17-05-2020, 08:28 PM
UPDATE 115
Jis din PB ko gaon aana tha usse pehle wo sonal ke sath gaon pahuch gayi or raat me khud per or ghar per petrol dal kar aag laga li. Usse pehle hi alpna ne sonal ko bachane ke liye mani ko phone kar diya tha. or aag lagne se pehle ek letter likh kar khidki se bahar fek diya. aag usne sabse pehle khud ko hi lagai thi. aag me ghar bhi jalne laga. or sonal waha behosh ho gayi. Tabhi waha mani pahuch gaya or usne sonal ko bacha liya or apne sath le gaya. Gaon walo ko sonal ke waha se bachne ka pata nahi chala.
At present
Mani ki story sun kar sabki aakhon se ganga Yamuna baha rahi thi. juli ka bhi bahut bura haal tha. uske man se PB ke liye nafrat fir se khatam ho chuki thi. usko pata chal chukka tha ki PB ki isme koi galti nahi hai. jo bhi hua uske bare me use pata tak nahi tha. use ye hbi pata tha ki PB avni ke liye bhi bina powers ke bhanu se ladne ko tayar tha. chahe usme wo jeet nahi sakta tha. to wo apni maa or behan ke liye to kya kuch nahi kar deta. Lata or sonal ek dusre ko sahara de rahe the dono ka sach jan kar bahut bura haal tha. jaha sonal bahut kuch pehle se janti thi. per fir se wo sab sun kar uska wo dard fir se bad gaya tha. jo samay ke sath kam hone laga tha. lata, ankita or guru ko apne un sabhi sabalo ka javaab mil chukka tha. jo us din PB or lata ki story sun kar unke man me ude the. Sonal ko chod kar alpna ke dard ki ye sab kalpna bhi nahi kar pa rahe the. Jo dard alpna ne sahe the wo unki soch se bhi jyada the. Savita ko to yakin hi nahi ho raha tha ki kisi ke sath itna galat ho sakta hai. har ek ke dil me ek dard tha. ek yesa dard jiska koi ilaj bhi nahi tha. sab apne dard ko kam karne ke liye ro rahe the.
Per PB ki aakhon me aashu nahi the. Uski aakhen aagare barsha rahi thi. uske javde bhiche huye the. Naak tezi se ful or pichak rahi thi. hath ki mudhdhiya jor se band thi. pair kanp rahe the. Jese wo apne pairo ko rok raha ho. Par pair khud kahi jana chahate ho. Uska face ek dum lal surak ho chukka tha. wo apne gusse ko dabane ki bahut kosis kar raha tha. per wo khud ko rok nahi pa raha tha. mani keval PB ko hi dekh raha tha. kisi or ka to dayan hi nahi tha PB ki or. Sab apne hi gum me khoye the. PB ka dil or dimag tukdo me bat chukka tha. wo saha nahi pa raha tha ki uski maa ne itni yatnaye sahi hai. keval ek admi ne uski puri duniya hi tabha kar di. Or aj bhi wo maze me hai. wo trikal ko marna chaha raha tha. trikal or sambhu ko unke karmo ki saza dena chahata tha. per wo ye bhi samaj raha tha ki wo abhi unka kuch nahi bigad sakta. Or is gusse se yadi wo unse bhid bhi gaya to wo to nahi marege per fir unko marne ka kaam aadura raha jayega. Per wo apne gusse ko jab kabu nahi kar paya to bahut tez awaj me chikha – trikaaaaalllll tu or tera chela ab mujse nahi bach sakte. Meri jindgi ka ab ek hi target hai or wo hai tum dono ki moot.. chahe uske liye mujko kuch bhi karna pade main sab karuga. Per tum dono ko ab main nahi choduga.
PB ki awaj itni tez thi ki sound proof room hone ke baad bhi puri haweli me gunj gayi thi. us room me rakhi har chij hilne lagi thi. sabhi log apne -2 kano pe hath rakh kar gire pade the. Inko to sunai bhi nahi diya ki PB ne bola kya hai. bus ek awaj sunayi di jo ki unke kaan saha nahi pa rahe the. 10 min tak to wo sab jameen me pade huye apne kaano ko hi sahlate rahe. Or PB apne gusse ko apne andar davane me laga raha. PB tez -2 saas le raha tha. jisse uske muh se awaje nikal rahi thi. un awajo se aesa lag raha tha jese koi kingkobra funkar raha ho. PB ke itni tez chikhne se ghar ke sabhi log ud kar PB ke room ki or bhage. Sab abhi so rahe the. Udne ka time abhi hua hi tha ki PB ki awaj se sab hadbada ker ude or jab unko ahasaas hua ki ye PB ki awaj hai to bhage uske room ki or.
