10-03-2024, 04:32 PM
Mera naam Poonam hai. Meri abhi age 35 year hai. Mera figure aisa hai ki kisi bhi jawan ladke mein vaasna jaga de. Mere baare mein kuch bata du, mere 3 bacche ho gaye the. Mera sabse chhota beta tab ** saal ka tha. Meri doosri badi behan ke bete ki shaadi thi. Shaadi ke liye bahut si taiyaari baaki thi. To mujhe shaadi ke pehle uske ghar bulaya tha.
Meri behan ka gaon mere gaon se thoda door tha. Mera chhota beta aur main bus se unke gaon pahunch gaye. Meri doosri badi behan ke do bete aur ek beti hai. Bada beta Raman hamesha se family mein underrated raha hai. Wo padhayi mein kamzor tha, aur uski kundli mein dosh tha, to uski shaadi nahi ho rahi hai. Wo aaj bhi kuwara hai.
Us time ki baat kare to tab Raman 26 year ka tha. Wo bahut hi aalsi ladka tha. Ghar mein koi kaam bhi nahi karta tha. Mujhe bus stand pickup karne Raman aaya tha. Raman thoda pareshan lag raha tha. Aur wo dukhi ho kyu na, uske chhote bhai ki shaadi thi, aur usko koi ladki nahi mil rahi thi.
Ghar jaa kar main sab ko mili. Fir hum sab ne shaadi ka jo kaam baaki tha wo list banayi, aur sab ko apna-apna kaam bata diya. Meri badi behan ne Raman ko mere sath rehne ko kaha kyunki wo ghar mein kisi ki baat nahi maanta tha. Ek din main aur Raman market gaye. Kuch samaan lena tha.
Maine notice kiya ki Raman mujhe koi alag hi intension se ghoor raha hai. Mera figure 34-28-36 hai, aur hight 5’4” hai. Main hamesha saree hi pehanti hu. Gaon mein hum sab hard work karte the, to mera figure bahut hi fit tha. 35 ki age thi meri, 3 bachhe the mere, lekin mujhe dekh kar koi bol nahi sakta tha ki meri itni age hogi.
Main us time round earring pehanti thi, to aap soch lo 35 year ki aurat kya dikhti hogi. Mujhe dekh kar kitne meri chudai ki sapne dekhte the. Main aur Raman jab market mein the, to kitne aadmi aur dukandaar mujhe ghoor rahe the. Raman bhi mauka milte mujhe chhoone ki koshish kar raha tha.
Maine tab tak mere pati ke alawa kisi gair mard se sambandh nahi banaye the. Mujhe in saab cheezon se nafrat thi. Raman mujhe bahut hi hawas bhari nazron se dekhta rehta tha. Main usko mere bete jaisa maanti thi, aur maine ye sab cheezon par dhyan nahi diya, aur apne kam mein lagi rehti. Aapko pata hoga gaon mein ghar pehle aise hote the ki sab kamre ek ke peeche ek join hote the, aur last mein kitchen hota tha.
Meri sister ka ghar bahut lamba tha. Usme aise 4 kamre the. Mere sath mera beta aur meri sister ki beti Sheetal jo 20 saal ki thi wo soti thi. Maine raat ko saree pehan kar sona hota tha. Ek raat mujhe neend mein feel hua ki koi mere boobs ko touch kar raha tha. Fir meri saree upar karke meri jaanghon ko sehla raha tha. Main itna thak gayi thi, ki maine fir us par dhyan nahi diya. Aise hi 2-3 din nikal gaye.
Maine notice kiya ki Raman meri taraf lagataar dekhe jaa raha tha. Uski nazar mere boobs aur gaand par rehti thi. Wo mujhe badi hawas se dekh raha tha. Mujhe us par bahut gussa aa raha tha. Kyunki main riste mein uski mausi hu. Raat ko maine socha aaj kuch bhi ho jaye mujhe alert rehna hai. Kon tha jo mujhe raat ko choo raha tha.
Aadhi raat ko main gehri neend mein thi. Mujhe feel hua ki koi tha jo mere boobs ko halka daba raha hai. Meri neend khul gayi, par aankhen nahi kholi. Mujhe usko range hath pakadna tha. Maine fir uska hath pakad liya, aur bina aankhen khole uske hatho pe mere nakhun se kharonch liya.
