Adultery Consequences by xleglover-COMPLETED

[Ramesh_Rocky]

Consequences Pt. 21

The next morning we rented a car and drove around State College. We still planned to move to State College after the Memphis pitch was over. We met up with a realtor and she showed us houses for sale just outside the Penn State campus. We found a few really nice houses we liked. It was a lot of fun, we held hands most of the time as we toured the houses with the realtor.

We went to lunch at one of our favorite restaurants. As we ate we talked excitedly about the houses, having fun debating which one we liked best. Afterwards I met up with the head of the math department. I'd been speaking with him, and he renewed his offer for me to teach at Penn State beginning with the next semester.

Then we went to St. Marthas, the orphanage where Jen used to volunteer. Jen had an offer to teach in the marketing department but she really wanted to get away from the stress of advertising (at least for a while). The people at St. Marthas remembered Jen and they were ecstatic at the prospect of her joining their staff full time. The pay wasn't much, but luckily we didn't have to worry about money.

It was a great day! We held hands almost all the time and hugged and kissed a lot. It was so exciting to talk about moving to Penn State, about the next phase of our life together. We really reconnected, and while our "separation" was still fresh in our minds I felt like we were moving passed it.

We ate an early dinner, then we went back to our hotel. We hadn't talked about Colin's party or Scott the entire day, avoiding the issue. But now we had to decide.

Jen took a shower and did her hair and makeup. "Should I wear this?" she asked holding up the pink bustier.

I had a hard time responding. I was so conflicted. I wanted to do it, it was my ultimate fantasy. But I was scared too. Scott ... a man I disliked, who I felt inadequate and insecure around. I was seriously thinking about letting him get my wife pregnant? Was I crazy?

"You don't have to worry," Jen assured me as if reading my mind. She squeezed my hand. "I could never love him like I love you."

"But you COULD love him?" I asked my anxieties growing.

"I didn't say that," Jen said.

She didn't? Then what the heck was she saying?

"We'd be here, and Scott would be in New York," Jen said. "I'd never see him."

I doubted that. Scott would visit all the time, he'd want to be in Jen's life. Not just in her life. In her pussy and her mouth too. And I knew he'd stick it to me the entire time. An image of Scott fucking Jen as I took care of his baby flashed through my mind. Again I got dizzy with cuckold lust.

"Do you want to do this?" I said my voice hoarse with excitement.

She shrugged noncommittally. "You made my ultimate fantasy come true last night," she said smiling mischievously. "I want to make your ultimate fantasy come true." Then she added "You have to promise me though. No matter what you'll still love me. You'll never leave me."

"Jen I would never leave you," I said with certainty, surprised by what she said. I adored her, she was my entire life. How could she ever think I might leave her, ever, no matter what she did?

"I just need to know that," she told me, smiling and squeezing my hand again. "We don't need to decide now. I'll put it on. We can decide later at the party." She held the bustier to her bosom and turned. "Can you do me?" With shaky hands I laced the strings and pulled them tight, finally tying them off.

"Thanks baby," she said, getting on her tip toes and kissing me. She rolled silk stockings up her long legs, attaching them to the bustier's garter straps. Then she stepped into high heels. God she looked so hot! So painfully hot!

She saw the erection in my pants and smiled. "Maybe I should take care of this," she offered putting her palm over my hard-on.

"No I'd rather not," I quickly said. I needed the lust to get through the night, it was like a shield against those dark emotions of jealousy, loneliness and fear of losing her.

Jen understood and backed off, moving to the closet to get her blouse and skirt. Or maybe she was just in a rush to get to the party. To get to Scott.

Her blouse was loose. The skirt was short revealing most of her long incredible legs. With her blouse loose, you couldn't tell she was wearing a bustier underneath. She'd definitely thought ahead.

"Can I tell you something?" I asked. I was being careful because I didn't want to derail tonight, but I had to get something off my chest. "About last night. You went to Drums first, before me."

"I wanted to make sure he was okay, so I wouldn't worry about him when I was with you," she explained. "I didn't pick Frankie over you if that's what you're thinking."

"Kinda feels that way," I said, not understanding her logic.

"It's over with Frankie," Jen assured me. "There are just some lingering things. You understand that right?"

"Yeah, I guess," I said. What choice did I have? I had to live with those "lingering things." I'd put her up to it after all. Hopefully they'd go away over time.

I said, "It's just ... what I did last night. I don't want to do it again."

"I thought you kinda liked it," she said with a wry smile, cupping my cock. I blushed knowing I was hard. But I was hard from everything else, not that. I was!

"No, I didn't like it," I said with finality.

"Okay honey," Jen said kissing me on the cheek. She continued to rub my cock through my pants. "You didn't like ANY of it? Or just when you went down on Mal?"

"I didn't go down on Mal!" I insisted. There was a difference between what I did and giving head!

"Okay honey I'm sorry, I said it the wrong way," she soothed. "But you kinda liked some of the other parts, right?" She pressed the pointy toe of her high heel into my ankle and continued to stroke me. God I was about to burst!

I knew she was referring to the humiliation. Of the guys holding back laughter seeing my hairless body and tiny cock. Watching from a chair as Jen pleasured 3 guys with her sexy mouth. Mal taunting me. I felt like I was gonna cum in my pants!

She smiled knowingly at me. "I think maybe I SHOULD take care of this," she said squeezing my cock. She got down on her knees and unzipped my pants. This time I didn't stop her and she took me into her mouth. I came moments later.

"Do you want me to go down on you?" I asked afterwards. I knew she must be really horny too, after last night and not getting any cock.

"Um, I'll be okay," she giggled. I felt like an idiot. Of course she'd be okay. She was gonna get fucked by Scott. I knew Scott was the kind of man to go multiple times. He'd fuck Jen 2 or 3 times tonight, if we decided to go through with it. That'd be enough to satisfy even my insatiable wife. And he'd deposit 3 loads of his fertile seed in Jen's unprotected womb. I started getting hard again even though I'd just cum.

Jen leaned into me and squeezed my hand. "We better go honey," she said.

We arrived at the party fashionably late. The party was crowded. As always, Jen knew a lot of people. I knew hardly anyone although I recognized a few faces.

I got us drinks. As I waited in line I saw Jen talking to Allie. Their conversation seemed tense. At one point Allie rolled her eyes at Jen, which surprised me. I saw Allie frown. Jen frowned back. They glared at each other, like a standoff. Finally Allie nodded curtly and walked away. What was that about?

When I returned Jen pulled me aside. She held up a pill. "I thought you might like this," she said. "It's Ecstasy."

I reflectively pulled away. I didn't like the idea of mind altering drugs.

"It's completely safe," Jen assured me. "It'll make tonight more fun for you." She squeezed my hand. "Don't worry, I'll take care of you."

It occurred to me that Jen wanted me to take Ecstasy because she wanted to fuck Scott. If I was high on X, I'd be less inclined to stop her from hooking up with him.

I took the pill from her and looked at it. "This means you want it to happen?" I asked voicing my suspicions.

"I'm doing this for you baby, this is your fantasy," she said innocently. I guess she noticed the skepticism in my face because she added "Tomorrow you'll see." When I didn't responded she added "Everyone needs to try Ecstasy once." She took the pill from me and pressed it to my lips. "Come on baby, don't you trust me?"

I opened my mouth and Jen pressed the pill onto my tongue. I washed it down with the scotch in my hand.

"You're not taking one?" I asked.

"Maybe later, I want to pace myself," Jen said.

As usually happened, Jen did her social butterfly thing and soon she was across the room. We were separated by a sea of people but I was okay with that. I loved seeing her bubbly and happily bopping from person to person. That was the girl I loved, so full of life and liked by just about everyone.

Then I saw Scott.

A lot of female heads turned as he arrived. He made his way over to Jen. A lot of girls looked enviously at Jen as Scott gave her all his attention.

Scott kissed her hello on the cheek. As he did he put his hand on her back. He seemed to take a step back, startled by what he felt under her blouse. He smiled and raised an inquiring eyebrow at her. Jen smiled back at him. She leaned in and whispered something into his ear. Scott's smile grew larger. Jen took Scott's arm and they disappeared into the next room.

I tried to follow them, but I had a hard time moving. In fact I had a hard time staying on my feet. I suddenly saw a kaleidoscope of swirling colors and my skin became ultrasensitive, like I could feel every stitch of the shirt I had on. I swayed in place and I had a hard time standing up. I felt like I was going to fall down.

I realized it was the Ecstasy. It was hitting me. I was confused. Was this how it was supposed to feel? I got scared. Was this an overdose or something bad? Was it going to screw up my head? Why wasn't Jen here? She said she'd take care of me.

I felt something clamp around my arm. Was this the drug too? I looked over. No, it wasn't the drug. It was Darren.

"Hey Mike are you okay?" Darren said smiling at me.

I was so relieved to see him! "I took Ecstasy," I told my friend. "I'm really fucked up."

Darren laughed good-naturedly. "God Mike, you and Jen are out of control," he said. "Come on, let me help you out." He put his arm around my shoulder and helped me to a sofa.

Darren sat next to me. He said "Hey man, I wanted to thank you about getting me involved with Sapphire. And for introducing me to Allie. You've really changed my life, for the good. I owe you big time."

[Ramesh_Rocky]

"You don't owe me anything, you did it on your own," I assured him, looking at the doorway where Jen and Scott had disappeared. I didn't want to be here with Darren, I wanted to see what they were doing.

"Sorry about what the press is saying about you," Darren said looking sheepish.

"That's okay," I said distractedly. I felt high and disoriented from the Ecstasy, but I needed to know what Jen was doing.

I got to my feet. I almost fell but I managed to steady myself. "See you later Darren." I walked towards the doorway where Jen and Scott had gone. I sensed Darren get up and follow me, but I didn't care about him, I wanted to find Jen.

********

In the next room, Jen asked Scott "How is your team doing?"

Scott laughed. "Are you really going to talk business? The way you're dressed?"

Jen laughed back. "The way I'm dressed?" she said coyly.

"Come on," Scott said with a knowing grin, rubbing her back and feeling the bustier under her blouse. "This is mine."

"You think I only have one bustier?" Jen said with an incredulous laugh.

"I can see it's pink," Scott said maneuvering to look down her front.

"You've got a lot of nerve," Jen scolded taking a step back. She gave him a what-the-fuck look. "I'm your boss Scott, remember?"

"That was so hot!" Scott said grinning.

"What?" Jen said confused by his non-sequitur.

"My sexy boss, on her knees between my legs," Scott said his smile widening, remembering their affair.

"God Scott," Jen said disbelieving. "Are you high? Because you're about to get fired."

"Come on, I'm just joking," Scott said giving her a charming, boyish grin. "I know how much I owe you. I'm a goof. I'd be selling used cars if not for you."

"You don't owe me, you're really talented Scott," Jen said giving him a crooked smile, charmed by his moment of vulnerability. She playfully punched his arm. "You ARE a goof though."

He grinned at her, like 2 people sharing a secret. He whispered, "Come on, admit it, you've got a submissive streak."

"Oh my god!" she said rolling her eyes, but this time she laughed instead of getting mad.

He laughed back, and they smiled into the other's eyes. "How do you know this Colin guy?" Scott asked.

"An old boyfriend," Jen said.

"Before Mike or during?" Scott asked teasingly.

"Before you jerk," Jen said with a laugh, hitting Scott again.

Scott grinned at her. "Have you been here before?" he asked looking around. "How about a tour of the place?"

Jen looked back into the other room, where Mike was. She should go back there to check on him. Ecstasy could be overwhelming the first time. But she knew he'd be safe. And the whole point of tonight was to be with Scott.

"Come on," Jen said taking Scott's arm. They walked from room to room, laughing and talking like old familiar friends.

"I'm surprised to see you here," Jen said innocently. "Do you know people at Penn State?"

"Allie invited me," Scott explained, shrugging. "He said Colin throws wild parties."

"He does!" Jen said with a laugh.

"Oh yeah?" Scott said grinning. "Have you been a bad girl Jen?"

"Um, not in THIS house," Jen joked. "Anyway, what happens at Colin's, stays at Colin's," she said repeating a common refrain about Colin.

"I can keep a secret," Scott said with a playful lecherous smile.

"Yeah, right, you just make a movie and email it to my husband," Jen said with a playful scowl.

"You're never going to let me live that one down, are you?" Scott asked trying hard to look like he was the one wronged.

"No," Jen said with finality, playfully laughing at his failed attempt at looking innocent. She smiled into his eyes.

************

I grabbed the back of a chair to keep from falling. My eyes were going crazy, I was seeing twos and threes of everything, and it seemed like people were talking at half speed their voices drawn out and distorted. My skin was ultrasensitive. I gasped with sexual pleasure as a woman inadvertently brushed against me in the crowd.

Again Darren was at my side. "I think you better sit down Mike," he said taking my arm.

"I've got to find Jen," I said desperately, but I let him lead me to a chair. Where was she? How could she leave me alone after giving me X and going off with Scott?

"I'm sure she's fine," Darren said sitting me down. He took the scotch from my hand. Somehow I'd managed to keep hold of the glass. "I'll get you some water."

My phone rang. Through foggy eyes I saw it was Steve in London. I answered it.

"Mike, we've got major issues with the Ring," Steve said. "It's breaking down, the software can't handle the huge volume of data from all the Memphis data feeds."

This wasn't unexpected. Scaling up the Ring was complicated, there were bound to be bugs. The theory and algorithms were sound though. I was confident we could fix the bugs, it would just take a lot of work. I told Steve I would get to London as soon as possible.

************

"I think you've punished me enough," Scott said smiling at Jen.

"You do huh?" Jen said with a crooked grin. "How so?"

"Hello? Vegas? The Venus pool?" Scott said. "You dicked me around pretty good."

"We've already talked about that Scott," Jen said dismissively.

"You can't leave a guy like that."

"I'm not responsible for you Scott," Jen said, dismissively again.

"I know, but have some mercy Jen," Scott said imploringly, his hands out in surrender. "You can't walk around with nothing but high heels and then leave a guy with blue balls."

Jen couldn't help laughing. "Don't try to tell me you didn't hook up with someone. Or someones."

"Vegas IS a target rich environment," Scott admitted grinning.

"You had Allie too," Jen pointed out.

"We were cooling it by then," Scott said trying to think back. "Allie's hot but ... everyone gets boring after a while. Except you. I never got tired of you."

"Oh god Scott, really?" Jen said incredulously. "You say that after dissing my best friend?"

"I'm not dissing Allie," Scott said. "She got tired of me too. We ran out of steam, that's all I'm saying. Anyway, we were never going anywhere."

"Oh, like you and me were going someplace?" Jen said sarcastically.

"I definitely could see us as long term FWBs," Scott said grinning boyishly at Jen.

"I'm sure Mike would love that," Jen said sarcasm again in her voice.

Scott turned serious. "I heard Tom got heavy with you, tried to get you to leave Mike," he said. "I never did that, right? Look, Mike and I aren't best friends, and I admit the video was a dick move. But I never tried to get you to leave him. Come on, that's got to count for something."

"... maybe," Jen said after a moment.

Scott sensed her resolve weakening and pounced on it. He rubbed her back, feeling the bustier under her blouse. "Admit it, this is mine, right?" he said, sporting that charming boyish grin again.

"It's not yours," Jen corrected him. "Nothing I have is yours. It's Mike's."

"But this is the one I gave you?" he pressed.

"... yes," Jen admitted after a few moments.

Scott's grin grew wider and his cock stiffened. There had to be a reason she wore it tonight! He crossed his arms and leaned against the wall, his confident swagger back. "You once told me you'd only wear that for me, not Mike."

"I think you need to get over yourself," Jen said with a laugh.

Scott leaned in and undid the top button of Jen's blouse. Jen stepped away. "Seriously Scott?" she said. But she was smiling now.

"I just want to see it," he said grinning mischievously. "Come on, you've worn it without anything on top before."

"You'd love that, wouldn't you?" Jen said with a flirty laugh.

They'd wandered to the big outside tent where the Ramones were playing. Jen looked over, focusing on Drums. Their song ended and they broke for a break.

Jen watched Drums walk off the stage. He looked sad. "Scott I'll see you later okay?" she said and abruptly left him, walking over to Drums.

"Hey you," Jen said to Drums, tugging on his shirt arm.

Drums turned and broke into a big grin, but it was a melancholy smile. "Hey," he said back. He looked her up and down. "You look amazing," he gushed.

"Are you okay?" she asked looking worriedly at him.

"No," he said honestly. "Life after Jen is kinda tough."

"Come on, I'm terrible," Jen said looking down at her feet. "I'm selfish, manipulative -."

"You're perfect," Drums insisted.

"No I'm not. I should be with my husband," Jen said. "But I'm flirting with other men. I'm talking to you."

"I'm sure Mike loves that," he said his voice tinged with bitterness and scorn.

"Don't be mean okay?" Jen said squeezing his arm. "How are you doing, really?"

"It's hard, okay?" Drums admitted. He was hurting and he wasn't used to opening up. "One moment we're together. The next we're not. I'm trying to get my head around it."

"You'll find someone better than me," she said rubbing his arm.

"Stop saying that," he said. "It's not true. And it's like you're patronizing me."

She winced at his words. "I'm not patronizing you," she assured him. "I'm sorry."

Drums saw her pain. In a way that made him feel better, that their breakup was affecting her too at some level. "How are you doing?" he asked.

She knew what he wanted to hear. Yes, she missed him too. Yes, she still thought about him. How could she not, they'd been together for weeks. But she couldn't say any of that. She didn't want to give him false hope. She belonged to Mike. The game with Frankie was over.

[Ramesh_Rocky]

Quickly composing herself, she said "I'm fine."

Drums frowned. He'd opened up to her. She couldn't give him something? "Nice rings," he said looking at her left hand.

"He's my husband Frankie, of course I'm wearing his rings," Jen implored. "You knew it was temporary." She squeezed his hand. "Can't we be friends?"

He gave her an incredulous WTF look. Did she really just say that? He looked over to where Scott was still standing. He said bitterly, "Is he your new fuck buddy? That was fast Jen, makes me feel real special. I heard you dicked over the guys last night. Again. At least you're consistent. Like Mike."

Jen recoiled at his words. They were like a slap across her face. "You're being so mean," she said.

"I'm mean?" he said with an ironic laugh. He felt like his heart was torn apart. He needed to get away. Without another word he left.

"Frankie ..." Jen called out. But she let him go. What could she do?

She didn't love Frankie. But she had feelings for him. She wanted the best for him. She didn't want him to hate her.

She knew she shouldn't be spending so much time with Frankie. Seeing him last night had been a mistake. But people didn't have an on-off switch. Mike had wanted her to get close to Frankie. To be his girlfriend, to be exclusive, to live with him. Well, it happened. Yes, it'd been a game. But you can't just turn off emotions. It took time.

Mike would be really upset if he saw her talking to Frankie. Well, maybe he should be upset. She was upset, Frankie was upset. Their games hurt people. Mike didn't understand that. He understood HIS hurt. But other people got hurt too.

Yeah, she got to have sex with a lot of gorgeous guys. She got a lot of pleasure from that. Mike didn't get to fuck around. But he didn't have to deal with the emotional aftermath either, the hurt feelings, the guilt.

Ricky, Tom, now Frankie. They all got hurt when the game ended. Scott hadn't gotten hurt, so he'd been the perfect fuck buddy. But Mike had been too threatened by Scott. Yet, he still wanted to play the game. So she played with Tom, and hurt him. Now she'd hurt Frankie.

She knew she was spoiled and selfish. She'd always gotten her way because of her looks. But Mike was selfish too. All he cared about was his hurt. But other people got hurt too, and SHE had to deal with it, not Mike.

She felt sad and guilty as she watched Frankie walk away ... and she got annoyed with Mike. Now he wanted her to fuck Scott. The day after ending it with Frankie. And not just fuck Scott, but let him cum inside her without protection, risk getting pregnant.

Really? Everything was a game to Mike. What if she got pregnant? She had no doubt Mike would be a loving and wonderful father. But what if their child ever found out he/she'd been the result of a sex game? This would be a real live child, not a game, but Mike didn't seem to see that.

The more she thought about it the more she got annoyed with Mike. She loved him though. She was doing tonight for him. She walked across the room back to Scott.

On the other side of the house Darren was feeding Mike water. "How do you feel?" Darren asked.

"Better," Mike said. He still felt weird but he was getting used to the sensations. He got up. While still disoriented he felt good enough to walk. "I need to find Jen," he said as he hurried to the next room.

"Hey stranger," Jen said catching up to Scott.

"Who was that?" Scott asked. There wasn't jealousy in his voice - Scott wasn't like that - just curiosity.

"A friend from college," Jen said.

"He's one of the Ramones, right?"

"Yeah."

"A close friend?" Scott asked with a grin. He of course knew about Jen and Mike's game.

"I don't want to talk about him okay?" Jen said honestly.

"What DO you want to talk about?" Scott asked still grinning. He noticed Jen hadn't re-did the button he'd unbuttoned. That was a promising sign. He'd loved to get inside her panties tonight (although knowing her she might not be wearing panties!).

"We're all grown ups, right Scott?" she asked abruptly. "Whatever happens, happens. I don't have to worry about hurting your feelings. Right?"

"Yeah, sure," Scott said not know where Jen was going with this. "No guilt, no obligations. I meant what I said. I owe you a lot."

"Okay," Jen said contemplatively, eyeing him as if sizing him up. "I need to check on Mike. Feel like coming along?"

"Yeah, sure," Scott said. Jen took Scott's arm and they walked from the tent back into the house.

Scott liked Jen on his arm. She was the sexiest girl he'd ever known, and the best fuck (even though her tits were tiny). She was a better fuck than Allie. Her innocent movie star looks and slim petite body always made him feel like he was fucking a barely legal teenager which gave her a decided advantage over other girls (not that she needed it with that ass and those legs). He felt his cock stir with her arm around his, their bodies so close, smelling her perfume and the vanilla strawberry scents of her shampoo.

Mike saw Jen enter the other end of the hallway with Scott. His heart did a backflip when he saw her arm in his.

Jen approached with Scott. "Some party huh?" Scott said to Mike. He joked "Maybe they'll do karaoke later." He laughed. He knew it was a dick thing to say, but he couldn't help himself. There was something about Mike that brought out the worst in him. Probably the fact the dude was a pathetic cuckold and had a tiny dick, yet still bagged the hottest girl of them all, that really annoyed him.

