24-01-2020, 05:49 PM
bhabhi ke snan kar lene ke paschat maine bhi aanan faanan mein snan kiya aur humlog ghar ki taraf chal diye. raaste par chalte hue mujhe bair ke ped dikhayi diye....maine bhabhi se kaha.
"main neha ke liye kuch bair tod leta hoon" ye kahkar main jhaadiyon ki aur badh gaya aur bair todne laga.
"adhik bair mat todna.....adhik kha lene se usse khansi ho jayegi" bhabhi ne kaha....lekin maine unki baat ko ansuna karte hue bair todta raha.
"tum wapas kab jaoge ?" bhabhi ne pucha
"bas ho gaya 2 minute" maine uttar diya
"buddhu....main sahar ki baat kar rahi hoon....wapas kab jaoge ?" unhone haste hue kaha
"nishchint nahi hai....abhi se kuch kah nahi sakta" maine jhaadiyon se nikal kar bhabhi ki taraf badhte hue kaha.
"tum kuch Sahar ke baare mein batao bahut sundar jagah hogi na.....mera bahut mann karta hai sahar jaane ka" bhabhi ne kaha
Tumhe shadi kar Leni chahiye
Jisse Rashmi Chachi Ko bhi help mil jayega bechari Chachi Ko jitni pareshani Hoti hogi akele akele Kam karne me
Mene kaha
"aarambh mein hoti thi....kintu ab to aadat ho gayi hai" maine uttar diya....bhabhi ne ek udti hui drishti mujh par daal kar phir aage dekhne lagi .....wo kuch sochte hue aage badhne lagi...unke chehre se prateet hota tha unke mann mein kuch gahra manthan chal raha hai. Kuch der ke pashchat maine maun todte hue bhabhi se pucha
"aap kuch soch rahi ?"
"nahi to....bas aise hi thoda idhar udhar ki baatein yaad karne lagi thi" unhone uttar diya.
"aap kah rahi thi aapko Sahar jaane ka mann karta hai" maine bhabhi se pucha.
"mann chahta to hai.....par mann ki har chah puri ho ye jaruri to nahi" bhabhi ne dheere se kintu nirashapurn uttar diya.
"bhabhi....aapke mann mein jo kuch bhi hai mujhe bata do....main aapse wada karta hoon main aapki har ichha puri karunga....aapki khushi ke liye main kuch bhi karne ko taiyar hoon....plz aap ek baar batao to sahi aapki samasya kya hai...aapke mann mein kis cheej se dukhi hai" maine bhabhi se anurodh kiya.
"aisa kuch bhi nahi hai....mere mann mein...tum apne ko pareshan mat karo" bhabhi ne dheeme shabdo mein uttar diya, kintu unke shabd aur unka bhav mail nahi kha raha tha
"bhabhi....agar aapko mujhse thoda bhi prem hai to plz mujhe batao...aapki samasya kya hai" maine bhabhi se vinti ki.
"tum kyun zid kar rahe ho....tum jaankar bhi kya kar loge" bhabhi ne iss baar thodi jhunjhlati hui boli
"sorry....bhabhi mujhse bhul ho gayi....ho sake to mujhe chhama kar dijiye" maine haar mante hue khed parkat kiya.
Aaj pehli baar bhabhi ne mujhpar gussa kiya tha....aaj se pehle maine unka ye roop kabhi nahi dekh tha....jaane kis baat se wo dukhi thi....mera mann udas ho gaya...main chupchap apne nazrein jhukaye unke sath sath chalta raha.
"kya tum mujhse naaraz ho gaye....?" unhone mujhe udaas dekhkar pucha. "mujhe maaf kar do....mujhe tumse aise rukhe swar mein baat nahi karni chahiye thi" bhabhi ne meri aur dekhte hue dheeme shabdo mein kaha.
"main kyun naaraz hounga....mujhe adhikaar hi kya hai aapse naaraz hone ka.....aaj ke baad main aapse koi prashna nahi karunga....aaj ke liye mujhe maaf kar dijiye" maine ruthe shabdo mein bhabhi se kaha.
