Adultery Sruthi - A Complicated Woman by Dilip Sexist

[krish]

Me - What do you mean?

Pandian - When she accepted to do this, it was because she didn't really need to have sex with him. That is not a proper test for her friendship and loyalty. This is a great opportunity to test this

Me - That is too much

Pandian - Do you really think she is going to feel bad for getting fucked like this?

Me - She loves sex. But sex with that guy is not what anyone would love

Pandian - Come on. She had sex with the ugly old men. Vivek belongs to that league.

Me - What do you want to do now?

Pandian - Let Vivek have his way with her. The test is to see if she decides to give up on the us and tell the truth that we planned it for her. I say she will bail out on us and tell him about the camera.

Me - Won't that end up be a problem for us?

Pandian - No. We still have the video. That would expose the truth about Shruti. If she undergoes it without telling a single word about our plan, we have got a good friend

Me - Butttttt...

Pandian - What but? Just sit and watch

This is what happened Dilip. I was also a bit drunk to take wise decisions. I will forward the complete video to you. That viagra seemed to have a telling effect on him and Shruti had a pretty bad night. Watch it if you have a strong heart. But the outcome is Shruti proved her friendship and Pandian had to eat his own words. We will apologize to her separately tomorrow. Also, Pandian had given her an imported tablet that will prevent pregnancy. So, don't worry after you watch the video

[krish]

Santosh's narration ends —————————

I said bye to him. I got the video link in five minutes. I opened it and watched. It was an 8 hour video. It started with their conversation which Santosh told. I forwarded it to the moment he tore away her dresses. 

Vivek removed his dresses sitting on her stomach. Shruti tried punching him an his chest and stomach. Nothing worked. Vivek looked funny when he was nude. He had a huge pot belly. His dick was just 4 inch in length. It was not even visible above his belly. I thought there is no way he could have done anything bad to Shruti. He put Shruti's legs on his shoulders and inserted it in her pussy while biting her legs. I watched it continuously for 15 minutes. Nothing changed. Shruti was still moaning. But she was not loving it in any way. I then forwarded it by another 15 minutes. He was in the same position fucking her. Shruti looked totally exhausted with just small movements now and then. At times, Vivek pulled his dick back and pushed it in completely with force. Shruti shrieked at those times. Otherwise nothing was happening. I forwarded it to another half an hour. They were in the same position. This time Shruti was totally motionless. Her eyes were open. But she didn't move an inch. He was still fucking her like an animal. He slapped her once in a while to wake her up and asked her to make some noise. But she couldn't. Both of them were sweating hard even in the air conditioned room. Vivek fell on her body. I thought everything was over. But his ass was till moving to and fro. He lay on her breast. Held her shoulders with both hands and put all his power to fuck her even hard. Shruti jerked for every push. It was a horrible scene to watch for me.

[krish]

The big fat black guy was lying on my beautiful  wife with fair body. Below her breast, I couldn't see Shruti's body at all. It was totally covered by the beast. I could just see her ankles below him which moved every time he pushed his dick insider her. She suddenly started crying. I couldn't hear it properly. He beat her shoulders slowly and asked him to get up. From their body language I felt that she told him he couldn't hold his weight anymore. He then moved aside and asked her to ride him. There was no way she would be able to do that. She was already exhausted. But he made her sit on his dick which was erect even now. It turned out the viagra tablet was too powerful. Shruti rode him for 2 minutes. But she couldn't do it anymore and fell limp on his body. But he pushed her and made her sit upright, held her shoulders and tried to make her move. Shruti tried to gyrate her ass on his dick. But he didn't like it. He held her tightly and started pushing his ass up and down to fuck her. Shruti tried to stay in this position for sometime. She got tired and moved down to suck his dick. She sucked it as hard as possible. But within 2 minutes, he pulled her up. Shruti begged her to stop this. But Vivek was also drunk. He was in no mood to listen. He made her lie on the bed on her side. He lay on the bed on his side facing her. He lifted one leg of Shruti and placed it over his thighs and started fucking her. This position was better for Shruti as she didn't have to spend her energy anymore. I forwarded the video again and again for almost an hour. At last, he held her hair and dragged her to a dressing table nearby. Shruti couldn't stand properly. I saw her body was full of sweat, her crotch and inner thighs were dark reddish. Her face looked like a mess.