Jen let Scott's arm go and kissed Mike. "How are you feeling honey?" she asked her voice low enough so only he could hear. Of course she was referring to the X.

"It's a weird feeling," Mike said his voice low too.

"You'll get used to it," she said with an encouraging smile. She looked at Darren. "Thanks for watching over him." Darren smiled and nodded.

She turned back to Mike and whispered, "Are you sure you want to do this? You hate Scott, he's an ass sometimes."

Just sometimes? Mike thought, still smarting from the karaoke dig. But his lust was out of control and the X was further dulling his sensibilities. Still, he was torn. Let Scott get Jen pregnant?

"Let's see how it goes," he said noncommittally. He sat down, the X making him dizzy again.

Jen leaned into him. She whispered in his ear "If I play too much, I won't be able to stop."

Mike understood immediately. Jen couldn't go two days without a hard fucking, not after teasing the guys yesterday, not if she teased Scott tonight. Teasing went both ways, it got her super horny too. Jen craved and loved sex too much to have that much stimulation without actually doing it.

"I know baby," Mike said kissing her.

Jen smiled at Mike and stood back up. For a moment they were alone in the hallway, both Scott and Darren having wandered off to the bar. "Scott asked me to take off my blouse," she said.

"He did?" Mike said excitedly.

"He wants to see the bustier," she said.

"Does he know it's his?"

Jen couldn't help laughing. Mike called it his too.

"What?" Mike asked.

"Nothing," Jen said. "So should I take it off?"

"Yeah," Mike said.

Jen laughed again. He was so predictable! Without another word she took off the blouse.

She looked amazing! The pink bustier pressed her tits together, making her look bigger than she really was. It showed off her tanned shoulders and sexy stomach (ending around her belly button). Her tight black skirt displayed most of her long shapely legs, sexy in black stockings and high heels.

"I feel like dancing," Jen announced. Scott returned and she took his arm. "You don't mind, do you Mike?"

"No, go ahead" Mike choked out his throat dry from lustful excitement.

Jen led Scott to the next room. She didn't want to go to the tent where the Ramones were playing because she didn't want Drums to see her playing. But there was music and dancing everywhere in Colin's house.

"So you took off the blouse," Scott said smiling, looking at the pink bustier.

"Yep," Jen said.

"You took it off for me right?" he said grinning.

"Yeah right," Jen said sarcastically. But in fact she had.

"So you and Mike are playing, and I'm the lucky pawn tonight?" Scott said as he pulled Jen into his arms. They swayed to the soft music.

"Does that bother you?" Jen asked looking up at him. She had her arms around his neck.

"No," he said grinning at her. "Not as long as I get some of this." He lowered his hands from her waist to her ass and squeezed.

"Not so fast cowboy," Jen chastised him, raising his hands back up to her waist. "I know people here."

She looked around nervous to see if anyone had saw. Luckily the room was dark and she didn't see anyone she knew. "Be discreet okay?"

"Is this okay?" Scott said caressing the lacing down her back, teasing her exposed back (the bustier exposed about a one inch gap where the lacing crisscrossed down her back).

"No," Jen said with a laugh. He was incorrigible! But in a cute way. "Can you just -."

Scott moved his hands back down to her waist. "Is this okay?" he asked. He was caressing her exposed lower back between her bustier and skirt.

[Ramesh_Rocky]

"That's okay," Jen said. She couldn't believe they were negotiating how he was allowed to touch her. She had the strangest conversations while playing the game.

She suppressed a shudder as he caressed her. He had a really nice touch.

Scott pulled her closer, pressing his body against hers. "So am I your pawn tonight?" he asked again.

Jen felt his erection pressing against her stomach. She remember his cock. He had a really nice one. She liked playing with it.

They were in a dark corner, no one could see them clearly. She reached between their bodies and cupped his hard-on. "I think this is too big to call you a pawn," she said smiling teasingly at him.

She moved to pull her hand away but he grabbed her wrist, holding her hand against his crotch. "Keep your hand there," he said smiling. "I've missed your hand on my cock. I've missed a lot about you Jen." He lowered his head to kiss her.

Jen stepped away, pulling her hand off his crotch. "Discreet remember?" She took his arm again. "Come on."

As they walked back to Mike they ran into Colin and Tony-Tony. Julie (Tony-Tony's wife) held Colin's arm, and Olivia (Colin's new wife) held Tony-Tony's. Jen knew they swapped. She wondered if they were going upstairs to fuck. She couldn't judge them, here she was on Scott's arm. Anyway, the idea of the two best friends sharing wives turned her on. She liked kinky sex, which made sense since she liked playing the game.

They exchanged hello hugs. Jen knew all of them of course, in fact she and Olivia had been sorority sisters and Colin had been her first love. Jen introduced all of them to Scott. Olivia and Julie looked curiously at Jen with Scott, but didn't say anything.

"Where's Mike?" Colin asked.

"Over there," Jen said motioning to the hallway outside. "He's had a little too much."

"We're going to the guest house, there's a private patio there with a Jacuzzi," Colin said. "You guys should join us."

"God Colin how big is your house?" she gushed, giving Olivia an admiringly smile. Instead of smiling back, Olivia frowned at Jen. She moved from Tony back to her husband, holding Colin's arm tight. Her message was clear, "Colin is mine so stay clear."

Julie was frowning at Jen too. Suddenly the memories of college rushed back to Jen. Olivia and Julie were both really pretty, but they'd always been in Jen and Allie's shadows. Jen guessed there were some lingering hard feelings. Jen regretted that. She liked being liked, and what memories she had of Olivia and Julie from college were fond ones.

"I've got to check on Mike," Jen said.

"Join us later, the guest house is out that door to the left," Colin said. "You look amazing by the way," he said giving Jen a long look up and down. Tony-Tony looked her up and down too, not even trying to hide his lustful interest. Now Olivia and Julie were really fuming and giving Jen the evil eye.

"God what jerks," Jen said. She felt sorry for Olivia and Julie. How could Colin and Tony practically hit on her right in front of their wives?

"College rivalries?" Scott asked.

"I guess," Jen said. Honestly she didn't think of Olivia and Julie as rivals. She kinda thought they were friends. Not close, but still friends. Oh well. Anyway, she wasn't interested in Colin or Tony, especially Colin. Not after what happened last time.

"We better find Mike," Jen said taking Scott's arm again.

"Skinny dipping sounds good," Scott observed. Both Olivia and Julie were good looking, he wouldn't mind seeing more of their bodies. In fact, he wouldn't mind an evening of fucking all 3 girls. Sharing Jen with Colin and Tony didn't bother him as long as he got a turn with their wives. Mike would probably get off on seeing Jen gangbanged. .

"Maybe ..." Jen said thinking. Mike would have to take off his clothes in front of everyone. Hmmm ...

"Hey baby," Jen said giving her husband a kiss. He was still sitting in the chair. His eyes looked glazed over, high on X. Darren was back, sitting next to him. "How do you feel?" she asked.

"Okay," he said. "My skin's tingling, it's like I can feel everything."

"I know, isn't Ecstasy amazing?" Jen gushed. "Colin invited us to the hot tub. Scott and I are going. Wanna join us?"

Mike hesitated. The way she said that, like she was with Scott instead of him. His cock leaped in his pants.

Jen smiled at him knowingly. She leaned over and whispered into his ear, "You better come or you'll miss out." Mike practically gasped, his heart suddenly beating wildly. Miss out on Scott fucking her. Cumming inside her. Maybe getting her pregnant.

Also, missing out on stopping all this, if that's what he decided to do. But he doubted they'd use bathing suits. They'd see his hairless body and his small cock, not just the guys but Olivia and Julie too. Could he handle that?

In the end Mike decided to go. He couldn't miss this. He got up and Jen took his arm and Scott's.

"See you later Darren," Jen said.

"Maybe I'll tag along," Darren said eyeing Mike with a concerned look.

"You should find Allie, she's probably ready to go," Jen said like she was dismissing him.

Jen, Mike and Scott walked to the guest house. Jen started out holding both Mike's and Scott's arms, but after a while she let Mike's arm go. He walked behind them as she and Scott laughed and talked together, bumping playfully into each other, acting like they did during their affair. Mike felt like a third wheel and his jealousy flared. He was also rock hard and loving every second of it.

The guest house was on the other side of the estate away from the big tent. They could see the lights of the tent and hear the music, but they were isolated on this side.

They walked in and followed the voices. They entered a big bedroom. In the middle was one of those big cheesy round beds you'd find in Vegas. The Jacuzzi stood a few feet away.

Colin and Tony and their wives were naked and fucking on the bed. They'd swapped wives, Colin fucking Julie and Tony fucking Olivia.

"Oops, sorry," Jen said immediately backing out of the room.

"No, stay," Colin said. Julie was on her hands and knees and Colin's long cock was still inside her. "We don't mine company do we babe?" he said stroking Julie's back and moving his hands underneath and cupping her big breasts.

Colin treated Julie like she belonged to him instead of Tony. But then Tony had always differed to Colin. At least Colin was sharing his wife with Tony.

Jen noticed Tony was still inside Olivia. In fact, they were still fucking. Tony was doing her missionary. Jen moved a step in, wanting a better look at Tony's penis. She'd always been curious, his nickname was Tony-Tony because he was supposed to have twice the normal package. Jen's eyes grew. Even with some of his cock stuffed in Olivia's pussy, Tony looked huge, the biggest she'd ever seen.

"Come join us," Tony said looking Jen up and down. He'd always wanted to try out Jenny Johnson, and he knew his monster cock could charm the pants off any girl.

"That's okay, we're just here for the hot tub," Jen said with a nervous laugh.

"Help yourself," Colin said motioning to the Jacuzzi. "We don't have suits though."

"No worries," Scott said with an unconcerned shrug. He quickly undressed. He knew he had a good body, he could compete with anyone. He wasn't intimidated by Colin or Tony (although he had to admit they kept in good shape too).

He kept his eyes on Olivia and Julie as he undressed. They weren't drop dead gorgeous like Jen, but they were definitely fuckable. He got a rush of satisfaction as both girls looked him up and down, clearly liking what they saw. This was going to be a fun evening!

Both girls looked high, their eyes glazed over. Olivia pulled away from Tony and reached for a joint. She took a long drag. Seeing Jen looking and having a sudden urge to be a good hostess (this was her house after all), she reluctantly offered "Want some?"

"Thanks," Jen said reaching for it. She took a long drag too, her head rolling back at the sudden euphoria. "God that's good," she gushed. She said to Olivia "Remember the cheap weed we used to smoke in the sorority?"

"Oh god that stuff was so lame," Olivia said with a laugh. Olivia and Jen smiled at each other, sharing common college memories.

Jen handed the joint back but Olivia smiled and said "You can finish it."

"Thanks," Jen said with a smile. She felt good, feeling a barrier had broken between her and Olivia.

She took the joint to Mike. "Last chance," she whispered to him. "Stay or go?"

Mike couldn't think straight he was so turned on. Olivia and Julie had been populars in college, just like Jen and Allie. Olivia was a brunette and Julie a redhead. Both were pretty, busty and curvy. Not only was he looking at their naked bodies, he had seen them impaled on big cocks! Mike was too lost in lust, there was no way he could even contemplate leaving (especially since he was still high on Ecstasy).

"Stay," he managed to croak out his throat dry from excitement.

Jen nodded. "Maybe you should take a hit," she told him. After he did she said "You can finish it if you want."

Jen moved back to Scott. She turned so she was facing the bed, her back to Scott. She held up her long blonde hair and looked back at Scott. "Undo me?"

Scott grinned. He took his time unlacing Jen's bustier. As Scott untied her Jen looked into Colin's and Tony's eyes. She saw lust in their faces, the atmosphere was so sexually charged.

Colin, Tony and their wives noticed of course Jen had gone to Scott to undress her, not Mike. There was definitely something going on there. Jen seemed like such a good girl and Mike such a geek, but they'd been rumors in college. Now they knew they were true.

Scott finished unlacing the bustier. He pulled it off Jen and tossed it aside. Then he unzipped her skirt and it fell to the floor. Jen stood in front of the people in bed, naked except for her stockings and high heels.

Tony's eyes practically popped out of his head. So did Colin's, even though he'd seen Jen's hot body before. Her body was perfect, slim and tight, yet soft and curvy in all the right places.

Olivia and Julie looked enviously at the pretty blonde. They'd gained weight since college. Jen's body still looked like an athletic teenager's. They consoled themselves that their busts were way bigger than Jen's. But deep down they had to admit Jen's breasts (while small) were perfectly shaped and so perky. Unlike them, she'd never had to worry about her tits sagging.

Jen only lingered there a moment. Then she took Scott's hand and walked to the hot tub. Colin and Tony enjoyed looking at Jen's perfect ass. "Did god give this girl everything?" Olivia muttered to Julie.

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It hadn't gone unnoticed that Jen ignored Mike as she undressed and walked with Scott to the hot tub. Colin didn't know what was going on but he was enjoying it. He laughed and said "Hey Mike are you getting undressed or what?"

Mike hesitantly took off his shirt and pants. That didn't bother him, a lot of guys didn't have a lot of body hair. Taking off his shorts was another thing. He didn't want them to see his bare cock and balls. He knew some porn stars were hairless. In fact, he'd noticed Tony was bare. But Mike didn't have Tony's cock. He didn't even have half Tony's cock.

Rather than humiliate himself, he jumped into the hot tub. Then he took off his shorts and put them on the side of the tub. The 3 guys jeered Mike, calling him a pussy.

Jen saw Mike flush red. She knew this wasn't his crowd. "Leave him alone," she said coming to his rescue. The joking stopped. Jen had been the most popular girl in college, and in many ways she still was. Keying off Jen, Olivia and Julie also chided their alpha male husbands to leave Mike alone. They didn't know Mike well but they knew he was shy and he'd always seemed like a nice enough guy in college.

Jen stepped out of the high heels and peeled off her stockings and got into the hot tub. To Mike's relief, she sat next to him. Scott sat on the other side of Jen.

Colin, Olivia, Tony and Julie got in the hot tub too. The boys hadn't cum yet but clearly the real action was in the hot tub, not the bed. Colin and Tony's cocks were hard and sticking straight out as they walked over. Jen couldn't take her eyes off Tony, he was huge! Longer than she'd ever seen, and as thick as Frankie!

Tony had noticed Jen looking. He got into the hot tub and squeezed in between Mike and Jen. "You don't mind do you Mike?" he said. "I haven't seen Jenny in a while and I want to catch up."

Colin sat on the other side of the hot tub. Olivia sat between Colin and Mike, and Julie sat between Colin and Scott. Colin put his arms around both girls.

Beers and joints were passed around. Soon everyone was feeling no pain. There was a lot of laughing and talking. Mike was quiet (as usual) but for once he didn't feel out of place, he was too high for that. He closed his eyes, enjoying the sensations of the X and weed, floating in the bubbling hot water, the laughter and talking like relaxing white noise ...

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My eyes snapped open. I'd passed out. For how long? Looking around I saw everyone had paired up in the hot tub. Olivia with Scott. Julie with Colin.

Jen with Tony.

Scott and Olivia were making out, so were Colin and Julie (Colin seemed to really have a thing for Tony's wife!). Jen and Tony weren't making out. They were still laughing and talking. But they were sitting close together. There was no way their legs weren't touching.

Also, Jen had her cum face on. Was Tony playing with her under the water? Was she playing with him?

I was high and disoriented from the X, the weed, the beer. My cock was rock hard. I was confused. What did I want? I didn't know.

I watched as Tony wrapped his muscular arm around Jen, pulling her towards him. I knew she was naked under the water. What was going on?

Tony lowered his head, and he kissed Jen. Jen didn't resist. Instead, she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him back.

Scott noticed. He left Olivia and moved to the other side of Jen. Soon she was kissing both of them, trading back and forth. Then she rolled her head back, her mouth open in an O. What were they doing under the water? I imagined Scott playing with her breasts as Tony finger fucked her. I must have been right because moments later Jen's back arched and her body shuddered. Her first orgasm of the night. How many more would she experience before this night was over? And how many with a big cock inside her?

As she calmed down she opened her eyes and saw me awake, looking at her. She swam over to me and sat on my lap, straddling my legs (but making sure I didn't enter her). I put my arms around her. I could tell she was naked under the water. I stroked her ass.

"Having fun?" I asked.

"Are you okay?" she asked back.

"Did you just cum?"

Jen looked embarrassed. "Are you mad at me?"

"I think you're amazing," I gushed.

"You don't think I'm a slut?" Jen asked sheepishly.

"I think you're amazing," I repeated. "You never have to worry about that honey."

She beamed into my eyes and snuggled into my arms. "Yeah, Tony just made me cum," she said finally answering my question.

"It wasn't Scott?" I asked, imagining all the fingers under the water.

"It was Tony," Jen said definitely. "His touch is different from Scott's." As if realizing what she just said, she buried her head in my shoulder and laughed nervously. "God I'm such a slut, I've been with so many guys I know their touches," she derided herself.

"You're not a slut baby, you're just really sensual," I assured her. "You know I love seeing you with other men, you're doing it for me.'

"That's not completely true, but thanks for saying that," she said beaming into my eyes.

I frowned at her. "I don't get what's happening tonight."

"I'm playing," Jen said giving me a quizzical look. "Isn't that what you want?"

"Yeah, but Scott ..."

Jen smiled, understanding my concern. "Don't worry baby, I'll be careful."

She'd be careful? What did that mean? She'd use condoms with Colin and Tony? So only Scott came inside her? So we'd know who the father was?

And I wasn't sure I wanted Scott to cum inside her. The more I thought about it, the less I wanted her to do it.

"Jen, about Scott -."

"He's kinda busy," Jen said with a giggle, looking over. Scott had moved back to Olivia (Colin's wife) and they were making out again.

I looked over too. "This scene is so crazy" I said.

"Yeah," Jen said. She looked over to Tony and gave him a smile. She raised her hand, her thumb and finger parted slightly, telling him she'd be back in a moment.

She looked back at me and put her hand into the water. I felt her wrap her hand around my hard cock. "Do you need some relief?" she said smiling at me.

"Yeah," I said. I spread my legs and leaned back against the hot tub. Jen used both hands, one around my shaft and the other on my balls, just how I liked it.

"Are you gonna fuck Tony?" I asked my eyes glazing over as she jerked me off.

"No," Jen said. "I've always been curious about him. This is my last chance to play with him. But he's too big. I don't want to be loose for Scott."

"Oh ..." I said.

"That's what this weekend is about, right honey?" she asked. She looked into my eyes and continued to stroke me.

"Yeah ..." I said hesitantly.

She heard the uncertainty in my voice. "Having second thoughts?"

"I'm not sure," I said. I was so torn.

She took her hands off my cock long enough to pull my hands to her sexy flat belly. As she started stroking me again she whispered "Don't you want me big with Scott's baby?"

My head was spinning with cuckold lust! "Jen, if you WERE pregnant with his baby ... if you had his baby ... would he get to see you?"

"Would he get to fuck me?" Jen said translating my question. "I don't know. I'd see him more. You know how much I like him."

"Yeah ..." I said, thinking of how they'd acted like best buds earlier that evening.

"Does that make you want this less or more?" Jen said grinning at me.

"... I'm not sure" I said.

Jen playfully laughed. "You're so predictable," she said smiling at me. She stroked me faster and said "You'd like that, wouldn't you? Watching Scott fuck me with my belly big with his baby. Does that turn you on?"

"God Jen I'd gonna cum!" I said, and my body jerked as I had a massive orgasm.

Jen kissed me, carefully cupping my softening penis because she knew I got really sensitive after cumming. "Give me a few minutes alone with Tony before following, okay?" she whispered into my ear. She drifted back over to Tony.

Jen took Tony's hand and they walked out of the tub. They toweled off, and then Jen stepped back into her 4 inch high heels. God she was so sexy! Then she walked off with Tony, holding his hand.

Jen led Tony passed the big round bed and into a bedroom. They got into a bed and started making out.

"What's the story with you and Mike?" he asked.

Jen shrugged. "We like to play. Just like you and Colin and your wives."

"We've always shared girls," Tony said.

"Not me," Jen said with a laugh.

"I tried though" Tony said laughing back.

"So, Colin slept with your girlfriends when he was dating me?" Jen asked.

"Ah ..." Tony stammered realizing he'd put his foot in it.

"I don't care," Jen assured him. "I know he cheated on me all the time."

"Yeah, he did," Tony admitted. "Sorry."

"That's okay, it was a long time ago, I don't care," Jen said. But she was lying. Even after all these years Colin's cheating still stung. She was so happy she didn't end up with Colin. She was attracted to guys like Colin, but they weren't good for her. That was part of the reason she loved Mike. She could always count on him, and trust him. Even with all the naked female bodies in the hot tub she knew he'd never cheat on her.

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"I've wanted to see these for a while," Tony said cupping Jen's small breasts and sucking on the nipples.

"Yeah?" Jen moaned, her head rolling back. She forced the hurtful memories about Colin from her head and focused on the moment. Men like Colin and Tony weren't good for her, but she loved what they did to her body!

"I've been curious about you too," Jen said running her hands over his muscular body. She put her hand over his cock. "This is freaking amazing."

"They don't call me Tony-Tony for nothing," he joked and they laughed. They kissed and petted more. A few minutes later Mike walked in.

"Hi baby," Jen said her eyes glazed over with lust.

"Hey dude," Tony said, and then he went back to kissing and fondling Mike's wife.

Mike sat down in a chair across from the bed. He'd put his clothes back on (except for the wet shorts). He reached into his pants and stroked myself watching Jen make out with Tony. She was naked except for the black high heels. God she was so sexy!

"I like how you're bare," Tony said admiringly, stroking her pussy.

Jen smiled at Mike. Looking into his eyes she said "Scott shaved me."

"Yeah?" Tony said between kisses. "How long have you been fucking Scott?"

"Tonight will be the first time in a while," Jen said smiling at Mike again.

"He can have my sloppy seconds," Tony said with a laugh, rolling Jen onto her back and getting on top of her. "You don't mind, do you Mike?" he asked positioning his monster cock at her pussy lips.

"Not so fast," Jen said squirreling from his grasp. She rolled him on his back. "I want to play with this first," she said wrapping her hands around his enormous shaft.

