Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III

[vil99]

from the number of replies comments and post we can tell how popular is this story.all credit to the writer.krishh has excellent writing skills no doubt about it.as for the story is going i like this meera character.she succesfull in her profession she loves her husband and she love sex.what ever she does,she does it with her husbands consent ofcourse she likes sex with desai but even then she takes consent from her hubby and she knows even her hubby loves it.she enjoys to the fullest. she is good at her prfessional life and even her personel life se defenatly loves her hubby thats what i feel
as for the writing is conserned the writer is very good.he shows meera'sprofessional side and family side with ease.westruggle to find words and put it on paper what we feel but krsih the writer does it with breezejust iamgine the sheer amount of emotion and concentration he requires to createsituations and take the story forword while maintaning the erotic content hatts of buddy
i just read the story again n agian till the next chapter is posted n wait what is ginna happen.themost erotic part is the conversation between krish n meera and how they chat n tease try to find how the other feels about the act.its excellent.do try of every weekend.we are waiting.if not for the tilmeline i would have thought this is a real story happening in real and writer is posting when ever some new developments happen

[vil99]

I was always keen to know about author Krish. It's very difficult to revel ur self in this forum. Just want to know, are u by chance in same profession related to story writing, like arts background may be serial , movies or story writer. Or may be teaching profession which is evident by ur command over English, the words u use some time we have to use dictionary to get the meaning. Outstanding command over language. We may scold u for u direction in writing ,when u want to do ur own thing without considering the audience, apart from that u r good in other aspects. Try to reveal something about ur self might be at the end of chapter without telling ur original identity. U r doing great job Krish it's very difficult to keep aside so much time from personal life towards this tory which is masterpiece in itself. Hats off to u and ur dedication. U dont get any benefits from this story still u come , listen to all positive and negative comments and give ur time. We will always be indebted for ur dedication. Anyways thanks and all the best hope u end on good note to this masterpiece.

i also think the same thing.he has excellent command on writing.i would like to more about the writerand please write what is in your mind.the story is going great.please do post more frequently cant wait for 15 days

[chutdriller]

from the number of replies comments and post we can tell how popular is this story.all credit to the writer.krishh has excellent writing skills no doubt about it.as for the story is going i like this meera character.she succesfull in her profession she loves her husband and she love sex.what ever she does,she does it with her husbands consent ofcourse she likes sex with desai but even then she takes consent from her hubby and she knows even her hubby loves it.she enjoys to the fullest. she is good at her prfessional life and even her personel life se defenatly loves her hubby thats what i feel
                                                       as for the writing is conserned the writer is very good.he shows meera'sprofessional side and family side with ease.westruggle to find words and put it on paper what we feel but krsih the writer does it with breezejust iamgine the sheer amount of emotion and concentration he requires to createsituations and take the story forword while maintaning the erotic content hatts of buddy
                                                           i just read the story again n agian till the next chapter is posted n wait what is ginna happen.themost erotic part is the conversation between krish n meera and how they chat n tease try to find how the other feels about the act.its excellent.do try of every weekend.we are waiting.if not for the tilmeline i would have thought this is a real story happening in real and writer is posting when ever some new developments happen

I feel the same what you said. "themost erotic part is the conversation between krish n meera and how they chat n tease try to find how the other feels about the act.its excellent."  This is most erotic part. Its not just sex but the way both feel eachother talk to each other and enjoy the act.

[chutdriller]

Thank you Krish for the update. As I said before , I did not want to comment and just read the story but so many readers are commenting otherwise. So just taught of penning down my thinking.

Relax guys it's just one more story in this forum. So don't try to be emotional behind it. From beginning only we knew Meera is going to sleep with Desai. If not than this story would have not been there right. Than why make fuss of it. U r creating confusion to author. From beginning only u were asking when Meera will be sleeping with Desai. When she is finally doing it , u r telling it it's disgusting. What u were expecting a great love story ha ha ha it's not the theme is cuckold.

