27-09-2020, 10:09 AM
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Hi everyone i am sreeraj, and i am coming with my second story named " CUCKOLD : A BIG MISTAKE ". My first story is incest based story about my mom, and In this story i am going to tell about how my life changed because of cuckold fantasy. It's all about my sweat heart " shilpa" who is my typical village girlfriend then later became my wife.
I met her while I am studying in plus two. She is one year junior to me. She is very fair , 155 cm height, with superb structure of 34-28-36. She is a good dancer and she got so many prizes too for dancing in state level too. So that compared to her total body she has good shaped big ass and thighs . I was volleyball player in the school team also captain of the team in that time. I became in love with her when I met her at the first time. After two three weeks I proposed her through one of my class mate. As like all other girls she refused my proposal. But one day sudden harthal was planned by the opposing party. Shilpas house was 10 km away from our school and to reach there , she needs to take two buss. That day shilpa along with her 2 friends walked around 5 km and reached to the second bus stop. As a lover I too followed her with one of my friend. From there her friends were picked by their parents and she became alone. I stood long away and looked at her. I found she was afraid because of the harthal all the shops were closed and only some guys were there. The guys were staring at her . I saw she looking at me for a company. I slowly went near to her and stood near her side. I saw she is okey now. I broke the silence and talked to her at the first time after I met her.
I asked about her family and who is coming to pick her. She told me about her family details. She replayed only to my answers not even asked any single question about me to me. Then I understood that shilpa is very typical conservative village girl and it will be hard to make love in her to me. I became disappointed and stood there till her uncle came there with his bike. She don't even said thanks that time and gone with her uncle. I was disappointed and decided not to go behind her again ever.
I started avoiding going behind her back in school. Even I turned my head when she gave smile at me . I acted like I was totally ignoring her. Two weeks gone, school festivals started. I was busy with planning my friends for alcoholic party suddenly one of my friend who is common to shilpa and me came near to me and told me secretly that shilpa wants to meet me and she is waiting behind the program stage. I went to the place and there I saw shilpa along with her two friends were in make up for dance standing there. Seeing me one of her friend came near to me and said " what is your problem?".
I shocked to hear that question and asked back " soorry , I didn't get you".
She said " you are an idiot , do you know that?".
I stood there confused and totally silent. She continued " what do you think?, are you a super star for getting place in a girls heart suddenly".
I said " sorry I didn't get you, please said clearly".
She said " you idiot , shilpa loves you. But you are avoiding her all times".
I became shocked hearing that and I looked towards shilpa who is looking downwards with a small smile. Then she continued " now both of you decide what to do next, we are going for your privacy". Saying that both of shilpas friends gone inside the stage. I slowly went near to shilpa and looked at her face with a smile. She shyly looked at my eyes and smiled back at me...
It's brief description how our relationship started. Time is gone and I joined automobile engineering and after plus two shilpa joined bba in another college. Our meeting became less , we used to see once or twice in a month. But we used to talk daily around one hour in phone. She used to talk lot about her college friends everything daily. At the time of school days she was totally zero in sexual knowledge. So nothing happened in-between us. I started teaching her one by one everything. Her married friends in the college used to tell their experience s and shilpa used to ask the doubts to me. My teaching went very well, because we started talking sex via phone every day. After one more year I entered into my third year of engineering and I got my first Android phone and luckily shilpas uncle gave one smart phone to her. Then the talking between us became very less and as all you know different chat applications helped us to chat more. More than chatting at first we started sharing our photos , selfies etc. Later I started demanding her private parts pics. Around two month she didn't gave me , and it made me sad or I acted like sad. And it starts working at first she gave her boobs pics in bra. After two more weeks bra became vanished and she started having her fully nude white 34 c boobs. She had medium sized brown nipples in her white milky boobs.