He was so big and thick she could take little more than his cockhead into her mouth. She stroked him as she sucked on his cockhead.

Tony moved Jen's long blonde hair to the side so he had a better view of her pretty face as she blew him. "I've wanted this a long time," he said. "After I cross you off my list I'll have fucked the 10 best looking girls in college. You're number 1 on my list. Allie's 2."

"I'm flattered," Jen said, licking up and down his shaft. "What number is your wife?"

"Julie?" He laughed. "She didn't make the top 10."

Jen frowned. She took her mouth off his cock but continued to stroke him. "Cum for me," she said looking into his face and stroking him harder and faster.

"Suck me," he said trying to pull her head back down onto his cock.

She pulled back. "I want to watch you cum," she said stroking him fast.

Tony relented, enjoying the hand job Jen was giving him. He looked her up and down, god she had a hot body! After a few minutes he came. Jen squealed at the amount of cum that shot out of his penis.

Jen wiped her hands and abruptly got up, surprising Tony. "I've got to talk to Mike a second," she said getting up. She held out her hand and Mike quickly stood up, stuffing his cock back in his pants. "Back in a sec," she told Tony.

"Uh, yeah, sure," Tony said looking confused. "Don't be gone too long babe, I'll be ready to go again in a minute and I want some of your sweet pussy."

"Oh yeah, that sounds so good," Jen said batting her eyelashes at him.

"What an ass," Jen said outside the room. She took Mike's arm and they walked back to the hot tub. Now she remembered why she never hooked up with Tony in college. He was a major jerk! How could he diss his own wife with that stupid ranking thing? She felt sorry for Julie to be married to such an ass.

"He's got a big cock though," Mike said.

"Yeah," Jen said looking disgusted. "That's all he is, a dick."

"You got him off," Mike pointed out. Jen shrugged at that.

They stopped short of the hot tub room. "That kind of killed the mood," Jen said.

"We can get it back," Mike said running his hand down his wife's body. He ran his finger between her pussy lips. "I know you need a hard fucking after all the teasing last night and today."

"You know me too well," Jen said with a sheepish grin. "Stop!" she laughed grabbing his wrist to stop him from stroking her.

"Let's grab Scott and go back to the hotel," she said.

"You don't want to play here?" Mike said. "There're a lot of bedrooms in the main house."

Jen shook her head. "I don't want someone walking in on us," she said with a grimace. "And Colin probably has hidden cameras in all the bedrooms." Jen moved towards the hot tub room.

They stopped just short of the door. They had a perfect view of the big round bed. Scott was taking Olivia doggy style, and Colin was fucking Julie missionary. From their position they could see Scott's cock as he fucked her.

Mike looked at his wife. She was intently watching Scott fuck Olivia, her eyes glazed over with lust. "Jealous?" Mike asked forcing a smile.

"More like envious," Jen said not able to take her eyes off Scott's big cock pistoning in and out of Olivia's pussy.

"You don't care he's with Olivia?"

"Why should I?" Jen said, her eyes again focused on Scott's cock.

"You really want him don't you?" Mike said stroking his wife's pussy.

Jen tore her eyes from the scene on the bed. She gave Mike a knowing smile. "That's what you want, right?" She shrugged and admitted, "Yeah, I miss sex with him. It's always better with a person you have a connection with. You know that baby."

Anxiety and jealously flooded Mike's emotions. Seeing it on his face, Jen quickly added "Don't worry honey, I could never love him like you."

"Do you love him now?" Mike asked anxiously.

"No," Jen said.

"But you've never gotten completely over him?" Mike asked.

"Honey I'm ready to stop playing now if you want." She saw the lust on her husband's face and smiled. "But you want me to fuck Scott huh?"

"I'm not sure what I want," Mike said looking down miserably. He wanted it but was afraid of it.

"If I bring Scott to our room, it's gonna happen," Jen said. "So you need to decide."

"What do YOU want?" Mike asked his heart pounding.

"Do I want to bring Scott to our room? Yes I do." Seeing the cloud come over her husband's face, she rubbed his arm and said. "I'm sorry baby. I can't help it."

Mike nodded. He knew the signs. Jen had a major cum face on. Her nipples were rock hard. She'd teased the Ramones yesterday and played with Tony's huge cock tonight. She desperately needed fucked, and the fact she had an emotional past with Scott only increased her need for him.

"Go ahead and get him then," Mike said resignedly.

Jen smiled. She hugged his arm and leaned into him. "Thanks baby," she said excitedly.

Mike went back to the main house. He didn't trust himself driving (he still felt high and tipsy) so he ubered a taxi. State College wasn't a metropolitan area so it took a while for the taxi to arrive. Jen arrived with Scott just as the taxi pulled up. They were both dressed again, Jen had even fixed her hair and makeup. She was holding Scott's hand as they approached. That hurt more than the upcoming sex. Seeing them hugging and holding hands, like they were a couple. That part always hurt the most.

Jen went to Mike and whispered into his ear. "Honey, do you mind if we ride in the back?"

It was like a stake through his heart. She'd ride in the back with Scott, while he rode in the front with the driver. "Yeah, sure" Mike stammered, his cock so hard it could cut steel.

Jen and Scott went at it during the drive to the hotel, trading tongue and heavily petting each other. They were so horny for each other! The driver (not knowing Jen was his wife) grinned at Mike and said "Newlyweds?"

"Something like that," Mike said his emotions in a turmoil and his cock so hard it hurt.

********

Jen and Scott managed to keep their lips and hands off each other as we walked through the hotel lobby. That was good as we'd met some of the hotel staff and the last thing I needed was a lot of stares the next day.

Once inside our room Jen went into the bathroom. I gave Scott a beer and poured a glass of wine for Jen. I poured myself a scotch. "Hope there's no hard feelings," Scott said taking the beer from me. "Sorry again about the video. I thought you'd like it."

"Sure, no worries," I said. What else could I say? He was about to fuck my wife, maybe get her pregnant. I'd put her up to this so I couldn't complain now.

I couldn't look Scott in the eye. I was so conflicted by what was about to happened.

I guess he saw my vulnerability and the real Scott came out. He'd been playing the good guy to get inside Jen's pants. But now his arrogant grin returned. He punched me in the arm and said "Don't worry buddy, I'll give you a good show. Pretty soon Jen'll be cumming on my cock." Scott looked at me with a moment of insight. He guessed "You can't make her cum, can you?"

I flushed and Scott knew his guess was right. Jen rarely came on my cock and sometimes she faked it with me to spare my feelings (she'd told me a few weeks ago). For a moment his arrogant smile grew larger. Then his face went serious, although I could tell he was faking it. Pretending to be concerned he wrapped an arm around me and said "I can give you some tips Mike, on how to fuck Jen."

"I don't need any tips!" I hissed jerking away from his arm.

Just then Jen came out of the bathroom. Both our heads turned. She'd brushed her hair to a silky luster and touched up her makeup, including putting on wet pink lipstick (it matched the bustier). She was so gorgeous! And, she'd taken off the skirt. She still had on the pink bustier and put on new stockings (she hadn't put back on the ones from Colin's house). High heels completed the outfit. She was painfully hot!

She didn't notice Scott's smug smile or my glaring at him. She picked up her iPhone and worked the screen. A moment later Billy Idol's "Eyes Without a Face" started playing from her Sexy strip tease playlist.

Jen wrapped her arms around Scott's neck and they kissed. His hands went to her bare ass and I watched as her sexy stockinged leg curled around his muscular calf.

As they kissed Jen worked on Scott's clothes. Within moments he was completely naked.

Jen turned so her back was pressed against his front. Moving slowly in sync with the music, she moved up and down Scott's muscular body. She reached behind and cupped his hard cock. She gently massaged his balls as she moved up and down his body, making him moan.

Scott wrapped his arms around her. He pushed the bustier down enough to cup her small breasts. He kissed up her neck and behind her ear, and Jen closed her eyes and moaned. He sucked down hard on her neck.

Jen pulled away slightly, not wanting a hickey. "No marks okay Scott?"

"Yeah, sorry," he said his eyes full of lust. "You're so fucking sexy I can't control myself."

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Jen turned and beamed at him. "I'm going to give you something special tonight," she said looking into his eyes.

"Yeah, what?" he said grinning.

"You'll see" she said. She walked him to the bed. Then she came to me. "Condom or no condom? Last chance," she whispered. There was urgency in her voice. I sensed at this point she didn't care either way, she just wanted me to decide so she could get Scott's cock inside her.

"I ..." I stammered.

"You still haven't decided?"

I shook my head. Part of me wanted to end this completely. It made me sick seeing that arrogant ass with his hands on my wife's body. But I was so lost in lust, uncontrolled cuckold lust. The thought of Scott cumming insider her ... Jen pregnant with the baby of a man I despised ... Scott coming to visit the baby and trying to get inside Jen's pants ... god it was all such a turn on!

We wanted to start a family. What if I was shooting blanks? Kill two birds with one stone.

But a baby was a lot more permanent than a hickey. If it was his baby Scott would forever had a right to be in our lives, to be with Jen. What if she fell in love with him? What if, with that love and the baby being his, she left me for him? All of this made me scared and hot at the same time.

I could tell Jen was losing patience. She wanted fucked and I was taking too long to decide. "How about this?" she whispered. "We'll start, and if you say so I'll make him pull out."

"You think you can do that?" I asked worriedly. In the heat of passion, in the middle of an orgasm, she'd be able to make him pull out?

"Do you trust me baby?" she asked.

"Yeah."

"I know what your ultimate fantasy is baby," she said. "We're stopping after tonight, right? Let yourself enjoy it."

"Okay," I said uncertainly. "You'll make him pull out if I say so?"

"Don't wait too long," she warned with an excited grin.

Then she moved back to the bed, dimming the lights on the way. She got back on the bed with Scott and they embraced. With the lights down it was like watching 2 shadows. "Can you turn the lights up?" I asked.

"It's more romantic this way Mike," Jen said. I felt heartsick. More romantic? With Scott? But I guessed that made sense. If she was going to make a baby with Scott she wanted it to be romantic, not just sex.

"What's going on?" I heard Scott say. I heard a smile in his voice.

Through the semi-darkness I saw Jen wrap her arms around his neck and whisper into his ear. I couldn't hear but I knew what she was telling him. She was going to let him fuck her bareback, cum inside her, let him get her pregnant on purpose. God, I was so hot, if I touched myself I'd cum immediately! So I didn't touch myself, I wanted it to last.

"Are you game?" Jen asked a delighted smile in her voice.

"You're joking right?" Scott said with a duh! laugh. His hands moved to the pink bustier. "Should we take off this?"

"It's yours, you can do what you want," Jen said with a giggle.

"I'm glad we got that worked out," Scott said laughing back. He ran his hands over the silky material, tracing over the stiff ribbing underneath. I sensed him look over at me. "What do you think Mike, on or off?"

"Leave it on her," I croaked out, my throat dry with excitement. I wanted to see him fuck her in it.

"I guess Mike likes seeing you my things," Scott said with a mocking laugh.

"Don't be an ass," Jen said, but she had a smile in her voice.

"I've missed these," Scott said cupping her exposed tiny tits. "Proves good things come in small packages."

"Um ..." Jen said stroking Scott's long thick cock. They both laughed.

"It's true with Mike though," Scott said in a low mocking voice, but I could still hear.

"I said don't be an ass Scott," Jen said, more serious this time.

"Sorry I can't help it," Scott admitted.

"I know," Jen said with a laugh. She wrapped her arms around his neck and moved her lips towards his. "Kiss me." They kissed.

Scott rolled Jen onto her back. In the near darkness I could make out movements like that, but I wished for the lights. But I could hear sounds of kissing, Scott's hands over the bustier, whispers and moans.

I heard Jen writhing on the bed. Was Scott fingering her? Getting her pussy ready for his hard cock?

"Don't stop," Jen breathed urgently. She pleaded "Suck my nipples. Oh god, yeah, yeah. Oh goooood!" The bed squeaked as her body jerked and spasmed with her orgasm.

"Are you okay?" Scott said a few moments later.

"Yeah," Jen said still panting. She giggled. "God I needed that!"

Scott pulled her into his arms and kissed her. Soon they were making out and fondling again. Jen moved down his body and took him into her mouth. I heard Scott moan as Jen went down on him.

A few minutes later Scott pulled Jen's mouth off his cock. He rolled her onto her hands and knees. In the semi-darkness I could tell she was facing me. Scott got behind her. This was it, he was going to take her doggy style.

"Do I have to use a condom?" Scott asked.

"No," Jen said. She leaned on her elbows, her perfect tight ass high up in the air. "Come on, do it," she said urgently.

Jen cried "Oh god!" as Scott penetrated her with his cock. She whimpered as he pushed deeper into her pussy. To his credit he went slow to let her get used to his size.

Her reaction surprised me. Scott was big, but not as thick as Drums (although he was a couple inches longer). I wouldn't have thought it would be such a challenge for Jen to take him, not after fucking Drums constantly for weeks. But maybe Scott was thicker than I remembered.

"Fuck this feels amazing!" Scott gushed.

"Yeah, yeah," Jen panted.

"Are you okay babe?" Scott asked.

"Yeah, yeah," Jen said. "Fuck me. But go slow okay?"

I saw movement on the bed. Scott was fucking her, moving in and out of her pussy, going slow.

They were having unprotected sex and she was going to let him cum inside her. Jen wasn't ovulating but those things weren't precise.

I couldn't put off the decision any longer. He could cum at any moment. Did I really want this? Scott in our life - Jen's life - forever?

But god, the thought of Scott cumming inside her ... Jen LETTING him cum inside her, even though she was unprotected. Inviting him to impregnate her. Breed her ... make her sexy flat tummy grow big with HIS baby.

It was probably safe right? People weren't rabbits. It would only be one time. It would give me a lifetime of beat off material. Jen wanted to stop playing after tonight. This was my last chance to live this fantasy.

Images flashed through my head. Scott fucking Jen all through her pregnancy. She'd resist at first. But he'd have the opportunity, working together and being the biological father. And I'd encourage her of course. She'd have his baby, they'd be a period of no sex while she recovered. And then? I knew what would happen. I'd want Scott to be the first man to fuck her after giving birth to his child. I'd push her to fuck him again. With the barriers broken, I knew Scott would regularly have his cock inside Jen. And they'd develop a deep emotional relationship, because they were buds anyway, and now they'd have the baby to draw them even closer.

My head spun with cuckold lust!

I couldn't resist any longer. I opened up my pants and began stroking myself. An advantage of the darkness was Scott couldn't see my shaved cock and balls. I stroked myself slow with a light touch because I didn't want to cum too fast.

"God this feels so fucking good!" Scott moaned as he increased the pace of his fucking.

"Harder, fuck me harder," Jen begged, her voice almost a whine.

"You love this, don't you slut?" Scott taunted her. The bed groaned as he rammed her pussy harder and faster. He grabbed her long blonde hair and pushed her face into the mattress, muffling her whimpers.

He must have reached under her and twisted her nipples because she squealed. "Not so hard!" she protested.

"I know you love it!" Scott said with an arrogant grin in his voice.

She squealed again as he pinched her nipples hard. "Scott!" she whined.

"Not so rough!" I growled.

"Just sit there and play with yourself Mike," Scott derided.

I was halfway out of the chair to jerk Scott off Jen when she said "It's okay Mike, it's okay."

"Yeah Mike it's okay, she loves it," Scott taunted contemptuously.

"It's okay honey," Jen repeated, trying to soften Scott's gruff dismissiveness.

"Yeah it's okay honey," Scott repeated sarcastically. He laughed, then he pounded Jen harder, roughly mauling her tender tits. Jen whimpered as he abused her body.

That decided it for me. "Enough!" I announced angrily, getting up. I wasn't going to let Scott hurt Jen. "Get off of her Scott!" I ordered.

"Just a second buddy," Scott said, his eyes closed, his face straining. "I'm almost there." He panted, close to cumming.

I did NOT want Jen with his child! He was too much of an ass! "Pull out Scott!" I ordered. "Jen!" She promised to make him pull out if I said so, right?!!

But Jen was too far gone. "Cum inside me Scott!" she cried. "Cum inside me!"

Moments later I heard Scott give a low lustful growl and the bed squeaked repeatedly as he jack hammered into Jen's pussy, cumming deep into her fertile womb.

NO!! She was unprotected! Unprotected!

I lunged towards the bed, knowing it was too late. Scott had cum inside her! I knew he'd just impregnated her!

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I whipped the light switch on. As the lights came on I stopped in my tracks.

Scott's cock. He was still hard ever after cumming. He was still inside Jen.

But he wasn't inside her pussy.

He was inside her ass.

I felt frozen in place, unable to move. I saw his milky sperm leaking out of Jen and over his long thick shaft. But he hadn't cum inside her pussy! He'd cum in her ass!

Panting, Jen reached back and pushed against his chest. Scott reluctantly pulled out of her. She winced as he did so. I watched as he slowly pulled out. His cock was huge, still mostly hard. How had she taken that in her tiny asshole?

Scott tried snuggling her but she wiggled from his grasp.

"Give me a minute, I'll be ready to go again," Scott said. He rubbed her pussy and grinned. "I want some of this."

"No," I said moving between them. "I want you to leave Scott. Now."

"Seriously?" Scott said glaring at me. "Jen?"

"You heard Mike Scott," Jen said. She leaned into me and hugged my arm. "I'll see you at work, okay?"

Scott glared at both of us. He dressed and moments later he was gone.

"Jen ..." I started to say after he left. But I was speechless.

She sat me down onto the bed and snuggled into my arms. I was still trying to process everything. My head was foggy, the Ecstasy still affecting me. I was confused. What had just happened?

"Can you undo me?" Jen asked. I untied the laces at her back and she wiggled out of the bustier. She kicked off the high heels and pulled off the stockings, dropping everything on the floor. From her suitcase she pulled out my old frat t-shirt. She put it on and rejoined me on the bed, this time facing me. She sat gingerly with her legs underneath her.

"Are you okay?" I asked. She didn't like anal, certainly not with a man as big as Scott.

"I'm fine," she said. She took my hand and kissed it. "Are you okay?"

"I'm not sure," I admitted with a short humorless laugh (probably more like a grunt). I shook my head remembering how she didn't have sex with the Ramones (other than oral), and only let Scott do anal. "This was all a game?"

"I was making your fantasy come true," she said. She smiled apologetically at me. "As true as I could make it."

"I wish you just would've told me you didn't want to do it," I said.

"You didn't want Scott to cum in me, not at the end," Jen pointed out.

"No," I agreed. But that was because I hated Scott. If it'd been another man?

Jen read my mind. "Do you really want that to happen?"

I hesitated feeling the turmoil inside me. Finally I said "Probably not." Jen shook her head, grinning at my far-from-definitive answer.

I hesitantly asked "So all those lingering feelings for Scott?'

Her grin grew wider. "I was just teasing you. You said you wanted this to be like Cancun."

"So you don't have feelings for him?" I said relief washing over me.

"No honey," she said. "We work together, we had a thing, we're friends sorta. That's all."

"What about Drums?"

Jen shrugged but didn't say anything. I guess she saw the concern in my eyes because she rubbed my arm and said "That just ended baby. It'll take some time, that's all."

"Do you love him?" I asked.

"No," she said looking unsure. "But I do care about him."

"Okay," I said my stomach churning. But I knew it was my fault, I'd pushed her into his arms, into a relationship with him.

I still didn't understand this weekend. "Why did you do all this?" I asked. "Why didn't you just tell me you didn't want to play anymore?"

"I don't know, maybe I should have done that," Jen said. She looked at me apologetically and said gently "I guess I wanted to teach you a lesson. That things have consequences. I mean, think if Scott really did get me pregnant. Would you want that?"

"No," I said immediately. THAT I was certain of.

But still ... I felt like how it was when you watch a football game. The Broncos are down by 6 with 1 second left. They have the ball on the Seahawks' 10. Time for one more play, and you want to see if Manning can do it. But then the ref throws a flag and the game is over without Peyton even getting a chance.

Did I want Scott to get Jen pregnant? No, absolutely not. But I HAD wanted him to fuck her bareback. Really fuck her, in her pussy, and cum in her womb. I'd wanted that cuckold thrill, the risk. Now I felt cheated. Deceived too.

Jen was really good at reading my mind. She frowned at me and said "A baby's not a game Michael."

"I'd love the baby no matter what," I assured her immediately. "I'd always be there for you, no matter what."

She smiled at me, beaming into my eyes. "I know." She rubbed my leg and looked apologetic again. "I'm sorry, I thought you'd like it if I made your fantasy sorta true. I guess I shouldn't have done anything."

Now I felt bad, like a selfish ungrateful ass. Jen had gone to a lot of trouble to make things good for me.

I smiled and said "Last night was so hot. It's a good thing I ran into Darren though, I almost threw myself off a bridge or something after you kicked me out."

"I sent him to you honey," Jen said rubbing my arm.

"You sent him?" I said surprised.

"Of course I did," she said squeezing my hand. "It was all pretend. Cancun remember? You don't think I'd do those things to you and just let you walk away. Darren watched over you tonight too, after you took the X."

"Oh," I said stunned. How did I not see this? "But you going to see Drums?"

Jen looked down, not answering. That one had been real.

I didn't want to go there, not now. I said "What was with the Ecstasy anyway?"

"Isn't it freaking awesome?" Jen asked with a big delighted smile. She quickly added "I mean, every now and then." (She knew I didn't really approve of drugs, even harmless recreational ones.)

"Yeah but ..."

"It was part of the game," she explained. "I've wanted you to try it anyway."

"That's why you turned off the lights," I said the pieces clicking together. So I'd think Scott was inside her pussy.

"You are kinda smart," Jen said with a teasing smile.

"What about the hot tub? And Tony?"

"Um ... that wasn't planned," she giggled. "I knew it would turn you on though."

The risk of Colin, Scott and Tony (and their girls) seeing my hairless body. Yeah, that did turn me on. "Why'd you go with Tony if you were playing the Scott game?"

She looked embarrassed. "I've always heard about him, how big he is. When I saw it ..." She giggled, burying her blushing face in her hands. "I'm such a slut!"

I got it. She couldn't resist playing with him a little. Even after she got pissed at him she wanted to see his big cock cum. "It's okay honey," I said pulling her into my arms. "You're not a slut. I loved every second."

