25-01-2020, 12:28 PM
.
....aaj se nahi Balki 5 sal se jab aap dulhan bankar hamare ghar aayi thi. Aapko dulhan ke roop mein dekhkar na jaane kyun mera dil zor se dhadak utha tha.....aur main aapki sundarta mein khota chala gaya. Uske baad se hi main aapse milne ke liye aapse baat karne ke liye lalayit rahta. Aur aapke paas aane ke liye tarah tarah ke bahane dhundhta rahta. Mujhe aapko chori chori dekhne mein aapse baat karne mein ek aseem anand prapt hota. main nahi jaanta mere saath kya ho raha tha, kintu Jab kabhi aapko udaas dekhta main udaas ho jata. Bhaiya aap par haath uthate to peed sa mere dil mein hota.....aapko rota dekhta to meri bhi aankhein bhar jaati....mann karta aapke paas jaaun aur aapke aansoon ponchh doon, par main aisa nahi kar paata tha. Aur jab kabhi aapko muskurata hua paata to mere honth bhi muskura uthte..... jaise jasie main bada hota gaya....meri chaahat bhi badi hoti gayi....main aapke baare mein aksar sochta kaise aapko khush rakhun.....aisa kya karun ki aap hamesha muskurati rahein, iss wajah se mera padhayi bhi baadhit hone laga. School mein mera mann nahi lagta....jab ghar aata to meri nazrein aapko dhundhti. Aur neha ke janm ke baad to aisa laga jaise main hi neha ka peeta hoon, mujhe ab dohri chinta hone lagi thi, ek aapki aur dusri neha ki..Mujhe sab pata hai aap kya pasand karti ho kya nahi, issliye aapke kahe bina hi main wo karta....jisse ki aap khush hon.....bhabhi maine jeevan mein sirf ek hi aurat se pyar kiya hai aur wo aap hain....kintu aapse kehne ka himmat main kabhi bhi na kar saka. Kintu aaj aapke puchhne par maine sab bata diya. Ab yadi aapko lagta hai ki main galat hoon to aap mujhe jo dand dengi mujhe sweekaar hoga." ye kehte hue main palat gaya aur bhabhi ko dekha. Jaise hi meri nazar bhabhi par padi meri aankhein hairat se fati ki fati rah gayi....unki aankhein aansoon se bhare hue they. Main apalak unhe dekhne laga.
"bhabhi.....aap ro rahi ho...? Kya aako meri baat buri lagi..."
bhabhi ne inkaar mein sir hilaya. Wo bolne ki awastha mein nahi lag rahi thi.
"to phir aap ro kyun rahi ho....ye khushi ke aansoon to nahi lagte ?"
maine unke aansoon pochhte hue kaha.
"haan...ye khushi ke aansoon hain" iss baar unhone munh khola.
Meri aankhein hairat se khuli rah gay...."to kya aap issliye ro rahi hain ki maine ye baat pehle kyun nahi bataya. ?"
bhabhi ne phir haan mein sir hilaya.
"to kya mera ye anumaan bhi sahi hai ki aap mujhse pyar karti ho...?" maine dhadakte hue dil se puchha.
Unhone phir haan mein sir hilaaya. Unki aankhein abhi bhi aansoon barsa rahi thi.
"to phir aapne mujhse pehle kyun nahi kaha....?" maine unka haath apne haath mein le liya.
"bahut chaaha.....lekin aurat hoon na.....samaaj se darr jaati thi...jab bhi mera mann tumhari aur aakarshit hota....mere sanskaar meri hi paanv ki bediyan ban jaate. Aur mujhse kehte ki jo main karne jaa rahi hoon wo paap hai.... Kisi vivahita stri ke liye kisi dusre purush se ye kahna ki main tumse pyar karti hoon....ye bahut bhari kaam hai rahul....main tumhari bhavnao ko jaankar bhi anjaam bani rahti thi. Kintu tumhare dwara itna tyaag itna smarpan ke baad bhi ab jo maine tumhari bhavnao ko nahi apnaaya to ye paap hoga. Haan rajul ye paap hoga." bhabhi rundhe gale se boli.
"ohhh....bhabhi......kya main aapse ek vinti kar sakta hoon..?" maine bhabhi se anurodh kiya.
"tumhe meri jaan chahiye..."unhone meri aankhon mein jhakte hue kaha.
"nahi bhabhi...wo lekar to main khud bhi kangaal ho jaunga.....main bas aapko ek baar gale se lagana chahta hoon.....agar aap..." abhi meri baat puri bhi nahi hui thi ki bhabhi tezi se aage badhi aur mujhse lipat gayi. Maine unhe apni baahon mein baandh liya. Hum ek dusre se aise chipak gaye jaise lata daal se chipak jaati hai.bhabhi ke behte hue aansoon meri chhati ko bheegote ja rahe they....kintu mujhe uski parwaah nahi thi. maine dono haathon se bhabhi ka chehra thaam liya aur unke hontho par apna honth rakh diya. Bhabhi ki aankhein band hoti chali gayi.