Two three months gone , she started giving me full nude selfies. I had to say shilpa is so hot , especially her white big ass and thighs. In-between I teach her more about sex. I explained her about different positions in sex , different types of sex, even gay, lesbian, group etc. Actually she astonished hearing everything from me. The only question she used to ask " is this all real?, is it happening in the world?. I sent her lot of videos to wipe out her question. The videos made her to say more hot talks to me in chat. What to say, she became a wild honey girl who put's her finger inside her red pussy hole a least once in everyday. I gave her good porn sites names which can download 3gp and mp4 videos to download herself. I insisted her to use carrot and banana instead of her finger in her pussy. She tried two three times but she told me that its pains too much and she gets more pleasssure with finger than other things.
As usual like all boys I started losing interested in the daily sex chats with shilpa .Because the daily routine sex talk made me bored and But at the same time shilpa became more and more interested. I slowly started avoiding her in the nights by saying I had to write, I had project like that. More than that shilpa is very talkative , that started irritating me also . automatically my chats with shilpa became reduced and seeing that shilpa too reduced sending messages to me. But every day we both used to sent , " I love you lot" at least three , four times.
More than that I got new girlfriend in my engineering college named Jasmine who is studying civil engineering in my same college. I know it was not a true love , i only took it as a time pass. She is not much that fair as shilpa , she is skinny but fair and she got pair of big boobs compared to her skinny body figure. And one of the main attractive feature is her big red thick lips. She is Christian , so I only took it as an time pass to add some spice in my college days. I didn't need to work so that hard to make her as my girl friend. She had past experience in love matter. She had a boyfriend , who has bad ego character ,so that she dumped him. Jasmine in quiet different than shilpa, Jasmine is open minded and modern too.
Within two months I tried for naughty things with her , and it worked out easily with her. At first we started kissing in the college whenever we got chances and then it later I started catching , pressing and squeezing her boobs over her dress and the same time she gave me some nice hand and blow jobs too. She is so naughty girl, she liked drinking my cum very much. She used to told me , drinking a man's cum will take a girl more healthy and it will increase wait. What to say I lost my virginity with her in a empty class room where there's new building in our college. I am sure that it was not her first time having sex with a man. One day she told me about her early sex adventures how she lost her virginity. She lost her virginity by having sex with her neighbor who is studying in college that time 4 year's ago. Later he dumped her and she got new boy friend and their relation went on around 1 and half year . she had sex with him lot of times even in his home and even Jasmine's home. Later his very conservative mentality made Jasmine avoid him from her life. Jasmine broke her earlier records with me in around 6 months in sex. We had sex lot of times even I don't know the count. We enjoyed every moment when we got chance.
But tragic incident happened in-between , unexpectedly her parents arranged her marriage with a guy who is working as a nurse in Canada. As usual like 80% of the girls she easily dumped me with a simple cry asking forgiveness. I know the truth , i know the thoughts of the future life in Canada made her do that. But what can I do other than sitting mummm.... And she got married that guy very soon and our relationship ended there.
After Jasmine's marriage , I became bored. Then I started concentrating on porn movies especially milf videos. Later it ended up in reading sex stories. And it gives me more and more satisfaction every time. Actually the stories made in me more impact than videos. I started to find out or learn more about adultery, incest, cuckold, fantasy etc type stories. At first I liked the fantasy stories very much like, husband cheating her wife, wife cheating her husband, like that. I searched more and more stories in the internet and finally It ended in cuckold stories. I don't know why, I liked that kind of stories very much.
To add spice on my perverted mind I got one friend from online chat group . his name was Ali and he is 29 year old unmarried and working abroad. We became good friends and started sharing our views each other. His thinking's and ideas gave me more ideas about cuckold relationship. Finally what to say, I started imagining marrying a girl who is bold and famine and likes cuckolding me. One day ali asked me " did you ever imagined shilpa having sex with some one in front of you?". Actually I became angry hearing that and I told him to leave that matter. He said me sorry for saying wrong about my girlfriend. That night Ali's question started spinning in my head. I tried to wipe the question from my head but I couldn't. I took my mobile and started watching shilpas nude selfies . I don't know why , my 6 inch dick is so hard now. So I decided to check if shilpa is in online or not. In the past 4,5 months I used to see her in online in that time too. But I didn't asked her about it.
I opened my chat app and I saw shilpa is online as I expected. I typed : hii dear , still busy with projects?. She took around 4 minutes to replay back and she said " hii dear, nope . I am chatting in my college group. What about your project?".