[krish]

He made her stand in front of the mirror. He was shorter than her. He stood behind her and pulled her hair down towards him. Shruti had to bend her head backwards. He fucked her pussy from behind for around 10 minutes. Shruti fell down multiple times. But he lifted her up and fucked her. Shruti then balanced herself by placing two hands on the dressing table. Vivek lifted her face up to make sure she looked at her face in the mirror while fucking her. By the end of the 10 minutes, He started ejaculating. He was screaming like a godzilla and his whole body was shaking too hard. Shruti also started screaming. A river of sperm started flowing out of her pussy. If she had been in her fertile window, she would have been definitely pregnant. The sperm leaked out of her pussy like waterfalls. They fell down on the floor. Vivek crawled his way back to the bed. But Shruti lay there limp on the floor. They slept till midnight. I forwarded the video till then. Then I saw him wake up and he went to Shruti to wake her up. She woke up but told him not to do anything.

Vivek took the hotel phone and made a call. He sat down wearing a towel. After 15 minutes. The bell rang. He went to the door and got something. It was some food and soft drinks. He woke Shruti up and asked her to eat them. Vivek just had one coke. Once Shruti was done with the food, he dragged her to the bed. Made her lie on the bed face down. Shruti was down flat. He then mounted her from behind. Shruti made some feeble attempts to push him away. But he held her tightly to the bed. This time, he fucked her ass. 

[krish]

I couldn't watch it anymore. I forwarded it till the end. From the glimpses I saw, He had fucked her ass for another hour. Then he also collapsed on the bed and fell asleep. Shruti lay there on the bed with her asshole filled with cum. Around morning 4 AM, the door opened. It was Pandian and Santhosh. They had key to the room which they were supposed to use to save her. Both were concerned about Shruthi. They lifted her on her shoulders. Pandian took her dresses and they went out. The video didn't have anything after that.

I finished watching it in my laptop and someone touched my shoulders. It was Shruti. She asked me "Will Pandian stop hating me now?"

Chapter 22

Shruti took rest throughout the Saturday. She ate well and slept. Sunday, she was a bit fresh. But she went to bed after having breakfast. We had a small conversation in our Whatsapp group

Santosh - Every thing is ready. We just have to show this video to Vivek and blackmail him to get the hike and promotions we need. Thanks to Shruti for the amazing sacrifice she made for us.

Bharath - I just saw the video. I am extremely sorry Shruti. I was totally drunk that night and fell asleep. If I were in proper senses, I would have definitely come to save you

Aarthi - I left the guys to save you and went to sleep. I don't know what happened. As a woman, I know how you would have felt. Take care of yourselves. Rest throughout the weekend. We all love you so much. You are the best friend we could ever get. Take care dear

[krish]

Shruti replied after 2 hours

Shruti - Thanks for all your kind words guys. I will do anything for you guys. Disappointing to see that the guy who actually doubted me and made me undergo this didn't even care to ask me how I am.

Santosh - How did you know it was him?

Shruti - I knew that you guys actually cared for me. The only guy who could possibly be responsible for this is Pandian. And I was actually awake when you called Dilip yesterday morning.

Santosh - That was too bad of him

That was when the bell rang. I opened the door. It was Pandian. He was standing there with a bouquet of flowers in his hand. He saw me and apologized immediately "I am so sorry man. I hope she is not injured or anything"

Me - No injury as such. Just tired.

Pandian - Nice.. Where is she?

I pointed him to the bed room. He went in and gave her the bouquet. Shruti sat upright on her bed seeing him. He gave her the bouquet, said sorry and left.

I looked confused and asked Shruti "what happened to him?"

Shruti smiled and said "His ego wont let him to see me as a friend yet. But at least I am not his enemy anymore."

Me - You are a good mind reader. By the way, your fertility window starts tomorrow right?

Shruti - Yes dear. That is why I am taking as much rest as possible. Hope you avoided masturbation for the past 3 days.. I want you to store all your sperm cells for me

[krish]

Me - Almost leaked them out after seeing that video. But I controlled it at the last moment

Shruti - You sick bastard. You got horny seeing your wife being ravaged by that beast?

Me - I will get horny if I see you get fucked. Doesn't matter who.

She kissed me and then fell asleep. We went to the office on Monday. Shruti was back to her normal self.