"raju....tum bahut ache vyakti ho....tumse baate karke mera mann halka ho jata hai....aur tumse bahut kuch baatne ko mera mann bhi karta hai kintu kuch baatein aisi bhi hoti hai jo ek hi dil mein rahe to to adhik acha rahta hai" bhabhi ne khoye khoye hue swar mein kaha.
"bhabhi ab main bacha nahi raha...ab mujhmein itna saamartya hai ki main kisi ki bhavnao ko samajh sakun....agar aap mujhe iss layak samajhte hain to aap nisankoch apne mann ki baat mujhse baat sakti hain....main aapki bhavnao ka anadar nahi karunga....aap mera bishwaash karein" maine bhabhi ki aur aashapurn drishti daalte hue kaha.
"kya bataun tumhe....kya ye kahun ki mujhe ye jagah ye log kuch bhi acha nahi lagta....main yahan se door kahin door chala jaana chahti hoon...ek asisi jagah jahan mere sapne ho....jo mere armaano ki duniya ho....jahan meri har ichhaon ka maan ho........" bhabhi ke ye shabd mujhe kahi door se aate hue sunayi diye....mujhe aisa laga jaise bhabhi mere itne paas hokar bhi mere paas nahi kahin aur jagah par hain. Maine aascharya se bhabhi ki taraf dekha....wo junglon ki aur dekh rahi thi.
Maine aascharya se bhabhi ki aur dekha, unki nazrein charo aur ghum rahi thi, jaise wo kuch dhudh rahi hon...kuch aisa jo unhe aaj tak nahi mila, lekin kya....? Ye mere samajh se pare tha. Main bhabhi ke samip gaya aur unka haath pakad kar unhe ek aur le gaya jahan ek bada sa ped tha aur uske niche ek vishal patthar tha.....maine bhabhi ko patthar par baithne ko kaha, bhabhi aascharya se mujhe dekhti rahi.....main bhi bhabhi ke paas ped ki chhanv ke niche patthar par baithte hue bhabhi se kaha .
" bhabhi mujhe kasam hai iss mitti ki jispar main baitha hoon, aur ek din iss mitti par mujhe mil jana hai. Maine sadev aapke har dukh ko apna dukh samajha hai....aaj aapko batana hi padega ki aisa kya hai jo aapko sadev vichlit kiye rakhta hai. Wo kaun si aisi adhuri ichha hai jiski tadap aap mehsus karti rahti ho....plz mujhe bataiye" maine bhabhi ke haathon ko pakadkar unse anurodh kiya.
"theek hai....main aaj tumhe apne mann ki har baat bataungi....wo sab kkuch jo main apne kunwarepan se lekar ab tak sochti aayi hoon" unhone mera haath apne haath mein lekar meri aankhon mein jhakte hue kaha.
" rahul ladki koi bhi ho kaisi bhi ho, chahein gori ho kaali ho ameer ho gareeb ho, padhi likhi ho ya anpadh, ya chahein choti jaat ki ho ya phir kisi unche kul ki ho...sapne sabke ek saman hi hoti hai ! Kishorvastha mein paanv rakhte hi har ladki meethe sapne sanjone lagti hai....har ladki ki tarah main bhi sapne dekhne lagi.....ek khubsurat zindagi ke sapne....jismein ek bahut pyar karne wala pati ho, bada sa ghar ho jahan mere sukh ka har saaman ho jahan pyar hi pyar ho, main jo icha karun wo jhat se mujhe mil jaye...pati aisa sundar ho jise dekhkar har ladki ko mere bhagya se jalan ho....pyar itna karein ki sambhal na paoon....wo mujhe apne palko mein bitha kar rakhe....desh duniya ki shair karaye Aur dil se mera samman kare. Main nitya din aise hi sundar sapno mein khoyi rahti...aur dekhti bhi to kyun nahi.....kya sundar jeevan ke sapne dekhna buri baat hai....kya apne pasand ke var ki kaamna karna galat hai....swarg ki chaah to paapi ko bhi hota hai... 100 varsh ka budha bhi baaki bachi zindagi ko sukh se jeena chahta hai, phir mera to abhi abhi youvan ki dahleez par paanv pada tha....abhi abhi to maine jeevan ko samjha tha.....aise hi sundar aur aanandit sapno ko paale hue maine apni school ki padhayi puri ki, school se padhayi puri karne ke baad main collage mein admission ki taiyari karne lagi, unhi dino ek aisi ghatna hui jisne mere jeevan ko tahas nahas kar diya."