I typed : it's around finished.
Shilpa : hmmm, it's long time since you chatted with me.
Me : sorry dear, I was that busy. I love you lot you know that.
Shilpa : I know, I too love you looott Dr.
Me : so , ummmmmmmmmaa to my sweat darlings sweat lips.
Shilp : oh, my darling Raj is honey today I think.
Me : yes dear, what about you. I am eagerly waiting for your sweet kiss in my lips dear.
She took around 3 minutes to replay back and it annoyed me.
Me : hello, are you busy?... Then I am going.
Shilpa : iammm......iammmm sooorry Raj. I can't take it anymore.
Me : what happened to my sweat heart?.
Shilpa : don't you know , that you didn't even talked me sweetly for the past 4 months. Every time you became angry and you avoided me.
It started touching my feelings and I remembered everything. But I lied to her..
Me : sorry dear, sooo sooorry. I told you , it's happened because of my studies.if I won't do that , I will fail in exam. If I failed I wont get a job. If I won't get a job then how can I come to your home and ask your parents to marry you to me. Did you think that? , do you know how much I am loving you?, more than everything in the world.
Shilpa : sooorry, I want to talk to you now Raj , please...
Me : okay , I will call you now dear...
I called onto her cellphone and she started crying controlling her voice.
I said : oh dear, please don't cry. I love you.. Lot. I am sooorry to avoid you. I won't do that never ever in my life. Please forgive me.
Shilpa continued crying and I tried to console her and at last she stopped her crying and she said : don't be sorry to me Raj... Please. I ,, I want to tell soorry to you dear...
Me : why dear?, I know it's all my fault not yours then why?...
Shilpa : I,, I did a mistake dear, please forgive me.. Please.
Me : common shilpa, please stop this nonsense, I told you it's okey, you are my sweat heart, I can forgive everything.
Shilpa: no, you can't Raj. It's not about avoiding me Raj. It's something else..
Saying this she started crying again...
Me : then what dear, please stop your cry. Tell me what you did?, don't worry , I will forgive you dear..
Shilp : no you can't Raj, it's more than any mistakes which anybody can't forgive.
Me : then tell me dear, I promise I will forgive everything.
Shilpa : I .. I.. I think u know riyas?.
" RIYAS ", I know riyas, shilpa told me about him lot. He is two year senior than shilpa and he studied in the same college which shilpa studying. He was there in the third year while shilpa joined in the college. And he is the guy who saved shilpa from ragging. And currently he is pursuing MBA from another college . more than everything he knows about me or he is the only guy knows about our relationship. Because one day he proposed shilpa and to save from that situation he told him about me. As like all boy friends I told her to stop chatting and talking with him. But she told me or made me shut up by saying he is the only guy who as a real friend to her and he knows about me too then what is the problem?. Then I became silent and didn't asked more or disturbed her by saying about him. More than everything I know shilpa very well, she used to said everything to me which happening around her includes family matters , friends matters all.
Me : ya, I know him. What happened with him?.
Shilpa : I started feeling lonely from the moment you started avoiding me.
I became suspicious and furious hearing that dialogue from her... Some questions started coming in my mind that, is he approached her again?, or shilpa became in love with him?..
Me : sooo......
Shilpa : I.. I.. Used to tell everything to him about us, every single matters also .. Because u know he is such a good friend to me every time.
Me : tell me clearly shilpa, I know all that..
Shilpa : I became so lonely after you stop chatting to me, seeing my replays , style of talking , he asked me " what happened to me?", so I told him everything.
Me : so what?.
Shilpa : please listen carefully Raj, .
Me : okay..
Shilpa : he comforted me by chatting and talking daily. Actually I had to say , that is the only thing stopped me becoming mad , and I became so close to him.
My hands started shivering and I cant even gulp my saliva now. Because I know what she going to say. I know she will say " she became in love with riyas". I closed myself and my head started painting because of jealous and anger. So to get some fresh air, to cool myself , to gaining the courage to hear that sentence from shilpa I decided to cut the call for some minutes.
Me : shilpa, two minutes. I will call you back.