Once we reached office. Everyone in our team went to Shruti's place one by one to check if she is fine. They were happy to see her smiling. Aarthi and Shruti had a long discussion. Aarthi told it was a good thing that Vivek had such a short dick. It would have been a big problem if his dick was very long. Pandian also came and asked if she was fine and went. Everyone smiled.

Vivek came to the office. He didn't face any of us and went directly to the manager's room. Managers in our office had a separate private room. Santosh followed him to his room. Then both of them went to a meeting room. Santosh waved us all to come inside the meeting room. We went in. Santhosh connected his laptop and started playing that video. Vivek asked him to stop it

Vivek - Was this a master plan to get me into this?

Santosh - That is none of your business. We could spoil both your personal and professional life with it. I could forward a part of the clip to the HR team and get you fired or to your wife and get you a divorce.

Vivek - What do you want?

Santosh - We want good ratings for all of the team members

Vivek - That is not possible now. I have already submitted the review

Santosh - That is a lie. You can modify the reviews till the end of the week

Vivek - How can I give good review to everyone? The management wont believe

Santosh - You can make it happen. You are the manager. Comparatively speaking, our team members get the lowest hike in the office. You are doing this so that you can get good name from your manager and get better salary. For this one year, shut up and sacrifice your hike and bonus for the team's sake

Vivek - I shouldn't have even come to the resort party

Santosh - That is your problem. Are you accepting the deal now?

[krish]

Vivek - Do I have a choice?

Santosh - Not that I know of

Vivek - Ok.. I will get 20 percent hike for all of you. Is that fine?

Santosh - 20 percent? Are you kidding me? Whey are we going to do such a big thing to get 20 percent hike

Vivek - How much do you want?

Santosh - 40 percent

Vivek - Don't joke. You know that it is totally impossible to get so much hike in our company. The maximum I could go is till 30 percent. Even that is not simple

Santosh - If 30 percent is possible, I want you to get that for us. We don't care about how difficult it is

Vivek - It is hard to get 30 percent for everyone. I need to get lower hike for at least one person

Pandian - I have a plan for that. You don't have to give me any hike at all

Vivek - Really? What else do you want then? 

Pandian - Initiate VISA process for me. I want to work in Europe for a year

Vivek - I can initiate work visa processing anytime. But the Europe team manager must be willing to hire you

Pandian - I will take care of that

Vivek - Whatever.. I think I can do that

Pandian - Fine

Vivek - Shall I ask you something?

Santosh - Yes.. Go ahead.

Vivek - How long were you guys planning this?

Santosh - Ha ha. Good question. We planned this just one week back

Vivek - How did Shruti accept for such a horrible plan?

Santosh - That is a big story. You don't have to know that

Vivek - Why did you do this Shruti? I have always been an encouraging manager for you. You have always received good salary hike from me. Then why did you do this against me

[krish]

Shruti - Sorry, Vivek. To be frank, you were not giving the hike for my performance. If I really performed well, you would have given me promotion. You gave me hike because that way, no one else will know

Bharath - Oh.. Our manager had planned a separate route to court Shruti. We didn't know that

Vivek - Yes. You are right. I am a dirty minded person and I paid the price for it. Sorry for everything. Hope this stays within our team

Vivek left. We all celebrated our success. Everyone hugged Shruti in the room. Bharath, the usual naughty guy he is, pressed Shruti's ass tightly. Shruti slapped him playfully. Pandian came to her and gave her a friendly hug. Shruti's face glowed brightly. She told "If I had known you will try to move to Europe with my help, I wouldn't have done this at all"

Pandian Why Shruti? Do you hate me

Shruti - No. I never hated you. Just thought I could taste you sometime

Pandian - I don't think there is a chance. Remember lady, your fertility window starts today. Save your body for Dilip

[krish]

Shruti - Yes I will(giving him a romantic smile)

They finished talking and looked around to find the rest of the team staring at them intently. I didn't know how to react. I hated Pandian forever. But I was happy that he had become friendly with Shruti. Given that we were planning to have child and he was going abroad, I didn't have to fear that he will bed Shruti 

Santosh - So. You guys are going to start attempting today. Can you show us a live telecast?

Aarthi - Yes. It would be a great idea. It is funny and ironical that, we have seen everyone fuck Shruti but not her own husband

Shruti - Cheeee.. I feel shy

Bharath - Wow.. Look at that. This is the first time I have seen her shy. Have you guys seen it?