To author Krish u did great job. U heard the readers this time. Coming to story initiallly I taught , u were closing the story abruptly. That would have been devastating end to this masterpiece. U did great job in curving this story from that situation to bring back where it was. The final part between Desai and Meera was very erotic considering Krish was listening to it. It was literally boring to hear everything from Desai before because firstly ,don't know whether he telling the truth or not and secondly Meera pov was missing all along. Now that has got completed this time. Looked like last erotic part was bit short and Meera did not express her self fully. Looked like she was suppressed may be due to environment like car or nervousness due to people arround. Request is not to eliminate Desai now and make one more full part at Krish home, with either Krish listening or seeing the game. That will be the perfect situation to know Meera fully.

Don't know what agony u are talking about, this is there since the beginning of story. Looks like there will be an devastating end to the story. Just think it off. End on happy note will be good thinking. Piyush character is but confusing. Don't know what role he has in Krish life in future. Desai looks desparate to have Meera by any means. He literally begged in front of couple. But we have to understand, what criminal mindset he had from beginning. Suddenly so much change looks unbelievable. Some shock might be waiting for us in future.
Meera as a character is pretty confusing. The part with photo is purse , she looked like strong woman. Who can change the course of story, stop everything and get on with life. But in later part looked like she gave up easily. Her behaviour changes abruptly in presence of Desai. Cant say it's love towards Desai. May be she can't forget the pleasure what he gives her so she gives up easily. As it's already said in proverb " kamaturanam na bhayam na lajja ". So may be that's not love it's just lust . So that may the reason she can detach herself fast from any situation.

On other hand , Intention of Krish is clear from beginning he is cuckold. He was imagining Meera with everyone in this part and shagging. So there is no confusion when it comes to him. May be he was avoiding Desai only due to his cruel nature. If Desai was same as now in beginning he would have given up easily in beginning itself. I don't have any mercy on Krish. He is getting what he deserves. He is responsible for what he is getting. He had many opportunities to end all nonsense and get on with life but he failed at every instant. So this is what he deserves.
Story is poised good now need to see how it proceeds further. Request is one more big part between meer and Desai where Meera opens up fully. That will give clear understanding of Meera and her pov. I am not talking about porn sex. It should be erotic sex with teasing , sex talk and involving Krish as it was in last part. This story can go anywhere from now lots of options let's see.

I was always keen to know about author Krish. It's very difficult to revel ur self in this forum. Just want to know, are u by chance in same profession related to story writing, like arts background may be serial , movies or story writer. Or may be teaching profession which is evident by ur command over English, the words u use some time we have to use dictionary to get the meaning. Outstanding command over language. We may scold u for u direction in writing ,when u want to do ur own thing without considering the audience, apart from that u r good in other aspects. Try to reveal something about ur self might be at the end of chapter without telling ur original identity. U r doing great job Krish it's very difficult to keep aside so much time from personal life towards this tory which is masterpiece in itself. Hats off to u and ur dedication. U dont get any benefits from this story still u come , listen to all positive and negative comments and give ur time. We will always be indebted for ur dedication. Anyways thanks and all the best hope u end on good note to this masterpiece.

Exactly. It was known that Meera will sleep with Desai. Most important is it is happening with more consent from krish than from Meera. This will keep happening until Krish wants or until meera comes to know that Krish's actual feeling after the sexual encounter.

Like you said getting to know Meera's POV was interesting in last episode. Her pov makes the sex more interesting and erotic. The conversations during sex between Meera and Krish was back with how it was before.

Few things which I hope author considers. I really wish this
1. Krish should tell Meera his true feelings that he feels when Meera and Desai have sex. He has been hiding this since long. He has been keeping these feeling to himself. Meera has to know this part. Even in last chapter he brings Desai's name during sex with meera but never he expressed what all he feels once the encounter ends. Meera and Krish

2. Meera should know that Desai is sharing all the details of the sexual encounter since beginning and last 2 time he called krish and krish heard everything. She does not share details krish because krish will get hurt which is true. Krish feels bad and get hurt after the encounter. If meera comes to know this then there will be some change. In last chapter during fight when few details came out of her she felt bad/cried and apologised to krish. She made it clear on the stop and immediately what Krish means to her and their life is together. Imagine what will happen when she comes to know that Krish know sall and Desai did this without her consent.

