Incest A Son's Love for His Mother

[neerathemall]

The last week of my study holidays saw me being forced to cover my ultra hard penis, from poking out of my shorts, on multiple occasions. I started having the feeling that my mother, too, was relishing this, and I was having extremely firm erections.

Maybe it was just my twisted mind playing games, but more than once, I felt my mother was teasing me.
She gave me the first hint when she spread her legs open really wide, as she was teaching me Biology. She was completely dressed, but she was continuously spreading her legs out really wide, and then bringing them back together. She repeated this until we completed the topics related to Reproduction.
I was sweating, I was exhausted, and I was having a hard-on so rigid, I felt I was going to explode. I just had to have my hands over my penis, to keep my erection covered.
And when my mother said, "That went well, Manu. I hope you will not forget this. We really do not have time to do this again, anytime soon." I did not know how to react.
I knew I had to believe she was talking about the topics we completed, but I just could not stop thinking if she was trying to tempt her teenage son.
Such was the impact, I started to feel the room fill with lust, every time my mother and I were together.
She started bending over the table, each time I asked her a doubt, showing me her cleavage, in different proportions. Her fleshy boobs looked like out of a dream.
Sometimes, when asking me questions, late at night, after my dad has slept, she would sit at the edge of the sofa, with her bust pushed out on purpose, and legs spread wide, making my dick raise.
My mother even made me say-out-loud mathematical formulas, standing right outside the closed door of her bathroom, as she had a quick bath.
"We do not have time to waste, Manu. So, just shout out the formulas, for me to hear, and think about nothing else." my mother said, as I started to recite the formulas, rubbing my dick like a possessed freak.
My mother was wet and naked inside the bathroom, just a meter away from me. My plan of asking her to help me study had worked out brilliantly, and I got more than what I had wished for.
Though, I never really masturbated for her, she had herself made me so hard and horny, I had cum jizzing out of my dick, the moment I pulled it outside my shorts.
The last day of my study holidays had me relaxing, as it was my English exam the next day, and I was confident of doing well. I was also extremely satisfied with all the time I spent with my mother. For an 18 year old boy, I had got more than what I could desire for, at my age.
But my mother had one big surprise, left for me, and that made me wonder, more, if she was indeed teasing me all along.
I was in the living room, when she went inside the common washroom, adjacent to the living room. I could hear her hang her pants on the door knob, but before I could even start imagining her sit and pee, the door to the washroom opened. And my mother stormed outside, into the living room.
I could not believe my eyes, I just could not believe what I was seeing. I was stunned.
There stood my mother in front of me, wearing just her white kurti, and no pants. Her kurti was long enough to cover her knees, but the sides had such a high slit, I could clearly see her black panties in between the sides of her top.
"Have you gone through 'THE WILD WIND' poem, Manu?? It is very important, and you must look into the questions at the back of your text book, again. I really want you to do well. That is all I want, Manu." my mother said, before going back into the washroom, looking straight into my eyes.
I could not move an inch, I was shocked. She came back outside, seconds later, this time with her pants on, and smiled at me like nothing ever happened. This was more than what I could take.
Though she stressed on how badly she wanted me to score good marks, she looked & sounded like a hot woman, trying to seduce me. Her actions had me asking myself questions, I could never find answers for.
My exams finally began, stretching for a period of two weeks, and as soon as they got over, I got my computer and internet connection back. I was ecstatic. I felt I got my life back. I just could not wait to get back to watching porn.
My mother gave me a great time, and did not let me miss erotica. And now, I wanted to use my newly ignited thirst for me, to good effect.
I knew I was going to enjoy porn, immensely, this time around. I had even got a list of stag films ready, I felt I should visualize my mother in. Even if she wasn't going to be by my side, I could always imagine her on my computer screen.
I was, however, very upset when I got to know my parents were going abroad, for a three week trip. I was going to miss my mother's presence.
I was used to having her around me, and I wished I got more of her body. I clearly wanted to know if she intended to entice me, for real.
But I had access to porn back, and being able to walk around the house, naked, with a hard dick, all day long, and watching adult movies non-stop, was enough to make me happy.
My results were out a month later, and to everybody's surprise I did pretty well. My mother was very happy, and said she deserved all the credit.
I was more than happy to give her all the credit. Not only did she help me learn and pass, she also gave me enough to satisfy my sexual appetite.
I had scored enough marks to get myself a seat in a highly rated entrance coaching school. My elder cousin sister, too, went there to prepare for the entrance examination.
Every student passing out from high school, had to write a mandatory qualification test, and it was based on their performance in this test, seats in colleges were allotted.
The coaching school was in Ooty, a Hill Station in Tamil Nadu, almost five hundred kilometers away from my hometown.
My parents very happy I was going there, as it almost guarantees admission in a good college. They were only sad about the fact I had to stay in a hostel.
I knew the coaching school was a great place to be, and having heard my cousin talk about it, I knew I was going to have fun.
Packing for Ooty, and leaving home, brought back in me true pure feelings I had never had in the last few months. Seeing my mother cry as I was leaving home, made me regret all my corrupt thoughts about her.
I suddenly felt I had no lust for her, and all I had was love for her. Love a son would have for his mother, Love a son should have for his mother. I had no more dirty feelings for her, and I realized how dearly she loves me.
I came home just twice that whole year, and I spent very little time with my mother during this period. Whenever we talked, I only had respect for her.
I had completely stopped watching porn, and it was helping me. I never felt I was missing porn. I felt good about myself.
I was also dating a girl in the coaching school, and I really loved her. We made out a few times, and it was amazing kissing her. I was having a great time there, and I was even getting good grades in the tests.
I had turned 19 by the time I gave my All India Entrance Examinations, and waved goodbye to the coaching school.
My mom welcomed me back home with a hug, and told me I have turned into a smart young man. I was never a touchy person, and always tried avoiding hugs, and even good night kisses at home. And for the very same reason, my mother's hug sent shock-waves through my body.
I had no plans to lust for her, but I could not resist acknowledging the fact I felt her boobs crush on my chest, as she hugged me. I feared I would end up wanting her, again.
My mother had cooked all my favorite food, and I ate all of it. I spent the evening unpacking, with the help of my mother, and settling down in my room.
My mother had so much to talk about, and by the time she finally said good night, and left my room, it was well past 1:00 AM. I was so tired, I fell asleep immediately.