Doosre din main apne kaam mein lag gayi. Dopahar ko mujhe Raman ke sath khet mein jana tha. Khet mein gaye, tab maine Raman ke hath par kuch lag jaane se chil gaya ho aisa nishan dekha. Mujhe yaad aaya ki ye Raman hi tha jo raat ko mujhe chhoota tha.
Poonam: Raman ye tere hath mein chot kaise lagi? ( main uski aur aankh dikha kar pooch rahi thi. Raman kuch bol nahi raha tha) Raman main tere se pooch rahi hu ye chot kaise lagi? ( is baar maine thoda zor se aur gusse se poochha)
Raman ( darte hue): Arre wo mujhe kuch lag gaya. Mujhe yaad nahi hai.
Raman ne jab meri aur dekha to maine usko ek zor se thappad maara.
Poonam: Ab yaad aaya ki main yaad dilau?
Raman ( rone jaisa ho gaya aur bahut darra hua tha): Mujhe maaf kar dijiye mausi. Mujhse galti ho gayi. Aaj ke baad aisa nahi hoga.
Poonam: Ye last time tujhe maaf kar rahi hu. Ab se aisa mat karna, warna didi ko bata doongi.
Raman ab mere se thoda door hi rehne laga. Mujhse kuch baat bhi nahi karta tha, aur mere saamne dikhta bhi nahi tha. Bina kam ke wo mere paas bhi nahi aata tha. Aise hi kuch din nikal gaye, aur shaadi bhi ho gayi. Ek din didi ki tabiyat bahut kharaab ho gayi, to mujhe firse uske ghar jaana pada. Is baar main akeli gayi thi.
Ek din raat ko maine dekha ki Raman apne bhai ke kamre mein jhaank raha tha. Ab raat ko sab disturb ho jaate to maine usko kuch nahi kaha aur chup-chaap so gayi. Thodi der baad mujhe feel hua koi mujhe chhoo raha tha. Main sure thi ki wo Raman hi tha. Maine usko pakad liya, aur dheere se usko kaha tu sudhrega nahi. Shayad Raman darr gaya aur bhaag gaya.
Subhah maine Raman ko dhoondha, par wo kahi nahi mila. Mujhe us par bahut gussa aa raha tha. Dopahar jab wo ghar aaya to Jija ji ne usko kisi kaam ki wajah se bahut kuch sunaya. Uski ghar mein koi value nahi rahi thi, aur shayad wo bahut depression mein chala gaya tha. Usne khaana bhi nahi khaaya aur poora din ghar se baahar raha.
Mujhe bhi wo time sahi nahi laga ki usko kuch bolu. Aise hi 2-3 di baad poora parivar khet mein gaye the. Fasal kat rahi thi. Maine dekha Raman ek ped ke neeche baitha aur wo upset tha. Sab log majdoor logon ke paas the, to maine socha Raman ko thoda samjhau ki wo jo kar raha tha mere sath, wo galat tha.
Poonam: Raman beta, kya hua hai? Kyun aisa kar rahe ho? Main teri maa jaisi hu. Ye sab galat hai. ( Raman kuch bol nahi raha tha, meri baat sun kar uski aankhon se aansu nikal rahe the) kya hua beta? Kyu ro raha hai?
Mere bahut baar poochne par wo bola-
Raman: Mujhe maaf karo aur please mujhe akela chhodh do. Mujhe nahi rehna yaha. Main kuch bhi karu. Meri koi value nahi karega. Sab ko bas bahana chahiye mujhe kuch na kuch sunane ko.
Main waha se chali gayi, aur maine realise kiya ki Raman ko sab bahut hi galat behaviour se treat kar rahe the. Ghar ki nayi bahu bhi usko taana maarti rehti thi. Ab didi ki tabiyat kharaab thi to mujhe aur 5-6 din rukne ka bola. Ek din aisa hua ki ghar ke saare log baahar gaye the, to mujhe Raman ko khet mein khaana dene ko jana tha.
Main aapko bata du ki unke khet mein ek kamra bana hua tha, aur thoda bada tha mini store room jaisa. Jisme ek khaat rakhi hui thi. Aur fan bhi tha usme, to kabhi aaram bhi kar sakte the. Maine sab jagah dekha Raman kahi nahi dikha. To mujhe laga wo us kamre mein hoga. Main jab kamre ke paas gayi, to mujhe uski awaaz sunayi de rahi thi. Wo moan kar raha tha.
