MRS NADIRA KHALID KI KAHAANI UNKI APNI ZABAANI(Incomplete)

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PART ONE

Maira naam Nadira Khalid hai. Mairi umar 38 saal hai aur mein shaadi-shuda aur do baitiyon ki ma’an hoon. Mairi barri baiti 12 saal ki hai jabkay cchoti ki umar 10 saal hai. Dono Murree kay aik mashoor boarding school mein zair-e-taaleem hain. Mein apnay shohar Khalid kay saath Islamabad mein rehti hoon. Mairay paanch bhai aur teen behnain hain. Apni behno mein maira number teesra hai.

Mein apni tareef karna pasand nahi karti magar ye bhi kucch ghalat nahi hai kay dunya humaisha say mujhay aik dil-aawaiz aur haseen aurat samajhti aai hai. Hum chaaron hi behnain acchi shakal-o-soorat ki hain. Mairi barri behnain Nilofar aur Khadija aur ccohti behan Shehnaz bhi barri khush-shakal aur jaazib-e-nazar auratain hain. Apni behno ki tarah 12/13 saal ki umar say hi mujhay khaandaan ki khawateen khoobsoorat kehnay lagi theen. Jab barri boorhiyan hanstay huay halki awaaz mein baatain karti hain to larrkiyaan samajh jaati hain kay kis ka tazkira ho raha hai aur kis waja say ho raha hai. Maira to gharaana bhi kaafi modern aur roshan-khayaal tha iss laiy aisi baatain mairay kaano tak aasaani say puhanch jaaya karti theen.

Qudrat nay har aurat ko doosri say mukhtalif hi paida kiya hai magar sagi behnon mein kisi had tak mushaabihat hona koi ajeeb baat nahi hai. Mairay chehray aur qad-o-qaamat ko daikh kar aasaani say kaha ja sakta hai kay mein Baji Nilofar aur Baji Khadija ki sagi behan hoon. Apni cchoti behan Shehnaz say albata mein itna ziyaada nahi milti kiyonkay uss kay naqoosh bhi thorray mukhtalif hain aur qad bhi humaaray muqaablay mein kaafi cchota hai.

Mein apnay larrakpan aur jawaani mein koi buhat romantic mizaaj ki larrki nahi thi. Shayad mairi tabiyat hi kucch ziyaada aashiqaana nahi hai. Uss waqt mujhay Mills and Boon kay roomaani novel parrhnay ka shoq zaroor tha magar mein doosri larrkiyon ki tarah aisay novels parrh kar kabhi khwaabon ki dunya mein gum nahi hui. Mein nay kabhi nahi soccha kay safaid ghorray par sawaar koi shehzaada kaheen say aa’iy ga aur mujhay apnay saath paryon kay dais lay ja’aiy ga jahaan mein saari zindagi aiash karoon gi. Mujhay larrkon mein dilchaspi thi laikin siraf daikhnay ki had tak aur siraf itni hi jitni kisi bhi nojawaan larrki ko ho sakti hai. Haan mein ye zaroor soccha karti thi kay mairi shaadi kab ho gi aur kis say ho gi.

Uss zamaanay mein kai sar-phiron nay mujh par doray daalnay ki koshish ki magar mein nay unki taraf koi dhiyaan nahi diya. Kucch ye bhi tha kay kabhi kisi nay mujh say itna qareeb honay ki koshish hi nahi ki kay mujhay haan ya na ki soorat mein koi rad-e-amal zaahir karna parrta. Jab mairi aam si shakal-o-soorat waali sahailyon ko larrkay khat likh likh kar bhaijtay to mujhay hairat hoti kay mairay saath kabhi aisa kiyon nahi hota. Mein un say kaheen ziyaada khoobsoorat aur lambi chorri thi magar phir bhi kisi nay kabhi khul kar mujh say izhaar-e-muhbbat nahi kiya. Iss mein shayad mairi apni shakhsiyat ka qasoor bhi raha ho ga jo khoobsurat honay kay bawajood na to kabhi kisi nay mujhay apni laila banaanay ki koshish ki aur na hi kabhi koi maira majnoo bana. Zindagi kisi aisay haadsay kay baghair hi guzarti rahi.

Jawaani kay shuru kay dino mein har larrki ki tarah mujhay bhi sex kay baaray mein barra tajassus tha aur mein jaanna chaahti thi kay ye aakhir hai kiya bala jis ki waja say saari dunya paagal hui phirti hai. Menses shuru honay kay baad mein apnay badan mein honay waali wazeh tabdeeliyon par ghor kiya karti thi. Mujhay apna badan andar say bhi aur baahar say bhi barra mukhtalif mehsoos honay laga tha. Jab mein bathroom mein nahaati to mairay haath khud-ba-khud apnay mammon aur choot par taiz taiz harkat karnay lagtay thay. Tub mujhay barri ajeeb qisam ki lazzat ka ehsaas hota tha aur jab ye lazzat buhat ziyaada barrhnay lagti to mein ghabra jaati thi. Mairi choot kay bilkul oopar ka hissa aur mammon kay nipple khaas tor par barray hassas maqamaat ban ga'aiy thay aur unhay haath lagaanay say mujhay humaisha kucch honay lagta tha.

Aik din Baji Nilofar ki kisi sahaili nay unhay aik risaala diya jis mein mardon aur auraton ki nangi tasweerain theen. Wo ye risaala apni college ki kitaabon mein cchupa kar ghar lay aaeen aur hum teeno behnain cchup kar ussay daikhnay lageen. Uss mein mard aur aurat kay sex karnay ki tasweerain to nahi theen magar aisi tasweerain zaroor theen jin mein mardon kay akrray huay lund ko barray qareeb say dikhaaya gaya tha. Humain aisi haalat mein lund daikhna barra accha laga. Mujhay aaj bhi mard ka danday ki tarah seedha kharra hua lund buhat garam kar daita hai. Mein khaas tor par kharray huay lund kay topay ko buhat pasand karti hoon aur maira dil chaahta hai kay mein ussay haath mein lay kar mehsoos karti rahoon. Uss waqt bhi mujhay lund choosnay ka buhat shoq tha aur ab bhi hai magar mein nay ye baat kabhi kisi ko nahi batai. Har aurat ki koi na koi sexual fantasy zaroor hoti hai aur mairi sab say barri sexual fantasy hi kisi akrray huay motay lund par iss tarah aagay peechay haath phairna aur ussay choosna hai kay wo khalaas ho ja'aiy aur barri taiz-raftaari say manni baahar phainknay lagay. Ye doosri baat hai kay mein zindagi mein kabhi koi lund nahi choos saki.

Uss zamaanay mein kabhi kabhaar mein ultay seedhay khwaab bhi daikha karti thi jin mein koi mard mujhay chod raha hota tha. Neend mein hi mujhay ehsaas hota kay mein apnay pait kay andar kay kisi hissay ko zor zor say daba rahi hoon. Laikin mein ye nahi bata sakti thi wo mairay badan ka kon sa hissa tha. Zindagi mein pehli dafa mein issi tarah neend ki haalat mein khalaas hui thi aur jab mairi aankh khuli to mairi choot andar say buhat ziyaada geeli thi. Wo raat mujhay aaj tak yaad hai. Laikin in sab baaton kay bawajood mein sex ki koi buhat ziyaada deewaani nahi thi.

Jab mein 25 baras ki umar ko puhanchi to mairi shaadi kar di gai. Mairay shohar Khalid barray khush-shakal, khush-posh aur intahai parrhay likhay insaan hain. Unho nay America ki aik mashoor university say Business Administration mein degree haasil kar rakhi hai aur aik barri multi-national firm mein kaam kartay hain. Unho nay aik shaadi mein mujhay daikha tha aur phir do maheenay kay andar andar mujhay biyaah kar apnay ghar lay aa’aiy. Yon mairi zindagi ka aik naya baab shuru hua.

Suhaag raat ko mein nay pehli dafa choot marwai aur tub hi mujhay pata chala kay apni choot kay andar lund lay kar khalaas honay ka lutf kiya hota hai. Kisi aurat kay liay dunya kay kisi aur kaam mein itna maza nahi hai jitna apni choot daitay huay poori tarah say khalaas honay mein hai. Ye ajeeb hi maza hai jo har dafa aurat mehsoos karti hai aur har dafa ussay naya lagta hai. Qudrat nay mardon kay muqaablay mein auraton ko ye buhat barra tuhfa ata kiya hai kay wo aik dafa kay chudwaanay mein hi kai baar khalaas ho sakti hain.

Apnay buhat lambay qad aur sehatmand badan kay bawajood mairi choot kaafi cchoti hai jis ki waja say uss raat mujhay lund apnay andar laitay huay buhat taqleef bhi hui. Issi liay Khalid nay mujhay aglay kai din tak nahi choda jis ka mujhay afsos bhi hua. Wo niyahat shareef, suljhay huay aur muhabbat karnay waalay shohar hain aur mein apni azdawaaji zindagi say buhat khush aur mutma’in hoon. Buhat si doosri biwiyon kay bar-aks mairay dil say humaisha apnay shohar kay liay dua hi nikalti hai.

Shaadi kay baad mujhay jald hi andaaza ho gaya kay mein har dafa choot daitay huay khalaas nahi hoti. Agar mein das baar sex karti to siraf teen ya chaar baar hi khalaas hoti thi. Baaz auqaat mujhay iss soorat-e-haal par ghussa bhi aa jaata tha magar mein nay iss baaray mein Khalid say kabhi kucch nahi kaha. Unho nay bhi iss silsilay mein mujh say kabhi koi sawaal nahi kiya kay jab wo mujhay chodtay hain to mein khalaas hoti hoon ya nahi aur agar hoti bhi hoon to kitni dafa. Baad kay saalon mein ye routine ban gaya aur mujhay khalaas na honay say jo maayoosi hua karti thi wo bhi taqreeban khatam ho gai. Mein khalaas honay kay baghair hi chudwaanay ka maza lay liya karti thi. Kabhi kabhi mein Khalid ka dil rakhnay kay liay khalaas honay ki adakaari bhi karti thi ta kay unhay pata na chalay kay wo mujhay khalaas nahi kar pa rahay.

Agarchay mein kum hi khalaas hoti hoon laikin jab bhi aisa ho bed par mairi ucchal kood kucch ziyaada hi bay-sharmi waali hoti hai. Khalaas hotay huay mujhay apnay badan par bilkul qaaboo nahi rehta hai. Issi tarah uss waqt mairay munh say taiz cheekhain aur ajeeb-o-ghareeb awaazaian nikalti hain jis par mujhay barri sharmindgi hoti hai. Laikin agli dafa khalaas hotay huay phir aisa hi karti hoon. Issi liay mairi baityaan chuttiyon mein ghar aai hon to Khalid mujhay chodnay say guraiz kartay hain kay kaheen khalaas hotay huay mairi cheekhain unkay kamray tak na puhanch ja'ayain. Mein jaanti hoon kay mairi harkaton ko Khalid aaj tak apnay lund ka kamaal samjhtay rahay hain. Wo socchtay hain kay mein poori tarah satisfy ho rahi hoon to itna shor macha rahi hoon na warna aisa kiyon karoon. Mein nay bhi kabhi unhay ye bataanay ki koshish nahi ki kay aisa nahi hai. Mujhay aisa karnay ki zaroorat hi kiya hai. Unho nay bhi kabhi iss baat par ghor nahi kiya kay aakhir mein har dafa sex kartay huay aisa kiyon nahi karti.

Phir mein dunya ki waahid aurat nahi hoon jis kay saath aisa hota hai. Aur bhi buhat si hain. Mairay badan kay kucch hissay aisay hain jinhay agar stimulate kiya ja’aiy ya masla ja’aiy to mein zaroor khalaas hoti hoon. In mein clitoris, mammay aur gand ka soraakh sab say ziyaada hassaas hain. Laikin mairay liay ye barra mushkil hai kay mein sex kay doraan Khalid say kahoon kay wo mairay badan kay in hisson par tawajo dain. Mein unka itna ehteraam karti hoon kay mein nay iss baaray mein unhay kucch keh kar kabhi paraishaan ya sharminda karnay ki koshish nahi ki. Waisay bhi mairay kum khalaas honay mein unka kiya qasoor hai. Waqt kay saath saath unki sex karnay ki khaahish kum hoti gai laikin phir bhi wo das baara din baad mujhay zaroor chodtay hain. Mairay liay yehi kaafi hai.

Humaaray haan to waisay bhi buhat kum shaadiyaan aisi hoti hain jis mein aurat sex kay doraan wo sab kucch kar sakti hai jo wo karna chaahti hai. Iss maamlay mein auraton ko kai qisam kay khof hotay hain. Mairay shohar buhat acchay insaan hain laikin mein phir bhi darti hoon kay agar mein nay chudwaatay huay un say koi mutaalba kiya to wo kaheen mujhay bud-kirdaar na samjhna shuru kar dain ya apnay aap mein koi kami na mehsoos karain. Mard apni mardaangi kay baaray mein zaroorat say ziyaada hasaas hotay hain iss liay khaamosh rehna hi behtar hai. Yehi waja hai kay bed par Khalid jo chaahtay hain mein chup chaap karti jaati hoon aur apni khaahishaat ka izhaar kabhi nahi karti.

Mein phir kahoon gi kay mujhay apnay baaray mein iss tarah ki baatain karna accha nahi lagta magar iss kahaani ko mukamal background kay saath bayaan karnay kay liay aisa karna zaroori hai. Mujhay jaannay waalay kehtay hain kay shaadi kay 13 saal baad bhi maira husn bilkul maand nahi parra. Dono barri behno say shabaahat kay bawajood majmooi tor par mairay chehray ko munfarid kaha ja sakta hai. Mairi aankhain barri barri aur kaali siyaah hain, naak oonchi, hont turshay huay aur gaal bharay bharay hain. Maira chehra zara lamba hai aur shayad yehi baat mujhay apni behno say alag karti hai jin kay chehray thorray say gol hain. Mujhay apnay baal buhat pasand hain jo buhat ghanay, raishmi, motay, siaah aur kandhon say kaafi neechay tak lambay hain.

Maira badan jawaani kay ibtidai dino say hi thos, bhaari aur mazboot hai. Mairi dost khawateen hansti hain kay mairay badan ka har wo hissa jissay barra hona chaahiay barra hi hai maslan qad, aankhain, mammay aur gand. Wo ye bhi kehti hain kay mujhay daikh kar sab say pehlay yehi khayaal aata hai kay mairi aankhain, mammay aur gand aam auraton say ziyaada motay hain. Ye sahi bhi hai kiyonkay mairi koi sahaili bhi mairay jitni lambi chorri nahi hai. Apnay khaandaan say baahar mein nay kum hi mardon aur aurton ko daikha hai jo mairay jitnay lambay hon. Jab mein college aur University mein parrhti thi tub bhi aisa hi tha aur aaj bhi aisa hi hai.

Maira lamba qad bhi yaqeenan mairay mammon aur chootarron kay barray size ko aur ziyaada logon ki nazron mein laata hai. Mazboot aur bhaari honay kay bawajood maira badan bilkul bay-dol aur dheela nahi hai. Apni dono baitiyon ki paida’ish kay baad mujhay khadsha tha kay maira pait nikal aa’aiy ga aur issi liay mein nay apni doctors kay mashwaray say humaisha pait ki exercises keen aur apnay pait ko thorra sa bhi nikalnay nahi diya. Mein ab bhi regularly pait ki warzishain karti hoon. Ye shayad apnay aap ko fit rakhnay kay hawaalay say mairi sab say barri kaamyaabi hai.

Auraton kay jisam par waisay bhi mardon kay muqaablay mein kaheen ziyaada charbi hoti hai aur agar ye charbi unkay jisam mein munaasib andaaz mein aur munaasib maqamaat par taqseem ho to shayad bhaari bharkam hotay huay bhi wo buri nahi lagteen. Ye sab qudrat ki taraf say hota hai. Maira badan bhi kucch aisa hi hai aur agarchay mairay mammay, kandhay, bazoo, chootarr aur raanain itnay motay hain magar mujhay phir bhi koi mota nahi keh sakta. Mein lambi chorri, tagrri aur tandurast-o-tawaana hoon laikin phusphusi aur moti nahi. Ye aur baat hai kay mein khud apnay badan ki saakht ko pasand nahi karti aur maira humaisha say yehi khayaal hai kay agar mairay mammay aur chootarr thorray cchotay hotay to ziyaada accha hota.

Mairay mammay seenay par kaafi oonchay hain aur phoolay huay nazar aatay hain. Mairay nipples bhi buhat lambay aur motay motay hain. Mein ziyaada dair tak brassiere pehnay rahoon to mairay nipples mein halka halka dard shuru ho jaata hai aur mujhay ghantay do ghantay kay liay brassiere utaar kar apnay mammon ko khula rakhna parrta hai. Agar mairay nipple brassiere kay andar ghalat zaawiyay say dabay huay hoon tub bhi mujhay taqleef hoti hai. Aisi soorat mein mein apnay garaibaan mein haath daal kar mammon ko brassiere mein theek karti rehti hoon. Ye apni jagah aik masla hai kiyonkay kisi kay saamnay to aisa kiya nahi ja sakta. Mein ya to apnay akailay honay ka intizaar karti hoon ya bathroom chali jaati hoon. Mairay bazoo bhi gol aur motay hain aur bazo’oon kay darmiyaan mairay mammon kay dono ubhaar khud mujhay thorra sa bhi neechay daikhnay par baahar niklay huay nazar aatay rehtay hain. Mein sar jhukaoon to mujhay apnay pa’oon nazar nahi aatay kiyonkay mairay mammay saamnay hotay hain. Pata nahi aur auraton kay saath aisa hota hai ya nahi laikin mairay saath to humaisha say yehi hai.

Mairay mammay 12/13 saal ki umar mein hi buhat taizi say barrhnay shuru ho ga’aiy thay. Phir 18/19 baras ki umar tak puhanchtay puhanchtay mein apnay motay aur bay-qaaboo mammon ko sambhaalnay kay liay acchay khaasay barray size ka brassiere pehannay lagi thi. Mairay liay to brassiere ko theek tareeqay say apny mammon par fit kar kay pehanna bhi aik masla hota tha. Naram kaprray ka brassiere pehanti to mairay mammon ka hilna band nahi hota tha aur agar sakht material say bana hua brassiere istimaal karti to bay-chaini aur bay-aaraami hoti. Baji Nilofar, Baji Khadija ka bhi yehi haal tha aur unkay mammay bhi issi raftaar say soojtay ja rahay thay. Kucch arsay baad Shehnaz bhi issi tajarbay say guzri.

Choonkay hum sab behnon kay mammay motay hi thay iss liay uss waqt mujhay apnay mammon ka mota aur barra hona ziyaada paraishaan nahi karta tha. Mairi cchothi behan Shehnaz mujh say 7 saal cchoti hai aur uss waqt apni kum-umri ki waja say motay mammay uss ka masla nahi thay. Laikin Baji Nilofar, Baji Khadija aur mein mazaaq mazaaq mein apnay bharrtay huay mammon ka muqaabla kiya karti theen. Issi tarah hum aik doosray kay mammon ko tatol tatol kar aur daba daba kar bhi daikha kartay thay kay kis kay mammay ziyaada barray aur bhaari hain. Hum teeno mein apnay nipples ki motai aur lambai ka muqaabla bhi hua karta tha. Humaari sab say ziyaada waahiyaat harkat ye hoti thay kay hum aik doosray kay nipples ko chutkiyon mein pakarr pakarr kar daikhtay thay kay kis kay nipple jaldi akarrtay hain. Ajeeb bay-fikri ka zamaana tha.

Baji Khadija buhat shokh hua karti theen aur kai dafa unho nay kappray badaltay huay mairay nangay mammon ko haath mein pakrr kar bhi masla tha. Baji Nilofar unhay aisa karnay say mana karti theen laikin jab wo baaz nahi aati theen to Baji Nilofar khud unkay mammon ko pakarr liya karti theen. Phir to jaisay qayaamat aa jaati thi aur hum teeno aik doosray kay mammay pakarr pakarr kar khaincha kartay thay. Humain apnay mammon par aik doosray kay haathon ka lams barra accha lagta tha. Issi qisam ki ehmaqaana harkaton ki waja say hum teeno kay kai brassiere phat ga’aiy aur istimaal kay qaabil nahi rahay.

