02-01-2019, 08:12 PM
UPDATE AA GAYA
He send a msg and request me to talk with him
Lekin maine maine mana kar diya aur so gayi subah main uthi aur wahi fir apn kaam kuch khaas nahi kuch naya nahi
Collehge ki chuttiyan 10 se barhkar 15 ho gyi thi ab college 16 ko khulana tha
aur ye ghar pe din bhar ka rahna thora acha nahi lag raha tha apne bana hua routine bigar jata hai jo mujhe pasand nahi tha
Bas yunhi sardi ko enjoy karte hue kayi din beet gaye
Is beech pichle kayi mahino me bahut bar Maine piche jubgle me dekha lekin mujhe koi nahi dikha to mujhe laga shayad ab ye log yahan nahi aate hain
main soch rahi thi chalo acha hua
Aur shaizan ke masg aate rahte the aur sms ke zariye hi baat ho rahi thi
kayi bar usne baat karne ko kaha lekin main ne nahi kii kyunki jab main sone lagti thi tabhi wo baat karne ko kahta tha
Is par wo naraz hoakar msg karna band kar deta tha main sochti thi chalo acha hua
ye bin bulayi museebat to dafan ho lekin wo fir 1-2 din ke baad khud hi karne lagta tha
Main bhi sochti thi ki kya hai wo ? kya mane rakhta hai wo meri zindagi me?
kuch bhi to nahi , bas yunhi oont patang msg krke hansane ki hi koshish karta hai
Kuch bhi to nahi chahta mujh se wo kuch mera nuksan bhi nahi kar raha sirf baat hi to karna chahta hai
to mujhe kar lena chahiye kyunki na wo yahan hai na hi mujh se milna chahta hai
to fir mujhe bat karni chahiye kahin wo ye na soche ki main takabbur me mubtela hun
Saturday 14 January 2006
bas college khulne hi wala tha hum log apni study par pura dhayan de rahe the
itne dino me shahnaz aur seema dono ko hi maine apni stdy pe pura dhyan dene ki hidayat de rakhi thi
Aaj din me Razia aunty ne apne yahan bulaya tha aur lunch hum dono ne unke sath hi kiya
unhone bataya ki nausheen maa ban gayi hai maine un ko Mubarak baad di
aur nausheen ko bh phone kiya us se bahut der tak baat hoti rahi last me usne kaha ki ammi ka khyal rakhna aur fir phone band kar diya razia aunty ke yahan se hum log sham ko wapas aaye
Thori der tak TV dekhte rahe aur fir dinner taiyar kiya dinner kiya aur fir sone ki taiyari karne lage
Apne room me jakar change kiya aur adat ke mutabiq ek book lekar bistar me aa gayi
aur parhte parhte jab nind apni bahen failakar aghosh me lene lagi tab maine book rakhkar light off kar di aur let gayi
Letne ke kafi der baad mobile pe sms ring aayi main nind me thi maine phone nahi dekha
lekin mobile pe msg aate hi ja rahe the maine uthkar mobile dekha to msg shaizan ke hi the
ek msg tha
Hasrate deedar ki khatir us ke mohalle me mobile recharge ki dukan khol lii
Magar yahan to har roz ek naya shakhs us ke number par 100 ka recharge karwa jata hai
Is ke alawa jo msg the wo yunhi the ki how ru? – what ru doing ?
please talk to me if you have time – are you awake ?
Maine uko reply kiya koi tumhari hi tarah hogi jo uske mobile sab log recharge karwa jate hain jaao tum bhi karao
He send – ooh aap jag rahi hain thanks for reply kya ho raha hai
I reply – kuch nahi ho raha main so gayi thi lekintumhare msg ne jaga diya aur koi kaam nahi hai tumhare paas please mujhe raat me disturb mat kiya karo
He send – ooh sorry lekin aj kitne dino ke baad aap disturb hui hain jab disturb kar hi diya to baat Karen
I reply – abhi nahi
He send – ok miss call Dena tab call karunga
Main uthkar bahar aayi aur shahnaz KO dekha wo so gayi thi Maine uske room ke door band kiya aur bahar aa gayi
maine munh dhoya aur kitchen me jakar ek cup chai banayi aur lekar apne room me aa gayi
aur chai peete hue usko miss call di
Usne fauran hi call back kii maine phone uthaya
He – hello
Me – yes
He – kya ho raha ?
Me – chai pee rahi hun
He – itni raat ko chai sab thik to hai
Me – yes sab thik hai nind se jaga diya to chai to piyungi khus to shaitano ki tarah jagte ho aur dusron ko bhi nahi sone dete
He – kya karun aap se bat karne ka bahut dil chahta hai lekin aap baat hi nahi karti
bahut dino ke baad aaj aap baat kar rahi hain aur kah rahi hain ki sone nahi dete
acha ye sab choriye ye bataiye kaisa raha new year kahan aur kaise celebrate kiya ?