Shruti - Shut up. I was just kidding. We can have a video conference tonight. Pandian, you will also join?

Pandian - No, thanks

Shruti - Why? Is it because you will feel jealous?

Pandian - Shut up, bitch. I think I need to deal with you like before. You are doing too much if I talk to you with some respect

Shruti - Stop calling me bitch, you beast

Pandian - You are always a bitch

Shruti - Get lost beast

[krish]

Everyone had hearty laugh and went to work.

We went home in the evening, set up video conference. Santosh, Aarthi and Bharath joined. We had lights on so that they can see us clearly. I did everything she liked. Licking her legs, ass and pussy. She was having sex HER WAY after a long time. She was aroused a lot. I licked her pussy for around 30 minutes and juices were flowing fast. I put her in missionary position with pillow under her ass which gives her a better chance of pregnancy. I was able to fuck her continuously for 10 minutes. For some reason Shruti was much more excited and noisy than she was normally with me. She screamed "Aaaaaahhhhh.. Fuck me... You animal.. Fuck me..." I couldn't understand why she was shouting like that. But her voice excited me more. I fucked her so fast. She had her eyes closed all the time. She screamed non-stop till we both climaxed together and I deposited all my sperm into her body. The last words she shouted were "Aaaahhhh.. Fuck me you beast.. I love you Pandian"

[krish]

Chapter 23

I ejaculated hard in her pussy but I had a big problem to worry about. My wife just shouted another guy's name when I was fucking her. Shruti got back her senses after she had orgasmed and gave a guilty look at me. I rolled aside on the bed. The guys on the video conference just giggled. I asked them to log off. There was a pin drop silence. I was lying next to her . Shruti started talking after 10 minutes

Shruti - Sorry.. Dilip

Me - Were you thinking about him when I was fucking you?

Shruti - Yes.. I don't want to lie to you. I was thinking about him. Does that make you so angry? You have seen me having sex with others. Why does this bother you?

Me - I don't know. Maybe it is just him. If you had told someone else's name, I wouldn't have worried much

Shruti - Come on. He doesn't tell bad things about me these days. Why do you still hate him?

Me - He doesn't say anything to you. But it's the way he sees me. Nowadays, he doesn't talk much with me. He looks down at me and belittles me. I don't know why

Shruti - Yes. I have noticed that

Me - Keeping that aside. Why are you suddenly getting too close with him? You managed to stay away from him for a long time after marriage. What happened now?

Shruti - I was able to control myself before the resort thing happened. I went by their plan in the resort only to make sure that they become our friends. Or else they would have blackmailed us forever. But something unplanned happened that day

[krish]

Me - What was that?

Shruti - Did Santosh tell you that we were at the swimming pool playing?

Me - Yes. He told you were in bikini and Pandian removed it

Shruti - When I got into the pool itself I saw Pandian wearing just his trunks. When he got out of the water in the middle I saw him clearly. Two things struck me. One was his body. He was tall, muscular and very hairy

Me - Didn't you know that before?

Shruti - I had a vague idea. But to see him with just his boxers was a whole different thing. He looked like a powerful beast. His chest was so muscular. I have never scene such a muscular chest even with hollywood heroes. They were so big and strong. There was lot of hair and he looked so manly. His shoulders were even better than his chest. The shoulder muscles were raising up to his neck. His biceps, triceps and forearms... aaaaahhhhh

She closed her eyes and started fingering herself while she was speaking

Me - What happened Shruti? Remember, we have decided to put an end to all this

Shruti - Yes I know. I just couldn't get him off my mind.

Me - If we do it properly this week, we may know the results soon and you will have to stop having sex with others too

Shruti - Yes. Above all, he won't be interested in doing this. I should give up on my dreams

[krish]

Me - Ok.. You told that two things struck you. What was the other one?

Shruti - When he was outside the water I also saw his tool shape on the boxers

Me - What?? Enough.. Stop talking now

Shruti - No.. Aaaahhh.. You should hear it. It was a bit bent inside his boxers. So it definitely was not erect. But even when it was not erect it would have been around 7 inches in length. Much longer than your erect dick

Me - Now stop this

I couldn't control my dick from getting erect after hearing all this. Shruti took my dick in her hands

Shruti - Mmmmmm.. I can't stop thinking about it. I was curious to see how big it gets when it is erect. You know what I did?

