Adultery A Wife's anxiety (Completed)

[coolnavin]

this is hot
awaiting more

[srinivasulu]

Excellent update. Thank you

[game40it]

Episode 6

 
Shiva smiled at me. “Mahesh  … wish you could see this .. I’m going to push my cock into your wife’s wet slit.. she’s wet and ready for me,” he mumbled.
 
He was actually speaking out what was in his mind. He was a typical male wanting to dominate a wife and show the husband that his wife wants him (the lover) more the husband.
 
I was curious, though I thought it unlikely I nevertheless wanted to know.
 
“What  .. is this the first time you are having sex with a woman with her husband being aware of it.”
 
He continued to rub his prick on my slit as he spoke. He was taking his time, he really wanted to enjoy this fuck thoroughly. “No, actually I did this once with the husband watching .. at that time the wimp was shaking his tiny prick as his wife screamed in uncontrollable bliss as I gleefully screwed her.”
 
Shiva looked at me with a wicked smile,” You know that wimp was watching with fascination, how his wife’s pussy lips were stretched out by my cock and shaking his prick.” In his mind he probably wanted Mahesh to be doing the same.
 
Is he going to make do that too .. scream in pleasure.
 
“That felt great but the husband got pleasure from it too. Better would be an unwilling husband watching helplessly as his wife and lover fuck like animals in heat and he getting an erection in spite of jealousy eating him.”
 
A husband’s helplessness seems like an erotic tonic for him. Why this need to not only covet what is not his but to humiliate. But isn’t this what I wanted, humiliate in retaliation for the humiliation I felt. I shook my head again to drive the thought from my mind. Now is not the time to dwell on it, just enjoy the moment like Mahesh enjoyed his time with Gauri.
 
“Why think of anything else .. I have already given myself to you, isn’t that enough.”
 
“Yes, but I must show him that you want me more than him and he shouldn’t stop us ever when we want each other.”
 
Shiva wanted a long-time affair. I didn’t want that. This was to be revenge and had to be ended soon. That was another reason for choosing him, after he gets a woman Shiva tires of her fast and moves to someone else. Had I miscalculated in this case? Would he want to cling on to me because he is so enamoured with me. Well nothing to be done now. I’ll handle that later. I decided to refocus on the sex now.
 
“Look at yours, it’s grown even bigger, it looks like a donkey’s cock .. so I should call you a donkey too,” I teased him.
 
He didn’t take any offense at being called a donkey, rather he smiled and said,” You women need this donkey type cock don’t you,” he said as he pushed a little, just about a half inch in but still not entering in me further.
 
He had no anger at the remark, probably because many women had become slave that mule sized cock. He must probably take it as a compliment.
 
As I we were talking, I noticed a shadow outside the door. I was shocked at first but realised my husband couldn’t stand it anymore but had come to see what was happening. My discomfort at first soon faded as I reminded myself why I am doing this. Well let him see his wife with someone else then only he will know the pain I felt when I saw him with Gauri.
 
Shiva still had not put his phallus inside me but was continuing to caress the entrance of my pussy with his mushroom shaped rosebud.
 
“Enough buffalo start now, I want it, I want your big cock.. It’s so much bigger than my husband’s that it has made me leak so much.”
 
The cruel streak in me made me speak those words unthinkingly to hurt my husband. Was he still at the doorway listening in?
 
“Buffalo?? I thought I was a donkey. I’m getting confused,” Shiva said laughing.
 
How can he be joking at a time like this. I laughed slightly too. I saw the shadow move away from the doorway. My husband had left. Now in a way I felt relief that he had gone away.
 
Shiva slowly moved his hip forward .. half of his head entered into my pussy… “haahh…” I moaned.
 
“After my cock gets inside you, you won’t want your husband’s little prick anymore,” Shiva promised as his cock head slid in.
 
There was slight pain as my cunt lips stretched out in an ‘O’ shape to accommodate his girth. He was about one round bigger in girth than my husband. I had to get accustomed to that size.
 
“SSS…uff… you’re an animal you know that,” I sighed.
 
“Yes … donkey .. buffalo…all animals,” he said as he pushed half his length into me.
 
“Hmm… hmm…,” I bore the discomfort of his penetration.
 
“Swetha baby .. beautiful .. your pussy is gripping my cock so tightly.
 
He was right, my cunt walls were grasping his hard flesh as he slid in. That’s only to be expected because of his thickness. He pushed some more and he had reached the maximum point to where a penis (my husband’s) had reached before inside of me. From here on inch by inch he went in exploring new territory inside my womanhood.
 
“I’m in,” Shiva said either in wonder or delight as the whole of his magnificent masculinity had disappeared inside my wet feminine slit.
 
I felt rather full as if his cock tip was hitting my stomach. He lay on top of me careful not to put his full weight on me. I wrapped my hands around his body accepting him on top of me. My calves entwined and rested on his calves. We started kissing once more ardently, before our lewd dance of lust began. Our lips locked together tightly the way his virile maleness was gripped by my moist womanhood. The discomfort disappeared as I got used to him. Our kissing itself was inducing feelings of pleasure even before he started moving in me.
 
He pulled up his hip till only the head of his cock was lodged in my cunt and then pushed it back in, in a long, slow stroke ….one .. two .. three seconds and it was all back in fully.
 
“Ahh…,” I pulled in my breath as he pulled back and ”uff…,” I let out my breath as he was back in fully.
 
He did that again and again … out … slowly … in slowly. One of my hands went and grasped his taut buttock muscle with my palm.  After about two or three minutes of this his speed increased slightly as he thrust his virile member in again and again sliding in more easily now as it was coated with my sticky fluid. Small bolts of pleasure spread through my body as our two pleasure points tightly caressed one another.
 
“hmm.. Swetha…shh…oh.. oh…,”
 
“nng… nng… Shiva… yes…oh…more .. more..”
 
Shiva started thrusting faster. With every stroke he was increasing the pleasure I was feeling. He was humping down faster and I was thrusting up my hip like a bitch in heat. Our movements were so vigorous my shoes, which had still had been on my feet, came off and fell away on the bed. Four more minutes or so of vigorous hips pumping and he started sweating in spite of the air conditioner and well .. so was I. My nails were drawing haphazard lines on his back but I was not marking him .. at least not yet.
 
I kissed his neck, ears fervently,” fuck me Shiva … fuck me,” I lost all decorum and was vulgarly asking my adulterous lover to fuck me.
 
This delighted Shiva. “Yes baby .. I’ll fuck you…fuck you hard…”
 
I could feel his cock swell even more inside me. We would kiss wildly as our now wet bodies .. wet with sweat .. would thud against each other as we in the throes of uncontrolled passion. Our kisses broke off frequently as we needed to release out pent up emotions now and then by moaning out our pleasure.
 
“nnggg…..humppp…nnnggg……Shiva…. faster darling …,” in my lust I had started speaking words of endearment. 
 
Though he had called me darling, baby, dear.. I had only called him by name but now I was not in control of myself.
 