3. Effect of external/social factors: This is something is feel is missing since past few chapters. When Desai/Meera were caught by security guards the flow of story changed. It has a bug impact on the story. Desaid purchase the company. Krish professional life changed. Meera/Krish purchased new flat (since they felt uneasy in that society) and eventually purchased desai's flat. Similar small impacts where there before. Image what will happen if she comes to know that Piyush knows about their relation and krish shared few details to convince him to keep it to himself. Overall I feel there are lot of things that are hidden from Meera. Krish knows all of them. If Meera also known these then it will have big impact on her. Her behaviour may change. She may confront Krish and who know what will happen. Hope they always stays together.

All in all awesome story and update. The best writing skills and hatsoff to the author

[manasi]

To all the readers in favour of devine love of Krish -Meera

I was summarising the good qualities of Desai.

He is a successful man in every sphere of life.
He is intelligent.
He is sincere and dedicated to his goal.
He is ready to sacrifice anything for his love, even his reputation.
He is ready for any actions to fulfill his love, even wrongful, immoral manipulation in his favour. He believes in 'Anything is fair in love and war'.
And many more.

Meera is a victim of wrong arranged marriage. She finds herself in a pathetic relationship with a husband who does not value her womanhood.

As can be seen from her early inclination to sex, possibly she was not satisfied with her sexual life. She has high appetite for sex. Also quite possible that she was not that much emotionally attached to Krish as claimed by Krish. We all know, women are very apt in faking their emotions and sacrifices for the sake of family. In the absence of Meera POV we have really no exact details of her emotional attachment towords marital relationship. Given by the circumstantial evidences, it's clear that she doesn't love Krish. Also she is not an orthodox to adhere to old values of marriage. Understanding Krish's cuckold mentality, rightfully she would be interested in finding a better soulmate.

Contrary to Krish, Meera has many good qualities.
Apart from beauty and intellectual qualities, she is dilligent and committed to her professional life. She is hardworking. She is a successful enterpreuner.

Over time period, Meera finds Desai is more commited to her. She is able to transform Desai to a level of a good human. Desai is ready to sacrifice anything for her.  He had quit smoking on her demand. From a womaniser, he has transformed himself to a commited one woman. He truly values Meera's respect. He not only adorns her but also worship her. From Meera's POV, Desai is a transformed person and committed to her. The most rewarding point is Desai changed by her and only for her.

From the very beginning, Desai is clear in his intentions. He is committed to get Meera in his life. He has clearly expressed his desire to be Meera's life partner.

While many readers are against this outcome, I wonder why?

Desai deserves Meera more than Krish. He outwits Krish in each and every aspect except his physical outlook.
Meera deserves a better life which she can enjoy with Desai. Why she has to sacrifice her future life for Krish while Krish does not posses any good husband qualities? Why Meera has to suffer from a bad marriage?

Why we readers don't favour Desai marrying Meera in a jovial, mutually beneficial, permanent relationship? What's wrong with Desai not to get reader's emotional supports?

Just think, Desai changed himself for goodness of Meera in contrast to Krish' wherein he is pushing Meera only to darkness. The only drawback of Desai is he is ugly. Otherwise, he deserves  Meera more than Krish. As good human, Krish has lot of interesting positive qualities. But as husband, his negative attributes outwits positive qualities. Obviously he is a big failure not only as husband but also he is a failure in his professional life. As husband, Krish could not provide his wife satisfying emotional and physical support. Even, he was not able to support her financially. It is not surprising that Meera couldn't love him. Why Meera has to continue to love someone who is her husband by chance and does not support her emotionally for healthy future life? Why Desai - Meera can't tie the knot when both ot them love each other?

Readers, should not be blind emotionally.

