04-12-2019, 07:33 PM
Saravanan was aware of his wife kissing him on his forehead. He wasn’t asleep yet, he was only pretending to be asleep. When she placed her hand on his chest and attempted to sleep it gave him a certain contentment. It was another indication that she still cared very much for him. He was also aware how much she was struggling with her feelings and emotions. He felt helpless as he could not think of anyway to help her battle this distress. Her involvement with Prabu had not only been because of lust but rather she had also some emotional attachment to him. If lust was her only need then after knowing that Prabu was unlikely to come back here she would have sought another man to fulfil her sexual needs.
Saravanan also knew that he himself was not a selfish lover. He had brought his wife to orgasm many times. The spasming of her body when she attained her climax indicated that she was not just acting to have enjoyed sex with him just for his benefit. Yet there is a yearning within her. As her husband Meera had loved him. This was something that came automatically because of relationship that came about by their marriage. However had she fallen in love with Prabu because for the first time in her life a man had actively, determinedly courted her? Saravanan also had doubts whether the decisions he took at that time to resolve the problem were the right ones.
When he had caught them kissing and petting in the old abandoned house behind Prabu’s house, he could have called Prabu aside alone and warned him. I could have warned him to stay away from my wife and also ask him not to tell Meera that I was aware of their affair. I could have stopped everything then itself he thought to himself. Then again he knew that their illicit relationship had already started before that day. At the same time he was afraid Meera’s suspicions would have been aroused if Prabu had suddenly gone away or he had suddenly stopped meeting her.
Prabu actually did suddenly disappear from her life. Would she not be suspicious why that happened? One thing she could have thought that since he was forced to marry a girl from his relative, he had no option but to leave this place with his new wife suddenly. Or she could have that that he had used her and enjoyed her (Meera’s) body to the maximum and now since he had a new wife for his needs he had abandoned her. If that was the case Meera would have been disgusted with Prabu but instead she is still yearning for him.
Or after I had found out about their affair I could have just ignored it. Maybe eventually they themselves would have become fed up of the affair and would have decided to separate. It could be because their relationship was cut off suddenly there is still the attraction between them. Just as for a newly married couple the sex would be exciting and intense but over time it becomes somewhat stale and routine. Coupled to the newness of their affair would have been the thrill that both Prabu and Meera would have experienced because they were engaged in something wrong. He could have let the affair run it’s course. Eventually the newness would have gone and it would have become just another routine relationship. Meera too may not be yearning for it like she is now. On the other hand, it could also have the effect of making them even closer. Meera may have wanted to be with Prabu permanently. Then what would have happened to our marriage, what would my children do. The whole town would have laughed at me behind my back. I would have been subjected to taunting remarks. Even if I had been able to tolerate all that how could my children have borne all the insults. I couldn’t even contemplate such a thing happening. I would have to have left the town in disgrace but in deep in my mind I felt Meera would not have gone to that extent.
Another thought interjected into Saravanan’s mind. What if I had ignored their affair. Then on that day when Prabu’s father had gone to the dilapidated temple building after seeing his son’s motorbike there, he would have caught both of them red handed in the act. I too would not have been there to prevent it from happening. He would have killed both of them there and then. Saravanan thought about that and then realised it was not likely to happen. If he had not brought the old woman as servant to the house to prevent them having sex in his own house, then they would not have needed to go elsewhere to fornicate. So, there would have been no chance of them being caught. Of one thing he was certain in his belief, if he had confronted his wife directly, she would have definitely killed herself.
Saravanan tried to keep his wife happy and satisfied by trying to spice up their sex life in trying different things but he also had to be careful not to raise her suspicions on why he is trying all this. Especially now, after Prabu had gone away. One time he gently pushed her head towards his groin but she turned her head away. After that he did not try to do that again. Even though he felt anger that she did not want to suck his cock when she was so eagerly and willingly doing it for Prabu in that old temple hall. He immediately suppressed his anger. With her lover she didn’t have to show restraint. However with me she may have been fearful of what I would have thought of her if she readily did it, he surmised. Saravanan had never forced her to anything she was not willing to do and so it was in this case too.
He tried to keep her and his family as happy as possible. He gave the responsibility to run his shop to his manager, while he took his family on a holiday tour. He spent more time with her. He took his family to movies, dinner etc. He would spend more time with her when he came back home for lunch. He tried to come back earlier from his shop whenever possible. In spite of all this he would notice her having a forlorn look every now and then. He was at a loss on what more he could do.
Only time must give a solution to this he thought helplessly.
Meera’s thought too went back to the times Prabu was here. One day after her husband and children had gone to work and school respectively, she heard someone knocking on the door. She wondered who it was at this time and went and opened her front door. She was surprised to see Prabu standing there with a broad smile on his face.
“Bhabhi, I was passing this way and I suddenly thought about you. So here I am.”
“What?? You were thinking of me?? She asked in surprise and not in a little shock. What is this fellow saying something like this so boldly to his friend’s wife, she thought.
“Yes Bhabhi, I was dying for a cup of coffee and the first thing that crossed my mind was the wonderful coffee you serve. So my first thoughts were of you.”
