Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[khemucha]

What's up in Meera's mind?

Meera's present state of mind - I see through you, you puny pricks ... my way or the highway ...

[abhinay67]

Thanks for the summary on open questions but there are more subtle one's that should also be addressed than these obvious ones.

1. Who will reveal the true nature of Desai and show him his place? He needs to be defeated and he needs to understand that in life despite him trying in many crooked ways there are things that he cannot buy or steal for himself. He needs an ending like Das- defeated and shame, will he get it?
2. What are real intentions of Desai? We all know he is acting and faking himself to be good to get Meera but what is his plan? It does seem like Marrying Meera is his ultimate goal but is that it or there is more?  
3. Desai doesn't give anything free..why did he give the company to Krish?
4. Meera's thoughts - Biggest question mark for every one is the behavior of Meera which raised many questions and many even felt that she should end up with Desai or Krish should leave her to regain his self respect.Though this is all his doing in starting the wheels into motion.
     - Biggest question is what is it about Desai that has undone Meera? Is it only sexual skill that could bring her to peaks that she has not seen before him or anything else?
     - We have seen Meera behave oddly out of character many times in part 3 esp since she has started her affair with Desai
          a)   Public display of affection/Willing to go out openly with Desai
          b)  When alone with Desai she doesn't like hearing badly about Krish but when Desai and Meera are with Krish she openly converses about his cuck nature with Desai and sometimes attributes the affair to this nature rather than own it herself as on many occasions the plan was made between themselves rather than the involvement of Krish , Good example is giving anal pleasure to Desai is a decision she took by herself with Desai and also some other minor instances. Meera has the tendency to push her enjoyment into the account of Krish though its Krish who initiated this affair and blessed it unlike many previous encounters there is definitely development beyond physical which she shares with Desai and she never owns it. Every time Krish questions her enjoyment, she answers with a question if this is not something he likes? that is the reason she is doing it. Its true but not if you plan alone and execute alone. That uncharacteristic approach to deviate from previous affairs where couple planned and enjoyed together is seen here, Meera should explain.
         c)   She doesn't want Desai to invest in her company as she doesn't want to be in a boss and employee relationship rather be personal but at the same time encouraged Krish to take the security agency for free making him in debt with Desai. why is there difference here if she doesn't wanted to be indebted to Desai then so should be Krish. Agreed that Krish developed it but initial amount for setting up should have been given back and Meera not pointing that is weird.
         d) She has become bold and reckless in this affair as if she doesn't care about her image. Spending night with Desai when Piyush is in the house is very unlike Meera. Is she the same person who panicked when she was caught with Sadashiv or worried Meera when some one saw her going into the car with Desai.
         e) Why did she not condemn in the reception that Desai is not her husband to the guests there and behave properly , nothing wrong in going with a friend but how we behave defines us and letting them think that they are a couple? Result of which her neighbor and his friend now think oddly about Meera? What is she trying to achieve?
         f) The entire episodes of sindhoor and first night are cringe worthy in my opinion..she doesn't need expletives or drama to start an affair with Desai when Krish himself want it to happen but there is a limit to what you do in the affair, why would she let Desai put sindhoor? Why would she make it a first night? Every women preserves their first night experience or at least i think it should be one of a kind and repeating that with Desai is just undone. She calls Desai other husband, what in the name of god is she thinking?
         g) Main uncharacteristic thing about whole part 3 is and this could be just for me as many believe that Meera is same in previous parts too though i disagree - Meera usually indulges into an affair with a person approved by her husband and once she does that she never maintains emotional attachment into the affair and always is on her toes to look out for anything that could get her marriage or her relationship with Krish in trouble  and we have seen her confessing many times to Krish as well in fear of losing him esp when she betrayed Krish with her boss she could have kept it secret and no way Ashish would have revealed it to Krish yet we saw that she confessed it to Krish very same evening and asked for his forgiveness , the very same Meera now would not end her affair with Desai even when he confesses that he loves her and on top of it he is questioning her commitment to Krish and aren't his intention plain and clear trying to snatch Meera from Krish and why is Meera not reacting aggressively?
         h) The same question in a different angle - If Krish cannot see or hear the details of the affair which usually is the thrill for the couple then why did she even start it unless this affair is for her rather than for Krish? If Yes why is she not honest about it. If No then why is she not at least describing the details to Krish in such a way so the first reason she gave is in no way possible. She could cut down the closeness and focus more on the details related to the sex. Would have kept Krish satisfied and not to attempt anything foolish. Unless her second reason explains this one.
        I) Main and important question for me and which made me even question Meera's intentions now - She has acknowledged in this episode to Desai that he is a great man and no problem with that but she also mentioned she doesn't always need great things so is she acknowledging that what she has with Krish is not great? Is she only talking about sex or relationship?
       J) The inevitable question for all other readers but not for me as i still believe in Meera's love for Krish - Does Meera love Desai which she hasn't yet realized herself or in denial? Is that the reason for all these abnormalities in her behavior? If yes then does she love Krish? If yes how can one love both?         
5. Krish's thoughts - Though we read the story from POV we still do not have full disclosure on this thoughts
     -  What makes Krish push his wife for an affair and yet feel bad when she goes through it, i have this question since last two parts as well but never got real answer-
        He wishes to see his wife being fucked or at least listen to the details but his afterthoughts are always not pointing to his cuckold nature..its like when his desire is met he feels bad or at least not happy for what happened...phrases like "Here we go my wife is going into the bedroom again with her lover leaving me all alone" "Seeing them going holding hands together is no fun" these thoughts doesn't correlate with the same guy who planned to make it happen. I have seen the above scenario even when she is not that close to the other person so Desai factor is not the reason.
     -  Why does Krish behave submissively towards Meera? He never speaks his mind in many situations, even when Meera is blaming him for something which both are equally responsible?