She pulled up from her hands, smiling at me. She kissed me and said "You always make me feel good about myself." She punched my arm and smiled delightedly at me. "So you thought last night was hot huh?" she said referring to my earlier comment.

"Well ... not all of it," I said embarrassed.

"Yeah, uh huh" she said with a skeptical "I know it turned you on" smile.

I saw Jen had a major cum face on. There was still so much to talk about. But we had the rest of our lives to talk about it. Right now I needed to take care of my wife.

I reached under her shirt and cupped her pussy. She was sopping wet. "This hasn't gotten any attention lately," I said smiling at her.

"No it hasn't" Jen said her eyes glazed over with lust. She reached for my pants, pulling out my cock. "I need this inside me, now," she said urgently.

"It's not very big," I said, my cuckold lusts returning.

"It's big enough," she said as she stroked me. "And so hard." She was right, I was as hard as granite. She said tauntingly, her eyes burning with lust, "You like me cumming on your cock, right? Put this inside me right now and I'll cum all over you."

"I should fuck your ass," I teased.

"Don't even think it mister," she teased back.

I roughly threw her onto her back, making her yelp with delight. I yanked open her legs. I so wanted her!

Just then my cell phone rang. I looked at the screen and saw it was Steve.

"Don't answer," Jen begged, pulling me towards her.

"It's Steve, about the Ring," I explained.

"What?" Jen said surprised. "Is something wrong?"

I spoke to Steve for about 5 minutes, the entire time Jen looking at me concerned. I hung up and said "We're having some issues with the Ring," I said. Seeing the alarm in Jen's face I quickly added "I'm sure it's fixable. I just need to get over there."

"Okay ...," Jen said hesitantly. "You can fix it?"

"Yeah, I'm sure I can," I said confidently. It might take some time, but we still had a few weeks before the final Memphis pitch meeting.

"Okay," Jen said relief in her voice. She stroked my cock again, looking at me with bedroom eyes. "You don't have to leave this very moment do you?"

"Not this very moment," I said grinning at her. We kissed, and I moved forward until my cockhead pressed against her pussy lips. I so wanted to be inside her, I missed her sweet pussy.

My cell phone rang again. "God I'm going freaking out of my mind!" Jen yelled frustrated.

I couldn't help laughing. I assumed it was Steve again and I was going to ignore it. But then I saw it was my mom. I frowned. She never called this late.

"It's mom, I better get it," I told Jen reluctantly. I answered the phone and listened. As I listened all the sexual passion drained out of me. A few minutes later I hit end. I guess my face must have turned white, because Jen looked worriedly at me.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

"It's Joe," I said feeling dread. "The cancer is back."

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Consequences Pt. 22

Mike and Jen hired a sedan and rushed home that evening. The news of Joe's cancer had sobered them both, but they didn't trust themselves driving so they hired a driver.

It was late when they got home. Joe was asleep but Mike's mom and dad were still awake. They'd obviously been crying.

"How bad is it?" Mike asked.

"We spoke to Dr. Calgary," Mike's dad said. Dr. Calgary was Joe's oncologist. "It's bad this time. Joe only has months. Two, maybe three."

"Oh god!" Jen cried her hand going to her mouth. She started to cry. Mike's mom hugged her and started sobbing too.

"Joe's known for some time," Mike's dad continued. "They've been trying holistic treatments. Dr. Calgary, he's had some success. You've met Willow his therapist?"

As Mike said "no" Jen said "yes" through her tears. Mike's dad frowned at the two of them.

A little later Mike's dad pulled him aside. "Are you and Jen okay Mike?" he asked.

"Joe said something?" Mike asked alarmed.

"No he didn't say anything," Mike's dad said. He glanced around the apartment. "Your place here. It doesn't look like you and Jen have been living here lately."

"I've been in London a lot, for work," Mike said quickly. "Jen's been ... staying with a friend while I've been away."

Mike's dad nodded but didn't look convinced. "Are you okay Mike?" he asked. "I saw the reports on the news about your Sapphire program."

"I'm fine dad," Mike said. He abruptly left and returned to Jen's side, not wanting to talk about Sapphire.

Later Mike and Jen were snuggling in bed. "I need to go to London," Mike said stroking Jen's long blonde hair.

"You don't have to go Mike," Jen said. "Don't worry about Memphis. Joe is more important."

"There's nothing I can do here," Mike said disheartened. He felt so powerless to help Joe. He couldn't even go see Madam Marie, as she'd passed away a few years ago. At least in London he could do something useful.

"Okay," Jen reluctantly agreed. She truly didn't care if the Ring worked or not, not anymore. Winning Memphis seemed so unimportant now. But she knew her husband. Working on the Ring would help take his mind off Joe. "I'll look after Joe while you're away," she promised. She held back more tears.

Despite the terrible news her body still had cravings. Her pussy ached for attention. She ran her hand down her husband's chest and cupped his cock. "Mike?" she prompted gently.

Mike grasped her hand. "I'm sorry honey, I can't right now," he said. He was too upset about Joe, he wasn't in the mood for sex.

"Okay," Jen said softly, hiding her disappointment. She snuggled into her husband's arms and did her best to fall asleep.

Mike left for London the next morning. Joe was still asleep when Jen was about to go to work. Willow was there.

"Joe told me you and your husband are back together," Willow said.

"We are," Jen said looking around nervously. Luckily Mike's parents weren't there (they were staying in a hotel). Jen whispered "Don't tell Mike's parents we were separated okay?"

"Of course not," Willow said looking at Jen contemplatively. "You're moving back here? Can Joe still stay?"

"Of course, he can stay as long as he wants," Jen said immediately.

"That's good, the holistic treatments are more effective if he's in familiar surroundings," Willow said.

"You still have hopes for the holistic treatments?" Jen asked.

"Yes of course," Willow said almost eagerly. "The mind and spirit can often overcome failings of the body." The gypsy raised an eyebrow and asked "Your husband will be away for some time?"

Jen nodded sourly. "He's flying to London for work. He'll be away for 2 or 3 weeks."

Willow nodded. She was silent for a few moments, as if thinking. "I have an appointment tonight," she finally said. "You'll do Joe's massage treatment?"

"Um, sure," Jen said hesitantly.

Willow heard Jen's uncertainly. She smiled encouragingly. "His treatments have a much better chance of success if provided by a loved one. You're his sister-in-law. I can tell you're close."

"Yes we are," Jen agreed. She and Joe had always been close, not just as SIL-BIL but as friends. She smiled, more determined this time. "Of course I'll do it."

At work Jen went to see Scott. She closed the door as she entered his office.

Scott looked up and grinned. "Hey Jen, I've got a great video to show you," he joked.

Jen laughed. "God you're an ass," she said smiling back at him. Then her expression turned to a mix of embarrassment and seriousness. "It was a one-time thing Scott. You won't say anything right?"

Scott stood and walked to the other side of the desk so he was facing Jen. "So you and Mike are back together?" he asked.

"We were never apart," Jen corrected him.

"Okay," Scott said with a "whatever" shrug. He'd heard the rumors about Jen living with another guy, he'd seen Jen's ringless left hand. Now he saw her wedding ring back on her left hand. Whatever, if that was how she wanted to play it, fine, he didn't care. He didn't want her heart. He just wanted her body.

"I feel bad about the other night," Scott said with a grin and clearly joking. "I feel like I didn't take care of you."

"You were fine Scott," Jen said with an embarrassed laughed.

"I pride myself on giving more than I get," he said his grin growing wider. "I didn't give you the big O Saturday night."

"That's okay Scott," Jen said laughing again. "I've gotten enough big O's from you" - she laughed as she said "big O" - "I think I'm still ahead." Jen blushed as she realized what had popped out of her mouth.

Scott smiled playfully and leaned his butt against the desk. "Feel free to even the score anytime."

"Oh, so I should get on my knees right now?" Jen said with an incredulous laugh.

"You know I think that's hot, my boss going down on me," he said grinning lecherously at her. "All those times you sucked me off ..." He lightly caressed across her shoulder and down her arm.

"You'll have to be happy with the memories," Jen said taking a step back away from his hand. "It's not happening again."

Scott looked disappointed and incredulous. "So Saturday night -."

"Was a one-time thing," Jen said completing his sentence. "I want you to promise not to say anything." She knew there were rumors about her and Mike having marriage issues. The last thing she needed were rumors about her and Scott having an affair (again).

"What happens at Colin's stays at Colin's," Scott said with a disappointed shrug, repeating the joke common among the in-crowd at Penn State. "So I WAS just a pawn in Mike's latest game," he said bitterly.

"Don't start Scott, it's not like I didn't warn you," Jen said frowning at him.

Jen glared at Scott. He glared back but after a few moments he backed off. "Okay," he said relenting, knowing she HAD warned him.

Jen left Scott's office. She was fairly certain Scott would keep his mouth shut. On the other hand, she knew Colin and Tony would blabber to everyone, Tony especially given what they'd done together; and what they hadn't done. Oh well ...

She was having second thoughts about moving to Penn State. She knew she had a reputation from the wild times in college and the even wilder times playing the game with Mike. It might be better to move to a place where she and Mike could make a clean start.

After all, the last thing she needed was Colin and Tony hitting on her all the time. That would tempt Mike too much to start playing the game again. And, she admitted, it would tempt her too much too.

God her body craved sex! She'd last gotten it on Thursday with Frankie. In fact, prior to this weekend she'd been getting it regularly from Frankie, usually at least once a day, sometimes more than once a day. Now it was like she'd gone cold turkey. And after all the teasing she'd done this weekend ... God she couldn't wait for Mike to get home! Hopefully he'd come home this weekend.

Later that day Jen's phone rang. She looked at the caller ID. Her heart sank when she saw it was Frankie calling.

"Hi Frankie," Jen said softly on the phone. "How are you?"

"I'm good," Drums said. To Jen's surprise he sounded chipper. "I just met with Artie. Did you hear? Tommy Ramone, the last original Ramones, he died last week."

"Oh, no, I didn't hear."

"There's a lot of interest in our revival band again," Drums said. "Artie's booked some concerts."

"That's good ... I guess," Jen said.

"Yeah, I know, Tommy was the drummer too, it's kind of morbid," Drums agreed. "But this way it'll give me some runway. I'm cutting a solo album. Artie's managing."

"Oh that's so good Frankie," Jen gushed.

"Anyway, I wanted to let you know I'll be back and forth the next couple weeks, on this mini tour," Drums said. "In case you want to get together."

"Oh um ..."

"I mean, in case you and Mike want to get together with me," Drums said. "We're still friends, right?"

"Of course we are," Jen said.

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"I've been thinking," Drums said. "I shouldn't have guilt tripped you. I knew from the start it was all just a game. And you really did help me out Jen. I feel like I have a purpose in life now. Not just waiting for the next party."

"That's really good Frankie," Jen said softly.

"Yeah well, I'll see you around," Drums said suddenly embarrassed.

"See ya," Jen said softly. She hung up and looked out the window, feeling both happy for Frankie and melancholy too.

Jen worked out after work, finally getting home around 8. Joe was sitting on the sofa reading.

"Hey you," Jen said affectionately to her brother-in-law. "Have you eaten?"

"Yeah, Willow made me dinner before she left," Joe said. "Sorry for all the drama with Mom and Dad."

"That's okay Joe," Jen said softly squeezing his hand. She couldn't believe he might be gone in just a few months. She felt tears coming but she held them back. She sensed he didn't want people mourning him while he was still alive, as that would make his last few months miserable for him. "I'll invite Mom and Dad to dinner tomorrow," Jen said. She knew they were staying at a hotel because the loft apartment only had 1 bedroom.

"Cool," Joe said sensing her melancholy mood. He changed the subject and cheerily said "Want to watch a movie? I downloaded Looper, it's supposed to be a cool sci-fi time travel movie."

"Sounds like fun!" Jen said forcing herself to be cheerful too. "I'll take a quick shower and then make popcorn."

Jen had done a hard workout and that had purged the horniness from her body. But it was only temporary. Her horniness returned as the hot shower tickled her body.

She needed relief! She adjusted the shower head so it shot out rapid pulses of hot water. She pointed the water at her pussy, using her other hand to rub her nipples. She closed her eyes and fantasized about Scott. She imagined getting on her knees and looking up into his eyes as she went down on him. His fantasy of her - his boss - submissively sucking him off turned her on too (although she'd never admit that to him of course). In her fantasy Scott fucked her face hard, and then bent her over his desk, jerked up her skirt and fucked her from behind, the entire time telling her how much a cheap slut and whore she was. In this fantasy (unlike the other night), Scott fucked her pussy not her ass. That was what she really needed, a big hard cock in her pussy. She came after just a few moments.

Jen panted after cumming. On shaky knees she returned the shower head to its normal position. Masturbating only gave her partial relief. Her pussy still craved something big and hard. She wished Mike was there. He wasn't too big but he'd be hard and she needed something inside her. She'd have to play with one of her toys after the movie.

She dried and brushed her hair, then put on a thong, sports bra, yoga pants and a loose t-shirt. Normally at home she wore comfy VS cotton panties, but with Joe there she didn't want panty lines to show in the yoga pants.

Jen made popcorn and they watched the movie. To her surprise she found herself drawn into it (even though it was pretty violent). Halfway through Joe got his pipe and cannabis extract. "It's part of my therapy," he deadpanned.

"Oh I'm sure," Jen said with a laugh. She took a few hits along with Joe and soon they were both high.

After the movie Jen said "Ready for your massage treatment?"

"You don't have to," Joe said looking embarrassed.

"I want to, and I promised Willow," Jen insisted. She pointed to the guest room and in a playful stern motherly voice said "Go get ready mister."

"Are you ready?" Jen said through the door a few minutes later. When Joe said yes she walked in. He'd taken his shirt off but still had his jeans on. "Really Joe?" she scolded playfully. "Everything off mister."

Jen turned her back. Joe took off his jeans and shorts, then got face down on the bed, pulling a white sheet over him. He was completely naked under the sheet.

"Better," Jen said after turning around. She pulled the sheet to his waist, revealing his back. She poured oil on her hands and began his massage, kneading his shoulders and neck and moving down his back.

Joe grunted in surprise at the pressure. "Too hard?" Jen asked.

"Uh no, it's fine," Joe said. Actually the pressure WAS too hard but he didn't want to look like a wimp in front of his sister-in-law. He was surprised by her strength. She was so slim and petite. On the other hand, he knew she studied dance and worked out all the time. No wonder she always looked so firm and toned. She was way stronger than she looked, and he grunted again as she dug her fingertips and knuckles into his shoulders and back.

Jen heard Joe grunt again and she eased off the pressure, going from deep tissue to more of a Swedish massage. Rather than isolating and kneading individual muscles, she began long medium hard strokes of her thumb and finger tips across his shoulders and down his back. She knew her adjustments were correct as Joe's grunts turned to sighs.

Jen worked on Joe's neck. She turned his head to the side and then stroked down the cords of his neck. It felt so good Joe practically moaned. She paused for a moment, turning to pour more oil on her palms. As she did Joe opened his eyes. Her ass was just a few inches from his face. The stretchy yoga pants looked airbrushed on her perfect tight cheeks. He snapped his eyes shut, willing himself not to get a boner. God that would be too embarrassing!

Jen finished with his back. She pulled the sheet back up until it covered his shoulders. Then she moved down the table. She pulled the sheet from his toes to just below his ass, exposing his legs completely. She worked on his calves, stroking up and down the long muscles.

Jen was impressed by Joe's musculature. He certainly wasn't a body builder, but he had a nice body, lean and hard. His back was the classic V and he had firm shoulders and neck. His legs were particularly impressive, his calves were like steel. But then, she knew Joe did a lot of biking and running.

"Um, can you loosen your legs a little?" Jen asked as she began working on his thighs. Joe complied by opening his legs a little. He felt his sister-in-law's fingers run up and down his thighs. She started from his knees and stroked all the way up to just below his ass. Each time she neared his ass Joe knew Jen's fingertips were almost touching his cock. For a moment he fantasized about his sister-in-law's hands continuing their upward journey and then stroking his shaft. Then he immediately forced those thoughts from his head, he did NOT want to get an erection!

Jen moved down to Joe's feet. With her thumbs she stroked down the arch. She smiled when she heard Joe moan. Everyone loved their feet massaged!

After about a half hour, Jen held the sheet up like a privacy screen and said "Turn over Joe.

Joe nervously turned over onto his back. If he got hard now Jen would be able to see. He concentrated on thinking about baseball stats and cleaning stinking fish, anything other than sexual thoughts for his beautiful sister-in-law.

Jen put the sheet over Joe, covering him from his neck to his toes. She moved to his head and worked on his neck and shoulders again. She saw he was half hard. She didn't think anything of it. All guys got a little hard during a massage if the masseuse was a girl (no matter what the girl looked like), it was inevitable. However, she knew Joe was probably feeling uncomfortable about it. She got a warm partially moist towel. She folded it into a rectangle and put it over Joe's eyes. This was a masseuse trick, to give the client a feeling of privacy. Then she went back to work on his head, neck and shoulders.

Joe felt better when Jen put the towel over his eyes. It made him feel detached from his body, giving him the feeling he wasn't responsible for what his body did, how his body reacted to the massage. Under the towel he closed his eyes and relaxed, enjoying what Jen was doing to him.

Jen snaked her hands and arms under Joe's back. Then she slowly pulled her arms out, applying upward pressure with her fingertips across the muscles of Joe's back. Jen knew she'd found a technique Joe liked when he moaned, and did it a few more times.

Each time Jen snaked her arms under Joe's back, her bust pressed against his head. A couple of times, focusing on different muscle groups, her bust pressed against Joe's cheek. Being ultra-aware of any serendipitous touches of Jen's body, Joe could feel the edges of Jen's bra pressing against his cheek. He felt his cock stir.

Jen saw Joe's penis twitch under the sheet but didn't say anything of course. Being who she was she couldn't help smiling inside. She loved flirting, she loved guys responding to her. She'd had a flirtation thing going on with Joe for years. Of course this was different, this was therapy. That thought reminded her of Joe's condition. She pushed flirting out of her mind and concentrated on the massage.

She moved to Joe's side and worked on his chest. She stroked across his chest, working on his pecs (which by the way were really nice; not granite hard like Scott or Ricky but definitely well defined). She leaned into the side of the bed as she stroked across Joe's chest. Jen noticed Joe slide his hand over. It was just an inch or two and he did it subtlety, like it was unintentional.

But Jen knew what Joe was doing. Male clients did it all the time. It was a way for them to touch her. Now when she leaned over she'd be touching his hand instead of the bed. All she had to do was shift a little and she'd be out of range of his hand.

Back when she was working at the St. Regis spa, sometimes she'd let the client have his fun and touch her a little. It was harmless and if the client got a little thrill out of it he might give her a bigger tip (she and Mike needed the money back then, being young and just starting out in New York City). Older men with wedding rings were best for that. They were rich (they mostly had to be, it was the St. Regis after all!) and probably married forever, so touching a pretty young masseuse was probably a big thrill for them. She never told Mike about doing this. It was kinda like being a prostitute, using her body to get bigger tips, and it embarrassed her. It kinda thrilled her too though.

Jen inwardly shrugged. She continued to stroke across Joe's chest. She didn't shift position so when she leaned over her body pressed against his hand. In fact, his hand was pressing below her belly button just above her pussy. If he wanted a little thrill she'd give it to him.

Shivers of excitement ran through Joe as he felt Jen press against his hand. He shifted his eyes under the towel so he could see where his hand was touching. He was practically cupping her pussy!

He couldn't stop it now, his cock got fully hard, his erection tenting the sheet.

"Sorry," he said embarrassed.

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"Don't worry about it Joe, it happens all the time," Jen assured him, adjusting the towel across his eyes so he had no chance of seeing. "We're almost done."

Jen moved to the end of the bed and worked on his feet again. She used reflexology techniques and really dug in hard. She hoped the rough handling would "cure his problem" and make his erection go down. But if anything he got even harder. She knew Mike's feet were an erogenous zone for him. She could always get Mike rock hard by lightly tickling the bottom of his feet. She sighed, realizing Joe must be the same way, just like his brother.

Joe's hard penis was seriously tenting the sheet. It was embarrassing for both Jen and Joe. Jen couldn't help noticing Joe's size. He wasn't super big like Scott and certainly not Tony-Tony. But still he was impressive, noticeably bigger than Mike. This was an area where Joe was NOT like his brother.

"Um, should we stop now?" Jen asked feeling embarrassed for both herself and Joe. "I just have your legs left."

"... I guess go ahead and finish," Joe said. He was embarrassed by his erection - mortified even - but he was enjoying having Jen's hands on him, he didn't want to stop.

"Okay," Jen said. She moved the sheet off Joe's legs, blushing as she doubled the sheet over his erection. The extra weight didn't faze his erection as the tent remained.

Jen moved back to the end of the bed and worked on his legs, starting with his calves. Again she admired his lean muscular runner's legs.

As she rubbed up and down Joe's calves, digging her thumbs in, Joe subtly shifted, opening his legs a little. That was another trick male clients did. Jen knew some girls from the St. Regis took the bait, venturing a little higher than they should up the client's thighs and brushing across his private parts. That always got a big tip! Jen had never done that one.

It surprised her Joe was using these tricks. But then he was a guy, and she knew he had always kinda had a crush on her. She'd played it up too, flirting with him, so she couldn't blame him.

She started working on his thighs. Her face was pointed right at his erection. She tried to avert her eyes.

Fuck it. She checked the towel covering his eyes to make sure he couldn't see. Then she took a long look at his erection. She couldn't see details because of the sheet, but it was pretty clear he had a nice one. She felt herself getting moist. She couldn't help it, she was a girl, he was a guy, and Joe had a nice body. And she hadn't gotten laid in a long time. Okay, just a few days, but a lot had happened during that time and she was going out of her mind horny.

She kept her fingers well short of the sheet, not coming close to Joe's privates. Still, as she leaned forward to rub up his thighs, her face came within inches of his erection. Her face felt hot.

Joe was getting into it too. He was breathing hard, his chest heaving up and down.

Jen was nearing the end of the massage. She had no intention of doing anything naughty. He was her brother-in-law after all. But in her horny state, with this impressive manhood just inches from her mouth, she couldn't resist, she did something flirty.