“ohh ohh sweet pussy.. oh god so tight…”
 
“Shiva…fuck me baby…”
 
Shiva was squeezing my breast as he pumped his huge member in and out. He bent his body to suck my tits. My legs were wrapped around his waist my body was in a crunched position. This made the head of his penis rub even more on the upper walls of my wet cunt wall as he stroked inside of me. What started as trickles of pleasure and now turned to large waves. We were losing ourselves in lust.
 
“humph  humph…,” he growled ..”you like my cock …hmm.. you want my big cock…”
 
Krikk…krikkk… the bed was now creaking. His hips were moving like a piston now. His cock was well coated by my stick lubrication making his cock move in and out even more easier.
 
“Yes yes I want your huge cock, fuck me with your huge cock darling…”
 
The room was filled with my whimpering followed by shrieks of pleasure. This would have certainly reached my husband’s ears. We had been fucking for around ten minutes. My moans were slowly heading towards a crescendo. My face was contorted in pleasure and it was driving Shiva to hump even faster and harder. That he was taking his friends wife towards the heights of pleasure was driving his own enjoyment of this illicit sexual coupling.
 
“Huge cock?  Why is it bigger than Mahesh’s.”
 
My nails were digging into the flesh on his back. I was so close now .. I needed the release. I wanted to drive him mad with lust. I let him hear what he wanted to hear.
 
“Yes your cock is so big .. bigger than my husband’s cock .. it’s driving me crazy baby…take me to heaven darling..”
 
We grappled with each other in unrestrained desire. Our kisses were voracious. We were burning with unbridled passion. Our caresses were uncontrolled. Our moans of pleasure uninhibited. My nerves were starting to wind up like a spring. A little bit more .. yes .. faster.. that’s it .. that’s it .. now.. nowwww….”
 
“I’m coming.. I’m cominggg….Arrrrggghhhhh………….”
 
My body started shuddering as if I was in fits. My nail dug in hard into his flesh. I buried my face in his neck and sucked hard on his nape. A tidal wave of pleasure ran through my whole body as I was in a rapturous state. I could feel my pussy walls grip and knead his probing pleasure pole. I was still in the midst of ecstasy when it happened … I could feel warm liquid gush into me too. He too was coming along with me. My spasming inner wall muscles was doing its part in milking his cock. His jerking body indicated how much he was immersed in his own orgasm.
 
We lay like that together, he, still atop me basking in the warm after glow of very satisfying sex. We kissed again, tenderly this time in gratitude for the bliss we had given each other. It was only after that I noticed the still unused condom on the table stand beside the bed. In our unconstrained lust we had completely forgotten about it. His virile seed was actually flowing into my womb right now.

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Episode 7

 
I had gone through with it. I had done to my husband what he had done to me. Another man had mated with me and I had willingly cooperated with my new lover in not only enjoying the sex but did not restrict myself in giving him back pleasure in equal measure. His manhood that had been throbbing in the warm embrace of my pussy walls was slowly losing its rigidity but the after-glow of pleasurable sex was still lingering within both of us.  After a few minutes Shiva got off me and lay down beside me. His spent penis came out in a plop and was resting on his thigh still dribbling the remnants of his sperm there. It was very wet in a mixture of our lust fluids. Our chests were still heaving as we recovered from our delightful exertions. We looked at each other and smiled. Now there was a different level of closeness between us. One that can only arise when a man and a woman had willingly engaged in this most intimate of activity possible between the two of them. What can be closer for a woman than holding the man’s life fluid in the most intimate part of her body.  He had gushed quite a bit of it inside me that a bit of it was now slowly leaking out from my vagina. I didn’t need to fear for the consequence of this at this time of the month. My vagina still felt a bit tender from the pounding from his thick pole.
 
“One thing Swetha and this is the truth. I usually wait and bring the woman to two or three orgasms before I finish myself but just now, I just couldn’t hold on. It was that good.”
 
He spoke as if he couldn’t quite believe that this could happen to him. Either the sex with me was really better for him than his experience with other women or he had long desired me but never believed he would ever get a chance with me, so when it did happen, suddenly he was unable to control himself. I leaned over and kissed him for his sweet words and lay with my head on his chest and my leg over his. The sex had been good .. very, very, good. There was a certain thrill in the forbidden that enhanced the sexual excitement and enjoyment. Maybe this was what my husband sought. That bitch Gauri too was married to someone else wasn’t she. I had also let Shiva fuck me without a condom. Why did I so readily agree when Shiva said he wanted to just enjoy bare sex for a while before putting on the condom. Was it because even in my agitated and angry state that day I had noticed that there was no condom used when my husband and that slut were fornicating. Then again why keep calling her a bitch and a slut when after what I had done, I was no better than her. Comfortable as it was lying like this on his chest it was time to go. I tried to get up but he pulled me back on him and did not let me get up.
 
“Hey … where are you going.”
 
“Let me go, I just want to go to my bedroom and come back.”
 
“Promise,” he asked like a little child.
 
I laughed and kissed him on the forehead and said,” don’t worry dear, I’ll come back.”
 
As I got up, he looked at the state I was. Tousled hair, eyes redden with passion, lips now devoid of lipstick except for some smears here and there, jutting bosom with still stiff nipples. Anyone seeing me now would easily know what activity I had been engaged in. The way his eyes were surveying my body I knew that these were the thoughts that was running in his mind. A smile appeared on his lips. He would like my husband to see me in this condition. I, on the other hand, did not want to go to my bedroom like this. Suddenly I didn’t want to show my husband that I had just been thoroughly fucked by his friend. I felt my nipples to see if there were any marks on them. After all Shiva did chew on them quite a bit but luckily there were no teeth marks on the nipples or the light brown areolas surrounding it. I had to go to my bedroom because even though I had planned everything I had forgotten to keep a nighty for me here. I was never comfortable sleeping completely naked. I had to have some sort of clothing on when I slept.
 
I needed to rush in, take my nightie and rush out. I had no choice but to come back and sleep elsewhere than my bedroom. Even though I wanted revenge, I still was embarrassed to sleep beside my husband after just having sex with his friend. I was hoping he was already asleep when I went to take my nightie but I more than expected that he would still be awake. How could he get to sleep knowing what his wife and his friend were doing in the other room. Unlike a while ago I had no desire for my husband to see me like this. I pick up my petticoat from the floor and put it on. I tied my petticoat up covering my breast as I quickly left the guest room and walked into my own bedroom. Unfortunately, as I had expected, Mahesh was still not asleep. How foolish it was for me to expect anything else but this. I at least hoped he would avoid seeing me by pretending to be asleep but that too didn’t happen. On seeing my state as I walked in, he quickly averted his eyes and turned the other way around on the bed. Not only was I dishevelled, but my body was still covered in perspiration. That would have indicated to my husband not only about the sexual heat we had been but how intense our sexual exertions were.
 
I took a quick glance at my son for a few moments to assure myself he was sleeping undisturbed before I quickly walked to my cupboard and took out a nighty from it. That’s when I noticed that it seemed like my husband was watching my legs through the reflection in the mirror. I saw his face droop in sorrow and tears seem to form in his eyes. I too felt a pang to see that he was hurt on seeing the confirmation that I had gone through with what I had planned. Maybe he had hoped against hope that I would change my mind in the last minute. Only when I saw where my husband’s eyes were focused on that I realised it was something worse than that. I realised that a line of Shiva’s sperm had dribbled down my leg pass my knees. I quickly wiped it with my petticoat and hurriedly left the room.
 