Larrkiyon ki aik buhat barri aksariyat kay mammay 18/19 saal ki umar mein barrhna band ho jaatay hain aur iss kay baad unkay size mein thorra buhat hi farq parrta hai. Aisa mammon ki waja say nahi hota balkay jab pooray jisam ka wazan barrhta hai to mammay bhi bhaari ho jaatay hain. Laikin chand aisi auratain bhi hoti hain jin kay mammay baad mein bhi bharrhtay rehtay hain. Mein aur mairi behnain bhi aisi hi hain. Umar kay saath saath humaara wazan bhi barrhta raha aur mammay bhi mazeed motay hotay ga’aiy. Mein to tub apnay mammon say bay-zaar hona shuru hui jab har do teen saal kay baad mujhay apnay brassiere ka size tabdeel kar kay barray size ka brassiere laina parrta tha.

Shaadi kay pehlay saal jab mein apnay shohar kay saath America gai aur wahaan aik store say apnay liay brassiere khareeda to mujhay pata chala kay mairay mammon ka size 36HH hai. Phir dono baitiyon ki paidaish kay chand saal kay andar andar mairay mammay aur bhi barray ho ga’aiy aur unka size 40HH tak ja puhancha. Iss mein 40 kamar aur mammon kay neechay waalay hissay ka size hai jabkay HH mammon ki motai aur golai ka size hai. Jo khawateen brassiere kay sizes say waaqif hain wo jaanti hain kay 40HH mammay buhat barray aur motay hotay hain. Haan ye zaroor hai kay mairay ghair-maamooli lambay qad ki waja say mairay mammay daikhnay waalon ko koi buhat ziyaada barray nazar nahi aatay kiyonkay maira poora badan hi barra hai. Oonchay aur tthos honay ki waja say mairay bhaari mammay kabhi kabhi mairi kamar mein dard bhi paida kar daitay hain jo kai kai din tak mujhay paraishaan rakhta hai. Laikin ab to mujhay iss ki bhi aadat ho gai hai.

Picchlay tees baras kay tajarbay ko saamnay rakhtay huay mein apnay baaray mein yaqeen say nahi keh sakti kay mustaqbil mein mairay mammon ka size mazeed barrhay ga ya nahi. Phir bhi mujhay lagta hai kay ab mairay mammay issi size kay rahain gay kiyonkay Baji Nilofar jo mujh say teen saal barri hain unkay mammay bhi kum-o-baish mairay jitnay hi motay hain. Baji Khadija kay baaray mein to mein jaanti hoon kay wo mairay hi size ka brassiere pahenti hain. Iss liay ho sakta hai maira size bhi un dono jitna hi rahay. Agar aisa hi hua to mairay liay ye baat bhi itminaan ka ba’ais ho gi.

Apnay badan par mammon kay wazan ko thorra kum karnay kay liay mein nay kai dafa soccha kay America mein Breast Reduction surgery kay zarye apnay mammon ka size kucch kum karwa loon. Aisa aasaani say kiya ja sakta hai aur ye koi buhat ziyaada taqleef-day operation nahi hai. Mein shayad aisa kar bhi laiti laikin Baji Nilofar aur Baji Khadija nay mujhay sakhti say mana kar diya. Unka kehna tha kay humaari tarah ki itnay motay motay mammon waali auratain buhat thorri hoti hain aur jab humain qudrat nay ye naimat day rakhi hai to hum kufraan-e-naimat kiyon karain. Mein nay unki baat maan li kiyonkay agar wo dono apnay motay mammon par fakhar karti theen to mein apnay aap ko un say alag kar kay kamtar kiyon saabit karti. Kiya pata baad mein mujhay iss baat ka afsos hota. Phir iss haqeeqat say bhi to inkaar nahi kiya ja sakta kay mammay aurat ki niswaanyat ki sab barri shanaakht hain aur agar qudrat nay mujhay ye shanaakht ata kar rakhi hai to mein issay kiyon khatam karoon.

Mairay chootarr bhi waqt kay saath saath buhat motay aur chorray ho gaiy hain. Waisay to mairi gand mammon ki tarah buhat jawaani say hi bhaari thi aur mairi bay-takalluf sahailiyaan mairay hiltay huay motay motay chootarron kay baaray mein barray ganday ganday mazaaq kiya karti theen jaisay maira khawind mairi gand maara karay ga ya mairay paas lund lainay kay liay aik say ziyaada soraakh hain. Mein unhay kehti thi kay gand bhi koi maarnay ki cheez hai. Aisa hua bhi nahi kiyonkay Khalid fitratan barray seedhay insaan hain aur sex bhi barray seedhay saadhay tareeqay say hi karaty hain. Unho nay kabhi mairi gand nahi maari aur na hi kabhi mujh say iss baaray mein koi baat ki. Mein nay bhi ye kabhi soccha nahi kay agar wo aisa karain to mein kiya mehsoos karoon gi.

Jab mairi pehli baiti ki paidaish hui to mairay chootarr aur bhi taizi say motay honay shuru ho ga’aiy. Iss kay baad to mairay chootarron ka size har guzartay saal kay saath barrhta hi raha. Iss waqt mairay chootarr 43 inch kay hain jinhay kam-az-kam mein to ye bilkul pasand nahi karti. Kon itni moti aur bhaari gand ka bojh har waqt utha’aiy utha’aiy phiray. Log kehtay hain kay aurat ki khoobsurti uss kay mammon aur gand mein hoti hai aur mein to iss maamlay mein kucch ziyaada hi khud-kafeel hoon.

Iss waqt mairay badan ki bilkul sahi paima’ish 40HH-36-43 hai yaani 40HH mammay, 36 inch kamar aur 43 inch chootarr. Mein apnay aap ko slim karnay ki koshishain apni doosri baiti ki paidaish kay baad say yaani 28 baras ki umar say kar rahi hoon. Laikin har tarah ka jatan kar lainay kay bawajood siwaiy pait kay mein apnay badan mein aik inch ka farq nahi la saki. Tung aa kar mein aik Weight Loss expert kay paas gai to uss nay kaha kay mairi haddiyaan barri barri aur chorri hain jo mujhay apnay waaldain say wiraasat mein mili hain aur mein iss waja say kabhi bhi buhat dubli nahi ho sakti. Mein nay iss liay dubla honay ka khayaal hi dil say nikaal diya.

Mein siraf apnay liay dubla nahi hona chaahti thi. Mujhay ilam tha kay mairay shohar ko slim aur smart aurtain pasand hain iss liay unhay khush rakhnay kay liay mein nay humaisha yehi koshish ki kay mein agar buhat ziyaada dubli na bhi hon sakoon to kam-az-kam kucch had tak apna wazan kum zaroor kar loon. Laikin bud-qismati say mein ye bhi nahi kar pai. Wo ab 46 saal kay ho chukay hain aur kabhi mujhay chodtay huay khalaas kar dain to unkay liay mairay lambay chorray badan ko sambhaalna mushkil ho jaata hai. Unki saans phoolnay lagti hai aur wo buhat jald thak jaatay hain. Mein aksar unhay kehti hoon kay unhay mairay jaisi lambi chorri mustandi kay baja’aiy kisi halki phulki larrki say shaadi karna chaahiay thi. Wo bhalay maanas hain hans daitay hain aur kehtay hain kay tum bilkul moti nahi ho bas waqt kay saath saath tumhaara badan ziyaada gudaaz ho gaya hai laikin hai to pathar ki tarah sakht. Tumhay pata hona chaahiay kay tumhaaray jasaiy qad kaath aur mazboot badan ki auratain kitni kam hain. Mein kehti hoon kay moti na sahi laikin mustandi to phir bhi hoon. Wo jawaab daitay hain kay tumhay ghalat-fehmi hai apnay jisam kay baaray mein insecure hona chorr do. Log to tumhay mairay saath daikh kar mairi khush-qismati par rashk kartay hain.

Waisay mairay motay mammay aur bhaari chootarr yahaan bhi aur mulk say baahar bhi mardon ki tawajo ka markaz banay rehtay hain. Mein ye iss liay jaanti hoon kay auraton say mardon ki gandi nazrain kabhi nahi cchupteen aur wo saat pardon mein bhi jaan laiti hain kay koi mard unhay hawas-naak nazron say daikh raha hai. Mujhay oopar say neechay daikhnay waalay aksar mardon ki aankhon mein bhi agarchay mairay chehray kay liay pasandeedgi hoti hai magar iss say bhi ziyaada wo mujhay chodnay kay shoq mein mubtala nazar aatay hain. Kucch to aisay bhi hotay hain jin ka bas nahi chalta warna sar-e-aam hi mairay mammon ko choosna shuru kar dain. Mardon ka yehi to masla hai kay har aurat unkay liay siraf mammon, choot aur gand ka majmooa hai iss say ziyaada kucch nahi. Wo samjhtay hain kay aurat ko siraf iss liay paida kiya gaya hai kay wo unka lund apni choot mein lay aur uss par cchalaangain laga kar unhay paanch cchaiy minute kay liay khush kar day.

Mein ye to nahi kahoon gi kay mujhay apnay aap ko mardon ka ghoorna bura lagta hai kiyonkay koi bhi aurat jab kisi mard ki nigaahon mein apnay liay pasandeedgi daikhti hai to ussay accha hi lagta hai. Laikin iss kay bawajood mein nay iss maamlay mein kabhi bhi kisi ki koi hosla-afzaai nahi ki. Ab to shayad waqt bhi nahi hai aisa kucch karnay ka. Jab 20/25 saal ki umar mein kucch nahi kiya to 38 baras mein kaisay kar sakti hoon. Shaadi kay baad to waisay bhi mairi zindagi mein siraf aur siraf mairay shohar hi rahay hain. Mujhay shaadi kay pehlay din hi un say muhabbat ho gai thi aur martay dam tak aisa hi rahay ga. Mein unkay alaawa kisi aur say mail mulaqaat ka bhi nahi socch sakti to kisi aur ka lund apnay andar kaisay lay sakti thi.

Buhat arsay tak mein iss baat par qaayum rahi. Laikin phir aik aisa waaqiya hua jis kay baaray mein mein kabhi soch bhi nahi sakti thi.



PART TWO

Aik raat koi saarhay baara bajay kay qareeb Khalid nay mujhay neend say jaga kar bataaya kay unkay pait mein shadeed dard ho raha hai. Dard unki naaf kay aas paas tha aur pait kay da'ayain jaanib barrhta hua mehsoos ho raha tha. Mein nay unhay Buscopan ki goli khilai laikin unka dard kam nahi hua. Waisay bhi mujhay to subah say hi unki tabi'at theek nahi lag rahi thi. Wo lait ga'aiy laikin kucch hi dair baad unho nay ulti kar di jis say mein buhat ghabra gai aur faisla kiya kay unhay foran Hospital lay kar jaana chaahiay. Mein nay soccha kay nokron ka alaawa bhi to mairay saath koi ho to behtar ho ga.

Mein nay apnay sab say barray bhai kay ghar phone kiya jo Pindi mein rehtay thay. Mairay bhatijay Amjad nay phone uthaaya to mein nay usay saari baat batai aur kaha kay wo bhai jan ko lay kar Hospital a’aiy. Uss nay mujh say Hospital ka naam poocha aur kaha kay mein Khalid kay saath Hospital puhanchoon wo Bhai jan ko lay kar waheen aa raha hai. Uss nay mujhay ye bhi kaha kay Phupi Nadira aap paraishaan na hoon sab theek ho ja’aiy ga. Uss ki iss baat say mairi barri himmat bandhi.

Mein apnay driver kay humraah Hospital ki Emergency puhanchi. Kucch hi dair mein Bhai jan aur Amjad wahaan aa ga’aiy. Mein nay unhay bataaya kay Khalid kay mukhtalif tests kiay ja rahay hain aur uss kay baad hi kucch pata chal sakay ga. Mein buhat bokhlai hui thi aur ye daikh kar un dono nay mujhay barra dalaasa diya. Issi tension ki haalat mein hum teeno Khalid kay tests kay results ka intizaar karnay lagay.

Kucch dair baad aik doctor nay humain bataaya kay Khalid kay appendex mein infection ho gaya hai laikin wo phata nahi hai aur ussay operation kay zarye jisam say nikaalna parray ga. Agar aisa na kiya gaya aur appendex phat gaya to unki jaan kay liay bhi khatra ban sakta hai. Uss nay ye bhi kaha kay iss waqt Khalid ki haalat stable hai aur operation kay baad chand roz mein hi wo behtar ho ja’ain gay. Hum nay ye sun kar sakoon ka saans liya kiyonkay ye koi serious baat nahi thi. Appendex kay operation to roz hi hua kartay hain aur amooman iss say koi masla paida nahi hota.

Khalid ko aik private kamray mein muntaqil kar diya gaya. Amjad nay Bhai jan say kaha kay wo ghar chalay ja’ayain wo khud mairay saath Hospital mein raat kay liay ruk ja’aiy ga. Bhai jan chalay ga’aiy to mein nay iss humdardi par Amjad ka buhat shukriya ada kiya. Uss nay jawaab diya kay iss museebat kay waqt mein wo mujhay akaila to nahi cchorr sakta kiyonkay Khalid ki daikh bhaal kay liay kisi mard ka Hospital mein teharna zaroori hai. Mujhay uss waqt wo buhat zimaydaar aur accha insaan laga.

Mein iss liay bhi uss ki ziyaada shukar-guzaar thi kay maira apni doosri behno ki nisbat Bhai jan kay ghar aana jaana buhat kum tha. Iss ki waja humaaray ta’aluqaat ki kharaabi nahi thi kiyonkay mein siraf unkay haan hi nahi kisi ki taraf bhi ziyaada nahi jaaya karti thi. Maira ghar say nikalna hi kum hota tha. Amjad albata kabhi kabhaar mairay ghar zaroor aa jaaya karta tha aur mujh say kisi na kisi khaanay ki farmaish karta. Bhai jan say ziyaada to mein Amjad say mila karti thi. Shayad issi liay mairay phone kay baad uss nay Hospital aanay mein aik munute ki bhi dair nahi lagai thi aur ab maray saath wahaan ruk bhi raha tha.

Private kamra buhat accha tha jis mein television, telephone, refrigerator aur aik sofa-cum-bed mojood thay. Khalid ko dard mein afaaqay kay liay koi dawa di gai thi jis ki waja say wo jald hi aaraam say so ga’aiy. Mein nay aur Amjad nay wo raat kursiyon par baithay baithay hi guzaar di. Aglay din bila-taakheer Khalid ka operation kar diya gaya. Unho nay mazeed teen ya chaar din hospital mein rehna tha. Unka operation barra kaamyaab raha tha aur doctors ka khayaal tha kay wo chaar say cchay haftay mein bilkul theek ho ja’ayian gay. Hosh mein aanay kay baad un par agarchay neend ka ghalba rehta tha laikin ab wo buhat behtar mehsoos kar rahay thay.

Mein aur Amjad dono ab zehni tanao say nikal aa’aiy thay. Wo na siraf Khalid ki daikh bhaal kar raha tha balkay maira bhi buhat khayaal rakh raha tha. Kabhi baahar say mairay liay ice cream lay kar aa jaata kabhi juice aur kabhi coke kay tin. Mairay buhat mana karnay par bhi wo baaz nahi aaya aur mujhay baar baar khianch kar Hospital ki cafeteria mein lay jaata aur kehta kay Phupi Nadira ab Uncle Khalid theek hain aap bhi relax ho ja’ain, kha’ain peeain, khailain koodain, aiash karain. Agar aap kamzor ho gaeen to aur bhi ziyaada lambi lagain gi. Mein hans parrti to kehta kay ye hui na baat. Mein kamray mein kursi par baithay baithay thak jaati to wo mujhay walk karwaanay kay liay Hospital kay wasee-o-areez lawn mein lay jaata aur zabardasti ice cream khilaatay huay khoob baatain karta rehta. Aik din mein hi aisa lagnay laga tha jaisay wo aur mein humaisha say saath hi rehtay aa’iay hon.

Khalid kay operation waalay hi din shaam ko Hospital kay lawn mein mujhay pehli dafa achanak ye ehsaas hua kay Amjad mujhay baar baar kucch ajeeb aur ghair-maanoos si nazron say daikhta hai. Ye nazrain mairay bhatijay ki nahi theen balkay aik baaligh mard ki theen. Ye aik aisay mard ki nazrain theen jo aurat kay badan say waaqif tha aur jis ki poori tawajo mairay jisam kay mukhtalif hisson par markooz thi. Wo ghair-zaroori tor par mairay qareeb honay ki koshish karta rehta tha. Har aurat ki tarah mairi sixth sense bhi iss maamlay mein buhat taiz hai. Mein nay mehsoos kiya kay wo mairay mammon aur chootarron mein khaas tor say dilchaspi lay raha hai. Uss ki aankhain thorri thorri dair baad mairay mammon say jaisay chipak si jaati theen.

Mairay zehan ko aik jhatka sa laga kay ye kaisay ho sakta hai. Laikin phir mein nay apnay aap ko samjhaaya kay mein bila-waja hi apnay bhatijay kay baaray mein aisi buri baat socch rahi hoon wo kabhi aisa khayaal bhi dil mein nahi la sakta. Saaray mard hi auraton ko aisi nazron say daikhtay hain magar phupi aur bhatija? Ye kis dunya mein hua karta hai? Yaqeenan mein ghalat soch rahi thi. Shayad Khalid ki beemaari nay mujhay paraishaan kar diya tha jis say mairi zehan par bura asar parra tha. Waisay bhi jo mein socch rahi thi wo kisi bhi tor say hona mumkin nahi tha.

Humaaray rishtay kay alaawa mairi aur uss ki umar ka wazeh farq bhi mujhay ye sochnay par majboor kar raha tha kay mein aik buhat barri ghalat-fehmi ya khush-fehmi ka shikaar ho rahi hoon. Wo apni 38-saala phupi mein jo do bacchon ki ma’an thi kiyon dilchaspi laita? Wo jawaan tha aur ussay apni hum-umar larrkiyaan aasaani say mil sakti theen. Uss ki umar moj masti ki thi aur mairay jaisi ghair-dilchasp aur gharailoo qisam ki aurat kay saath uss ka koi jorr nahi banta tha. Jawaan, ghair-shaadi shuda aur chulbuli larrkiyon par bhala wo mujhay kaisay tarjeeh day sakta tha. Mein thorra buhat to jaanti hi thi kay uss ki zindagi mein kai larrkiyaan aa chuki theen aur shayad ab bhi theen. Phir mairi taraf uss ka jhukao samajh mein na aanay waali baat thi. Ye socch kar mein buhat hud tak mutma’in ho gai aur in khadshaat ko apnay zehan say nikaal baahar kiya.

Laikin aglay din kucch aisa hua kay maira shak yaqeen mein badal gaya. Dopehar kay waqt jab Khalid soay huay thay aur mein unkay bed ki chaadar theek kar rahi thi Amjad pata nahi kiyon mairay peechay say guzra aur uss nay apna haath mairay chootarron kay saath ragrra. Mujhay apnay aik chootarr kay oopar uss kay haath ka ba-qaida dabao mehsoos hua. Aisa laga jaisay uss nay mairay chootarron ko ko tatola ho. Kisi bhi aurat kay liay ye mushkil nahi hota kay wo apnay badan par mard ka haath mehsoos karay aur ye na samjhay kay wo haath kiya karna chaahta hai. Jo kucch Amjad nay kiya tha ghalti say nahi ho sakta tha kiyonkay wahaan kaafi jagah thi aur agar wo chaahta to aaraam say mujh say takra’aiy baghair guzar sakta tha.

Hairat ki jagah ab ghussay nay lay li aur maira paara charrhnay laga kay wo apni phupi kay saath aisi gandi harkat kar raha hai. Pata nahi aik acchay bhalay jawaan larrkay ko kiya ho gaya hai jo apnay say kaheen barri umar ki aurat mein iss tarah ki dil-chaspi lay raha hai? Laikin mein ye socch kar chup rahi kay uss nay na siraf Khalid ki beemaari mein maira buhat saath diya tha balkay in chand dino mein maira aur uss ka rishta barra qurbat waala ho gaya tha. Agar mein uss say baat karti bhi to ho sakta tha kay wo saaf mukar jaata aur mujhay kehta kay aap ye kaisi baat kar rahi hain mein nay aisa kucch nahi kiya. Mein kis tarah saabit karti kay jo mein keh rahi hoon wo sahi hai? Iss tarah karnay say maira uss kay saath ta’aluq bhi kharaab hota aur apnay bhai kay saath bhi.