Rather than rubbing with the flats of her fingers and palms, she ran her fingernails up Joe's thighs. Joe moaned and his penis twitched under the sheet. Jen knew she should stop, but she couldn't help herself, she was too much of a flirt. She ran her nails from Joe's outer thighs to his inner thighs, right around his knees.

Then Jen applied a little outward pressure so Joe opened his legs a little more. She paused for a moment, lightly digging her nails into his inner thighs at his knees, her eyes on the tent formed by Joe's erection. Joe held his breath, feeling exposed before his sister-in-law (even though his erection was completely covered by the sheet).

At this point Jen wasn't thinking. Her eyes still locked on the tent, Jen slowly - slowly - ran her pink, manicured nails lightly up Joe's inner thighs towards his erection.

Jen stopped just as her fingers touched the sheet. But it didn't matter, Joe was too far gone. Suddenly he groaned and his body lurched as he came, the sheet getting all wet with his ejaculation.

"Oh god!" Jen cried coming to her senses. She pulled her hands away and turned the other way, averting her eyes. She felt mortified realizing what she'd done. "I'm sorry!"

"It's okay, it's okay!" Joe said feeling just as embarrassed. He pulled the sheet around him and scrambled off the bed, standing as far away from Jen as possible while still being in the same room.

"Um, sometimes that happens," Jen said. It was a lie, that'd never happened to her. But then, she'd never caressed a client like that before.

"Yeah, sure," Joe said hurriedly, not looking at Jen. Jen wasn't looking at Joe either.

"Um, I guess I'll let you go to sleep," Jen said moving to the door.

"Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow, thanks for the massage," Joe sputtered out, hurriedly closing the door behind Jen.

Later in bed, Jen lay still, breathing hard and looking up at the ceiling. She felt horrified by what had happened, but her body tingled with desire. She couldn't help it, she'd already been horny and the massage had only heightened her passion.

She'd caught a glimpse of Joe's penis as he came, his lurch momentarily throwing the sheet off and revealing his manhood. He wasn't too long (maybe 6 inches) but thicker than normal. Being with Frankie she'd developed an appreciation of girth over length. And Joe's shaft appeared to be heavily veined, menacing looking, something that always turned her on.

But Joe was Mike's brother! She'd always been close to him. Not so much a brother-sister relationship, more like platonic friends. Although that was how she'd started with Frankie, platonic. Then ...

"Stop!" she told herself. The game was over and this was Joe!

She wanted to pull out her toys and play with herself. God she needed fucked! But she was afraid of where her fantasies might take her with the image of Joe's impressive manhood still fresh in her mind. God she hoped Mike would come home this weekend! She rolled to her side and drifted off into a restless sleep.

Jen left for work early the next morning, not wanting to face Joe. She called Joe's parents at their hotel and invited them to dinner. After hanging up, Jen started thinking it might be better if Joe moved to his parent's hotel.

"How's the Ring?" Jen asked Mike later on the phone.

"It's fixable," Mike said. "But it's going to take a lot of work. The Memphis data flows are huge, we're having to rewrite a lot of the code. I'll probably have to work through the weekend."

"Can't Steve handle it?" Jen said trying to keep the desperation out of her voice. She needed Mike home, she needed fucked!

"He's managing the data interface team, I'm working on the core algorithms," Mike explained. "The entire team is working 24/7."

Jen sighed, resigning herself to no sex this weekend. It was hard. For weeks she'd gotten fucked constantly by Frankie and his beautiful, super thick penis. She'd never gotten that much constant sex in her entire life. Her body had gotten used to that and it'd ramped up her already high sex drive.

Now, suddenly, nothing. It was like her body was going through withdraws.

"I'm thinking it might be better if Joe stayed at your parents' hotel."

"Why?" Mike asked a frown in his voice.

"Um, I thought Joe would be more comfortable being close to your parents," Jen said.

"Mom and dad will probably go home soon, you know how dad is, he hates being away from home," Mike said. "I'd feel a lot better if Joe's at our place with you. Is he a lot of work?"

"No, Joe's no trouble," Jen said. Forcing a smile into her voice she said "Of course Joe can stay at our place baby, he can stay as long as he wants."

After hanging up with Jen, Mike was tempted to hack into Sapphire. But no, he decided to stick with his plan.

At that moment, Sapphire's Liberty routines (the government's surveillance software inside Sapphire) were spying on American citizens, tracking, recording and analyzing their movements and activity on the Internet. Liberty's data was used by DHS, FBI, CIA and NSA to identify potential terrorist groups operating within the United States.

Unbeknownst to the government, the condition-based routine Mike embedded into Sapphire flickered to life. The routine was rigged to activate if it detected illegal spying by Sapphire. The routine activated and silently worked in the background, performing the tasks Mike had programmed months ago back in Paris when Jen was with Alex.

Jen left work early and went to the grocery market. When she got home she was relieved to see Mike's mom and dad already there. Willow was there too. Jen wasn't ready to be alone with Joe, and she was a terrible cook. She was glad to have mom and Willow there to help with dinner.

In fact, mom and dad spent most of their time fussing over Joe. That left Jen and Willow alone in the kitchen.

"Joe told me about the massage last night," Willow said with an amused smile. Jen flushed red and the gypsy woman laughed good-naturedly. "Don't worry, it happens sometimes when a pretty young girl massages a man."

"It's happened to you?" Jen asked.

"Well, I'm not young anymore, and I was never as pretty as you," Willow said. "But years ago, yes. Don't be embarrassed. Just remember, you're helping Joe."

"Do you think he has a chance?" Jen asked concerned.

"Quality is what matters, not quantity," Willow said with a mysterious smile. "We'll all die someday. What matters is not when Joe dies, but the quality of his life until then. That's my purpose with Joe, to help enrich his life. That's what you want too, isn't it Jen?"

Willow gave Joe his massages the rest of the week. On Saturday Jen went shopping with Mike's mom. "Dr. Calgary is hopeful about Joe's holistic therapy," mom said brightly while they had a coffee at Starbucks. "I trust him, I feel like Joe has a chance no matter what the tests say."

"That's so good mom!" Jen gushed squeezing her mother-in-law's hand.

Suddenly mom broke out into tears. "What's wrong?" Jen said worriedly.

"I'm sorry," mom said wiping the tears with her hand. "It's just ... even if Joe beats this, all the treatments, they've hurt him."

"What do you mean?" Jen asked.

"All the chemotherapy," mom said looking heart-stricken. "Joe's sterile. He can never have children."

The next week Willow was away. She asked Jen to handle Joe's massage therapy.

Jen agreed, although she was nervous about it. Joe was nervous too. He masturbated three times that day, hoping to quench his passion and avoid getting a boner during the massage.

Jen and Joe had an awkward dinner. Neither of them talked about the upcoming massage, in fact they hadn't talked much at all since the other night. Jen eagerly agreed when Joe offered his cannabis pipe, she could definitely use a hit to take the edge off.

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"Ready?" Jen asked with a forced smile, and they each got ready. Joe went into his bedroom. He undressed and got face down on the bed, pulling the sheet over him. Jen put on a similar outfit as last time, form-fitting yoga pants, sports bra and a loose top. Again because of her vanity she wore a thong to avoid panty lines.

"Ready Freddie?" Jen said affectionately running her fingers through Joe's hair.

"Yeah," Joe said into the mattress (he was lying face down).

Jen began working on his neck and back. Looking down Joe had a clear view of her pretty feet (she was barefoot). Her toes were painted the same pink as her fingernails. As she leaned forward to reach his lower back she extended on her tiptoes and he saw the elegant arch of her slim feet. Like Mike, Joe had a thing for legs and feet. He felt himself stiffening.

Also as Jen stroked from Joe's shoulders to his lower back, her soft blonde hair fell over his head, tickling down his neck and cheeks. "Sorry," Jen said. She stopped for a moment and put her long blonde hair into a high ponytail.

"That's okay," Joe said, relishing the silky lush feel of her long thick blonde hair, and the vanilla strawberry scent of her shampoo.

Thirty minutes later Jen held the sheet up like a privacy screen as Joe rolled over. As he settled on his back he parted his legs slightly and shifted his hands to the sides of the bed. Despite beating off earlier he had a raging hard-on, tenting the sheet.

Jen noticed of course. What could she do? She wasn't trying to turn him on. Like last time, she folded a towel and placed it over his eyes.

She moved to the dresser to get more oil. Her hands were slippery so she dropped the bottle. Joe turned his head. He looked under the towel as she bent over to get it. The T of Jen's thong peeked above her yoga pants. They were pink and lacy. His cock got even harder.

Joe turned his head back and fixed the towel over his eyes. Jen turned and moved to the side of the bed to do his chest. His hand was at the side of the bed. She could shift to the side but then he'd know he was busted and get embarrassed. Jen decided it was better to pretend any contact was accidental.

She rubbed across his chest, working on his pecs. Again she was impressed by the muscular definition of his chest. As she stroked across his chest, she leaned into his hand. Once again his hand pressed just above her pussy.

Joe watched from under the towel. He had a sudden desire for her pussy to press against his hand. Throwing caution to the wind he shifted his hand slightly so his fingers dangled over the edge of the bed.

Jen noticed the movement of course. "Okay, now Joe's being bad," Jen thought. But why did it matter? She wore pants and panties. It wasn't like he'd be able to feel anything. Jen decided to go with it. She continued to rub Joe's chest. Each time she leaned over her pussy pressed against his hand. Jen told herself, "If Joe moves his hand I'll stop," but Joe didn't move his hand.

Joe's head was spinning. "I'm touching her pussy!" he thought to himself. His cock was so hard!

Jen finished with Joe's chest. She moved the sheet up to his shoulders. Then she moved the sheet off his legs, folding it over his waist (and the tent formed by his erection). She went to the end of the bed and began working on his feet, then moved up to his calves. After finishing with his calves she began on this thighs. She rubbed up and down, using her thumbs to dig into his inner thighs as she stroked up and down.

Jen's touch wasn't electrifying like the other night when she'd scbangd her nails up and down his inner thighs. But still, just having her hands on him got his heart beating hard. He felt close to cumming. He didn't want to cream the sheets again, that would be too humiliating. He said "Maybe you should stop."

Jen heard the pain in his voice, the pain of needing sexual release but knowing he wasn't going to get it. "I'm sorry about last time," Jen said continuing to massage his thighs.

"It was an accident," Joe said. "I didn't even ..." He stopped alarmed by what he almost said.

"What?" Jen asked. "You didn't what?"

Joe hesitated, then he sputtered out, "It was an accident, it didn't feel like a sexual thing."

Jen slowly nodded, understanding coming to her. Yes, Joe had cum, but without stimulation on his penis it had been like a ruined orgasm. He'd gotten no pleasure from it, just frustration. "I'm sorry," she said.

"Don't worry about it, I can take care of myself," he said with a laugh.

"You don't have - um - a friend?" Jen asked. Every single guy (especially a cute guy like Joe) had at least one friend with benefits, right?

Joe pulled the towel from his eyes and leaned up on his elbows. He looked at Jen. "I told you, girls see me as damaged goods."

"You're not damaged goods Joe," she assured him, squeezing his knee.

"Yeah right," Joe said sarcastically with a bitter, ironic laugh.

Jen felt like she'd put her foot in her mouth. Of course he was damaged. He was going to die.

Willow's words came back to her: "What matters is not when Joe dies, but the quality of his life until then."

Jen looked into Joe's eyes, she saw the pain there, the desire, the desperation. She knew it was wrong, a mistake, but ...

She moved from his feet to his side. "Maybe I can be your friend Joe," she said in a low voice. His eyes went wide as her hand disappeared under the sheet.

"You don't have to do this," Joe said nervously.

"I want to," Jen said. Joe's face contorted and he groaned as her soft hand went around his hard cock.

"Oh god," Joe moaned as Jen began to slowly stroke his shaft. "It feels so good!"

Jen stroked him faster. Precum seeped from his cockhead, but his shaft was still dry. She poured some oil on her palm and then began stroking him again.

It felt even better now! God, it felt so good! Lust in his eyes, out of control, Joe reached towards Jen's breasts. Jen immediately pulled away. "No Joe," she chastised him.

"I'm sorry!" he said immediately, embarrassed by what he'd intended.

Jen didn't blame him, she knew how it was to lose control. He looked embarrassed and ashamed, she felt sorry for him. She remembered Willow's words again, and thought "He's dying."

Jen smiled at him and said "That's okay." Still smiling at him (not sexily but affectionately), she crossed her arms and pulled off the loose shirt. His eyes grew wide seeing the sports bra. She smiled inside. Joe had seen her often in a bikini. But you call it a "bra" instead of a "bikini top" and all of a sudden it's naughty and sexy, like seeing something you weren't supposed to.

"We'll keep it this way, okay?" she said to him, meaning she wasn't taking anything else off.

"Okay," Joe agreed not taking his eyes off her bra and practically salivating.

Jen saw the hunger in his eyes. Impulsively she said "You can touch me."

"Really?" Joe said like an excited young boy.

Jen giggled, charmed by his boyishness. That naiveté had always attracted her, it was something she liked about Frankie and Mike. Mike ...

She tried not to think about her husband. She started this, she needed to finish it.

She moved closer to Joe. "Go ahead," she whispered, reaching under the sheet and stroking him again.

"God ..." Joe moaned feeling Jen's hand around his cock again. He was close to cumming but he forced himself to hold off. He wasn't going to pass up the chance to touch his sister-in-law.

He reached his hand up and cupped Jen's breast. He squeezed it. He felt her nipple under the soft bra cup and rubbed it with his thumb.

Jen began breathing harder. A big hard cock in her hand, a cute guy fondling her breasts, her pussy already desperate for cock. She was turned on too.

"God I'm cumming!" Joe shouted, his body tensing.

"Yeah Joe cum!" Jen said encouragingly, stroking him harder and faster.

As Joe's orgasm hit his hand jerked, pulling her bra down. Whether intentional or by accident her breasts were now exposed to Joe's eyes. As the orgasmic pleasure shot through his body Joe groped and squeezed Jen's naked breasts.

Jen felt the milky warmth of Joe's ejaculation covering her hand as she continued to stroke him through his climax. She bit her lip to stifle a cry of pain as Joe roughly squeezed and pinched her nipples as his body shuddered and jerked.

Joe finally stopped cumming. They looked at each other, both of them panting. Jen pulled her hand back, wiping Joe's cum on the sheet.

She took a step back, her cheeks flushed. "Um ..." she began, then she stopped seeing Joe's eyes on her breasts. She looked away from him, not able to meet his eyes, and demurely fixed her bra so her breasts were covered again.

"Thank you," he gushed, looking contented and satisfied.

"Don't tell Mike, okay?" she said.

"I won't say anything," Joe promised.

Jen nodded uncertainly at Joe. Then she left and went to her bedroom.

At that moment at the CATF, Colonel Banks was in a meeting with the Secretary of Homeland Security, the Director of the FBI, and the head of the NSA. "Liberty's a success" the NSA director announced proudly. "Based on leads from Sapphire, we've already shut down a terrorist cell operating in Seattle."

"You've also arrested over a dozen American citizens who turned out to be innocent," the FBI Director pointed out, frowning.

"They weren't arrested, they were held for questioning," the NSA Director corrected. "No civil rights were violated."

"Liberty IS a violation of civil rights!" the FBI Director said with frustration.

"Liberty is giving us good information" the Secretary Taylor said shutting down the conversation. "We've never had information like this before. The President fully supports Liberty." The NSA Director looked triumphantly at the FBI Director.

Secretary Taylor turned to Colonel Banks. "Anything new to report about Andrews?"

Colonel Banks shook his head. "He hasn't hacked into Sapphire since before Liberty went live."

Secretary Taylor frowned. "He still concerns me. Continue to monitor him, closely. Liberty is too important to national security. We cannot allow Mike Andrews to interfere with Sapphire."

In her bedroom, Jen undressed. Her nipples were hard, her pussy throbbing. Her panties were soaking wet.

She got into bed naked. Her hands stroked her breasts, ran down her flat tummy. She circled her clit with her finger.

She needed relief! She got out her favorite toys, a dildo and a vibrator. The dildo wasn't huge like some of her lovers (Scott, Frankie). In fact it was similar to Joe, although not as thick. She ran the head of the dildo up and down between her pussy lips. She pushed the dildo in, it went in with just a little pressure (she was so wet!).

She used one hand to slowly move the dildo in and out. With her other hand she played with her breasts, her sensitive nipples. She closed her eyes. She tried fantasizing about Scott, about Colin, about Frankie. Anyone but Joe.

Nothing worked and she got frustrated. Then she thought about Jamie, her young boy toy in Miami. She remembered that time, the threesome with Jamie and Larry. She fantasized about that as she moved the dildo in and out of her. Yeah, that worked. As she got close she grabbed the vibrator. She turned it on and rubbed it against her clit as she fucked herself with the dildo, getting closer as she re-played that threesome with Jamie and Larry.

She'd taken Larry's virginity. God that was so hot! Sweet too, but so hot. And Larry.

Larry was Jamie's brother.

With that thought Jen had a massive orgasm.

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Consequences Pt. 23

Author's notes:

There a really hot scene in A Love Song for Bobby Long where Scarlett Johansson gets fingered. You probably can get in on Youtube. That was the inspiration for a scene in this story where Jen gets fingered.

The story Jen tells Joe about Mr. Hayden is true. Well, sorta. I guess I'll say, it took place in high college and it involved her favorite teacher. I won't tell you how old Jen really was (but it was all entirely consensual). It took Jen until after we were married to tell me. It's haunted me/turned me on ever since then. To my regret/relief I've never met Mr. Hayden (that's not his name of course). Jen's "thing" with him was the inspiration of my story "My Husband, My Life" but the story didn't really go the way I wanted. Maybe someday I'll take another shot at it. Anyway, people ask what Jen's motivations are/what makes her tick. Well, the real Jen is very sensual. She has a big sex drive, then and now. She was kinda wild before we met, and ashamed about it. All of that's fueled my fantasies (I was into the hotwife/cuckold fantasy before we met, although it wasn't until I was with Jen that I was really able to articulate it - instead I'd just get really turned on whenever my girlfriend (whoever it was at the time) got hit on or guys checked her out). But her embarrassment/shame at what she did in high college and college (before we met) keeps her from doing anything for real now, even though she knows my fantasies.

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Mike worked around the clock on the Ring. He focused mostly on the core algorithms but also helped Steve manage the data interface team. It was a lot of work, the team was going all out 24/7. Mike was glad for the work, because it helped take his mind off Joe.

Mike was working late one night when his cell phone rang. It was Jim.

Mike hesitated and considered not answering. Part of him wanted to end his relationship with Jim and Stacy. What they'd done - purposefully allowing another man (Darren) get Stacy pregnant was an incredible turn on. But Mike knew it was an unhealthy fantasy. It might work for other people like Jim and Stacy, but it wasn't right for him and Jen.

In the end, Mike answered the call. He couldn't resist.

"Darren texted Stacy and said you were here," Jim explained after Mike picked up.

"You're letting Stacy talk to Darren?" Mike asked.

"Yeah, I told you remember?" Jim said. "Stacy and I are closer than ever, I told her it's okay to talk to Darren again."

"Oh yeah," Mike said. Now he remembered. Although the last time he'd seen them his attention had mostly been on Stacy's hookup with Jamal. Speaking of which...

"How's Jamal?" he asked.

"Brilliant," Jim said, excitement in his voice. "Let's get a pint and I'll tell you all about it."

"Stacy has a date with Jamal tomorrow," Jim said later in a smoky pub. "She sees him once or twice a week, sometimes three times."

"Wow, that's a lot," Mike said his cock growing stiff. They paused as the waitress served them two mugs of room temperature ale.

"It's better when Stacy's seeing just one boyfriend instead of a lot of guys," Jim explained. "That works better for us."

"I get that," Mike said with a nod. That was how he and Jen preferred it too. "So Jamal's Stacy's boyfriend?"

"Not boyfriend like you and Jen do it," Jim said with a chuckle. He got serious and said "It's dangerous, what you do. Emotions and all that. That was the problem with Darren. You have to be careful Mike."

"Yeah," Mike agreed. "We've stopped playing."

"Seriously? What happened?"

Mike didn't feel up to telling the whole story. Instead he just said "It's like what you said. Jen got too close to her last boyfriend."

"Drums right?" Jim asked.

"Yeah," Mike said. "It started getting complicated."

Jim nodded slowly, thinking about how Mike and Jen played their game. "I see how it can be hot," he said. "Dangerous though."

Mike laughed good-naturedly. "Like what you do isn't dangerous," he said.

"We're demented," Jim agreed with a laugh back, and they clinked glasses. "It's my ultimate fantasy though." After a moment he added "We're thinking about doing it again. With Jamal."

"Are you serious?" Mike said shocked, his cock so hard it hurt.

Jim nodded. "Stacy's really gotten into black men. Darren was her first and now she's hooked. She can't get enough of Jamal. It really turns me on too. Seeing his black hand on her white skin. When she goes down on his big black cock. It's so hot!"

"Do people know? How will you do it?"

"We're still keeping it quiet," Jim said. "We'll do it like last time. After Stacy's pregnant, we'll disappear for a year, get jobs in Australia or something like that. When we get back we'll tell everyone we adopted another black baby."

"Dannika looks mixed," Mike pointed out.

"And Stacy's nursing Dannika, it's hard to keep people from noticing," Jim said. His face flushed with excitement. "People suspect. I think they know. Honestly Mike that turns me on too. People knowing a black man got Stacy pregnant. That she cuckolded me, really cuckolded me."

"Yeah..." Mike said, his voice growing dry with excitement.

"We're going to talk to Jamal tomorrow," Jim said. "You know, go over the rules. If he's okay with everything, Stacy will go off the pill."

"That's really hot Jim," Mike gushed. "I envy you."

Jim grinned excitedly at Mike. He asked "So you're really not playing anymore?"

"I'd like to keep playing," Mike said. "Jen wants to stop."

"Why?"

"It's too hard on her emotionally," Mike explained.

"That's your problem Mike, you and Jen take it too far," Jim said. "Look how Stacy and I do it. Of course she has an emotional bond with Darren, and she'll have one with Jamal too. That's natural and we both get off on it. But Stacy isn't dating Jamal, she's hardly ever alone with him."