....aaj se nahi Balki 5 sal se jab aap dulhan bankar hamare ghar aayi thi. Aapko dulhan ke roop mein dekhkar na jaane kyun mera dil zor se dhadak utha tha.....aur main aapki sundarta mein khota chala gaya. Uske baad se hi main aapse milne ke liye aapse baat karne ke liye lalayit rahta. Aur aapke paas aane ke liye tarah tarah ke bahane dhundhta rahta. Mujhe aapko chori chori dekhne mein aapse baat karne mein ek aseem anand prapt hota. main nahi jaanta mere saath kya ho raha tha, kintu Jab kabhi aapko udaas dekhta main udaas ho jata. Bhaiya aap par haath uthate to peed sa mere dil mein hota.....aapko rota dekhta to meri bhi aankhein bhar jaati....mann karta aapke paas jaaun aur aapke aansoon ponchh doon, par main aisa nahi kar paata tha. Aur jab kabhi aapko muskurata hua paata to mere honth bhi muskura uthte..... jaise jasie main bada hota gaya....meri chaahat bhi badi hoti gayi....main aapke baare mein aksar sochta kaise aapko khush rakhun.....aisa kya karun ki aap hamesha muskurati rahein, iss wajah se mera padhayi bhi baadhit hone laga. School mein mera mann nahi lagta....jab ghar aata to meri nazrein aapko dhundhti. Aur neha ke janm ke baad to aisa laga jaise main hi neha ka peeta hoon, mujhe ab dohri chinta hone lagi thi, ek aapki aur dusri neha ki..Mujhe sab pata hai aap kya pasand karti ho kya nahi, issliye aapke kahe bina hi main wo karta....jisse ki aap khush hon.....bhabhi maine jeevan mein sirf ek hi aurat se pyar kiya hai aur wo aap hain....kintu aapse kehne ka himmat main kabhi bhi na kar saka. Kintu aaj aapke puchhne par maine sab bata diya. Ab yadi aapko lagta hai ki main galat hoon to aap mujhe jo dand dengi mujhe sweekaar hoga." ye kehte hue main palat gaya aur bhabhi ko dekha. Jaise hi meri nazar bhabhi par padi meri aankhein hairat se fati ki fati rah gayi....unki aankhein aansoon se bhare hue they. Main apalak unhe dekhne laga.
"bhabhi.....aap ro rahi ho...? Kya aako meri baat buri lagi..."
bhabhi ne inkaar mein sir hilaya. Wo bolne ki awastha mein nahi lag rahi thi.
"to phir aap ro kyun rahi ho....ye khushi ke aansoon to nahi lagte ?"
maine unke aansoon pochhte hue kaha.
"haan...ye khushi ke aansoon hain" iss baar unhone munh khola.
Meri aankhein hairat se khuli rah gay...."to kya aap issliye ro rahi hain ki maine ye baat pehle kyun nahi bataya. ?"
bhabhi ne phir haan mein sir hilaya.
"to kya mera ye anumaan bhi sahi hai ki aap mujhse pyar karti ho...?" maine dhadakte hue dil se puchha.
Unhone phir haan mein sir hilaaya. Unki aankhein abhi bhi aansoon barsa rahi thi.
"to phir aapne mujhse pehle kyun nahi kaha....?" maine unka haath apne haath mein le liya.
"bahut chaaha.....lekin aurat hoon na.....samaaj se darr jaati thi...jab bhi mera mann tumhari aur aakarshit hota....mere sanskaar meri hi paanv ki bediyan ban jaate. Aur mujhse kehte ki jo main karne jaa rahi hoon wo paap hai.... Kisi vivahita stri ke liye kisi dusre purush se ye kahna ki main tumse pyar karti hoon....ye bahut bhari kaam hai rahul....main tumhari bhavnao ko jaankar bhi anjaam bani rahti thi. Kintu tumhare dwara itna tyaag itna smarpan ke baad bhi ab jo maine tumhari bhavnao ko nahi apnaaya to ye paap hoga. Haan rajul ye paap hoga." bhabhi rundhe gale se boli.
"ohhh....bhabhi......kya main aapse ek vinti kar sakta hoon..?" maine bhabhi se anurodh kiya.
"tumhe meri jaan chahiye..."unhone meri aankhon mein jhakte hue kaha.
"nahi bhabhi...wo lekar to main khud bhi kangaal ho jaunga.....main bas aapko ek baar gale se lagana chahta hoon.....agar aap..." abhi meri baat puri bhi nahi hui thi ki bhabhi tezi se aage badhi aur mujhse lipat gayi. Maine unhe apni baahon mein baandh liya. Hum ek dusre se aise chipak gaye jaise lata daal se chipak jaati hai.bhabhi ke behte hue aansoon meri chhati ko bheegote ja rahe they....kintu mujhe uski parwaah nahi thi. maine dono haathon se bhabhi ka chehra thaam liya aur unke hontho par apna honth rakh diya. Bhabhi ki aankhein band hoti chali gayi.
![[+]](https://xossipy.com/themes/sharepoint/collapse_collapsed.png)