Ye waqt bhi aisa nahi tha kay mein koi hungaama kharra karti aur Khalid ko paraishaan karti. Aur agar ye baat baahar nikalti to khaandaan waalon ko bhi ulti seedhi baatain karnay ka moqa mil jaata. Khaandaanon mein aisi baatain aanan faanan phail jaati hain. Mein aisa kucch nahi karna chaahti thi jis ki waja say koi bhi mujh par hans sakay. Pata nahi aisa karna ghalat tha ya sahi laikin mein nay Amjad ki iss harkat ko bhi nazar-andaaz karnay ki koshish ki aur apnay rawayay say ye zaahir nahi honay diya kay mein uss kay dil kay chor ko jaan gai hoon. Mein bilkul pehlay hi ki tarah behave karti rahi.

Laikin ab mein khamoshi say uss ki harkaat-o-saknaat ko zaroor ba-ghor daikhnay lagi. Waaqai wo nazar bacha kar baar baar mairay mammon ki taraf daikhta tha aur bahaanay bahaanay say mairay qareeb honay ki koshish karta tha. Kamray mein teen chaar nurses ka aana jaana laga rehta tha aur un mein say aik kaafi jawaan aur khush-shakal bhi thi. Mein unkay aanay par Amjad kay rad-e-amal ko daikha karti thi laikin ye ajeeb baat thi kay uss nay kabhi kisi bhi nurse mein bilkul koi dil-chaspi nahi li. Aik taraf to ye tha jabkay doosri taraf mairay saath uss ki mastiyaan musalsal barrhti hi ja rahi theen.

Ussi raat hum walk kay liay lawn mein ga’aiy. Lawn kay kinaaron par lagay huay lamp posts kay zard zard bulb jal rahay thay magar koi buhat ziyaada roshni nahi thi. Amjad nay baaton kay doraan mairi kamar mein haath daal diya aur mairay baazoo kay neechay say mairay ba’ayain mammay ki side par dabao daala. Mein nay ab bhi koi reaction zaahir nahi kiya. Uss nay kaafi dair tak baatain kartay kartay mairay mammay par apna haath rakha rehnay diya. Mairay badan mein bijli si dorr gai. Lagta tha kay ussay mairay mammay kucch ziyaada hi pasand thay aur wo unhay haath lagaanay say apnay aap ko rok nahi pa raha tha. Mein iss tarah dopatta orrha to nahi karti thi magar ab uss say bachnay kay liay mein apnay dopattay kay andar jis had tak apnay mammon ko cchupa sakti thi chupaanay lagi.

Teesray din aik aur barra ajeeb waaqiya hua. Amjad shaam ko nahaanay dhonay kay liay apnay ghar chala gaya aur raat ko kaafi late waapas aaya. Khalid uss waqt tak so chukay thay. Jab wo kamray mein daakhil hua to uss nay Khalid ki taraf daikha aur muskuraatay huay barray normal andaaz mein mujh say galay mila. Laikin galay miltay miltay uss nay apna aik haath mairay dopattay kay neechay kiya aur barri bay-khofi say maira aik mamma apnay haath mein pakarr liya. Ye mehaz haath lagaana nahi tha balkay uss nay mairay pooray mammay ko haath mein lay rakha tha. Mujh say galay milnay kay chand seconds kay doraan uss nay maira mamma apnay haath mein hi rakha aur phir mujh say alag hotay huay brassiere kay ooapr hi say ussay halka sa dabaaya. Mein to uss ki deeda-dalairi pay hairat-zada hi reh gai. Mein apnay beemaar shohar kay saamnay ussay kucch keh kar koi talkhi paida nahi karna chaahti thi iss liay khaamosh rahi. Wo kamray mein baith gaya aur aisay zaahir karnay laga jaisay kucch hua hi na ho.

Mein socchnay lagi. Uss kay rawayay say ye andaaza nahi lagaaya ja sakta tha kay uss kay dil mein kucch aisa hai. Wo saara saara din mujh say bay-tahaasha baatain karta laikn ab tak uss kay munh say koi qaabil-e-aitraaz baat nahi nikli thi. Laikin aik aurat honay kay naatay mujhay uss ki aankhon mein sex ki nangi hawas naachti hui saaf nazar aa rahi thi. Mairay zehan mein ab koi shak-o-shuba nahi reh gaya tha kay maira bhatija mujhay chodna chaahta tha aur iss maqsad kay liay mujhay raazi karnay ki koshish kar raha tha. Ziyaada paraishaan-kun baat ye thi kay uss kay haath din-ba-din bay-qaboo hi hotay ja rahay thay. Wo din mein kai kai dafa mukhtalif heelay bahaano say mairay mammon aur chootarron ko haath lagaata tha. Iss mein bhi koi shaq nahi tha kay mairi khaamoshi say bhi uss ki himmat barrh rahi thi. Mujhay ussay buhat pehlay hi rok laina chaahiay tha. Ab maira zehan issi sawaal mein uljha hua tha kay ussay roknay kay liay kiya tareeqa ikhtiyaar karoon kay saamp bhi mar ja’aiy aur laathi bhi na tootay.

Uss din wo ghar say Bermuda shorts pehan kar aaya tha jo ghutno tak lambay aur buhat khulay huay nickers hotay hain. Raat kay picchlay pehar jab Khalid gehri neend soiy huay thay mein refrigerator say shayad paani nikaalnay kay liay utthi. Amjad bhi ussi waqt kisi bahaanay say utha aur mairay peechay aa kar barri bay-sharmi kay saath mairay chootarron par apna poora haath phaira. Mein refrigerator ka darwaaza band kar kay murri to mujhay nazar aaya kay uss kay Bermuda shorts mein uss ka lund kharra hua hai aur raano kay beech waali jagah kaafi ubhri hui hai. Uss kay lund ka ubhaar beech mein nahi balkay aik side par tha jisay daikh kar mein keh sakti thi uss nay underwear nahi pehna hua tha. Uss nay foran sorry kaha jaisay ye sab ghalti say hua tha.

Ab wo shayad mujhay saaf tor say baawar kara raha tha kay uss ka lund mairi choot mein jaanay kay liay bay-taab hai. Baat ab yahaan tak puhanch gai thi kay haathon kay saath saath uss ka lund bhi bay-qaaboo ho raha tha. Sofa-cum-bed par baithtay huay uss nay daikh liya kay mein nay uss kay kharray huay lund par nazar daali hai. Wo kucch bola nahi magar mujhay aisay laga jaisay uss kay honton par bilkul khafeef si muskurahat aa gai ho. Haan uss ka chehray aur body language say pata chal raha tha kay wo buhat garam ho chuka hai. Uss nay apnay akrray huay lund ko mujh say cchupaanay ki bhi koi koshish nahi ki. Wo ye baat mujh tak saaf tor say puhancha daina chaahta tha kay uss ki nazar mairi choot par hai.

Mein samjh gai kay agar ussay moqa milta to wo mairi choot mein apna lund ghusaanay mein aik lamhay ki bhi dair na karta. Ye socch kar kay na-jaanay uss nay khayaalon hi khayaalon mein kitni dafa mairi choot maari ho gi mein sharminda si ho gai. Jab rishton kay bharam tootnay lagtay hain to taqleef to hoti hi hai. Ye bhi kucch aisi hi baat thi. Mein nay barri sanjeedgi say soccha kay uss kay saath alehdgi mein baat karoon aur samjhaaon kay wo aisa na karay magar na-jaanay kiyon himmat nahi parri.

Waisay Amjad nay abhi tak mairay saath koi aisi baat nahi ki thi jis say mein andaaza laga sakti kay wo mujhay pataanay ki koshish kar raha hai. Wo zabaan kay bajaiy apnay haathon say kaam lay raha tha. Mairay mammon ko pakarrnay aur chootarron par baar baar haath phairnay kay alaawa uss nay abhi tak aur kucch nahi kiya tha. Agar ye sab kucch wo mehaz tafreeh kay liay kar raha tha aur in maamlaat ko siraf yaheen tak rakhna chaahta tha to mairi gand ko haath lagaatay huay uss ka lund kiyon kharra ho gaya tha? Aur agar aisa ho hi gaya tha to uss nay apnay lund ko mujh say cchupaanay ki koshish kiyon nahi ki? Kiya uss kay kharray huay lund ko daikh kar mujhay andaaza na ho jaata kay wo mujhay chodna chaahta hai? Aisi soorat mein baat tafreeh tak to na rehti. Mein bilkul samajh nahi pa rahi thi kay uss kay zehan mein kiya tha.

Haan ab uss mein aik aur tabdeeli aa rahi thi. Pehlay uss ki aankhon mein siraf aur siraf sex ki hawas hoti thi laikin ab mein nay mehsoos kiya kay wo mairay chehray ko barray muhabbat bharay andaaz mein daikhta rehta hai. Dair tak baghair palak jhapkaiy jaisay mairay naqoosh ko apnay dil kay andar utaar laina chaahta ho. Mein khaalis hawas aur khaalis muhabbat kay farq say waaqif thi. Khaalis hawas aurat kay badan kay gird ghoomti hai laikin khaalis muhabbat uss kay badan aur shakhsiyat dono ka ihaata karti hai. Mujhay yaqeen hota ja raha tha kay wo mujh say muhabbat karnay laga hai aur ab baat siraf sex ki khaahish tak nahi reh gai.

Issi doraan mairay dil mein do tarah kay ehsaasaat nay janam laina shuru kiya. Aik ghussay ka ehsaas aur doosra dabi dabi khushi ka ehsaas. Mujhay ghusa to iss liay aa raha tha kay maira bhatija honay kay bawajood uss nay ye socchnay ki bhi jurrat kaisay ki kay wo mujhay chodna chaahay ga aur mein ussay aisa karnay doon gi. Uss nay kiya mujhay itnay hi kamzor kirdaar ki aurat samajh rakha tha? Ussay maloom hona chaahiay tha kay mein aisi aurat nahi thi. Agar mein shaadi-shuda aur do bachon ki ma’an hotay huay apnay bhatijay ko choot dainay par raazi ho jaati to wo kiya samjhta kay uss ki phupi kis qisam ki aurat hai. Ye to intihai buri harkat hoti.

Laikin mairay dil kay kisi hissay mein ye baat khushi ka baa’is bhi ban rahi thi kay maira saga bhatija hotay huay bhi wo mairay liay paagal ho raha tha aur apnay haathon ko mairay badan say door nahi rakh pa raha tha. Mein nay to 20 saal ki umar bhi kisi mein apnay liay aisi deewaangi nahi daikhi thi. Mujh mein kucch to aisa tha jis nay ussay deewaana bana diya tha. Mairi umar ki kisi aurat mein agar kisi mard kay liay itni sex appeal ho to wo kisi say kucch kahay ya na kahay magar andar hi andar ussay iss baat ki khushi zaroor hoti hai.

Mairay dimaagh mein in do ehsaasaat mein shayad jang chal rahi thi. Phir daikhtay hi daikhtay khushi nay ghusay ko shikast day di aur mein Amjad ki harkaton ko halkay halkay khof kay saath enjoy karnay lagi. Hairat ki baat to ye thi kay acchi tarah jaan lainay kay baad bhi kay wo mairi choot maarna chaahta hai mein apnay aap ko ussay roknay par raazi nahi kar pa rahi thi aur aik ajeeb tazabzub ka shikaar thi. Mujhay uss say koi aisa khof bhi mehsoos nahi ho raha tha jo kisi shareef aurat ko aisay mard say hona chaahiay jo uss ki choot laina chaahta ho. Mein to balkay ulta in sab baaton kay bawajood uss ka kucch ziyaada hi khayaal rakhnay lagi thi.

Chothay din mein mein kucch dair kay liay Hospital say ghar gai to waapas aanay say pehlay naha dho kar mein nay accha khaasa make-up kar liya. Laikin phir apnay aap ko aa’eenay mein daikh kar mujhay khayaal aaya kay ye mein kiya kar rahi hoon? Iss tarah make up kar kay to mein Amjad ko khula khula paighaam day rahi hoon kay mujhay bhi uss mein dilchaspi hai. Mein nay foran apna make up kaafi kum kar diya laikin phir bhi aam dino say kucch ziyaada hi banao singhaar kiya. Aa’enay kay saamnay baar baar mairi nazrain apnay mammon parr rahi theen aur buhat arsay kay baad aisa hua tha kay unkay motay aur barray barray ubhaar mujhay buhat acchay lag rahay thay. Jo kucch mein kar rahi thi wo bhi barri sharamnaak aur paraishaan-kun baat thi jis nay mujhay apni dimaaghi haalat kay baaray mein socchnay par majboor kar diya.

Shaadi kay baad mairi zindagi barri pur-sakoon aur therao waali rahi thi aur uss mein kisi qisam kay josh-o-walwalay ya suspense ka koi ansar nahi tha. Mairay roz-o-shab mein kisi an-honi ki koi gunja’ish nazar nahi aati thi. Laikin maira bhatija mairay saath jo kucch kar raha tha wo kisi an-honi say kum nahi tha. Mein to kabhi socch bhi nahi sakti thi kay shaadi kay 13 baras baad mairay saath aisa bhi ho sakta hai. Shayad issi liay mein dil hi dil mein uss ki harkaton say lutf-andoz ho rahi thi. Laikin iss ka ye matlab har giz nahi hai kay mein uss say apni choot marwaana chaahti thi. Mairay liay aisa socchna bhi taqleef aur karahat ka baa’is tha. Siraf itna tha kay uss ki harkatain mujhay aik mua’mmay aur mystery ki tarah dil-chasp lagnay lagi theen aur mairi ruki hui zindagi jaisay sarpat dorrnay lagi thi.

Yehi wo waqt tha jab mein nay pehli dafa in**st kay baaray mein soccha. Aisa socchna qudrati tha kiyonkay maira bhatija mujhay chod kar in**st hi to karna chaahta tha. Mujhay hairat hui kay in**st ka khayaal mairay jazbaat ko buhat buri tarah bharrka raha tha. Zindagi mein pehlay kabhi mein nay aisa mehsoos nahi kiya tha kiyonkay in**st ko mein bhi saari dunya ki tarah buhat buri harkat samjhti thi. Laikin ab in**st ka khayaal mujhay garam kar raha tha. Mein khaas tor say ma’an aur baitay kay jinsi ta’aluqaat ka socch kar buhat garam ho rahi thi aur barri koshishon say apnay oopar qaaboo rakha hua tha ta kay Khalid ya khud Amjad mairi haalat say aagaah na ho ja’ain. Mujhay dar tha kay kaheen koi mairay zehan ko parrh na lay.

Mein nay kucch arsa pehlay aik English film daikhi thi jis ka naam “Spanking the Monkey” tha. Ye film aik baitay kay apni ma’an kay saath jinsi ta’aluqaat kay baray mein thi. Baar baar iss film kay manaazir mairay zehan mein gardish karnay lagtay aur mein garam honay lagti. Mujhay apnay pooray badan mein aik garam gudgudi ka ehsaas honay lagta aur dil chaahta kay koi mairay badan kay mukhtalif hisson ko haath laga’aiy. Mairay gardan kay picclay hissay aur mammon mein ye gudgudi ziyaada hoti thi. Mairay pait mein bhi halki halki phuljharryaan cchootnay lagteen aur choot geeli honay lagti. Uss waqt mairi shadeed khaahish hoti kay mein kisi tarah khalaas ho ja’aoon aur na-jaanay kiyon mujhay yaqeen tha agar aisa hua to mein barray zabardast tareeqay say kai dafa khalaas hon gi.

Mujhay buhat arsay kay baad iss tarah garam honay ka tajarba ho raha tha jis mein barra maza tha. Mein musalsal garam thi aur maira badan normal nahi ho pa raha tha. Mairay dimaagh mein achanak ye baat aai kay iss waqt mairi choot ko aik kharray huay lund ki buhat ziyaada zaroorat hai. Mein nay tasawwur ki aankh say daikha kay aik mota akrra hua lund mairay saamnay hai. Phir wo lund mairi choot kay andar baahar honay laga. Mard ka akrray huay lund ka khayaal aam haalaat mein bhi mujhay paagal kar daita tha aur iss waqt to mein buhat hi garam thi. Apnay badan ki barrhti hui tapish mujhay paraishaan kar rahi thi aur mein kisi na kisi tarah apni choot marwaana chaahti thi ta kay iss manhoos tension say nijaat mil sakay. Laikin Khalid iss position mein nahi thay kay mujhay chod kar thanda kar saktay. Mein bas sabar kiay baithi rahi.

Laikin phir mujhay apni socchon par buhat afsos bhi honay lagta tha. Mujhay yon lagta tha jaisay mein buhat barra gunaah kar baithi hoon. Zaahir hai kay in**st mein mairi dilchaspi apnay bhatijay ki harkaton ki waja say paida hui thi. Magar apnay zameer kay kachokon kay bawajood mein in**st ko apnay zehan say nikaal nahi pa rahi thi. Mujhay baar baar yehi khayaal aa raha tha kay agar Khalid theek hotay to mein un say chudwa kar apnay aap ko thanda kar laiti magar ab kiya karoon? Pata nahi wo kitnay arsay kay baad mujhay chodnay kay qaabil ho sakain gay? Mein nay thorri afsurdgi kay saath soccha. Phir achanak mujhay Amjad kay lund ka khayaal aaya. Uss ka lund kaisa ho ga? Wo agar kisi aurat ko choday to kaisay choday ga? Iss zaleel khayaal kay zehan mein aatay hi mein sharam say paani paani ho gai. Mein nay ussay paida hotay hi daikha tha aur ab mein uss kay baaray mein aisi ghaleez baat socch rahi thi. Mujhay Amjad par ghussa bhi aa raha tha jis ki harkaton ki waja say mairi ye haalat ho gai thi. Ajeeb kashmakash ka aalum tha.

Jab maira ehsaas-e-gunaah kucch ziyaada hi barrh gaya to mein nay soccha kay iss qisam ki baatain siraf mairay zehan ki had tak hi to hain mein koi Amjad say chudwa to nahi rahi jo mujhay ehsaas-e-gunaah nay itna tung kiya hua hai. Jo kucch ho raha hai uss ki taraf say ho raha hai mein to ussay aisa karnay ko nahi keh rahi. Agar mein kucch buri baatain socch kar garam ho rahi hoon aur mujhay accha lag raha hai to iss say koi qayaamat to nahi aa ja’aiy gi. Ye sab kucch to mairay dimaagh kay andar hai haqeeqat say to iss ka koi ta’aluq nahi. Mujhay ye bhi khayaal aaya kay aik din baad jab Khalid Hospital say discharge ho ja’ain gay to ye baat bhi humaisha humaisha kay liay khatam ho ja’aiy gi aur mairi zindagi phir normal ho ja’aiy gi.

Aglay din Khalid ko Hospital say discharge kar kay ghar bhaij diya gaya. Unho nay abhi kai din bed par hi rehna tha. Amjad mujhay aur Khalid ko ghar tak cchorrnay aaya aur kucch dair ruka bhi. Mein nay aur Khalid nay uss ka buhat shukriya ada kiya kay mushkil ki iss gharri mein uss nay humaari barri madad ki. Uss nay kaha kay aisi koi baat nahi aur wo phir bhi Khalid ki tabi’yat ka poochnay chakar lagaata rahay ga. Ye sun kar mairay dil mein ajeeb si halchal hui. Mein samajh nahi pai kay mein ussay apnay ghar aanay say rokna chaahti thi ya uss kay yahaan aanay par khush ho rahi thi.

Jab wo jaanay kay liay utha to mein ussay cchorrnay kamray kay baahar tuk aai. Maira khayaal tha wo jaatay huay phir mujh say galay milay ga aur mairay mammon ko haath laga’iay ga. Brassiere kay andar mairay mammon kay nipples mein kucch ho raha tha. Shayad wo akarr rahay thay. Mein apnay chehray kay ta’asuraat ko bilkul normal rakhtay huay Amjad say baghal-geer honay kay liay khud hi uss ki taraf barrhi. Laikin uss nay iss dafa kucch bhi nahi kiya aur barri sharafat say mujh say galay mil kar salaam kiya aur chala gaya. Mujhay thorri hairat bhi hui aur kucch mayoosi bhi.