Main issues the couple needs to resolve

 - Lack of communication..never hide anything from each other - Krish in particular has lot to reveal , phone calls with Desai, Recordings, Piyush knowing the secret..His closeness with Parvati and his voyeuristic nature for Nidhi and also his conversations with Desai.
 - Place trust on each other and resolve any issues by talking to each other
 - Reveal your dark desires to each other ( Krish's case he has fantasized Desai and Meera for a very long time and made plans but didn't reveal it to Meera ,
 In Meera's case she had the best sex with Desai , though she tried to avoid Desai in her life she was not completely honest..her honesty would have made Krish  cautious about not to bring Desai back into their life but she chose to hide details about the night she spent with Desai and how much she enjoyed it. why? )
 - Share your thoughts and opinions with out worrying about offending each other(Particularly Krish in this case has many thoughts but never reveals to Meera,
 he doesn't like her making fun of his Cuck nature and also her public display of closeness with Desai yet never aggressively questions it, Meera has hidden many thoughts from Krish related to Desai so she is equally to blame in everything)
 - More importantly they need to resolve the bedroom issues - Bring back the passion and lust for each other..Desai cannot take place in their minds or conversations when they are alone together)
 
 It is not impossible to resolve these issues but only possible if they are honest with each other and willing to apologize to each other for the mess they made in their life and take responsibility on their shoulders and not place the blame on others and more importantly get rid of Desai for ever of course defeat him in his own game and send him home.

The onus on repairing the relationship lies solely with Meera, She has been refusing to have sex with Krish for a variety of reasons -

1 . She refused to make love to Krish after she had sex with Desai in the car with the reason that it would make her feel like a slut . but she was ok with having sex with Desai after having sex with Krish.

2. She conned Krish into not having sex with her for 3 days so that she is fresh for Desai on Wednesday night.

3. Also when Desai is out of the picture she is keener in focussing on her career than her marriage life.

Krish's character has not changed much throughout the 3 parts of this story, he is shown to be a good person, who can't take a stand and usually allows her wife to do as she wishes. Krish is not a confrontational person, and he won't stop Meera and Desai. Meera has crossed all the lines in this series, she is doing things as she pleases and has no respect for Krish's public image. It needs to be seen whether Meera still loves Krish. Passion and chemistry between them is lacking in this part, especially from Meera's side, she seems disinterested in Krish. I doubt she will end the relationship abruptly with Desai.

If the author decides to end this on a happy note, it would require a complete shift of character on Meera's part or Desai dying in an accident just like Shekhar.

[RCF]

The onus on repairing the relationship lies solely with Meera, She has been refusing to have sex with Krish for a variety of reasons -

1 . She refused to make love to Krish after she had sex with Desai in the car with the reason that it would make her feel like a slut . but she was ok with having sex with Desai after having sex with Krish.

2. She conned Krish into not having sex with her for 3 days so that she is fresh for Desai on Wednesday night.

3. Also when Desai is out of the picture she is keener in focussing on her career than her marriage life.

Krish's character has not changed much throughout the 3 parts of this story, he is shown to be a good person, who can't take a stand and usually allows her wife to do as she wishes. Krish is not a confrontational person, and he won't stop Meera and Desai. Meera has crossed all the lines in this series, she is doing things as she pleases and has no respect for Krish's public image. It needs to be seen whether Meera still loves Krish. Passion and chemistry between them is lacking in this part, especially from Meera's side, she seems disinterested in Krish. I doubt she will end the relationship abruptly with Desai.

If the author decides to end this on a happy note, it would require a complete shift of character on Meera's part or Desai dying in an accident just like Shekhar.

That's your opinion bud..nothing against it but here are my thoughts on your questions

1. Yes she did refuse sex with Krish and in my mind i believe it is much pure than evil thoughts or ill thoughts towards Krish..She respects him as a husband and not willing to give herself to Krish in such a used state. Just a different perspective if you look at it rather making it an excuse to avoid sex. Other way round she doesn't care as long as Desai doesn't care.

2. I do not think there is any proof to show that she wantedly skipped sex with Krish for 3 days to be fresh for Desai..if fact lot of times Krish's thoughts were to not have sex so she will sex craved by the time Desai is back and if i missed this part ..please provide which episode i would like to read it again.