Jab sonal ka dayan kaano se hat ka un awajo per gaya or usne PB ki or dekha. Tab sonal ko ahsaas hua ki PB ki is time kya condition hai. use yaad aaya ki mani ji ne use PB ko sabhalne ko bulaya tha. PB ka face dekh kar uska kaleja muh me aa gaya. Or turrant ud kar PB ke gale lag gayi. Or usko sant karne ke liye uske sir per pyar se hath ferne lagi.
Sonal – sant ho ja bhai sant ho ja mere chotu.. thuk de is gusse ko, kuch nahi hota gussa karne se keval khud ka hi nuksaan hota hai. bhul ja sab kuch or ek naayi jindgi suru kar…
PB bhi apni badi bahan ke pyar se sant hone laga. per uska gussa khatam nahi hua tha. ghar ke sabhi logo ki nazare is time in dono bhai bahan per hi thi. PB ke sant hone se uska rona suru ho gaya. Or wo rota raha sonal ke kande per sir rakh kar. Sonal ne bhi use rone diya kuch nahi boli bus pyar se uske sir per hath perti rahi. Kuch der baad PB bola
PB – didi kyu hua ye sab humre sath hi. Hum garib the fir bhi khush the. Hamari maa ne kya pehle hi kam taklif jeli thi jo unko nark se bhi battar yatnaye sahani padi… bolo didi kya galti thi maa ki… kya galti thi apki.. kyu hamare pariwar ko hi ye sab sahana pada… didi ap kehti hai ki main ye sab bhul jau. Kese bhul jau ki maa per kya biti hogi. Apne bhi apne is bhai ke liye pata nahi kitna saha hoga. Isse to achcha hota ki mujko mar jane diya hota. Mere liye kyu saha apne ye sab bolo didi… kyu….
Sonal – bhai hai tu mera, tere liye to main kuch bhi kar sakti hu pagal. Ab to main thik hu na. to kyu yaad karta hai un baato ko jo keval taklif deti hai. bhul ja sab kuch or apni bibiyo ke sath nayi jindgi ki suruwat kar.
PB sonal ki baat se badak jata hai or ek duma lag ho kar bolta hai – kesi baat karti ho didi, main in sabke sath rahu or sab bhul jau. Kya Ap hi apne bhai ke liye sab kuch kar sakti hai main kuch nahi kar sakta kya apni bahan ke liye. Kya ap nahi chahati ki trikal or sambhu ko unke karmo ki saza mile. Kya maa ko bhol jau. Bhul jau us maa ko jisne apne is bête ke liye itna kuch saha. Har roj marti rahi keval is liye ki mujko or apko kuch na ho. Didi ab to ye munkin hi nahi hai ki me sab bhol kar chup beth jau. Trikal se to mera yuddh pehle se hi chal raha hai. ab to main chaha kar bhi piche nahi hat sakta. Or ye sab bhi muj se is tarha hi jud gayi hai ki chahe ya na chahe meri patniyo ko bhi mera sath har hal me dena hi hoga. Ek ka piche hatne ka matlab sabki moot hai.
Sonal PB ki baat sun kar apne aashu puchti hai or fir PB se bolti hai – yadi yesi baat hai to sun maa ke akhari sabd jo mere ko hi pata hai. mene aj tak kisi ko nahi bataye. Maa ne marne se pehle tere liye kuch kaha tha. jab maa ne apne upper or pure ghar me petrol dal diya. tab maa mujse boli – “sonal tu yaha se bhag ja beta, duniya ko lagega ki tu bhi mere sath jal kar mar gai per tu mani ji ke pass jana or ek nay jindgi ki suru karna. Or chotu se khud kabhi mat milna. Yadi kabhi chotu tuje mil jaye or usko sab pata chal jaye to usse kahana ki sab bhul kar ek nayi jindgi suru kare. Per main chahati hu ki mera beta mere sath huye atyacharo ka badla le. Jitna dard mene saha hai usse jayada dard wo sambhu ko de. Jis din mera beta sambhu ko marega us din meri atma ko santi milegi. Or iske liye bhi chotu ko mani ji ka sahara lena hoga. Wo hi use sahi marg dikha sakte hai.” or ye kaha kar maa ne khud ko aag laga li. Or bhai me waha maa ko jinda jalte huye dekhti rahi or maa marte huye bhi mujko waha se jane ko bolti rahi…. Jab maa ki saase ruk gayi or wo jameen per gir gayi tab mujko hosh aaya ki maa mujko jane ko bol rahi thi. aag charo or fel chuki thi or itni der se waha khade rahane se dhuye se main todha hi aage ja kar behosh ho gayi.