"aisa kya hua......?" maine bhabhi ki baat ko beech mein kaatte hue bhabhi se pucha.
"meri ek badi behan thi....shilpa" unhone kuchh yaad karte hue kaha.
"shilpa..." maine aascharya se unki aur dekhte hue kaha "lekin maine to kabhi aapki kisi behan ke baare mein aapse ya bhaiya se nahi suna hai" maine apni shanka zaahir kiya.
"tum uske baare mein nahi jaante ho....maa-peetaji aur tumhare bhaiya jaante hain...lekin shilpa didi ki charcha na to kabhi mere ghar mein koi karta hai na yahan par koi karta hai" unhone apni baat jaari rakhte hue aage kehna shuru kiya. "maine collage mein parvesh haitu sari taiyariyan kar li thi. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai wo din.....main apne room mein baithi koi kitaab padh rahi thi ki mujhe peetaji ki awaaz sunayi di wo zor zor se aur gusse mein didi se kuch kah rahe they....mujhe baahar aata dekh peetaji chup ho gaye aur didi ko daant kar unke room mein jaane ko kaha. Phir kuch dino upraant ek din shilpa didi achanak hi ghar se gaayab ho gayi....chhan-been karne ke baad pata chala ki wo apne hi collage ke ek teacher ke saath bhaag gayi hai. Didi ne jab ye qadam uthaya tab unki age 20 saal ki thi aur unke teacher ki age 35, unka naam sushil tha, unki ek shadi pehle bhi hui thi kintu pehli biwi se koi bacha na tha...log kahte hain unki patni zyadatar bimaar rahti thi, vivah ke 10 saal baad ek din unka dehaant ho gaya. Didi ke sath ghar chodne se pehle, Sushil ji pichle 5 saalon se akelepan ka jeevan jee rahe they. Didi ka iss tarah se ghar chod kar jaane se samaaj mein peetaji ki bahut badnaami hui, peetaji ko iss baat ne itna peshan kiya ki unhone meri padhayi band karva di, unhe ye bhay tha ki kahin main bhi didi ki tarah hi koi galat qadam na utha loon, padhai rok dene ke baad peetaji jald se jald mera vivah kar dena chahte they....wo jee jan se mere rishtay ke liye daud dhoop karne lage. Aas paas ke gaanv aur apne sambandhiyon ke beech badnaam hone ke pashchaat mere liye acha rishta dhundhna sahaz nahi tha. Mujhe lekar peetaji bahut chinteet rahne lage, unki chinta har roz badhne lagi....peetaji ki chinta akaaran nahi thi....jis vyakti ki ek beti kisi anjaan purush ke saath bhaag jaye to nisandeh use apni dusri beti ki chnita ho hi jaati hai, Pure 1 saal tak peetaji mere rishtay ke liye var dhundhte rahe, phir ek din tumhare ghar aaye aur yahan baat pakki ho gayi. Peetaji ne tumhare peeta se kuch bhi na chupaya aur didi ke baare mein sabkuch bata diya. Peetaji ke laut ke aane ke baad maa se mujhe pata chala ki mera rishta tay ho gaya hai to pata nahi kyun mujhe ye sunkar anand ka anubhav nahi hua, mujhe aisa laga jaise koi mere sapne mujhse cheen raha ho...wo sapne jo mujhe behad priya they...wo ek pal mein bikharta mehsus hua....dil kiya cheekhe maar kar ro doon, aur peetaji se iss rishtay ke liye mana kar doon, par main aisa nahi kar saki. Mujhe na chahte hue bhi shadi ka laal joda pehanna pada. Jis din meri bidaai thi us din mujhe aisa laga jaise aaj meri doli nahi mere armaano ki arthi uth rahi ho, main bahut der tak apne peeta ki chhati se lipat kar roti rahi." bhabhi apni baat kehte kehte chup ho jaati hai, unka gala rundh jaata hai. Wo apne aankhon mein bah chale aansoon ko pochhti hai aur phir kehna aarambh karti hai.