Uss din mein yehi socchti rahi kay Amjad nay jaatay huay mairay mammon ya chootarron ko haath kiyon nahi lagaaya? Kiya uss ka dil mujh say bhar gaya tha? Kaheen aisa to nahi kay wo mujh say dar kar peechay hut gaya ho? Laikin mein nay to uss ki kisi harkat par ussay toka nahi tha to phir ussay kis baat ka dar tha? Ye bhi ho sakta tha kay mujhay haath lagaanay kay baad mairay badan ka lams ussay pasand na aaya ho aur us kay khayaalaat mairay baaray mein badal ga’aiy hon. Laikin phir uss ki aankhon mein muhabbat bhari hui kiyon nazar aati thi? Mujhay kucch samajh nahi aa raha tha.

Mein kamray mein waapas aa gai aur soccha kay Khalid theek hon gay to un say ji bhar kay choot marwaoon gi.

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PART THREE

Do din baad Amjad Khalid ka haal poochnay kay liay phir aaya. Wo kaafi dair Khalid aur mairay saath baatain karta raha. Uss din mein nay phir mehsoos kiya kay wo mairi taraf waisi hi nazron say daikh raha hai jaisay Hospital mein daikha karta tha. Uss ki aankhain ghoom phir kar ya to mairay chehray ka tawaaf karti rehti theen ya phir mairay mammon par aa kar tik jaati theen. Agar mairi aankain uss say chaar hoteen to wo foran Khalid ki jaanib mutawajo ho jaata. Mein to do din pehlay uss ka rawaya daikh kar yehi samjhi thi kay shayad ab baat khatam ho gai hai laikin yaqeenan aisa nahi tha. Laikin mairay mammon kay muqaablay mein ab wo mairay chehray ko ziyaada daikh raha tha. Mujhay nahi maaloom kay aisa kiyon tha. Buhat dair tak choohay billi ka ye khail chalta raha. Jaatay huay Khalid ki mojoodgi ki waja say wo mujh say galay nahi mila iss liay mein nahi jaan saki kay wo mairay mammon ko haath lagaana chaahta tha ya nahi. Maira dil to chaaha kay mein ussay khuda haafiz kehnay kay bahaanay uss kay saath kamray say nikal kar baahar jaoon aur daikhoon kay wo mujhay haath lagaata hai ya nahi magar phir na-janay kiyon mein nay aisa nahi kiya.

Hospital mein apni choot dainay ka jo janoon mujh par sawaar hua tha wo ab bhi waisay hi qaayum tha. Roz hi maira dil chaahta kay koi mujhay chod kar kai dafa khalaas karay ta kay iss tension say mairi jaan cchootay. Ye socchtay huay mairi choot garam ho kar geeli ho jaati aur mairi haalat aur kharaab honay lagti. Laikin mujhay samajh nahi aa rahi thi kay mein khalaas honay kay liay kiya karoon. Mujhay khud apnay aap ko khalaas karna accha nahi lagta tha aur na hi iss say mairi tassali hoti thi. Mein apni choot kay liay lund kahaan say laati. Mairay paas iss kay alaawa koi chaara nahi tha kay sabar karoon aur Khalid kay theek honay ka intizaar karti rahoon.

Khalid ki beemaari ki waja say mein kaafi dino say market nahi ja saki thi aur ghar kay liay rozaana istimaal ka buhat saara saamaan laana tha. Aik din dopehar kay baad mein nay soccha kay Khalid ab kaafi behtar hain iss liay mein market ho aati hoon. Mein nay apni nokraani aur driver ko saath liya aur shopping karnay nikal kharri hui. Abhi mein apnay ghar kay gate say nikli hi thi kay saamnay say Amjad ki gaarri aati nazar aai. Ussay daikh kar mein ruk gai. Wo apni gaari say utar kar mairay paas aa gaya aur poccha kay Phupi Nadira aap kahaan ja rahi hain. Jab mein nay bataaya kay mein market tak ja rahi hoon to wo bola kay mein bhi aap kay saath chala chalta hoon waapsi par Uncle khalid say mulaqaat ho ja’aiy gi. Mein nay kaha theek hai aisa hi kar laitay hain. Wo bola kay aap ka driver nokraani ko lay kar aap ki gaari mein hi waapas ghar chala ja’ayaiy aur aap mairi gaari mein aa ja’ayain. Mein nay un dono say kaha kay wo aisa hi karain. Mein khud utar kar Amjad ki gaarri mein baith gai aur uss nay driving seat sambhaal li.

Hum sarrak par aa’aiy to wo bola kay Phupi Nadira mein nay dopehar ka khaana nahi khaaya iss liay mujhay to iss waqt buhat zoron ki bhook lagi hui hai. Mein boli kay tum waheen ghar mein bata daitay to mein tumhaaray liay khaanay ka bandobast karti. Mein nay ussay ye bhi kaha kay hum ghar waapas chaltay hain wo khaana kha lay to phir nikal aa'iyain gay. Wo kucch socch kar kehnay laga kay aisa kartay hain kisi restaurant chaltay hain aur kucch kha kar phir shopping kay liay nikal ja’aiyain gay. Mein nay kaha kay mein na to tayyaar ho kar aai hoon aur na hi mein nay aisay kaprray pehan rakhay hain kay kisi restaurant ja sakoon. Wo hans kar bola kay Phupi Nadira aap har tarah kay kaprron mein acchi lagti hain balkay ye kehna chaahiay kay aap jo kaprray bhi pehan lain wo aap par acchay lagtay hain. Mein nay uss ki taraf daikha to wo jaldi say bola kay maira matlab hai agar aap ghar kay kaprray bhi pehan lain tub bhi itni hi khoobsurat lagain gi. Mujhay ye sun kar khushi to buhat hui laikin mein nay ussay koi jawaab daina munaasib nahi samjha. Bas hans kar itna hi kaha kay chalo ab ziyaada baatain na banao aur chup chaap gaarri chalaatay raho.

Uss nay kaha kay Phupi Nadira mein bilkul sacch keh raha hoon. Jab aap kabhi ghar say nikalti hain to kiya aap ko mardon ki gardanain apni jaanib murrti hui nazar nahi aateen? Mein nay jawaab diya kay mujhay mardon ki murrti hui gardanon aur ghoorti hui aankhon mein koi dilchaspi nahi hai. Wo bola kay mein kab keh raha hoon kay aap ko un mein dil-chaspi hai mein to aap mein unki dil-chaspi ki baat kar raha hoon. Mein nay jawaab diya kay mardon ka kiya hai wo to har aurat mein dil-chaspi laina apna paidaishi haq samajhtay hain aur agar koi aur na milay to raah chalti faqeerniyon ko hi ghoortay rehtay hain. Iss par wo buhat hansa aur kehnay laga kay Phupi Nadira waisay aap mardon ki khaslat say khoob waaqif hain. Mein nay daikha hai kay wo auratain jo ziyaada khoobsurat hoti hain mardon ki nafsiyaat ka ziyaada ilam rakhti hain kiyonkay unhay zindagi mein buhat baar mardon kay andar chupi hui ghilaazat ka saamna karna parrta hai. Apni iss indirect tareef par bhi mein chup hi rahi.

Issi qisam ki baatain kartay kartay hum aik five star hotel puhanchay jis kay restaurant mein barri acchi hi-tea mila karti thi. Mein Khalid kay saath buhat dafa yahaan aa chuki thi. Amjad nay khud to khaaya hi laikin mujhay bhi zabardasti buhat kucch khilaanay ki koshish karta raha. Mein nay barri muskhil say ussay yaqeen dilaaya kay mein khaana kha chuki hoon ab aur nahi kha sakti. Iss doraan agarchay wo kabhi kabhi sabjeeda bhi ho jaata laikin ziyaada tar hansi mazaaq ki baatain hi karta raha aur aisay jumlay bolta raha jin mein kaheen na kaheen mairi taareef zaroor posheeda hoti. Mairay chehray aur mammon mein uss ki dil-chaspi ab bhi qaayum thi. Lagta tha kay mairay mammon mein maqnatees fit hain jo uss ki aankhon ko musalsal apni taraf khainchtay rehtay thay. Mujhay ab uss ki taaka jhaanki say koi paraishaani nahi hoti thi balkay ab to mein uss ki bay-hooda baaton say bhi barri mehzooz honay lagi thi. Wo baatain hi aisi karta tha kay mein hansnay par majboor ho jaati thi. Hairat ki baat ye thi kay iss say pehlay mein nay ussay kabhi iss tarah ki tanz-o-mazaah say bhari hui guftagoo kartay nahi suna tha. Wo to fitratan hi kucch kum-go aur sanjeeda tha.

Koi dairrh ghantay baad hum uss restaurant say nikal kar market puhanchay jahaan mein shopping karnay lagi aur wo mairay saath saath hi raha. Shopping kay doraan mein nay mehsoos kiya kay agar store mein koi mard mairi taraf daikhta to Amjad ko accha nahi lagta tha aur wo ussay ajeeb ghussay waali nazron say ghoornay lagta jaisay abhi katcha hi chaba ja’aiy ga. Wo dunya kay saaray mardon ko bata daina chaahta tha kay mein uss kay saath hoon aur kisi aur ko mairay husan-o-jamal ko appreciate karnay ka koi haq nahi hai. Uss ka mairi waja say hasad mein mubtala hona kucch ajeeb si baat thi kiyonkay mard siraf ussi aurat kay saath doosray mardon ko bardaasht nahi kar saktay jis say unhay muhabbat ho. Wo aisi aurat ko dosron ki nazron say door siraf apnay paas aur siraf apnay liay mehfooz kar kay rakhna chaahtay hain. Laikin mein uss ki mehbooba nahi thi aur na hi kabhi ban sakti thi. Phir wo aisa kiyon kar raha tha?

Mein inhi socchon mein gharq thi kay uss nay mujh say kaha kay wo qareeb hi aik doosray store mein apnay liay kucch khareednay ja raha hai agar uss kay aanay say pehlay khareedaari khatam kar loon to yeheen uss ka intizaar karoon. Mein nay kaha theek hai. Kucch dair baad jab wo waapas aaya to uss kay haath mein teen barray barray dabbay thay. Uss nay mujhay nahi bataaya kay un mein kiya tha aur na hi mein nay poocha.

Jab mein nay shopping khatam kar li aur hum dono ghar jaanay kay liay gaari mein baith ga’aiy to uss nay do dabbay mujhay pakrra diay. Mein nay poocha ye kiya hai to wo bola kay Phupi Nadira mein apnay liay kaprray khareed raha tha to aap kay liay bhi ye do suit lay liay. Mein nay kaha kay mein tumhaari phupi hoon cheezain to mujhay tumhaaray liay khareedni chaahiyain. Wo bola kay Phupi Nadira aap bhi kamaal hi karti hain. Mein nay kon say tuhfon kay aath das hazaar dabbay aap par laad diay hain aur aap unkay bojh kay neechay dabi ja rahi hain jo aisi baatain kar rahi hain. Ye aik jorra aur aik saari hi to hai aur inka wazan itna ziyaada bhi nahi hai kay aap jaisi koi mushtandi khatoon inkay neechay dab ja’aiy. Mein nay kaha ulloo "mustandi" hota hai "mushtandi" nahi. Kehnay laga nahi aap siraf "mushtandi" hi ho sakti hain "mustandi" hona aap ki shaan kay khilaaf hai. "Mustandi" aur "mushtandi mein wohi farq hai jo "lambi" aur "buhat hi lambi" aurat mein hota hai. Uss ki oot pataang baatain sun kar mujhay bay-tahaasha hansi aaiy ja rahi thi. Waisay ab to mujhay uss ki har baat pay hi hansi aa jaati thi.

Mein nay buhat inkaar kiya magar wo baaz nahi aaya aur mujhay kehta raha kay mein wo dabbay khol kar daikhoon. Aakhir majboor ho kar mein nay dabbay kholay to aik mein buhat hi mehanga aur khoobsurat suit tha jabkay doosray mein barri umda silk ki saari thi. Mein shaadiyon aur doosri aisi taqreebaat mein saari pehna karti thi aur wo iss baat say waaqif tha. Shayad issi liay uss nay mairay liay saari khareedi thi. Iss mein koi shak nahi tha kay dono cheezain mujhay buhat pasand aai theen.

Wo jaan gaya kay mujhay uss kay dono tuhfay acchay lagay hain. Uss nay baat kartay kartay gaarri ka CD player on kar diya. Koi aurat barri hi pur-dard awaaz mein ga rahi thi. Wo kehnay laga sunain sunain Phupi Nadira ye barri khaas cheez hai aur siraf aap kay liay hai:

Raaz-e-ulfat cchupa kay daikh liya
Dil buhat kucch jala kay daikh liya

Aur kiya daikhnay ko baaqi hai
Aap say dil laga kay daikh liya

Wo mirey ho kay bhi mirey na huay
Un ko apna bana kay daikh liya

Faiz takmil-e-gham bhi ho na saki
Ishq ko aazma kay daikh liya

Mein to uss ghazal mein kho si gai. Ajeeb dukh-bhari ghazal thi jo sunnay waalay ko dil-girifta kar daiti thi. Buhat saada zabaan laikin intahai pur-asar. Shair sun kar nakaam muhabbat say waabasta dukhon, taqleefon aur mehroomiyon ka khayaal aata tha. Laikin iss kay bawajood music bhi buhat shaandaar tha aur gaanay waali bhi barray ghazab ki thi. Uss nay iss ghazal ko gaanay ka haq ada kar diya tha. Mein nay Amjad say poocha kay ye kon si singer hai to uss nay bataaya kay ye Bangladesh ki singer Feroza Begum hai jo Faiz Ahmad Faiz ki ghazal ga rahi hai. Mein nay uss ki taraf daikh kar hanstay huay kaha kay tum iss bhari jawaani mein aisi ghazlain kiyon suntay ho jin mein dil jalaanay aur ishq ko aazmaanay kay tazkiray hon? Dil ko kaheen koi rog to nahi laga baithay? Aur haan zara ye to batao kay kiya koi aisa bhi hai jo tumhaara ho kay bhi tumhaara nahi ban saka? Mujhay bhi to uss ka naam pata chalay? Balkay mein to kehti hoon kay mujhay uss say milwao bhi ta kay mein poochoon kay wo tumhaaray saath aisa zulm kiyon kar rahi hai.

Uss nay gardan morr kar mairi taraf ajeeb si nazron say daikha jin mein kaheen door buhat door afsurdgi cchupi hui thi. Mein nay to aisay hi mazaaq kiya tha magar kam-az-kam wo uss waqt buhat hi sanjeeda mood mein tha. Pata nahi uss ki aankhon mein aisa kiya tha kay maira dil zor zor say dharraknay laga. Mein bila kisi saboot kay jaan gai kay ghazal kay ashaar aur uss ki afsurdgi ka ta'aluq mujh say tha kisi larrki say nahi. Mein chup ho gai aur satpata kar jaldi say baat badalnay ki koshish karnay lagi. Amjad say mairi sharmindgi cchupi na reh saki. Ussay jab kucch aur nahi soojha to wohi ghazal dobaara laga di.

Raaz-e-ulfat cchupa kay daikh liya
Dil buhat kucch jala kay daikh liya

Aur kiya daikhnay ko baaqi hai
Aap say dil laga kay daikh liya

Wo miray ho kay bhi miray na huay
Un ko apna bana kay daikh liya

Faiz takmil-e-gham bhi ho na saki
Ishq ko aazma kay daikh liya

Iss dafa mein ghazal sunnay kay saath saath sochti bhi ja rahi thi.

Uss ka jumla mairay zehan mein goonj raha tha “sunain sunain Phupi Nadira ye barri khaas cheez hai aur siraf aap kay liay hai.” Saaf zaahir hai kay wo iss ghazal kay zarye mujhay koi paighaam daina chaahta hai. Ye bhi sahi hai kay uss ki ulfat ka raaz mujh say hi muta’aliq hai jis nay uss ka dil itna jalaaya hai. Laikin mein nay to uss kay saath kabhi koi ziyaadti nahi ki phir wo ye kiyon socch raha hai kay mujh say dil lagaanay kay baad ab daikhnay ko kucch baaqi nahi reh gaya? Aur jab uss nay kabhi mujhay apna banaaya hi nahi to mein kaisay uss ki ho kay bhi uss ki na honay ki qasoor-waar ho sakti hoon? Phir ye takmeel-e-gham kiya hai jo ishq ko aazmaanay kay bawajood nahi ho saki? Kiya mairay badan ko haasil kar laina uss kay nazdeek ishq ko aazmaana hai jis mein naakaami ka matlab ye hai kay gham ki takmeel nahi ho saki? Ya iss takmeel-e-gham ka kucch aur matlab hai? Laikin sab say barra sawaal ye tha kay kiya wo mujh say muhabbat karta tha ya nahi. Shayad haan. Shayad nahi. Mujhay haan waala jawaab ziyaada sahi lagta tha laikin agar aisa tha to phir bas qayaamat aanay hi waali thi. Maira sar chakra gaya aur bila-waja hi mairi aankhon mein aansoo tairnay lagay jinhay mein nay barri mushkil say control kiya.

Ghazal khatam hui to baat badalnay kay liay mein nay uss say saari ki qeemat poocchi.

Uss nay aisay sar jhatka jaisay kisi khawaab say baidaar hua ho aur bola kay Phupi Nadira iss ki qeemat dafa karain bas aap ye saari ghar jaatay hi pehan kar daikhain aur Uncle khalid ko dikha’yain. "......aur Uncle Khalid ko dikha'yain." Mein iss jumlay kay peechay cchupi hui uss ki majboori ko jaan sakti thi. Wohi takmil-e-gham kay na honay aur ishq ko aazmaanay ka masla tha. Saari wo mairay liay khareeday aur pehan kar mein Khalid ko dikhaoon. Ye apnay ishq ko aazmaana nahi tha to aur kiya tha? Agar Khalid mairay shohar na hotay to wo kabhi unhay mujh par aik nazar daalnay ki bhi ijaazat na daita. Uss ka bas chalta to mujhay apnay kamray mein qaid kar kay rakhta ta kay mein uss kay alaawa kisi ko nazar na aa sakoon. Ye socchtay huay khushi aur imbisaat ki aik taiz lehar mairay tan badan mein phail gai. Kisi ki muhabbat ka mehwar hona har aurat kay liay uss kay zinda honay ki sab say barri nishaani hai. Mein apnay aap ko achanak barra halka phulka mehsoos karnay lagi.

Maahol ko khushgawaar rakhnay kay liay mein nay kaha kay kiya paagal ho abhi to saari ka blouse aur petticoat darzi say silnay hain tub hi issay pehan sakoon gi na ya aisay hi unstitched kaprra badan say lapait loon. Uss nay hanstay huay kaha kay haan ye to mein bhool hi gaya tha aap unstitched kaprra kaisay lapaitain gi bhala makhlooq-e-khuda ko paagal karna hai kiya? Ye saaf saaf mairay badan kay sexy honay ki taraf ishaara tha. Mein nay kucch kehnay kay liay munh khola laikin wo mujhay jawaab ka moqa diay baghair bola kay Phupi Nadira aap jaisi itni lambi aurat par saari lagti bhi buhat acchi hai kiyonkay ye lambi auraton ka hi libaas hai aur aap to khair say maha-lambi balkay mahatma Gandhi waali mahatma-lambi hain. Aap ko apnay jaisi to tub hi nazar aati ho gi jab full size aaeenay mein daikhti hon gi agarchay ye bhi barra masla hai kiyonkay cchotay motay aaeenay say to aap ka kaam chalta nahi ho ga aur aaeenay say baahar koi doosri milni buhat mushkil hai. Mein uss ki bakwaas sun kar bay-ikhtiyaar hans parri.

Uss nay baat jaari rakhi aur kaha kay waisay saari hai barra ajeeb libaas. Daikhain na agar aap kisi sanjeeda mehfil mein ja rahi hoon to iss ka pallu utha kar sar par daal lain aur kharray kharray “Bibi Pakeeza Khatoon” ban ja’aiyain. Laikin agar kisi shaadi mein jaana ho to issi saari ko aisay pehan lain kay pait aur kamar nazar aatay rahain. Lain ab aik second mein app “Miss Sexy Begum” ban gaeen. Ye to aik ticket mein do mazon waali baat hui na. Alag alag mehfilon mein jaanay kay liay kaprray badalnay ki zaroorat hi nahi. Mujhay uss ki baat sun kar phir hansi ka doara parr gaya. Waisay mein nay kabhi saari kay baaray mein iss andaaz say nahi soccha tha laikin uss ki observation bilkul sahi thi.