PB – didi yadi meri maa ki yahi aakhri ichcha thi to main vada karta hu ki us sambhu ko main wese hi maruga jese maa chahati thi. ab mera ye gussa mere andar rahega har time. Or mujko yaad dilate rahega ki mujko sambhu ko marna hai.
Sonal – haan bhai daba le apne gusse ko apne andar. Or lag ja maa ki ichcha puri karne per. Yadi sach me tujko apni maa or is bahan se pyar hai. to tu aj se wo hi karega jo mani ji tujse kahege. Tujko har haal me ye yuddh jeetna hai. tu apni bahan ka chehra bhi ab tab hi dekh payega jis din tere hath me sambhu ka sir hoga. (sonal ne ye baat apne andar dabe dard, gusse or pratishod me ek -2 sabd ko chaba kar kahi thi. yesa laga tha ki sonal ke muh se sabd nahi uske gusse ki aag nikli ho. Jo na jane kab se uske seene me dabi huyi thi)
Sonal ko yesa bolta dekh kar waha khade har insaan ke rogte khade ho haye. Dil me ek huk si udi. Lata ne ye sab sun sonal ke pass ja kar usko apne seene me chupa liya. Or PB ko mani ji ne apne gale se laga liya. PB sonal ki baato ko sun kar bhi kuch nahi bol paya. Uske dil me dard ka ek sagar hilore maar raha tha. wo apni bahan ko ye bhi nahi kaha paya ki wo uski is ichcha ko jarur puri karega. Har koi sonal ke dard ko mehsus kar raha tha. uski in baato me chupi tadap ko samajna chaha raha tha. or ye tadap har kisi ke dil me badle ki aag bhadka rahi thi. PB ke dil me to ye aag jwalamukhi ka rup le chuki thi. sab ek dum chup the awaje aa rahi thi to siskiyo ki jo lagbhag sabhi ke muh se nikal rahi thi. wo log bhi sonal ke dard or tadaf ko mahasus kar rahe the jinko nahi pata tha ki sonal or alpna ke sath kya hua hai. halat ko thik karne ke liye is war mani ne bolna suru kiya
Jis din PB ko gaon aana tha usse pehle wo sonal ke sath gaon pahuch gayi or raat me khud per or ghar per petrol dal kar aag laga li. Usse pehle hi alpna ne sonal ko bachane ke liye mani ko phone kar diya tha. or aag lagne se pehle ek letter likh kar khidki se bahar fek diya. aag usne sabse pehle khud ko hi lagai thi. aag me ghar bhi jalne laga. or sonal waha behosh ho gayi. Tabhi waha mani pahuch gaya or usne sonal ko bacha liya or apne sath le gaya. Gaon walo ko sonal ke waha se bachne ka pata nahi chala.
At present
Mani ki story sun kar sabki aakhon se ganga Yamuna baha rahi thi. juli ka bhi bahut bura haal tha. uske man se PB ke liye nafrat fir se khatam ho chuki thi. usko pata chal chukka tha ki PB ki isme koi galti nahi hai. jo bhi hua uske bare me use pata tak nahi tha. use ye hbi pata tha ki PB avni ke liye bhi bina powers ke bhanu se ladne ko tayar tha. chahe usme wo jeet nahi sakta tha. to wo apni maa or behan ke liye to kya kuch nahi kar deta. Lata or sonal ek dusre ko sahara de rahe the dono ka sach jan kar bahut bura haal tha. jaha sonal bahut kuch pehle se janti thi. per fir se wo sab sun kar uska wo dard fir se bad gaya tha. jo samay ke sath kam hone laga tha. lata, ankita or guru ko apne un sabhi sabalo ka javaab mil chukka tha. jo us din PB or lata ki story sun kar unke man me ude the. Sonal ko chod kar alpna ke dard ki ye sab kalpna bhi nahi kar pa rahe the. Jo dard alpna ne sahe the wo unki soch se bhi jyada the. Savita ko to yakin hi nahi ho raha tha ki kisi ke sath itna galat ho sakta hai. har ek ke dil me ek dard tha. ek yesa dard jiska koi ilaj bhi nahi tha. sab apne dard ko kam karne ke liye ro rahe the.