Without hearing her replay I cut the phone and took one cigarette and gone to the open portion of my house. I lit the cigarette and started smoking. I tried to cool down my jealousy mind. After the 5,6 puff of cigarette I started thinking myself " why I am so jealous now?, I know I love shilpa with my deep heart. But what is I have to be jealous. I cheated shilpa all these months with jasmine. I had sex with Jasmine uncountable times. That time I didn't remembered shilpa. I didn't tried to realize or notice , how much pain that I gave to shilpa. I know the messages which she sent that time to me. How painfully she had written all that to me. I am so cruel to her all these months. Then what have me the power to become jealous or angry".... I thrown the cigarette away and decided to hear her words. After that I will decide about the future of me and shilpa with mutual understanding. I called her again, and no words came from shilpas mouth because I can hear shilpa weeping in low voice.
Broking the silence I said : so shilps, so you are going to tell me that you became love with him. Is that?.
Shilpa : noo Raj, I am not in love with him. I can only love a guy, that is you. I can't even imagine other than you in my heart. But I don't know why , I started liking him very much more than a friend. But it is not like that you thinking Raj. Please believe me.
Me : mmm, I understand dear. I won't blame you even if you fell in love with him. Because I know you, I know about your character. You are a talkative girl who likes to talk every time. I know you felt lonely after I started avoiding you. That time riyas gave the company and you felt like that.. I understands dear.
Shilpa : don't hate me , I love you so much. Please don't forget mee.. I can't bear that..
Me : how can I dear, because I know how much you love me or believes me.. I will love you always..
I can still hear her weeping sound , it's hard me to bear that. Because the jealous inside me make me know how much I loved her. I had to say I became sentimental I told her : please stop crying my dear. I love youuuuuuuu more than my life. It's a simple mistake that happens to anyone. Now please stop crying go to sleep dear. Let us talk tomorrow . don't think that I hate you. I love you very much. Get some rest now.
Shilpa : I want to see you tomorrow in any reason,,, please wil you come ??.
Me : okay dear, I will come to the park near your college at 1100 PM . is it okay. I had to go now dear.. UmmmmmmaAaaa. Always love you in any reason. It's my promise.
I only get a short " mmm " replay from her. I gave a kiss through the phone and cut my call.
I met her while I am studying in plus two. She is one year junior to me. She is very fair , 155 cm height, with superb structure of 34-28-36. She is a good dancer and she got so many prizes too for dancing in state level too. So that compared to her total body she has good shaped big ass and thighs . I was volleyball player in the school team also captain of the team in that time. I became in love with her when I met her at the first time. After two three weeks I proposed her through one of my class mate. As like all other girls she refused my proposal. But one day sudden harthal was planned by the opposing party. Shilpas house was 10 km away from our school and to reach there , she needs to take two buss. That day shilpa along with her 2 friends walked around 5 km and reached to the second bus stop. As a lover I too followed her with one of my friend. From there her friends were picked by their parents and she became alone. I stood long away and looked at her. I found she was afraid because of the harthal all the shops were closed and only some guys were there. The guys were staring at her . I saw she looking at me for a company. I slowly went near to her and stood near her side. I saw she is okey now. I broke the silence and talked to her at the first time after I met her.
I asked about her family and who is coming to pick her. She told me about her family details. She replayed only to my answers not even asked any single question about me to me. Then I understood that shilpa is very typical conservative village girl and it will be hard to make love in her to me. I became disappointed and stood there till her uncle came there with his bike. She don't even said thanks that time and gone with her uncle. I was disappointed and decided not to go behind her again ever.
I started avoiding going behind her back in school. Even I turned my head when she gave smile at me . I acted like I was totally ignoring her. Two weeks gone, school festivals started. I was busy with planning my friends for alcoholic party suddenly one of my friend who is common to shilpa and me came near to me and told me secretly that shilpa wants to meet me and she is waiting behind the program stage. I went to the place and there I saw shilpa along with her two friends were in make up for dance standing there. Seeing me one of her friend came near to me and said " what is your problem?".
I shocked to hear that question and asked back " soorry , I didn't get you".
She said " you are an idiot , do you know that?".