He send a msg and request me to talk with him
Lekin maine maine mana kar diya aur so gayi subah main uthi aur wahi fir apn kaam kuch khaas nahi kuch naya nahi
Collehge ki chuttiyan 10 se barhkar 15 ho gyi thi ab college 16 ko khulana tha
aur ye ghar pe din bhar ka rahna thora acha nahi lag raha tha apne bana hua routine bigar jata hai jo mujhe pasand nahi tha
Bas yunhi sardi ko enjoy karte hue kayi din beet gaye
Is beech pichle kayi mahino me bahut bar Maine piche jubgle me dekha lekin mujhe koi nahi dikha to mujhe laga shayad ab ye log yahan nahi aate hain
main soch rahi thi chalo acha hua
Aur shaizan ke masg aate rahte the aur sms ke zariye hi baat ho rahi thi
kayi bar usne baat karne ko kaha lekin main ne nahi kii kyunki jab main sone lagti thi tabhi wo baat karne ko kahta tha
Is par wo naraz hoakar msg karna band kar deta tha main sochti thi chalo acha hua
ye bin bulayi museebat to dafan ho lekin wo fir 1-2 din ke baad khud hi karne lagta tha
Main bhi sochti thi ki kya hai wo ? kya mane rakhta hai wo meri zindagi me?
kuch bhi to nahi , bas yunhi oont patang msg krke hansane ki hi koshish karta hai
Kuch bhi to nahi chahta mujh se wo kuch mera nuksan bhi nahi kar raha sirf baat hi to karna chahta hai
to mujhe kar lena chahiye kyunki na wo yahan hai na hi mujh se milna chahta hai
to fir mujhe bat karni chahiye kahin wo ye na soche ki main takabbur me mubtela hun
Saturday 14 January 2006
bas college khulne hi wala tha hum log apni study par pura dhayan de rahe the
itne dino me shahnaz aur seema dono ko hi maine apni stdy pe pura dhyan dene ki hidayat de rakhi thi
Aaj din me Razia aunty ne apne yahan bulaya tha aur lunch hum dono ne unke sath hi kiya
unhone bataya ki nausheen maa ban gayi hai maine un ko Mubarak baad di
aur nausheen ko bh phone kiya us se bahut der tak baat hoti rahi last me usne kaha ki ammi ka khyal rakhna aur fir phone band kar diya razia aunty ke yahan se hum log sham ko wapas aaye
Thori der tak TV dekhte rahe aur fir dinner taiyar kiya dinner kiya aur fir sone ki taiyari karne lage
Apne room me jakar change kiya aur adat ke mutabiq ek book lekar bistar me aa gayi
aur parhte parhte jab nind apni bahen failakar aghosh me lene lagi tab maine book rakhkar light off kar di aur let gayi
Letne ke kafi der baad mobile pe sms ring aayi main nind me thi maine phone nahi dekha
lekin mobile pe msg aate hi ja rahe the maine uthkar mobile dekha to msg shaizan ke hi the
ek msg tha
Hasrate deedar ki khatir us ke mohalle me mobile recharge ki dukan khol lii
Magar yahan to har roz ek naya shakhs us ke number par 100 ka recharge karwa jata hai
Is ke alawa jo msg the wo yunhi the ki how ru? – what ru doing ?
please talk to me if you have time – are you awake ?
Maine uko reply kiya koi tumhari hi tarah hogi jo uske mobile sab log recharge karwa jate hain jaao tum bhi karao
He send – ooh aap jag rahi hain thanks for reply kya ho raha hai
I reply – kuch nahi ho raha main so gayi thi lekintumhare msg ne jaga diya aur koi kaam nahi hai tumhare paas please mujhe raat me disturb mat kiya karo
He send – ooh sorry lekin aj kitne dino ke baad aap disturb hui hain jab disturb kar hi diya to baat Karen
I reply – abhi nahi
He send – ok miss call Dena tab call karunga
Main uthkar bahar aayi aur shahnaz KO dekha wo so gayi thi Maine uske room ke door band kiya aur bahar aa gayi
maine munh dhoya aur kitchen me jakar ek cup chai banayi aur lekar apne room me aa gayi
aur chai peete hue usko miss call di
Usne fauran hi call back kii maine phone uthaya
He – hello
Me – yes
He – kya ho raha ?
Me – chai pee rahi hun
He – itni raat ko chai sab thik to hai
Me – yes sab thik hai nind se jaga diya to chai to piyungi khus to shaitano ki tarah jagte ho aur dusron ko bhi nahi sone dete
He – kya karun aap se bat karne ka bahut dil chahta hai lekin aap baat hi nahi karti
bahut dino ke baad aaj aap baat kar rahi hain aur kah rahi hain ki sone nahi dete
acha ye sab choriye ye bataiye kaisa raha new year kahan aur kaise celebrate kiya ?