I cursed myself,” how could I be so careless, I should have at least wiped myself before coming here.” I felt disgust at my behaviour as I entered the guest room once again.  I wanted my revenge, yes, but I was still disturbed that this had happened. I wanted to see tears in his eyes the way it had been for me but why wasn’t I happy on seeing what I wanted happening. I was confused by my feelings and reaction.  I had actually gone to my bedroom intending to change into my nighty there itself but seeing his reaction had made me flee the room clutching my nighty in my hand. Shiva was still lying on the bed fully naked. His penis had shrunken to its normal state yet it still looked big.
 
“He’s got no shame whatsoever,” I thought to myself seeing him lying there shamelessly without attempting to cover himself in anyway.
 
“You’re back so early,” he asked.
 
“I only went to take my nighty, I took it and came back, that’s all.”
 
“Was Mahesh still awake,” Shiva asked. I could make out the eagerness in his voice.
 
I didn’t want to give him the satisfaction that my husband had seen me in this dishevelled state. “No, he was already asleep,” I lied.
 
Shiva had an answer ready for this too. “What type of man is he, his wife is fucking with his friend in another room but yet he can sleep peacefully. If it was me….,” he continued to say.
 
I cut in, “If it was you .. you would have enjoyed seeing your wife making love to someone else is it,” I taunted him.
 
I had provoked him, he reacted with a bit of anger. “I am not married. Even if I was, after I had fucked my wife, she will have no need to seek pleasure elsewhere. That all happens to people who are not man enough like your husband.”
 
I don’t know how that anger came flush into me. I had a rush of blood into my head. I wanted to hurt my husband and make him feel the same pain I had but I was not going to stand for him being directly insulted like this by someone else.
 
“Shut up,” I said in anger. “He had wronged me and my retaliation for that is the only reason you were able to get me and not because he was in anyway inferior,” I spitted out the words hinting to him for the first time the reason why I had sought him out in the first place.
 
“It’s my fault for choosing an egoistic person like you for my revenge,” I continued, “okay this is enough. You can get lost from here now.”
 
I was standing there stiff bodied. My face flush with anger. He was shocked to see like that. His experience so far must have been only with women who would stoke his ego and agree with him when he talks disparagingly about their husbands while praising his own virility. No woman would have spoken to him like I had, I deduced. He realised how badly he had miscalculated.
 
He immediately got off from the bed. “I’m so sorry, so sorry dear, please forgive me. I don’t know what made me say that, I’m sorry.”
 
He came and laid a hand on my shoulder. I pushed it off and took two steps away from him.
 
“Forgive me, I shouldn’t have spoken wrongly about him like that. I too had become emotional and a little angry and had spoken out of turn. I realise there is a difference between him and the other husbands whose wives I had sex with.” Shiva tried to mollify me.
 
“He is my long-time friend too I won’t speak bad of him anymore.”
 
My anger eased a little as he spoke to me pleadingly. He placed both his hands on my shoulders. I did not push his hands away this time.
 
He kissed me on the top of my head, on my neck, softly, lovingly,” Are you still angry darling, “you’re my sweetheart, my lovely angel, are you still mad at me,” he begged.
 
“The problem between my husband and myself is between us, it has got nothing to do with you. Don’t talk about him like that anymore, I won’t stand for it.” I let him know in no uncertain terms where he stood with me.
 
“Sorry baby, I’m really sorry. It won’t happen again, believe me.”
 
I stared at his face but now there was no real anger anymore. “Okay, you go to sleep here. I am going off to sleep,” I said making a move to get out from the room.
 
“Hey what is this, you are leaving me here alone and going back to sleep in your room,” he said in alarm.
 
“Chee, no, after romping with you in this bed how can I go and sleep beside my husband. I’ll feel very uncomfortable.”
 
“Then? Where are you going?”
 
“Well there is another spare room isn’t there. I’m going to sleep there, so good night.” I attempted to go again.
 
He held my hand not allowing me to leave. “You can sleep here, no need to go to another room.”
 
“If I stay here you surely won’t let me sleep. Better I go there.”
 
He wouldn’t let my hand go. “You can sleep here. I won’t do anything I promise. I only want to hug you and sleep. That’s all.”
 
“Oh yeah, I absolutely believe you, “ I said mockingly, “just let me go.”
 
“If I keep begging you like this, it’s not going to work,” saying this he lifted me in his two arms and threw me on the bed and leapt on me pinning me to the bed.
 
“Hey buffalo, let me go,” I said laughing,” I’ve got to get my sleep.”
 
“I didn’t come here so eagerly just for you to sleep,” he replied kissing me on my neck.
 
“Then, why did you come,” I needled him. I smiled as I seductively let my teeth run over my lower lip.
 
“I already showed you why the first time around,” he said huskily now.
 
My voice became husky too. “So you already got what you wanted, haven’t you. So still not enough?”
 
“The first time around itself was heaven. Once is never going to be enough for me with you. I think I can never be sated no matter how many times I partake in this heavenly bliss.” He said looking at my body appreciatively.
 
His hands were caressing my body. I could feel his manhood grow again as it pressed against my thigh. He was getting ready for another bout of love. I too felt the stirring of desire from deep within me. I had not cleaned myself after our first copulation, for that matter neither had Shiva. Now he had already started the second round. It was too late to do anything about it now. My petticoat was still tied around my breast. My nipples were already poking on the cloth as he started stimulating my desire. He undid the knot. I lifted my body as he pulled it down to my legs. I kicked the piece of clothing off till I too was now completely naked like him. He squeezed my tit, bit gently on my nipple over before pulling it in his mouth and suckling on it. As he did that his fingers pushed my labia separate and the tip of his finger started teasing my clit. I gasped and groaned and cradled his head in the palms of my two hands. He suckled on my breast milk as I was still both doing a combination of breastfeeding and bottle feeding my son. My fingers searched blindly for his cock till it could wrap itself around that hot meat. I found and grasped it with my fingers. It was only less than about twenty minutes since we finished our first round of promiscuous fucking but he was already hard and ready. I pulled his head up as my open lips sought his.

[Avenger99]

Nice update as always, I've already read your tamil version of the story and it's one of the best. I enjoyed it immensely while I read it for the first time. But the next time when I read that again I thought it would have been nice if the story had an alternate ending. There are a lot of stories out there and usually they have 2 kinds of ending. Either the husband and wife will patch up and they will happily live ever after or they get divorced. There are also stories where the husband accepts the cuckold lifestyle and embraces it in the end.
 
But there is a lack of stories with ambiguous endings, stories where the writer leaves it to the imagination of the readers the ending or try something in between. Basically leaving some loose ends, so Its my humble request you consider an alternate ending for your story even though the oringinal was very good.

[srinivasulu]

Excellent update.

[game40it]

Nice update as always, I've already read your tamil version of the story and it's one of the best. I enjoyed it immensely while I read it for the first time. But the next time when I read that again I thought it would have been nice if the story had an alternate ending. There are a lot of stories out there and usually they have 2 kinds of ending. Either the husband and wife will patch up and they will happily live ever after or they get divorced. There are also stories where the husband accepts the cuckold lifestyle and embraces it in the end.
 