Personally, I am not in favour of Meera keeping Krish into darkness. Though she has indicated many a times to Krish that, she is afraid, he may loose her permanently. Only, she could show proper humanity! I support and encourage her seperation. 

manasi

[Bhanu180]

Ohh... man What a great fucking story... I just cummed more than 12 times in matter of 3 days.. that's how excited ur story to my dick...
Exceptional Story writing skills
Great Emotion
Lust
Sex

[Ananthukutty]

When meera heard once about the flight accident in which Desai is traveling she almost on verge of crying as if she has lost a family member and loved one. It is the real truth of she is loving Desai, but she is again cheating krish by hiding it from him. Starting a fight with Desai and talking in the back with him in phone are all seems to be her plan. She knows very well that krish is a dirty cuck and he will never change. In the name of fantasy she can completely control him and make him as a lick dog. What is after the fuck with Desai now. She will be waiting to feed the Desai juices to her cuck husband and kiss him with the same lips which took Desai dick few minutes ago. This is the best way of humiliation she will do. She has already made him accept it without questioning. These things seems to repeat and story going in circles. But narration is nothing less than top class.

[Ananthukutty]

Excellent.
Will Meera come know that piyush knows the truth? Hope Meera visit Desai home and meet his mom.
She will ask her to marry Desai and it is her last wish. She will accept and marry.
Get permission from krish and live with Desai for few years and give birth to his babies.
After sudden death of Desai she will move to krish, who is still waiting for her and her children.

[Nesamanikumar]

In whose car krish cummed and made mess?

[RCF]

Interesting theories every where and good to read, some i feel are way off but overall every one is hooked again to the story. One thing i feel is this story will not end as sad part..the couple needs to get back to each other else it will be a big disappointment. People think Desai has good qualities but he is a manipulator and he didn't change and its only matter of time he reveals his true self. His earlier attitude with Ananya whom he shared with his friends and humiliated her and her husband is the real character and anyone who thinks that he changed are not reading into the signs properly.

He just saw a weakness in Krish and using it well and in Ananya's case its very simple she gave in easily but Meera is a different story so he had to go through Krish and we see the results now and he wants her permanently so he will still go through Krish to get to Meera. He will continue to be the third party who is enjoying the benefits until it suits him , the moment he knows couple won't concede into his demands he will show his true colors. He used the opportunity of Meera's award ceremony well to meet the couple again and if Meera refused here it would have been a different story but the couple was not ready to forgo the pleasures of Desai's sex skills. Meera especially is missing his skills in bed a lot and she merely mention of his name makes her have an orgasm shows how well Desai has tuned her to his body. Question still is and will be if Meera can overcome her lust and seek her love or if she gives into the lust and forgoes her Love. One thing is clear she is not getting any support from her husband to make sure love wins here instead of lust and he is all in to have her completely surrender before he awakes and realizes his mistakes.

Why does Krish has to hide every goddamn thing with Meera? He should have come clean about Piyush and now he is hiding it from Meera and its a big thing that one of her clients knows about her secret and she doesn't know it. Krish our author wants to use this to separate the couple? or does it not have any further implications? Krish in his mind think he loves Meera and is very insecure when it comes to losing her but he hides stuff from her knowing she will be angry later when she finds out but his thoughts & actions have no correlation. I do not know why Krish character is most confusing, lack of confidence and weird fantasies and total opposite of what he was in last 2 parts.

[Real don]

Krish sir please write this story in hindi

[chutdriller]

Interesting theories every where and good to read, some i feel are way off but overall every one is hooked again to the story. One thing i feel is this story will not end as sad part..the couple needs to get back to each other else it will be a big disappointment. People think Desai has good qualities but he is a manipulator and he didn't change and its only matter of time he reveals his true self. His earlier attitude with Ananya whom he shared with his friends and humiliated her and her husband is the real character and anyone who thinks that he changed are not reading into the signs properly.

He just saw a weakness in Krish and using it well and in Ananya's case its very simple she gave in easily but Meera is a different story so he had to go through Krish and we see the results now and he wants her permanently so he will still go through Krish to get to Meera. He will continue to be the third party who is enjoying the benefits until it suits him , the moment he knows couple won't concede into his demands he will show his true colors. He used the opportunity of Meera's award ceremony well to meet the couple again and if Meera refused here it would have been a different story but the couple was not ready to forgo the pleasures of Desai's sex skills. Meera especially is missing his skills in bed a lot and she merely mention of his name makes her have an orgasm shows how well Desai has tuned her to his body. Question still is and will be if Meera can overcome her lust and seek her love or if she gives into the lust and forgoes her Love. One thing is clear she is not getting any support from her husband to make sure love wins here instead of lust and he is all in to have her completely surrender before he awakes and realizes his mistakes.