I stood there confused and totally silent. She continued " what do you think?, are you a super star for getting place in a girls heart suddenly".
I said " sorry I didn't get you, please said clearly".
She said " you idiot , shilpa loves you. But you are avoiding her all times".
I became shocked hearing that and I looked towards shilpa who is looking downwards with a small smile. Then she continued " now both of you decide what to do next, we are going for your privacy". Saying that both of shilpas friends gone inside the stage. I slowly went near to shilpa and looked at her face with a smile. She shyly looked at my eyes and smiled back at me...
It's brief description how our relationship started. Time is gone and I joined automobile engineering and after plus two shilpa joined bba in another college. Our meeting became less , we used to see once or twice in a month. But we used to talk daily around one hour in phone. She used to talk lot about her college friends everything daily. At the time of school days she was totally zero in sexual knowledge. So nothing happened in-between us. I started teaching her one by one everything. Her married friends in the college used to tell their experience s and shilpa used to ask the doubts to me. My teaching went very well, because we started talking sex via phone every day. After one more year I entered into my third year of engineering and I got my first Android phone and luckily shilpas uncle gave one smart phone to her. Then the talking between us became very less and as all you know different chat applications helped us to chat more. More than chatting at first we started sharing our photos , selfies etc. Later I started demanding her private parts pics. Around two month she didn't gave me , and it made me sad or I acted like sad. And it starts working at first she gave her boobs pics in bra. After two more weeks bra became vanished and she started having her fully nude white 34 c boobs. She had medium sized brown nipples in her white milky boobs.
Two three months gone , she started giving me full nude selfies. I had to say shilpa is so hot , especially her white big ass and thighs. In-between I teach her more about sex. I explained her about different positions in sex , different types of sex, even gay, lesbian, group etc. Actually she astonished hearing everything from me. The only question she used to ask " is this all real?, is it happening in the world?. I sent her lot of videos to wipe out her question. The videos made her to say more hot talks to me in chat. What to say, she became a wild honey girl who put's her finger inside her red pussy hole a least once in everyday. I gave her good porn sites names which can download 3gp and mp4 videos to download herself. I insisted her to use carrot and banana instead of her finger in her pussy. She tried two three times but she told me that its pains too much and she gets more pleasssure with finger than other things.
As usual like all boys I started losing interested in the daily sex chats with shilpa .Because the daily routine sex talk made me bored and But at the same time shilpa became more and more interested. I slowly started avoiding her in the nights by saying I had to write, I had project like that. More than that shilpa is very talkative , that started irritating me also . automatically my chats with shilpa became reduced and seeing that shilpa too reduced sending messages to me. But every day we both used to sent , " I love you lot" at least three , four times.
More than that I got new girlfriend in my engineering college named Jasmine who is studying civil engineering in my same college. I know it was not a true love , i only took it as a time pass. She is not much that fair as shilpa , she is skinny but fair and she got pair of big boobs compared to her skinny body figure. And one of the main attractive feature is her big red thick lips. She is Christian , so I only took it as an time pass to add some spice in my college days. I didn't need to work so that hard to make her as my girl friend. She had past experience in love matter. She had a boyfriend , who has bad ego character ,so that she dumped him. Jasmine in quiet different than shilpa, Jasmine is open minded and modern too.
Within two months I tried for naughty things with her , and it worked out easily with her. At first we started kissing in the college whenever we got chances and then it later I started catching , pressing and squeezing her boobs over her dress and the same time she gave me some nice hand and blow jobs too. She is so naughty girl, she liked drinking my cum very much. She used to told me , drinking a man's cum will take a girl more healthy and it will increase wait. What to say I lost my virginity with her in a empty class room where there's new building in our college. I am sure that it was not her first time having sex with a man. One day she told me about her early sex adventures how she lost her virginity. She lost her virginity by having sex with her neighbor who is studying in college that time 4 year's ago. Later he dumped her and she got new boy friend and their relation went on around 1 and half year . she had sex with him lot of times even in his home and even Jasmine's home. Later his very conservative mentality made Jasmine avoid him from her life. Jasmine broke her earlier records with me in around 6 months in sex. We had sex lot of times even I don't know the count. We enjoyed every moment when we got chance.