3. That's again one's own perspective , she did say no to kids but you do not have to read too much into it. Couples plan together and if one's not ready to have kid then it doesn't mean anything..as for the career yes she wants to make it big and she did it with an award..something wrong?

Why do you think Krish's character has not changed much? Krish never used to be this submissive not until Desai entered into the relationship..He was tamed now by Desai in many ways..He used to confront his wife previously and many times. He used to collaborate everything with Meera and plan together now he secretly does lot of things and hides many things from her . Yes his love for her is very strong and didn't change but that we only know because we read the story from his POV maybe if you read it from Meera's POV you might know how much she loves her husband and what are her thoughts and why her behavior is showing uncharacteristic signs.

Every one said that she is bad because she denied accompanying her husband on his first drive after recovery but at the same time no one mentioned that Krish denied accompanying her to temple esp after he felt bad last time when she went with Desai..he could have gone to temple..and he could have accompanied to Inauguration too but still chose to remain in the house anticipating to listen to the sex between Desai and Meera..despite knowing that from his neighbor that last time both were too close in the event. Does that mean he doesn't bother what others think or what happens to Meera and his image in public when compared to his fantasy? Like i said this couple love each other with their faults and they belong to each other..there is no need to shift anyone's character to make this a happy ending. Anyways AUTHOR has his own story line and thoughts, he will not change the line based on our discussions..he might consider few points to give good closure but i do not think the ending will change.

[The phoenix]

As there are so many things to be clarified i suggest Krish not to finish the story in a rush. As far as i know you decided to finish the story early as many readers are frustrated with your late late updates.

Now readers are suggesting to complete the story in this month itself whatever happens. We know they are fed up with your very late updates.
But My suggestion is to complete the story with a logical and convincible ending even if takes more time to give updates.

Going by the comments from readers now you know there are sooo many things need to be clarified. That which i think is not possible in just two updates unless each update is 10 posts long.

But you still think you can acknowledge all the questions raised by the readers and give a proper ending to this great story then it's fine.

My only request is not to finish the story just for the sake of finishing as readers are desperately suggesting to finish the story.

Waiting for your response and all the best.

[chutdriller]

As there are so many things to be clarified i suggest Krish not to finish the story in a rush. As far as i know you decided to finish the story early as many readers are frustrated with your late late updates.

Now readers are suggesting to complete the story in this month itself whatever happens. We know they are fed up with your very late updates.
But  My suggestion is to complete the story with a logical and convincible ending  even if takes more time to give updates.

Going by the comments from readers now you know there are sooo many things need to be clarified. That which i think is not possible in just two updates unless each update is 10 posts long.

But you still think you can acknowledge all the questions raised by the readers and give a proper ending to this great story then it's fine.

My only request is not to finish the story just for the sake of finishing as readers are desperately suggesting to finish the story.

Waiting for your response and all the best.

Yes. Please Krish do not rush to end the story because many readers want the story to end. 

The story should end with logical conclusions. This epic cannot have hush-hush ending or a typical cuckold story ending. 

You have created this epic and you should end with clarity and not be bound to timeline. This is not a regular story that we read in forums. Readers have attachment to this story and this is one of the reason many want you to end it soon so that they get a closure with the story. But the story should end with closure to all aspects.

Hope you understand this and dont rush the ending.. You are and excellent narrator and do not need my suggestion but please consider this.

Waiting for more krish..

[Lollobionda]

Adding to my friend RCF's analysis...

A : 
After Desai decided to go back to his hometown and build up his business there, he would have to part with the
company. But because the compony was in its infancy and rather amateurish, he did not find a buyer or a successor 
so quickly. From a distance, it was impossible to manage and build up the company in such a way that it would 
become lucrative and large. 
In the case of a status quo, bankruptcy would have been inevitable. But bankruptcy, or unprofessional management,
would have had an enormous NEGATIVE impact on the whole business life and perhaps "in the long run" the end of 
his corperate culture.

He wanted to avoid such a scenario at all costs!

By deciding to transfer the company to Krish, Desai made the best move, because with Krish came the momentum 
and profecional build-up of the company.
In front of his business partners and the financial world, he now looks very positive, because he founded a company 
in a very short time and sold it to Krish, after which he made it to the top (in security services).
Thus, the transfer to Krish is not a gift, but a "long-term" saving blessing for Desai.
He can continue to "show off" on the business market!

B :
Since reuniting after the break-up, Krish has not hidden "al too!".
(An exception was the kiss with Ananya at the viewing of the flat, which she got from Desai and where the two were
surprised by Asish). 
He was always open with Meera and wanted her to be equally open with him.

Meera has always dreamt of finishing what she missed the morning after the "first" sexual act in Desai's flat, namely 
an overwhelming orgasm and satisfaction, similar to the night "behind the front door and later at the dining table and 
in Desai's bed".
She never let go of this thought, on the contrary, she dreamt about it again and again and worked towards it by
manipulating Krish to put it into practice. 

So, Krish in his fantasy moments did suggest it, but did not give Meera any reason to put it into action. And this,
the more often the more BOLDLY, immorally and without regard for the social environment.

