02-03-2023, 09:53 AM
She opened the door and saw Dawa ji standing in front of her. She saw his muscular bare body, wearing a dirty lungi. He Said with a gentle smile---I disturbed, madam?
Soma said---Come. It is raining heavily, and the weather is also very cold, so I thought I would drink some tea.
Dawa entered. Soma noticed her saree, petticoat, blouse, bra still lying on the sofa. She quickly picked them up. Then she said---sit on the sofa, Dawa ji.
Dawa sat on the sofa. Soma repeated---sit down. I am making tea.
Soma went to the kitchen. Part of the kitchen can be seen from the living room. Soma is wearing a homely sky blue nightie. She suddenly felt uncomfortable. She turned back and saw Dawa ji sitting on the sofa looking at the other side. Soma poured water in the pan and put it in the oven. While the water was boiling, she came to the living room and started to collect the household things lying around.
Dawa ji said---Madam It's four in the afternoon when choto babu returns home from school?
---Hmmm. Do you take biscuits?
---No, madam, I just had lunch. Only can drink tea now.
Soma started to think about keeping the sarees in the rack as she was all alone at the moment. During this time she was very lonely, it is good that Dawa ji came. By talking to him, her time will pass. Otherwise, she would have to spend this lonely rain-soaked day alone.
The water got boil, Soma entered the kitchen. Suddenly an anxiety arose in her mind. Now there is no one except the two of them in the flat. If Dawa ji does something bad with her now! Dawa ji's body is strong, can she stop him? Suddenly her body became aroused. Forbidden desire is felt in her body. She just feels that way when Subir comes to her in bed at night, when they husband and wife want to get physical with each other. Her hands shook as she poured the tea into the cup. She frightened to herself that if Dawa ji saw this secret weakness of her! She looked back at Dawa ji again.
Dawa ji's eyes are on her! Soma's body and mind became more restless. Suddenly she became delusional that Dawa ji was not sitting on the sofa, as if a huge and terrifying monster was sitting there. Immediately her illusion broke, she laughed.
She brought a cup of tea and gave it to Dawa ji. She is a forty-year-old woman, yet her body trembles like an immature young woman. She sipped the tea herself. They are sitting on the same sofa. Since the sofa is long, there is quite a gap between them. Dawa's upper body is naked, the smell of masculine sweat reaching Soma's nose.
Dawa is suddenly silent. And this is the cause of Soma's fear now. Soma's fear is not mortal, but her fear of not being able to protect herself. Her upper middle class family status, social morality, marital conservatism can be shattered in an instant. Will this extreme degradation happen at the beginning of her middle age? Husband and children outside of everything, she will carry a secret affair?
Soma is an educated woman, she is a mother and wife also. She wants to resist, she just doesn't want to be overcome by passion and desire. She knows that she loves Subir very much as his wife. Loves her two sons, who are her world. But if her body becomes stubborn! Soma is scared. Sometimes she feels she should be little bold. She should think for herself. If it happens for one day, who knows! But Subir? Is she able to hide anything from Subir till today! She remembered Subir's words, ''You have to understand your own happiness, Soma''.
Soma knows that she is not greedy for her own happiness, but her body wants this man, who is not of her class, not of status. Still her hungry body wants this rough and tough man. Ufh! Soma gasped. A lot of heat is rising in her body.
Suddenly she thought "are women sometimes want to see their fall?" Soma laughed at her sudden philosophical ramblings. Dawa didn't miss his attention, he said---why are you laughing? Madam?
---No such thing.
Soma said---Come. It is raining heavily, and the weather is also very cold, so I thought I would drink some tea.
Dawa entered. Soma noticed her saree, petticoat, blouse, bra still lying on the sofa. She quickly picked them up. Then she said---sit on the sofa, Dawa ji.
Dawa sat on the sofa. Soma repeated---sit down. I am making tea.
Soma went to the kitchen. Part of the kitchen can be seen from the living room. Soma is wearing a homely sky blue nightie. She suddenly felt uncomfortable. She turned back and saw Dawa ji sitting on the sofa looking at the other side. Soma poured water in the pan and put it in the oven. While the water was boiling, she came to the living room and started to collect the household things lying around.
Dawa ji said---Madam It's four in the afternoon when choto babu returns home from school?
---Hmmm. Do you take biscuits?
---No, madam, I just had lunch. Only can drink tea now.
Soma started to think about keeping the sarees in the rack as she was all alone at the moment. During this time she was very lonely, it is good that Dawa ji came. By talking to him, her time will pass. Otherwise, she would have to spend this lonely rain-soaked day alone.
The water got boil, Soma entered the kitchen. Suddenly an anxiety arose in her mind. Now there is no one except the two of them in the flat. If Dawa ji does something bad with her now! Dawa ji's body is strong, can she stop him? Suddenly her body became aroused. Forbidden desire is felt in her body. She just feels that way when Subir comes to her in bed at night, when they husband and wife want to get physical with each other. Her hands shook as she poured the tea into the cup. She frightened to herself that if Dawa ji saw this secret weakness of her! She looked back at Dawa ji again.
Dawa ji's eyes are on her! Soma's body and mind became more restless. Suddenly she became delusional that Dawa ji was not sitting on the sofa, as if a huge and terrifying monster was sitting there. Immediately her illusion broke, she laughed.
She brought a cup of tea and gave it to Dawa ji. She is a forty-year-old woman, yet her body trembles like an immature young woman. She sipped the tea herself. They are sitting on the same sofa. Since the sofa is long, there is quite a gap between them. Dawa's upper body is naked, the smell of masculine sweat reaching Soma's nose.
Dawa is suddenly silent. And this is the cause of Soma's fear now. Soma's fear is not mortal, but her fear of not being able to protect herself. Her upper middle class family status, social morality, marital conservatism can be shattered in an instant. Will this extreme degradation happen at the beginning of her middle age? Husband and children outside of everything, she will carry a secret affair?
Soma is an educated woman, she is a mother and wife also. She wants to resist, she just doesn't want to be overcome by passion and desire. She knows that she loves Subir very much as his wife. Loves her two sons, who are her world. But if her body becomes stubborn! Soma is scared. Sometimes she feels she should be little bold. She should think for herself. If it happens for one day, who knows! But Subir? Is she able to hide anything from Subir till today! She remembered Subir's words, ''You have to understand your own happiness, Soma''.
Soma knows that she is not greedy for her own happiness, but her body wants this man, who is not of her class, not of status. Still her hungry body wants this rough and tough man. Ufh! Soma gasped. A lot of heat is rising in her body.
Suddenly she thought "are women sometimes want to see their fall?" Soma laughed at her sudden philosophical ramblings. Dawa didn't miss his attention, he said---why are you laughing? Madam?
---No such thing.
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