Maine dheere se halka door khola, to Raman muth maar raha tha. Raman ka lund uske hatho mein tha, fir bhi thoda upar ki aur dikh raha tha. Uska lund mere husband se bada tha. Main darr gayi aur peeche mud gayi, aur deewar ke peeche chhup gayi.
Meri dhadkane tez ho gayi thi. Maine apna hath apni chaati par rakh diya, aur mera muh khula reh gaya. Mere dimag mein ek hi samay par bahut kuch chalne laga.
Maine socha main waha se chali jau, par mere andar kuch tha jo wo keh raha tha ki main usko muth maarte hue dekhu. Main fir dabe paon door ke paas gayi, aur dekha Raman bahut zor se lund hila raha tha. Uska muh khul gaya tha, aur uski aankhen band thi. Wo mera naam le raha tha.
Mera naam sun kar mere face pe smile aa gayi. Chaahe aurat kitni bhi seedhi-saadi kyun na ho, par jab koi uska deewana banta hai, to usko bahut acha lagta hai. Aaj mujhe Raman par gussa nahi aa raha tha. Main thodi ghabrayi hui thi. Fir bhi main us store room mein chali gayi, aur door lock kar diya.
Raman muth maarne mein itna busy tha, ki usko pata hi nahi chala main uske saamne thi. Maine gusse mein aur thodi bhaari awaaz mein chillayi-
Poonam: Raman!
Raman ki aankhen khuli aur wo mujhe uske saamne dekh kar darr gaya. Usne jaldi mein uska lund pant mein daal diya, aur zip band kar di. Mujhe thodi hassi aayi, par maine apne aap par control kiya. Mujhe Raman ki class leni thi. Maine tab tak socha nahi tha ki uske sath aisa kuch karungi. Mujhe bas usko samjhana tha ki mere baare mein ye sab na soche, par shayad wo mere baare mein soch raha tha ye mujhe acha bhi lagta tha.
Poonam: Raman tum aa kya kar rahe the? Tujhe sharam nahi aayi, mujhe tum aise soch kar ye sab ganda kaam kar rahe ho? Aaj to didi ko sab batana padega. Aaj teri khair nahi.
Raman ( mere pairon par gir gaya): Aap please aisa mat karna. Papa mujhe maar daalenge. Mujhe ghar mein nahi ghusne dege.
Main aage kuch boli nahi, aur main khaat par baith gayi. Raman mere aage gidgida raha tha. Main bina kuch bole usko tiffin dekar ghar chali aayi. Shaam ko sab ghar aa gaye. Raman seedha raat ko ghar aaya. Wo bahut hi zyada darra hua tha. Wo raat ko der se ghar aaya to sab log usko daantne lage. Pehle to usko laga maine sab kuch ghar mein bata diya tha.
Meri taraf usne dekha to main usko aankhen dikhane lagi. Raat ko Raman bina khaana khaaye so gaya. Wo itna darr gaya tha ki ab wo beemar ho gaya. Doosre din usko hospital lekar gaye.
Doctor ne bola: Aisa kuch hai nahi, par zyada tension mein aisa hota hai.
Mujhe fir bahut afsos hua ki mujhe usko samjhana chahiye tha. Uski poori baat sun leni chahiye thi. Raman ko main khaana deti thi. Wo mana karta to bol deti ki tu nahi khayega to teri shikayat kar doongi. 2-3 din baad Raman bilkul theek ho gaya.
Ek din aisa hua ki Didi ko hospital le gaye the, to ghar par koi tha nahi. Aur nayi bahu ko akele khet mein bhejna theek nahi tha. To mujhe Raman ko tiffin dene jana tha. Dopahar ko kheton mein koi hota nahi hai. Maine us din soch liya tha ki aaj Raman se baat karni thi, aur uske dimag mein mere liye kya chal raha tha, wo pata karna tha. Aur Raman mere par lattu tha, ye baat jaan kar mujhe bhi ab acha lag raha tha.
Main us din thoda saj kar gayi. Maine yellow colour saree pehni thi, jisme flower bane hue the. Aur sath mein maching blouse tha. Saree kass ke pehni thi, jisse mere boobs aur gaand ache se dikhe. Maine baal khule rakhe the. Mujhe khet mein jata dekh bahut se mardon ne aahen bhari.