Per PB ki aakhon me aashu nahi the. Uski aakhen aagare barsha rahi thi. uske javde bhiche huye the. Naak tezi se ful or pichak rahi thi. hath ki mudhdhiya jor se band thi. pair kanp rahe the. Jese wo apne pairo ko rok raha ho. Par pair khud kahi jana chahate ho. Uska face ek dum lal surak ho chukka tha. wo apne gusse ko dabane ki bahut kosis kar raha tha. per wo khud ko rok nahi pa raha tha. mani keval PB ko hi dekh raha tha. kisi or ka to dayan hi nahi tha PB ki or. Sab apne hi gum me khoye the. PB ka dil or dimag tukdo me bat chukka tha. wo saha nahi pa raha tha ki uski maa ne itni yatnaye sahi hai. keval ek admi ne uski puri duniya hi tabha kar di. Or aj bhi wo maze me hai. wo trikal ko marna chaha raha tha. trikal or sambhu ko unke karmo ki saza dena chahata tha. per wo ye bhi samaj raha tha ki wo abhi unka kuch nahi bigad sakta. Or is gusse se yadi wo unse bhid bhi gaya to wo to nahi marege per fir unko marne ka kaam aadura raha jayega. Per wo apne gusse ko jab kabu nahi kar paya to bahut tez awaj me chikha – trikaaaaalllll tu or tera chela ab mujse nahi bach sakte. Meri jindgi ka ab ek hi target hai or wo hai tum dono ki moot.. chahe uske liye mujko kuch bhi karna pade main sab karuga. Per tum dono ko ab main nahi choduga.
PB ki awaj itni tez thi ki sound proof room hone ke baad bhi puri haweli me gunj gayi thi. us room me rakhi har chij hilne lagi thi. sabhi log apne -2 kano pe hath rakh kar gire pade the. Inko to sunai bhi nahi diya ki PB ne bola kya hai. bus ek awaj sunayi di jo ki unke kaan saha nahi pa rahe the. 10 min tak to wo sab jameen me pade huye apne kaano ko hi sahlate rahe. Or PB apne gusse ko apne andar davane me laga raha. PB tez -2 saas le raha tha. jisse uske muh se awaje nikal rahi thi. un awajo se aesa lag raha tha jese koi kingkobra funkar raha ho. PB ke itni tez chikhne se ghar ke sabhi log ud kar PB ke room ki or bhage. Sab abhi so rahe the. Udne ka time abhi hua hi tha ki PB ki awaj se sab hadbada ker ude or jab unko ahasaas hua ki ye PB ki awaj hai to bhage uske room ki or.
Jab sonal ka dayan kaano se hat ka un awajo per gaya or usne PB ki or dekha. Tab sonal ko ahsaas hua ki PB ki is time kya condition hai. use yaad aaya ki mani ji ne use PB ko sabhalne ko bulaya tha. PB ka face dekh kar uska kaleja muh me aa gaya. Or turrant ud kar PB ke gale lag gayi. Or usko sant karne ke liye uske sir per pyar se hath ferne lagi.
Sonal – sant ho ja bhai sant ho ja mere chotu.. thuk de is gusse ko, kuch nahi hota gussa karne se keval khud ka hi nuksaan hota hai. bhul ja sab kuch or ek naayi jindgi suru kar…
PB bhi apni badi bahan ke pyar se sant hone laga. per uska gussa khatam nahi hua tha. ghar ke sabhi logo ki nazare is time in dono bhai bahan per hi thi. PB ke sant hone se uska rona suru ho gaya. Or wo rota raha sonal ke kande per sir rakh kar. Sonal ne bhi use rone diya kuch nahi boli bus pyar se uske sir per hath perti rahi. Kuch der baad PB bola
PB – didi kyu hua ye sab humre sath hi. Hum garib the fir bhi khush the. Hamari maa ne kya pehle hi kam taklif jeli thi jo unko nark se bhi battar yatnaye sahani padi… bolo didi kya galti thi maa ki… kya galti thi apki.. kyu hamare pariwar ko hi ye sab sahana pada… didi ap kehti hai ki main ye sab bhul jau. Kese bhul jau ki maa per kya biti hogi. Apne bhi apne is bhai ke liye pata nahi kitna saha hoga. Isse to achcha hota ki mujko mar jane diya hota. Mere liye kyu saha apne ye sab bolo didi… kyu….
Sonal – bhai hai tu mera, tere liye to main kuch bhi kar sakti hu pagal. Ab to main thik hu na. to kyu yaad karta hai un baato ko jo keval taklif deti hai. bhul ja sab kuch or apni bibiyo ke sath nayi jindgi ki suruwat kar.