"main neha ke liye kuch bair tod leta hoon" ye kahkar main jhaadiyon ki aur badh gaya aur bair todne laga.
"adhik bair mat todna.....adhik kha lene se usse khansi ho jayegi" bhabhi ne kaha....lekin maine unki baat ko ansuna karte hue bair todta raha.
"tum wapas kab jaoge ?" bhabhi ne pucha
"bas ho gaya 2 minute" maine uttar diya
"buddhu....main sahar ki baat kar rahi hoon....wapas kab jaoge ?" unhone haste hue kaha
"nishchint nahi hai....abhi se kuch kah nahi sakta" maine jhaadiyon se nikal kar bhabhi ki taraf badhte hue kaha.
"tum kuch Sahar ke baare mein batao bahut sundar jagah hogi na.....mera bahut mann karta hai sahar jaane ka" bhabhi ne kaha
Tumhe shadi kar Leni chahiye
Jisse Rashmi Chachi Ko bhi help mil jayega bechari Chachi Ko jitni pareshani Hoti hogi akele akele Kam karne me
Mene kaha
"aarambh mein hoti thi....kintu ab to aadat ho gayi hai" maine uttar diya....bhabhi ne ek udti hui drishti mujh par daal kar phir aage dekhne lagi .....wo kuch sochte hue aage badhne lagi...unke chehre se prateet hota tha unke mann mein kuch gahra manthan chal raha hai. Kuch der ke pashchat maine maun todte hue bhabhi se pucha
"aap kuch soch rahi ?"
"nahi to....bas aise hi thoda idhar udhar ki baatein yaad karne lagi thi" unhone uttar diya.
"aap kah rahi thi aapko Sahar jaane ka mann karta hai" maine bhabhi se pucha.
"mann chahta to hai.....par mann ki har chah puri ho ye jaruri to nahi" bhabhi ne dheere se kintu nirashapurn uttar diya.
"bhabhi....aapke mann mein jo kuch bhi hai mujhe bata do....main aapse wada karta hoon main aapki har ichha puri karunga....aapki khushi ke liye main kuch bhi karne ko taiyar hoon....plz aap ek baar batao to sahi aapki samasya kya hai...aapke mann mein kis cheej se dukhi hai" maine bhabhi se anurodh kiya.
"aisa kuch bhi nahi hai....mere mann mein...tum apne ko pareshan mat karo" bhabhi ne dheeme shabdo mein uttar diya, kintu unke shabd aur unka bhav mail nahi kha raha tha
"bhabhi....agar aapko mujhse thoda bhi prem hai to plz mujhe batao...aapki samasya kya hai" maine bhabhi se vinti ki.
"tum kyun zid kar rahe ho....tum jaankar bhi kya kar loge" bhabhi ne iss baar thodi jhunjhlati hui boli
"sorry....bhabhi mujhse bhul ho gayi....ho sake to mujhe chhama kar dijiye" maine haar mante hue khed parkat kiya.
Aaj pehli baar bhabhi ne mujhpar gussa kiya tha....aaj se pehle maine unka ye roop kabhi nahi dekh tha....jaane kis baat se wo dukhi thi....mera mann udas ho gaya...main chupchap apne nazrein jhukaye unke sath sath chalta raha.
"kya tum mujhse naaraz ho gaye....?" unhone mujhe udaas dekhkar pucha. "mujhe maaf kar do....mujhe tumse aise rukhe swar mein baat nahi karni chahiye thi" bhabhi ne meri aur dekhte hue dheeme shabdo mein kaha.
"main kyun naaraz hounga....mujhe adhikaar hi kya hai aapse naaraz hone ka.....aaj ke baad main aapse koi prashna nahi karunga....aaj ke liye mujhe maaf kar dijiye" maine ruthe shabdo mein bhabhi se kaha.
"raju....tum bahut ache vyakti ho....tumse baate karke mera mann halka ho jata hai....aur tumse bahut kuch baatne ko mera mann bhi karta hai kintu kuch baatein aisi bhi hoti hai jo ek hi dil mein rahe to to adhik acha rahta hai" bhabhi ne khoye khoye hue swar mein kaha.