Koi bola “Yaar kya maal hai, aisi aurat ho to maza aa jaye”. Ye sab sun kar shayad mujhe acha lag raha tha. Jo cheez se mujhe nafrat thi, wo ab mujhe achi lag rahi thi. Shayad maine accept kar liya tha, ki ye sab cheezon ka ek alag hi maza hai. Maine Raman ko store room mein aane ko bola. Wo darra hua sar jhukaye mere paas aaya
Fir maine usko tiffin diya aur usne khaana khaa liya. Main usko dekh rahi thi, par aaj wo meri aur dekh nahi raha tha. Mujhe us baat par thoda bura laga. Na jane kyun mujhe Raman ki wo aadat mujhe achi lagne lagi thi. Par ab Raman meri aur dekh bhi nahi raha tha. Maine socha wo shayad mere kadak swabhav se darr raha tha. Maine socha main hi usse baat karti hu.
Poonam: Raman kya hua hai? Ab tum mere se baat kyun nahi karte? ( Raman kuch bol nahi raha tha na hi meri aur dekh raha tha) Raman tum mujhe sun rahe ho? Main tere se baat kar rahi hu.
Maine Raman ka hath pakda, aur usko khaat mein mere paas bitha diya, aur uski aur dekh ke smile ki. Meri smile dekh kar Raman bhi thoda normal hua.
Poonam: Raman tum darro mat. Main kisi se kuch nahi kahungi. Tum mujhe sab kuch keh sakte ho. Vishwas karo main tere sath hu. Par tum mujhe sab kuch sach batana. Kya soch rahe ho mere baare mein?
Raman ( thodi der baad): Aap mere par gussa karogi? Aur main ab wo sab nahi sochta.
Poonam: Ab bhi tum mere par vishwas nahi karte na? Main to yaha teri help karne aayi thi. Maine socha shayad tum mere se baat karke apni problem bata paoge ( maine Raman ko vishwas dilaya ki main gussa nahi karungi aur didi se nahi kahungi).
Raman: Arre kya karu main? Mujhe to jeena hi nahi hai. Koi mujhe nahi samajhta.
Poonam: Aisa mat bolo tum. Main tere sath hu. Main samajhti hu tere chhote bhai ki shaadi ho gayi, aur tumhe koi ladki nahi mil rahi. Ghar mein bhi sab tumko daant rahe hai. Nayi bahu bhi taana maarti hai.
Raman: Haa aisa hi hai. Main kya karu ab?
Poonam ( uske face ko meri aur ghumaya aur uski aankhon mein dekh kar): Wo sab chhodho, mere baare mein kya soch rahe ho?
Raman: Sach kahu to gussa nahi karoge?
Poonam (uski aur smile karte hue): Bilkul nahi. Mujhe apna dost samjho.
Raman: Main bahut akela feel karta hu. Maine bahut socha ki ye galat hai, par main aapki aur khicha chala aa raha tha. Aapko jab bus stand lene aaya, tab aapki aa jawani dekh kar mujhe kuch hone laga tha.
Poonam: Acha aisa kya dekh liya mere mein? Main 3 bachho ki Maa hu. Mere mein ab wo baat kaha, jo tum mere aur aakarshit ho.
Raman: Aap mein wo baat hai, jo aaj kal ki ladkiyon mein bhi nahi hai ( Raman ki baat sun kar main sharma gayi. Mujhe ab wo baatein achi lagne lagi)
Poonam: Tum kuch bhi bol rahe ho. Aisa kuch nahi hai.
Raman: Bahut kuch hai.
Poonam ( uski aur dekh kar smile karte hue sharma kar): Kya hai?
Raman ( mere hontho ki aur ishara karte hue): Aapke aa raseele hoth. ( mere boobs ki aur ishara karte hue) Aapke ye bade aam. ( Kamar dikha kar) ye patli kamar. Aapki har ek ada par main mohit ho gaya hu.
Raman mere se aise baat karega aa maine socha nahi tha. Raman ko main jitna ullu samajh rahi thi itna wo tha nahi. Ladki patana aata tha, par kabhi himmat nahi jatayi hogi aisa lag raha tha.
Poonam: Raman tum sach mein pagal ho. Mere mein aisa kuch nahi hai.