But there is a lack of stories with ambiguous endings, stories where the writer leaves it to the imagination of the readers the ending or try something in between. Basically leaving some loose ends, so Its my humble request you consider an alternate ending for your story even though the oringinal was very good.

I did do this in one of my earlier stories, that is leave it to the readers imagination whether the affair would continue or not but in this story doesn't lend itself to do that. The climax would be meaningless if it is done that way.

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Episode 8

 
Our lips locked together as it had done so many times tonight. There were so many actions in sexual foreplay that would provoke desire, but among all, passionate kissing had a special place as a prelude to all the pleasures that was ahead. Our eyes were closed as our lips mashed together as we aroused ourselves for the next round of delightful pleasure.
 
“You’ve got the sweetest lips that I have ever tasted,” Shiva said breaking off the kiss just for a moment before locking lips again.
 
We would break off the kiss every now and then as we got our breath back a little before once again engaging in amorous kissing. As he kissed, he would caress my body, running the tips of his fingers all over making me shiver. He would knead my breast, tweak my nipples, caress my stomach and my smooth thighs and finger my pussy keeping me in a state of constant excitement. He understood that the key to enjoy the best sex a woman can give you is to make sure she enjoys it first. I too did the same as my fingers roamed his, broad chest, hard stomach and sturdy thighs. I would stroke him now and then to make sure there was a constant rush of blood into the tubular vessel of his maleness. We kissed for a long time. There was no hurry as there was the whole night ahead of us. I realised that there was a different kind of feeling that awoke in me in caressing a stranger’s body. The feel, the emotions especially the difference made it thrilling. Was this why women cheated? To experience something out of the routine they have become used to.
 
“Bring your pussy to my face darling, I want to take in your feminine aroma. It would be so intoxicating it’ll go straight to my cock.”
 
Remnants of Shiva’s thick load was still inside my pussy. He wants to smell it with that still inside?
 
“Wait .. let me go and wash up first,” I said, letting go of his manhood and attempting to get up.
 
“No baby, I want to taste your freshly fucked cunt ..it doesn’t matter to clean up.”
 
I found this strange. Normally a person like Shiva would want the husbands to smell their wife’s vagina after he had freshy fucked them and filled them up with his potent load. Here, he himself wants to do that.
 
He pulled me around till my cunt was over face. His cock was jutting up, staring at my face above it.
 
“Dirty fellow,” I thought as his tongue probed into my cunt, “not only my secretion was there but also what he had spurted in not so long ago.”
 
He was lapping it and sucking me, rekindling my lust for another round of bliss with my new lover. His throbbing cock was stiff and ready for me to take it in my mouth. It too was glistening with a mixture of our secretions. Unlike him, I could not just take it in my mouth like that. I pulled up a bit of the bedsheet and wiped it clean as much as I could. When I took his cock in my mouth there was still the lingering familiar taste of his male secretion which I had come to know from the first time I sucked him and along with that another unfamiliar taste. That must be me I guessed. I am tasting my own secretion for the first time. He kept pushing his face up rubbing his nose on my vagina as he ate my cunt very much like a calf drinking milk from a cow. He sucked on my inner labia along with my clit. Once again, small streaks of pleasure began stirring from my loins and started spreading through my body. That was an experienced tongue that would have tasted and probed many cunts. So his tongue and lips were quite adept at knowing what to tease and in giving pleasure to a woman.
 
I took his rigid phallus in my hand and examined it. It was already wet with my saliva in the few moments I ha been sucking it. I really studied it closely for the first time. Earlier my concentration was in giving him an unforgettable blowjob rather that actually looking at his love weapon. It was quite thick, slighter thicker than my husband’s penis as I had guessed when he penetrated my vagina for the first time. But I could say it was not significantly thicker than my husbands. Its length was the actual big difference. He looked to be over nine inches maybe closer to ten. So quite a bit of him was still there beyond my fist holding it. The veins running around it was also easily seen as blood rushed through it. I pulled back the foreskin and sucked just the head for a few seconds. It became even redder as fresh blood surged into it. I stroked it up and down making it jerk in my hand. It had thick veins running around it and I could feel the rapid beat of his heart.
 
Had I really taken this whole thing in me. Most probably not, it just felt as if I had. A little bit of him must have been still outside. A thoroughly aroused woman’s vagina normally doesn’t expand beyond seven to seven and a half inches from its normal depth of three plus inches so it’s not likely the whole of him went in. I took his heavy bag in my hand as I took his cock back in my mouth. I know how much of his potent seed it held by the amount he had gushed in me. Surely it must have hit its mark in at least one or two of the women he was banging. I wondered how many husbands were unknowingly caring for his kids. Afterall for men like Shiva, that would be their ultimate fantasy. Surely, he would have found at least one or two women who had become so enamoured with him that they would be willing to cede to his desire.
 
As my head bobbed up and down over his shaft in my mouth, I thought how lucky I was to have prepared for all eventualities. I had asked him to bring condoms but I feared that in the heat of passion we may somehow fail to take adequate precaution. So, I had chosen a date that would cause no problem if that happened. My only worry was that I was going to have sex with a man who had been having sex with several woman. However luckily none of them were prostitutes. He had sufficient number of family women as a harem that he had no need to pay for sex. If I had thought deeply about it, I would have realised that this itself did not guarantee safety. Now was not the time to let my mind wonder, it was time to concentrate on sex. I stroked him faster and faster as I sucked on his rod. He had his legs opened a bit so my fingers could go well underneath his balls. I scrapped by nail underneath his balls like before as my tongue brushed underneath his stem that went up and down inside my mouth. I slowly reached further down below his balls till my middle finger had reached his anus. I rubbed my finger over the hole for a while. I could feel his buttocks muscles tense. Then suddenly I entered the tip of my finger inside and Shiva jerked his hip as his cock also jerked in my mouth at the same time.
 
“Arrggg…,” he groaned into my pussy and then started sucking more aggressively on my clit.
 
“Ohh.. Ohh. Ohh..,” this time it was I who moaned with his cock in my mouth.
 
We continued to pleasure each other with our mouths for a few more minutes. I knew by now quite a bit of my viscous fluid must be smeared around his mouth. I only kept the head of his love tool in my mouth and sucked on it as I stroked him fast. I needed to get him very excited. Being the second time around I knew he would take longer to explode in an orgasm. That would mean that he would be drilling my pussy longer with that monster of his. Too long of that and discomfort would replace the pleasure. Therefore, I needed him to be closer to his climax before he shoved that thing into my pussy. This time too I would let him screw me without a condom on. If he had the condom on for the second round, because of the diminished sensation, he would probably take even longer before he finishes. I had to arouse and get him to finish faster not only by my hands and mouth but also by my words. I knew the type of words that would probably excite and please Shiva.
 
“Shiva I just love your cock, it’s so big and strong,” I cooed as I ran my fingers teasingly over the sensitive head of his cock.
 
I grinded my pussy in his mouth to show him how much I liked his licking. I knew that too would add to his excitement. I sucked his cock fast for the next minute this time taking at least half of his stem in my mouth.
 