Khair hum kucch dair baad ghar puhanch ga’aiy. Amjad koi aik ghanta Khalid kay paas baitha aur unkay saath gup shup lagaata raha. Unki beemaari kay baad wo un say bhi kaafi free ho gaya tha aur dono khoob baatain kiya kartay thay. Mein bhi kaafi dair unkay saath hi baithi rahi. Haalaankay iss mein koi aisi baat nahi thi laikin phir bhi pata nahi kiyon mein nay Khalid ko nahi bataaya kay Amjad nay mairay liay kaprray khareeday hain. Mein socch rahi thi kay mujhay aik buhat taweel arsay kay baad kisi nay koi cheez tuhfay mein di thi. Khalid aisay aadmi nahi thay jo kisi ko tuhfay tahaaif daitay. Apnay aur unkay istimaal ki sab cheezain mein khud hi market say laaya karti thi. Aaj jab Amjad nay mujhay suit aur saari kay tuhfay diay to andar hi andar mujhay buhat khushi hui thi. Uss din uss kay chalay jaanay kay baad bhi Faiz ki wo ghazal musalsal mairay zehan mein goonjti rahi. Baar baar ajeeb si udaasi mujhay ghair laiti aur mein depressed ho jaati. Mujhay maaloom tha kay aisa kiyon ho raha tha magar mein iss baaray mein socchna nahi chaahti thi. Baaz haqeeqaton say munh morr laina hi behtar hota hai.

Aglay do teen din wo nahi aaya. Bas har roz mujhay phone kar kay buhat dair tak baatain kiya karta. Mein ussay miss kiya karti thi aur akailay mein bhi uss ki fazool baaton ko yaad kar kay hansti rehti thi. Mein nay uss ki di hui saari bhi apnay tailor say silwa li thi aur kisi munaasib moqay kay intizaar mein thi kay ussay pehan sakoon. Jab saari tayyaar ho kar aai to mein ussay pehan kar apnay bedroom kay closet mein lagay huay qad-e-aadam aaeenay kay saamnay ja kharri hui aur apnay aap ko naaqidaana nazron say daikhnay lagi. Chehray kay khoobsurat naqoosh, gora rang, baal, lambi gardan, chorray kandhay, mazboot baazoo, motay aur seedhay kharray huay mammay, ghair-maamooli tight pait, chorray chootarr aur daraaz qad. Mein saari zindagi apnay badan kay baaray mein bad-gumaani ka shikaar rahi magar ab mujhay apna ang ang accha lagnay laga tha. Mairay badan kay kisi aisay hisaay par aik ounce charbi bhi nahi thi jahaan ussay nahi hona chaahiay tha. Das baara saal kay excercise routine nay rang dikhaaya tha. Aaj mujhay apna aap bilkul perfect lag raha tha. Mairay zehan mein khushi aur musarrat ki lehrain uthnay lageen. Mein nay shukar kiya kay bay-waqoofi mein Breast Reduction Surgery nahi karwa baithi warna ab mujhay buhat afsos hota. Mein ye khul kar nahi socchna chaahti thi kay aakhir ab mujhay apnay mammon ka size kum karnay ka afsos kiyon hota magar itna jaanti thi kay afsos hota zaroor.

Phir aik raat koi aath bajay kay qareeb Amjad ghair-mutawaqo tor par aa gaya. Kucch dair pehlay hi mein uss kay baaray mein socch rahi thi. Jab wo aaya to mein kitchen mein kucch kaam kar rahi thi. Andar aa kar uss nay shayad nokraani say maira poocha aur Khalid kay kamray mein jaanay say pehlay seedha mairay paas aa gaya. Mujhay uss kay aanay ka ilam nahi tha aur mein nay ghar kay aam say kaprray hi pehan rakhay thay. Uss waqt mein nay dopatta bhi nahi liya hua tha. Apnay motay aur tanay huay mammon ko hilnay say roknay kay liay mein amooman ghar mein bhi brassiere pehnay rakhti hoon laikin uss raat mein nay brassiere bhi nahi pehna hua tha kiyonkay kisi kay aanay ka andaisha nahi tha aur ghantay dairrh kay baad mujhay waisay bhi so jaana tha. Kitchen mein uss waqt mairay alaawa aur koi nahi tha.

Amjad nay achanak kitchen mein daakhil ho kar mujhay salam kiya aur seedha aagay aa kar mujh say galay milnay laga. Wo poori tarah mujh say baghal-geer hua aur apna aik haath mairi kamar mein daal kar mairay chootarron say kucch oopar rakh diya aur doosra haath barrha kar maira aik mamma pakarr liya. Brassiere na honay ki waja say ab maira poora mamma qameez kay neechay uss kay haath mein aa gaya. Mein to hairat kay maaray kucch bol hi na saki aur ghair-iraadi tor par apna sar neechay jhuka liya. Uss nay mairay mammay ko apnay haath say dabaatay hua thorra sa oopar uthaaya aur barri bay-baaki say apna angootha uss kay nipple par rakh kar do teen dafa ussay oopar neechay kiya. Mujhay apna nipple uss kay angoothay kay saath kabhi oopar aur kabhi neechay hota hua mehsoos ho raha tha aur badan mein halki halki halchal shuru ho gai thi. Uss nay apna munh mairi gardan kay qareeb kiya aur bilkul aahista say ussay choom liya. Mairi gardan aur seenay kay oopar waalay hissay say uss ki garam saansain takrra rahi theen.

Mairay badan mein ab chiyontiyaan si dorrnay lageen aur achanak hi nabz ki raftaar taiz ho gai. Maira dil chaaha kay mein sab kucch bhool jaoon aur apnay badan ko bilkul dheela chorr doon. Maira jo mamma uss kay haath mein tha uss kay nipple mein ajeeb tarah ki meethi meethi gudgudi shuru ho gai thi jo ab pooray mamamy mein phailti ja rahi thi. Phir chand lamho mein hi ye gudgudi khud-ba-khud mairay doosray mammay mein muntaqil honay lagi. Mujh par barri taizi say bay-khudi taari ho rahi thi aur mairay hawaas gum ho rahay thay. Maira apna badan mairay qaaboo say nikla ja raha tha. Laikin phir achanak mujhay Khalid ka khayaal aaya aur mein hosh mein aa gai. Mairay dil-o-dimaagh ko aik aahista aahista barrhtay huay khof nay ghairna shuru kar diya. Mein apnay dono haath uss kay aur apnay jismon kay darmiyaan lay aai.

Mein nay Amjad say apna aap cchurra kar peechay hatnay ki koshish ki. Uss nay mairay chehray ko oopar uthaaya aur mairi aankhon mein jhaanka. Uss ki aankhon mein apnay liay shadeed muhabbat mujhay buri tarah pighlaanay lagi. Mein nay uss say door honay ki mazeed koshish ki to wo mujh say aur bhi chipak gaya aur mairi kamar par rakhay huay apnay haath ko neechay la kar mairay aik chootarr ko pakrra aur zor laga kar mujhay apni taraf khainch liya. “Nadira.” Uss kay munh say sargoshi mein maira naam nikla. Zindagi mein pehli baar uss nay mairay naam kay saath lafz phupi nahi lagaaya. Mujhay nahi maaloom kay wo mujh say kiya kehna chaahta tha laikin uss kay munh say iss tarah apna naam sun kar mein phir kamzor parrnay lagi aur maira khof bhi taizi say kum honay laga. Mein nay apnay haath sides par gira diay.

Apnay aap ko roktay roktay haath paoon phir dheelay cchorr dainay ki waja say mein uss kay saath aur ziyaada chipak gai. Mein itni lambi cchorri, sehatmand aur mazboot aurat honay kay bawajood uss kay haathon mein bilkul aik mitti ki gurrya ban kar reh gai thi. Ye kaisa paagal-pan hai! Mein nay soccha. Uss kay hont ab bhi mairi gardan par rakhay huay thay aur uss ki nam zabaan mujhay apni jild par mehsoos ho rahi thi. Uss nay mairi gardan kay nichlay hissay ko aik baar phir buhat hi aahista say chooma aur apnay haath mein pakrray huay mairay mammay ko zara zor say dabaaya. Uss kay hont mairi gardan par dheeray dheeary harkat kartay huay mairay gaalon aur honton ki taraf aanay lagay. Uss ki saans bhi ab phoolnay lagi thi. “Nadira.” Uss nay phir duhraaya. Ye lafz mujhay paagal kiay day raha tha. “Ye mumkin nahi hai kay mein tumhaari ho kay tumhaari na rahoon. Tum nay to kabhi mujhay apna banaaya hi nahi to phir ye gila kaisa?” Mairay bay-qaaboo dil nay cheekh kar uss say shikwa kiya.

Laikin zaahir hai wo mairay dil ki awaaz nahi sun sakta tha iss liay uss ki taraf say iss shikway ka koi jawaab nahi aaya. “Nadira.” Uss ki awaaz mairay kaano say phir takrai. Pata nahi baar baar wo kiyon mujhay tapti rait par ghaseet raha tha. "Wo miray ho kay bhi miray na huay: Un ko apna bana kay daikh liya." Kiyon soccha tum nay aisa? Mein nay phir dil hi dil mein uss say sawaal kiya. Iss dafa bhi koi jawaab nahi aaya. Aata bhi kaisay mein to khud say baatain kar rahi thi. Mujhay wo din yaad aaya jab Amjad class three mein parrhta tha aur mein uss say milnay uss kay school gai thi. Recess ka waqt tha aur mujhay daikh kar apnay school kay blazer aur trousers mein necktie laga’aiy wo paaglon ki tarah bhaagta hua aaya tha aur mujh say lipat gaya tha. Mein nay uss din school ki canteen say ussay Fanta ki do bottles pilai theen. Jab mein jaanay lagi to uss nay kai baar peechay murr murr kar udaas aankhon say mairi taraf daikha tha jaisay mujhay rokna chaah raha ho. Maira dil bhar aaya. Theek ussi lamhay mujh par ye khofnaak raaz bhi khul gaya kay mein uss say muhabbat karnay lagi hoon. Jurm mein lipti hui aur gunaah mein lithrri hui muhabbat. Insaan ko sharminda aur sharam-saar kar dainay waali muhabbat. Shayad aisi muhabbat mein hi takmeel-e-gham nahi hua karti.

Uss kay munh say baar baar apna naam sun kar mujhay lag raha tha jaisay maira badan garam ho kar aag ki bhatti mein tabdeel ho raha ho. Mairi choot kay andar bhi kaheen say halka halka paani ris raha tha. Seenay kay andar maira dharrakta hua dil jaisay pasliyon ko torr kar baahar nikalna chaahta tha. Mujhay dar lag raha tha kay kaheen wo mairay honton ko choomnay ki koshish na karay. Laikin mairay dil mein kay kisi goshay mein ye tamanna bhi thi kay aisa ho ja’aiy. Mein nay uss ka aik bazoo pakarr liya aur apnay honton par uss kay bosay kay liay khud ko zehni tor par tayyaar karnay lagi.

Bilkul ussi waqt kitchen kay baahar corridor mein mairi nokraani kay qadmon ki chaap sunai di. Maira dil ucchal kar halaq mein aa gaya aur mein aasmaan say zameen par aa gai. Mein nay buhat hi aahista laikin sakht lehjay mein Amjad kay kaan mein kaha kay wo mujhay foran chorr day koi aa raha hai. Uss nay apnay haath mein pakrra hua maira mamma cchorra aur bijli ki si taizi kay saath mujh say alag ho gaya. Mein bhi uss say door hat kar apni qameez theek karti huay jaldi say kitchen kay doosri taraf chali gai. Laikin aisa karnay kay doraan bhi mujhay nazar aa gaya kay uss ki jeans raano kay beech mein say sooji hui hai. Maira dil ab bhi barri zor zor say dharrak raha tha aur aisa lag raha tha jaisay mairi taangon say jaan nikal gai ho. Uss kay kitchen mein aanay say lay kar nokraani ki aamad tak ziyaada say ziyaada do dhai minute ka waqt guzra ho ga laikin mujhay aisa lag raha tha jaisay ghanton guzar ga'aiy hoon. Aur ye do dhai minutes mairi zindagi ko yaksar badal dainay waalay thay. Khalid kay Hospital mein admit honay waalay din say lay kar aaj tak mein nay aik anjaani simt mein saalon ka safar to taiy kar hi liya tha. Aik buhat barra aur gehra garrha tha jis mein maira wajood phisalta hua girta chala ja raha tha. Ab to mairay aur Amjad kay darmiyaan koi bhi parda haa’il nahi reh gaya tha. Aaj mairay aur uss kay jismon mein aik naya aur khufia rishta ustawaar ho gaya tha. Mein jaanti thi kay baat ab yahaan ruknay waali nahi hai aur wo sab kucch zaroor ho ga jo nahi hona chaahiay. Maira dil doobnay laga.

Nokraani kitchen mein aai to Amjad mujh say Khalid ki tabiyat kay baaray mein poochnay laga. Mein nay apnay dharraktay huay dil par qaaboo paanay ki koshish kartay huay uss ki taraf daikha. Uss ka chehra bilkul maamooli sa laal zaroor tha laikin iss kay alaawa wo normal tha aur aisay zaahir kar raha tha jaisay kucch hua hi na ho. Haan uss ki aankhon mein aisi chamak zaroor thi jo mein nay iss say pehlay kabhi nahi daikhi thi. Maira badan bhi shayad nokraani kay khof ki waja say barri had tak apni normal haalat ki taraf waapas loat raha tha. Mairay dil ki dharrkan bhi behtar ho gai thi aur choot ki geelaahat mein bhi kami aa gai thi. Mein nay Amjad ko bataaya kay Khalid to so chukay hain laikin unki tabiyat ab buhat behtar hai. Uss nay kaha kay Phupi Nadira koi baat nahi mein to waisay hi aa gaya tha. Agar Uncle Khalid soay huay hain to unhay bilkul jagaanay ki zaroorat nahi hai. Wo kitchen mein parri hui aik kursi par hi baith gaya. Nokraani kucch dair baad apnay quarter mein chali gai aur mein nay ja kar corridor mein khulnay waala darwaaza band kar diya.

Phir mein corridor say kitchen ki taraf chal parri jahaan wo baitha hua maira intizaar kar raha tha. Mairay dil nay phir zor zor say dharrakna shuru kar diya tha.

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Jab mein kitchen kay darwaazay tak puhanchi to dil hi dil mein faisla kar chuki thi kay mein nay kiya karna hai. Mein nay corridor mein kharray kharray hi Amjad ko baahar bulaaya aur ussay lay kar apnay bedroom mein aa gai. Jo mein karna chaahti thi uss kay laiy wohi munaasib jageh thi. Mairay ghar ka master bedroom kaafi barra tha jis kay saath hi kaprray badalnay ka cchota kamra yaani closet tha aur uss say guzar kar bathroom jaana parrta tha. Issi liay jab Khalid apnay operation kay baad ghar waapas aa’aiy to master bedroom say kucch faaslay par banay huay aik cchotay bedroom mein shift ho ga’aiy ta kay unhay bathroom jaanay mein aasaani rahay. Iss laiy un dino mein apnay bedroom mein akaili hi so rahi thi.

Jaisay hi hum dono andar daakhil huay Amjad nay mujhay phir baazo’on mein bharnay ki koshish ki. Mein nay apnay dono haath uss kay seenay par rakh kar ussay khud say qareeb nahi honay diya aur kaha kay please Amjad aisa na karo mein tum say kucch baat karna chaahti hoon. Shayad uss nay mairay lehjay ki sanjeedgi mehsoos ker li aur foran hi mujh say alag ho gaya. Mein nay ussay saamnay parray huay sofay par baithnay ko kaha aur khud aik kursi ghaseet kar uss kay muqaabil baith gai. Phir mein nay baat shuru ki aur ussay kaha kay tum jo kucch karna chaahtay ho wo har tarah say ghalat hai aur hum picchlay dino iss maamlay mein jahaan tak puhanch ga’aiy hain humain waheen ruk jaana chaahiay. Agar hum nay aisa na kiya to hum apnay rishtay ko tabaah kar lain gay. Uss nay ghor say mairi taraf daikha laikin koi kawaab nahi diya.

Kucch dair socchtay rehnay kay baad bola kay Phupi Nadira mein ye jaanta hoon magar kiya karoon aap mujhay itni acchi lagti hain kay mein apnay aap ko rok nahi paata. Mein nay kaha kay agar tum aur mein sex kar lain to iss kay buhat hi khatarnaak nata’ij niklain gay. Kiya mujhay tumhay ye bataanay ki zaroort hai kay apni sagi phupi say sex nahi kiya jaata? Iss say rishton ki taqdees aur hurmat nahi rehti aur jab rishtay nahi rehtay to kucch bhi nahi rehta. Wo kehnay laga kay agar kisi ko apni phupi say hi muhabbat ho ja’aiy to wo baychaara kiya karay? Kiya kisi say muhabbat karnay par insaan ka koi control hai? Mein nay kaha kay agar tum thanday dil say soccho to tumhay ehsaas ho ja’aiy ga kay asal mein tumhaari jawaani nay tumhay deewaana bana rakha hai aur issi liay tum muhabbat muhabbat ki takraar kar rahay ho. Tumhay mujh say muhabbat nahi hai balkay muhabbat karnay say muhabbat hai. Laikin mein iss maqsad kay liay bilkul munaasib aurat nahi hoon. Ye mansab kisi aur aurat ko milna chaahiay jis say tumhaara khooni rishta na ho aur jo tumhaari hum-umar ho. Tum to apni deewaangi mein ye bhi bhool ga’aiy ho kay mein tumhaari phupi hoon aur jo kucch tum karna chaahtay ho wo buhat barra gunaah hai.

Uss kay chehray ka rang yakdam tabdeel ho gaya. Uss nay apna sar khujaaya aur bola kay Phupi Nadira agar mein aap kay saath sex kar loon to iss say koi qayaamat to nahi aa ja’aiy gi. Mujhay aap say muhabbat hai aur issi liay mein app say sex bhi karna chaahta hoon. Sex muhabbat ki sab say barri alaamat nahi hai kiya? Kiya mard aur aurat ki issi qisam ki muhabbat kay nateejay mein insaani nasal aagay nahi barrhti? Mein aap say sex hawas ki waja say nahi balkay muhabbat ki waja say karna chaahta hoon. Mein nay jawaab diya kay tumhay mujh say nahi balkay mairay jisam say muhabbat hai aur wo bhi mehaz apni kam-umri ki waja say warna mein to tum say umar mein buhat barri hoon. Mein ab jawaan larrki bhi nahi rahi kay tumhay maira jisam bhala lagnay lagay. Baaqi tum jo kucch keh rahay ho apnay aap ko dhoka dainay ki koshish say ziyaada kucch nahi. Phupi aur bhatijay mein bhi kabhi iss qisam ki muhabbat ho sakti hai? Kiya phupi aur bhatija mil kar insaani nasal aagay bharrha saktay hain? Wo kucch dair gehri socch mein dooba raha aur phir mairi taraf daikha. Mujhay uss ki aankhon mein gehri udaasi nazar aai. Kehnay laga kay Phupi Nadira aik baat bata’ayain kiya aap mujh say sex karna chaahti hain? Mein nay foran kaha mein aisa bilkul nahi karna chaahti. Iss par uss ki aaknhon ki udaasi kucch aur gehri ho gai. Honton par zabrdasti muskurahat laatay huay bola kay theek hai Phupi Nadira mein bhi aisa koi kaam nahi karna chaahta jo aap ko pasand na ho. Mujahy aap say jo muhabbat hai uss ka takaaza yehi hai kay aap ki iss khaahish ka ehteraam karoon. Aaj kay baad mein muhtaat rahoon ga aur aap ko shikayat ka moqa nahi doon ga.

Mein kucch kehna chaahti thi laikin uss nay mujhay iss ka moqa nahi diya aur kehnay laga kay bas Phupi Nadira aaj kay baad iss mozoo par koi baat nahi ho gi. Jo ho gaya ussay bhool ja’ayain. Phir achanak kharray hotay huay bola kay Phupi Nadira mein ijaazat chaahta hoon kal aaoon ga. Mein ussay kehna chaahti thi kay wo mujh say naaraaz na ho laikin pata nahi kiyon himmat nahi parri. Mein khaamosh hi kharri rahi. Uss nay mujhay salam kiya to mairi aur uss ki nazrain mileen. Uss ka chehra bilkul normal tha laikin aankhon mein udaasi ki gehri tahain mojood theen. Mein nay abhi tak dopatta nahi liya tha aur baghair brassiere kay mairay tanay huay mammay uss kay saamnay thay. Uss nay aik nazar mairay mammon par daali aur kamray kay darwaazay ki taraf jaanay laga. Mein nay thorra aagey ho ker uss kay liay darwaaza khola. Uss nay phir mairi taraf daikha. Aik baar phir mairi aur uss ki nazrain mileen. Phir achanak na-jaanay kiya hua kay uss nay aagay barrh kar mujhay apnay baazoon main lay liya aur kucch kahay bina hi apnay hont mairay honton par rakh diay. Tab mairay kaano nay mairay honton par Amjad kay pehlay bosay ki taiz awaaz suni.