But tragic incident happened in-between , unexpectedly her parents arranged her marriage with a guy who is working as a nurse in Canada. As usual like 80% of the girls she easily dumped me with a simple cry asking forgiveness. I know the truth , i know the thoughts of the future life in Canada made her do that. But what can I do other than sitting mummm.... And she got married that guy very soon and our relationship ended there.
After Jasmine's marriage , I became bored. Then I started concentrating on porn movies especially milf videos. Later it ended up in reading sex stories. And it gives me more and more satisfaction every time. Actually the stories made in me more impact than videos. I started to find out or learn more about adultery, incest, cuckold, fantasy etc type stories. At first I liked the fantasy stories very much like, husband cheating her wife, wife cheating her husband, like that. I searched more and more stories in the internet and finally It ended in cuckold stories. I don't know why, I liked that kind of stories very much.
To add spice on my perverted mind I got one friend from online chat group . his name was Ali and he is 29 year old unmarried and working abroad. We became good friends and started sharing our views each other. His thinking's and ideas gave me more ideas about cuckold relationship. Finally what to say, I started imagining marrying a girl who is bold and famine and likes cuckolding me. One day ali asked me " did you ever imagined shilpa having sex with some one in front of you?". Actually I became angry hearing that and I told him to leave that matter. He said me sorry for saying wrong about my girlfriend. That night Ali's question started spinning in my head. I tried to wipe the question from my head but I couldn't. I took my mobile and started watching shilpas nude selfies . I don't know why , my 6 inch dick is so hard now. So I decided to check if shilpa is in online or not. In the past 4,5 months I used to see her in online in that time too. But I didn't asked her about it.
I opened my chat app and I saw shilpa is online as I expected. I typed : hii dear , still busy with projects?. She took around 4 minutes to replay back and she said " hii dear, nope . I am chatting in my college group. What about your project?".
I typed : it's around finished.
Shilpa : hmmm, it's long time since you chatted with me.
Me : sorry dear, I was that busy. I love you lot you know that.
Shilpa : I know, I too love you looott Dr.
Me : so , ummmmmmmmmaa to my sweat darlings sweat lips.
Shilp : oh, my darling Raj is honey today I think.
Me : yes dear, what about you. I am eagerly waiting for your sweet kiss in my lips dear.
She took around 3 minutes to replay back and it annoyed me.
Me : hello, are you busy?... Then I am going.
Shilpa : iammm......iammmm sooorry Raj. I can't take it anymore.
Me : what happened to my sweat heart?.
Shilpa : don't you know , that you didn't even talked me sweetly for the past 4 months. Every time you became angry and you avoided me.
It started touching my feelings and I remembered everything. But I lied to her..
Me : sorry dear, sooo sooorry. I told you , it's happened because of my studies.if I won't do that , I will fail in exam. If I failed I wont get a job. If I won't get a job then how can I come to your home and ask your parents to marry you to me. Did you think that? , do you know how much I am loving you?, more than everything in the world.
Shilpa : sooorry, I want to talk to you now Raj , please...
Me : okay , I will call you now dear...
I called onto her cellphone and she started crying controlling her voice.
I said : oh dear, please don't cry. I love you.. Lot. I am sooorry to avoid you. I won't do that never ever in my life. Please forgive me.
Shilpa continued crying and I tried to console her and at last she stopped her crying and she said : don't be sorry to me Raj... Please. I ,, I want to tell soorry to you dear...
Me : why dear?, I know it's all my fault not yours then why?...
Shilpa : I,, I did a mistake dear, please forgive me.. Please.
Me : common shilpa, please stop this nonsense, I told you it's okey, you are my sweat heart, I can forgive everything.
Shilpa: no, you can't Raj. It's not about avoiding me Raj. It's something else..
Saying this she started crying again...
Me : then what dear, please stop your cry. Tell me what you did?, don't worry , I will forgive you dear..
Shilp : no you can't Raj, it's more than any mistakes which anybody can't forgive.
Me : then tell me dear, I promise I will forgive everything.