“Your cock went in so deep darling, I’ve never felt a cock so deep inside me before, sss..”
 
I finger fucked his anus as I alternately sucked and stroked his cock.
 
“It felt like heaven when your rampant rod was pumping in and out of my cunt.”
 
Shiva now took his mouth off my pussy but he shoved two fingers inside my cunt as he spoke.
 
“Did you like it that much. Was this the first time you enjoyed a fuck so much.”
 
I did not answer that directly. All I said was, “yes you fuck wonderfully .. I had an intense orgasm.”
 
This seemed to satisfy him. What he really wanted to hear was that I enjoyed sex with him more than I had with my husband. I didn’t give him the pleasure of hearing it. I didn’t my husband to be looked on with contempt by him. We continued our 69 for a few more minutes till I decided I wanted his rigid flesh inside my pussy.  I moved up his body and took his cock in my hand as I straddled his hips. I place it in the entrance of my love tunnel and slowly sat on him, letting his shaft slowly slide into me. I was sitting facing his legs in reverse cow girl fashion. I felt his cock penetrate deep into my hole and hit my cervix. I held on to his thighs with both my hands as I lifted my bottom up and down and fucked him. I did this for a couple of minutes before I leaned back and laid with my back on his chest. Even when I do this with my husband, his penis would not pop out and would still be inside my vagina. So, Shiva with his longer shaft was easily lodged inside my pussy without sliding out. I had my thighs open a bit wider on either side of his body. Shiva crunched his groin and pushed his hip upwards fucking me with his long phallus. This way the tip of his cock was rubbing more firmly on my pussy wall as he pumped.
 
“You like that,” Shiva said and tried to push even more of his pole inside me.
 
“hnngg… hnngg…, yes so good … more .. more..,” I exhorted him.
 
This way it was easier for him to grab my breasts with both his hands. He kneaded my breasts and played with my nipples as he pumped in and out of my cunt. My pleasure started increasing as he fucked. He took one hand to my pussy and started rubbing my clit with his fingers as he continued to hump me from below. I closed my eyes gasping opened mouth with lips quivering as if out of breath. More pleasure started sweeping through my body. We both turned our heads at the same time so that we could kiss as we fucked. Lust was gaining full control of our emotions.
 
After a while we found that fornicating this way was not so comfortable. Also, in this way Shiva would probably last longer before he spilled his seed. So I quickly turned and sat on him facing him this time with his cock back inside my body. I leaned forward and slept on his body. My large breasts were pushed up and squeezed on his firm chest. This way we held each other tightly and kissed deeply. Only my hips moved up and down caressing his stem with my wet pussy muscles. After a few minutes of kissing I sat up on him and started riding him, this time seeking my own pleasure and release. My breasts swayed before his eyes by the movement of my body. My swollen nipples were a ready invitation to him.
 
He reached up and held my dangling breasts and squeezed them. “your tits are so lovely, big and firm .. I could feast on them the whole day.”
 
I leaned forward and fed one of my nipples into his mouth. “Suck it then, suck as much as you want … aww…idiot don’t bite … suck… yes that’s it..”
 
This way I was in control of the coupling. I could move at my pace and my pleasure. He was rigid and hard like iron. With all the grinding of my pussy on his love pole he could still last long without finishing, unlike the complaints some of my women friends had about their husbands. I saw from his facial muscles contortion that he too was filled with pleasure like I was. The room was filled with the sounds of our gasps and moans of joy. My pussy had become accustomed to his largeness and he was sliding in and out quite easily now.
 
“You like this ah? nng… nng..”
 
“Oh yes… a married cunt is the best cunt to fuck… and yours is the best,” he said huskily.
 
“Why don’t you marry and get your own married cunt.”
 
He laughed, “I’ve fucked so many wives, they give more pleasure to me than their husbands. Nothing beats the thrill of fucking a cheating wife.”
 
That’s what it meant to him when he was fucking me too, though in my case it was not strictly cheating, as my husband knows what’s going on.
 
I started moving my hips faster as I felt my climax getting near. I closed my eyes and concentrated on my own pleasure. He too knew I was getting near as he saw my expression of lust. My moans were getting louder. He pushed his hips up too at the same time wanting me to reach my orgasm.
 
“That’s it baby … come for me yes…darling yes… bathe my cock with your cunt juice baby.”
 
My nerves were dangling once more and the light seem to disappear from my eyes. My head was thrust back as my closed eyes faced the ceiling. As a bolt of ecstatic bliss shot through me, I fell on him as my body spasmed.
 
“AAAAHHHHhhhhh………,” a loud bawl escaped from my lips as I reached an intense orgasm.
 
Shiva held me tightly and locked his lips over mine so that the follow up squeals were muffled in his mouth. We kissed till the pleasure slowly eased off. I slowly opened my eyes and looked at him. He smiled at me.
 
“Was it good Swetha?”
 
I could only nod. I could see that he was happy that he had pleased me but there was something else in his look. Yes, there was a victorious look. It took me a few moments to comprehend the reason why. He had not finished along with me this time. I remembered what he had said. He would usually make a woman come twice or thrice before he reached his climax. For our first time together, he was not able to do that but this time he had succeeded in holding off. He sat up with his penis still swollen and hard in my pussy.
 
“I’m going to give you more pleasure than this my sweetheart. I’ve just started.”
 
He sat up with his cock still lodged inside my pussy. My legs entwined behind his back as our pelvis was thrust against each other. He started his movements now. He held my hips and pulled me in and out as he moved his hips the same way. I had both my hands around his neck. He leaned his head towards mine. I knew what he wanted to do and met his lips with my lips. We kissed passionately as we fornicated in a sitting position. He could easily play with my breasts in this manner. With my locked my legs around his waist, my thighs were rubbing against the side of his waist. He would now and then suck on my breast as we mated. I hoped he left some mother’s milk for my son otherwise it’s only going to be baby’s formula feed for my son.
 
I could see his passion and lust growing too. We could not move fast enough for his liking in this position. He lay me down on the bed, placed a pillow beneath my buttocks and got in between my legs. He took my hand and placed it on his wet cock. He wanted me to place it at my pussy. He wanted the thrill of seeing that I wanted and was eager for his super-sized staff to penetrate my intimate channel. I lodged the head of his cock in my entrance pushing aside my cunt lips with the tip of his tool. He slid his cock in effortlessly into me as he had me sufficiently wet to receive him.
 
He grunted and I moaned as we mated ravenously. I was so moist that there was a wet sloshing sound as his pole churned my wetness in my love pot. He thrust long, hard, deep and fast. I locked him to my body with my legs as humped his hips furiously. Every thrust sent little shocks of pleasure inside me. His muscles were stiff and hard too as my nails dug into his flesh. This time the bed shook with the vigour of his assault. I was getting close. I needed him to finish too.
 
“Come in me baby … yes… oh Shiva… I want your potent male seed in my womb… come on baby.”
 
His movement of his hips became ragged. He was growling like an animal.
 
“Flood my fertile womb with your seed darling  … I want it …now .. now..”
 
He roared as he came. His jerking cock was spewing his load deep inside me. The gush of his life fluid triggered my own orgasm. I bit on his shoulder as my fingernails drew grooves on his back muscles.
 