Abhi chand lamhay pehlay hi mein nay Amjad ko samjhaaya tha kay humein koi ghalat harkat nahi karni chaahiay laikin ab jab uss nay mairay hont choomnay shuru kiay to mein poori koshish kay bawajood bhi apnay aap ko iss baat par raazi na kar saki kay ussay khud say door kar doon. Maira zehan aur badan dono mairay qaboo say baahar ho rahay thay. Uss key jisam say kisi mardaana perfume ki halki halki khushboo mujhay madhosh kiay day rahi thi. Chand seconds kay andar aur chand boson kay baad hi mujhay laga kay mairi saansain taiz ho gai hain.

Apnay honton par mujhay Amjad ki geeli zabaan mehsoos ho rahi thi. Uss nay mairay sar kay picchlay hissay par haath rakha aur apnay honton ko aur ziaada mazbooti kay saath mairay honton mein paiwast kar diya. Uss ka doosra haath mairi kamar par rakha hua tha. Mairay hont uss kay honton kay neechay dabay huay thay. Wo kabhi mairay nichlay hont ko munh mein lay kar choosta aur kabi oopar waalay hont ko. Mairi aankhain band honay lageen. Thorri dair mein hi hum dono kay hont thook say geelay ho gai’ay thay. Mein nay naak say saans andar khainchtay huay apnay hont uss say churraanay ki koshish ki to maira munh thorra sa khul gaya. Wo shayad issi moqay ka muntazir tha. Mairi gardan par uss kay haath ki pakarr mazboot ho gai aur uss nay apni zabaan foran mairay munh kay andar daakhil kar di. Ab wo mujhay choom nahi raha tha balkay uss ki zabaan mairay munh mein idhar udhar gardish kar rahi thi. Kabhi wo mairi zabaan say takra rahi thi aur kabhi daanton say. Uss nay apnay haath say mairay aik chootarr ko dabaaya aur apna chehra thorra sa tircha kiya. Mairay haath bila-iraada uss ki kamar par aa ga’iy aur mein nay apni zabaan uss kay hawaalay kar di jisay ab uss nay apnay munh mein lay liya. Jaisay hi mairi zabaan uss kay munh mein gai wo bay-khudi kay aalum mein ussay choosnay laga aur mairay tan badan mein jaisay aag lag gai. Maira sar, hont aur zabaan ab poori tarah uss kay control mein thay. Khalid mujhay choomtay zaroor thay laikin unho nay mairi zabaan kay saath kabhi aisa nahi kiya tha aur na hi unho nay kabhi mujhay iss tarah bay-bas kar kay chooma tha. Iss bay-basi mein bhi barra lutf tha. Apni badalti hui haalat mehsoos ker kay mujhay iss baat pe hairat bhi ho rahi thi kay jab mard aurat ki zabaan choosta hai to aurat iss tarah kay jinsi haijaan ka saamna karti hai. French kising kay baaray mein ilm honay kay bawajood mein nahi jaanti thi kay zabaan sex kay amal mein itna aham kirdaar ada kar sakti hai.

Amjad nay apnay wazan ko dono pairon par baraabar taqseem kartay huay ab aik haath mairay chootarron kay beechon beech rakha aur doosray haath say mujhay apnay jisam kay saath laga liya. Issi tarah uss nay mujhay choomnay ka silsila jaari rakha. Mein uss say qad mein bhi lambi thi aur maira badan bhi uss kay muqaablay mein ziaada mazboot tha magar uss waqt mairi haalat kisi aisi chirrya ki si thi jo aik qavi-haikal uqaab kay taqatwar shikanjay mein phans gai ho. Aurat ki ye ajeeb fitrat hai kay khud mazboot honay kay bawajood bhi ussay apany say ziyaada tawaana mard ki zaroorat rehti hai. Pata nahi ussay apnay mard kay muqaablay mein kamzor hona kiyon pasand hai? Ussay aisay mard kiyon acchay lagtay hain jo ussay uss kay kamzor honay ka ehsaas dila'ain? Mairay zehan kay kisi goshay mein phir ehsaas-e-gunaah nay sar uthaaya. Apnay aap ko yon bay-bas daikh kar mein nay ghair-iraadi tor par aik dafa phir apna munh Amjad kay munh mein say nikaalna chaaha magar uss nay mairi zabaan apnay munh mein hi liay rakhi aur ussay musalsal choosta raha. Wo mairay chootarron ko bhi thorri thorri dair baad daba raha tha. Laikin maira badan mairay zehan ka saath nahi day raha tha. Apni zabaan ko uss kay munh mein aur uss kay haathon ko apnay chootarron par mehsoos kar kay mairay badan mein sansanaahat honay lagi aur foran hi mujhay apni nabz taiz hoti mehsoos hui. Mein Amjad ko ab bhi rokna chaahti thi magar wo mujhay iss ka koi moqa nahi day raha tha. Aakhir barri mushkil say mein uss ka haath apnay chootarron say hataanay mein kaamyaab hui. Ussi lamhay uss kay hont mairay honton say alag huay. Mein nay zor lagaaya aur aik jhatkay say uss ki girift say nikal gai.

Peechay hat kar mein nay zara ghussay say kaha kay Amjad ye tum kiya bay-hoodgi kar rahay ho? Bedroom ka darwaaza khula hua hai. Ye alfaaz mairay munh say niklay to mujhay achanak ehsaas hua kay mein ussay sakhti say roknay ya khud bedroom say nikal jaanay kay baja’aiy darwaazay kay khulay honay ki baat kar rahi thi. Saaf zaahir tha kay mairay la-shaoor mein bhi sex hi cchaaya hua tha. Mein apni qameez theek kartay huay darwaazay ki taraf barrhi to uss nay bhaag kar darwaaza lock kar diya aur phir mairay paas aa gaya. Mein nay kaha kay jo tum karna chaahtay ho mujhay kisi soorat manzoor nahi hai. Uss nay koi jawaab nahi diya aur phir mujh say lipat gaya. Ab wo mujhay bilkul deewaano ki tarah choom raha tha. Mujhay apnay honton, aankhon, gaalon, aur maathay par uss kay honton ka dabao baar baar mehsoos ho raha tha. Uss nay apnay aik haath say maira haath pakarr rakha tha aur doosra haath pehlay ki tarah mairay chootarron par rakha hua tha. Mairay badan mein garmi ki lehrain uth rahi theen. Seenay mein dil ki taiz dharrkan mujhay apnay kaano mein saaf sunai day rahi thi. Mein apnay aap ko sambhaalna chaahti thi magar maira badan mairay conrol say nikla ja raha tha.

Phir Amjad nay dobaara mairay munh mein apni zabban daal di. Uss nay kucch dair mairi zabaan choosi aur phir mairay gaal choomnay laga. Aisa lag raha tha jaisay mairay chehray kay bosay lainay say uss ka dil bhar hi nahi raha tha. Uss kay boson ki chatak patak bedroom mein goonjnay rahi thi. Mein nay ussay awaaz aahista rakhnay ka kaha aur uss ki girift say phir nikal gai. Wo dobaara mujh say lipat gaya aur hum dono ussi haalat mein chaltay chaltay aa kar bed per baith gaaiy. Uss nay mujhay dobaara apnay shikanjay mein kas liya aur mairay gaal choomnay laga. Apna aik haath uss nay mairay mammon par rakha aur unhay dabaanay laga. Mein nay brassiere nahi pehna hua tha iss liay qameez kay oopar say mairay mammon ki golaiyaan seedhi uss kay haathon mein aa gaeen. Foran hi mujhay ehsaas ho gaya kay mairay mammon kay nipples mein halki halki sansanaahat shuru ho gai hai. Har baaligh aurat apnay nipples mein honay waali iss sansanaahat kay mazay, lazzat aur suroor say waakif hoti hai. Mein samajh gai kay maira badan ab lund lainay kay liay mujhay tayyaar kar raha tha.

Shayad Amjad nay bhi mairi badalti hui haalat ko mehsoos kar liya tha. Uss nay apna aik haath mairi qameez kay andar daala aur mairay aik mammay ko pakarr kar masalnay laga. Maira mamma uss kay haath mein aaya to uss nay aik taiz saans li aur phir zara sakhti say mairay honton ko choomna shuru kar diya. Mein jaan gai kay wo aik arsay say mairay mammon ka deewaana tha aur aaj jab maira nanga mamma pehli dafa uss kay haath mein aaya to wo khud par qaaboo nahi rakh pa raha tha. Uss ki ye deewaangi chupkay chupkay mairay dil mein fakhar kay jazbaat paida kar rahi thi kiyonkay mairay mammon nay hi uss ki ye haalat ki thi. Mein bhi ab ussay aahista aahista choomnay lagi. Ye daikh kar uss nay zara zor say mairay mammay ko dabaaya to mairay munh say bay-saakhta siski nikal gai. Uss nay apna chehra peechay hataaya to uss par aisa taa’sur tha jaisay kisi bacchay say kisi barray kay saamnay koi ghalti sarzad ho gai ho. Uss nay foran apna haath dheela chorr diya ta kay mairay mammay par dabao kam ho sakay. Mein nay na chaahtay huay bhi uss ki taraf aisay daikha jaisa ussay yaqeen dilaana chaahti hon kay wo paraishaan na ho mujhay kucch nahi hua. Wo mairay iss khaamosh paighaam ko samajh gaya. Uss nay mairi qameez mammon say ooper tak utha di. Ab mairay dono nangay mammay uss ki nazron lay saamnay aa gai’ay. Uss nay mairay aik mammay ko ghoortay huay ussay haath mein liya aur neechay jhuk kar doosray mammay ka nipple apnay munh mein lay liya. Ab wo barray saleeqay say mairay aik mammay kay nipple ko choosnay laga. Uss ki zabaan mairay nipple kay ooper aur ird gird kabhi taiz aur kabhi aahista gardish karnay lagi. Wo baar baar mairay nipple ko munh mein lay kar oopar ki taraf khainchta aur phir ussay zor say cchorr daita.

Mairay nipples mein to pehlay hi halchal si machi hui thi. Ab jab Amjad nay aik nipple ko iss tarah choosna shuru kiya to uss halchal mein kai guna izaafa ho gaya. Wo to aik hi nipple ko choos raha tha magar mairay dono nipples mein say ajeeb-o-ghareeb pagal kar dainay waali lehrain nikal nikal kar dono mammon mein phail rahi theen. Issi tareeqay say wo khoob mazay lay lay kar baari baari mairay dono mammon ko choosta raha aur mein inn lehron mein doobi rahi jo mairay pooray mammon mein phail jaanay kay baad ab pait ki taraf ja rahi theen. Mairi choot bhi ab buhat garam ho chuki thi jis kay andar mujhay barra wazeh geela-pan mehsoos honay laga tha. Uss waqt mairay dil mein ye shadeed khaahish paida hui kay mein zor zor say karaahna shuru kar doon. Laikin mein nay apna munh sakhti say band kar liya ta kay koi awaaz na nikalnay pa’iay.

Amjad mairay mammay choostay choostay aik haath say mairay pait ko sehlaanay laga. Uss ki iss harkat say mairi choot aur bhi geeli honay lagi aur mammon mein barpa halchal aur barrh gai. Amjad nay mairay chehray ko oopar utha kar maira aik barra hi bharpoor bosa liya aur phir mairi qameez utaar kar mujhay ooper say nanga kar diya. Mairay nangay badan ko daikh kar uss ki aankhon mein ajeeb qisam ka khumaar tairnay laga. Uss nay kaha kay Phupi Nadira aap ka badan qudrat ka shaahkaar hai. Aur aap mujhay ye mashwara day rahi theen kay mein iss badan kay baaray mein na socchoon aur issay haasil karnay ki khaahish na rakhoon? Mein nay koi jawaab nahi diya. Uss nay mairay dono mammon ko haathon mein lay kar masla aur phir mairay honton, gaalon, gardan aur mammon kay oopri hissay ko choomta chaatta raha.

Mujhay lutf to buhat aa raha tha magar dil mein ehsaas-e-gunaah ab bhi mojood tha. Mein nay apni qameez uthai aur bed say uthi khari hui ta kay uss say paray hat sakoon. Jaisay hi mein kharri hui Amjad nay apna haath barrhaaya aur aur mairi choot ko shalwaar kay oopar say muthi mein pakarr liya. Mein nay apni choot par say uss ka haath hataanay ki koshish ki laikin wo na siraf mairi choot ko zor zor say masalnay laga balkay kharray ho kar aik baar phir mairay munh mein apni zabaan daal di. Mairi choot ko iss bay-dardi say pehlay kabhi kisi nay nahi masla tha. Balkay mairi choot ko to Khalid kay alaawa kabhi kisi aur kay haath bhi nahi lagay thay. Uss nay mairay sar kay picchlay hissay ko zara sakhti say pakrra aur mairi zabaan choosnay laga. Mairay badan kay har raishay mein jaisay ab lazzat gardish karnay lagi thi. Sab say ziyaada mujhay apni choot nay paraishaan kiya hua tha jo uss kay haath mein thi aur musalsal geeli ho rahi thi. Amjad ko mairi choot masaltay huay jald hi andaaza ho gaya kay mein nay elastic waali shalwaar pehan rakhi thi. Uss nay pehlay to apni pant ki belt khol kar ussay underwear samait neechay khiskaaya aur phir apna haath mairi shalwaar kay andar daal kar mairi nangi choot ko dobaara haath mein lay liya. Apni nangi choot par uss kay haath ka lams mairay liay naqaabil-e-bardaasht tha. Mein nay apni taangain thorri si kholeen ta kay wo mairi choot kay har hissay ko ziyaada acchi tarah haath mein lay sakay. Wo thorra side par ho kar mujh say aur ziyaada chipak gaya aur uss ki ungliyaan mairi choot aur raanon kay andarooni hisson par aahista aahista harkat karnay lageen.

Yakayak mujhay ehsaas hua kay uss ka kharra hua lund mairi raan say takra raha hai. Mein nay bila socchay samjhay apna haath neechay kiya jo uss kay lund kay barray say gol topay say takraaya. Garam, motay aur sakht topay waalay iss lund nay mairi choot ko aur bhi azziyat mein mubtala kar diya. Mein nay phir bhi taizi say apna haath peechay kar liya. Laikin Amjad nay maira haath pakrra aur apnay lund kay oopar rakh diya. Mein nay uss kay motay taptay huay lund ko apnay haath mein lay liya. Aik second kay hazaarwain hissay mein mujhay do cheezon ka pata chal gaya. Aik to ye kay uss ka lund Khalid say buhat mukhtalif tha aur doosra ye kay ye lund mairi choot mein jaanay kay liay hi bana tha aur dunya ki koi taaqat ab mujhay iss lund ko apnay andar lainay say nahi rok sakti thi. Shayad Khalid bhi nahi. Pehlay hi ki tarah mairay zehan par sharam aur musarrat dono nay bayak-waqt hamla kia magar jald hi sharam kaheen ghaaib ho gai aur siraf musarrat hi musarrat reh gai. Yehi wo waqt tha jab mairi saari hichkichahat, mazaahimat aur naraazgi mairay zehan mein hi kaheen tehleel ho gai aur mein nay poori tarah apna aap aik aisay aadmi kay sapurd kar diya jissay mujh say aur mairay badan say muhabbat thi.

Uss nay mairi choot kay baalon par haath phairtay huay mujhay phir bed par bitha diya aur taizi say apnay kaprray utaar kar bilkul nanga ho gaya. Uss waqt mairi nazrain uss say mileen. Uss ki aankhon mein ajeeb qisam ki chamak thi. Khalid ki aankhon mein mujhay chodtay huay kabhi aisi chamak nahi aai thi. Mein nay Amjad kay seedhay kharray huay lund ki taraf pehli baar ghor say daikha. Uss ka lund kaafi mota aur sehatmand tha. Mujhay aisa laga jaisay uss ka lund apni aik aankh say mujhay musalsal ghoor raha ho. Mairi naaf mein halki si halchal hui jo neechay choot ki taraf barrhnay lagi. Mein uss kay motay say soojay huay topay aur neechay lataktay huay barray barray tatton say apni nazrain nahi hata pa rahi thi. Wo chalta hua mairi taraf aaya to uss ka lund bhi kisi naizay ki tarah akrra hua mairi jaanib aaya jaisay abhi mairi choot ko cheerta hua baahar nikal jai’ay ga. Mujhay ehsaas hua kay aik aurat ko apnay aurat-pan ki khushi aisay hi kisi akrray huay lund ko daikh kar hoti hai. Aisay hi tanay huay sehatmand lund ko aurat apni choot mein laiti hai aur ye bhi nahi socchti kay jab ye lund uss ki choot mein manni ki zordaar pichkaaryaan maaray ga to ussay baccha paida karnay kay liay kin taqleefon say guzarna parray ga. Qudrat nay aurat kay liay sex mein buhat maza rakha hai warna wo kabhi bhi baccha na paida karti.

Amjad nay mairay paas puhanch kar mairay chehray par barray piyaar say haath phaira aur mairay mammon ko phir chairra. Wo mairay mammon ko aisay haath mein lay kar tol raha tha jaisay kisi ajeeb-o-ghareeb cheez par nazar parr gai ho. Iss doraan uss kay jisam ki harkat kay saath uss ka mota lund bhi taizi say oopar neechay hilta raha. Mein nay uss par apni nazrain gaarray rakheen aur uss kay soojay topay ko daikh daikh kar dil hi dil mein khush hoti rahi. Uss nay bay-sabri say mairay dono nangay mammon ko haathon mein lay kar thorri dair aatay ki tarah goondha aur phir mujhay dhakail kar bed par lita diya. Uss kay ghair-maanoos mardaana haathon ka lams mujhay apnay nangay aur garam badan par buhat accha lag raha tha. Mein lait gai to uss nay mairi shalwaar apni taraf khainchi laikin wo mairay chootarron kay neechay thi iss liay utar na saki. Mein nay apnay chootarr kucch oopar uthaiay to uss nay shalwaar khainch kar utaar di. Phir uss nay foran mairi dono taangain khol deen aur mairi nangi choot ko barray tajassus aur dilchaspi say daikhnay laga. Uss nay aahista say kaha kay Phupi Nadira aap ki choot intehai shaandaar hai. Mujhay ye jumla buhat accha laga laikin mein chup hi rahi. Hairat ki baat ye thi kay wo mairi choot par nazrain jamaiy huay tha laikin mujhay koi sharam mehsoos nahi ho rahi thi. Mein uss ki chehray kay utaar charrhao ko daikhti rahi jis say saaf zaahir tha kay jo kucch wo daikh raha tha wo ussay waaqai buhat pasand aa raha tha.

Uss nay haath barrhaaya aur mairi choot par apni ungliyaan phairnay laga. Uss ki ungliyaan mairi choot kay baalon aur uss kay aas paas kay hisson mein mehsoos kar rahi theen. Mein phir bay-khud honay lagi aur mein nay apni aankhain band kar leen. Khud-ba-khud hi mein bhi apnay badan ko thorra oopar utha kar uss ki ungliyon ko apni choot ko chairnay ka moqa dainay lagi. Mairi clit aur pait kay ichlay hissay mein ajeeb tarah ka dabao ban raha tha. Chiyontiyon ki lambi lambi qataarain mairay badan par aik taraf say doosri taraf reengti chali ja rahi theen. Mujhay laga jaisay mairay bedroom ki cchat gol gol da'airon mein ghoom rahi ho. Shayad mujhay chakar aaya tha. Kucch dair issi tarah mairi choot kay mukhtalif hisson ko tatolnay kay baad Amjad nay achanak apni aik ungli uss kay andar daakhil kar di. Mein iss kay liay tayyaar nahi thi. Mairay badan ko aik jhatka laga aur mein nay bila sochay samjhay apni taangain band kar leen. Iss par bhi Amjad mairi choot mein ungli karta hi raha aur doosray haath say mairi raano aur chootarron kay nichlay hisson ko sehlaata raha. Chand lamhon baad mujhay bhi acha lagnay laga aur mein nay apni taangain khol deen.