Ab main bhi kuch nahi bol rahi thi. Aur Raman bhi kuch bol nahi raha tha. Hum ek-doosre ki aankhon mein dekh rahe the. Aage kya hua, wo main aapko next part mein bataungi
Meri behan ka gaon mere gaon se thoda door tha. Mera chhota beta aur main bus se unke gaon pahunch gaye. Meri doosri badi behan ke do bete aur ek beti hai. Bada beta Raman hamesha se family mein underrated raha hai. Wo padhayi mein kamzor tha, aur uski kundli mein dosh tha, to uski shaadi nahi ho rahi hai. Wo aaj bhi kuwara hai.
Us time ki baat kare to tab Raman 26 year ka tha. Wo bahut hi aalsi ladka tha. Ghar mein koi kaam bhi nahi karta tha. Mujhe bus stand pickup karne Raman aaya tha. Raman thoda pareshan lag raha tha. Aur wo dukhi ho kyu na, uske chhote bhai ki shaadi thi, aur usko koi ladki nahi mil rahi thi.
Ghar jaa kar main sab ko mili. Fir hum sab ne shaadi ka jo kaam baaki tha wo list banayi, aur sab ko apna-apna kaam bata diya. Meri badi behan ne Raman ko mere sath rehne ko kaha kyunki wo ghar mein kisi ki baat nahi maanta tha. Ek din main aur Raman market gaye. Kuch samaan lena tha.
Maine notice kiya ki Raman mujhe koi alag hi intension se ghoor raha hai. Mera figure 34-28-36 hai, aur hight 5’4” hai. Main hamesha saree hi pehanti hu. Gaon mein hum sab hard work karte the, to mera figure bahut hi fit tha. 35 ki age thi meri, 3 bachhe the mere, lekin mujhe dekh kar koi bol nahi sakta tha ki meri itni age hogi.
Main us time round earring pehanti thi, to aap soch lo 35 year ki aurat kya dikhti hogi. Mujhe dekh kar kitne meri chudai ki sapne dekhte the. Main aur Raman jab market mein the, to kitne aadmi aur dukandaar mujhe ghoor rahe the. Raman bhi mauka milte mujhe chhoone ki koshish kar raha tha.
Maine tab tak mere pati ke alawa kisi gair mard se sambandh nahi banaye the. Mujhe in saab cheezon se nafrat thi. Raman mujhe bahut hi hawas bhari nazron se dekhta rehta tha. Main usko mere bete jaisa maanti thi, aur maine ye sab cheezon par dhyan nahi diya, aur apne kam mein lagi rehti. Aapko pata hoga gaon mein ghar pehle aise hote the ki sab kamre ek ke peeche ek join hote the, aur last mein kitchen hota tha.
Meri sister ka ghar bahut lamba tha. Usme aise 4 kamre the. Mere sath mera beta aur meri sister ki beti Sheetal jo 20 saal ki thi wo soti thi. Maine raat ko saree pehan kar sona hota tha. Ek raat mujhe neend mein feel hua ki koi mere boobs ko touch kar raha tha. Fir meri saree upar karke meri jaanghon ko sehla raha tha. Main itna thak gayi thi, ki maine fir us par dhyan nahi diya. Aise hi 2-3 din nikal gaye.
Maine notice kiya ki Raman meri taraf lagataar dekhe jaa raha tha. Uski nazar mere boobs aur gaand par rehti thi. Wo mujhe badi hawas se dekh raha tha. Mujhe us par bahut gussa aa raha tha. Kyunki main riste mein uski mausi hu. Raat ko maine socha aaj kuch bhi ho jaye mujhe alert rehna hai. Kon tha jo mujhe raat ko choo raha tha.
Aadhi raat ko main gehri neend mein thi. Mujhe feel hua ki koi tha jo mere boobs ko halka daba raha hai. Meri neend khul gayi, par aankhen nahi kholi. Mujhe usko range hath pakadna tha. Maine fir uska hath pakad liya, aur bina aankhen khole uske hatho pe mere nakhun se kharonch liya.
Doosre din main apne kaam mein lag gayi. Dopahar ko mujhe Raman ke sath khet mein jana tha. Khet mein gaye, tab maine Raman ke hath par kuch lag jaane se chil gaya ho aisa nishan dekha. Mujhe yaad aaya ki ye Raman hi tha jo raat ko mujhe chhoota tha.