Shilpa : I .. I.. I think u know riyas?.
" RIYAS ", I know riyas, shilpa told me about him lot. He is two year senior than shilpa and he studied in the same college which shilpa studying. He was there in the third year while shilpa joined in the college. And he is the guy who saved shilpa from ragging. And currently he is pursuing MBA from another college . more than everything he knows about me or he is the only guy knows about our relationship. Because one day he proposed shilpa and to save from that situation he told him about me. As like all boy friends I told her to stop chatting and talking with him. But she told me or made me shut up by saying he is the only guy who as a real friend to her and he knows about me too then what is the problem?. Then I became silent and didn't asked more or disturbed her by saying about him. More than everything I know shilpa very well, she used to said everything to me which happening around her includes family matters , friends matters all.
Me : ya, I know him. What happened with him?.
Shilpa : I started feeling lonely from the moment you started avoiding me.
I became suspicious and furious hearing that dialogue from her... Some questions started coming in my mind that, is he approached her again?, or shilpa became in love with him?..
Me : sooo......
Shilpa : I.. I.. Used to tell everything to him about us, every single matters also .. Because u know he is such a good friend to me every time.
Me : tell me clearly shilpa, I know all that..
Shilpa : I became so lonely after you stop chatting to me, seeing my replays , style of talking , he asked me " what happened to me?", so I told him everything.
Me : so what?.
Shilpa : please listen carefully Raj, .
Me : okay..
Shilpa : he comforted me by chatting and talking daily. Actually I had to say , that is the only thing stopped me becoming mad , and I became so close to him.
My hands started shivering and I cant even gulp my saliva now. Because I know what she going to say. I know she will say " she became in love with riyas". I closed myself and my head started painting because of jealous and anger. So to get some fresh air, to cool myself , to gaining the courage to hear that sentence from shilpa I decided to cut the call for some minutes.
Me : shilpa, two minutes. I will call you back.
Without hearing her replay I cut the phone and took one cigarette and gone to the open portion of my house. I lit the cigarette and started smoking. I tried to cool down my jealousy mind. After the 5,6 puff of cigarette I started thinking myself " why I am so jealous now?, I know I love shilpa with my deep heart. But what is I have to be jealous. I cheated shilpa all these months with jasmine. I had sex with Jasmine uncountable times. That time I didn't remembered shilpa. I didn't tried to realize or notice , how much pain that I gave to shilpa. I know the messages which she sent that time to me. How painfully she had written all that to me. I am so cruel to her all these months. Then what have me the power to become jealous or angry".... I thrown the cigarette away and decided to hear her words. After that I will decide about the future of me and shilpa with mutual understanding. I called her again, and no words came from shilpas mouth because I can hear shilpa weeping in low voice.
Broking the silence I said : so shilps, so you are going to tell me that you became love with him. Is that?.
Shilpa : noo Raj, I am not in love with him. I can only love a guy, that is you. I can't even imagine other than you in my heart. But I don't know why , I started liking him very much more than a friend. But it is not like that you thinking Raj. Please believe me.
Me : mmm, I understand dear. I won't blame you even if you fell in love with him. Because I know you, I know about your character. You are a talkative girl who likes to talk every time. I know you felt lonely after I started avoiding you. That time riyas gave the company and you felt like that.. I understands dear.
Shilpa : don't hate me , I love you so much. Please don't forget mee.. I can't bear that..
Me : how can I dear, because I know how much you love me or believes me.. I will love you always..
I can still hear her weeping sound , it's hard me to bear that. Because the jealous inside me make me know how much I loved her. I had to say I became sentimental I told her : please stop crying my dear. I love youuuuuuuu more than my life. It's a simple mistake that happens to anyone. Now please stop crying go to sleep dear. Let us talk tomorrow . don't think that I hate you. I love you very much. Get some rest now.
Shilpa : I want to see you tomorrow in any reason,,, please wil you come ??.
Me : okay dear, I will come to the park near your college at 1100 PM . is it okay. I had to go now dear.. UmmmmmmaAaaa. Always love you in any reason. It's my promise.
I only get a short " mmm " replay from her. I gave a kiss through the phone and cut my call.
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