In Germany, such people are called "Schwanz gesteuert!".
Meera, is now behaving more like a "cock steered!" Women and become shameless.

- The sex act in a public car park
- Coitus in the guest room while a guest (Piyush) sleeps in the other room.
- The temple visit with "getting groped" in a public bus.
- Sex with a stranger in a festival hall (where someone could walk in at any time) on one of the most important 
  days in a married life, namely "anniversary" day.
- Calling the Desai by his first name and sitting very close to him while other business partners are present at 
  the table.
- Holding hands, kissing and dancing with the Desai in public ... 
etc. etc. etc.

These are all attributes of a "cock steered" cheap floozy, not an honorable wife.

"Meera must confess now"!

C :
Krish has hardly changed in his basic nature. He is still what he was at the beginning; a passionate "voyeur", 
no more and no less.
He is very unsettled by Meera's behaviour, it robs him of his "clear mind". This sometimes leads to unconditional
decisions and steps.

Would Meera, stay true to the promise she made to Krish in the beginning; 
"TO TELL HIM EVERYTHING, DETAIL FAITHFULLY!"
he would never think of, for example; eavesdropping, drilling holes in doors or climbing on windowsills etc. ...

Krish has been neglected by his wife lately, all her attention has been devoted to Desai. 
This led to Krish partly seeking the missing attention, security, tenderness, closeness and warmth 
(for which his own wife is responsible) from Pervathi.

This was clearly visible during the time of the accident. 
Instead of being with Krish, spending time with him and finally sleeping in the same bedroom, 
(if not in the same bed, she could have slept on a mattress in some room), she preferred to spend all the time 
with Desai (and as it turned out, had sex with him at least on two nights or mornings. She may have spent several
nights with him in the guest room! We do not know yet).

D :
The few moments with Nithi only serve to refresh his voyeuristic fantasy world .. nothing more. One thing is definitely
clear; as long as Meera is and remains his wife, he has no intention of physically betraying her or cheating on her with
another woman...

E :
Ultimately, I am convinced that Krish, (after the "morning" mentioned by Meera and her confessions "but above all
about the second reason!" to Desai) will confront Desai, put him in his place and eventually banish him from his life.

Desai and his imposture will fall deep...

F :
Meera will be faced with a decision afterwards, and she must/will make a decision; 

a life with or without Krish ... 

Personally, I would appreciate it if Meera and Krish ended up staying together as wife and husband. 
Despite recent
events, chaeting and lack of respect for the husband, the two belong together. Because their love for each other 
will bind them even closer, and time will heal all their wounds ... 

In this sense 
All the best

Lollobionda

[Emperor21]

I think there are More comments from readers than story updates... Krish update us soon

[RCF]

Adding to my friend RCF's analysis...

A : 
After Desai decided to go back to his hometown and build up his business there, he would have to part with the
company. But because the compony was in its infancy and rather amateurish, he did not find a buyer or a successor 
so quickly. From a distance, it was impossible to manage and build up the company in such a way that it would 
become lucrative and large. 
In the case of a status quo, bankruptcy would have been inevitable. But bankruptcy, or unprofessional management,
would have had an enormous NEGATIVE impact on the whole business life and perhaps "in the long run" the end of 
his corperate culture.

He wanted to avoid such a scenario at all costs!

By deciding to transfer the company to Krish, Desai made the best move, because with Krish came the momentum 
and profecional build-up of the company.
In front of his business partners and the financial world, he now looks very positive, because he founded a company 
in a very short time and sold it to Krish, after which he made it to the top (in security services).
Thus, the transfer to Krish is not a gift, but a "long-term" saving blessing for Desai.
He can continue to "show off" on the business market!

B :
Since reuniting after the break-up, Krish has not hidden "al too!".
(An exception was the kiss with Ananya at the viewing of the flat, which she got from Desai and where the two were
surprised by Asish). 
He was always open with Meera and wanted her to be equally open with him.

Meera has always dreamt of finishing what she missed the morning after the "first" sexual act in Desai's flat, namely 
an overwhelming orgasm and satisfaction, similar to the night "behind the front door and later at the dining table and 
in Desai's bed".
She never let go of this thought, on the contrary, she dreamt about it again and again and worked towards it by
manipulating Krish to put it into practice. 

So, Krish in his fantasy moments did suggest it, but did not give Meera any reason to put it into action. And this,
the more often the more BOLDLY, immorally and without regard for the social environment.

In Germany, such people are called "Schwanz gesteuert!".
Meera, is now behaving more like a "cock steered!" Women and become shameless.

- The sex act in a public car park
- Coitus in the guest room while a guest (Piyush) sleeps in the other room.
- The temple visit with "getting groped" in a public bus.
- Sex with a stranger in a festival hall (where someone could walk in at any time) on one of the most important 
  days in a married life, namely "anniversary" day.
- Calling the Desai by his first name and sitting very close to him while other business partners are present at 
  the table.
- Holding hands, kissing and dancing with the Desai in public ... 
etc. etc. etc.

These are all attributes of a "cock steered" cheap floozy, not an honorable wife.

"Meera must confess now"!