Poonam: Raman ye tere hath mein chot kaise lagi? ( main uski aur aankh dikha kar pooch rahi thi. Raman kuch bol nahi raha tha) Raman main tere se pooch rahi hu ye chot kaise lagi? ( is baar maine thoda zor se aur gusse se poochha)
Raman ( darte hue): Arre wo mujhe kuch lag gaya. Mujhe yaad nahi hai.
Raman ne jab meri aur dekha to maine usko ek zor se thappad maara.
Poonam: Ab yaad aaya ki main yaad dilau?
Raman ( rone jaisa ho gaya aur bahut darra hua tha): Mujhe maaf kar dijiye mausi. Mujhse galti ho gayi. Aaj ke baad aisa nahi hoga.
Poonam: Ye last time tujhe maaf kar rahi hu. Ab se aisa mat karna, warna didi ko bata doongi.
Raman ab mere se thoda door hi rehne laga. Mujhse kuch baat bhi nahi karta tha, aur mere saamne dikhta bhi nahi tha. Bina kam ke wo mere paas bhi nahi aata tha. Aise hi kuch din nikal gaye, aur shaadi bhi ho gayi. Ek din didi ki tabiyat bahut kharaab ho gayi, to mujhe firse uske ghar jaana pada. Is baar main akeli gayi thi.
Ek din raat ko maine dekha ki Raman apne bhai ke kamre mein jhaank raha tha. Ab raat ko sab disturb ho jaate to maine usko kuch nahi kaha aur chup-chaap so gayi. Thodi der baad mujhe feel hua koi mujhe chhoo raha tha. Main sure thi ki wo Raman hi tha. Maine usko pakad liya, aur dheere se usko kaha tu sudhrega nahi. Shayad Raman darr gaya aur bhaag gaya.
Subhah maine Raman ko dhoondha, par wo kahi nahi mila. Mujhe us par bahut gussa aa raha tha. Dopahar jab wo ghar aaya to Jija ji ne usko kisi kaam ki wajah se bahut kuch sunaya. Uski ghar mein koi value nahi rahi thi, aur shayad wo bahut depression mein chala gaya tha. Usne khaana bhi nahi khaaya aur poora din ghar se baahar raha.
Mujhe bhi wo time sahi nahi laga ki usko kuch bolu. Aise hi 2-3 di baad poora parivar khet mein gaye the. Fasal kat rahi thi. Maine dekha Raman ek ped ke neeche baitha aur wo upset tha. Sab log majdoor logon ke paas the, to maine socha Raman ko thoda samjhau ki wo jo kar raha tha mere sath, wo galat tha.
Poonam: Raman beta, kya hua hai? Kyun aisa kar rahe ho? Main teri maa jaisi hu. Ye sab galat hai. ( Raman kuch bol nahi raha tha, meri baat sun kar uski aankhon se aansu nikal rahe the) kya hua beta? Kyu ro raha hai?
Mere bahut baar poochne par wo bola-
Raman: Mujhe maaf karo aur please mujhe akela chhodh do. Mujhe nahi rehna yaha. Main kuch bhi karu. Meri koi value nahi karega. Sab ko bas bahana chahiye mujhe kuch na kuch sunane ko.
Main waha se chali gayi, aur maine realise kiya ki Raman ko sab bahut hi galat behaviour se treat kar rahe the. Ghar ki nayi bahu bhi usko taana maarti rehti thi. Ab didi ki tabiyat kharaab thi to mujhe aur 5-6 din rukne ka bola. Ek din aisa hua ki ghar ke saare log baahar gaye the, to mujhe Raman ko khet mein khaana dene ko jana tha.
Main aapko bata du ki unke khet mein ek kamra bana hua tha, aur thoda bada tha mini store room jaisa. Jisme ek khaat rakhi hui thi. Aur fan bhi tha usme, to kabhi aaram bhi kar sakte the. Maine sab jagah dekha Raman kahi nahi dikha. To mujhe laga wo us kamre mein hoga. Main jab kamre ke paas gayi, to mujhe uski awaaz sunayi de rahi thi. Wo moan kar raha tha.