"I don't know," Mike said with a shrug. "Jen can't help it, getting attached, to her sex and emotions go together. And that's a big part of it for me."

They were silent for a few moments. Then Jim asked, "So, did Jen ever hook up with Scott?"

"Yeah, last weekend, it was kind of our last hurrah," Mike said. Knowing what Jim wanted to know, he said "She didn't make him use a condom, but he didn't cum inside her." That was true, Scott didn't cum in her pussy.

"But Jen's not on birth control right? So since he was inside her without a condom there's a chance he got her pregnant."

Mike didn't feel up to telling Jim the whole story. He said "Maybe, but I doubt it."

Mike was beside himself with lust when he got back to his hotel. He wanted an orgasm, and he wanted to be talking to Jen when he came. He called her up. Like always, his heart leaped when he heard her sweet voice.

"Hi baby, I'm missing you," Jen said.

"I miss you too," Mike said. "How's Joe?"

"Oh um he's okay I guess," Jen sputtered out. She worried Mike would hear her nervousness but he was so horny he didn't notice.

"Thanks for taking care of him," Mike said. "It means a lot to me, knowing you're with him."

"Of course baby," Jen said in a small voice, feeling guilty and ashamed.

"I got a beer with Jim tonight," Mike said.

"Oh so now you're super horny!" Jen said with a laugh. She was relieved, they could talk about this and not Joe. "You're playing with yourself aren't you!"

"What are you wearing?" Mike asked. He WAS playing with him, slowly stroking his cock.

"Oh my god," Jen said giggling. "You've got to stop talking to Jim it gets you too horny."

"Come on."

Jen decided to play along. It was better than talking about Joe. And she felt like she owed Mike after what she'd done with his brother.

"I'm still at work you know," she said. "I'm wearing a blouse and skirt. And high heels, the ones you like, the Christian Louboutin black pumps. You know, the ones with the red soles."

"Yeah I like those, they show your toes a little. They call that toe cleavage you know."

"Yeah, you've told me that," Jen said giggling again. "I'm wearing stockings too. No garter belt though, sorry cowboy."

"Are you wearing a bra and panties?"

"Um, yeah!" Jen said with a "hello!" tone of voice. She giggled again. "It's not like I'm playing, I'm at work!"

"Tomorrow I want you to wear a garter belt, and no bra or panties," Mike said as he slowly stroked himself.

"You're crazy," Jen said giggling again.

"I like thinking about you turning on all the guys," Mike said.

"You're so bad," Jen said a smile in her voice. As girls do, she turned their talk from sexual to romantic, saying "You think about me a lot baby?"

"I think about you all the time, I love you more than anything," Mike gushed.

Jen smiled. "Well good, keep it that way mister," she said. "I love you too Mike, I really miss you. When will you be home?"

"It might not be until the final pitch," Mike said. "I'm sure we can fix the Ring but it's a lot of work."

"Okay," Jen said resignedly. No sex for two more weeks! She wasn't sure she could make it! She'd fly to London but she needed to take care of Joe. God Joe... Her heart sank thinking about what she'd done with him.

"Tell me something sexy," Mike said as he continued to slowly stroke his cock. "Have you spoken to Scott?"

"Yeah, I told him it was a one-time thing, it wasn't happening again," Jen said.

Mike frowned. That was like a cold shower! "What about Colin? Have you heard from Tony?"

"They text me, there's another party this weekend at Colin's," she said with an incredulous laugh. Turning serious she said "I'm not sure about moving to Penn State honey. Colin and his friends party there all the time."

"Afraid you'll be tempted?" Mike joked.

"I'm afraid you'll be tempted mister," Jen said with a scowl. Then she admitted "I guess I'd be tempted too. We have to stop playing Mike, it's not good for us."

"Okay," Mike agreed reluctantly.

"You sound so disappointed," she said with an ironic laugh, hearing his reluctance.

"We both like the game so much," Mike said.

"We need to grow up Mike," Jen said. "We want to start a family, right?"

"Yeah...," Mike said. After a moment's hesitation he said "I think about you and Scott. It would've been so hot..."

"Mike we've talked about that," Jen said exasperated.

"I know, it's just... you know honey, if it turns out I can't have children -."

"We don't know that," Jen interjected.

"I'm just saying, if it turns out I can't," Mike said. "I want you to get pregnant naturally."

"God Mike you're crazy," Jen said.

"Scott's a bad choice, I get that," Mike said. "And it can't be someone complicated, like Drums or Tom."

"Are we really talking about this?" Jen said with a sigh.

"I'm just saying it could work," Mike insisted. "Jamie and Alec, they would work."

"God Mike stop," Jen said. "I don't want you talking to Jim anymore. It makes you go crazy."

"Just think about it okay?" Mike said. They both were silent for a few moments. Then Mike asked "Have you spoken to Drums?"

"Just once, he called me," Jen said. "He seems okay, he's doing a record with Artie."

"Okay," Mike said hesitantly. "I'm not saying you can't... I mean, I'd rather you didn't talk to him."

"I'm not honey," Jen assured him. "I didn't call him, he called me."

"Okay," Mike said. "It's just..."

"I know baby," Jen said gently. "Don't worry okay? I'm not going to see him."

[Ramesh_Rocky]

"But do you want to see him?" Mike asked his insecurities flaring up.

"Mike stop," she said softly. "It's over with Frankie, okay baby? I'm over him."

"Okay..." Mike said. But was she really? They'd only recently broken up. He'd pushed them together, but they'd gotten closer than he expected.

Wanting to change the subject, Jen smiled mischievously into the phone and said "So you want to hear something sexy? I teased barista boy today."

"Who?"

"You know, Joey at the Starbucks across from my office."

"Oh yeah," Mike said a smile coming to his face. "The 19 year old."

"I guess," Jen said with a laugh. "I don't know how old he is. He's definitely eye candy."

"You're bad" Mike said with a laugh.

"Allie's worse than me, she practically drools whenever she sees him," Jen said laughing back.

"I thought Allie's committed to Darren."

"She is, but that doesn't mean she's dead," Jen said laughing again.

"So you two are good again?" Mike asked, remembering the tension he saw between Jen and Allie at Colin's party.

"She has her good days and bad days," Jen said with a shrug. "We're going wedding dress shopping tomorrow."

"Have they set a date?"

"Sort of," Jen said. "They think they found a church."

"I never thought of Allie as a getting-married-in-a-church kind of girl," Mike said smiling.

"She's more traditional than you think," Jen said. "You know she really likes you Mike."

"Yeah right," Mike said skeptically. He doubted Allie would ever like him. They were too different, she was the wild super popular girl and he was the demented math geek. Also he'd taken her wingman (Jen) away, she'd never forgive him for that. An uneasy truce was probably the best he'd ever get from Allie.

Jen sighed. She knew her husband had major insecurities about the "populars" thing. He didn't appreciate all his good qualities. Although, that was something else she loved about him, his modesty.

Wanting to change the subject, she giggled and said "So do you want to hear about barista boy or not?"

"Yeah, tell me."

"Are you still playing with yourself?"

"Yeah," Mike said, slowly stroking himself. He'd gone half soft talking about Allie, but he'd get hard again fast. "Joey, right?"

"Joey, barista boy, shaggy, whatever," Jen said giggling again. "He's hot, that's all that matters."

"And young," Mike pointed out. "You like them young, like Jamie."

"Um, Jamie had something else I liked," Jen said with another girlish giggle.

Mike laughed. He asked excitedly "So does barista boy have that too?"

"Well, I don't have first-hand knowledge," Jen said with a laugh. "But he fills out his jeans really nice."

"Yeah?" Mike breathed excitedly.

"Yeah baby, really nice," Jen purred seductively.

"So what did you do?"

"You know he calls me no-whip Jen?" Jen said with a mischievous tinge in her voice. "He squirted whip cream on my wedding ring again."

"Yeah? Did you lick it off?" Mike asked excitedly. In his mind's eye he imagined barista boy cumming all over Jen's wedding and engagement rings, and her licking it off.

"No, I used a napkin, it was crowded," Jen said with a laugh. "He kept checking me out, so when Allie and I sat I let my skirt ride up. He couldn't take his eyes off me!"

"Do you think he saw your stocking tops?"

"Um, I think there's a good chance of that," Jen teased. In fact, she knew she'd flashed her stocking tops at him (and barista boy wasn't the only guy who noticed).

"I love it when you flirt," Mike said as he stroked himself. He cock was rock hard and he was close to cumming.

"I know you do," Jen said giggling.

"It wasn't too long ago Drums was fucking you all the time," he pointed out. When Jen didn't answer he said "Right?"

"I guess," Jen said guardedly. She knew Mike was sensitive about Frankie, he'd shown that just a moment ago. Where was he going with this?

"I bet you miss it, all that sex," Mike said. "I bet you're so horny you're going crazy."

"I'm horny because you're in London and I'm in New York!" Jen said pouting.

"Don't lie, I can't give you what you need," Mike said.

"Don't start Mike," Jen said.

"I'm just saying, if it gets too much for you, I'm okay if you want to hook up with barista boy," Mike said excitedly.

"Oh my god Mike," Jen said exasperated. "You know, I'm not that much of a slut. I can go 2 weeks without sex."

"You're not a slut baby," Mike quickly assured her. "You're really sensual and I love that about you. I want you to be happy. You were getting it a lot from Drums, you got used to that. It's not like your body has an off switch. I know you have needs. I don't want you to go without. I want you to be satisfied."

"Mike...," Jen whined. "The game's over, remember?"

"This would just be sex," Mike pressed. "Like with Alec and Jamie. We can go back to you saying who and when. That worked, right?"

"You're not going to stop, are you?" Jen said. She added sarcastically "And I guess I'll stay off the pill, and Alec and Jamie won't use condoms, right?"

"Don't get mad baby," Mike said. "I just want you to be happy. Just think about it okay? I love you honey. I want to give you everything."

Jen's heart melted. She knew what he was saying was self-serving because he loved the game, but she also knew he meant it when he said he wanted to give her everything. Because he HAD given her everything.

"Okay, I'll think about it," she finally agreed in a soft voice.

"Thanks baby," Mike said excitedly. She agreed to think about it! Maybe the game wasn't over!

He was still stroking himself. "Can you tell me something? I'm almost there."

"What do you want to hear?" Jen said a smile in her voice.

"Something that turns you on," Mike said breathing hard.

"Besides barista boy?" Jen said with a giggle. Then her mind flashed to Joe. She felt guilty, she knew it was wrong, but...

"I know," she said. "I've actually been thinking about Jamie lately."

"Oh yeah?" Mike said excitedly.

"Not just Jamie, Larry too," Jen said excitedly. "God Mike, I had a threesome with 2 brothers!"

"Is that why you did it?" Mike asked stroking himself faster.

"When Jamie told me Larry was his brother, and he was a virgin, I had to have him!" Jen admitted gleefully.

"And Larry made you cum too!" Mike said his heart pounding.

"Of course he made me cum, there was no way he wasn't going to make me cum! He was a virgin AND Jamie's brother!"

"Ugh god!" Mike groaned as his orgasm hit.

As Jen listened to Mike's breathing return to normal, she got worried. It was stupid to bring up Jamie and his brother Larry, Mike was super smart, he'd make the connection to Joe.

"God that was incredible," he gushed. "What turned you on more baby? That Larry was a virgin, or Jamie's brother?"

"Um, no comment," Jen teased, forcing a giggle. She needed to change the subject but her mind was suddenly blank.

Mike saved her from herself when he said "Are you playing with yourself honey? Do you want me to tell you a fantasy?"

"Um, I can't, I'm at work remember?" she whispered. "I'll take a cold shower later," she added with a giggle.

"You don't have to baby," Mike said. "I meant it about barista boy."

"I know you did," Jen said. "I'll think about it okay?"

Jen was breathing hard after hanging up. Her nipples were hard and her pussy ached. Mike knew her so well. Her body HAD gotten used to the regular, incredible sex with Frankie. And her body didn't have an off switch. She craved sex. She needed it!

Flirting earlier that day with barista boy... thinking about Jamie and his brother Larry... the wicked, naughty thing she'd done with Joe.

She felt terrible about what she'd done. Part of the shame was from being so turned on by the situation. But why shouldn't it turn her on? Guys got turned on by the fantasy of sisters. Why shouldn't she get turned on by the fantasy of brothers?

The Jamie/Larry brothers fantasy clearly got Mike hot too. But would he think the same about Joe? Thinking about it, Jen was pretty sure he would be okay with it. Maybe not at first, but she could turn him around. Joe only had a little time left, she was taking care of him. Mike WANTED her to take care of him. It was like mercy sex. Mike would understand, she was sure of it. It WOULD turn him on, she was sure of it, he was so kinky.

She felt guilty for not telling Mike. Although she didn't feel like she was cheating. In her mind, it wasn't cheating because she INTENDED to tell him. Eventually. She couldn't tell him now, not over the phone. She needed to tell him when they were sitting next to each other, that way she could hug and console him (and seduce him too) if he got upset. She knew she was manipulative, but what of it? She'd always used her pretty looks and sexy body to get what she wanted. Every girl she knew did the same thing.

[Ramesh_Rocky]

At that moment her iPhone buzzed. It was a text from Willow: "I have an appointment tonight, can you do Joe's massage treatment?"

Jen hesitated before answering. She'd mostly avoided Joe the last few days, since the hand job. But how could she say no? She texted Willow back, "Sure, I'll take care of him."

Jen brought home Chinese food for dinner. "Hey you," she said to Joe as she unpacked the white boxes.

"Smells good," he said.

"Healthy too, steamed tofu and vegetables, and white rice," Jen said. The foods were all on Joe's "healthy diet" list Dr. Calgary had given her.

They didn't talk as they ate, an awkward silence between them. Joe seemed just as uncomfortable as Jen after the other night.

Jen didn't like the awkwardness. She liked Joe. He was her brother-in-law, and more than that, her friend. And he didn't have much time left.

"I'm doing your massage treatment tonight," Jen said finally breaking the silence. "Willow's busy."

"Maybe that's not a good idea," Joe said with a frown. "I've been thinking I should move to a hotel. Or maybe go with mom and dad when they go home."

"Don't do that Joe," Jen said concerned. "Mike wants you here."

"He wouldn't if he knew what happened the other night," Joe said with a humorless laugh.

Jen looked at Joe, thinking. After a few moments she made a decision. She said "You don't know that."

"What do you mean?"

"Mike and I... we're swingers," Jen said. She saw the shock on Joe's face, and the million questions. She didn't want to get into it, so she said "It's kind of complicated. The point is, I can do what I want with who I want, and Mike is okay with it."

"Wow," Joe said shocked. "So when you were with that guy, Frankie -."

"Mike and I were never separated," Jen explained. "It was just part of our... our lifestyle."

"Wow," Joe repeated, the amazement written all over his face.

Jen squeezed his hand. "The point is, I'm pretty sure Mike would be okay with what happened the other night."

"Seriously?" Joe said skeptically. He suddenly looked concerned. "You're not going to tell him, are you?"

"I have to tell him Joe, when he gets home," Jen said. She squeezed his hand again. "Don't worry, it'll be okay, I know how to handle him."

Then she grinned and playfully punched him in the arm. "So let's go mister, time for your massage."

As before, Jen wore yoga pants and a loose t-shirt. When she went into his room Joe was face down on the bed, the sheet covering him from his shoulders to ankles. She knew he was naked underneath.

She started with his neck and shoulders and worked down his body. As usual she worked on him for 30 minutes while he was face down, but it all seemed a prelude to when he turned over onto his back. The tension in the room seemed to increase the closer they got to that mid-way point in his treatment.

Finally she pulled the sheet up, making it a privacy screen. "Okay Joe, turn over," she said softly.

Joe turned over and Jen covered him with the sheet. Jen looked down at his mid-section. He was hard again. His erection tented the sheet. There was a small wet spot from his precum.

Jen broke her eyes away from his crotch. She looked at his face. He was looking at her.

She got a towel to cover her face. But he stopped her. "Not this time, okay?" he said.

"Okay," Jen said. They locked eyes. Jen smiled at him and affectionately brushed his hair with her hand. "Oh Joe..." she said feeling sad. He was dying!

"It's okay Jen," he said.

Jen nodded. But it was like someone else controlling her body. She pulled the sheet off his chest. She ran her fingertips along his well-defined biceps and pecs, his hard abs. "Your body's really nice Joe," she said admiringly.

Then she started to weep. He DID have a nice body. On the outside. Inside, the cancer was killing him.

"It's okay Jen, I've made my peace with it," Joe said, brushing the tears from his sister-in-law's cheeks. "Can you do something for me Jen? Can you take off your top?"

Wiping away the tears, Jen nodded. She crossed her arms and then pulled the t-shirt off. Then she reached behind and unsnapped her bra. She let the bra fall off her arms, joining the t-shirt on the floor.

Joe's breath caught as he stared at his sister-in-law's naked, perfect breasts. "You're so perfect," he gushed.

"Don't tell Mike," Jen said, feeling Joe's eyes eating her up. She never understood it. Her breasts were so small, nothing like Allie's, yet guys always feasted on them.

"I won't," Joe said, tearing his eyes off Jen's breasts and looking into her eyes. "I promise."

Jen nodded, sealing their secret. She pulled the sheet off Joe completely, eliminating any pretense this was a massage.

Jen swirled her tongue in her mouth. Then she licked her palm, making it wet with her saliva. She wrapped her hand around his shaft and began stroking him, using her spit as lubrication.

"Can I?" Joe said breathing hard, his hand moving towards her chest.

"Yeah, okay," Jen said. With that permission, Joe cupped and kneaded her soft perfectly shaped breasts.

Jen's eyelids got heavy and her breathing deeper as he rolled her nipples between his fingers. "You like that?" he asked seeing her reaction.

"Yeah," she said. "My nipples are really sensitive." But then she realized she'd crossed a line. "Let's keep this about you, okay?" she said giving him a weak smile.

"It's just... it makes me feel good you're turned on too," Joe said, blushing.

His innocence warmed her heart. "I told you Joe, you're really cute, and you have a nice body. You touch really nice. And THIS is really impressive." She smiled and lightly squeezed his thick cock.

He smiled back, clearly pleased by her compliments. He was breathing hard. She knew he was about to cum.

"Jen, can I kiss you?" he said between gasps.

Jen shook her head. "We better not Joe," she said. In her mind, this was still therapy. If they kissed it would become more than that. Then she'd really feel like she was cheating on Mike.

"Can you move closer?" Joe asked.

Not wanting to rebuke him again, Jen took a step closer. Joe wrapped an arm around her and groped her tight dancer's ass. "I've always wanted to do this," he said with an almost apologetic smile.

Jen nodded, giving him permission. What he did next was unexpected. He reached into her yoga pants so now his hand was on the bare skin of her ass cheeks (she was wearing a thong).

"Joe..." she said, but she could tell he was close to cumming so she decided to let him play. She quickened her pace as he groped her ass with one hand and her breasts with the other.

"Ugh god Jen!" he cried as he came, his ejaculation so strong it hit Jen's tits and neck.

"Wow," Jen said afterwards, impressed by the strength of his ejaculation, and they both laughed breaking the tension. Joe pulled his hands away from her looking embarrassed. He covered himself with the sheet. Jen pulled up her yoga pants and wiped her neck and chest with her t-shirt, at the same time covering her breasts.

"I guess I better let you get some sleep," Jen said backing away.

"Yeah," Joe agreed. As Jen was about to close the door he said "Hey Jen?"

"Yes?" she asked looking back at him.

"Thanks," Joe said appreciatively.

Jen gave him a warm smile. Then she left.

"God nothing fits," Allie said disheartened. It was the next day and Jen was helping her with wedding dresses.

They were in a private salon and wedding dresses were all around them. Allie was nude except for a thong and heels as she tried on dress after dress.

"I'm so fat," Allie lamented.

"No you're not!" Jen said with a laugh.

"Yes I am," Allie said, glumly looking at herself in the big 3 way mirror. She looked sideways and then over her shoulder at her ass. "God Darren is going to dumb me, I'm a fat cow."

"You're crazy!" Jen said with another laugh. But Allie HAD gained weight, not just in her tummy but also her hips and behind. Allie didn't work out like Jen, relying instead on her good genes. That strategy wasn't working so well now that she was pregnant.

"I AM fat Jen, look at me," Allie said pinching her hips and ass. "I've still got months to go, what will I look like after I have the baby?"

"Maybe you should exercise a little honey," Jen said gently. "And watch what you eat." Jen knew Allie had the worst diet, burgers and fries were staples. Before it didn't matter, she could eat anything and never gain weight, but again it wasn't working that way anymore now that she was pregnant.

Jen promised herself she would keep exercising and watching her diet when she finally got pregnant. She wanted to keep her tight sexy body. For Mike, but also for herself. Her looks meant a lot to her. She knew it was vain but she couldn't help it. She never wanted to be one of those girls guys said "remember when she used to be hot?"

Trying on wedding dresses took most of the morning. "I don't know why we're doing this," Allie said at one point, frustrated. "I'm getting so big nothing will fit a month from now anyway. Maybe we'll have the wedding after the baby comes."

"Seriously? You want to wait that long to get married?" Jen asked with a frown.

"We've talked about eloping to Vegas to get married," Allie whispered. "My mom would kill me so don't say anything, okay? But then we could have the wedding anytime. You and Mike will come right?"

"Of course we will!" Jen said smiling back. It was a good idea. No bride wanted to be fat and pregnant in her wedding pictures.

[Ramesh_Rocky]

Jen met Joe for dinner. They needed to talk. At first there was the awkward silence again. But after a couple of drinks they both started to relax.

"You know, I've had girl friends," Joe said. "I don't want you to think I'm a loser."

"I don't think that Joe!" Jen said with a laugh. They paused their conversation to order another round of drinks, a Cosmo for Jen and a Jack and Coke for Joe.

"When was your last girl friend?" Jen asked.

"It's been a while," Joe admitted. "I've dated some." He shrugged and gave a nervous embarrassed laugh. "All the meds I take. It's hard to have a steady girlfriend if I can't perform."

"But - I'm not sure I get it," Jen said, a blush appearing on her cheeks. Was Joe saying he couldn't get hard? But he always got hard. He got hard easy. Too easy even.

