents will be happy that their son has got a girl for him and they got a beautiful daughter in law.

Desai has won now. He will make the life of krish more miserable by taking the company and throwing him to street.

Parvati has respect for krish only because of Meera. If she knows that Meera has moved out because of cuckold nature of krish. She will not respect him. After losing the company, krish will be nothing to parvati and nidhi.

Only good thing about meera is she did not make krish lick her well fucked pussy or directly lick and clean the dick of her lover.

[Jadedsamurai]

Can't read this part too much humiliation someone plz tell me what was the second reason (without any humiliation to krish). That made meera hate herself

[Vikadakavi]

I don't understand meera's second reason. She is saying that krish made her to sleep with a stranger and she is carrying that remorse through out her life. What is this Meera? She spread her legs for sunny. is sunny was her childhood crush? He was a stranger. She allowed to fuck by Arman ( Goa guy) , was he is a friend? He was absolute stranger for both Meera and Krish. When she fucked by Desai for the very first time, Desai was also a stranger. In all the above incident, who took the steps? What was krish role?
In train both krish and meera was playing a naughty game. She was also a willing partner. More than kiss, both krish and meera did not expected to continue. As per Meera's version, Jai had sex with her and she enjoyed that but it was unexpected. She hide this fact from Krish and said only to Desai. Can't understand her stand.
Her allegations that krish made her whore is absolutely rubbish. Then with sunny, arman, ashish and Desai, what she was doing? What she was doing with DAS?
Her break up theory is also silly. She know that Krish never forced her for anything and she is a willing partner in crime. When Desai called piyush, it is clear that Piyush never asked to sleep with meera and it is a fabricated one from Desai. She still doubt krish. She is believe the words of Desai and not trusting Krish.
Meera never own her mistakes. She always blame others for her mistakes and very manipulative. When she humiliated Krish with Das, she put all blame on Das and break up with him. I am sure she came back to krish due to lack of other options. Even though she was dating with a pet seller, she came back to krish. Because she wanted money and power. Since there is no better option available, she has to choose krish again. But surely Desai was in her mind and she don't wanted to take a risk at that time as he is a stranger for her at that time.
If you see the pattern, in the last few episode she is confirming with Desai that whether he is serious about marrying her. Also she is reconfirming whether he is still having affairs with Dr. Mithri Or any other women. She was calculative. Even though she is aware that neighbors are speaking about Desai and meera, she is never missed any chance to go out with Desai and show PDA in marriage ceremony. As I told earlier, marriage ceremony was her social experiment to know the acceptance of them as a couple. Even Desai may not knowing what was running in her mind.

When krish asked to have a baby and start family, Meera denied and asked for one more year citing her job. But in the last episode she was so willing to get pregnant by Desai. If you see in the pats, we can clearly see that she is ok for this. She allowed Desai to come inside even though she was unsafe during car sex. Her excuse was so silly that she don't wanted to spoil the car seat. A mug of water and a few tissue paper was enough to clean the car seat. Instead she took the risk of getting pregnant. She is not a kid to be ignorant that pills are not give 100% protection. When krish asked to have sex with her on same night citing to make use the pills effect, she refused and said she don't wanted to sleep with two men in a same day. Now when I am looking back, she just wanted to confirm the father of kid if there is a chance of pregnancy. That is the reason she denied krish. All other words from meera can not take to face value . She was ok with bare sex with Desai after krish recovery where as Desai asked krish to wear the condom.
From allowing Desai to put sindhoor on forehead, I was in doubt of meera. I always belive from my past experience that never trust the words of a woman( sorry, not generalizing ) trust their actions. Meeras I love quote to Krish don't have any face value as her actions are contradictory from the beginning onwards.

As I said earlier, she was in love with Desai from the beginning and considered him as the option. That is the reason, she changed his lifestyle. She was waiting for a good opportunity to break way from krish. But she didn't expected this opportunity come this fast. But she make use of it even though her stands are highly questionable. I am sure she will have more suffering ahead with Desai and her decision is one of the biggest mistake of her life as it is clear to us that Desai is not a changed person. He is still that old wolf in mask. So wish you a all hard and miserable life ahead meera. To krish, never ever take back a selfish, opportunist again. Whatever be the reason.