Meera is still in dark about what desai is doing with krish. Desai is manipulating kish using krish's fantasies. If she will know that desai is pushing krish deeper into krish's cuck fantasies by making calls to krish during their sexual encounters and narrating things in detail to krish then meera will not be the same with desai. This is something very important that she does not know and Krish is hiding this from her which she would never have thought.

[abhinay67]

Include infidelity in the story as well. Situations where Meera and Desai are meeting without Krish's knowledge.

[sexvrgame]

Men like Krish do not deserve to receive any love. He has no professional life. Even though being talented, his obsession with his wife does not even let him think of his own career. He is sad that that his wife though has every thing in her career, is not getting the best sex. Dude, think of yourself. You are a zero in all fields. It is in the very nature of humans to cheat on the weak ones. You are the weakest here. You are not even worth of being Meera's puppy.

I request author to please make Meera and Desai cheat behind Krish, humiliate him and let Krish get to know of this all. Well, that will be the most erotic update of the story, when Meera and Desai humiliate Krish him without any remorse. An then we will see, if Krish turns more to cuckoldry or copulates with other women

[hero123p]

One thing to note is that Meera rejected Krish's plan to start a family on the pretext of office work pressure. Of course, she is busy. But then she took a pregnancy risk with Desai just because she does not want to make car dirty. Seems like her unconscious mind has already chosen a breeding partner. Unconsciously she can even forget to take pills. Whichever way but seems she will be pregnant (planned or unplanned) by Desai soon. If that happens she will be obliged to give the biological father the first chance to raise the child. Krish in anyway is not ready until he leaves cuck tendencies. Who wants to have family when husband is bringing new alpha home? I think she may have to leave Krish completely and settle with Desai in that case. Krish can of course provide security services for Desai/Meera marriage. Very humiliating but he deserves it.

Desai, I am very sure would neither be good husband nor good father. He has spent too much time and energy on Meera. His business mind must have already started to capitalize on that. He has already shared Ananya with his business friends. Who knows what are his plans for Meera?

There could be two ways to end this story. Somehow Krish/Meera stop before its too late and bring things under control. This will make it an ordinary story. Another end would be Krish/Meera go through worst path of cuckoldry, face consequences and then finally come out of it. That would definitely make it a great story and with Krish the author, it can become one of the best.

[Lollobionda]

General thoughts on some reasons that lead to sex outside marriage:

What makes a normally reserved and traditional wife not only allow but also enjoy the attentions 
of others? How does she go from being a woman who would never consider sex outside her 
marriage to a woman who is brought to ecstasy by people other than her husband? 
* What is the trigger for such behaviour? 
* Is it the excitement of temptation? 
* Is it seduction? 
* A kind of compulsion (because the sex hunger is just too great!)? 
* Is it enticement, (which would be intiatated by Krish!) a kind of 
* Reciprocation (again towards Krish to satisfy his inclination (to share her with other men)?

* * * * *

The current situation Krish & Meera find themselves in:

It was a slow process in the beginning. A gradual ascent to sexual adventures. An ascent when 
one's sex life is enhanced by the experience. 
Apart from all this, however, the definition (and I fear the disagreeable one expected by both 
"Meera & Krish") of descent is also obvious. (the risk is always there).

Often such adventures (which are directed ONLY at physical-sexual fulfilmentam and do not 
involve feelings of love) turn out well in the end, but not always. 
Unless Krish and Meera allow the fun they experience to overshadow their love and affection 
for each other. 

Which I hope it does not!

Because over time I have grown to love Krish & Meera, 
Because I think this story is not a conventional cuckold story but a very good "sharing-wife" story. 
Because I think the love of the two is so great and intimate that it nips everything else in the bud.
Because I think Krish & Meera are made for each other and belong together...