C :
Krish has hardly changed in his basic nature. He is still what he was at the beginning; a passionate "voyeur", 
no more and no less.
He is very unsettled by Meera's behaviour, it robs him of his "clear mind". This sometimes leads to unconditional
decisions and steps.

Would Meera, stay true to the promise she made to Krish in the beginning; 
"TO TELL HIM EVERYTHING, DETAIL FAITHFULLY!"
he would never think of, for example; eavesdropping, drilling holes in doors or climbing on windowsills etc. ...

Krish has been neglected by his wife lately, all her attention has been devoted to Desai. 
This led to Krish partly seeking the missing attention, security, tenderness, closeness and warmth 
(for which his own wife is responsible) from Pervathi.

This was clearly visible during the time of the accident. 
Instead of being with Krish, spending time with him and finally sleeping in the same bedroom, 
(if not in the same bed, she could have slept on a mattress in some room), she preferred to spend all the time 
with Desai (and as it turned out, had sex with him at least on two nights or mornings. She may have spent several
nights with him in the guest room! We do not know yet).

D :
The few moments with Nithi only serve to refresh his voyeuristic fantasy world .. nothing more. One thing is definitely
clear; as long as Meera is and remains his wife, he has no intention of physically betraying her or cheating on her with
another woman...

E :
Ultimately, I am convinced that Krish, (after the "morning" mentioned by Meera and her confessions "but above all
about the second reason!" to Desai) will confront Desai, put him in his place and eventually banish him from his life.

Desai and his imposture will fall deep...

F :
Meera will be faced with a decision afterwards, and she must/will make a decision; 

a life with or without Krish ... 

Personally, I would appreciate it if Meera and Krish ended up staying together as wife and husband. 
Despite recent
events, chaeting and lack of respect for the husband, the two belong together. Because their love for each other 
will bind them even closer, and time will heal all their wounds ... 

In this sense 
All the best

Lollobionda

Usually I do not spend time over and over on the same thing and since I have been non stop re iterating same things again and again in this story..it feels weird to think as if I am obsessed and STILL its for my friend Lollo so for him another analysis again.

A :
Would have made total sense if it was any other business man but its Desai we are talking about..he doesn’t do anything where Meera is not involved so his ulterior motives are far from anything related to this business esp when this one is like a drop in an ocean of his other corporate ventures.

B :
Common Lollo..you need to recap..I know Krish’s updates are slow and he gave a 3 month gap in between but still you gotta read it again.
Like I said in my other post…Meera might have dreamt her experience with Desai as she enjoyed it immensely and frankly you would have done the same if it was an earth shattering one night experience in your life, nothing wrong in it but it’s a fact that she tried to forget and knowing Krish’s nature tried to downplay with him that she never enjoyed it.
Krish on the other hand got into tiff with Desai then set out to save Ananya but got him self into the web of friendship with Desai there by giving Desai ample opportunities to give insight into his mind there by learning lot of dark desires towards his wife so what did he do? He brought back him into his life and brought the subject back to his wife.
He was never open with Meera all this time and never revealed his trials to save Ananya nor he followed what Meera said not to talk or meet with Desai. So where did the manipulation of Meera came into the picture to bring Desai into her bed? He encouraged her to go to coffee remember at least the first time though she was refusing it, after that the wheels are in control of Meera and there is no going back.
I blame them equally so please do not portray as if Krish has nothing to do with it.

Facts or at least i think so these are facts

- Sex act in the car in public is done and encouraged by Krish..though in his mind he does not know how far they would go once in the car but Meera and Desai have gone far beyond basic meet      and talks by that time and that meeting was after a long time. So why blame Meera as cock steered when she was following her and her husband’s plan?  
  Their plan was decided a day before when they thought that they need to bring back Desai as neither of them could take him out of their minds.

- Piyush episode is my open question too as its one of the uncharacteristic sign which i have mentioned earlier.

- The groping in the bus is inconsequential as its dark and they were having fun so not much to think into it. It is quiet similar to the train episode where Krish pushed her to enjoy with a stranger.
  If you do not question that then you should not question this one.

- Again the onus of the anniversary night has been placed on Meera alone, yes she took it far and got fucked but what Krish has in mind was no different , he got drunk and it would seem like         he was giving them privacy and encouraging them to go spend time alone, maybe they misread his intentions but the kiss he initiated and encouraged between them before was a serious affirmation on his part.

- No i would not call some one cock steered if they call some one by their first name, do not read too much into every single thing Meera does, that's how the story would mold you.

- Agreed, Yes holding hands and going out with Desai when Krish is not around is odd.

  Lastly do not look for a honorable wife in this story lol you would not find a single honorable wife in any story on this site.

C.
Well my friend do not be emotional..none of your claims are true..Ahh poor Krish just a simple voyeur. There are still open questions for which Meera has yet to explain so there are reasons why she would not reveal details to Krish and yes if she did give details Krish would not have done so many things that he did and as for her having sex with Desai , we do not know yet what happened and when it happened so do not jump to conclusions. There is no where written or given that she had sex on two nights. So i would not even write it here unless we know the truth.