[drillhot]

Great update. All games has to end one day. It requires a reason to stop everything.
Meera has found the reason as krish. what more krish can expect? Desai is a lucky bastard benefited out of this.
No other woman slept with him want to make a family with him. They know his true colors and they dont want to break their marriage. Meera manipulated krish for her selfish needs, but failed to understand the manipulations of Desai.
Frankly speaking, Desai manipulated krish more to get more space with Meera calling him as true friend and bro.
He made him trust completely. He slowly digged his personal things and understood his weakness and he cannot satisfy meera in bed. He used the cuckold nature of krish projecting himself like him and it is not wrong and it is for mutual benefits. Krish needed a alpha male to keep meera happy, so he kept mum on the closeness of Meera and Desai. The closeness and finally brought the drift of his marriage. Anyways, all that Meera needs sex and money and she will get it plenty from Desai. She cannot get that from krish throughout her life. He will always remain an unsettled useless shameless cucky bastard.
Desai may bring out his fantasies one day after getting bored with meera and make her sleep with his business partners for his benefits like he did for Ananya. Meera will realize then that he is no different from krish. This may happen or may not happen. As getting old, Desai also want to leave his bad habits and turn into a good father/husband/man. Whatever it is, now they are in love. Hope they form a family soon and be happy. Bad luck to krish, Time for him to introspect and decide whether he want to spoil another woman life or end his life for everything he has done. Krish has dug his own grave with Desai.

[LustyLeo]

Nice way to end. Every one got what they deserve. Most the readers expecting this to happen. Fantasies cant continue forever.

[RCF]

Never ever think that story has come to an end..Meera has seen Krish's real face as shown by Desai and she has not trusted her husband and cited his past as the reason....Krish has done same mistake..not trusting his wife , blamed her for cheating and trusted Desai..But the story has yet to reveal the real face of Desai..his dark fantasies..His true intentions and steps he took to get Meera..There has to be a way for this come out...once its out things will change a lot..Couple can introspect on their mistakes as usual which is the last episode but i do not wish Krish to accept Meera..she has just gone too far with her decision to choose Desai over Krish and there is no going back...she will not stay with Desai if she knew he has betrayed her trust with another woman or if she knew he manipulated Krish in agreeing to sleeping with Piyush. Her only option would be gracefully exit from their lives and begin a new one.

[Vikadakavi]

Assumptions and Mistakes!

Krish & Meera both assumed wrong and both made mistakes that are irreparable.

Krish:

He knows Desai well then how come he easily trusted him and doubted Meera?
He just assumed that Meera is the person with whom Desai had sex in the mornings. He failed to think beyond that and even now he doesn’t think beyond that when Meera looked shocked on his accusations. He called names on his wife..disrespected her calling her whore indirectly and using obscene words and broke the trust she had on him for not trusting her on the promise..which caused her to part ways as we have been suspecting that would happen.
Krish has been made a fool in this part who doesn’t use his brain a lot. How can he simply cannot think that when Desai asks Meera about sleeping with Piyush, Meera will not only hate Desai for asking but also hate him for agreeing to it or just for being part of the game, Is he that naïve?
Not only that he also failed to defend himself which is another disappointment. His initial reaction to Desai’s suggestion was to punch him and also yelled at him for suggesting that but he failed to mention that before Meera telling her that Desai convinced him after his initial outburst? How convenient for Author to twist Krish as he needed when he needed…How can Krish be so stupid? Krish is actually very intelligent and sometime even better than Meera in analyzing the situations but for the story sake he is always made a dumb fellow and made to do silly mistakes.
There is no sense or justification as I earlier mentioned that Krish hiding about Piyush unless Author had intentions to use it to break up the couple and it is very convenient to use Krish to make such a silly mistake. He now lost his wife and lost the game with Desai , he might get back on Desai but would he want Meera back?

Personally I would hate him more if he accepts Meera now. For me this couple is done…I hate them both.

Meera:
Hard lesson for me here , never ever get fond of a character in a story..because end of the day she is just a character out of someone’s mind and cannot be flawless. Meera’s character arc has been twisted so badly that I could not recognize her anymore nor relate to her thoughts, One episode could change entire personality then this is it or maybe I failed to see the signs as my fellow readers saw it and tried to explain it..I apologize to them for being stubborn, I have no qualm admitting a mistake if there is one on my part.