Maine dheere se halka door khola, to Raman muth maar raha tha. Raman ka lund uske hatho mein tha, fir bhi thoda upar ki aur dikh raha tha. Uska lund mere husband se bada tha. Main darr gayi aur peeche mud gayi, aur deewar ke peeche chhup gayi.
Meri dhadkane tez ho gayi thi. Maine apna hath apni chaati par rakh diya, aur mera muh khula reh gaya. Mere dimag mein ek hi samay par bahut kuch chalne laga.
Maine socha main waha se chali jau, par mere andar kuch tha jo wo keh raha tha ki main usko muth maarte hue dekhu. Main fir dabe paon door ke paas gayi, aur dekha Raman bahut zor se lund hila raha tha. Uska muh khul gaya tha, aur uski aankhen band thi. Wo mera naam le raha tha.
Mera naam sun kar mere face pe smile aa gayi. Chaahe aurat kitni bhi seedhi-saadi kyun na ho, par jab koi uska deewana banta hai, to usko bahut acha lagta hai. Aaj mujhe Raman par gussa nahi aa raha tha. Main thodi ghabrayi hui thi. Fir bhi main us store room mein chali gayi, aur door lock kar diya.
Raman muth maarne mein itna busy tha, ki usko pata hi nahi chala main uske saamne thi. Maine gusse mein aur thodi bhaari awaaz mein chillayi-
Poonam: Raman!
Raman ki aankhen khuli aur wo mujhe uske saamne dekh kar darr gaya. Usne jaldi mein uska lund pant mein daal diya, aur zip band kar di. Mujhe thodi hassi aayi, par maine apne aap par control kiya. Mujhe Raman ki class leni thi. Maine tab tak socha nahi tha ki uske sath aisa kuch karungi. Mujhe bas usko samjhana tha ki mere baare mein ye sab na soche, par shayad wo mere baare mein soch raha tha ye mujhe acha bhi lagta tha.
Poonam: Raman tum aa kya kar rahe the? Tujhe sharam nahi aayi, mujhe tum aise soch kar ye sab ganda kaam kar rahe ho? Aaj to didi ko sab batana padega. Aaj teri khair nahi.
Raman ( mere pairon par gir gaya): Aap please aisa mat karna. Papa mujhe maar daalenge. Mujhe ghar mein nahi ghusne dege.
Main aage kuch boli nahi, aur main khaat par baith gayi. Raman mere aage gidgida raha tha. Main bina kuch bole usko tiffin dekar ghar chali aayi. Shaam ko sab ghar aa gaye. Raman seedha raat ko ghar aaya. Wo bahut hi zyada darra hua tha. Wo raat ko der se ghar aaya to sab log usko daantne lage. Pehle to usko laga maine sab kuch ghar mein bata diya tha.
Meri taraf usne dekha to main usko aankhen dikhane lagi. Raat ko Raman bina khaana khaaye so gaya. Wo itna darr gaya tha ki ab wo beemar ho gaya. Doosre din usko hospital lekar gaye.
Doctor ne bola: Aisa kuch hai nahi, par zyada tension mein aisa hota hai.
Mujhe fir bahut afsos hua ki mujhe usko samjhana chahiye tha. Uski poori baat sun leni chahiye thi. Raman ko main khaana deti thi. Wo mana karta to bol deti ki tu nahi khayega to teri shikayat kar doongi. 2-3 din baad Raman bilkul theek ho gaya.
Ek din aisa hua ki Didi ko hospital le gaye the, to ghar par koi tha nahi. Aur nayi bahu ko akele khet mein bhejna theek nahi tha. To mujhe Raman ko tiffin dene jana tha. Dopahar ko kheton mein koi hota nahi hai. Maine us din soch liya tha ki aaj Raman se baat karni thi, aur uske dimag mein mere liye kya chal raha tha, wo pata karna tha. Aur Raman mere par lattu tha, ye baat jaan kar mujhe bhi ab acha lag raha tha.
Main us din thoda saj kar gayi. Maine yellow colour saree pehni thi, jisme flower bane hue the. Aur sath mein maching blouse tha. Saree kass ke pehni thi, jisse mere boobs aur gaand ache se dikhe. Maine baal khule rakhe the. Mujhe khet mein jata dekh bahut se mardon ne aahen bhari.
