Adultery Knowing My Wife, Knowing Me As Well - part III (Completed)

[chutdriller]

"I'm sorry if I gave you false hope, Susheel. I haven't fallen in love with you, not yet. I surely have respect for you. I think you are a good person and I have space for you in my heart. But you are not a replacement for Krish, not yet. It is not easy. You can understand. I am not a woman who lived in loneliness until yesterday. You know yesterday morning I told him that I love him. But in the night when he came up with that shit, I lost my control. I was not punishing him. I was punishing myself. I have become a whore. I have become a whore who can say I love you to one man and say I love you to another man in a few seconds. No man can accept me if he knows me. You are willing to accept me because while trying to win me over, you have learnt to imitate Krish and have become like him. You are willing to share the explicit details of your love making with another person. You want the woman you say you love to have sex in front of you. And you can have sex with me letting another man watch you – let it be Krish. What does it make you Desai? You too are a man of fantasy. What is the next level of your fantasy? I am not saying you are the same as Krish. But you are not completely different. You have a lot to prove. If you are offering a new life to me then you have a lot to prove."

 
This is Meera's feelings....  And this is before Nidhi's revelations..