Me - Please don't tell.. Aaahhh.

Shruti - Hear it pussy boy. When he took away my dress and I was trying to get it from him, I actually used the chance and put my hands on his dick. I hugged him from behind. With one hand I tried to get my dress and with other hand I was actually pressing his dick over his boxers. I got the dick erect. Yes. Your wife put her hand on that beast's dick to get it erect and check its size. Are you hearing this?

Me - Aaaahhhh. Yes I am listening. But don't talk about him to me. Please

Shruti - It got erect. I felt it. Though I couldn't see it in the water, i felt it. It was definitely more than 10 inch long. And you should hear how thick his dick was

Me - Noooooo

Now Shruti was sitting between my legs holding my dick and shagging it. I pushed her to the bed, mounted on her and started fucking her again

 

[Renjith]

Super bro

[krish]

Shruti - I couldn't hold his dick completely with my palm. Then imagine how big it was... Aaaahhh

Me - You liked it?

Shruti - Of course I liked it. It was like holding a huge pipe. Aaaahhhh.. You still hate me getting horny for him?

Me - Noo... I won't hate you even if you have sex with him

Shruti - Yeah... Aaaahhhh. His dick was bigger than your forearms. His arms were bigger than your thighs. He could lift me up like a toy and fuck me for a week continuously without taking rest. Aaahhhh. He could just pick me up with one hand throw me around like a toy. I could try all crazy positions with him.

Me - Mmmmm.. But you don't like guys handling you like that

Shruti - Come on dumb ass. You know that I like to dominate and also being dominated. Pandian is the perfect dominant I could ever ask for.. 

She was getting closer to orgasm

Me - But it is too late

Shruti - Shut up.. Don't spoil my mood. Pandian's dick.. Aaaahhhh.. Aaahhhh.. Cum inside Pandian.. Aaaaaaaahhhh

We reached orgasm together again. We lay on the bed nude hugging and looking at each other. She said "Don't worry about it. That was just my lusty side speaking. I will not try for him. Getting a child is important for us"

[krish]

Chapter 24

The next day, we went to office. Pandian threw a wicked smile at us. Definitely someone must have told what happened. It must have been Bharath. I couldn't face him. Shruti smiled at him. We went to our respective places. We decided not to talk about this. We refused any video conference after that incident. For one week, till her fertility window was over, no one touched her. A week after that, their games started. They told they wanted to make the best use of her before her pregnancy. The guys started to take more and more risks. Even though it was not her fertility window, Shruti forced them to wear condoms all the time. Santosh took her to his house thrice a week and Bharath came to our house over the weekends and stayed here for two days. It was pretty much non-stop fucking for Shruti.

Guys got more brave during that time. They took riskier moves. Both Bharath and Santosh went to Shruti's place whenever they are free and pressed her boobs. They even took her boobs out of her dress sometimes. Normally, one guy will play with her while the other guy watches if anyone is coming near. Then they will switch positions. Sometimes, they will make her kneel and give a blowjob to them. Just to make things more thrilling, once Bharath was getting a blowjob from Shruti. His friend from another team was walking down the opposite lane. He was not in a position to see Shruti. But he talked to him for around 10 minutes, while Shruti was giving him blowjob. 

One day, we went early morning to office for a meeting. Bharath was so much horny that day. He took her to the mens restroom. He took her to a toilet cubicle. I was at my desk when I got a call from Bharath. He asked me to come to take condoms from Shruti's bag and come to the restroom. I went to the restroom and shouted his name, he opened a cubicle door and asked me to give the condoms. I took a glance inside when I gave the condoms, Shruti was sitting on the toilet commode with her legs placed on the two walls of the cubicle. Of course, she was nude. He had put a lot of tissue paper inside her mouth to stop her from screaming. I gave the condoms and came back to my place. I was nervous and didn't know what to do. After fucking her for 10 minutes, Bharath came to his place with her dresses. Shruti was nowhere to be seen. He gathered the team and told "Shruti has been locked in the toilet. She is nude. Anyone who wants to fuck her can go and have her there. My mobile is with her. If anyone wanted a round with her, you could send a text to signal her to open the door when you enter the washroom"

Santosh and Bharath went there from time to time. Pandian told he didn't want to go. Shruti was in the gents restroom cubicle without a single piece of cloth throughout the day. In the afternoon, when Bharath was coming out of the room, our manager Vivek saw Shruti inside. He waited till Bharath left. After making sure no one was there, he knocked on the door. Shruti didn't respond. He knocked multiple times. He then shouted "Shruti. I know you are inside. Now let me in or I will tell about this to everyone"

[krish]

Shruti - Yes. Go ahead and do it. We still have your video. I will make sure that you get screwed for that

Vivek - Come on. You are letting everyone do it. Wont you let me? Please?