D.
Your claims should be tested when Meera really pushes Krish to have sex with others and gives her consent..when she doesn't do that you cannot boast of this quality of remaining faithful to his wife where as vice a versa we know what is happening so need not judge.

E.
I hope so man..i really hope Desai should learn from this experience that he cannot simply play with other's lives.

F.
Both need to make a decision, as both are equally at fault for allowing Desai into their lives..like i said one was outdone through their mind and other through their body. If there is future for them it will only be by putting efforts together.

[chellaporukki]

After hearing how he was cheated in bed and humiliated by his wife and her lover, will krish still live with meera with self esteem.
Will krish sleep with parvati in the same marital bed?

[Paul5]

I agree with your opinion why Krish live his life with Meera as a weak man in front of her. why not he lives his rest of his life with parvathi with his own dignity and respect and love alao

[bineeshm]

Going by all the previous parts I am sure that Krish will lay Parvathi, Meera will catch them and will create a huge ruckus that how she did everything for him but he still went ahead and cheated her. She'll act the perfect wife who did everything to satisfy the fantasies, albeit she never liked, but how she was cheated by her husband. As an act of revenge she may go with Desai and Krish will continue to spiral downwards in depression.
- Above is my sarcastic prediction. Will post my two cents of character analysis sometime tomorrow.

[Vikadakavi]

Going by all the previous parts I am sure that Krish will lay Parvathi, Meera will catch them and will create a huge ruckus that how she did everything for him but he still went ahead and cheated her. She'll act the perfect wife who did everything to satisfy the fantasies, albeit she never liked, but how she was cheated by her husband. As an act of revenge she may go with Desai and Krish will continue to spiral downwards in depression.
- Above is my sarcastic prediction. Will post my two cents of character analysis sometime tomorrow.

I don't think so. Even if he cheated on meera, I don't think she can make a fuss about it since she also cheated on krish with ashish . So there is no moral right for meera to do so.

[The Last samurai]

I think this is most discussed chapter in this part. Still in my mind what could the 2 reason. It should be something that will make Meera hate herself and Desai much more disappointed. that is also 2 the reason why she will not also Krish to watch. What it could be Looks like a big puzzle.
My guess is, it could be the next level of cuckolding.if Krish watch Meera and Desai live, after their sex or during their sex it may escalate to next level of cuckolding. It can be Krish going down on Meera immediately after their sex. May be something else that will be next level of cuckoling. This might make Meera hate herself , since it may humiliate Krish, Desai getting disappointed because of this is less but don't know just it's guess. Apart from this what it could be very difficult to take a shot.
Waiting for the next part eagerly. Going by the fact that Krish is big football fan. Both Argentina and France are in today's final. Today update will be distance chance we can only hope ha ha ha but it won't come.

All Indians want Argentina to will because of Messi and France has already won last time so better Argentina wins this time. It's like men in blue suppoorting light blue , not dark blue ha ha ha. Argentina has its hope all on Messi and Alvarez. France looks like a team where everyone is contributing. Mbape may be the key today but even if he fails there are other who can contribute. So waiting for dramtic and adventurous Final 2022.
This football has also came to a point similar to Meera Krish story now very interesting and curious. Lets hope the team Krish is supporting should win else Author will gets disappointed and that might effect the most imp part of this story ha ha ha ha just kidding , all the best

[Vikadakavi]

1.Even after krish recovered, meera didn't shift to her master bedroom and continue to using the other room. This is a surprise for me. Whole saturday day time she was in home and not shifted any thing from her temporary room to their marrital bedroom. When desai purchased dress she went to her room to change it . Why she is not ready to shift? To whom she is waiting for?

2. Why meera particularly insisted Desai to come for marriage function? Why she hold hand and allow him to hold her around in the function? Then why she complained to Krish that people misunderstood them as a couple? As I told earlier, I belive, that was her social experiment. Even Desai may not know her intention.

3. Meera still love krish?? I don't know? and I don't feel so. Will you break the promises given to your most loved one? When Will you break your own stand and decision ? Usually not but you may break for a person who is more important than others or may be due to blackmailing. Otherwise NO. Meera assured to krish that she will be careful in public and never create any public memory again. But she herself break the promise made to her husband and made a lot of PDA in marriage party with Desai. Why? I believe she is in love with him or He is more important than krish to break the promises.

She herself take a stand that she will not sleep with Desai till krish recovered . Krish himself many times indicated that no need to take such a hard stand. When he told to her that he didn't mind even if she sleep with him in their home with Desai, she was rock hard on her decision. When desai revealed to meera that krish is ok with it, she immediately buy the proposal and break her stand and promises. But don't forget to put the blame on krish. She already know that krish will recover in a few days. It is a matter of a few more days wait. Then why did she break her own stand ? Why to put blame on krish? And meera even revealed to krish that both meera and Desai expected this. Then why she made this fuzz?
When krish himself told meera many times that don't be hard on her decision, meera was strong in her stand but suddenly ok for it when desai asked. Why she break her owns strong stand? For krish... Big No. If it is for krish, when he already indicated to relax her stand, she could have agreed. Remember that, that was the only instant Desai asked to her to give sexual intimacy during the recovery of Krish (Desai was so carful to not ask any sexual intimacy to meera due to her stand). As she was waiting for his request, she Immediately buy it. So she was waiting for Desai to request himself . She already fall for him.