Ten minutes had passed. Shiva was sleeping, a light snore coming from him. I took my head off his chest and lay beside him with my back turned to him. I was in deep thoughts contemplating how my life in a matter of a little over two months is in this sort of turmoil. I had got the revenge I had sought but why did that not give me any solace or peace. Sex with Shiva had been pleasurable but why did it not give me any satisfaction that I had got my revenge. Deep within me a fear grew that my stubbornness and unthinking behaviour has created more problems than solutions for my life. My thoughts went back to the past and how happy things were then. The day I first met my husband. How sweet and memorable were those days. What has gone wrong?

[NovelNavel]

Very interesting and hot updates. Thank you

[srinivasulu]

Excellent erotic update.. eagerly waiting for next update..

[Johnnythedevil]

Excellent bro.
The changes in the mind of wife before and after intercourse makes the story more and more interesting

[kaatre]

super narration. thank you.

[game40it]

Episode 9 (Flashback)

 
“Swetha, make sure you take time off and come back early this evening. The groom and his family are coming to see you today,” my mother told me on the phone as I was busy in my office.
 
“Remember mom, it’s because you and dad were very insistent that I agreed to this but …,” as I was talking my mother interrupted.
 
“I know, I know but the boy is in a very good job, he has a very good income and also he comes from a very good family. You are sure to like him.”
 
“Mom, don’t interrupt, let me finish what I want to say. If I don’t like the man, I will tell the family off directly to their faces. Be ready for that.” My family knows I am very capable of doing that.
 
I could see that my mother was flustered by the tone of her voice. “Don’t do something like that. It will be embarrassing for everyone. If you’re not interested, we will give some excuse about horoscope or something else and manage it afterwards.”
 
“What nonsense, how can you give that excuse. You asked them to come after matching our horoscopes didn’t you?”
 
“Okay, okay, we’ll tell something else but I saw the boy’s photo he was good looking. I’m sure you will like him.”
 
“Yeah, you alone see the photo as if we are looking for a groom for you, but don’t show it to me,” I said with a bit of irritation.
 
“Watch it, you are going to get it from me, remember who you are talking to. The marriage broker had only one photo and he had another place where he wanted to show that to. Anyway, you are going to see him directly today.”
 
“What a miserly family, can’t even give more than one photo. This is the type of groom you’ve seen for me is it.”
 
“You don’t talk too much, just make sure you come home early,” my mother said with finality.
 
My friend Kavita who was listening to all this asked me,” Hey Swetha, you’ve got a prospective groom coming to see you today is it?”
 
“Yeah, I have to go and stand in front of them like a doll. So humiliating. I don’t like this one bit.”
 
My friend smiled at me and said,” If you had wanted to avoid this you should have at least fallen in love with one of the many guys who were smitten by you. There were enough guys to choose from wasn’t there?”
 
I reflected on what Kavita said,” True but none of them interested me.”
 
Kavita said impishly,” Swetha if this match making goes through there are a lot of guys who are going to be heartbroken.”
 
I smiled at her a bit sheepishly and even a bit shyly. I was made aware that I had very good looks by the number of admirers I had from quite a while ago.
 
“Anyway Swetha, all the best,” Kavita said genuinely pleased for me.
 
“Not me, you should say all the best to whoever he is and he should hope I like him in the first place,” I joked with Kavita but there was truth in that too.
 
“Whatever said and done don’t be so cocky,” Kavita said with a smile but there was no malice in her words or in her heart.
 
That evening his parents, his elder brother and his wife and their kid had come along with him to see me. I was made to dress up attractively (much to my annoyance) and was told to serve tea to all of them. As I served him, he looked at me with a small smile on his face. Hmm the guy looks very smart I said to myself. I was surprised that I had a natural affinity for him when I set my eyes on him for the first time. His family members were all very friendly and I took a liking to them too.
 
“We like the girl a lot, she looks so lovely and she looks like a very calm girl,” my future mother in law said.
 
I was afraid my mom and dad would burst out laughing on hearing this. Me? A very calm girl?”
 
“What do you say?” she asked her son.
 
He whispered something in her ear. She said something in return to which he said something more. I could see that his mother was uncomfortable.
 
“He’s asking for two to three days time to give his answer,” she said clearly embarrassed.
 
I had a rush of anger on hearing this. My mother gripped my hand hard and indicated to me, by her action to be calm. Who does he think he is, would he ever be able to get a better girl than me, these thoughts burned in my mind. They came here very joyfully but I could see regret on the faces of his family members as they left. It seems like everyone in his family liked me instantly except him.
 
After they left, I shouted at my parents,” This was why I didn’t agree to all this in the first place.”
 
“Don’t get upset, women have to be patient, let’s see what they say in two, three days time,” this was my mom.
 
“They will definitely say yes, they will like you ma,” this was my dad.
 
“After this, even if they say yes, I’m not going to agree,” this was me.
 
I went off in a huff to my room and did not come out even though my mother tried to speak to me. I only came out when it was time for dinner. What to do I was hungry. All through dinner my mother tried to pacify me but I refused to be mollified. I silently ate and went back to my room.
 
Next day around 3 pm I received a call from an unknown number. Since it was an unfamiliar number, I ignored it. Soon a call came once again, this time too it was from that number. Okay let’s see who it is I decided and took the call.
 
“Hello, Swetha?”
 
I couldn’t recognise the voice. I said,“Yes? Speaking.”
 
“Hi this is Mahesh.”
 
I bristled hearing that name. It was the man who had come to see me yesterday in my house.
 
“Why are you calling me, shouldn’t you be speaking to my mom or dad,” I said. My irritation was clear in my voice.
 
“No, actually I want to speak to you.”
 
“What is there to speak to me.”
 
“I know you are angry and I can understand that but please just give me about 15 minutes only, I promise I won’t take up more of your time.”
 
Why do men think so big about themselves, he behaved like that yesterday and now he wants to talk to me.  Okay, let it be, this would be a good opportunity to give him a piece of my mind. So, I agreed to meet him.
 
“Thank you, I’ll meet you outside your office at 6pm,” Mahesh said.
 
I called my mom and told her about the situation.
 
My mother was very happy at first till she remembered about my temperament. “Hey Swetha, you be polite and listen to what he has to say. You don’t start scolding him okay? Patience is a virtue remember that,” she pleaded with me.
 
Exactly at 5.58pm he parked his car in front of my office. The man is punctual, at least that can be said about him. His eyes were searching for me here and there. Two young women who were working in my office kept turning their heads and gave admiring glances at him as they walked past. I don’t know why that irritated me. He is nothing to me so why should I get irritated if any stupid female admires him.
 
I walked up to him and said,” Hello I’m over here. Okay tell me, what is this all about.” I was very business like in how I spoke.
 
I saw his face brighten when he saw me. His face broke in a pleasant smile. “Shall we have a drink or coffee as we talk,” he asked.
 
“That won’t be necessary, just tell me what you want to say,” I replied tersely.
 
“Please, it’s a personal matter, let’s not talk like this. How about, if we go to that hotel.”
 