Shruti - That is like a good boy. If you want it ask for it. Don't try to blackmail me

Vivek - Will you let me in?

Shruti - Why? You fucked me like an animal for a whole night. You are still not tired of me

Vivek - Who will get tired of having sex with a beautiful  woman like you?

Shruti - Aaaaahhh.. Enough of the lies. 

Vivek - Please Shruti.. 

Shruti - Ok.. Come in and finish it soon. You have only 5 minutes time

Santosh went for the next round and was shocked to see Vivek coming out of it. He came back after having a go at her. Santosh then took her clothes and went back to the room. Shruti dressed up, and came to our place. Santosh asked her "Seriously. You did it with Vivek?"

Shruti - Sorry. He was so convincing

Bharath - Still. Even after what happened in the resort, you opened your legs for him? You are a certified slut

Shruti - Come on. What happened there was because of your plan. I did it for you. He had always been a good manager for me

Pandian - Wow. Suddenly the bitch is supporting that bastard

Shruti - Stop it. I thought we are friends now

Pandian - Yes. We are friends now. But still you are a bitch

Shruti - Whatever.. Listen guys. The truth is I felt a bit bad for Vivek when you were blackmailing. He fucked me like that because of the trap you laid for him. So I could not refuse when he asked today. This was a chance for me to make up for what I did to him

Pandian - Good joke. Tell us this was a chance for you to get another dick

Shruti - Think whatever you want

That was when Vivek came there

Vivek - Hey guys. If you don't mind, can I suggest something

Santosh - What? You want to go to the resort again?

Everyone laughed

[krish]

Vivek - Not that.. If you want to do such things, you can do it in my room. It is manager room. You can close the door inside. You can have complete privacy. Even the security camera in my room doesn't work. Rest rooms are too risky

Santosh - Wow. You want us to fuck Shruti in your room so that you can keep a watch on her all the time?

Vivek - I just wanted to help you guys. I thought about what happened during the past weeks and felt. I decided to change my attitude. There is no use saving the money for the company.I could better give better hikes to you and keep you happy

Santosh - That is a good decision. But if you are talking like that to get Shruti again, we have to say it is kind of late. She is planning for pregnancy soon. We hardly have a month

Vivek - Oh. That is sad to hear. But can I ask something? You can use my room whenever you want. I wont force anyone out. Can I just have her once a day?

Bharath - That sounds like a good plan only. It is difficult for us to just play with her boobs in her place. We get a chance like that very rarely. Now that she is going to get pregnant, We need to user her as much as possible. 

Santosh - Yes. That sounds like a good plan. We will take her to Vivek's room whenever we feel like doing her. Vivek will get a chance with her for one round in the evening. Is that ok for you, Vivek?

Vivek - Yes. That is fine

[krish]

So that was the routine from that day. Shruti pretty much stayed in Vivek's room all the time. She hardly had chance to wear her dress. She was getting fucked round the clock. After this arrangement, Santosh didn't take her home. But Bharath continued coming to our house during weekends. He just loved her. One month went like that. Her fertility window started again. We had awesome sex speaking about Pandian all the time. After the window, things went back to normal. Vivek's room was her new workstation. Whenever I went there, I found her getting fucked by Santosh, Bharath or Vivek himself. Sometimes Vivek used to answer my work related questions while he was fucking Shruti in standing position from behind with Shruti bent down on his table. Shruti stopped wearing her inners to office. As soon as she entered office, she went into Vivek's room and came out only for lunch or to use the restroom. She had dress on her for hardly 2 hours per day. She was nude for most of the time. Another month went like that. She couldn't conceive. 

We decided to have a medical check-up. The result put an end to all my dreams. My sperm count was less and I was not capable of becoming a father.