Before I jump into the episode..I have to mention one thing..every single time..Meera is beaten to death at the last episodes..she is perfect in her thoughts and analysis on her life then she is twisted to make a mistake so huge that she ends up on the wrong side. Why? Last part..her justification for leaving Krish is well written and even though the couple got separated their games lived on and she participated in the game with Krish and enjoyed with Das..its only when she knew about Ananya and Krish she made the mistake of humiliating him and ended up taking the forgiveness from Krish at the end while it was Krish who had always pushed her and made her participate willingly into his games. Same is repeating here..Meera ended up doing bigger sin and topping all that Krish has ever done to her in one single episode..Why would Meera behave erratically every time in last but one episode? She could have simply walked away from both Desai and Krish but she chose Desai and not only that she said she loved him and took his seed. What kind of twisted nonsensical writing is this one? Sorry KRISH but I will explain why it is nonsensical. Either Meera is playing hard ball to treat Krish for lifetime and change him and using Desai for it or this is a f***king nightmare. By the way relax on pregnancy guys as I am not worried about it..she will take pill in the morning with out Desai knowing it or may be she won’t after what I have seen she has become.

Into the episode..The level of hypocrisy that Meera was subjected to show in this episode is ridiculous…and exactly my reasons for calling this writing as nonsensical..did you even proof read your story’s characters or now they are not worthy to talk?

Before getting into that stuff..though few things were proven right about Meera.

Meera did not have sex with Desai when Krish was bedridden and its apparent from her shocked expression and disbelief on Krish’s accusations. She made a comment that “Is this what you think of me”..expressing her shock and losing trust on her husband who doubted her.

She never faked her orgasm before the previous episode and she confessed her faking it.

Everything else dived into abyss on her part..or made to take the fall as I have mentioned earlier.

Her hypocrisy at peaks
1. She has preferred to stay and have sex with Desai than accompany her husband on drive? If she is so thrilled about her husband’s recovery as she says why would she choose sex with Desai over simple pleasures that she should take part with her husband. One way she shows her pleasure is her importance other way she blames Krish for not being a husband for not accompanying to temple and shopping the very same day.

2. She went with Desai openly for many events with out fear and ignored Krish’s warning about not being close in public but expressing the concern with Krish that neighborhood is questioning their ways is hilarious. Who asked her to accompany him when her husband cannot accompany. Now she is worried about Rashmi and some others talking about her and she cannot deal with it? So do not deal with it…its not only Krish’s fault but also yours too for openly roaming around with Desai creating scope for rumors.

3. My main concern so far with the way Meera is portrayed is her blaming her husband for being a whore wife as she called herself. Meera has said many things about this marriage in this episode when she herself has crossed the lines many times alone. I always thought before this episode that she knows Krish is a cuckold but never a bad person or never wants her to suffer nor he never forced her into anything..and I also thought she knows that she equally craves adultery..hence she could never say no to him every time he brings another man into their life. Her confession to him last part confirms this thought process. She left him for cheating but she never showed huge concern on her guilt for having sharing his fantasies..she in fact flirted with him when ever Krish used to bring other men in to their conversations..Now all of a sudden just because Krish suggested Piyush even if that is true she would leave him? How silly and convenient. She blames him for her guilt? How can she carry guilt for having sex with Jai when she herself had sex with Ashish out of compassion? When Krish can forgive her for her adultery..she cannot forgive him for his fantasy? If every time you are burdened by the guilt for having sex..then why is it so difficult for you to say no? There is no justification for being a silent accomplice then later blame it on him for whoring you. I am sure Krish would have not forced you if you simply said NO. Or you could have gracefully left him then not when you have an alternate future now.

4. Another thing I have noticed is..every one in this story when they say something it means they say it for real..they mean it even though they are trying to play a game or manipulating..Doesn’t Meera’s words carry any meaning or truth? She became so worthless in this episode that she is an unknown person to me.
   Few examples:
   1. She said she would rather die than leave Krish for some one in last episode..now she is saying she is choosing to be with Desai to prove it to Krish that she is his past?
   2. "If you've taught me one thing in my whole life, that's to seek pleasure from your scare. Some people call it love for adventure. That may be the reason why it stopped             worrying me and instead started to thrill me". And you know, people change. Our perception of anything can change. More than the event, more than the moments - even those                   heavenly moments - "I'm thrilled about coming back to you, Krish. Because in my mind I never had become someone else's woman. I have always been yours, Krish."               Right after she said this she chose to part ways and not only that she chose Desai..how can you say above stuff and then carry guilt in your marriage that it is making it hell? Either                         you enjoy or you deny it ..it won’t work both ways.
    3. Your experience proved you that you cannot live without Krish but now you chose to part ways again as this marriage is meaning less for you, because he is making you sleep with                        many men..and also not trusting you for who you are…If Krish is guilty of making you sleep with many men and does not deserve you then you also do not deserve Desai who in your mind is         a great man..Doesn’t Desai deserve a good person and not a whore wife as you have to take 50% blame in what you have become? Self introspection is necessary on both ways, why                   only Krish needs the heart break while you seek the pleasures and heal your broken heart. Oh I guess you do not have a heart I forgot.