"bhabhi ab main bacha nahi raha...ab mujhmein itna saamartya hai ki main kisi ki bhavnao ko samajh sakun....agar aap mujhe iss layak samajhte hain to aap nisankoch apne mann ki baat mujhse baat sakti hain....main aapki bhavnao ka anadar nahi karunga....aap mera bishwaash karein" maine bhabhi ki aur aashapurn drishti daalte hue kaha.
"kya bataun tumhe....kya ye kahun ki mujhe ye jagah ye log kuch bhi acha nahi lagta....main yahan se door kahin door chala jaana chahti hoon...ek asisi jagah jahan mere sapne ho....jo mere armaano ki duniya ho....jahan meri har ichhaon ka maan ho........" bhabhi ke ye shabd mujhe kahi door se aate hue sunayi diye....mujhe aisa laga jaise bhabhi mere itne paas hokar bhi mere paas nahi kahin aur jagah par hain. Maine aascharya se bhabhi ki taraf dekha....wo junglon ki aur dekh rahi thi.
Maine aascharya se bhabhi ki aur dekha, unki nazrein charo aur ghum rahi thi, jaise wo kuch dhudh rahi hon...kuch aisa jo unhe aaj tak nahi mila, lekin kya....? Ye mere samajh se pare tha. Main bhabhi ke samip gaya aur unka haath pakad kar unhe ek aur le gaya jahan ek bada sa ped tha aur uske niche ek vishal patthar tha.....maine bhabhi ko patthar par baithne ko kaha, bhabhi aascharya se mujhe dekhti rahi.....main bhi bhabhi ke paas ped ki chhanv ke niche patthar par baithte hue bhabhi se kaha .
" bhabhi mujhe kasam hai iss mitti ki jispar main baitha hoon, aur ek din iss mitti par mujhe mil jana hai. Maine sadev aapke har dukh ko apna dukh samajha hai....aaj aapko batana hi padega ki aisa kya hai jo aapko sadev vichlit kiye rakhta hai. Wo kaun si aisi adhuri ichha hai jiski tadap aap mehsus karti rahti ho....plz mujhe bataiye" maine bhabhi ke haathon ko pakadkar unse anurodh kiya.
"theek hai....main aaj tumhe apne mann ki har baat bataungi....wo sab kkuch jo main apne kunwarepan se lekar ab tak sochti aayi hoon" unhone mera haath apne haath mein lekar meri aankhon mein jhakte hue kaha.
" rahul ladki koi bhi ho kaisi bhi ho, chahein gori ho kaali ho ameer ho gareeb ho, padhi likhi ho ya anpadh, ya chahein choti jaat ki ho ya phir kisi unche kul ki ho...sapne sabke ek saman hi hoti hai ! Kishorvastha mein paanv rakhte hi har ladki meethe sapne sanjone lagti hai....har ladki ki tarah main bhi sapne dekhne lagi.....ek khubsurat zindagi ke sapne....jismein ek bahut pyar karne wala pati ho, bada sa ghar ho jahan mere sukh ka har saaman ho jahan pyar hi pyar ho, main jo icha karun wo jhat se mujhe mil jaye...pati aisa sundar ho jise dekhkar har ladki ko mere bhagya se jalan ho....pyar itna karein ki sambhal na paoon....wo mujhe apne palko mein bitha kar rakhe....desh duniya ki shair karaye Aur dil se mera samman kare. Main nitya din aise hi sundar sapno mein khoyi rahti...aur dekhti bhi to kyun nahi.....kya sundar jeevan ke sapne dekhna buri baat hai....kya apne pasand ke var ki kaamna karna galat hai....swarg ki chaah to paapi ko bhi hota hai... 100 varsh ka budha bhi baaki bachi zindagi ko sukh se jeena chahta hai, phir mera to abhi abhi youvan ki dahleez par paanv pada tha....abhi abhi to maine jeevan ko samjha tha.....aise hi sundar aur aanandit sapno ko paale hue maine apni school ki padhayi puri ki, school se padhayi puri karne ke baad main collage mein admission ki taiyari karne lagi, unhi dino ek aisi ghatna hui jisne mere jeevan ko tahas nahas kar diya."