"It's not all the time," Joe said feeling uncomfortable. "With you, I mean, you're gorgeous." He gave the embarrassed shrug again. "Let's face it, the situation's pretty hot."

Jen was glad the restaurant was dark, or else Joe would see her blushing furiously. A married girl jerking off her brother-in-law. Yes, that was definitely hot!

"How about you, do you think it's hot?" Joe asked.

"You really expect me to answer that?" Jen said with a nervous laugh. "God Joe it's incest."

"It's incest-lite because we're not blood related," Joe said with a laugh.

"Oh, that makes me feel soooo much better," Jen said rolling her eyes and laughing back.

"Do you feel like you're cheating on Mike?" Joe asked.

"I told you, we swing," Jen replied.

"So, are you like me then? That this is super hot?" Joe pressed, his eyes boring into Jen.

After a few moments Jen said "I've been with brothers before. Yeah, I think it's hot."

Joe's jaw dropped, awestruck. "You've been with brothers? I always thought you were so sweet -."

"I am sweet you jerk!" Jen said playfully hitting him.

"Sorry, you know what I mean!" Joe said laughing. "And Mike - I mean, he's Mike my little brother, I can't believe he swings."

"He's the kinkiest person I know," Jen said giggling.

"So tell me some of the things you've done," Joe asked wearing an intrigued, lustful grin.

"I really shouldn't," Jen said.

"Come on, at least tell me what happened with the brothers," Joe said grinning.

After a moment Jen said "We were in Cancun..." She giggled nervously. "I had a threesome with two brothers." She shrugged. "That's it."

"Where was Mike?" Joe asked eagerly. He joked, "With their sisters?"

"He was there," Jen said. "Mike likes watching me with other men."

"Oh," Joe said, the pieces clinking together. "Actually that makes sense."

"It does?" Jen asked with another nervous laugh.

"Not that you guys swing, I'm still processing that," Joe said laughing back. "It's hard imaging Mike with other girls. I mean, he's Mike my little brother!" Joe laughed again. "He's not superhot like you."

"I think Mike's superhot," Jen said, although she smiled clearly appreciating Joe's compliment.

"Okay, well, I'm glad you think that, he's your husband," Joe said and they laughed.

"So, um, when was your last girlfriend?" Jen asked.

"About 3 years ago," Joe said.

Jen's eyes went wide. "So for 3 years you haven't -."

"Yeah, I've pretty much been a monk," Joe lamented. He shrugged. "My last girlfriend, Cindy... half the time I couldn't get it up. All the meds, they screw everything up. But she took it personally, like there was something wrong with her. It was a lot of drama. After that, it was easier being alone."

"I'm sorry Joe," Jen said, feeling sorry for him. No sex for 3 years?

Their drinks were empty. "One more round?" Joe asked eyeing Jen mischievously.

"Okay, but that's it, I'm already tipsy," Jen said with a laugh.

When they finally got back to the loft apartment they were both swaying from too much alcohol. "How about a hit?" Joe asked holding up his e-sig and clear liquid cannabis extract.

"Twist my arm," Jen said, giggling and reaching for the e-sig. She took a long drag and then Joe did the same. They went back and forth and soon were feeling no pain, both tipsy from alcohol and high from weed.

"Does Mike smoke weed?" Joe asked.

"Not really," Jen said. "I mean he does sometimes, but he doesn't like it like me. For me it's like chocolate." She giggled. "I shouldn't have said that. I guess I like it too much. I don't use anything stronger though. Ecstasy sometimes."

"I've never tried Ecstasy," Joe said.

"God it's freaking amazing!" Jen gushed. She blushed realizing she was admitting too much. Embarrassed she said "I need to stop talking."

Joe laughed. "So tell me something else you like."

"Forget it cowboy, I've already said too much."

"Come on, tell me," Joe insisted, poking her in the side.

Jen squeaked and jerked away. "Hey!" she cried.

"I never knew you were so ticklish," Joe said grinning.

"I hate being tickled" Jen said with a pout.

"Okay," Joe said eyeing her mischievously. "So I guess you're going to hate this!" Joe pounced on Jen tickling her sides and the back of her thighs. Jen squealed and tried squirming away but Joe held her tight and kept tickling her, both of them laughing, Jen playfully hitting his chest and arms.

When he finally stopped they were both panting. "You jerk," Jen said but she was smiling at him. Then she realized Joe's hand was cupping her breast, caressing her.

"Joe, stop," she whined.

"I don't want you to think it's just the situation," Joe said looking into Jen's eyes. "It's you. You're so hot. I've always thought so. That's why I can get hard."

"Well, um, I see that," Jen joked. Joe was hard and his erection was pressing into her stomach. "Wait," she said. Joe was laying awkwardly on top of her. She stood up while he remained on the sofa. She stepped out of her flats, then she unbuttoned her blouse. Her bra was next. She looked down at his crotch. The tent looked even bigger.

"God Jen..." Joe said lustfully, his eyes dancing from her pretty face, her small perky tits, her sexy flat tummy.

Jen smiled at him. She moved towards him, between his legs. She got on her knees. She unzipped his jeans and took out his cock. Then she went down on him.

"Oh god," Joe groaned as he felt Jen's sexy hot mouth envelope his cock. His head rolled back as he felt her soft tongue run up and down his shaft.

Jen bobbed her head a few times, then she took him out of her mouth. She studied his cock as she continued to stroke it. The skin was soft and unblemished, the head was like a big mushroom. It wasn't too long, maybe 6 inches. But the shaft was really thick, she needed both hands to hold him right. A thick vein ran up each side.

She heard Joe say "How do I compare?"

She looked up. She blushed when she saw he was looking at her. "Sorry," she said with a weak smile.

"That's okay," he said smiling back. "How does it compare?"

Jen knew he wasn't asking about just Mike, but all her lovers. "It's beautiful Joe," she said honestly, continuing to stroke him up and down.

"I'm not sure a guy likes being called beautiful," Joe said with a laugh.

Jen grinned. "You've got a real man's cock," she said. She giggled. "Better?" Joe grinned at her and they shared a smile.

Jen reached back and twisted her long blonde hair into a loose bun to get it out of the way. As she did Joe cupped her breasts. "These are beautiful," he said.

Smiling at Joe, she lowered her head and took him back into her mouth.

He didn't last long. When he came Jen made sure to swallow every drop.

"I'll be right back," Jen said getting up. She went into her bedroom and put on a t-shirt to go along with the mini-skirt she still wore. When she came back out Joe had pulled up his pants. She sat next to him.

"Did you enjoy that?" she asked smiling at him.

"Are you kidding?" Joe joked. They both laughed. Joe picked up the e-sig. There was a little more cannabis extract in the reservoir. "One more for the road?" he asked with a grin.

"Sure," Jen said. They each took a hit. Jen closed her eyes as the weed washed over her. She felt Joe's hand on her thigh and she opened her eyes.

Joe ran his hand up her thigh. She grabbed his wrist just as his hand disappeared under her skirt.

"I want to make you cum," he explained.

"I'm fine, really," Jen said.

"Come on, let me," he insisted.

They locked eyes for long moments. Then finally Jen let his hand go.

Joe moved under her skirt. Jen raised her butt as he pulled down her thong panties. He looked at them for a moment. They were soaking wet.

His hand disappeared under her skirt again and he cupped her pussy. She leaned back into the sofa as he said "You're really wet." He used his thumb to stroke her. Jen closed her eyes and her mouth formed a small O.

She grabbed his wrist again, this time to adjust where he was touching her. "Yeah," she breathed as now he was rubbing right over her clit.

"Does this feel good?" he said looking into her pretty face.

"Yeah... yeah," she said. She pulled up the t-shirt. "Suck my nipples Joe."

Joe eagerly took one of her nipples into his mouth. She arched her back as he sucked and licked her. "Yeah Joe, yeah, just like that, oh god yeah, yeah, oh god, oh god, oh shit I'm going to cum..."

Jen's body jerked as her orgasm hit. Joe rose from her tits and covered her lips with his. Jen reflectively wrapped her arms around his neck and they kissed and traded tongue as the orgasm ripped through her body.

As Jen's orgasm subsided they broke the kiss, both of them panting. Joe's hand still covered Jen's pussy.

"Um..." she said slightly moving away.

"Oh, sorry!" Joe said, immediately pulling his hand away. His fingers were wet from her love juices.

Feeling awkward and uncomfortable, Jen pulled down the t-shirt and skirt. "That was really good Joe," she said and gave him an awkward kiss on the cheek. "I guess I'll see you tomorrow," she said, then hurried into her room.

As Jen disappeared into her room Joe licked his fingers. God she tasted so good!

It took a long time for Jen to fall asleep. She lay in the darkness, looking up at the ceiling. "What am I doing?" she kept asking herself.

She was taking care of her brother-in-law, her friend, THAT was what she was doing. He was dying. She was making his last days better.

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But she couldn't rationalize it away anymore, she was cheating on Mike. With his brother! But she WOULD tell him. She just didn't want to do it over the phone. And wouldn't all of this get Mike hot? Yes, he'd be upset at first. But he'd be really turned on too.

Mike wanted her to hook up with barista boy. But wasn't this better? It meant something. She was helping Joe. Mike wanted her to take care of him. Okay, he hadn't meant this way. But she WAS taking care of Joe. Wouldn't Mike be grateful after he got used to the idea?

It was just mercy sex. But was it really? It'd started that way. But Joe had just played with her, and she'd liked it. He'd make her cum, and it was a good orgasm too. And she'd kissed him. She couldn't really say it was mercy sex anymore.

Mike wanted to keep playing the game. Didn't this qualify? Maybe this proved something. Maybe she did need the variety of other men. Maybe they should keep playing.

Jen had a restless sleep, all these issues still unresolved in her head. She left for work early, not wanting the awkwardness of seeing Joe.

"You look like shit," Allie said as she bopped into Jen's office.

"I didn't get much sleep," Jen said with a grimace.

"Everything okay?" Allie asked.

Jen wished she could spill her guts to Allie, it would be so good to talk this out with someone. But their friendship was on an upswing again and she didn't want to risk that. "Everything's fine," she lied.

Occupied with her own life, Allie didn't notice Jen's lie. She lowered her voice and said "We've decided to elope. Right after the final Memphis pitch. You and Mike will come?"

"Of course we will!" Jen said excitedly.

"I'm thinking about resigning after," Allie said hesitantly. "Darren's making a lot of money with Sapphire -."

"I'm thinking the same thing," Jen whispered back.

"Seriously?" Allie said surprised, forgetting for a moment her own situation. "You're such a go-getter, I always figured you for managing partner someday."

"I need a break," Jen said. "You know we can't both leave, at least not right away. If we win Memphis we have to get it going, we owe everyone that."

"I know," Allie said with a grimace. "But after a few months?"

Jen thought about it. "Yeah, that should work," she said.

Later that morning Jen's iPhone rang. It was Drums. "Hi Frankie, how are you?" she said hesitantly, not knowing what to expect.

"Everything's great, we're in LA on our tour," Drums said enthusiastically. He laughed. "Artie's calling it our revival tour. Can you believe it?"

Jen laughed back. "So everything's good?" she asked, happy everything seemed to be going good for him.

"Everything's great!" Drums gushed. "This morning I'm going to a studio with Artie to cut a single. With the Ramones hot again, Artie thinks there's a good chance it'll get serious radio time."

"Oh god Frankie that's so good!" Jen gushed.

"But listen, can you do me a favor? Right now the world knows me as one of the Ramones. I could really use some marketing to beef up my image as a solo performer too. Can you help?"

"Um, yeah, I can help you," Jen said hesitantly. She quickly added "I have to ask Mike, okay?"

"Sure, definitely," Drums said without any hesitation. "After LA we shoot over to Chicago, then next week we're back in New York. Maybe we can meet then."

After lunch Jen called Mike. "Hi baby," she said.

"Hi honey," Mike said. "How's Joe?"

"Um, good," she said awkwardly.

"Thanks for helping with Joe's treatment," Mike gushed. "Mom told me you're helping when Willow's busy. Thanks for doing that. It makes me feel better you're there with him."

"Um, of course baby," Jen said. "He's an easy patient." Wanting to change the subject, she asked "How's it going over there?"

"We're almost done fixing the Ring," Mike proudly announced. "We made major progress last night."

"Really?!" Jen said excitedly. "Can you come home?!"

"I just need to check a few things," Mike said. "But this weekend, I think so."

"Oh that's so good!" Jen gushed. "I miss you so much Mike!"

"I miss you too honey," Mike said. He grinned. "So, have you seen barista boy lately?"

"God you have a one track mind," Jen said with a laugh.

Mike laughed back. "Have you thought about it? For us to keep playing the game?"

"Actually I have," Jen said. In a soft voice she said "Maybe I'd like to do that."

"Really?" Mike said, surprise and delight in his voice. He excitedly asked "Do you have someone in mind?"

Jen hesitated. She was tempted to tell Mike - she desperately wanted to tell him - but she didn't want to do it on the phone. "Let's wait until you get home, okay?"

"Okay..." Mike said hesitantly. He knew Jen better than anyone. In fact, they both knew each other so well it was like they could read the other's mind. "Jen, you already have someone, don't you?"

"Mike... let's wait until you get home," she said.

Mike heard the guilt and anxiety in his wife's voice. "Baby, it's okay with me if you've already hooked up with someone. It wouldn't be cheating on me. I WANT you to hook up with him. So don't feel bad, okay?"

It was like Mike had just lifted a huge load off her shoulders! He'd said exactly the right thing, and it was like sunshine breaking through the clouds and beaming onto her!

She started to cry. "I love you Mike," she said through tears. "I'm a terrible person. You're too good for me."

"No you're not baby," Mike assured her. "You're my goddess remember? It doesn't matter what you do, nothing will ever change that."

"Okay," Jen said in a small voice, smiling and beaming into the phone even as the tears flowed down her cheeks.

"So you'll tell me when I get home?" he asked excitedly.

"I'll tell you everything," Jen promised.

Jen heard voices in the background. Then Mike said "I've got to go honey, we're about to run some tests."

"Okay," she said wiping the tears away with her hand. Then she remembered her call with Drums. "Oh um honey? Frankie called. He's doing an album. He asked if I could do some marketing for him."

"Oh..." Mike said.

Jen heard a lot of worry and anxiety in that one word. "I'm not thinking about getting back together with him," she assured him. "He called ME baby. It would just be a favor."

"Okay," Mike said. "Then I guess it's okay."

"Are you sure? I won't if you don't want me to."

Mike didn't want Jen to think he was a jealous wimp. "Yeah definitely, it would be good to help him," he said forcing the anxiety from his voice.

Jen nodded into the phone. She said "Baby, don't worry about Frankie, okay?"

As Jen was about to leave for work she got a call from Willow. "We're meeting with Dr. Calgary to go over Joe's latest tests," the gypsy woman said. "Can you meet us?"

When Jen arrived at Dr. Calgary's office Willow and mom and dad were already there. Jen could tell it was bad news from the look on the doctor's face.

"Joe's not getting better," Dr. Calgary said. "He hasn't responded to the holistic treatments."

Jen started crying. So did mom and Willow. "How much time does he have?" dad asked, visibly trying to hold back tears.

"Not long," Dr. Calgary said looking glum. "A few weeks. Tomorrow I want to start a series of chemo treatments."

"Oh no!" mom cried, new tears falling down her cheeks. She remembered how in the past chemo had ravaged Joe's body.

"It's Joe's only chance," Dr. Calgary said, although he looked just as disturbed as mom.

As the group broke up Willow pulled Jen aside. "Thank you for taking such good care of Joe."

Jen eyed the old gypsy woman. She suspected Joe had told her everything. Jen shrugged. Why did it matter? "I didn't help any," she lamented.

"You don't know that," Willow said.

"You think Joe still has a chance?" Jen asked skeptically.

"I've told you, a rejoicing spirit can often heal a failing body," Willow said. She affectionately brushed her hand across Jen's cheek. "You've been very good to him. Thank you."

Jen blushed. Joe had definitely told her!

Suddenly Willow looked ill. "Are you alright?" Jen asked worriedly.

"I'll be fine," Willow said with a weak smile.

Jen helped Willow sit down. Willow took Jen's hand. She studied it as she did before, like a palm reading. "You'll be fine too, eventually," the old gypsy woman told Jen. Willow smiled but there was sadness in her eyes.

Jen sensed the sadness was for her, not Joe. "What's going to happen to me Willow?" she asked worriedly.

"Sweet Jennifer," Willow said with a kind smile, again brushing her hand across Jen's face. "You'll be happy again, take comfort in that."

"What do you mean Willow?" Jen said urgently. "I'm happy now."

Willow smiled at Jen again, but the smile was filled with sadness. "Remember Jennifer, follow your heart," she said enigmatically. "Always follow your heart."

Jen went home, distracted by Joe's condition and Willow's prophesy. As she entered the loft apartment she saw Joe was packing. "Where are you going?" she asked.

"I don't want to overstay my welcome," Joe said. "Mike's coming home soon, right?"

"This weekend," Jen said. "But you don't have to go Joe, we have lots of room." When Joe looked skeptically at her, she said "It'll be fine Joe, Mike will understand, he'll be okay with what we did."

"I check into the hospital tomorrow," he said giving her a shrug. This was the real reason he was moving out. "Dr. Calgary's going to use pretty aggressive chemo."

"Oh," she said, realizing what he was saying. The chemo was going to be so "aggressive" he'd have to stay in the hospital instead of going home. Her heart ached at what he was facing. Painful chemo. And then, most likely, death. She felt like crying.

"Don't be sad," he said. He smiled encouragingly at Jen. "Come on, you're taking me to dinner. How about it?"

Jen forced a smile. "Sounds like fun. Maybe we can see the Guardians of the Galaxy movie after." She wasn't really interested in the movie but she knew Joe (like Mike) would be into it.

"Cool!" Joe said enthusiastically. "I'll grab a shower and we can go." He disappeared into his room and Jen heard the shower come on.

Jen considered changing. She was still in her work clothes, a dress and high heels. But she didn't feel like it. She didn't feel like anything. All she could think about was the terrible future facing Joe. Devastating chemotherapy that would ravage his body. Most likely, he'd be bed ridden for the rest of his life. The chemo would do that to him. If the cancer didn't kill him, the chemo would. It would ruin his body.

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His wonderful body.

Jen heard the shower turn off. She heard Joe moving in his bedroom.

She found herself walking towards his bedroom. She found herself opening his door. She found herself stepping into his room.

"Jen?" Joe said looking at her. He had a towel around his waist.

"I don't really want to see the Guardians movie," she said softly, walking towards him.

"Oh, do you want to do something else?"

"Yeah," Jen breathed. She hooked her finger in the towel and pulled. The towel fell to the floor. "I want to do something else."

She took a step closer, moving her hand down and cupping his balls. She could feel his penis against her wrist, rapidly getting hard. "I want you to make love to me Joe," she said looking into his eyes.

Their heads moved towards each other and they kissed. Jen pressed her tongue into his mouth. Their tongues danced.

"Unzip me Joe," Jen panted as they continued to make out. Joe's hands went to her back. He was clumsy about it, but he managed to unzip her dress. "Pull it down," Jen said. He did, pulling the dress off her shoulders and down her arms, and the dress fell to the floor.

Joe took a step back to look at Jen. She wore a lacy pink bra and matching panties, nude thigh high stockings and black ankle strap high heels. "God Jen..." Joe gushed as he admired her tight, sexy body.

Jen moved back to him, wrapping her arms around his neck. They kissed again, Joe's hands all over her body. His cock was hard as granite and pressing against her tummy.

They moved to the bed. Jen moved down his body and took his cock into her mouth. Joe groaned as her soft sexy mouth enveloped his shaft.

Jen wanted to give Joe a little head, but didn't want to risk him cumming in her mouth. She moved back up his body and melted into his arms, kissing again. They explored each other. Jen let Joe do whatever he wanted, touch her anywhere he wanted.

She kissed up his neck. Then she breathed into his ear "Take off my panties Joe."

Joe pulled Jen's thong panties down her long, shapely legs. Then he kissed up her slim sexy legs, moving from her ankles to her knees and then up her inner thighs. He'd always admired her gorgeous legs, he couldn't believe he was actually doing this!

He kissed up to her pussy. For a moment he stared at her lustfully. She was completely bare, no hair anywhere, her skin so soft and smooth, tanned, and completely unblemished. She looked like a Playboy centerfold!

He moved closer to her pussy. "You don't have to Joe," Jen said.

"I want to," he said, and he tentatively licked up and down between her slim tight pussy lips.

Jen closed her eyes and allowed Joe to part her legs. She loved getting eaten out! Most of her lovers never did this. They were all well-endowed men who thought their big cocks were all a girl needed. She wasn't surprised Joe was doing this, she knew he'd be a considerate lover.

"I want to make you cum," Joe said licking up and down her slit.

"Okay," Jen said her breathing getting heavy. "Can you..." she said as she reached down and adjusted his head. "Yeah, right there..." she moaned as he was now flicking his tongue over her clit.

Joe wasn't too good - nothing like Mike! But she felt an orgasm approaching anyway. Her brother-in-law was eating her out! There was no way she wasn't cumming!

"Yeah Joe, yeah, don't stop..." she moaned. Then she came, crying "Ugh godddddd!"

"You're so sexy when you cum!" Joe gushed looking up at her.

Panting, Jen smiled at him. But inside she felt unfulfilled. Joe had stopped licking her as her orgasm hit so she got more frustration than pleasure, it was like a ruined orgasm! "That was so good!" she lied. She didn't blame him of course, he was clearly inexperienced, he didn't know.

"Come here cowboy," she said smiling at him. Joe moved up her body and they kissed again. His cock pressed against her tummy, he felt so big and hard!

Jen snaked her hand between them and gripped his shaft. "Are you ready?" she asked beaming into his eyes.

"Yeah," Joe moaned his eyes rolling up into his head at the touch of Jen's small soft hand.

Jen reached over into the nightstand for a condom. "You have to wear this baby," she said.

"I do?" Joe said looking disappointed. "You know, I ah -."

Jen knew he was probably infertile from past chemo treatments. But she couldn't take a chance, her cycles were like clockwork and she was definitely ovulating, her most fertile time of the month. "I can't risk it honey," she said gently. "What's wrong? It'll still feel good."