5. She said herself to Krish that what Desai says about him loving her doesn’t carry any meaning as he himself won’t believe it to be true..its only during their lovemaking and in peaks that they say the things they do not mean it. Then why was she not shocked and angry on Desai but ready to accept his confession at the end that what he says about her during their intimate sessions is all true? She questions every god damn thing Krish says or does but never questions Desai’s intentions even if they might hurt her marriage? He has been asking her to marry her ever since they started the relationship and carried her photo , yet she never took it seriously and I believed it because she always have Krish to go back to so it does not bother her..but now looking back..her intention to not question is not about Krish..she accepted the fact that Desai loves her and she is the only woman in his life and she enjoys that feeling of being loved by him more than being loved by Krish. Despite knowing this she comes back to Krish to say she loves him and she chooses to hide all these conversations with Krish. If her intention is always to come back to Krish then she should be truthful to him on her closeness with Desai and not to hide it.

6. Major deviation from the character arc is seen in last few mins in the episode..She said I love you to Desai and not subconsciously like their peak time but in sane mind. I think you do not deserve a man worth loving you. You should end up being alone for your lifetime forsaken by all men who care for you. True to some readers who has seen this coming..I made a mistake in analyzing her properly at least this episode proved it ..previous episodes never gave me different thoughts on Meera...she is selfish.

Unless she is playing a bigger game to treat Krish and show him his future if he continues on his path there by using Desai to teach Krish a lesson which is only hope I have for this outcome ..this is a nonsensical writing on one’s character , How can AUTHOR portray that couple are made for each other and love each other all 3 parts then load this crap in this part where Meera is ready to leave Krish for silliest reason out there. How can one person say two different things in back to back episodes or same episode and still make sense..no matter how the situation has changed..her true feelings for Krish should not change..How can she love Krish and even if that love is broken , how can she turn herself into this shit and behave so ruthlessly at the same time with him..Didn’t she do the same mistake last time with Das. Even now if its proven that Desai is indeed manipulator and really fucked someone in morning sessions  and he truly does not belong to anyone and Krish is not just imagining in his head, would she come back to him after what she has put him through on the name of her love dying in wrong hands? ..does she deserve him? With what face value would you still say I love you to Krish?
 
The so called great man has indeed cheated her with Maitreyi I think and it is evident from this episode that Desai manipulated both of them..story cannot end without revealing this mystery to the couple so what will Meera do about it? Her drastic step to sleep with Desai right after breaking up with Krish and conveying her love to him is a nail to her own coffin.
I feel that there is no redemption for her. Its not her choice now..Krish might show mercy and accept her but she is a selfish piece of shit for the way she treated him and her coming back would not change my perception unless it’s a plan she conceived to teach both men a lesson.

Enjoy the eternity of loneliness Meera. 

Sorry for venting it out!  Thanks KRISH for writing this wonderful story and also ruining it successfully.

Well written... Even though both of us are having difference in thought process and stands, whatever you written is absolutely right. Meers's claim of having living with guilt and  the statement like "If you've taught me one thing in my whole life, that's to seek pleasure from your scare. Some people call it love for adventureadventure. ... "  Are contradicting. I am also sad that the couple is separating. Even I am sure that she was in love with Desai, I always belived that she will realize Desai and also realize the inner feelings of krish and come out from the affair fog. Expected a happy ending but got a disappointed update. To author krish, I don't understand how krish missed the second reason. Krish as well as all the readers are waiting for the second reason and from audio recording it is clear that meera yet to tell this. Krish is able to hear meera and Desai talking and suddenly he went for sleeping without hearing the second reason for which he was waiting. Unbelievable? I know if he come to know the second reason, Desai plan many not success. But to do so, why author made krish as dumb whi go and sleep without listening something he is eagerly waiting.