Koi bola “Yaar kya maal hai, aisi aurat ho to maza aa jaye”. Ye sab sun kar shayad mujhe acha lag raha tha. Jo cheez se mujhe nafrat thi, wo ab mujhe achi lag rahi thi. Shayad maine accept kar liya tha, ki ye sab cheezon ka ek alag hi maza hai. Maine Raman ko store room mein aane ko bola. Wo darra hua sar jhukaye mere paas aaya
Fir maine usko tiffin diya aur usne khaana khaa liya. Main usko dekh rahi thi, par aaj wo meri aur dekh nahi raha tha. Mujhe us baat par thoda bura laga. Na jane kyun mujhe Raman ki wo aadat mujhe achi lagne lagi thi. Par ab Raman meri aur dekh bhi nahi raha tha. Maine socha wo shayad mere kadak swabhav se darr raha tha. Maine socha main hi usse baat karti hu.
Poonam: Raman kya hua hai? Ab tum mere se baat kyun nahi karte? ( Raman kuch bol nahi raha tha na hi meri aur dekh raha tha) Raman tum mujhe sun rahe ho? Main tere se baat kar rahi hu.
Maine Raman ka hath pakda, aur usko khaat mein mere paas bitha diya, aur uski aur dekh ke smile ki. Meri smile dekh kar Raman bhi thoda normal hua.
Poonam: Raman tum darro mat. Main kisi se kuch nahi kahungi. Tum mujhe sab kuch keh sakte ho. Vishwas karo main tere sath hu. Par tum mujhe sab kuch sach batana. Kya soch rahe ho mere baare mein?
Raman ( thodi der baad): Aap mere par gussa karogi? Aur main ab wo sab nahi sochta.
Poonam: Ab bhi tum mere par vishwas nahi karte na? Main to yaha teri help karne aayi thi. Maine socha shayad tum mere se baat karke apni problem bata paoge ( maine Raman ko vishwas dilaya ki main gussa nahi karungi aur didi se nahi kahungi).
Raman: Arre kya karu main? Mujhe to jeena hi nahi hai. Koi mujhe nahi samajhta.
Poonam: Aisa mat bolo tum. Main tere sath hu. Main samajhti hu tere chhote bhai ki shaadi ho gayi, aur tumhe koi ladki nahi mil rahi. Ghar mein bhi sab tumko daant rahe hai. Nayi bahu bhi taana maarti hai.
Raman: Haa aisa hi hai. Main kya karu ab?
Poonam ( uske face ko meri aur ghumaya aur uski aankhon mein dekh kar): Wo sab chhodho, mere baare mein kya soch rahe ho?
Raman: Sach kahu to gussa nahi karoge?
Poonam (uski aur smile karte hue): Bilkul nahi. Mujhe apna dost samjho.
Raman: Main bahut akela feel karta hu. Maine bahut socha ki ye galat hai, par main aapki aur khicha chala aa raha tha. Aapko jab bus stand lene aaya, tab aapki aa jawani dekh kar mujhe kuch hone laga tha.
Poonam: Acha aisa kya dekh liya mere mein? Main 3 bachho ki Maa hu. Mere mein ab wo baat kaha, jo tum mere aur aakarshit ho.
Raman: Aap mein wo baat hai, jo aaj kal ki ladkiyon mein bhi nahi hai ( Raman ki baat sun kar main sharma gayi. Mujhe ab wo baatein achi lagne lagi)
Poonam: Tum kuch bhi bol rahe ho. Aisa kuch nahi hai.
Raman: Bahut kuch hai.
Poonam ( uski aur dekh kar smile karte hue sharma kar): Kya hai?
Raman ( mere hontho ki aur ishara karte hue): Aapke aa raseele hoth. ( mere boobs ki aur ishara karte hue) Aapke ye bade aam. ( Kamar dikha kar) ye patli kamar. Aapki har ek ada par main mohit ho gaya hu.
Raman mere se aise baat karega aa maine socha nahi tha. Raman ko main jitna ullu samajh rahi thi itna wo tha nahi. Ladki patana aata tha, par kabhi himmat nahi jatayi hogi aisa lag raha tha.
Poonam: Raman tum sach mein pagal ho. Mere mein aisa kuch nahi hai.
Ab main bhi kuch nahi bol rahi thi. Aur Raman bhi kuch bol nahi raha tha. Hum ek-doosre ki aankhon mein dekh rahe the. Aage kya hua, wo main aapko next part mein bataungi
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