PB sonal ki baat se badak jata hai or ek duma lag ho kar bolta hai – kesi baat karti ho didi, main in sabke sath rahu or sab bhul jau. Kya Ap hi apne bhai ke liye sab kuch kar sakti hai main kuch nahi kar sakta kya apni bahan ke liye. Kya ap nahi chahati ki trikal or sambhu ko unke karmo ki saza mile. Kya maa ko bhol jau. Bhul jau us maa ko jisne apne is bête ke liye itna kuch saha. Har roj marti rahi keval is liye ki mujko or apko kuch na ho. Didi ab to ye munkin hi nahi hai ki me sab bhol kar chup beth jau. Trikal se to mera yuddh pehle se hi chal raha hai. ab to main chaha kar bhi piche nahi hat sakta. Or ye sab bhi muj se is tarha hi jud gayi hai ki chahe ya na chahe meri patniyo ko bhi mera sath har hal me dena hi hoga. Ek ka piche hatne ka matlab sabki moot hai.
Sonal PB ki baat sun kar apne aashu puchti hai or fir PB se bolti hai – yadi yesi baat hai to sun maa ke akhari sabd jo mere ko hi pata hai. mene aj tak kisi ko nahi bataye. Maa ne marne se pehle tere liye kuch kaha tha. jab maa ne apne upper or pure ghar me petrol dal diya. tab maa mujse boli – “sonal tu yaha se bhag ja beta, duniya ko lagega ki tu bhi mere sath jal kar mar gai per tu mani ji ke pass jana or ek nay jindgi ki suru karna. Or chotu se khud kabhi mat milna. Yadi kabhi chotu tuje mil jaye or usko sab pata chal jaye to usse kahana ki sab bhul kar ek nayi jindgi suru kare. Per main chahati hu ki mera beta mere sath huye atyacharo ka badla le. Jitna dard mene saha hai usse jayada dard wo sambhu ko de. Jis din mera beta sambhu ko marega us din meri atma ko santi milegi. Or iske liye bhi chotu ko mani ji ka sahara lena hoga. Wo hi use sahi marg dikha sakte hai.” or ye kaha kar maa ne khud ko aag laga li. Or bhai me waha maa ko jinda jalte huye dekhti rahi or maa marte huye bhi mujko waha se jane ko bolti rahi…. Jab maa ki saase ruk gayi or wo jameen per gir gayi tab mujko hosh aaya ki maa mujko jane ko bol rahi thi. aag charo or fel chuki thi or itni der se waha khade rahane se dhuye se main todha hi aage ja kar behosh ho gayi.
PB – didi yadi meri maa ki yahi aakhri ichcha thi to main vada karta hu ki us sambhu ko main wese hi maruga jese maa chahati thi. ab mera ye gussa mere andar rahega har time. Or mujko yaad dilate rahega ki mujko sambhu ko marna hai.
Sonal – haan bhai daba le apne gusse ko apne andar. Or lag ja maa ki ichcha puri karne per. Yadi sach me tujko apni maa or is bahan se pyar hai. to tu aj se wo hi karega jo mani ji tujse kahege. Tujko har haal me ye yuddh jeetna hai. tu apni bahan ka chehra bhi ab tab hi dekh payega jis din tere hath me sambhu ka sir hoga. (sonal ne ye baat apne andar dabe dard, gusse or pratishod me ek -2 sabd ko chaba kar kahi thi. yesa laga tha ki sonal ke muh se sabd nahi uske gusse ki aag nikli ho. Jo na jane kab se uske seene me dabi huyi thi)
Sonal ko yesa bolta dekh kar waha khade har insaan ke rogte khade ho haye. Dil me ek huk si udi. Lata ne ye sab sun sonal ke pass ja kar usko apne seene me chupa liya. Or PB ko mani ji ne apne gale se laga liya. PB sonal ki baato ko sun kar bhi kuch nahi bol paya. Uske dil me dard ka ek sagar hilore maar raha tha. wo apni bahan ko ye bhi nahi kaha paya ki wo uski is ichcha ko jarur puri karega. Har koi sonal ke dard ko mehsus kar raha tha. uski in baato me chupi tadap ko samajna chaha raha tha. or ye tadap har kisi ke dil me badle ki aag bhadka rahi thi. PB ke dil me to ye aag jwalamukhi ka rup le chuki thi. sab ek dum chup the awaje aa rahi thi to siskiyo ki jo lagbhag sabhi ke muh se nikal rahi thi. wo log bhi sonal ke dard or tadaf ko mahasus kar rahe the jinko nahi pata tha ki sonal or alpna ke sath kya hua hai. halat ko thik karne ke liye is war mani ne bolna suru kiya
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