In this sense 
Have a wonderful time
Lollobionda

[RCF]

One thing to note is that Meera rejected Krish's plan to start a family on the pretext of office work pressure. Of course, she is busy. But then she took a pregnancy risk with Desai just because she does not want to make car dirty. Seems like her unconscious mind has already chosen a breeding partner. Unconsciously she can even forget to take pills. Whichever way but seems she will be pregnant (planned or unplanned) by Desai soon. If that happens she will be obliged to give the biological father the first chance to raise the child. Krish in anyway is not ready until he leaves cuck tendencies. Who wants to have family when husband is bringing new alpha home? I think she may have to leave Krish completely and settle with Desai in that case. Krish can of course provide security services for Desai/Meera marriage. Very humiliating but he deserves it.

Desai, I am very sure would neither be good husband nor good father. He has spent too much time and energy on Meera. His business mind must have already started to capitalize on that. He has already shared Ananya with his business friends. Who knows what are his plans for Meera?

There could be two ways to end this story. Somehow Krish/Meera stop before its too late and bring things under control. This will make it an ordinary story. Another end would be Krish/Meera go through worst path of cuckoldry, face consequences and then finally come out of it. That would definitely make it a great story and with Krish the author, it can become one of the best.

Agreed on the second outcome outlined but i doubt there would be pregnancy angle from Desai and Meera that would make this so ugly that there is no coming back from it as then it would make more sense for Meera and Desai ending up with each other and it will negate the whole purpose of the story for the couple to discover each other. Once a child belongs to other person other than her husband Meera and Krish cannot take out Desai from their life so i do not think this will be the outcome. As for why Meera said do not pull it could be as simple as confidence on the pill she is going to take so not much to read into it. I am sure KRISH gives us lot of food for the fodder to think and discuss

[Vikadakavi]

Agreed on the second outcome outlined but i doubt there would be pregnancy angle from Desai and Meera that would make this so ugly that there is no coming back from it as then it would make more sense for Meera and Desai ending up with each other and it will negate the whole purpose of the story for the couple to discover each other. Once a child belongs to other person other than her husband Meera and Krish cannot take out Desai from their life so i do not think this will be the outcome. As for why Meera said do not pull it could be as simple as confidence on the pill she is going to take so not much to read into it. I am sure KRISH gives us lot of food for the fodder to think and discuss

Even she got pregent, she can terminate the unwanted pregnancies like any other persons ... Even no need  of permission from Desai is needed for this. I don't think she will keep Desai seed to grow in her womb .

[manasi]

At this juncture, the story is equally poised for any extream eventually. It's upto writer to take a call.

I feel it's worth to explore Meera based on present situation.

I conclude the following:

1. Meera chooses her attire to please Desai as per his choice.
2. She submits to Desai in any form of sexual acts on demand to please him willingly.
3. She swallows Desai to please him.
4. She made Desai quit smoking.
5. She always made it a point to confirm that Desai is not involved with other women.
6. She is seriously concerned about his safety similar to her near and dear ones.
7. She accepted very clearly that she missed Desai in her life. Though under pressure she asked him to stay away, she utilised slightest opportunity to establish contact with him.
8. Her happiness was very clear on renewal of contact.
9. She is seeking Desai's directives on immediate intimacy with Krish.
10. She is more concerned about Desai's reputation in the event of getting caught during copulation.

For all the above behavior, Krish's cuckolness had no direct relationship.   All above only establish one factor. Meera loves Desai. The same reason made her to submit to Desai in car with all the the risks at little persuation.

For obvious reasons, she can't accept the same to Krish and was forced to lie. She had to try hard to convince Krish other way.

Meera accepted to Krish that she had fulfilled most of the dreams of Desai barring a few which she refused to divulge. Desai already expressed his desire to marry Meera which is open secret known to Krish. What are the other dreams Desai expressed to Meera which she doesn't want Krish to know?

It could be some kinky acts like sex in car etc. Considering the roll play between the couple and advance sexual extravaganza of Meera with Desai, it doesn't look believable.

Could it possible Desai expressed his desire to impregnate her? Her just concluded love making indicates to this possibility. No woman will take a risk at her fertile period when other options are available. Spoiling the car seat was a lame excuse. She knows very well that even with deep ejaculation, semen is bound to flow out of vagina, once penis is withdrawn.  Instead she could easily offer swallowing as alternative which both of them love to perform.