3.How desai know about meera's safe period? How come he dictate krish to use condom? Why meera is ok with that? What is the problem for Desai if krish and meera have sex without condom? Why meera is ok for sex with Desai without any protection? But ok for her husband to use protection?? Why she didn't ask Desai to wear condom? May be Desai is already have better position in meera's heart than krish. So she is ok for accident pregnancy with desai but not with krish.

4.why Meera ready to sleep with Desai immediately after krish? Reversal is not allowed citing some shallow reasons.

5. Why she faked the orgasam?. Lets buy the argument that to save krish pride. But when Desai asked her not to save his pride, she immediately laughed and said that she was faking it. She had an opportunity to save her husband pride even after revealing the faking. Because krish is having sex after two months and can't expect to stay long. So it is expected. When Desai having sex with meera in car after the break of 3 month, He was not able to bring her to the peak and he was also not last long. Meera could have use this to protect her husband pride and put down Desai along with revealing the faking. She could have say something like this " Yes Desai, I was faking it to make him feel better. Remember he is having sex after two month. When you had sex with me in car after a long break, you also not able to bring me near the peak. Compared to that, today's sex with krish is much better ". If she say something similar to this, she could have protect her husband pride and put Desai in his place. Why she wanted to be so honest with Desai? Answer is well known.

6. When krish had a performance anxiety in sex, he seriously thought about seeking medical help. Krish sexual problem like performance anxiety after Desai fucked meera, even sometime not lasting long in bed etc are very silly medical issues. There are many proven medication for such things. But meera was strongly opposed krish seeking medical help. Why?? Why she don't want krish to seek professional help for his problems? Is she afraid that krish may reveals his cuckold lifestyle to doctor? Is she afraid that, doctor may give therapy to come out of his cuckold nature? Is she afraid that, medication may help krish to perform much better in sex and eventually he may distance from his fantasy and so that she also lose her fantasy as well. Remember that krish give up the idea of medical help after meera having a loud orgasam with krish during subsequent night. The question is, did she fake it at that time also??

6. I belive that there are two big manipulators in this story. One is Desai and another is Meera. I am curious to know that who is better manipulator. Once Desai was sent out by meera, she immediately started to reveals with krish about Meera and Desai sex. And Krish started to behave as Desai in bed. When ever krish say his name, meera had orgasam. Again is she faked those orgasam to bring back Desai? There is high possibility.

7. Being a husband why krish was not able to recognize that meera is faking but Desai. Every women body when she reach the peak behave in a unique way and their mind do not have any controll how their body react when they reach the orgasmic bliss. In general someone will have a loud moaning, someone may have shaking legs or whole body shaking, or squirting, or completely silent with some kind of feeling through out the body ( can not explain by words), someone may pass out temporary etc or having any of the combination of above. So every women body have their own unique way of reacting to the orgasam and it will have same pattern when she reaches the peak as mind don't have any control over the body when she hit the peak. Krish is not able to identify that she faking because as per the krish past experience that is the way meera behave when she is having orgasam. But Desai know that, that was not the way her body react when she reaches the peak. So he is able to identify that she is faking. So there is a reasonable doubt that she was faking orgasam for a long time with krish. If so, she was cheating krish without open about this throughout their married life.

8. When meera explained to Desai about why she can't leave krish, she stated the reason in a big paragraph. The take a way is that she can not live with out krish. ... But that don't prove she love krish. A fish can't live outside the water. That doesn't mean fish is in love with water. If you read the meera's explanation, she never mention the love angle. If she add one sentance like this "' I don't know perhaps through my experience............. I know one thing that I love krish only. I am deeply in love with him" . If she said she love krish than anything, that will give a clear indications to Desai that irrespective of his manipulation, he can not have meera and also reveals to him that she don't love desai. But through out her explanation she didn't say the love angle to Desai. But during the sexual act, she multiple times told to Desai that she love Desai. Remember after desai revealed to krish hat meera also told love words during the sex (which cause meera to send out Desai), meera was so careful not to reciprocate love words to Desai. Here also initally she was careful to reply but when he persistent, she confessed. Why? There is a good reason to belive that she is in love with Desai and not with krish. Krish is the water for fish ( meera)

9. Both meera and desai planned about saturday night annal sex. But when krish asked about his plan for leaving, meera acted like she don't know anything.

[RCF]

Assuming you are giving points to my earlier points as some of these are the same one's i typed earlier.