Wo yehi to chaahta tha. Uss nay apna sar neechay jhukaaya aur mairi choot ko chaatnay laga. Maira saara badan kaampnay laga. Mairi choot pehlay hi lund lainay ko tayyaar thi aur jab uss Amjad nay apni zabaan uss par phairni shuru ki to mujhay saaf mehsoos hua kay wo aahista aahista khul rahi hai. Uss kay hont aur zabaan mairi saari choot par idhar udhar ghoom rahay thay. Kabhi wo mairi choot ka aik hont choosta aur chaatta aur kabhi doosra. Kai dafa mairi choot ka munh khul jaata aur wo apni zabaan uss kay andar daal daita. Wo jab bhi mairi choot kay andar apni zabaan daalta to ussay akrra laita. Yonhi mairi choot chaat tay huay uss nay kaha kay Phupi Nadira mein pata nahi kab say aap ki phudi ko chaatna chaahta tha jo yaqeenan dunya ki chand behtareen phudiyon mein say aik hai. Aaj mairi zindagi ka sab say accha din hai. Ye keh kar uss nay mairi choot ko barray zor say chooma. Uss ki iss baat nay mairay jazbaat aur bhi bharrka diay aur agarchay mein munh say to kucch nahi boli magar apni choot ko zor say uss kay chehray mein zaroor ghusa diya.

Phir uss nay apna munh thorra oopar laa kar mairi clit ko apni zabaan say iss tarah chaata kay mein bay-saakhta cheekh maartey maartey reh gai. Apnay badan mein jama honay waali tension ka poora maza lainay kay liay mein nay karaahna shuru kar diya. Mairi choot nay andar hi andar aur ziaada paani ugalna shuru kar diya aur mairay nipple akaar kar lakrri ban ga’iay. Maira badan jaisay tanoor ki tarah dehak utha aur mairi taangain aur paaon jalnay lagay. Aakhir jab lazzat ki ye zabardast lehar mujh say bardaasht nahi ho saki to mein nay aik halki si cheekh maari aur mairay munh say bay-saakhta Amjad Amjad Amjad nikalnay laga. Phir mujhay aisa laga jaisay mairay badan kay andar hi kaheen koi bum phat gaya ho. Mein khalaas to nahi hui thi magar ye bhi uss say milti julti hi koi feeling thi. Mujhay apnay badan par paseena bhi mehsoos honay laga tha. Laikin chand lamhon baad hi phir mairay andar har taraf phujharryaan chootnay lageen jaisay kucch hua hi na ho. Apni saari shaadi-shuda zindagi mein mujhay kabhi choot marwaatay huay iss tarah ka khofnaak maza nahi aaya tha. Pehli dafa chudwaatay huay bhi nahi. Aur abhi to Amjad nay mujhay chodna bhi shuru nahi kiya tha. Mujhay ye pata chal raha tha kay Khalid kay muqaablay mein Amjad sex kay maamlay mein kaheen ziyaada tajarbakaar aur bay-baak tha. Ussay aurat ki saari jinsi kamzoriyon ka ilm tha aur wo barri mahaarat say unka faaida uthaata tha.

Mairi paani say bhari hui choot ko khoob acchi tarah chaat lainay kay baad Amjad nay maira haath pakarr kar mujhay bed per bitha diya aur khud kharray ho kar apna tana hua lund mairay munh kay paas lay aayaa. Uss nay kaha kay Phupi Nadira agar aap ko aiteraaz na ho to please maira lund kucch dair kay liay choos lain. Mein nay kabhi bhi Khalid ka lund nahi choosa tha aur mujhay iss ka koi tajarba nahi tha. Laikin mein nay buhat saari porn films mein aurton ko lund choostay zaroor daikha tha. Mujhay khud bhi lund choosna buhat pasand tha iss liay mein nay jaldi say uss ka motay topay waala lund haath mein pakrra aur apnay munh mein lay liya. Uss ka topa mairay munh mein jaisay fit ho gaya. Phir mein uss ka lund choosnay lagi. Mein apnay munh kay andar hi uss par zabaan phair rahi thi. Tab hi mujhay pata chala kay lund ka topa bhi ajeeb cheez hai. Apni zabaan par wo mujhay sakht bhi mehsoos ho raha tha aur naram bhi. Mein nay Amjad ka lund apnay munh say thorra sa baahar nikaala aur taizi say uss ay topay par zabaan phairnay lagi. Uss kay chehray ka rang badal gaya. Mein nay uss kay motay motay tatton ko haath mein pakrra aur unko oopar neechay karnay lagi. Amjad bay-haal ho gaya. Uss nay apna aik haath mairay kandhay par rakh kar apna aik paoon mairi taangon kay beech mein rakh diya. Phir apnay jisam ko bed par sambhaaltay huay aahista aahista mairay munh mein ghassay maarnay shuru kar diay. Ye bhi mairay liay aik nai cheez thi. Uss ka topa baar baar mairay munh kay andar aata aur phir baahar nikal jaata. Kai dafa uss ka topa mairay daanton say laga laikin uss nay kisi taqleef ka izhaar nahi kia. Shayad mairay munh mein apna lund daal kar wo dard say bay-niyaaz ho gaya tha. Uss ka lund choostay choostay jab maira munh thook say bhar jaata to mein ussay nigal jaati thi. Lund choosnay mein na-tajarbakaari kay bawajood mein jaisay taisay uss ka lund choos kar ussay maza daiti rahi. Mein choot daitay huay ussay kisi bhi tarah maayoos nahi karna chaahti thi. Uss kay chehray say lag raha tha kay iss silsilay mein mairi kaarkardgi buri nahi thi.

Kucch dair aur mujh say apna lund chuswaanay kay baad Amjad nay mujhay phir bed par lita diya aur khud mairay oopar charrh aaya. Hum dono kay alif nangay badan aik doosary may madgham ho ga’iay. Mairi choot kay oopar hi uss ka akrra hua lund tha jis ki pathar jaisi sakhti mujhay kisi aur hi dunya mein puhanchaiy day rahi thi. Maira poora badan akarrnay laga aur taangain qaaboo say baahar ho gaeen. Baaqi badan ki harkat say mairay mammay bhi machalnay lagay. Ab mairi saans bhi kaafi taiz chal rahi thi. Uss nay mairay mammon ko dono haathon mein lay liya aur aik mammay ko pehlay zor say chooma aur phir uss kay nipple ko choosnay laga. Mairay nipple par uss ki zabaan phir taizi say ghoomnay lagi. Gudguddi aur lutf dono aik doosray mein gad mad honay lagay. Mairi choot palak jhapaktay hi paani say bhar gai aur mujhay laga jaisay kucch paani uss say baahar bhi ris raha hai. Wo mairay nipple ko zor say apnay munh kay andar khainchta aur phir zabaan say ussay dabaanay lagta. Mairay mammon kay andar ab phir buhat taiz sansanaahat ho rahi thi jo mairi choot kay andar kaheen ja rahi thi. Wo mairay mammon ko baari baari choosta raha aur mein bed par laiti buri tarah kasmasaati rahi. Jab wo mairay aik mammay ko choosta to doosray ko haath mein pakarr laita aur ussay bheenchta aur dabaata rehta. Ye harkat mujhay deewaangi ki aik bilkul nai manzil tak puhancha rahi thi. Mujhay zindagai mein kabhi apnay mammay chuswaatay huay aisa paagal kar dainay waala maza nahi aaya tha. Phir uss nay mairay mammon kay nipples ko aahista aahista daanton say kaatna shuru kar diya. Mein phir karaahnay lagi. Khushi aur farhat ka aik naya ehsaas mairay andar paida honay laga. Amjad mairay mammon ko choos raha tha to mein nay uss kay sar par piyaar say haath phairna shuru kar diya. Aisa lag raha tha jaisay koi chota baccha mairay mammon say doodh pi raha ho. Iss ajeeb-o-ghareeb aur na-maaqool khayaal nay mairi haalat aur bhi kharaab kar di aur mujhay Amjad par bay-panaah piyaar aanay laga. Mein ab uss ka lund apni choot mein laina chaahti thi magar ussay ye bataanay ki mujh mein himmat nahi thi. Aakhir kucch dair baad wo khud hi mairay oopar say uth gaya. Uss nay mairi taangain kholeen aur apna mota lund mairi choot kay munh kar qareeb lay aaya.

Mein saans rok kar intizaar karnay lagi kay uss ka lund kab mairi choot kay andar ghusta hai.

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PART FIVE

Amjad nay apna lund haath mein pakarr liya aur uss par oopar neechay haath phairnay laga. Mein intahai bay-sharmi kay aalam meim taangain khol kar apni nangi choot uss kay saamnay kiay laity thi. Uss kay chehray par zabardast qisam ka josh aur walwala nazar aa raha tha. Ye daikh kar na-jaanay kiyon mujhay barri khushi mehsoos hui. Shayad aisay moqay par har aurat ko hi khushi hoti hai. Maira haath khud-ba-khud apni clitoris kay oopar aa gaya jis mein halka halka dard ho raha tha. Mein nay apni clitoris ko bay-sabri say masla to mujhay pata chala uss ka size kaafi ziyaada barrh chukka tha. Ab mein sab kucch bhool chuki thi aur khushi ka aik ghair-maamooli ehsaas mairay ang ang mein rawaan dawaan tha. Mein uss waqt Nadira Khalid nahi thi balkay koi doosri aurat thi jissay mein khud bhi nahi jaanti thi. Ye koi aisi aurat thi jo gunaah jaisay kisi lafz say aashna nahi thi. Wo to uss waqt siraf aur siraf aik mard ka biphra hua lund apnay andar laina chaahti thi ta kay apnay aurat honay ko saabit kar sakay. Bas yehi kaainaat ki waahid haqeeqat thi. Baaqi sab faraib tha.

Mein inhi khayalaat mein doobi hui thi kay Amjad nay apnay lund ka topa mairi choot kay munh kay saath teen chaar dafa sakhti say ragrra. Mairi choot to uss ki chooma chaati say pehlay hi lund lainay kay liay bay-qaraar thi aur kaafi had tak khul chuki thi laikin jab uss nay apna lund uss kay saath ragrra to mujhay mehsoos hua jaisay uss kay lips aur bhi khul ga’aiy hon. Mairay munh say bay-saakhta aik taiz awaaz nikal gai. Mazay ki aik taiz laikin na-humwaar lehar mairay pooray wajood mein gardish karnay lagi. Amjad mairay oopar aa gaya aur apnay dono haath mairi sides par mairay baazo’on kay qareeb rakh diay. Iss position mein ab wo mairi taangon kay beech mein tha aur uss ka akrra huay lund ka topa mairi choot kay baalon mein ghusa hua tha. Uss nay aik haath neechay kiya aur apnay lund ko mairi choot kay munh par fit kar diya. Uss ka phoola hua topa mairi choot kay munh par zor daalnay laga. Mein samajh gai kay ab mein apni choot mein apni zindagi ka doosra lund lainay waali thi.

Phir Amjad nay maira munh choomna shuru kia aur aisa kartay kartay aik cchota aur halka ghassa maar kar apnay lund ko aagay ki taraf dhakaila. Mujhay laga jaisay uss kay lund kay raastay mein aik lamhay kay liay koi rukaawat aai ho laikin phir mairi choot ka munh khulta chala gaya aur Amjad ka akrra hua mazboot lund seedha mairay andar door tak ghusta chala gaya. Mairi reerrh ki haddi mein jaisay anjaanay khof ki lehar dorr gai. Uss kay lund nay mairi choot kay lambay soraakh ko mukamal tor par aur kaafi gehrai tak bhar diya aur mein apni choot ko andar say bhi baghair haath laga’iay huay mehsoos karnay lagi. Uss waqt mairay dil mein khaahish paida hui kay Amjad apna lund saara ka saara mairi choot mein daal day aur ussay buhat oopar tak lay ja’aiy. Mein nay uss ki taraf daikha. Pehlay ghassay kay baad hi Amjad kay chehray kay ta’asuraat bata rahay thay kay uss kay lund aur mairi choot ka milaap uss kay liay bhi barra pur-lutf hai.

Aik second say bhi kam waqt mein uss nay apna lund mairi choot say thorra sa baahar nikaala aur phir ussay zara ziaada taaqat kay saath ghasaa maar kar dobaara andar ghusairr diya. Iss ghasaay mein uss ka jisam mairi choot kay saath laga kiyonkay uss ka poora ka poora lund mairay andar chala gaya tha. Mujhay uss ki jhaanton kay sakht baal apni clitoris aur uss kay oopar waalay hissay mein chubhtay huay mehsoos huay. Mairi clitoris par wazan parra to mairi aankhon mein taaray naach ga’aiy aur mazay ki kai mojain mairi clitoris say nikal kar mairay mamoon ki jaanib jaanay lageen. Iss doosray ghassay mein Amjad ka lund thorra tircha ho kar mairay andar gaya tha aur mujhay laga jaisay wo mairi choot mein kisi thos cheez say takraaya ho. Shayad wo mairi choot ki deewaar thi. Mairi choot ki deewaarain uss kay lund say ragarr khaa rahi theen aur mairi clitoris mein honay waala halka halka dard ab taizi say uss kay ird gird phailta ja raha tha. Uss kay ghassay thorray say taiz ho ga’aiy aur wo apnay lund ko mairi choot mein andar baahar karnay laga.

Amjad kay ghassay Khalid kay muqaablay mein kaheen ziyaada taaqatwar thay. Jab uss ka lund mairi choot ko cheerta hua mairay andar jaata aur uss ka jisam barray zor say mujh say takraata to mein bed par hil kar reh jaati. Khalid buhat sharafat say mujhay choda kartay thay laikin Amjad ki har harkat mein kisi biphray huay saand ka sa jangli-pan tha. Hairat ki baat to ye thi ke yehi jangli-pan mujhay paagal kar raha tha. Maloom nahi hum auratain kiya chaahti hain? Mard sharif to ho laikin uss kay andar kaheen ghussa aur darindgi bhi zaroor ho kiyonkay hum auratain bed par apnay saath sharif mard pasand nahi karteen.

Amjad mujhay choday ja raha tha. Mein nay apni choot mein honay wali halchal par apni tawajo arkooz kar di. Laikin chand lamhon kay baad hi mein nay uss kay lund kay gol aur sakht topay ko mehsoos karna band kar diya. Ab mujhay siraf ye ehsaas ho raha tha kay uss kay lund ka picchla hissa mairay andar hai. Jab wo apna lund andar karta to mujhay mehsoos hota kay mairi choot khud-ba-khud uss kay lund kay gird kas jaati thi laikin jab uss ka lund baahar aata to wo ussay andar hi pakrray rakhnay ki koshish karti. Ye sab ghair-iraadi tha. Mein jan boojh kar aisa nahi kar rahi thi. Maira dil kar raha tha kay mein apnay chootarron ko zor zor say ghumaana aur hilaana shuru kar doon laikin mein nay sharam kay maaray aisa nahi kiya.

Chand mazeed ghasson kay baad Amjad mujh say lipat kar mairay oopar lait gaya aur mairay dono mammon ko pakarr kar mairi choot main nihayat taiz taiz ghasaay maarta raha. Uss kay ghasson mein ab barri rawaani aati ja rahi thi aur mein buri tarah chud rahi thi. Wo sar jhuka kar baar baar mujhay choom raha tha aur uss ki taiz saansain mairay honton aur gaalon say musalsal takra rahi theen. Uss ka lund mairi choot kay andar ja kar koi ponay second kay liay rukta aur phir baahar aa jaata. Ghasson kay doraan wo apnay lund ka topa mairi choot say baahar nahi nikaalta tha. Iss tarah karnay say mujhay bhi buhat maza aa raha tha. Uss nay mujhay issi tarah chodtay chodtay poocha kay kiya mujhay accha lag raha hai? Mujhay iss mazehka-khaiz aur bay-tukay sawaal par hansi aa gai. Mein nay kaha bakwaas band karo aur jaldi apna kaam khatam karo. Uss nay mairi garden mein apna munh ghusa diya aur ussay chaattay huay kehnay laga kay mujhay to aap ko chodtay huay kucch aur hi qisam ka maza aa raha hai. Aap barri bharpoor aur mukamal aurat hain. Mein ye sun kar jaisay nihaal ho gai. Mein nay Amjad say kaha to yehi kay wo jaldi apna kaam khatam karay magar haqeeqat ye thi kay mein aisa bilkul nahi chaahti thi. Mairi to khaahish thi kay wo mairi choot say apna lund baahar hi na nikalay aur issi tarah mujhay chodta rahay. Laikin mein nay ussay ye baat nahi batai.

Uss nay aik dafa phir mairay mammon ko choosna shuru kar diya aur neechay say issi tarah ghassay maarta raha. Mairi choot mein lutf aur mazay ka aik toofaan aaya hua tha. Phir mein iss toofaan mein poori tarah doob gai aur mein nay bay-khudi ki haalat mein sharam ko bilkul bhula diya. Mein nay dono haathon say Amjad ki kamar pakarr li. Ab mein apnay chootarron ko thorra sa oopar utha kar uss kay ghasson kay muqaablay mein ghassay maarnay lagi. Iss tarah karnay say mairay badan mein mazay ki lehrain aur bhi taiz ho gaeen. Apnay qad-o-qaamat ki waja say maira badan bhi barra taaqatwar tha aur Amjad nay mairi iss harkat ko foran mehsoos kar liya. Yakayak uss kay ghasson ki speed mein bhi buhat ziyaada izaafa ho gaya. Mein nay bhi uss ki daikha daikhi apnay chootarron ko hilaanay ki raftaar barrha di. Jab ghassay maartay huay uss ka lund mairi choot kay andar jaata to humaaray badan aik khaas awaaz kay saath aik doosray say takraatay. Mairay kaano mein musalsal dhap dhap dhap dhap dhap dhap dhap ki awaazain aa rahi theen jo mujhay kisi aur dunya mein puhncha rahi theen.

Mujhay apnay saaray badan mein aur khaas tor par clitoris, choot aur uss kay ird gird aik ajeeb qisam ka dabaao aur taizi say barrhti hui tension ka ehsaas ho raha tha. Har aurat kay liay ye dabao aur tension barri zabardast khushi aur satisfaction ka baa’is hotay hain. Maira dil buhat zor zor say dharrak raha tha aur saans phooli hui thi. Mein acchi tarah jaanti thi kay mein ab khalaas honay kay qareeb hoon. Mairay jaisi aurat kay liay jo kam hi khalaas hoti thi ye sab kucch aur bhi ziyaada lutf ka sabab ban raha tha. Amjad ka lund musalsal mairi choot kay andar zor zor say aa aa kar lag raha tha aur mein bay-qaaboo hui ja rahi thi. Uss kay lund ka topa jaisay mairi choot ko koot raha tha. Achanak mairay badan kay mukhtalif hisson kay muscles nay khud-ba-khud jhatkay lainay shuru kar diay. Phir maira dimaagh jaisay mukamal tor par band ho gaya aur mein poori dunya say bilkul bay-khabar ho gai.

Issi bay-khabri kay aalam mein mairay badan mein phalti phoolti tension kisi bum ki tarah aik buhat hi zabardast laikin bilkul bay-awaaz dhamaakay kay saath phat gai. Mairay badan kay raishay raishay nay iss dhamaakay ko mehsoos kiya. Mujhay aisa laga jaisay mairi choot kay andar bhi aik nabz ho jo zor zor say chal rahi ho. Yon lag raha tha jaisay maira dil mairi choot kay andar kaheen dharrak raha ho. Mein nay ooonnnh aaaanh ooooonhh aaaannh kartay huay apna saara badan aur bhi ziyaada akrra liya. Phir mairay munh say aik zor ki awaaz nikli aur mein sakhti say Amjad kay saath chipak gai. Mein nay ab khalaas hona shuru kar diya tha. Mairi choot kay andar koi cheez nihayat taizi say khulnay aur band honay lagi aur taangain kaampnay lageen. Mairi choot ki har contraction kay saath garmi aur shadeed mazay aik taiz leher bhi mairay saaray badan mein phail jaati. Mein nay aik haath apnay honton par rakh kar apna munh sakhti say band kar liya. Sab auratain jaanti hain kay bharpoor tareeqay say khalaas honay ka maza kainaat ka sab say ajeeb maza hota hai. Aisa maza jis say kabhi dil nahi bharta. Ye silsila koi 9/10 seconds tak chala magar mujhay aisa laga jaisay ghanton guzar ga’iay hon. Iss doraan Amjad apni mazboot raanon ka istimaal kar kay poori taizi say mujhay chodta raha. Apni choot ki contractions kay khatam honay kay baad mein aahista aahista dobaara pur-sakoon honay lagi.