My conclusion:

Meera is hopelessly in love with Desai and wish to fulfill his dreams. She is confused and torn with her emotions to take decisions.

manasi

[chutdriller]

At this juncture, the story is equally poised for any extream eventually. It's upto writer to take a call.

I feel it's worth to explore Meera based on present situation.

I conclude the following:

1. Meera chooses her attire to please Desai as per his choice.
2. She submits to Desai in any form of sexual acts on demand to please him willingly.
3. She swallows Desai to please him.
4. She made Desai quit smoking.
5. She always made it a point to confirm that Desai is not involved with other women.
6. She is seriously concerned about his safety similar to her near and dear ones.
7. She accepted very clearly that she missed Desai in her life. Though under pressure she asked him to stay away, she utilised slightest opportunity to establish contact with him.
8. Her happiness was very clear on renewal of contact.
9. She is seeking Desai's directives on immediate intimacy with Krish.
10. She is more concerned about Desai's reputation in the event of getting caught during copulation.

For all the above behavior, Krish's cuckolness had no direct relationship.   All above only establish one factor. Meera loves Desai. The same reason made her to submit to Desai in car with all the the risks at little persuation.

For obvious reasons, she can't accept the same to Krish and was forced to lie. She had to try hard to convince Krish other way.

Meera accepted to Krish that she had fulfilled most of the dreams of Desai barring a few which she refused to divulge. Desai already expressed his desire to marry Meera which is open secret known to Krish. What are the other dreams Desai expressed to Meera which she doesn't want Krish to know?

It could be some kinky acts like sex in car etc. Considering the roll play between the couple and advance sexual extravaganza of Meera with Desai, it doesn't look believable.

Could it possible Desai expressed his desire to impregnate her? Her just concluded love making indicates to this possibility. No woman will take a risk at her fertile period when other options are available. Spoiling the car seat was a lame excuse. She knows very well that even with deep ejaculation, semen is bound to flow out of vagina, once penis is withdrawn.  Instead she could easily offer swallowing as alternative which both of them love to perform.

My conclusion:

Meera is hopelessly in love with Desai and wish to fulfill his dreams. She is confused and torn with her emotions to take decisions.

manasi

Yes. Thanks for sharing this perspective. It is all her decision now. The decision is not with Krish or with Desai. The way story will progress will be completely on meera's choices.

Few things that will go against desai are 
1. His age factor - He is way older than meera. So if meera wants to see a future with desai then this will be a major factor which she will consider. Yes she is getting all the sexual satisfaction from desai for now but will she want to have a future considering his age is something we dont know.

2. Desai's past history - He has been with many women who he got what he wanted. He has exploited them like Ananya. He destroyed Ananya/Sam's married life and used ananya for his business. Meera know this and ananya was their family friend with whom Krish and Meera spent most of their social life before. She also know how he goes behind women. Yes he has changed after getting meera but Meera knows that he can change any time. She has also expressed this to krish that they have to be careful with desai. Regarding sex and allowing him to come in her; she has done this many time and the dialogues she used are common. She has said the same with Shekar in front of krish to fill her up. Yes she is way more involved with desai compared to any of other partners but she is smart and knows all these aspects about desai. 

With krish she has a partner with whom she is exploring life and can do what ever she or krish wants. They have been thru a lot and have understood each other. They have seen breakup and how their life is without each other. With desai its only few moments of sexual pleasure and flirting. Apart from these their is nothing much Meera and Desai have done or thought about each other. The dummy marriage, desai desire to have meera as partner were all part of flirting that happened before sex. They both have not spent anytime serious time or thinking with eachother. She has already told krish to be careful and say no to Deais in professional matters when he is pushing krish. But with desai it will not be the same. He knows desai's character and how her tormented the couple in the past. She also know how manipulating he can be to achieve his goals. I feel this is one of the reason he has kept him away from her professional life by clearly saying No on any investment he wants to do in her company due to her.

So eventually it is all authors creativity and we will have to wait and see how things will unfold.