Joe blushed, clearly embarrassed. "The last time I had sex... it was a while ago... I couldn't stay hard when I wore a condom."

Jen smiled understandingly and tenderly stroked his cheek. Then her smile turned sultry and teasing. "Hmmm, that sounds like a challenge. I guess I'll have to work harder to keep you excited."

She pushed him onto his back. She ripped open the foil package with her teeth and took out the condom. "This is my trick," she said smiling teasingly at him. She pulled her long hair to one side. Then she put the condom in her mouth. She adjusted it with her tongue, and then she lowered her head onto Joe's crotch. She took him into her mouth, and as she did she rolled the condom onto his shaft. She got it down a couple inches. That was as far as she could get using her mouth, he was too thick for more!

She used her hands to finish rolling the sheath down his thick shaft. She'd correctly picked an XL condom, anything smaller would've ripped. Smiling at him, she asked "What do you think?"

"Pretty impressive," Joe said smiling back.

"You haven't seen anything yet cowboy, I've got a lot more tricks up my sleeve," she said grinning at him and running her nails up his chest.

She straddled his hips and took his cock in her hand. She rubbed his cock head back and forth between her pussy lips, using her wetness to lubricate him. "Okay?" she asked.

"Yeah," he said excitedly, his heart pounding.

She held his shaft with her hand as she lowered herself onto him. They both moaned as his cock penetrated her.

"God..." Joe groaned.

"Fuck you're so thick," Jen said grimacing.

"Are you okay?" Joe said concerned.

"Yeah, we'll just go slow," Jen assured him. "It's just been a couple weeks for me." Mike would be happy, clearly her pussy had tightened back up after being with Frankie.

"It's been a few years for me!" Joe joked.

Jen smiled at him. Then she pushed down, slowly taking him into her. She clenched her teeth as she impaled herself on his thick shaft. It didn't take too long because he wasn't that long, but by the time he was finally fully in there was a little sweat across her brow.

She ran her hands over his muscular chest. "Do you want to be on top?" she asked.

"Yeah," Joe said. They held each other as he rolled Jen onto her back.

Joe began moving back and forth, slowly at first as if worried about Jen. Sensing this Jen said "You can go faster, I'm okay, I like it hard."

"Okay," Joe said breathing hard. He began moving faster, harder. Jen ran her fingertips over Joe's body as he fucked her, finding his erogenous zones, learning where he liked touched, working to keep him hard. She used her pussy muscles to massage his cock as he moved in and out. She wanted him to cum. It was okay if he came fast, she just wanted him to cum, this was all about him, she didn't want him to be humiliated and frustrated by going soft.

"Oh god I'm cumming," Joe groaned. He was really pounding her now!

"Cum Joe!" Jen urged him. "Cum for me!" Wanting to make it really good for him, she reached behind to his ass and brushed her fingertips across his sensitive asshole.

It was like a bolt of electricity to Joe's pleasure center! He cried out as his body exploded in orgasm, pleasure ripping through his body. Jen milked Joe's cock with her pussy muscles as he rammed her over and over again, extending his orgasm and pleasure.

Finally Joe collapsed on Jen, gasping. Jen held him tight, wrapping her legs around him and tenderly stroking his hair and back.

"God that was so good!" Joe gushed. "Thank you!"

Jen smiled at him. She said gently, "Um, can you pull out?"

"Oh I'm sorry!" Joe said.

"That's okay baby," Jen said smiling warmly at him. She reached down to hold the condom. "Go ahead honey."

As Joe pulled out Jen held the condom so it wouldn't fall off. There was a lot of sperm in the reservoir. Jen laid Joe on his back and carefully peeled the condom off him. She bundled it in tissues and threw it away.

"Are you sensitive after you cum?" she asked lightly cupping his half heart penis.

"Not too much," Joe said.

"Good," she said smiling at him. She lowered her head and took him into her mouth, licking the remaining cum from his shaft and then his balls.

After cleaning him she snuggled into his arms. "You didn't cum, did you?" he asked. "Sorry for cumming so fast."

"Who says we're done mister?" Jen teased.

Joe grinned. Then his smile disappeared and he looked worried. "I'm not sure I can go again," he said uncertain, clearly thinking about the meds and how they sometimes made him impotent.

"Hmmm, another challenge!" Jen teased. Then she gently said "We'll see how it goes, okay honey? Let's just talk now."

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"What do you want to talk about?" Joe said, his smile back.

"Whatever you want," Jen said.

"Welllllll..." he said his smile growing mischievous. "I'm curious about you and Mike swinging."

"We actually don't call it swinging," Jen said. "We call it our game."

"So what do you do in your game?" he asked.

"I told you Mike's kinky right?" Jen said with a giggle. "He likes seeing me with other guys. It really turns him on."

"God I can't believe it," Joe said shaking his head. "My little brother..."

"I told you he's kinky!" Jen said giggling again.

"So does he have sex with other girls?" Joe asked.

"Nope, I don't share, he's my bubble boy," Jen said. "I know that sounds unfair, but it works for us."

"Bubble boy?" Joe asked.

"It's an inside joke," Jen said laughing.

Joe grinned. "Mike probably knows there's no girl better than you," he said.

"You got it mister," Jen said giving him a Cheshire cat smile.

"So tell me something crazy you've done," Joe said.

"Crazy huh?" Jen said thinking. "Okay, how's this? Mike wasn't the first man to have me on our wedding day."

Joe's draw dropped. "You're kidding."

"Nope," Jen said giggling. "That honor went to my lover. Ricky, do you remember him?"

"Oh yeah..." Joe said remembering. "Is he still your lover?"

"No, that ended long ago," Jen said, suddenly looking melancholy.

Joe noticed her mood change. "Is it hard for you, when it ends?"

Jen shrugged. "Sometimes. But it's just a game, you know? I like sleeping with other men, variety's exciting, but Mike's my man."

"Yeah, I get that," Joe said.

Jen forced a smile, wanting to keep this light and fun. "Mike wasn't the only man to have me on our honeymoon," she said smiling mischievously.

"Really?" Joe said his eyes going wide again. "Who was it?"

"A guy we met," Jen said. She thought about it and giggled. "God, I can't remember his name!"

They laughed. "So what else do you want to know?" she asked.

Joe reached down and caressed next to her pussy. "How do you stay so tanned here? Do you tan in the nude?"

"I go to tanning salons," Jen said. "But yeah, sometimes I go topless. Bottomless too." She giggled. "Mike likes showing me off."

Joe laughed. "I'd like to be there next time," he joked.

"Maybe we can work something out," Jen said laughing back. She immediately felt like an idiot, Joe would probably be gone before the next time she and Mike went to an adult beach. Hoping to avoid awkwardness she quickly said "Next question?"

"Okay, when did you lose your virginity?" Joe said with a laugh.

"Oh god men are all the same," Jen said laughing back. "The biggest question next to what's your bra size."

"So what is your bra size?" Joe said grinning.

"32A you jerk, and if you laugh I'll hurt you," Jen said punching him in the arm.

"Okay, okay," Joe said smiling. "Yours are pretty incredible by the way," he said looking at her breasts.

Jen smiled at him. She suddenly realized she still had her bra on. "Do you want me to take this off?" she asked.

"Um, no," Joe said embarrassed. "Keep it on for now."

Jen suppressed a smile. She knew some guys thought lingerie sexier than nakedness. Mike was that way, and clearly Joe was too. Without saying anything (because she didn't want to embarrass Joe), Jen shifted so her stocking-clad leg pressed against his. She noticed his cock stir. Clearly he liked the feeling of nylon rubbing on his bare skin, and the slight pinching of her stiletto high heel pressing into his calf.

"When did I lose my virginity?" Jen said repeating his question. "It's kind of boring. It was with my first real boyfriend, Colin. In high college, I was 18."

"At least you were legal," Joe joked with a laugh.

"I guess," Jen said laughing back. Then she added hesitantly, "I kinda wish it hadn't been Colin."

"No? Mike?"

"Well yeah, I'd love it if I gave my virginity to Mike," Jen said truthfully. "But I didn't meet him until college and I really wanted to get it over with, it was like a big V on my forehead." She laughed. More seriously she said "About a month after doing it Colin and I broke up. I mean, he dumped me, he was always chasing after other girls. We got back together, but... while we were apart I had an affair with my history teacher."

"Seriously?" Joe asked shocked.

"Yeah," Jen said with a shrug, looking shamefaced. "He was my favorite teacher, I was in the college musical. He was the director, we were doing Chicago. I was wearing leotards, tights and high heels all the time and he kept looking at me. I don't know, I guess he seduced me, but maybe I seduced him."

"Was the sex good?" Joe asked breathing hard.

"It was freaking awesome!" Jen gushed, blushing and giggling. "A lot better than Colin. Mr. Hayden was older, more experienced, you know?"

"How old was he?"

"I don't know. 40ish maybe?"

"He was 40 and you were 18, and you called him Mr. Hayden? God Jen do you know how hot that is?"

"Mike thought so too!" Jen said giggling.

"You told Mike?"

"Of course I did," Jen said. "I never told Colin though." She shrugged. "I went with him for a long time, but I guess I never really cared enough to tell him."

"So how long did you see Mr. Hayden?" Joe asked.

"Only about 3 weeks," Jen said. "He was married, they had kids. I started feeling bad about that."

"Yeah, I get it," Joe said. He stroked down Jen's arm, and then across her bra. "Can you take this off now?"

Jen smiled at Joe. She reached behind and unsnapped her bra. She took it off and teasingly ran it across his chest. "You like the lace?" she said smiling into his eyes.

"Yeah," Joe breathed, his body shuddering at the feel of the soft lace across his chest. Jen let the bra drop and got on top of Joe, kissing him. As they made out Jen rubbed her stockinged legs over Joe's, dragging the stilettos of her high heels back and forth across his calves.

"Mmmm, I think you're ready to go again," she purred, reaching between them and stroking his cock. He was rock hard again.

"Yeah, I want to make you cum this time," Joe said.

"Sounds good to me!" Jen said giggling. She glowed inside - she'd managed to get him hard again! It wasn't for herself, she wanted to make tonight as special as possible for him.

She put a condom on him and he got on top of her. He went in easier this time.

As they made love they kissed a lot, touching each other, looking into each other's eyes. Their love making wasn't as urgent this time, but it was just as passionate.

Jen felt Joe going soft 2 or 3 times. She considered letting him take off the condom but decided she couldn't risk it. Instead she was really patient with him, kissing and fondling him, working him back to hardness.

"Are you going to cum?" he asked.

Jen sensed this was what was holding him back. He wanted desperately for her to cum, and until that happened he wasn't going to let himself cum.

"I might..." Jen said unsure. She had a hard time climaxing from intercourse, unless she was really turned on by the man inside her and he was a really good lover (it was the same for a lot of girls). Jen liked Joe as a friend but she wasn't turned on by him, not really. He had a nice body and a thick penis, but it was the bad boys who turned her on. Joe was too nice, he was too much like his brother Mike.

Jen would never fully admit this to Mike, but she loved him more than she was turned on by him. It would probably turn Mike on if she did admit that to him. But she thought that would hurt him more than turn him on, so instead she teased and hedged whenever he brought it up (which was a lot!).

She could fake it with Joe, he would never know. But the situation DID turn her on. Getting fucked by her brother-in-law! She closed her eyes and concentrated on cumming, concentrating on Joe's cock fucking his slutty sister-in-law! Yes that turned her on, being so bad, so naughty, so wrong, so slutty!

Jen wrapped her arms around Joe's neck and brought his head down to her. She kissed him, tongued him. Yes! Making out with her brother-in-law! Getting fucked by him, letting him have her! Her brother-in-law's cock inside her! Mike's brother, fucking her! It was so deliciously bad!

"Oh god!" she cried as she came, her fingernails digging into Joe's arms and back as the orgasm exploded through her body. "Fuck me Joe! Fuck me! Don't stop!"

Joe came soon after Jen. Their orgasms were fantastic and left them drained and exhausted. After disposing of the condom, Jen let Joe snuggle her. They fell asleep spooning each other. Jen was so tired she didn't even bother to take off her heels, the ankle straps were too much effort.

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Joe awoke in the middle of the night. Jen was sound asleep. It was a full moon and it lit up the room, he could see her clearly. He looked at her face. She was so pretty and looked so innocent, like a blonde angel.

His eyes traveled down her body. God she was so sexy! Her petite body was so firm and tight, yet soft in all the right places. He'd lusted after her for years. She was just so sexy and gorgeous! He couldn't believe what they'd done! He'd cum in her mouth! He'd fucked her! He couldn't believe she was lying next to him, completely naked!

But she wasn't naked, not quite. She still wore the stockings and high heels. His eyes traveled down her long slim legs, they were simply amazing, the best he'd ever seen (and he'd looked at a lot of porn over the years).

He had the urge to take off her shoes and stockings, to run his hands over her soft skin. Being careful not to wake her up, he undid the ankle straps and then slid the high heels off her small pretty feet. Then he slowly and carefully rolled the stockings down her legs.

"Mike, what?" Jen said sleepily. Joe looked at her face. Her eyes were closed, she was still asleep. Clearly she thought he was Mike.

"It's okay baby, go to sleep," Joe said, kissing Jen lightly on the lips. He knew Jen and Mike's pet names for each other was "baby."

"I love you baby," Jen said sleepily, rolling towards him. Joe lightly caressed her legs, from her knees to right below her pussy. He caressed around her clit. Then he cupped her tiny breasts, softly rolling her nipples between his fingers.

"Feels good baby," Jen sighed, her eyes still closed. Joe nudged her onto her side and then he spooned her. Still sleeping soundly, Jen automatically pulled his arm to her breasts. Joe correctly assumed this must be how she and Mike slept, their favorite position.

Joe reached down and lightly caressed her ass. Her hips were slim and her ass tight. He knew she'd studied dance, and she certainly had the petite lithe body of an athletic ballerina.

To his surprise he found himself getting hard again. The meds made it hard for him to get an erection. That didn't seem to be a problem when he was with Jen. But then, this was Jen!

Still, three times in one night seemed an impossibility. But he wanted to try. Once he started on the chemo tomorrow getting an erection would be out of the question. He'd be so sick just keeping food down would be an achievement, sex would be the last thing on his mind.

He reached for a condom. Like Jen, he ripped it with his teeth. He tried putting it on but immediately got soft. Without Jen awake and helping him there was no way this was going to work. But he didn't need to use a condom. Jen might be ovulating, but it took 2 to tango. Dr. Calgary had explained more than once the side effects of chemo, and he'd had multiple chemo treatments during his life. He knew he was most likely sterile. That bothered him, but what could he do? Live or procreate. Was there a choice?

He lightly fondled Jen's body until he was hard again. Then he gently moved Jen's leg over his, opening her to him. He reached down and touched her pussy. Not surprisingly she was dry. Joe spit on his hand and rubbed the lubricant between her pussy lips.

Then he took his cock and positioned it at her pussy. He gently pushed, pressing his cockhead between Jen's folds. When his cockhead popped into her pussy he sighed. God she felt so good!

He gently applied more pressure and his shaft slowly penetrated deeper into her pussy. God it felt so much better this way! Without the condom on he could feel her so much better! Her pussy felt so tight and smooth, it was like being inside a silk glove!

Jen stirred and he kissed her cheek. "It's okay baby, just sleep," he said soothingly, pretending to be Mike.

"I love you baby," Jen muttered sleepily.

"I love you too baby," Joe said kissing her again. Joe waited until her breathing became regular again. The wait was almost unbearable, her pussy felt so good! Once he was convinced she was sound asleep, he began moving in and out. He didn't want to wake her up so he moved slow and gentle.

Doggy style was his favorite position, and this was kind of like that, further inflaming his passion. He missed looking into Jen's face (she was so pretty!) but he could fondle her breasts and legs easier this way.

For a moment he wondered if he was taking her against her will. Was he banging her? But no, clearly she'd given herself to him tonight. He knew it was mercy sex, that was why he wanted so much to make her cum, to prove to her that he was a good lover, and he HAD made her cum, twice! So no, this wasn't bang.

But then, why was he being so careful not to wake her up? He knew the answer and it shamed him. He wanted to fuck Jen without a condom. Part of it was the pleasure. He wanted to be inside her with nothing between them. And her pussy did feel soooo good, so much better without a condom.

But it was more than that. He was dying. Yes, he was probably sterile. But if there was a chance he wasn't... Well, every man wanted to leave behind a child, something to mark his time on this earth.

What he was doing shamed him. But Mike was coming home this weekend, no doubt he and Jen would fuck like rabbits. If somehow he did get Jen pregnant, they'd think the baby was his. He wasn't hurting anyone. At least that was what he was telling himself as he bangd Jen.

He hoped to hang on for a few months. Enough time to find out if Jen was pregnant. If she was, then maybe the baby was his. That would give him a little peace and hope as he drew his last breath.

As Joe moved in and out of Jen, he cupped her breasts and rubbed her nipples. Jen moaned and she even started moving with him. Afraid she was walking up, Joe stopped. He again waited until her breathing became steady again. He started up again only after making sure she was sound asleep. This happened again and again, fucking and fondling her, then stopping, then starting up again. He fucked her for almost an hour this way.

The starting and stopping was driving Joe crazy! His balls felt incredibly heavy and tight. He knew when he finally came it would be a monster orgasm.

Finally he reached it, the point of no return. He pushed as deep into Jen as he could go. Then his hips jerked violently as he exploded into her fertile womb, biting his lip to stifle his moans. Somehow Jen didn't wake up, although she moaned as his cock ejaculated and splattered her insides with his seed. He panted as his orgasm finally subsided, the aftershocks shooting more of his seed deep into her.

Finally he slowly pulled out. He looked down, his cock was covered with Jen's juices and his own milky sperm. He must have cum a lot. He looked between her legs, at her pussy. Her lips were swollen, but there was no sign of his semen. He must have cum deep inside her, deep in her fertile womb. He hoped so.

Satiated, Joe spooned Jen again, kissing her shoulder. He put his hand on her flat tummy. He wondered if he'd just impregnated her. He hoped so. "My baby, not Mike's," he whispered. "Mine."

He closed his eyes and prayed to god, asking for forgiveness. But despite his guilt, he still hoped he'd just put a baby in his sister-in-law's tummy.

The sun was just coming up when Jen woke. She found herself in Joe's arms. She gently extracted herself from him. Surprisingly she didn't feel bad about having sex with him, not really. She actually felt worst about sleeping in his arms. If she and Mike were going to play the game again it had to be just sex, no emotional entanglements like before. That meant she couldn't sleep with her lovers.

She was escorting Joe to the hospital that morning, meeting his parents and Willow there. As she got into the shower she felt frustrated and unsatisfied. The sex with Joe had been good. Not freaking incredible like with Frankie or Scott, but good. He'd gotten her off twice, she shouldn't feel so unsatisfied. But she did. Her body ached like she was missing something, kinda like how she felt after Joe ate her out, frustrated and needing fucked and a really good orgasm. She couldn't figure it out, why was she feeling this way?

She remembered a dream last night, of Mike making love to her. God she must really miss him if she was dreaming about sex with him. She couldn't wait until he got home, she was going to attack him!

She'd tell him all about Joe. He'd be upset at first, but she was sure he'd eventually approve of what she'd done, get hot over it too. Then, maybe sometime soon, she'd invite another man to her bed. Maybe it would be barista boy. She'd hold Mike's hand as Joey fucked her.

And maybe... if it turned out Mike couldn't have children... maybe she would give her husband his ultimate fantasy. That was how good a man he was. That was how much she loved him. She'd let another man get her pregnant. But it would be Mike's baby. He promised her that. No matter who fucked her, who got her pregnant, he'd always be there for her and her baby.

Jasmine Kelly was working late at the CNN NYC offices, working on a story. Carl her research assistant approached. "Jasmine, have you seen this?" Carl asked.

"What?" Jasmine asked looking up from her notes.

Carl reached over to Jasmine's Mac and typed truth-will-prevail.com into Safari. A website popped up. At the top was a quote of Thomas Jefferson:

"Truth is great and will prevail if left to herself, that she is the proper and sufficient antagonist to error, and has nothing to fear from the conflict, unless by human interposition disarmed of her natural weapons, free argument and debate"

"What is it?" Jasmine asked looking quizzically at the webpage.

"I don't know," Carl said. "The website appeared out of nowhere. It's getting a lot of buzz though."

Jasmine started reading. Halfway down the page her face went white. "Oh my god..."

"What?" Carl asked. "Do you know what this is about?"

"Holy shit," Jasmine gasped as she read the next page. She abruptly turned to Carl, an almost frantic look on her beautiful face. "There's buzz?" she asked urgently. "Where? Network TV? MSNBC?"

"No, no TV yet, just some blogs," Carl replied, looking questioningly at his boss. What was going on?

"I need to get on the air right now!" she told Carl as she rapidly scanned more of the website and made notes. She looked at the time. It was Anderson Cooper's time slot. "Call Kyle, tell him I need to break into Anderson's time slot!"

"Kyle won't like that," Carl said doubtfully. Kyle was CNN's night editor. He was also flaming and could be a real bitch.

"Just call him!" Jasmine said urgently as she began frantically typing on her Mac, working on what she would say.

A few moments later Carl approached again. "Hey Jasmine," he said.

"Carl I need you to talk to Kyle!" Jasmine yelled.

Carl held out the phone. "It's Kyle," he said.

Jasmine scrambled for the phone. "Kyle I need to get on the air right now!" she demanded.

"Hold on Jaz," Kyle said calmly. "What's going on?"

"You know Sapphire?" Jasmine said frantically. "Not the original one, the new one. The government is using it to spy on US citizens. To track all their internet activity."

"Hold on Jaz," Kyle said frowning. "What proof do you have?"

"I'm looking at the fucking website!" Jasmine explained. She gave Kyle the URL and he quickly brought it up on his browser.

"Holy fucking shit," Kyle gasped as he quickly scrolled through the webpages. He suddenly became as urgent as Jasmine. "When will you be ready to go on?"

"I'm ready now!" Jasmine yelled.

"Then get your fanny over here!" Kyle yelled back.

Jasmine gathered her notes and rushed to the studio. This was big, really big!

She thought of Mike Andrews. She knew he was behind this. She shook her head. "I hope you've covered your tracks Mike," she thought to herself. "Because if they catch you you're going to jail for a long time."