Mujhay humaisha Khalid say chudwaatay huay khalaas honay mein buhat dair laga karti thi laikin Amjad nay mujhay chod kar buhat jaldi khalaas kar diya tha. Mein pehlay bhi khalaas hoti rahi thi magar ye to kucch aur hi tarah ka tajarba tha. Yon kehna chaahiay kay uss nay mujhay sahi maano mein aur acchi tarah choda tha. Mujhay barri khushgawaar hairat hui kay mein bhi itni jaldi khalaas ho sakti hoon. Iss ka matlab tha kay mein bhi un aurton ki tarah sex enjoy kar sakti thi jo jaldi aur baar baar khalaas hoti theen. Zehan kay kisi posheeda khaanay mein chupi hui mehroomi achanak kaheen ghayab ho gai aur maira dil jaisay khushi kay aik bilkul na’aiy ehsaas say bhar gaya.

Mein khalaas honay kay baad thorra sa sambhli aur apnay badan ko qaaboo mein karnay ki koshish karnay lagi. Amjad ab bhi ussi tareeqay say mairi phudi kay andar ghasson ki bochaarr kar raha tha magar ab uss kay ghasson ki raftaar kucch kam zaroor ho gai thi. Wo kaafi dair say musalsal mairay mammon ko haathon mein pakarr kar unkay nipple choos raha tha jo ab halkay halkay dukhnay bhi lagay thay. Aakhir uss nay mairay mammay apnay haathon say cchorray aur mairay badan say utar kar bed par seedha lait gaya. Mairi tarah uss ki saans bhi buhat ziyaada taiz chal rahi thi aur munh laal surkh ho gaya tha. Mujhay ye daikh kar buhat accha laga kay wo mujhay chod kar maza lay raha tha.

Mujhay yon lag raha tha jaisay aaj koi nai Nadira paida hui ho. Aik aisi Nadira jo aik mukamal aur bharpoor aurat thi aur jo apni khoobsoorti aur tandarust-o-tawaana badan ki waja say mard ko poori tarah khush karnay par qadir thi. Mein aaj jaan gai thi kay mairay andar wo sab kucch tha jis ki tamanna Amjad ya koi bhi aur mard kar sakta tha. Mujh say apnay rishtay aur umar kay farq kay bawajood wo mairay peechay kaisi deewaangi ki haalat mein phira karta tha. Uss waqt mujhay ehsaas hua kay qudrat nay aurat kay andar mard ko control karnay ki kitni moa'sar salahiyat chupa rakhi hai. Mein bila-iraada aur bila socchay samjhay muskuraanay lagi. Amjad nay mairi taraf daikha. Mairi choot mein phir halki halki halchal shuru ho gai.

Uss nay aik takia apnay sar kay neechay rakha aur apna akrra hua lund aik haath mein laitay huay mujh say kaha kay mein ab uss kay lund kay oopar baithoon. Khalid bhi shaadi kaay shuru kay dino mein mujhay kabhi kabhaar apnay lund par bithaatay thay magar pata nahi kiyon ab aisa bilkul nahi hota tha. Mujhay yaad nahi aa raha tha kay Khalid say iss tarah chudwaatay huay mein kabhi khalaas hui hon. Unkay saath sex kartay huay mein humaisha neechay lait kar hi khalaas hoti thi. Ye aur baat thi kay mujhay lund kay oopar baith kar choot dainay mein barra maza aata tha. Iss liay mein foran hi Amjad kay oopar aa gai. Jaisay hi mein uss kay jisam kay oopar aai uss nay mairay mammon ko aik baar phir barri sakhti say pakarr liya aur unhay masalnay laga. Choonkay Khalid mujhay iss position mein kucch ziyaada nahi choda kartay thay iss liay mein lund kay oopar baith kar choot dainay ka ziyaada tajarba bhi nahi rakhti thi. Laikin uss waqt mujhay iss baat ki koi paraishaani nahi thi.

Mein nay thorra sa oopar ho kar Amjad ka lund haath mein liya aur ussay apni choot kay andar kar diya. Phir mein uss kay phoolay huay motay lund par zara sambhal kar baithi to uss ka lund phisalta hua poora ka poora mairay andar chala gaya. Mujhay aik jhatka sa laga. Pait kay nichlay hissay par dabao parrnay say Amjad ki dono raanain mairay chootarron ki sides say lag gaeen. Uss nay bed per apnay jisam ko thorri si harkat day kar apna lund poori tarah mairi choot mein fit kar diya. Mein uss kay oopar seedhi baithi hui thi aur mairay wazan ki waja say wo mairi choot mein ghassay nahi maar sakta tha. Iss liay uss nay mairi kamar ko dono atraaf say mazbooti say pakarr liya aur mujhay apnay oopar jhuka liya. Mein aagay ki taraf jhuki to maira chehra uss kay chehray kay bilkul oopar aa gaya aur uss kay lund par say maira wazan kucch kam ho gaya. Mein nay bhi apnay badan ka bojh apnay ghutnon par daal liya. Amjad nay mairay honton par apnay hont rakhay aur unhay choomnay laga. Mein bhi ussay poori bay-hayai aur bay-sharmi say choomnay lagi. Iss kay saath hi uss ka lund mairi choot mein andar baahar honay laga.

Mein abhi tak apnay badan ko harkat nahi day rahi thi aur siraf Amjad hi mairi choot mein ghassay maar raha tha. Laikin ye silsila ziyaada dair nahi chala. Kucch dair kay baad mein nay bhi apnay chootarron ko aagay peechay daitay huay uss kay lund ko apnay andar laina shuru kar diya. Rafta rafta uss kay ghasson mein shiddat aati gai aur wo mujhay taiz taiz jhatkay maartay huay neechay say chodnay laga. Mein bhi apnay pooray badan ko uss kay lund par zor zor say utha utha kar patakh rahi thi. Mairay munh say barri bay-hangam aawaazain nikal rahi theen. Mujhay ye khayaal bhi nahi raha tha kay iss bedroom say kucch faaslay par aik doosray kamray mein mairay shohar so rahay thay. Agarchay operation ki waja say wo abhi chal phir nahi saktay thay magar phir bhi unkay baaray mein socch kar mein nay apni awaaz foran aahista kar li. Amjad ka munh bhi khul gaya tha. Iss mein koi shak nahi tha kay ussay mujhay iss tarah chodtay huay maza aa raha tha.

Amjad ka lund neechay say bhi mairi choot ko buri tarah ragarr raha tha aur mein uss kay ghasson ki waja say bay-haal ho rahi thi. Mujhay uss ka mota aur sakht topa barr baar apni choot kay andar kay mukhtalif hisson say takraata hua mehsoos ho raha tha. Ab wo mujhay poori tarah control kar raha tha aur musalsal mairi choot kay andar ghassay maar raha tha. Kabhi wo mujhay neechay jhuka laita aur kabhi seedha bitha kar mairay mammon aur pait par haath phairnay lagta. Kabhi mairay chootarron ko muthiyon mein bhar laita aur kabhi mairay mammon kay nipples pakarr kar khainchta. Uss mein Khalid kay muqaablay mein kaheen ziyaada jinsi pagalpan tha. Uss kay haath aik second kay liay bhi nahi ruk rahay thay aur musalsal mairay badan kay mukhtalif hisson ko tatol rahay thay. Mujahy apnay andar uss kay topay ki aagay peechay harkat bilkul saaf tor say mehsoos ho rahi thi. Uss kay chehray par ajeeb tarah ka ta’asur tha jaisay wo halkay say nashay mein ho. Mein jaanti thi kay ye nasha kisi aur cheez ka nahi balkay mairay badan, mairay mammon aur mairi choot ka nasha tha.

Mairay munh say nikalnay waali halki aawazain ussay mazeed bharka rahi theen. Wo jaan boojh kar koshish kar raha tha kay mein zor zor say oooonh ooonh karoon laikin mein aisa nahi kar rahi thi. Uss nay apni aankhain band kar leen aur mujhay apnay oopar gira kar mairay hont choomnay laga. Mairay hont choomtay huay uss kay ghasson mein aur bhi taizi aa gai. Ye daikh kar mein nay bhi uss kay lund par apnay chootarron ko gol gol harkat daitay huay ussay aur ziaada maza dainay ki koshish ki. Uss nay apni taangain aur bhi khol deen aur zor zor say mujhay chodnay laga. Uss ka lund mairi choot mein musalsal aa ja raha tha. Mujhay iss khail mein buhat maza aa raha tha aur mein chaahti thi kay ussay bhi ye ehsaas ho kay mein ussay sex mein bharpoor tareeqay say satisfy kar sakti hoon.

Neechay jhukay jhukay mairi kamar mein halki si taqleef shuru ho gai thi. Mein Amjad kay seenay par haath rakh kar seedhi baith gai aur uss kay lund ko apnay andar liay liay aahista aahista aagay peechay harkat karti rahi. Na-jaanay ussay kiya soojhi kay uss nay apna aik haath mairi naaf say neechay choot kay balon mein ghusaairr diya aur kisi tarah mairi clitoris tak puhanch gaya. Mein thorra oopar hui to uss nay apnay angoothay say mairi clitoris ko masalna shuru kar diya. Choot mein akrra hua mota lund aur clitoris par angoothay ka khurdara ehsaas. Mairay liay ye sab qayaamat say kam nahi tha. Sonay pay suhaaga ye kay Amjad apnay doosray haath say mairay mammon ko chairrnay laga. Mairi to nas nas say aag kay sholay nikalnay lagay. Mein nay apnay badan ko aagay kartay huay uss kay angoothay par apni clitoris ka wazan barrha diya. Chand lamhon kay liay mairi phudi kay andar uss kay lund ki harkat ruk gai. Laikin mujhay ye zaroor mehsoos hota raha kay mairi phudi mein koi danda-numa sakht cheez ghussi hui hai. Mein Amjad kay lund par aagay peechay honay lagi. Phir achanak wohi kucch shuru ho gaya jo thorri dair pehlay hua tha. Mein apni taangon par say control khonay lagi aur mairay muscles akarrnay lagay. Mairi clitoris par halki thandak chaa gai aur mairi phudi kay andar kaheen nabz jaisi dhak dhak shuru ho gai. Mairay dil chaahnay laga kay mein apnay chootarron aur pait ko zor zor say golai mein harkat doon. Jab ye khaahish buhat barrh gai to mein nay paaglon ki tarah Amjad kay lund par khud hi ghassay maarnay shuru kar diay. Uss nay mairay mammay pakarr liay laikin khud bilkul seedha laita raha. 15/20 second tak ghassay maarnay kay baad mein nay apni choot Amjad kay lund par sakht kar li aur dobaara khalaas honay lagi.

Jab iss doosray orgasm ka zor kam hua to mein Amjad kay oopar taqreeban gir gai. Uss nay mujhay bed par litaaya aur mujh say chipak kar mujhay choomnay laga. Uss kay lund ka topa mairi choot kay oopar lag raha tha. Uss nay mujahy choomtay huay kaha kay ab wo mujhay peechay say chodna chaahta hai. Mein nay kaha batao mein kiya karoon? Wo bola kay mein ulti ho kay apnay chootarr oopar utha doon ta kay wo peechay say apna lund mairi phudi mein daal sakay. Mein nay aisa hi kiya aur apnay chootarron ko oopar utha kar taangain phaila leen. Amjad nay mairay peechay aa kar pehlay to mairi phudi ko aik haath say tatola aur phir mairi taangain mazeed phaila kar apna lund mairay andar daal diya. Uss nay mairay chootarron ko dono haathon say pakarr liya aur mairi phudi ko chodnay laga. Chand ghasson kay baad hi us ski saans taiz ho gai aur wo mairay chootarron ko sakhti say daboch kar mairi phudi mein taiz taiz ghassay maarnay laga. Mujhay peechay say chudwaatay huay bhi maza aa raha tha agarchay mein nay mehsoos kiya kay iss tarah phudi mein lund laina kucch taqleef ka ba’ais bhi tha. Amjad barray mazay say mujhay chod raha tha aur mein apnay chootarron kay saath uss kay jisam kay darmiyaanay hissay ko baar baar takraata mehsoos kar rahi thi.

Amjad aik hi raftaar say ghassay maar raha tha. Uss ka lund mairi choot kay andar ja kar zor zor say lagta tha. Wo musalsal mairay chootarron aur kamar par haath bhi phairta ja raha tha. Phir uss nay mairi gand kay soraakh par jo uss waqt bilkul uss kay saamnay tha apni ungli phairni shuru kar di. Mujhay aisa karna bhi buhat accha laga. Wo mairi gand kay soraakh ko mukhtalif tareeqon say chairr raha tha. Kabhi uss par oopar apnay angoothay say zor daalta aur kabhi do ugliyon say dabaanay lagta. Mairi phudi mein uss kay ghassay bhi jaari thay. Phir mujhay mehsoos hua jaisay mairay chootarron par koi geeli cheez giri ho. Amjad nay apnay angoothay ki madad say wo geeli cheez mairay aik chootarr say hata kar mairi gand kay soraakh par mal di. Tab mujhay pata chala kay uss nay mairay chootarron par thooka tha aur ab uss thook ko mairi gand kay soraakh par phaila raha tha. Ye jaantay hi mein phir buhat ziyaada garam ho gai aur mairi choot achanak paani say bhar gai. Mairay badan mein khalaas honay say pehlay waali tension phir paida honay lagi. Mein teesri dafa khalaas honay waali thi. Mairay pait akarr gaya aur sar neechay honay ki waja say mujhay chakar aanay lagay. Pehlay hi ki tarah mairi phudi phir tight ho gai aur uss kay andar contractions shuru ho gaeen. Aik kay baad aik. Aik kay baad aik. Har contraction aur Amjad kay har ghassay kay saath mazay ki lehrain mairay tan badan mein dorrti raheen aur mein teesri dafa khalaas ho gai. Laikin iss dafa contractions pehlay say zara mukhtalif theen. Pehaly chaar kay qareeb to lagataar hueen magar phir aik do second ka waqfa aaya aur uss kay baad dobaara do teen contractions mehsoos hueen. Maza albata waisa hi tha. Mujhay apnay pait aur mammon kay aas paas paseenay kay qatray mehsoos ho rahay thay.

Chudwaatay huay mairay saath iss say pehlay aisa kabhi nahi hua tha. Amooman mujhay khalaas honay kay liay khud hi koshish karni parrti thi. Jab Khalid mujhay chod rahay hotay thay to mein apni kisi fantasy kay baaray mein socchnay lagti jaisay mujhay koi ajnabi zabardasti chod raha hai ya mein Khalid kay saamnay kisi aur ko choot day rahi hoon. Inhi fantasies ki madad say mein khalaas ho jaaya kerti thi. Laikin aaj mujhay Amjad say apni choot marwaatay huay aisi kisi fantasy ki zaroorat nahi parri thi aur phir bhi mein teen dafa barray bharpoor andaaz mein khalaas ho chuki thi. Aur abhi wo mujhay chod raha tha aur ho sakta tha kay mein phir khalaas ho jaati.

Peechay say mairi choot khoob achi tarah lay kar Amjad nay apna lund mairay andar say baahar khainch liya aur phir mujhay seedha laitnay ko kaha. Wo mairay oopar charrh gaya aur maira munh choomtay huay kehnay laga kay ab wo khalaas honay waala hai kia mein dobaara uss kay saath khalaas ho sakoon gi? Mein nay kaha pata nahi koshish karoon gi. Wo bola kay agar aisa ho to barra maza aa’iay ga. Kucch dair mairay gaal aur aankhain choomnay kay baad uss nay mairay ghutnon kay neechay haath daal kar mairi taangain thorri oopar utha deen. Ab mairi tangain hawa mein theen aur aur mairi phaili hui geeli choot ka munh bilkul Amjad kay lund kay saamnay. Uss nay aik baar phir mairi choot mein apna lund daala aur foran hi ghassay maarna shuru kar diay. Ab wo kaafi bay-sabri say mairi choot lay raha tha. Itni dair tak mujhay chodnay kay bawajood bhi wo na to thaka tha aur na hi uss kay josh mein koi kami aai thi. Mein nay soccha kay agar jawani dewaani na ho to jawani kiyon kehlaiy. Uss ka lund mairi choot ko ragaidta hua kaafi door tak uss kay andar ja raha tha.

Mairay mammay uss kay ghasson kay jhatkon ki waja say buhat ziyaada hil rahay thay aur shayad unhay daikh kar ussay aur josh charrh raha tha. Uss nay mairi taangon kay neechay say haath nikaalay aur mairay oopar lait kar mairay mammay pakarr liay. Phir wo maiaray mammon ko choosnay laga. Mairay badan mein phir chiyontiyaan si march karnay lageen. Mein nay apnay baazoo uss ki kamar mein daal diay aur uss ka chehra apnay chehray kay barabar la kar ussay choomnay lagi. Wo bhi mairi phudi mein ghassay maartay martay mujhay choomnay laga. Uss nay mairay munh mein zaban daali aur mairi zabaan choosnay laga. Uss ka aik haath mairay baazoo par tha aur aik mammay par. Iss chooma chaati kay doraan mairi choot kay andar uss kay ghassay dharra dharr jaari thay. Mairi zabaan uss kay munh hi mein thi kay uss kay haathon ki girift mairay baazoo aur mamaay par achanak mazboot ho gai. Iss kay saath hi uss kay ghasson ki speed bhi buhat taiz ho gai. Mein samjah gai kay wo ab khalaas honay waala hai. Mein nay bhi apnay chootarron ko pehlay ki tarah gol gol ghumaana shuru kar diya. Ye daikh kar uss nay maira baazoo chorra aur mairay chootarron kay neechay haath daal kar mairi gand kay soraakh mein apni barri ungli andar kar di. Mairi choot say paani ris ris kar mairi gand kay soraakh ko kaafi geela kar chuka tha jis ki waja say Amjad ki ungli uss kay andar foran chali gai.

Jaisay hi mairi gand kay soraakh mein Amjad ki ungli daakhil hui mujhay aik jhatka laga aur mairay khalaas honay ka amal dobaara shuru ho gaya. Chand lamhon mein hi maira badan jhatkay khaanay laga aur muscles akarrnay lagay. Amjad nay phir aik zor ka ghassa maara aur uss ka lund tatton tak mairi choot kay andar chala gaya. Tub hi uss kay lund nay manni ki pehli pichkaari mairi choot kay andar chorri. Mujhay mehsoos hua kay uss ki manni mairi choot kay aakhri siray tak puhanchi hai. Shaadi kay itnay barson mein buhat kam hua tha kay mein nay Khalid ki manni apni choot mein mehsoos ki ho laikin Amjad nay to jaisay mairi choot ko manni say bhar diya tha. Jaisay hi mein nay uss ki manni ko apni choot kay andar mehsoos kiya mein bhi khalaas honay lagi. Ab hum dono aik saath khalaas ho rahay thay. Amjad ka lund mairi choot mein manni chorrta ja raha tha aur mairi choot zabardast jhatkay lay kar ussay apnay andar khainch rahi thi. Hum nay aik doosray kay honton ko mazbooti say band kar kay apnay munh say nikalnay aawaazon par control kia aur khalaas hotay rahay.

Mairi choot ab Amjad ki manni aur mairay apnay juices say bhari hui thi. Mein baar baar apni choot ko sukairr kar Amjad ki saari maani apnay andar lay rahi thi. Uss nay ab ghassay maarnay band kar diay thay laikin uss ka lund abhi tak mairay andar hi tha. Phir uss ka lund naram parrnay laga aur uss nay ussay mairi choot say baahar nikaal liya. Hum dono bed par lait kar apni charrhi hui saansain darust karnay lagay. Amjad nay mairi taraf karwat badli aur mujh say lipat kar mairay mammon mein apna sar ghusa diya. Mein nay bhi apni baanhain uss ki gardan mein daal deen. Qudrat aur uss kay banaiy huay asool buhat khoobsoorat hain. Mein nay soccha.

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