"aisa kya hua......?" maine bhabhi ki baat ko beech mein kaatte hue bhabhi se pucha.
"meri ek badi behan thi....shilpa" unhone kuchh yaad karte hue kaha.
"shilpa..." maine aascharya se unki aur dekhte hue kaha "lekin maine to kabhi aapki kisi behan ke baare mein aapse ya bhaiya se nahi suna hai" maine apni shanka zaahir kiya.
"tum uske baare mein nahi jaante ho....maa-peetaji aur tumhare bhaiya jaante hain...lekin shilpa didi ki charcha na to kabhi mere ghar mein koi karta hai na yahan par koi karta hai" unhone apni baat jaari rakhte hue aage kehna shuru kiya. "maine collage mein parvesh haitu sari taiyariyan kar li thi. Mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai wo din.....main apne room mein baithi koi kitaab padh rahi thi ki mujhe peetaji ki awaaz sunayi di wo zor zor se aur gusse mein didi se kuch kah rahe they....mujhe baahar aata dekh peetaji chup ho gaye aur didi ko daant kar unke room mein jaane ko kaha. Phir kuch dino upraant ek din shilpa didi achanak hi ghar se gaayab ho gayi....chhan-been karne ke baad pata chala ki wo apne hi collage ke ek teacher ke saath bhaag gayi hai. Didi ne jab ye qadam uthaya tab unki age 20 saal ki thi aur unke teacher ki age 35, unka naam sushil tha, unki ek shadi pehle bhi hui thi kintu pehli biwi se koi bacha na tha...log kahte hain unki patni zyadatar bimaar rahti thi, vivah ke 10 saal baad ek din unka dehaant ho gaya. Didi ke sath ghar chodne se pehle, Sushil ji pichle 5 saalon se akelepan ka jeevan jee rahe they. Didi ka iss tarah se ghar chod kar jaane se samaaj mein peetaji ki bahut badnaami hui, peetaji ko iss baat ne itna peshan kiya ki unhone meri padhayi band karva di, unhe ye bhay tha ki kahin main bhi didi ki tarah hi koi galat qadam na utha loon, padhai rok dene ke baad peetaji jald se jald mera vivah kar dena chahte they....wo jee jan se mere rishtay ke liye daud dhoop karne lage. Aas paas ke gaanv aur apne sambandhiyon ke beech badnaam hone ke pashchaat mere liye acha rishta dhundhna sahaz nahi tha. Mujhe lekar peetaji bahut chinteet rahne lage, unki chinta har roz badhne lagi....peetaji ki chinta akaaran nahi thi....jis vyakti ki ek beti kisi anjaan purush ke saath bhaag jaye to nisandeh use apni dusri beti ki chnita ho hi jaati hai, Pure 1 saal tak peetaji mere rishtay ke liye var dhundhte rahe, phir ek din tumhare ghar aaye aur yahan baat pakki ho gayi. Peetaji ne tumhare peeta se kuch bhi na chupaya aur didi ke baare mein sabkuch bata diya. Peetaji ke laut ke aane ke baad maa se mujhe pata chala ki mera rishta tay ho gaya hai to pata nahi kyun mujhe ye sunkar anand ka anubhav nahi hua, mujhe aisa laga jaise koi mere sapne mujhse cheen raha ho...wo sapne jo mujhe behad priya they...wo ek pal mein bikharta mehsus hua....dil kiya cheekhe maar kar ro doon, aur peetaji se iss rishtay ke liye mana kar doon, par main aisa nahi kar saki. Mujhe na chahte hue bhi shadi ka laal joda pehanna pada. Jis din meri bidaai thi us din mujhe aisa laga jaise aaj meri doli nahi mere armaano ki arthi uth rahi ho, main bahut der tak apne peeta ki chhati se lipat kar roti rahi." bhabhi apni baat kehte kehte chup ho jaati hai, unka gala rundh jaata hai. Wo apne aankhon mein bah chale aansoon ko pochhti hai aur phir kehna aarambh karti hai.
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