He pointed out a three-star hotel that was located quite near my office. I pondered what to do for a few moments then agreed to his request. There were very few patrons at the restaurant/lounge of the hotel. We chose a corner and sat down. Immediately a waiter came to serve us.
 
“What will you have?” he asked me.
 
“I don’t want anything, you go ahead,” I said.
 
He looked at me pleadingly. “I know you are very annoyed with me but please have something.”
 
I didn’t want to make a scene with the waiter still hovering around us waiting for our orders.
 
“Okay, I leave it to you, anything would do.”
 
“Two orange juices,” he ordered to the waiter and turned to face me after the waiter left.
 
“You are very upset that I didn’t say okay to you yesterday, isn’t that so?” he asked with a kind smile.
 
“What is there to be upset, it’s your wish,” I replied, the annoyance in my voice belying my words.
 
“To tell you the truth I liked you when I first saw your photo. That’s why I agreed to come with my parents. You were even more lovely when I saw you directly.”
 
I was puzzled. He said he needed time but now he is laying it on thick in his compliments. Then why did he not say okay yesterday. My anger was overcome by my puzzlement.
 
He understood what I was thinking by the expression on my face.
 
“Swetha, it was not important that I liked you, it was more important that you liked me.”
 
I was astonished at his words. He was almost echoing what I said to my friend Kavita – ‘it’s not that the guy must like me, I must like him first.’
 
“Then why didn’t you say this yesterday?”
 
“No. I thought it was important to know about your wishes first. I tried to get your contact details or office number first but that broker refused to divulge any information.”
 
“Didn’t you realise that when I agreed for you to come and see me, I was also okay with this?” I said.
 
“Sometimes the parents force the girl to agree, I didn’t want that to be in your case.”
 
If that is what he thought then he doesn’t know me. No one can force me to do anything.
 
“Well you could have asked to speak to me alone and got my opinion yesterday.” I was not letting him get off easy. I needed to probe further.
 
“In that case, that would have indicated that I am interested and if I had said no after that, the suspicion for the rejection would have fallen on you.”
 
If I had really been in love with someone, I am the type who is bold enough to directly tell my parents and face any opposition head on but how was Mahesh to know about this.
 
“So, what you’re saying is that you like me?”
 
Mahesh smiled, “I know I look like a fool but I’m not that big a fool. Which idiot would say he doesn’t like you.”
 
I laughed out when he said this. Now happiness filled my heart. I could see him and really relax for the first time since we met today.
 
“I decided to come to your house only after I had already made up my mind that I would very much like you to be a part of my life. I know how much pain it would cause a woman if someone comes to see her and reject her afterwards. I do not like that to happen .. to any girl.”
 
I liked the empathy he had for the plight of the woman. He seems to really value the feelings of a woman. I started getting respect for him.
 
“So, tell me, are you agreeable to marry me? You are not in love with someone else by any chance?” He was looking at me with hope and a little bit of trepidation as far as I can notice.
 
“Are you testing me to see if I have a boyfriend before?” I was once more irritated.
 
“No don’t mistake me. If you had been sincerely in love with someone and it had broken up, it’s not an issue for me at all. You are very beautiful. It will be a surprise only if no one else proposed to you before. I was stunned when I saw your photo for the first time. I can guess the effect you would have had on others.”
 
I didn’t answer him instead asked him,” Have you been in love with someone else and that relationship had broken off?”
 
“I had a crush on a couple of girls. I was getting close to a college mate too but nothing really developed between us and we lost contact after our graduation. So, there is no love story to tell,” he said.
 
“You haven’t told me your decision?” his eagerness coupled with anxiety was evident in his voice.
 
I looked at his face. He was very anxious, I could see it on his face. For what he did yesterday I too pretended to be seriously considering his question as I looked at his face.
 
“Please don’t look like that. I’m so scared that you would say no. My heart has never beat this fast before.”
 
I controlled the smile that threatened to break on my face.
 
“You don’t know how many temples I went and prayed in this morning so that you would not reject me,” he said with a puppy dog expression.
 
I couldn’t control myself anymore. I burst out laughing. “I’m not going to be responsible for you to get a heart attack, I agree too.”
 
When I saw the sheer delight on his face when I said that, it filled my heart with joy too.  

[SUDDHODHON]

You know man, you are a good story teller. Try to main stream Indian English literature. All the best.

[paamu_buss]

Really a good guy? But why on affair with colleague? Interesting...

[NovelNavel]

Lovely update

[game40it]

You know man, you are a good story teller.  Try to main stream Indian English literature.  All the    best.

That would require a proper plot and better writing than this I feel. I just enjoy writing what I can.

[game40it]

Thanks for all the comments.

Episode 10 (Flashback – continued)

 
At that time the waiter brought us the drinks we ordered. We silently sipped our drinks each with our own thoughts. It dawned on us that we had just accepted the fact that we are going to spend the rest of our lives together.
 
“Excuse me,” I said, “I have to go to the ladies.”
 
He just smiled broadly and nodded his head. I could see he was beaming much more than one would naturally expect. It just showed how happy he was. He must really, really like me. The first thing I did when I went into the ladies room was examine my looks. I was not bothered about it before as I was angry and was meeting him reluctantly, but now I was conscious about my looks. Luckily, I had applied some lipstick before I left the office. Now I freshened it more and took out my small hair brush from my handbag and combed my hair a bit. Satisfied at how I look, I took my mobile phone and called my mother. My mother must have been on tenterhooks waiting for my call. She immediately answered the phone.
 
“Swetha, did you see him .. did he talk to you .. what did he say, where are you now,” she rattled off without giving me a chance to speak.
 
“Cool ma, cool. Let me speak. If you keep talking like this, how can I reply.”
 
“Sorry dear, I was so anxious. This is a very good match for you, that’s why.”
 
“Okay, okay, listen, he said he likes me very much.”
 
“Oh, thank god, you gave me really good news,” my mother was delighted on hearing this.
 
I smiled here on hearing how happy my mom was. “I’m talking from the ladies. He is waiting for me, bye, I’ll talk to you later.
 
“Okay but don’t be too long,” this was the conservative part of my mom speaking.
 
“Okay, okay, I’ll come soon. I’m not going to run away with him now itself and start living with him.”
 
“Idiot, where that slipper now ...,” she threatened but she was too delighted to be annoyed by my banter. You make sure you don’t talk too much, like this and speak to him properly like a demure girl.”
 
“Okay maam, I’ll go and speak to him like a small innocent baby,” I said laughingly as I cut the phone.
 
“Sorry to have kept you waiting,” I said as I sat down.
 
“No problem at all, it’s okay.”
 
“Tell me about yourself. What are your interests, hobbies, likes,” he was still addressing me in respectful terms used by people who are still acquaintances.
 
“Let me first tell you about what I don’t like,” I replied.
 
He looked at me curiously, wanting to know what I meant.
 
“First thing is I don’t like you calling me with respectful terms. Just call me as you would a friend.”
 
“Okay in that case, you too just call me Mahesh,” he replied.
 
I started talking about myself and he asked some questions in between and made me talk more about myself. I liked it that he was a good listener. In fact I thought I may have revealed more about myself than I intended.
 
“I’m the one who is talking. You have not said anything about yourself,” I said finally.
 