Before this he had come often to her house when her husband was there. Every time he came, he would bring chocolates and sweets for her children. In this way the children had also got close to him addressing him as uncle. She was now also accustomed to him to some extent. However, in the small town like hers it was thought to be highly inappropriate for a man to visit a house when the man of that house was not in. Especially when that man’s wife is all alone in the house. Though reluctant, she had no choice but to let him in.
“Please come in,” she invited him in.
That was the first time Prabu had come into the house when Meera was all alone there.
Saravanan also knew that he himself was not a selfish lover. He had brought his wife to orgasm many times. The spasming of her body when she attained her climax indicated that she was not just acting to have enjoyed sex with him just for his benefit. Yet there is a yearning within her. As her husband Meera had loved him. This was something that came automatically because of relationship that came about by their marriage. However had she fallen in love with Prabu because for the first time in her life a man had actively, determinedly courted her? Saravanan also had doubts whether the decisions he took at that time to resolve the problem were the right ones.
When he had caught them kissing and petting in the old abandoned house behind Prabu’s house, he could have called Prabu aside alone and warned him. I could have warned him to stay away from my wife and also ask him not to tell Meera that I was aware of their affair. I could have stopped everything then itself he thought to himself. Then again he knew that their illicit relationship had already started before that day. At the same time he was afraid Meera’s suspicions would have been aroused if Prabu had suddenly gone away or he had suddenly stopped meeting her.
Prabu actually did suddenly disappear from her life. Would she not be suspicious why that happened? One thing she could have thought that since he was forced to marry a girl from his relative, he had no option but to leave this place with his new wife suddenly. Or she could have that that he had used her and enjoyed her (Meera’s) body to the maximum and now since he had a new wife for his needs he had abandoned her. If that was the case Meera would have been disgusted with Prabu but instead she is still yearning for him.
Or after I had found out about their affair I could have just ignored it. Maybe eventually they themselves would have become fed up of the affair and would have decided to separate. It could be because their relationship was cut off suddenly there is still the attraction between them. Just as for a newly married couple the sex would be exciting and intense but over time it becomes somewhat stale and routine. Coupled to the newness of their affair would have been the thrill that both Prabu and Meera would have experienced because they were engaged in something wrong. He could have let the affair run it’s course. Eventually the newness would have gone and it would have become just another routine relationship. Meera too may not be yearning for it like she is now. On the other hand, it could also have the effect of making them even closer. Meera may have wanted to be with Prabu permanently. Then what would have happened to our marriage, what would my children do. The whole town would have laughed at me behind my back. I would have been subjected to taunting remarks. Even if I had been able to tolerate all that how could my children have borne all the insults. I couldn’t even contemplate such a thing happening. I would have to have left the town in disgrace but in deep in my mind I felt Meera would not have gone to that extent.
Another thought interjected into Saravanan’s mind. What if I had ignored their affair. Then on that day when Prabu’s father had gone to the dilapidated temple building after seeing his son’s motorbike there, he would have caught both of them red handed in the act. I too would not have been there to prevent it from happening. He would have killed both of them there and then. Saravanan thought about that and then realised it was not likely to happen. If he had not brought the old woman as servant to the house to prevent them having sex in his own house, then they would not have needed to go elsewhere to fornicate. So, there would have been no chance of them being caught. Of one thing he was certain in his belief, if he had confronted his wife directly, she would have definitely killed herself.
Saravanan tried to keep his wife happy and satisfied by trying to spice up their sex life in trying different things but he also had to be careful not to raise her suspicions on why he is trying all this. Especially now, after Prabu had gone away. One time he gently pushed her head towards his groin but she turned her head away. After that he did not try to do that again. Even though he felt anger that she did not want to suck his cock when she was so eagerly and willingly doing it for Prabu in that old temple hall. He immediately suppressed his anger. With her lover she didn’t have to show restraint. However with me she may have been fearful of what I would have thought of her if she readily did it, he surmised. Saravanan had never forced her to anything she was not willing to do and so it was in this case too.
He tried to keep her and his family as happy as possible. He gave the responsibility to run his shop to his manager, while he took his family on a holiday tour. He spent more time with her. He took his family to movies, dinner etc. He would spend more time with her when he came back home for lunch. He tried to come back earlier from his shop whenever possible. In spite of all this he would notice her having a forlorn look every now and then. He was at a loss on what more he could do.
Only time must give a solution to this he thought helplessly.
Meera’s thought too went back to the times Prabu was here. One day after her husband and children had gone to work and school respectively, she heard someone knocking on the door. She wondered who it was at this time and went and opened her front door. She was surprised to see Prabu standing there with a broad smile on his face.
“Bhabhi, I was passing this way and I suddenly thought about you. So here I am.”
“What?? You were thinking of me?? She asked in surprise and not in a little shock. What is this fellow saying something like this so boldly to his friend’s wife, she thought.
“Yes Bhabhi, I was dying for a cup of coffee and the first thing that crossed my mind was the wonderful coffee you serve. So my first thoughts were of you.”
Before this he had come often to her house when her husband was there. Every time he came, he would bring chocolates and sweets for her children. In this way the children had also got close to him addressing him as uncle. She was now also accustomed to him to some extent. However, in the small town like hers it was thought to be highly inappropriate for a man to visit a house when the man of that house was not in. Especially when that man’s wife is all alone in the house. Though reluctant, she had no choice but to let him in.
“Please come in,” she invited him in.
That was the first time Prabu had come into the house when Meera was all alone there.
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