1. Lame.. I even felt it was odd she didn't sleep in the same room as Parvathi has felt so compared to that shifting to the room is nothing...maybe knowing Krish she felt that sleeping in the same room he would actually push her to do things with Desai while he is on bed rather than as she said she is worried his recovery will be slow, Definitely the reason she didn't sleep is related to the nature of Krish rather than giving him time to recover.
2. Because Krish is in bed injured lol ..seriously i can understand your question why she behaved oddly in public it makes sense..its odd for her to display closeness in public even if they are close but asking why she took him to marriage function doesn't prove anything that she is doing a social experiment in her mind. Wait for two more episodes to get your answers like every one is doing it.
3. Blah Blah Blah..first of all we do not know what happened...maximum my expectation is it could be oral. she is just upset that evening because she was intimate with Desai but we do not know if she had sex at all so where is breaking promise came in to the picture at least not yet. There is also a high chance that they might have had sex as Desai knew about her safe period so maybe this encounter is where she might have told him but unless we know exactly what happened we need not make a fuss out of it as i mentioned earlier this couple is special they do hide things, they make dark secret plans, they cheat and confess, they want others and feel other's sexuality and yet they love each other. I am not sure why others are failing to understand this but not my place to force it into others . I know how i feel about the characters based on my experience reading the story..every one has their own perception doesn't mean they are wrong.. I respect yours.
3. If Desai is dictating condom to Krish..why is that Meera's fault. Krish should have said no and insisted on buying pills next morning. If you read it again..Meera did not ask for condom and was surprised when Krish pulled it out. Yes agreed at least in the recording it did not show that she asked Desai about the condom but Desai did pull out at the right time on both occasions..maybe they discussed before and Desai might have asked her to trust him we do not know that yet. Yes Desai has better position in her heart and it is in one corner and a soft spot for his sex skills and manipulations and can be erased anytime.
4. I have mentioned my reasons in my earlier analysis.
5. There is subtlety in how she laughed ...she was surprised that Desai could guess that she is faking it hence she laughed and called him rascal. She doesn't have to save Krish's pride anymore there as the lie is already caught in her face which Desai saw it...The point of discussion is not about saving Krish as Desai is not making fun of Krish..he is merely pointing out her faked orgasm for which she laughed and as well surprised he caught the act. If Desai would have made fun of Krish..am sure Meera would have defended him better than how you did it with the car episode.
6. She knew what her husband is capable of in bed, she knew Krish doesn't need any help..he would eventually return back to normal...asking him to go for medical help means acknowledging that something wrong with him and Meera refused for that and asked him to relax and take time and she is not disappointed. What more can you expect a wife to help a man who once did very good in bed but having problem only for a short time? I guess all of a sudden every one thinks Meera is faking it for a long time lol ...do you think Krish is a fucking idiot? He is many things when it comes to his fantasies but he is not stupid..he would know when his wife is faking it if it for a long time..the couple went through many up and downs and in fact when Meera discussed their sexual intimacy in detailed manner with Ananya ..she felt jealous and actually one of the main reason for Ananya to pursue Krish in Part 1 and had sex with him..do you think a women would boast about her sexual life with her friend unknowing to her husband and fake it? Krish is many things but not incompetent in bed. I am guessing this could be her first fake orgasm because like you said they discussed previously about his performance issue phase that means no one needs to fake they are open about it..and i remember even one time Meera mentioned not to worry about it and Krish to satisfy her went down on her to compensate. She absolutely tried to save Krish's pride before Desai but she failed as Desai was watching her face.
7. One fake orgasm and readers jumping into a bandwagon of Krish never brought Meera an orgasm? I will not buy it.
8. Again the topic is not about Love. Desai asked her what is it that Krish has that he doesn't and also he asked her to come with him leaving Krish. She could have simply said Yes i love him and cannot leave him but she is talking about the phase when despite having love if she left him what will happen and how miserable she lived at that time. Her experience has taught her that she could not live without him, am actually disappointed that many think that this miserable phase is due to her missing Krish's fantasies and not him...may be i will be proven wrong and there is a whole different side of Meera i am failing to understand..we shall know soon.
9. yes weird, she knew he is leaving day after tomorrow yet she said not sure. Hope we get answers.

[RCF]

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[Vikadakavi]

@ RCF... Better you read what I have written and then comment.
And your justifications to the most of the points are not convincing as usual.

[Arul Pragasam]

Waiting for final nail in krish coffin

[The Last samurai]

I think reader of this story are broadly divided into 2 groups.
1.thinks Meera does not any have feeling for Krish. She has feeling for Desai now which is love. She will leave Krish and go away with Desai and become pregnant by him.
2. Thinks she has feeling for Desai which is not love but sex. She will come out of it soon and kick out Desai out of their life. Then she will leave happily ever after with Krish.

3. Than there is this author who has his own fucking thing in his mind and not revealed anything to readers. Every one expects mystry might be revealed in next parts but I don't think so. He revealed it partially in last part , little more in next part and finally rest in the last part, untill than keep in guessing nothing u can find out. He so intelligent that he dragged till 40th chapter and no one has a damn clue what's going on. One thing is dams sure if it turns out that Meera is mischievous or whore what 1 type of reader are thinking, then lawayer or Meera @RCF will be heart broken and might quit xossipy ha ha ha ha . If this goes on for some more days than there will be one xossipy war between the two groups.
So author kindly give us an update soon after today's final. Waiting for that

[saka1981]

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