“No, it’s that I couldn’t take my eyes off your face. I just kept admiring you as you spoke.”
 
My face reddened as sudden shyness overtook me. Swetha being demure, I thought to myself, will wonders never cease. To hide my bashfulness, I asked him in return,” So you were just looking at my face and didn’t listen to anything I said.”
 
“Nothing like that, I was both listening to what you said and admiring you at the same time.”
 
I looked at him in mock reproach. “Well, not today, but I’ll test you another day and see if you can repeat what I told you about myself today.”
 
He just smiled when I said that. Even for this is a smile the only answer from him, I thought to myself. He looked quite handsome when he smiled .. I too was admiring him without his knowing. (In fact, if one were to compare between my husband and Shiva as far as facial look alone is concerned, my husband was the more handsome between the two of them. At five feet nine inches of height, he was also fairly well built. Not the body builder type of build of Shiva but firm muscled. As he spoke to me that day, I felt I was slowly falling in love with him. Did those feeling arise because in my mind I had accepted that he was going to be my future husband, I couldn’t say. However, one thing was sure, even if this was not the scenario, I still would have been attracted to him.
 
I’ve never had this feeling for another man before. We spoke not as two people who have just met but like we have known each other for a long time. I felt very comfortable being with him .. actually he made me feel comfortable when I was with him. I didn’t know how time flew and before we knew it, it was already dinner time. Even though I declined he insisted on buying me dinner. By that time my mother had already called three time. Since the phone was on silent mode, I ignored her calls. I was only with her future son in law and not someone else. So why was she unnecessarily worrying. It was nine in the evening when the watchman opened the gate and my scooty entered into my apartment complex. As the watchman was about to close the gate, I saw his car turn back. He saw that I had noticed him and he waved to me as he drove away. Without me being aware he had followed me to ensure that I reached home safely. Okay that’s one more plus for him. As I entered my home my mother had a hundred questions, or it seemed like that. My answers to all her questions were monosyllabic which irritated her further.
 
Finally, I told my mom,” His parents will call you tomorrow.”
 
“Alright, you quickly take bath and have your dinner,” My mom told me.
 
“No need, your future son in law bought me dinner. I didn’t let him off easy, I made sure it was a big bill,” I said smiling at my mother.
 
“I know my daughter .. very capable of doing all this. Poor Mahesh, he doesn’t know what he is letting himself into.” My mom too said with a huge smile on her face.
 
“He is not your son in law yet but you are already worrying for him,” I said with my hands on the hips.
 
I stared at my mother as my father was listening to the conversation between his wife and his daughter. Even though he didn’t say anything I could see the happiness in his face.
 
“I’m going to have my bath then going to sleep,” I said though the time was not even ten yet.
 
“We know, you won’t have time to talk with us anymore,” My mother mocked me.
 
“Well my dear mom, as long as you understand that, well and good,” I said as I cheekily turned my back to them and walked into my bedroom.
 
I took a leisurely bath. My mind was full of what had happened this evening. I had gone to work in a bad mood. Even my friend Kavita couldn’t speak to me as I barked at everyone for every little thing.  From this Kavita had deduced that things had not gone well for me yesterday. She too must have thought discretion would be better at this point and avoided talking to me unless necessary. How things changed by that evening. I was reflecting how it was that I had become so fond of someone in such a short period of time. It had never happened to me before. We just seemed to have naturally hit it off from the beginning. After finishing my bath and dressing up for bed. I lay down with the phone beside me ready at hand. For a long time, it did not ring. As time went on, I was becoming impatient. I kept staring at the phone.
 
“What is this man doing it’s reaching 10.30 in the night and he has still not called,” I was mumbling to myself.
 
 “If he doesn’t call tonight, he is going to get it,” I promised myself ominously.
 
Just as I was thinking that my phone rang. My hearted lifted in joy but I did not want him to think that I was just eagerly waiting only for his call and I just let the phone ring. After It had stopped it was more than five minutes and he still had not called back a second time. This time I became worried, I cursed myself for not attending his call. Luckily, he called just then. This time I took the phone after three rings lest he keep it down once more.
 
“Hello, Mahesh, tell me,” I still couldn’t get myself to call him dear or baby. It still felt awkward.
 
“Hi Swetha, were you getting ready to sleep?”
 
“Yeah, I was just about to when you called.”
 
“Oh, in that case never mind, I’ll call you tomorrow. “
 
Good god, what a dunce this man is I thought to myself. I better speak quickly or he’ll cut the phone. “No, it’s okay, I don’t feel sleepy yet. Why did you call?”
 
“I just felt like talking to you.”
 
“We spoke for so long just now and you like to talk with me some more?” I said as if astounded but very pleased inside.
 
“No matter how long I talk with you it will never be enough.”
 
“I know, before marriage our words would be very sweet for you but after marriage you men would scold your wives in irritation if they want to have a conversation with you.”
 
“I would never say that to you, your voice is something I will never get fed up of hearing.”
 
“Let’s see, how true this is going to be after marriage,” I needled, him.
 
He too did not give in. “You are going to see that for sure after marriage Swetha,” he spoke to me warmly.
 
These were all very new feelings for me. If only I knew that falling in love would feel so wonderful, I should have done this idiotic thing long ago. This thing cannot be forced on isn’t it, I admonished myself. It comes naturally when your right man come along. The right man has finally come into my life.
 
“Swetha, it’s not only your voice that I would never become fed up of,” Mahesh said and did not say anything further.
 
He expected me to ask what else it was. I took the bait. “What else you won’t become fed up off.”
 
I could hear him laugh softly. This future husband of mine can be quite bold and naughty I thought to myself. We had just about told our liking for each other and he was getting ready to be naughty straightaway. However, this playfulness coming from him felt so right and pleasing.
 
“If I tell you Swetha you must not get angry with me okay?”
 
I thought to myself, should I let him go further at this point of our relationship or should I wait a bit more.
 
“No, no, I think it’s better I not know about it.”
 
“Sure, you don’t want to know,” he teased me.
 
“No, I’m sure.”
 
“Why, Swetha?”
 
“You will say something bad and I would feel very shy,” I replied.
 
“Would I say something bad to my sweetheart,” Mahesh said.
 
He called me sweetheart for the first time. In fact, it was the first time a man was calling me sweetheart. I felt a surge of joy in my heart.
 
“No, you don’t have to say anything now to your sweetheart,” I replied.
 
He laughed out loud on the phone. We spoke unaware of time flying by. I am usually asleep by 11.30 pm when I have office the next day but today, I didn’t feel one bit sleepy. It was around 2.30 am that we realised how long we had spoken. My phone itself felt hot as I had been speaking with the phone being charged as we had been speaking for so long. He was the one who phoned so the bill was going to be on his head. He should start getting ready to pay huge phone bills.
 
These thoughts of how wonderfully our relationship started was causing me so much distress now when that very relationship was in great turmoil and risk. I felt morose at the situation I was in not realising that I had part responsibility for matters to reach this terrible state. I don’t know how I fell asleep with all these disturbing thoughts in my mind. I was awakened from my fitful sleep by a very pleasant feeling that was running through in my body.

[Johnnythedevil]

Very interesting update

[paamu_buss]

Looks puzzled...